Something is shifting... and you can feel it.

Something has been stirring.

Maybe you can't name it yet. Maybe it feels like restlessness in a life that looks fine from the outside. Maybe it's the quiet pull toward something different - a different way of living, a different way of raising your children, a different version of what success is supposed to mean.

Maybe you've been waking up at 3am. Feeling more emotional than usual. Questioning things you never questioned before?!?!!

This episode is for you.

Today I want to talk about what is actually happening right now - in the collective, in the cosmos, and in you. Because what you're feeling is not random. It is not a breakdown... And there is nothing wrong with you. 

We are in the middle of one of the rarest astrological alignments of 2026 - the Barbault Basket. Named after French astrologer André Barbault, this configuration of Jupiter, Uranus, Neptune and Pluto happening 19–22 July is something astrologers describe as marking the beginning of a new collective cycle. A new paradigm. And the energy of it is being felt - whether you follow astrology or not.

In this episode I talk about:

→ What the Barbault Basket is and why the timing of this week matters for the collective shift we are all feeling
→ What happened the last time planetary cycles converged like this - and what that period of darkness was actually preparing us for
→ The Schumann Resonance - the earth's own frequency - and why your body may be responding to something bigger than your personal circumstances
→ Why the systems we were told to trust are cracking - and why that is exactly what's supposed to happen in a paradigm shift
→ What your restlessness, your sensitivity, and your pull toward something different are actually telling you
→ The shift from outside-in living to inside-out living - and what it means to lead from your internal compass instead of the script you were handed
→ Why the pull toward home education - toward a life of intention and freedom - is not idealism. It is alignment.
→ Why we need to drop the word "schooling" from homeschooling entirely - and what we're actually building when we raise children this way
→ And the core message of this whole episode: if you want a child who truly believes in themselves and trusts their own inner compass - it starts with you doing that first.

This is not about having it all figured out... This IS about being willing to trust what's moving in you. To stop waiting for permission. To lead your family from the inside out!!

We are literally in the middle of the shift right now. And you found this episode for a reason.

Transcript

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Hello my loves, welcome back to another episode of the Parent Educator podcast. Today is a solo episode and it's going to be a different type of episode. I feel like I've been saying that a lot lately. There is a lot shifting within me, and I want to share with you what I'm navigating, what I'm noticing, and honestly, I think yeah, it's my due diligence to share with you what I have recognized is happening within me and what's happening in the collective. So this episode is going to be a little bit different to how I normally share, especially since last episodes with podcast guests in the past, sharing a lot about for me as an ex-assistant principal, a lot of the lessons, the things that I've navigated and noticed that I think is really important to you who comes here and listens and wants the insight into what I've navigated, why I'm choosing to homeschool my daughter, the shifts I've made in my life to make this happen, and also what's going on at a deeper level. And I know you're here and you're listening because you you resonate and you recognize so much within me that is within you. And yeah, today I'm going to share a little differently to how I normally do, and it may make you feel something, it may make you feel really seen, heard, it may challenge you, it may make you think, holy fuck, this chick is a lot more woo-woo than I thought. And yes, welcome to a major part of me, which is the woo, and it is pretty much the internal compass that so many of us are learning to listen to and be guided by. So today is going to be that. And I just want to note first if you've been feeling something, some this shift happening that you just can't seem to quite name, I just want you to know that you're actually not imagining it, right? If you've been feeling restless, unsettled, moody, a lot more challenged, maybe than normal, a lot more in your head, you know, like something in your life that maybe used to feel fine or easy suddenly doesn't anymore, or like the version of you that was okay with certain things isn't okay with them anymore. I see you. You're not going crazy. Stay with me. You know, if you've been questioning things you've never questioned before, your job, your relationships, you know, the things that used to maybe feel easy don't anymore. The way you were told to live, what success, what success is supposed to look like, or whether the path you're on is actually yours. I know for many of you, if you're here and listening and you've been here for a while, that you resonate with that because it's the journey that I've taken you on of what I'm navigating in right now. It is it is at the point of recording this, it is the 20th of July, and we are in the pinch of what you are feeling. Like, and I'll go into it now, but if if something is, you know, pulling you towards a different way of being, a different way of raising your children, a different way of building a life or spending your days, and you just can't fully explain it, and you're not sure if it's you know, courage or fear or something else entirely. I really want to tell you something today. What you're feeling is not random, it is not some big crisis that you need to be having a breakdown about, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Something