Eyes to See (Part 2): Jun’s Story of Healing Through Community

In this second part of our special guest feature, Jun continues his story, showing how God used community to bring deeper healing and restoration in his life.

We discuss how Jun connected with our church family that meets at Patrick’s house, and how relationships with Sara and Nazim created a safe space for sharing dreams and visions. During this time, Sara received a vision of Jun as a young boy who had experienced abuse, and sharing this insight became a pathway for inner healing and encountering Jesus’ compassion.

This episode highlights the beauty of the Body of Christ—how prophetic insight, when shared with love and humility, can become a vessel for healing, wholeness, and restoration.

Transcript

SPEAKER_06 0:00

Welcome everyone to the Sears Watch. I'm your guest host, Patrick. And we have Nazeem, Sarah, and June here, our guest. And um this is a second part of uh just learning about um we're actually learning about June today, but the first episode is more of a synopsis, is where June started in the prophetic, actually we're um with the Holy Spirit, um, and being baptized and repentance, Holy Spirit, and started in learning how to see with the Lord. The Lord likes to do it through the church. He likes to do a lot through the church because remember, we are his body, he is the head. So diving in deeper, we're gonna talk about the visions that you've been able to um encounter with the Lord and how that has helped you, and also how that has helped you, Sarah. And and also like our first meeting of you, where we first met you, because I you came to my church when that that I lead in the house in my house, and um, I'm trying to figure out how to my house. Church that that that it meets in the house, yes. And but how you met Nazeem and Sarah, we were going um initially to a light show.

SPEAKER_03 1:32

I think it was a light show, yeah, for Christmas. Yeah, it was during Christmas.

SPEAKER_06 1:35

That's right. And um lights on the bay. But I was we we were just sitting with the Lord, nazim and you guys we you guys went over to my house and we just we're just sitting with the Lord before we went to pick up well actually before we were we weren't even gonna go get you yet, June.

SPEAKER_02 1:52

Yeah, you actually told me I was on you said uh well because you and I had a conversation before that I guess they came, and I was like, Well, I want to be able to come out to you guys because you know, uh, you know, I want to get I was kind of like trying to get to know you more because I had just met you at the house church, and I was just like, you know what, I'll try to go out there, but it was a lot of complications trying to get out there, right? Yeah, and so yeah.

SPEAKER_03 2:17

Well, yeah, because for just backing up a little bit, because you went to his house the house church in October, and I kept hearing about this person named June, like this this guy named June. Oh, and Sarah, he's Korean, and I just start laughing because this is the whole thing. Uh, because I get a I get a lot of dreams and visions of how Korean.

SPEAKER_06 2:39

And it's like the fruit of your labor has manifested literally came to the house, and I'm like, what?

SPEAKER_03 2:44

As I'm not even attending right now, and anyways, anyways. I keep hearing about this guy named June, and it's like, he's really amazing, you gotta come and you know meet him. He's hungry, and so yeah, that's what you said. He was very hungry, and it was during Christmas time. We wanted to go see lights, and we decided, like, hey, let's go to see what is it? Lights on the bay, lights on the bay, yeah. And it was just me, Nazim, and Patrick, but unfortunately, June couldn't come out because he lives a you know good distance away. And I just remember feeling the spirit, I'm just like, I feel like we need to go to him. So let's just pray and see what happens. And we sat there and prayed for I mean a good you know five minutes.

SPEAKER_06 3:35

Oh, wait a minute and it was funny.

SPEAKER_03 3:37

I know you really wanted to go see the lights. I did.

SPEAKER_06 3:39

My flesh wanted to go see the lights, but my face spirit was like, we gotta go see June. Yeah. We're gonna see the lights. Yeah, it's not happening because it's just lights. Uh bye. Yeah, they're fine, but they're lights, and the father of lights was calling something different. Yeah. So we hop in my truck, we go.

SPEAKER_01 4:01

Well, first you called me, and then you hopped in your truck.

SPEAKER_03 4:05

Yeah, it's about it, like what, an hour?

