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Eyes to See (Part 1): Jun’s Testimony of His Prophetic Journey

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In this first part of our two-part special guest feature, we welcome our brother in Christ, Jun, as he shares his testimony and journey into the prophetic.

We explore his spiritual background, including whether he grew up in a church environment that encouraged gifts like dreams and visions, and how the Lord has cultivated his ability to discern and see over time. Our conversation centers on intimacy with Jesus and learning to recognize His presence in everyday life.

During the recording, we are invited into a sacred moment as we collectively experience the presence of Jesus by envisioning His face—a gentle, reverent encounter that reminds us of His nearness and love.

This episode sets the foundation for Part 2, where we explore how prophetic vision and community intersect to bring healing and restoration.

SPEAKER_04

Well, hello everyone, and uh welcome to the Seer's Watch. I am your guest host, Patrick, and today we've got a special guest on the show. Say hi, June. Hello. Yay. This is his first time on the show. We're really excited to have him here because today what we're going to be talking about is the prophetic community and how we can get a bigger picture when encounters are shared and the body comes together to get a a better revelation of what God's doing and just be feeding from each other. So, June, when starting out, we actually want to go through your prophetic growing up. I mean, you've been part of the church for a while now. And so walk us through how like when did you first see for the visions and dreams?

SPEAKER_06

Visions, dreams. Yeah, like when was the first one? Like, do you remember?

SPEAKER_03

I would say the first one wasn't that great. Um and why I say that is because I believe the first one I ever had was when I was a kid. My mom would ask me, like, oh, like what dream did you have? And I remember I'd say I saw a dinosaur. And as I was saying dinosaur, I would imagine a dinosaur like like a T-Rex dinosaur.

SPEAKER_02

And how old were you? I was probably four or five. Oh wow, okay. Yeah, I was quite young.

SPEAKER_03

Um, but I remember I was having a lot of demonic dreams before. So it was never like it was never good dreams, I would say.

SPEAKER_06

So it wasn't a um a nice experience. It wasn't a pleasant experience.

SPEAKER_03

Nope, not at all.

SPEAKER_06

Okay, okay. Okay. Now did you grew up in the church, correct? Yes. And did you share this with other people? Did you meet other people who were having dreams or vision, or were you just kind of by yourself?

SPEAKER_03

I would say it was never like I was I I think I hold held on to it. Like I never like told anybody. Okay. Um, just because it's like well, I mean, especially Korean churches, they're not Oh, so you went to a Korean church. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So we I went to a Korean church, so I was never able to really like speak Korean Korean. Okay. Because I was on that elementary level. So I was never able to understand actually what the preacher was saying in the first place because their sermons were in Korean. Okay. So I would never be able to actually relate to it because I would never understand it.

SPEAKER_04

Would you be going to the church? Was this was this like with your pa like your parents? They were the ones that actually would like who was that more edifying for? Yeah.

SPEAKER_03

Um, I would say probably that's that speaks like legit Korean. That would be your mom. My mom and my dad. Okay. Um they they did have a uh they had for like things for like little kids or like you know, people 18 or younger, but I never really like I was there present, but I wasn't there present, if that makes sense. Like I was not really like involved with it.

SPEAKER_04

But these now, these churches now in talking about spiritual gifts, like is that something that's nor that that is normal or even practiced, or is this when you are experiencing these these dreams, um in processing it with how you're going about in your walk with the Lord, is it something you'd think about even entertaining because it's not talked about, or walk me through that a little bit?

SPEAKER_03

I would say, oh, I mean, for me, I okay, so going to the Korean churches, uh, I would say I don't think it's talked about it a lot. Just because it's like um I mean, I can't really give you a reason why it's not talked about a lot, but it's just not talked about it a lot because I I think there's just this like you think it's culture? Culture, fear, okay, different types of things, yeah.