is shifting so much deeper than you could ever probably imagine, and something that we'll ever truly see in our lifetime. And if you're feeling it, which I know for many of you you are, that is exactly what's supposed to be happening. So, like I said, this episode's going to be different. I'm going to be sharing with you some wisdom, some insights, some pieces that I have been navigating and delving into that is making a lot of sense into what I've been feeling and navigating. So I want to talk about something that is very, very, very present right now, is happening right now as I'm recording on the 20th of July. So, and it's something that I want to give language to of what I've been feeling and what I've been yeah hearing from so many of you, particularly with my one-on-one clients. Like it makes so much sense, particularly in the those of you who I connect with online on Instagram. What is happening right now, particularly in astrology, is called the Barbold Basket. Now, this was named after French astrologer Andre Barbold, and this was someone who had spent decades studying the relationship between the planetary cycles and collective human events. Now, if you're someone who is new to astrology, maybe you don't connect with astrology, stick with me. Okay, and if you are someone who knows about this, hello, love chatting with you, love sharing this with you. This is all new to me. Yes, I used to tap into my zodiac sign, but that's probably all I knew. Some things I resonated with, some I don't. Again, take your discernment, take what links, what connects with you always. But this is all landing so relevantly to me right now. The deeper I go and the deeper I understand, the deeper that I awaken to what I'm here to share and move through. So I want to chat into what this Barbalt basket that Andre Barbolt has noticed and what he said would be happening right now, in the right now as I'm recording, in terms of planetary cycles and collect human collective events. What he noticed, and what astrologers who follow his work have been tracking, is that when the slowest moving planets align in significant patterns, something shifts. And this is not just in the sky, it's within us, in the collective, right? And we are in one of the most profound moments right now. This week, the 19th of July to the 22nd of July. This is where Jupiter, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto are forming one of the rarest astrological configurations of this entire year. Four of the slowest moving planets, all in significant relationship to each other. Now I'm sharing this with you because I was explaining it to Luchlin over the weekend, and he was like, What the fuck are you talking about? Yes, I talk about astrology a lot to him, but to name this, I had to give him something tangible, and I'm bringing it to you today, of course. So I want to tell you what each of them is said to bring, right? And this is just from my own personal research. So Jupiter, the planet of Jupiter, so if you can hear that banging, is the planet of growth and opportunity, the expansion of what's possible. Uranus is change and innovation, the disruption of what no longer fits, Neptune, intuition, imagination, and vision, the strengthening of your inner knowing, and then Pluto, deep transformation and lasting change, the thing that cannot be undone. And so, together, right now, in this moment, this week, this is all coming together in like one of the rarest configurations of this entire year and for what we will see probably in our lifetime. And the collective message of this alignment of these planets, and I want you to sit with this, right? Is to release what no longer aligns with you. Yes, that can seem overarching, big to think about, but just let that land. It's calling you to release what no longer aligns with you. And with that, stay open to new possibilities. A big, big thing that I do with my clients is perspective shifts, is you know, moving from the stories that have for many of us consumed us into a new perspective, into a new possibility. Right? This is what is available to you right now. And trust that the choices you make right now, right now, have the potential to shape the next chapter of your life. Okay? So, yes, I'm not telling you that astrology is the answer to everything. Like I said, use your discernment. But I wanted to share this with you because I have noticed the build-up to this, and it's not just this, but the build-up to this, if you've been listening on past episodes, I've spoken about the new paradigm, paradigm, a big paradigm shift. So what's happening in the collective? This has a lot to do with it. And the timing of it couldn't make more sense. So I'm telling you, there is a reason. There is a reason why so many people are waking up at 3 a.m. and feeling something they can't name. If that's you, hello, I'm with you. This is a massive part when your subconscious awakens, especially at 3 a.m. You're more um attuned if you're awakened to download, like spirit is guiding you. Collective hello, yes, Ali is woo-woo. It's not woo-woo, it's actually like yeah, stay with me. And if you love this, I love you, like I love you all, but just stay with me. There is a reason. There is a reason why conversations that used to feel, you know, conversations that maybe you've pushed to the back that your subconscious has tried to forget, you know, things from the past are popping up, they're suddenly everywhere. There's a reason why you found this podcast, and there is a reason why something is stirring in you right now. It's not a coincidence at all, it's a cycle, and we're in it right now. The 3 a.m. wake ups, the vivid dreams. If your dreams are very clear and vivid right now, hello, I see you. This is why. Now I want to link it into another experience that you to to make it make sense. Because the last time the astrologers pointed to a significant planetary convergence like this