SPEAKER_01 4:07

Oh man, yeah, an hour.

SPEAKER_03 4:08

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 4:09

About an hour to continue.

SPEAKER_06 4:11

Um, so yeah, so we drive up. Drive up. And um, yeah, we get there, and it's like, okay, it's I don't know what time it is. It's like six nine six o'clock.

SPEAKER_03 4:23

No, it was late.

SPEAKER_02 4:24

It was late because nine. Well, because we tried going to Panera.

SPEAKER_03 4:27

Eight or nine.

SPEAKER_02 4:29

We we tried going to Panera, but Panera was closed.

SPEAKER_06 4:32

Yes. And I mean, you know, you're trying to fellowship and you want to go out and do things, and it's like, oh, what do we do? So we go to Air's Theater because and this is the thing. In the flesh, it makes no sense. And we're all thinking this. Let's be honest. I mean, like, you're going to fellowship at eight o'clock at night, and where are we going to go? Well, there's a small town. What's open is a grocery store. An Air's closed. There's a grocery store that's open right now. Oh, yeah. And I've been really like with the Lord, I'm in like, I want to be really intentional about the things I do. I don't want to be all wishy-washy. We go here. No, how about you? Enough. We have we're racing time. Where are we gonna go? Hair's teeter. Okay. We're all we're all in agreement, even though we're not in agreement. We're like, really? Uh I was thinking about that, and I know all you guys were in, and it's like, this is but let's do it. Uh we serve the god of the impossible.

SPEAKER_01 5:31

Amen. Amen.

SPEAKER_06 5:33

Who can who can make an amazing community happen at here's the thing. Well, we want to get food, right? Well, there's a store, pick whatever you want. We just go around and get some. I got I got some sushi. It was a great heart shaped box sushi. We went, yeah, it was and we get some chips, get some drinks, and we just sit down at they have a Starbucks that's closed, but there's one table that's there that's open, and we just go and we just sit there. So it's great. And we just converse and talk, and it was an amazing thing. We were actually able to witness to a police officer around the time. We just walked by the Lord gave him to us, and it was exact what the guy needed, and we were able to just, you know, just we we were able to break down a lot of things with him and off him. It was just it was a delightful time. Yeah, and only the Lord could have actually made that happen at a supermarket where we're fellowshipping with a brother that Nazim, you guys, and Sarah, you guys both met for the first time. Yes. Which was so the Lord.

SPEAKER_02 6:32

And it felt like I was we were all one spirit because it was like me, you, and Nazeem were all talking to this police officer. And oh, I can't, I still can't get over the fact that when I said that to uh Sarah.

SPEAKER_03 6:47

Oh gosh, that needs to be that was just that was so funny.

SPEAKER_06 6:53

Remember what you were doing, you're showing like you're recognizing the honor that's in her.

SPEAKER_00 6:56

Yeah. I mean I think there's a lot being lost in context here. So the police officer was undercover, you wouldn't know he's uh he was a police officer uh because Harris Teeter, I guess, in the mall actually, uh that area has a police officer that they hire. So he saw your guitar.

SPEAKER_06 7:20

And there's a gun on his belt, too. Oh, yeah. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 7:23

That's a little bit of a badge. He's not in a complete uniform. Right, exactly. Yeah. So, anyways, but he saw your guitar and that his whole background he's saying and stuff, so he was doing that. But after 45 minutes or so, June turns to Sarah and says, But no, this is what's cool. This is beautiful, actually. He says, Well, I just want to honor you uh for the way well how do you how about you repeat?

SPEAKER_02 7:50

I said I I want to honor you honor you because the way that you look at Nazim is how I want my wife to look at me as well. Okay, because it resembles like in my brain, I was No, just finish what you said. Okay. I mean, that was really that was really good. I don't want my wife to look at saying it, my wife to I I want my wife to look at me that way.