SPEAKER_04

Well, like, I mean, you're you're processing, you know. I mean, you're growing in this. Yeah, as you're getting older and you're seeing this kind of you said it would it would it would start to manifest more and more as you got older? Oh yeah, 100%. Okay. So now walk now, how would you steward that?

SPEAKER_06

You know, because I mean like did you go to a different church that like encouraged it? Where did you start going around other people? Okay, um, because it sounds like that was not happening when you were going to the Korean churches.

SPEAKER_03

So actually, when I was growing up, I went to this mega church, uh, I mean, you could say mega church, uh mega Korean church. And um I actually got church hurt at that place, and then we moved um to a house church because there's a lot of correlations with money, with the pastor, um, like it was just a lot of corruption. So we left there, and then all the people that uh my mom had made friends with, they went to do cr uh house church, and then that's where I got actually house church by my own sibling, my own sister. Oh yeah. So I actually never after that I I just stopped attending. Like I told my mom one day, I was like, Yeah, I'm not I'm like mom, I'm not going to church anymore.

SPEAKER_04

So I actually want to take a little bit of a different turn here because when were you baptized in the spirit? Like when I was like when I was younger? I'm talking about water baptism.

SPEAKER_03

I'm talking about when were you baptized in the Holy Spirit. So my mom had told me that I was baptized, but I had never remembered I was baptized. So she would tell me, like later when I was kind of getting more into my faith, like I was like, Well, mom, when did I get baptized? She was like, Oh, you got baptized at this age, and I I still can't remember the age that she told me. But she told me, and I was just like, I don't even remember. Like, I just have no remembrance of me getting baptized at all.

SPEAKER_04

Well, remember, all about but I'm talking about the the baptized in the Holy Spirit, because I know you speak in tongues. Yeah. Okay. So when you started walking like walking in the ways of the steps of the Holy Spirit, okay, when did that shift happen? Because there's a different, there are multiple types of like we we were gonna get in this when in the other podcast about um the different fillings. And if but the you know, the baptism of repentance, first of John's and baptism in the name in the name of Jesus for repentance of sins, that's welcoming you into the kingdom of heaven. Now we now we're talking about we now being baptized in the Holy Spirit. Gotcha.

SPEAKER_02

Okay.

SPEAKER_03

Okay. So um a funny thing actually is uh most Koreans uh they they actually speak a lot of them speak in tongues. So as I was growing older, I actually was able to experience people speaking in tongues, but I never knew what they were. So I thought it was just a form of prayer or type of groaning that they do. And you could hear it from like the outside of the house sometimes because it'd be loud.

SPEAKER_02

Wow.

SPEAKER_03

It'd be loud. Wow. Um uh I remember there was a specific night I was I have I was curious because I I remember I was like, like, what are they doing? Like, why are they you know speaking in such a random language that I have no idea what it is? Right, it's not Korean, it's not English, so what the heck is it? And I'm like, okay, so I asked my mom, and I'm like, okay, well, mom, what is whatever you're doing, right? And she's like, Well, it's speaking in tongues, and I was like, Okay, mom, how do I do that? So I remember she was telling me how to do it, and well, I I guess she she was trying to show me how to do it, because you know, like you should it's not a language barrier, so it's like a lot of um not a lot of fluent English coming out of her mouth, I guess you could say. So how she was showing me, and then I was like, okay, well, let me try. Cause I was I was just like, I just simply was having that faith. And then as I started to do it, it was like the enemy was like, nah, it's just not right. It's not right. And then that's where the spear of unbelief started coming in, and I was just like, Mom, I just feel like I I'm not doing it. And she was like, Okay, that's fine, you don't have to do it. And I'm like, Okay, I guess that's it. I will say, when I gave my life to Christ, I remember I was in a in my apartment in um where I used to live, and there was a specific closet that I'd go into. Um one that I would cry in, the one that I'd get angry in. Um it was a way of me separating from my family because it was an apartment. It's not really that big. So I was able to go into my closet. And so I remember one night or one I guess afternoon actually, I asked the Holy Spirit, okay, Lord, I want gifts of the Holy Spirit. Praise Jesus Christ. Come on. It brought me back to the time when I asked my mom about spirit like tongues, and I started speaking in the city. Come on! And then with with your mom. About how old were you? Yeah, I was about to ask. Well, I was old enough to go on the top of the bunk, so I can I can't remember that far.