was around 2019 and 2020. And I don't really need to go into tell you what happened then, right? Because we all know what happened then, and for many people that was the start of their awakening. But I want to ask you something. Think back to that time, around that time, not just the world events that happened, but in your life. What was happening to you around 2020, maybe the years after? Because I know for me it was a massive awakening for me in that time, and just after for many of us, like I said, and including myself, these years were dismantling, like relationships ending, careers dissolving, leaving careers, health challenges, grief, loss. Maybe what you have called for yourself the dark night of the soul that nobody warned us about. And for me, I didn't know that was what was happening to me in that time. I had Eden in that time. I realized that my I was forcing in my job, like my awakening happened then. And it was with having Eden that she she rose me to wake up to that, right? Because I was forcing control, things staying the same, not allowing myself to grow and expand. And that came with a lot of relationship shifts, friendship shifts, the my outlook in my career, my outlook on the health system, my own health challenges, my my family's mental health challenges, the grief and loss that I was experiencing, right? You may relate to this too. Think about what was happening for you during those years, 2019 to 2020, and the years that came after. This time, many of us didn't couldn't make to make words or make sense of. Let this make sense for you right now. Because I've come to understand this now in a way I couldn't then. That the darkness was not the punishment at that time. It was the preparation, the preparation into something bigger, something calling me back to myself, a remembering of what I'm here to do, what I'm here to share, what I'm here to create. And here's what I know about that time. The people who went through the hardest things, like the darkest points, particularly at that time, the ones who lost the most, who had to rebuild from nothing, you know, who who felt like everything was falling away. Those are often the people who are now the most awake, the most clear, the most feeling so passionately moving towards alignment and freedom and purpose in what they're here to create, who they're here to be, and what they're here to make sense of in the world for others. Because what I have learnt through my own experience is the most darkest points, the most the the darkness that you feel and the immensity of that brings the most light. Not despite of each other, because whenever there's darkness, there's bigger light on the other side. So because of each other, right? The polarity of the both. I know when I had my breaking point and my family, like if I didn't have that, I wouldn't see the light now, right? I wouldn't see the light now of what I'm here to create. I'd probably still be forcing myself in the career of teaching, thinking it was the only way. Because I didn't get to my breaking point. And for many of us, it might not be the breaking point as such, but we feel this strong, this strong need to change or make something different because something does not feel right anymore. And so when I look at like what's happening now, this new wave of awakening, if you're here, you're awakening. Like if you're listening to this, you're awakening to what is possible, what is meant for you, and what you're being guided towards right now. And in this new wave of awakening, in this new alignment, in this new moving towards authenticity and what feels right for you and your family in this new collective stirring. I think about what it's preparing us for, what it's asking of us, right? And I truly believe I think it's asking us to lead. Not from the outside, not from external forces, not from someone else telling us what to do. Again, not seeking outs answers outside of ourselves or from a sense of authority, but from the inside out, from connecting back to our internal compass, remembering that that's the journey. We forget and remember, we forget and remember, we come back to what we're here to do, who we're here to be, what we're here to create, and to lead our children through that because they're asking us to rise into that. If you're here, your child is asking it from you. Like if you're here listening to this, you resonate with what I share. This is what is being asked of you too. And to add on to what's going on, you know, universally in the astrology sense, let's chat about something else. It's called the Schumann Resonance, and this is what the earth is feeling too. So, not just what's happening out in the universe, but you know, out in space, but this is now what the earth is feeling too. And this is something that I want to name, and I want to be very clear that this sits in a space of if you're someone who needs the science and the hard, you know, mainstream science, because there is research, and honestly, there's research. I want to be clear that this sits in the space of emerging alternative understanding rather than mainstream science. But I truly believe it's worth naming because for those of you who feel it, it's real. So the human resonance, this is something you can even just track by following on Facebook. Search up the Schuman Resonance, is the Earth's electromagnetic frequency. And so its baseline is roughly, I think it's where's my notes? It's roughly like 7.83 hertz. And it's been measured since the 1950s, around that time. Yeah, that's what I've got, since around the 1950s. Now, what some researchers and conscious communities have been tracking is that this frequency spikes sometimes very dramatically, and those spikes correlate with periods of collective intensity, so what's happening in the collective right now, in times of awakening and in times of disruption, and so they've noted spikes, particularly around major global