SPEAKER_00 8:09

Okay, cool. So what's important about that, it was funny in the flesh, but the reality of what was actually happening because of what the Lord is re uh is renewing and restoring in us and our in the church, our church and as a whole is restoring the leadership in households of males, of husbands, of um he's doing that. So for you as a first time seeing me, Patrick, and Sarah together in operation, and what you were witnessing in Sarah was a quiet humility and submission, really, to let the men lead. You were seeing that, and in your mind, you're thinking, That's my wife. And the Lord was intentionally letting you see it that way because it was a point he's making, he was exposing you to something that he was doing. And then on the flip side for Sarah, she had just had that vision about um being honored by the by the Spirit of God and by women. So by you even saying that word, it was the Holy Spirit. But yeah, here she is, she's actually modeling the apostles' teaching of godly women in reverent, quiet submission. She's actually modeling it, and you're seeing it like, this is I've never really witnessed something like that. I want that. See, God was is showing you what he's doing in our community, he's renewing the church and the understanding of headship, all of that. And so in the flesh, it doesn't matter that we're not we're actually uh brother and sister in the flesh, but that's not what he was, he's actually showing you. Hey, this is what I'm doing here, and what you're actually it's called precious in God's sight, he says in 1 Peter 3, that when Sarah and the godly women of old, he uses Sarah and all the holy women of old in the Old Testament, he's saying that the quiet spirit, gentle spirit, is actually worth a lot in God's eyes. So you are actually detecting the worth that God sees and the attitude my sister was showing as the three men were ministering to this man. You know, you're actually seeing it. Um does it mean women can't ever evangelize? No, it doesn't mean that at all. But um God was trying to show you something about what he's doing in in this just the whole thing with men, women, and church and leading and authority and all that. He's showing you something. You're actually seeing and detecting the the worth it has in God's eyes, he's restoring it. So that's just important. I feel like that context is really important. No, praise God.

SPEAKER_06 10:30

We need we we we need especially we need context in that one, especially.

SPEAKER_02 10:35

So I actually do want to say something. Praise the Lord. I remember because when we came back from that, um I remember we were sitting in the car, and it was your birthday. It was it was like your birthday had passed. I gave you a gift passed. Yeah, your birthday passed, and I was like, okay, well, I want to give him this gift, and it was notebooks, and it was with uh 10 notebooks, 10 pens, and I gave it to you. And then uh I remember you guys prayed for me in the car. Something about honey and then being sweet, and I kept seeing that after that day, just it's consistent. I kept seeing it. Like uh Nazeem had told me, like, I do you remember what you said? No, no, okay, you know, um, okay, so I remember you said something about sweet and honey being poured, and I just kept seeing that all throughout scripture, and then just being just hearing it from other people too. I know what you're talking about.

SPEAKER_03 11:32

I'm I'm trying to remember, yeah.

SPEAKER_02 11:35

Um because you you guys wanted to pray for me before I went into my house.

SPEAKER_03 11:40

Yeah.

SPEAKER_06 11:40

The sweetness of honey, and there's also the bitterness of I was it was like the sweetness that you carry in the spirit.

SPEAKER_00 11:48

Let's just prophesy right now. Let's just look and ask the Lord to help us to prophesy again.

SPEAKER_06 11:54

I know what it was. Thank you, Lord. It was basically saying it was like when when he gave I was yeah, it was it was uh he did this both to I believe it was Ezekiel, and he also gave it to John. No, who else was it what they gave the scroll to eat that was bitter? It was to Ezekiel.

SPEAKER_00 12:14

And John and John. Well, John the apostle, John. Yeah, exactly.