SPEAKER_00

Um pre-teen. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. Um the Holy Spirit brought you back to that moment.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah. Okay. He brought me back to that moment, and it was like, I want you to have that kind of faith when you go into this. And I did, and I started, and and it's so funny because now my my tongues now versus when I first started is different.

SPEAKER_04

So this was well, sorry, when you were when when you were given the gift of tongues, how old were you then? You said you were in apartment. I was 18, almost becoming 19. Okay.

SPEAKER_02

Okay. Praise the Lord. Yeah.

SPEAKER_04

This is so what I'm looking at this, and listeners recognize this. The Lord is with you in this. And he said he brought you back to that time. So he brought you back, which implies he was also there.

SPEAKER_06

There you go.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. Which impro implies it's alive. Yeah. Which implies that it was just waiting for another moment in space and time where you could then re-look at it with faith. Amen. And choose, like you just Holy Spirit, I want help. And that's actually so there was an impartation there. And that impartation was irrevocable. It stays there for the rest of your life. And there's a choice to partner at some point and then start working with it. And that's what happened. So your mom was faithful, and the fact that she didn't press, because she could have the faith to keep pressing you, but she she had the love to say, okay, you don't have to do it right now. That was that was love. That was true love. And it was still ready, though, to go when you were ready again. Yeah. So that's that's beautiful.

SPEAKER_03

Um, I will say when I finally had that change in uh tongue, like speaking in tongues, was when I went to a uh retreat in 2025. Um I went to a retreat in 2025 and it was called a men's retreat, and it's at the church that I go to right now. And uh there I think it was second night, and they uh the pastor was like, Okay, does anyone want to receive the gifts of heal? And we the a lot of people actually went up, and I remember my friend was like, Well, you don't need to go up because you already have the gifts of tongues, and I'm like, But I feel like I've never been baptized in the Holy Spirit before. So I went up, and I remember I was just waiting. I was just like closing my eyes, was waiting, and I remember um the uh youth pastor, um, well he's pastor, but you know, like he's actually quite younger than the um the lead pastor, but he came up to me and he started praying in the spirit, and then he touched me, and when he touched me, it was like my body had like shocks, like when you know when you touch a stove, right, and you get burned, it that's the same type of feeling I had. It went right here at my core, and it just went all over, and then I just started praying in the spirit and I fell. Wow, like but I didn't even feel like I fell. Like, that's how like like I didn't even realize I fell until I opened my eyes.

SPEAKER_04

So I I venture saying this, um this is this is my own, and I'm not I'm not gonna this is what I what I feel. I feel your actual baptism of the Holy Spirit was when you actually asked the Holy Spirit himself. Amen. I'm looking at the I'm I'm looking at the encounter of I don't doubt that was a filling. That was a filling of the spirit. I don't doubt that at all. But I'm also I'm looking at what Jesus talks about. It's like if a if a father if a son asked a father for a fish, would it give him a serpent? If the son asked a father for a stone for a bread, would it give him a stone? How much more will the heavenly your father give the Holy Spirit to those who and you asked? Now you were originally asking your mom to teach you, but this time you asked the Holy Spirit. So when you a that's when he can actually lavish that and and give that to you. The encounter that you had was a filling that was necessary, and you said, but you're talking about also healing primarily, right? Experiencing you that would that was that was what you asked for, was for was for healing. Uh when the when you went to the pastor to ask you.