events, and they've noted that, and from what I've been seeing, that we are in the period right now of the most elevated reoccurring spikes. Like, if you go and look up the Schumann Residence now, you can look it up on Facebook. There's quite a few groups that give up updates. The spikes right now are like anything this on this timeline has seen before. Now, I'm not here to tell you that the science is or isn't on this, like again, I'm not giving you hard-earned scientific mainstream facts, right? So, do what you want with this information. Again, your discernment. But what I will say is, if you have been feeling physically different lately, more tired than usual, um, emotional without a clear reason, like your body's processing something it can't name, that's not random, and you are definitely not alone. Honestly, I had to go and have a massage that I've never experienced before. It was called a lacu La Kahuna massage, so it was quite energetic. Um, I it again, divine timing popped up for me in the community Facebook page, and I knew that I needed to do some type of energetic work in moving energy through my body because the tension that I have felt in the last week or two in my neck and my shoulders and around my hips has been insane. And along with the mood swings, like Friday, I couldn't even name to Lochlan what was going on, but I was so snappy, I was so in my head, and I was like really dysregulated, but felt like I couldn't give myself what I needed, like a walk wasn't helping. Um, sauna, hot shower, like I and then, of course, where we are, the weather has been wild, like it feels a bit cyclonic. So that makes sense, but yeah, the and like so so tired, but dreaming a lot and waking a lot. And for many people in the conscious community, the Schumann resonance is one lens, one lens for understanding what's been going on for you. So the earth herself is in a very massive frequency shift, and so your body recognizes this, and your body, if you're sensitive enough to feel it, it's responding, it's asking you to rest, it's asking you to go inward. How it links to the astrology piece, what do you need to let go of? Right? It's asking you to let go, release what no longer aligns to you. Stay open to new possibilities. Something is shifting and it's asking you to listen. Your body is always communicating with you and it's asking you to listen. And so being sensitive, being more attuned to this, it's not does not mean something's wrong with you. If you're more attuned to it, it means that your body's craving for you to listen. What do you need in this time? What is it asking for you to listen to? And that might be rest, that might be movement, that might be dispersing energy in some way. I know for me, like Sunday, I just fell asleep on the lounge. Like, I'm pretty good at asking for what I need and asking for rest, but like we had a pretty quiet day. Went for a walk, did um, stocked up in nourishing food for the week, and I went, I was gonna cook for the afternoon, and I just sat down on the lounge and fell asleep. And it was like, and that's what I said to Locke. I was trying to explain to him that I felt so destabilized at the moment and why I was feeling this way, and I had all this recognition. And I actually said to him, He was like, Okay, well, are you sure you're not just using that as like an excuse? And I was like, Doll, if I'm not tapping into this and listening to my body in this way, an old version of me would have just thought that I was being an absolute C U N T and I would have gone into a shame spiral about it of like, why am I snappy? What's wrong with me? Nothing like you know, gone into my head instead of listening to my body and its wisdom and like asking for what I needed. So to put that in perspective for him, and if that's for you, like doubting yourself or thinking. That something's wrong with you, or getting into this like guilt-shame spiral that you're you're moody or you're stuck in your head. Like for me, to drop into meditation has been so challenging for the last few weeks. Like I've been so in my head, and like the stories have been really loud. So if that has been you, I'm letting you know that I see you and it's not random, and your body is asking you to listen. And this is this is what I'm going to lead into, and what it means for you, and why you're feeling like this, and what it's asking for you, and how this links to your child. This is what is happening. Like, systems are collapsing, and that is the point. Like, look around the systems that we were told to trust, the education system. Again, why you listen to me, a past authority, financial choices, you know, the medical system, the health system, political, like they are being questioned in ways that they have never been before. And that might be from you. You you notice how you're questioning, you're more open to asking questions. You feel this call like you're like this does not make sense anymore. And this is not by fringe voices, like this is by everyday people that are asking questions. Mothers at the school gate, professionals who built their whole identity inside those systems, are now quietly asking, is this actually serving anyone? Is this actually helping anyone? Or is this all just a money maker, or to you know, to actually make us sicker? And this is what happens in a paradigm shift. This is what is happening right now. So if you feel like you've been asking questions and they've been louder than they ever have been before, and you're pretty much questioning everything, know you're right on time. This is exactly what is happening right now with the paradigm shift, and this is why you're here and listening to this, and opening your perspectives more and shifting perspectives, but being open to light. This is not about fear. Being able to shift your perspective and see that your stories are just stories, and you are the creator of your reality when you shift perspectives, when