SPEAKER_06 12:18

John the Baptist and what he's filling you with are the sweetness. But that like the sweetness that he gives you that he exudes from you is also because you can take from the from bitter situations and make them sweet. You actually know how to actually steward it and build and and actually make honey. I was actually looking at that. It's like he's filling you, it's like you're like going into an certain territories to territories, and he's g he he gives basically you a stro a scroll per per territory and situation that allows you to consume, and you actually can consume it with the sweetness he intends it to be. But you know that there's a lot of there can be a lot of persecution in that area, there's a lot of things, but you see the grander picture. So you come with the joy of the Lord already. I already know there's joy all over you. I see that it exudes from you, it oozes from you. Easy. And in every situation, it doesn't matter what it is, it's honey. The Lord is depositing in you a little bit of honey. And there's different things that are going to be shown to you that are gonna that people are gonna say, You're not walking in wisdom, you're not walking in this, you're not walking in this, but God already knows how you're exposed to be going. He's giving you that already.

SPEAKER_02 13:33

I think, yeah. It's so crazy that you say that though, because I remember when I was little, my mom. She told me that it was almost like my joy was taken away from me.

SPEAKER_06 13:51

That's exactly what you said in the card. Okay, praise the Lord.

SPEAKER_02 13:54

Yeah, yeah, because like it was like my my mom, I was like, like, as a little kid, you just see this joyful little kid running around, just having all types of joy, and then as you get older, or you see him getting older, you just this joy, this physical attachment to him is just ripped out of his heart. And I it was almost like that was my how what my mom was trying to explain to me. It was like as I was seeing you grow up, this joy was just taken out, and this anger was replaced.

SPEAKER_06 14:29

That's why when Jesus saying my joy in you, that your joy would be full. And you'd be full. When you have the honey of God, you're perfectly filled.

SPEAKER_00 14:43

So uh I know since he was speaking, I remember what I what I had was, and I'm trying to find it here, there is a call in Jeremiah for for them to come to uh to come to the Lord and extract the precious from the worthless, and then you will be my spokesman, kinda. And I saw you as an extractor. Like you're able to mine the good and and you know do away with it the bad. And we even just had this had this that very in our last conversation just here before we started putting the podcast, we were talking about the word, and you already were talking about how your eyes are being opened as you're reading the word and hearing what else is out there, and Christianity and just you're you're able to ex- you're seeing, you're discerning, but you're extracting that which is true and precious from what is actually worthless, and that actually positions you to be a spokesman for the Lord. Um and then I just flipped open here one of my favorite passages. Um but who has stood in the council of the Lord that he should see and hear his word? Who has given heed to his word and listened? So the word of the Lord is seen and heard. A little bit later he says this The prophet who has a dream may relate his dream, but let him who has my word speak my word in truth. What does straw have in common with grain? declares the Lord. Is not my word like fire, declares the Lord, and like a hammer which shatters a rock. I'm just like Wow.

SPEAKER_06 16:22

Mic drop the Lord.

SPEAKER_00 16:24

Like we have to read the context what's going on in this in the and really in his ministry, is there's a lot going on here. There's a lot of hardness, a lot of hardness um and rebellion. But he he's called he calls to Jeremiah, he's like, Alright, yeah, because there were false visions and dreams back then too. But he's like, look, if you're gonna speak, speak my word. Amen. And that word will be that word is fire, and it's a hammer. I think of Thor's hammer, but like God's. And it shatters the rock. Like anything that can be shattered, it's not built on his word. That's what judgment day is. When he's when Paul says your the day will test the work with fire, he's talking about his word. Christ's word is he says, I'm not gonna judge you on the last day, he tells him. My word is going to judge you on the last day. His word is fire, his eyes are fire. He is the word of God. If you build your life on him, he is the word, you're building on fire. Of course it's gonna you what it what you build is gonna withstand the test of fire, because it's built with fire. But if it's been built in the flesh, the motives of the flesh, other masters, etc. etc., on other philosophies, other words, etc., those things can't withstand the test of his word, of his fire. It just can't. It's a fact of life, of existence. It can't work because he is a consuming fire. So um, but yes, you're an extractor, and I could see that. That's um Yeah, speak my word.

SPEAKER_06 17:42

And that allows you, especially in the prophetic, to be able to, when you're when when you see certain situations, he's showing you deeper what's going on. And like normally when because I'm talking about um earlier, it's about you know, we don't we don't walk the ways of the world, do we walk in a step with the spirit, not in steps of the flesh. If you walk in a step with the spirit, you can see deeper. You actually see what's going on, the reality of what's happening.