SPEAKER_03

Did I say healing? That's that's right. Yeah, okay. Sorry. I meant to say um like being baptized in the through the Holy Spirit. That's what I meant. Okay. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Um, I guess Can I can I uh baptisms typically come in the body of Christ. Amen. So I I'm gonna suggest I'm I'm with you on that. I'm gonna suggest your first baptism was coming at the hand of your mom, who had authority, because you're a kid in her house. And she had probably experienced, obviously, the baptism of the Spirit. So that's where it actually happened, but it was not agreed upon or activated until you had that one-on-one with the Lord. I can see that. So it's it's both acts. We need to remember this. We're connected to the body of Christ. God typically uses apostolic anointing for the baptisms. Third, second off. Um when you read Luke and Acts side by side, especially in a literal translation, you're gonna find that he uses the word baptisms and fillings interchangeably. There is no difference in his mind when you're reading it between fillings and baptism. The teaching that's out there to help clear up confusion is there's one baptism and many fillings. However, that is not what that if you read Luke, that's not how he does it. There is no distinction for him. There are multiple baptisms, period, of Holy Spirit and graces in the New Testament. So this was another baptism. You knew you needed more. Paul will say, for example, to the Corinthians, I wanted to come to you guys again so you could receive a second grace. Amen.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Because he knows what he has to give. Well, they already got filled. Well, he's going to fill them again. Um, in Acts 4, those who have already experienced uh Pentecost number one in Acts 2, they get filled again. The whole place shakes when they cry out to God because they're being persecuted told they can't go on anymore. Okay. When you read his language, Luke's baptisms and and fillings are interchangeable terms. He does not differentiate. So you had another baptism. Awesome. Praise God. There is a and so what was actually translated though from that, it sounds like um we said heat in the I'm not sure. It was the heat in the um in the in the core, but every time we're talking, when you say that you're hearing truth, you say your hands are burning. Yeah, so it's like discernment.

SPEAKER_03

Right. And it's weird because it's like I've only started feeling this last year. So this only started coming last year, and this happened this started happening after the uh the retreat that I went to that I got filled with the Holy Spirit.

SPEAKER_00

What did you notice after? More prof when after that that core um baptism um and you were feeling all that heat. What n what did you notice after?

SPEAKER_03

Well, I started to it's actually kind of funny. So I started to um realize that I have this thing, like, you know, the Holy Spirit, whenever I go up to people, um, the Holy Spirit would be like, oh, this person has, you know, is dealing with this. That was the first encounter of when I started, you know, like the after effects of it. Then I started feeling heat on my hands. Like whenever um we're talking about healing, or whenever we're talking about truth, or whenever we're talking about just simply him, I can feel him.

SPEAKER_04

And then you say and the first time that happened was during the like w when you went to the when you got the the the baptism from the when the when the when you worked with the body. When I had that surge in your s and in the in your core. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yes, yes. Which by the way, brother, thank you for that that correction. Because that's one that's one thing we need, especially when we're talking about in this episode, that a lot of people miss is the importance of the of the team player aspect of God. We and I'm and I'm glad you gave me that, because yes, I mean, like it is we there is that father-son, but the problem but he he wants the body to come together so there is unity. He stri we we strive for unity because that's what the body is for.

SPEAKER_00

Because what I heard was he said, what I heard the Holy Spirit say when you said to the Holy Spirit, I was in the room with you, I was like, when I was like, oh, I heard the Holy Spirit says, son, I already gave it to you. He's honoring your mom. He's saying, Your mom, through I gave it through your mom. That's why he reminded you. Because he was answering your question, I already did. I can rest. Now, if you didn't have that experience, he's probably gonna direct you to the body, to encounters with those who have apostolic anointing, because that's who he is. That's how he's created the body. But because you already had that encounter, he's just saying, Oh, I already already gave it to you. And then bam, it was immediate because you already got it. So it's both end. It's it's I'm totally with you, Patrick, on it is totally a relational thing. Um, but it's also in the and he's just honoring his mom. He's saying, My mom was doing the work, my work.