you shift your internal compass, when you shift what you see is possible for yourself. This is the paradigm shift. And the old structure, it doesn't gradually improve, it cracks and it shakes, and it loses the authority it had. This is why the education system is being questioned so much. This is why you're here because it is losing the authority it once had. And not because it's attacked from the outside, but because people stop being willing to outsource their knowing to it now. They're willing to stop letting their children move through a system that does not feel aligned, that is not serving their child, that they see that their child is losing their spark and they don't ignore it. They're not willing to outsource that anymore, and they're willing to come back to their inner compass and their inner guidance, and I know that's you. I know that's exactly why you're here, and that is exactly what's happening. You are exactly where you're meant to be. Because the standard life script, like I've said so many times, you know, study hard, get a job, whatever it is, buy a house, climb the ladder, get married, retire, is not fulfilling people anymore. It's not the thing. And I truly believe it never was the thing, but we're just the ones that souls have been chosen at this time, in this time in history, to awaken to what is possible and to be the ones that are guided by their inner compass, not outsourcing, to make change, and not because you know the thing those things are wrong, getting a job, buying a house, climbing the ladder, not because those things are wrong, but because they were never designed, I don't think they were ever designed around who you actually are, right? They were designed around compliance, around output. When I do this, I received this, right? Again, output, external, around keeping people in a rhythm that serves a system, not what serves themselves. And more and more women, mothers, especially, you especially, are waking up to that. And I share this with you because maybe you just haven't had the words for it yet. Maybe you feel it, but you haven't had the words for it yet, and something keeps pulling you towards a different way, and so I'm here to give you some words and recognition recognition for it because the pull is not a problem, the pull towards something different, towards a desire is the whole point. Again, like I've said on past episodes, you're we have forgotten or been conditioned to believe that we're meant to get these things and stay a particular way. And like a prime example is when you move into motherhood and how much that's not celebrated and honored and like such a sacred space. I know it's coming back now, but a sacred space to be created for the woman as she transitions into this most powerful, creative, you know, embodied period of their life is that so many is a belief that we just have to go back to that old identity of who we were before we had kids, you know, still being lit up by the job, still, you know, going back to having the body that we had before children, you know, and not seeing it as like such a profound moment of our evolution as a powerful woman, the creator, the woman who is the creator of life, and how we don't tap into that creativity. You are awakening to being the creator, and that is not celebrated and worshipped and honored enough. And so this is why you are here, you are a weird reawakening to what you are here, what you are designed to move through, and that is to evolve and to come back to your innate wisdom, and that you are the creator of life, of experience, of joy, of passion, of business, of creating lives not only for yourself, but for your children and showing them what is possible when they tap into their innate wisdom and creativity and inner knowing and self-trust and self-belief. This is the whole point. And if you're here and you're listening, it's because the pull is pulling you to the whole point. So, with that passion and with that, you know, the core of what I do is reawakening you to your creator energy and what you're here to do. I just needed to speak directly to what you might be feeling right now and let you feel seen and totally seen in that because I am with you. You might be feeling that restlessness in a life that looks fine from the outside. You might be feeling pulled towards something you can't fully justify to the people around you yet. Again, how important your environment is in showing you what's possible, but also allowing you to show up and be your full self and move towards things that you can't fully justify yet. But it's making, it's maybe not making sense, but it's this pool within you. You might be questioning the decisions you made years ago, your career, your location, the way you're raising your children. And not from regret, but from a growing sense that something more aligned is available to you. Again, if you're here and you're listening, you know that something more is aligned and available to you. You might be feeling more sensitive, you might be feeling more emotional, you might be feeling like things are landing differently than they used to. And you might be noticing your intuition more. What's your heart saying? A knowing that arrives before the logic, the mind, the fear does, a sense of what's right that doesn't need external permission. Yeah? I want you to hear this, and I've said this before. It's not anxiety, it's not your body saying it's wrong, and it's not a breakdown. That's your inner compass coming back online, remembering what you are here to do, what your soul chose to move through in this lifetime, what your soul chose to evolve through, to expand into in this lifetime. And it is one of the most important things that can happen to you. It's one of the most powerful things that can happen to you when you reawaken to that, especially right now. Because we are entering a time where the people who know themselves, who trust themselves, who