SPEAKER_03 18:03

And because of that, I want to get into what I love the fact that he's still writing while podcasts. I love it.

SPEAKER_06 18:11

Yeah, he's he's writing right now. Sorry, sorry. Handwriting. He's handwriting, handwriting.

SPEAKER_03 18:16

He's not typing it out like taxing nothing, but I'm looking, I'm like, wow, this brother is still writing down that amazing. Sorry, sorry, Patrick. Yeah, okay. I just enjoy watching you guys interact. Like, I'm just like, I'm I'm part of the audience right now, and I'm just like, wow, look at this.

SPEAKER_00 18:34

We do have an audience um uh sound effect.

SPEAKER_03 18:36

Oh, do we?

SPEAKER_00 18:38

Uh say it right there.

SPEAKER_02 18:44

Yeah, thank you.

SPEAKER_06 18:45

I I know thank you for the applause, everyone, but um, you know, a member member member. I I'm I'm I'm a I I do thank you for the applause, everybody. Remember, I'm a man like you. Stand up.

SPEAKER_01 18:58

What are you doing? I'm a man just like you.

SPEAKER_03 19:02

Uh no, but we finished what you were trying to say to him.

SPEAKER_06 19:06

Well, because well, no, I was well in in that I especially saying it's like to be able to extract what the Lord is doing, he's giving you that pure honey by pressing it all together, and you actually just taste that sweet nectar and what he's doing. And from there, he's giving you sights to see and actually be able to show those who are willing to see. He's like, taste and see that the Lord is good. Okay. So that's why he he gives ears to those who are willing to hear, eyes to those who are willing to see. So the only ones that are actually able to see are those that are like those that have the heart that are chasing after God. And he'll give this tools to actually impart that to the other part to the body of church that's not, so they can receive and then do and walk in that. That's why these that that's why the body comes together to be edified in that way. Remember, there are people, I mean, like when when these letters were written, they would the church would gather around under one person. They didn't all know how to read. One person did. So they'd gather around, families would gather around and hear the entire letter that Paul would get like we got a letter from Paul, and they'd all sit around and read it. So I want to, because of that, I want to get into some visions that you've actually had, and Sarah, that you've actually been able to benefit from that.

SPEAKER_02 20:23

Um, you know, I've actually never been like good at writing, and I I've had an IEP when I was growing up. So this is all new for me.

SPEAKER_06 20:35

Almost like you're a new creation.

SPEAKER_04 20:37

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02 20:38

But like ever since then, like I started liking reading books, writing things down like what I've been looking at, or and these are things that I've liked before, but just hated because it's like like the environment that I was in was just not very encouraging for me.

SPEAKER_06 20:59

When did that bloom in you? With this, yeah.

SPEAKER_02 21:03

It started blooming when I needed to memorize scripture, and I have this other notebook, just topics on top of topics with scripture going along with it. And anytime I would face either anger, anxiety, feeling sadness or depression or anything like that, I go straight to that book and I'd remind myself the proclamation of what the word says to m to me. Because I couldn't find it at the like specific time, so I'd write it down so then I could just go to it. Well, well, this was like you know, when I was starting out with my faith. So it it would help me be able to like go back and just reread what the Lord would say. And I actually, whenever I wake up, I have the first few pages is um my my I d I wrote down it's new identity, and it's scriptures that go along with my identity in Christ.

SPEAKER_00 22:00

Amen. Wow. Amen. Okay, praise God. Okay. All of us.

SPEAKER_06 22:03

So that's how we met.

SPEAKER_00 22:07

Yes, that's how we met.

SPEAKER_06 22:08

That's how we met Harris Teeter. Praise God. That's how you got to you. So, but in the most rocky transition to get into the visions that you had, and also Sarah.