SPEAKER_04

Amen. So amen. Which is which is why like and that's why I'm glad we're talking about that, because there is this in in the prophetic community the tendency to go rogue and then the charismatic, and it's like, well, I have all these things, I've got all these gifts, and it's like, yeah, but now you can end up going in rebellion if you're not careful because you're not actually using the body what it's for, it's for. So I'm glad we're to we're we're get we're getting on that because that's very important. So in that filling, we're getting back to when you're talking about those visions, because that didn't come until a little bit later, because you're talking about these dreams, and dreams and visions are different. Um, because I've seen, I've heard a lot of the visions that we talked about for, like I mentioned at the beginning. When did you first notice those visions where you actually were able to partner with God and you were seeing some edification happen?

SPEAKER_03

So I remember um well I attended the house church that you um you know you um lead? Lead, yes. Thank you for the word. Uh so I it was probably the sec I'm thinking either I'm thinking either the first or second time. I can't remember either if it was the first or second time I was I went there.

SPEAKER_06

When did you first sorry, when did you first show up to October. October.

SPEAKER_04

Oh, so this so your first vision was at the house church.

SPEAKER_03

First actual thinking, like, you know, because I put vision I mean. Like I would say where there's a shift. That's what you were asking. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, so is that what you're asking?

SPEAKER_04

Like yeah, I mean, because what we're talking about before, we're like the first thing we were mentioning were were your dreams, and you said sometimes they like you originally remember them starting out demonic and they and you weren't able to get anything for him, but when you're noticing this shift of there's actually like a stewardship between you and the Holy Spirit, now he's actually giving you, he's feeding you, he's showing you things. You're actually like you're you're actually walking with him and being edified.

SPEAKER_03

So you said that was at the Yeah, at the house church. Um I would say even before then I was still having some, but it's like it wasn't like I was able to just like, oh Lord, I you know, like just like because whenever I have visions, it's always like whenever whenever I'm asking the Lord if I could see his face, right? Like how it talks about in Revelation, and then also how I can hold his hands. So he allows me to hold his hands. And that's how I can feel that's actually uh it's the truth, the um healing, and then holding his hands. That's how I can feel that is Jesus Christ. The heat on my hands. So um I would say even before then I was still seeing like visions, but it's like I didn't know that they were visions.

SPEAKER_04

When did you first start seeing his face and holding his hands? When did that start?

SPEAKER_03

Ooh, that's a good one. Yeah, that's a very good one. Um I remember we had uh I remember you, Patrick, talked about uh his face in Revelation. So I asked the Lord, I was like, okay, well, can I just be able to see your face? So I saw his first I saw his eyes, his fiery eyes. Then I started seeing his hair, his white wool hair. And then I was able to imagine like his mouth being like I don't know how to describe it, but it's like I guess you could say like a lion's mouth when it opens. At first he covered my ears at a uh worship night that my church has every month and then after that it started getting to the point where I was able to hold his hands. You said he covered your ears. Mm-hmm. Cover it covered my ears. Yeah. I'd love to be walked through that a little bit, actually.

SPEAKER_04

Um that's what that's what these are for. Explain the visions.

SPEAKER_02

Look at his face.

SPEAKER_04

I'm like covered here. That's a very specific thing that he would do. So sometimes he covered it to hide you from things that are spoken that shouldn't be heard. Sometimes he's covering you because he wants you to hear what he wants to like.

SPEAKER_03

So I want to know more. So actually, whenever um sometimes whenever I'm having like thoughts, like thoughts that makes a lot of not supposed to be there. So like chatter. Yeah, just a lot of chatter. I'm able to just tell the Lord, like, you know, I want you to cover like sometimes I'm like, okay, Lord, I want to see your face. And then sometimes if he wants to get my full attention, he covers my ears. Yes, I think. And I can see that in the spirit realm. Like it's almost like I'm like in the spirit realm, like, okay, right now, if I could just, Lord, can I see your face? Yeah, so I see his fiery eyes.