are open to evolving, who can see that every challenge is an opportunity to grow and evolve, and it's always happening for your highest good, who can hear their own inner guidance again and act on it. Not having with certainty or a knowing of how it's going to work out, but they trust their inner guidance to lead them and they take action on it. Those are the people who are going to be able to navigate what's coming with grace. That is you. You are the woman who is going to lead your family through this, and you are the woman who is going to show others, show their children, and have their children learn from you and be guided by you, and you have this co-creation with them because you're both rising together. Just let me tell you that your sensitivity, your attunement, your inner knowing that is your superpower. Your restlessness and resistance to change is information. And your desire, the desire that is on your heart for something different, it does not mean you're selfish. It is just your soul. It's not just, it is your soul trying to show you the way. Show me how to listen to my inner guidance, show me how to trust myself, show me how to have unshakable self-belief. This is a co-creation, right? Like I said all the time, the rhythm that you're creating, it's a co-creation with you and your child, and it starts with you. We are moving as a collective from an outside in way of living to an inside out one. And what do I mean by that? Okay, the old paradigm says here is the structure. Fit yourself into it, do the thing that you've been told, get the reward, keep going, keep achieving, keep going. However, the new paradigm, what you're feeling called towards, what we're here to move into right now, is what is it actually alive in you? What do you feel called to? What would you build? What would you speak about? What would you create? What would you give if you trusted that leading with that was enough? What would you do? What would you do? And I asked this to my husband yesterday, actually, and I asked this to you. Is if you knew, if you knew that everything was always going to work out for you, if you knew that everything was happening for your highest good, how would you act? How would you be in the world? What would you do? Right? That's what's alive within you. That's what it's asking you to move towards. If you knew that everything was always working out for your highest good, and it was always working out for you, what would you do? How would you be? How would you act? How would you show up? And Locke answered this with, I'd have no doubt. And I asked him, What would that look like? Yes, I went into coaching mode and I even said that out loud to him. I was like, I'm just processing this myself, but I'd love for you to look at because he's been experiencing a little bit of lack, and we've been bouncing off each other with this sense of lack. And it was just what came into me as I was making coffees because I was thinking about it myself, and I asked him that, and I was like, Oh my god, I know I'm in coaching mode right now, and he's like, Yes, am I answering it correctly? And I was like, Well, do you think you're answering it correctly? But I ask you this as a sister, as a friend, if you knew that everything was always working out for you for your highest good, what would you do? How would you be? How would you show up? What how would you act? Right? This is what the new paradigm says. What is alive within you? What do you feel called to? What would you build, speak about, create, give? You know? And I know that sounds idealistic. I know it bumps up against, you know, mortgages and school fees and all the practicalities of life. I get it. But I also know this. The women who are the women that I see who are most alive, and trust me, I surround myself with lit up women who are leading the way, and I know that that this is why you're here, because you are in community and you feel that. The women that I see who are most alive, who are most lit up, most financially and creatively and relationally thriving, they're not the ones who followed a script. I'm sorry to tell you. They are the ones who stopped outsourcing from others, from authority. They're the ones who got quiet enough to hear what was actually being asked of them. And they are the ones who had the courage to move through it. And that is you. You have the courage to move through it. You have the courage and you have the guidance and you have the space to start to listen, get quiet enough to hear what is actually being asked of you. Right? The universe or God or source or life, whatever word works for you, has a way of rewarding that. Has a way of rewarding those who get quiet enough to hear what is being asked of them and have the courage to move towards it. And it's not always immediately, trust me, it's not always immediately I have evidence. And it's not always the way you may expect, but it rewards the alignment every time. Honestly, I would not have pictured myself uplifting my whole life and my family to be in this environment right now. But it's because I've started to listen within what am I being guided towards? What am I being, you know, pretty much asked of? That is alive within me. It might almost it doesn't always feel good. Like it did not feel good to say to my husband, I think this is the right thing for us. Like that was to move, pick up our life and move away from everything we know. I was fucking shit scared, and I brought it up several times, and I said I cannot describe why, but the pull is there, and that's the courage to move forward. I didn't I still don't have all the answers. I don't know how it's gonna work out, I don't know what it's gonna look like in five years. I don't have a five-year plan. I'm just moving towards what's alive within me, and I am being rewarded in more ways than one. In terms of the energy that's shifted within me, in terms of what is available to me and