SPEAKER_03 22:23

Yes. So after our encounter at Harris Teeter, I think it was like two weeks or three weeks later, I came back to the church and it was like the beginning of January. And after the service ended, um June comes up to me and he's talking to me. And in the back of my mind, I was like, this is very jarring because I feel like he wants to share a lot with me. Like I just feel like he just wants to pour out a lot. And he started sharing just little bits and pieces. And I just remember him saying something about abuse, like when he was a kid. But that's all I got. Like I didn't get anything else. It wasn't a lot of detail. And of course, like it had been months since I've been back to the church. So I started talking to other people, and the conversation ended. Well, during that week, I just kept thinking about June. And every time I was thinking about June, I wanted to cry. There was like this sorrow in me. I just wanted to cry. I'm like, Lord, what's going on? Every time I think of June, I just want to cry. There's like this sorrow in me, like this um heart cry. And I began sitting with the Lord, and this vision came. And before I shared the vision, I had been asking the Lord to go with Him, with the Lord, to dark places in people's hearts. You were asking the Lord Yes, I've been asking this for a while.

SPEAKER_06 23:49

Yeah, just be ready when you ask things like that.

SPEAKER_03 23:51

I know. And then I'm like, I was thinking about it, I'm like, you need to be careful. He'll honor that. Yeah. Yeah, he will honor that. So that's been happening a couple times where I'm going to these places, these vulnerable places. And so, anyways, I was sitting with the Lord and thinking about June. And I just remember going through this door, and it's this bedroom, and it's dark. And the Lord's next to me. And I just see this little boy on the bed. And he's really nervous. Like he's like looking down, and I can just see his hands. And it's like he's twirling his hands, and I could just feel the anxiety coming off of this boy. And he keeps looking down, he never looks up. And I'm staring at him. And then I just remember Jesus walking to him and just sitting on the bed. A few moments pass, and then all of a sudden, the door opens, and this figure that's covered in black is there. And he's holding a belt. And then he rushes to the boy and then just starts beating him with this belt. And I remember just seeing, you know, hearing all these uh screams. And it occurs like this, it happens like this for several moments. And then this dark figure, he stops abruptly, and then he just leaves. And I just remember seeing the little boy lying on the bed. And I see Jesus, and I look at Jesus. Sorry.

SPEAKER_04 25:28

He has tears in his eyes.

SPEAKER_03 25:30

And he's looking at the little boy, and he has tears in his eyes. As this boy is just laying down crying. And I'm standing there, and of course, in the spirit realm and in you know the natural realm, I'm crying, so I'm crying at both ends. But then suddenly I this light comes in, this figure in light walks in. And I could just feel this tenderness exuding off of this figure. And I realize it's the Holy Father, it's Abba. And he walks and he just goes to the boy and just picks him up, and he starts cradling him to his chest. He starts putting up so close to his chest, and you can feel the pain that he has for this little boy. And then I see Jesus and I see his wounds on his hands. Wow. And then I see the father take the blood from Jesus and starts going over and um what's the word I'm looking for? He starts taking the blood and just covering the boy's wounds with Jesus' blood because Jesus offers it freely. Like, use this. And as they're doing that, I see this little it kind of reminds me of Tinkerbell, but it's not Tinkerbell. But this small, like golf ball-sized light hovering around the little boy's heart. And I realize I'm like, oh, this is the Holy Spirit. And I'm just watching the Godhead just work together as one with this little boy. And you see the sorrow and the grief because of the pain that the boy has endured. But you see the tenderness and love exuding out of them. And so this takes place, and I'm just watching and I'm crying. And then after a few moments, they get up and they leave. And then I think this is the vision where Jesus turns to me, and he's firm, but he's gentle, and he's like, Help him. And he's talking to the little boy. I'm thinking, okay. Um, and so Jesus leaves, and then I see the boy and he's looking at me. And so then I walk over to the boy, and I was just like, Well, I'm just gonna do what the father did. And I just pick him up and I put him to my chest. And I just, you know, say, um, I said something to him at the end, I just can't remember now. Uh, something about believe that you're loved. Believe that you're loved, and thought, you know, and I was pointing to his head, not that you know, but believe that you're loved. And that's how the uh vision ended ended. And so I had this vision and I've been holding on to it for I think about a week. I told Nazim briefly about it, and then June started opening up, sending us um visions for us to interpret, and so he um he shared a vision, I call it the boat vision and then the fox dream. Um, he shared that with us, and because there was something in the dream that kind of triggered this vision, like it was my clue. Okay, once you give the interpretation for these dreams that he's had or this vision and dream, give him this vision that you've had. And so this kind of opened up um some inner healing for him because I didn't know, I'm like, I don't know who this, I think it's him, but I'm not 100% sure. And so then I shared it to uh with him.