SPEAKER_01

Perhaps someone else is seeing his hair.

SPEAKER_04

We're all getting a picture of him because the body comes together. That's why, and listeners, right now, we're inviting you to do the same thing.

SPEAKER_01

It's actually a command to seek his face. And his strength.

SPEAKER_04

Those who look to him are radiant.

SPEAKER_03

So at this point when when I asked the Lord uh can I see his face, now I'm now I'm currently going to ask him or how I normally do is ask him if I could hold his hands. So now I'm gonna ask the Lord, Lord, can I can I hold your hands?

SPEAKER_04

I feel like each one's getting a different experience of what Yeah. Yeah. Honestly, for me, he gave I would like he gave me his hand. But this was for this is and you're like, well, I want well at first he I wanted one I wanted both of his hands, but it was the way he did it, because he put this his hand in the very center so he could twirl me like in a dance. So far. I was like, what? So I d we do that.

SPEAKER_01

Nevertheless, I am always with you. You hold me by my right hand. Come on. You guide me with your counsel and afterwards you will receive me to glory. Whom do I have in heaven but you? And earth has none I desire but you, O Lord. My heart and my flesh may fail, but God is the rock of my heart and my portion forever. Which one was that one? Psalm seventy seven seven. Which is Asaf, who is a seer. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

I feel an indent on my left hand for some reason.

SPEAKER_06

Um Well, I kept seeing his hand pierced.

SPEAKER_00

Mm-hmm.

SPEAKER_04

Yeah, you're getting his left, I'm getting his right. Well, that's see, there's um I think he's doing kind of the same thing with the with you, he's doing with me. And the goal of the dance is to show off the woman and give her the twirl. But the way to do that is there are signals in the hand, kind of, is you can feel the flow, and there's like a press, and she'll note actually you and and there's it's almost like you, it's like it's a complete like it's a guide, and in that press, you feel that's where I turn right here, and that's where I turn here. That's beautiful. Oh, it's gorgeous. And when you have that connection with the other party, and like the man's not doing too much, and just by doing that, they flow that's that obedience, like just to relinquish control. And then everyone's looking, and that's we're the bride. Amen.

SPEAKER_00

So he's our husband. So one quick note I just want to make here, uh June. Your amplification of visions and stewarding in it happened in church, in this particular church, I think it's in a house.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Because you're also coming in in that community happens to be rich in that particular anointing gifting of dreams, visions, um, etc. etc. So that you're sharing in that part of the body, and it's like if you go into a pool, you get wet. Yeah, like or you go outside when it's raining, you get wet. Like it's that kind of that's why Paul will say things like that on both ends. Bad comp do not be deceived. Bad company corrupts good morals. On the flip side, that's true as well. Um, you walk with the wise, you become wise, proverbs say. So that's all that's what's happening. You're sharing in that culture, that that prophetic culture, that particular gifting. And so I think some of these things may have also been dormant, might have already been there, but coming into that and being washed with the cleansing of the word, things got amplified, things got cleaned up, so uh other stuff got kind of off of you, and other things got deposited in and or were already there and just got um electrified.

SPEAKER_03

Well, you know what's actually kind of funny? Um, one of our sisters at the house church, she was the one that actually that told me that what I was experiencing was visions, and I didn't know until she told me. Right.

SPEAKER_06

Okay.

SPEAKER_03

It's like, well, you this is this gift.

SPEAKER_04

I'm like, oh, and then you can work deeper because now you have faith. Yeah. You know? Yeah. Because one who's been walking it for a while and you're just starting to, then she's giving you a deposit.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah. And it's actually kind of funny because anytime um, and I've shared multiple visions with sh uh Sarah. Anytime I'd have visions, they always come with scripture. It could either be for the vision or it could be unrelated.

SPEAKER_06

That's awesome.

SPEAKER_03

Yeah.