what I see and possibilities now. In terms of connection, relationship. Again, I don't have the all the answers, I don't have the certainty, but it's what's in alive within me, and I'm moving towards it. So here's what I want to say about that in contact, in context of what grounding in what we talk about, what we share in this space and the pull that you feel towards home education, towards a different way of raising your child, your children, towards a life that doesn't look like the one you were told you told to want, right? That is not random, it is not a phase, it's not gonna just go away, and it's not you being difficult or idealistic or unrealistic. Again, nothing is unrealistic, but the desire is on your heart for a reason. That is you coming into alignment with something bigger than the script, the conditioning, the stories that you were handed. Yeah? And so what do I mean by this? Home education as the new paradigm in action. Yeah? And I want to say something about the word homeschooling because I think we need to let it go, right? Homeschooling still has the word schooling in it, and that word carries all the conditioning that we're trying to move out of, right? The curriculum, the timetable, the compliance, the measuring a child's worth by what they can produce or perform in relation to a set of standards, indicators, something again that someone external to us told us of where they should be. What we're actually talking about and what you're feeling called towards, what you're creating in your life, what I see when I look at the families doing this work is something entirely different. We are talking about raising children in environments built around their own true expression, their own, you know, authentic self, their own inner knowing, their own inner guidance, their own self-trust. Again, true expression. We're talking about children who grow up trusting themselves, who know who they are, and who do not need a grade or a teacher's approval or someone outside of themselves to know whether they're on the right track, whether they're doing the right thing, or whether they're correct. What is correct, what is normal. It's we're talking about raising children who have an internal compass because they were raised by a mother who was rebuilding and remembering hers. That is not homeschooling. That is a completely different relationship to what it means to grow up, to what it means to evolve, to what it means to know that you're having a human experience and you are here to continue to evolve and you know remember who you are and what you're here to create and move towards what feels alive within you. And if you haven't realized it yet, if you haven't realized that, why I drive this so much into you, the listener, to the mother, to the creator, to literally the heart of the home, is that it starts and it has to start with you. Right again, the reason that I was able to let go of my career in teaching, and that I felt such a driving force towards was that I knew that it I had to shift what was happening within me and how I show up and move with my own inner compass. And again, I'm not there yet, but I'm I'm rising, and what my daughter was asking me to rise into is that it starts with me, and I knew that no matter what I did, I wanted to share how the mother in this journey gets to wake up to herself, right? To rebuild that relationship back with herself, to start to truly trust her inner compass, to trust her inner knowing, and that when she leads with that, she chose shows her child how to lead with that too. Right? It starts with you. It's always started with you. And not from a sense of like, I don't want you to think of this as oh, more pressure on me. You know, it's always about me having the me being the energetic container to hold everyone else. No, see this as your awakening, your opportunity to rise, your opportunity to remember who you fucking are. That you are a divine creator. It allows you to heal your past beliefs, relationships, perspectives of yourself and your life, and see that you get to create this beautiful life when you choose to remember who you are, when you choose to remember to trust yourself, to build back that inner guidance, that inner knowing. And I know that's what you're doing right now. Because if you're here, you're definitely fucking doing that. If you're listening to this, you are absolutely doing that right now. And I see you and I celebrate you in that. You're leading the way not only for your child but generations to come and the women around you. Yeah. This is again like my episode last week with um Emma, where I said I named it like being the lighthouse instead of the tugboat. This is where you be the lighthouse and you have such an effect on those around you when you choose to rise and see it as your opportunity to lead the way. Right? So if you want a child who truly believes in themselves, which I know you do, which I know you're already building, you want a child who can use their own inner compass as their guide, who knows who they are and trusts themselves as they move through their days, it starts with you doing that first. And not perfectly, trust me, I'm not fucking perfect, I'm far from it, and I don't want to be. And I do not have all the answers, and I definitely do not have it all figured out, so you do not have to have it all figured out. That is the point. The action, the doing is the whole point, who you become in the action, and the doing is the whole point, but it starts with you doing that first, and it's from a willingness to trust what is moving in you, what you're being called towards, what you're being pulled towards, to stop outsourcing your knowing from authority or external forces, anything outside of yourself, and to lead your family from the inside out rather than waiting for someone to give you permission. Because as you know, your child is watching, and they're watching not what you tell