SPEAKER_02 29:15

So yeah, like um when she showed me the oh when she emailed me the the vision, um I remember I had a vision beforehand because I was sitting with the Lord, I can't remember how I got there, but then I went, I was already bawling my eyes out, like from the vision that I was having. And then when I saw Sarah's Rin vision, I remember there was this encounter that I had when I was little, and it was quite literally the exact same, like you could say you could say like it was very similar to what I experienced. Like the the type of abuse, the the opening, like very suddenly, um me twitching my hands. Like I remember there was this time where I used to be so scared of my dad. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 30:18

So because of that, we set up a time where you could come here, yeah, with Sarah and I and get before Jesus and see what he wanted to do with as far as the healing your heart and soul, and I'd say it was a success. It was a good time. Amen. It was definitely a good time. And uh to me that what I see see in June, and then you're weaponizing, because we talked about okay, you want to normalize this, vision, streams are not crazy, they're not weird. You want to contextualize it, scripture, church history, it's legitimate. And then you want to weaponize, activate, application, and that's what was happening, because then you came, you mark straight paths out for your feet, so you can be healed. That's what that's what writer of Hebrews talking about, and why the scripture talks about loving discipline. Because you said, okay, we're planning to do this, and then you follow through, you come here to our house, and we get before the Lord two hours or so, and you had an encounter with the Lord, and uh it was good, and there was edification and a really good exchange for those you know, three hours or so.

SPEAKER_03 31:23

But got to well, because then I also had the other vision you remember. I remember okay I remember you don't remember because you weren't there. Um, and so uh oh no, this is right before he came. So that day I was sitting before the Lord preparing for um when June got here for the inner healing. And um, so I was sitting before the Lord, and I went back to that same vision. I said, Well, Lord, is there anything else you want to show me in that situation? And so after I put the boy down in the bed, um, I remember just walking and I walked outside into the hallway, and then I guess this was the living room, and I just remember seeing an old TV. It wasn't a flat screen TV, but it was an old TV, um, and it was static. And then I see the black figure, you know, covered, um, you know, just a black shadow, and it's sitting on this chair in front of uh near the TV. And I'm in um I'm looking around for Jesus because now that's what I do a lot within my visions. I'm like, okay, Lord, where are you at? Um, and so he pops up and he's standing to my left and he's looking at this figure, and I'm watching and I see just this blackness. I could feel the hostility and anger, but then I just started seeing it just like just dripping off of him that it revealed a man right underneath. Yeah, so it was a man, and then Jesus walks up to him and gets to his eye level, and now this was a really amazing part. Was now I'm seeing it through the perspective of Jesus, so I'm seeing the man's eyes through Jesus' perspective, his eyes, nobody else's. And at first I see the anger and the hostility, but then I see confusion, and then I see fear, and it was this fear of the unknown, fear of losing complete control, and then I just remember the man just starts breaking down, crying, and he drops that belt, and as I'm looking through the eyes of Jesus, I also see the wounds on this man, and I can feel the compassion of Jesus Christ coming out. I mean, I was crying when I was sharing this with June and Neizim during that healing session, which was kind of odd because I'm like, I'm the one crying when it's the person who's getting healing. But, anyways, I could feel the compassion of Jesus Christ coming out for this person, for this man. And so I'm just sitting there for a moment, and then I look, and then I see the little boy coming. He's in the hallway and he starts walking, and then he starts facing the man, and the man just looks up, and there's just he's crying. And I can't remember, I think he took the boy's shoulder, and he doesn't say anything but everything in that moment with his eyes, and it was, I'm sorry. Like it was asking for forgiveness, and then I just see Jesus now taking the man now through another door, and I just believe that it was taking him to heaven, and then it ends with me and the little boy in the room together, and that was the vision.