SPEAKER_06

Amen. Yeah, this is we're we're yeah, um, I kind of I know, but I don't think I'm watching you guys.

SPEAKER_04

I was hoping, like, I was actually looking like because I wanted to I was like, And I'm also what we just did experience looking at Jesus.

SPEAKER_05

I'm kind of just like very vibed out right now.

SPEAKER_04

It's exactly what I am too.

SPEAKER_05

I'm just like, take over, Patrick. Just keep talking.

SPEAKER_04

Amen. Praise God. Oh, good, lose it.

SPEAKER_05

I've lost it.

SPEAKER_04

Amen, the marshmallows. Praise God, praise the living God.

SPEAKER_05

Quiet, I'm just so mellowed, and I'm like, you know what? You and June are doing a fantastic job. I'm enjoying it.

SPEAKER_00

Amen. Oh, give thanks to the Lord. Oh, give thanks to the Lord. All upon his name. Her laugh is contagious. Make known his deeds among the people, sing to him, sing praises to him, speak of all his wonders, glory in his holy name. Let the heart of those who seek the Lord be glad. Seek the Lord and his strength, seek his face continually. Remember his wonder. I love that line. That is permission to seek his face. It's a command to seek his face always. And everything changes in a moment in time and space every time I pause and look at his face. It's now a discipline where I stop throughout the day in every context, and it's like, wow, Lord. In your face is favor, is strength, is life, is light. There's anything off, the moment I look into his fiery eyes, every his eye, I just everything's okay when I look at his face. Yeah. It really is. It's a game changer to to do that to Paul's. And when we do it together, it's like even amplified. It's like, whoa.

SPEAKER_03

That's how I feel. Like whenever I ask the Lord, and I want to see his face and his eyes, his figure, like everything on like his refined bronze feet.

SPEAKER_04

I'm undone. Come on.

SPEAKER_03

Like everything else is just quiet. Amen. Like I just I don't feel anything else but his presence in that moment. And I I think that it's helped me be able to quiet the thoughts because all I'm thinking about is him in the moment. And when he covers that ear, my ears in the spirit realm, I could see him doing this. Like his arms extended out onto my face on the side of my um head, and then he just like covers them. And then like it's almost like the words are bouncing off of his backhand.

SPEAKER_01

Oh yeah. Wow.

SPEAKER_04

He's wooing me, right? This isn't come on. Well, it's like one of the things that he gave me a revelation of recently. I'm like, I asked Lord, I'm like, Lord, why fire? Why are your eyes of fire? He can't look upon iniquity. So he's a consuming fire, so he consumes the adversaries. So when his children are coming to him and there's anything else in the way, he's gonna look at them and he's gonna purify them as he gazes. And I was like, let it let his love capture you, and he looks at you, so he's gonna like everything he sees, he's gonna burn up anything that doesn't fit, and he's just gonna let you be pure in his sight. He's like, You're mine.

SPEAKER_03

I'm like that does resonate with me.

SPEAKER_04

I was asking that to the Lord. I'm like, I'm like, why are your eyes afire? He's like, because I can't behold iniquity. I'm gonna burn up everything else that's not there. You'd let him let him just look and gaze upon you. Just let that gaze fall over you and feel him consuming everything that's trying to distract you from him. Because you are his. Then you can dive deeper into that. And it won't be for it won't be for works, it won't be for a ministry's sake, it won't be to get to get another page on this or do this or this. It's for intimacy from his beloved to him. And from there, you can actually grow and edify and run with the Lord that the church will be built properly in love because you're allowing him to love you, and then you can love in the process by doing the same thing the people you minister to. So, listeners, we're gonna be doing another episode um and dive deep um the deeper into June.

SPEAKER_06

Some of the visions he shared with us. And it opened up the door of visions that I received for him that actually led to some more inner healing.

SPEAKER_04

Amen. So So leave you with to the with this Jesus is the horse before the cart. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. May you all be blessed in the name of Jesus. Amen.