them, what you model, and if you're here, your child is asking you to rise. And I know that's what you're doing because that's why you're here. The children that come into our world that are calling us into this, especially in the right now, they were sent to us for a reason, and the most powerful thing that you can model right now, in this time, in this exact moment, in this shift, in this new paradigm that we are literally stepping into this week is a mother who trusts herself, is the mother who sees that she is the creator of it all. And I want you to see the opportunities, the perspective shifts of what is available to you right now. You can literally create anything, the business, the you know, the life, the the opportunities is in abundance if you're willing to shift your perspectives and shift the stories and narratives that have kept you in limited consciousness. That's the work. That's the work, my love. And I know that's why you're here, it's the whole thing. Oh gosh, that was a channel of consciousness and more woo for you. So welcome to the Parent Educator Woo Podcast. It's not woo, like I said, it's literally the new paradigm. And if you're if you're feel uncomfortable with what I've shared, if you yeah, know that that resistance is there for a reason too, and reach out, I'd love to connect with you and what this brought out for you, what resonated with you. Yeah, if you're in it, I know you're in it right now, and I see you and I feel you, and I'm with you, and that's what I had to share today. Don't normally record on a Monday, but it was coming through me hard and strong to share this with you, so you did not feel alone. So, if, like I said, if you feel something listening to this today, you know, within your body, if something landed, if something stirred, or it confirms something you already knew, but you just haven't been able to say or articulate out loud. Like, I just want you to sit with it, sit with it right now, whether you listen to this recording later, again, like divine timing, you listen to it when it was meant for you. Please don't rush past what you're feeling, don't immediately go looking for the next thing to read or listen or to figure out. Please, like I say with all my clients, go and put your feet in the grass, sit in the sun, just ground yourself and just sit with it and ask, what is this telling me? Or what is this showing me, or what is actually being asked of me right now? Just allow yourself take a deep belly breath in through the nose, into the chest, and let it out, and do that a few times, and just ask yourself, what am I being called towards? What is this telling me? And if you want to go deeper, if you know that you're in that place of knowing something needs to shift, but you're not sure what the next step looks like, I'm here. I'm here. This is what I help my clients navigate because I know it can feel a bit overwhelming or just a bit, you know, challenging to find what's the next step. How do I take action on what it is, especially when so many maybe opportunities, things come in, or you're just stuck on what that next step is. So let me know what you think of this episode. I know this will resonate with you, and I love hearing from you all. I'm also building something that is going to be really powerful, and I want it to be a co-creation with you around building this internal compass, remembering this internal compass within you, and being able to create that remind your child that that has always been within them. And I know for so many of you, you have a child that that's already strengthened, but you want to strengthen it even more. That self-belief, that self-trust, that inner knowing, that unshakable belief. Again, it starts with you, and I'm co-creating this with you, this space. It's going to be a group where we navigate a remembering together and how we can model that and create experiences for our child to remember that because remember, it starts with us. So if that's something you're interested in, reach out to me. I'll pop my email below. You can reach out on Instagram. I'm building the community now. I've got some incredible women that have already signed up to the wait list, and yeah, I really want to hear from you of what that would really look like. I'm thinking an online experience. I'm also bringing in knowledge of human design, so that links to astrology as well, and understanding what your own human design is, and it's kind of like a tangible, it goes off your birth date, where you're born, time, and how that links to astrology, but it gives you a kind of tangible of being able to understand what oh that makes sense why I'm being called to that, and that doesn't resonate, right? And then when you know this about you, how you can understand your own child's human design and work together to co-create again this unshakable self-belief, self-trust, and inner knowing of like what is being guided towards you, anchor in that, and this is what human design does it gives you something tangible to really go, oh okay, yep, that makes sense, and that's why I'm being guided to, like I said, instead of being overwhelmed by the possibility or just that next step. So if that's something you're interested in, again, reach out. And if you're loving the podcast, please, please, please, please rate, comment, let me know what you think. It really just helps me reach a wider audience, share this message, build the community of what we're creating here. And yeah, I just I know that you're here for a reason, and when, like I said, when you share the light, when you be the light, it has such a profound impact on others, and just rating the podcast, sharing to me what you think helps. Helps share that with others, and that's you being the light as well. Anyway, I will chat to you really soon. Thank you for being here. I love you all. Keep going, being the creator and rising into your amazing goodness. I'll speak to you soon.