SPEAKER_02 35:11

You said, wait, go back to that part where you said what?

SPEAKER_03 35:14

Which part?

SPEAKER_02 35:15

The part where you said that he takes him up to heaven?

SPEAKER_03 35:18

Yes, yeah. Like that I feel like that was what the door was, like him just like taking the man to um heaven, because it was a door that I couldn't get to. Yeah, that's what happened.

SPEAKER_00 35:31

So I think why that's important you said it it was happening during a inner inner healing session. Well, because part of healing, especially if you're on the receiving end as of the victim and being abused, like Sarah and I experienced as well. Part of healing is forgiving and also seeing it, seeing that person from the eyes and through the eyes of the Lord Jesus Christ, and actually coming to a place where you're actually able to bless and say, Lord, okay, please bless him. Um, and that happened to me over time with my dad, uh, you know, after the Lord healed me, and now I'm a disciple and going all out for the Lord, where I was contending for his salvation, and I could actually feel the love of God for him to where towards the end I actually felt a kinship of friendship and love for my dad. Um, and he was an abuser earlier on. Um, so that's a part of the healing process. I think that's why you had the vision in that is uh you know, the Lord comes to you, he heals you, he picks you up, um, and then he wants to show you also through his eyes and feel the way he feels about, for example, for your your dad in this case, but other people it'd be something someone else. And uh that's a part of the healing process. It really is. Because remember, our Lord took it. He took the mockery, the spitting, yeah, the all of that stuff. So he he knows abuse. They hurled a abuse at him in every way verbal, physical, mockery, everything. He knows abuse. Yeah. So part of growing up in healing is is um he's repeating that righteousness in us.

SPEAKER_03 37:08

Right. Well, he died for the abused and the abuser.

SPEAKER_00 37:11

Yeah, and yeah. So yeah. So I think that's why it was it was it's relevant in a healing session.

SPEAKER_06 37:18

Yes. And these visions that we're getting, like, we've got a new a new brother. Yeah. That we that that came into our lives that now like he came to learn. We're now learning through him, and this is amazing. And now we're growing together, and he's got tools for us, we've got tools for him. And a deposit was given to Sarah to give to him, and then invite it's this is how to understand what the Lord has given you, and how to use these in community for the edification of the saints.

SPEAKER_00 37:52

Proper.

SPEAKER_06 37:53

Remember it. It we are we do that this is to get tied. Like what am I trying to say? This is this is to flush out the whole thing of like, I don't like organized religion, I don't like organized this, I don't like all this stuff. Yeah, there's church shirt, and there's also recognizing that your car needs four wheels to drive, and your house needs four walls to be. There is organization is important. You just need to do it with wisdom and love. And the apostles' teaching. So, with that, I want to thank you all for listening. And June, I want to thank you for joining us on this podcast. Yeah, of course. Um, I'm I'm just we're we're we are so blessed to have you. I've this is such a blessing.

SPEAKER_01 38:38

No, I'm talking about in life. Yeah, I'm so blessed to have you. No, I'm I'm saying like this and injection. Yeah, praise God, praise God. Yeah, we love our Juni.

SPEAKER_06 38:49

Exactly. And and listeners, if you if if someone comes into your life, remember there's there's something that they have to give you, and that you have to give them. Let's grow let's grow wiser together. Yes. So bless you all, have a wonderful night, and grow deeper and deeper for deep calls to deepen. In Jesus' name.

SPEAKER_02 39:11

Amen. Amen.