The 99% - what becomes possible when you stop living from what you can already see

What if your logical mind has only ever been showing you 1% of what is actually available to you?

This week's episode came through when I sat down and asked myself - what does my community need to hear right now? And what came through was this.

We are living from past evidence. Our logical mind, fed by our five senses, can only show us what has already been - what we have already seen, already proven, already experienced. And our nervous system stores that same evidence in our bodies - as feeling, as memory, as the tightening in the chest that fires every time we move toward something new and unfamiliar.

The 99% - the field of limitless possibility, the divine intelligence that is available to every single one of us - is not accessed through logic. It is accessed through feeling. Through intuition. Through the inner knowing that arrives before the evidence does.

And in this episode I want to show you exactly how to get there.

In this episode I talk about:

→ The 1% vs the 99% - what quantum physics and consciousness research (through the lens of teachers like Joe Dispenza) tells us about the field of possibility most of us have never tapped into
→ How your nervous system stores past evidence as feeling - and why intellectual understanding alone will never create change in your life
→ The conditioning stories we absorbed so deeply we stopped questioning them - about money, about worthiness, about what is possible for someone like us - and how those stories are running your nervous system right now
→ Why environment is not optional - it is how your nervous system gets new evidence and starts to build a new story
→ Human Design as a liberation tool - how understanding your own energetic blueprint stops you following someone else's strategy and starts you trusting your own inner authority
→ My own design as a Reflector 3/5 - and my daughter Eden's design as an Emotional Generator 2/4 - and what that has taught me about how we are designed to learn and live together
→ Why the children being labelled, diagnosed, and managed back into compliance right now are not broken - they are calibrated for the world that is coming
→ What resistance actually is - and why walking toward it is the only way through to the 99%
→ The phrase from my mentor Hillary McVeigh that literally rewired my thinking: let it not make logical sense
→ Why I am not going to give you a curriculum or a ten step plan for home education - and what I am actually here to do instead
→ And the invitation into RISE Together - our three month community space opening in September for women who are ready to stop living from 1% of what is available to them

This life - the home LIFE educated family, the self-led business, the life built around your own inner compass - is available to anyone who has the desire on their heart and the willingness to shift.

Not willingness to have it easy. Willingness to let it not make logical sense.

If something is activated in you right now - that is not an accident. That is your inner intelligence telling you exactly where you need to be.

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Hello my loves. Welcome back to the podi. I hope you're all so well. I had so many messages from a lot of you resonating with last week's podcast, which is so great. This week's is going to be a lot more activated, expanded. It was funny, my husband said to me that he listened to the pod, and he was like, honestly, Ali, if someone hadn't seen you for a year or even six months and came on and listened to a recent podcast episode, they would honestly be like, What the fuck? In terms of, you know, my language, how I'm sharing, what's coming through me, pretty much like what I spoke about last week, connected to something like this literally channels through me now. Instead of moving from like a logical sense, what do people want to hear? What do I need to respond to? Like, what do I need to share? Right now, it's just coming through me, and you can see it's connected to something a lot more divinely guided than some type of strategy. So, hello if you are new here, welcome. I know you're here because you're drawn to the energy, something that I say resonates, and you might not even be able to, like I'll talk about today, make logical sense of why it resonates, but you're just being drawn to what I'm sharing, and I just want to tell you that you're right on time and you're exactly where you need to be. So thank you for being here. This week I want to share something with you that yeah, just came through this morning, keeps coming up for me, and is something that is really, you know, I believe it sits, it's the piece that sits underneath everything, you know, underneath the homeschooling decision, whether it's starting a business, whether it's, you know, wanting to move, whether it's shifting relationships, shifting your environment, underneath pretty much every single brave thing you're being called towards right now. And what came through for me this morning when I when I sat down and you know said, how does divine source want to move through me today? Like what is it that my community wants to hear right now? Is this that and this honestly changed my psyche, and I'll go into it further in a moment, but we are living from 1% of what is actually available to us, and so today I want to talk about the other 99% and how it relates to what I've been sharing in past episodes, and just anchor into the feeling that you're feeling right now. So I want to start with the illusion of the logical mind and what your five senses are already showing you. So I want to acknowledge up front that this conversation sits in the space of if you need something tangible to research further, it's it sits in quantum physics. You've probably heard it before. If not, stay with me. It's consciousness research. Like teachers like um Joe Dispenser have spent a lot of years exploring the intersection of science and spirituality, and what I'm sharing is through his lens today. So, and other wisdoms, I hear it from my mentor Hillary, and it really has shifted my perspective, my psyche, my connection to something higher in such a deeper sense. So we really experience our reality through five senses, so that you know, sight, smell, touch, sound, taste, and our logical mind, the one we're trained to trust, you know, above everything else. Our logical mind operates almost entirely from the information of those five senses, the five senses that feed the information to the logical mind. However, the thing with that is these five senses only give us access to a tiny fraction of what actually exists in terms of what is our potential, what is out there for us to achieve, what the desire is, and why sometimes we can't make sense of it. And what I mean by that, it's the visible, the tangible, you know, the already proven, the already evidence-based, the world as it has already been, you know, this is what we can see, smell, taste, the tangible, right? And what quantum physics and consciousness research points to, and what I believe deeply from my own experience in, you know, the shifts that I've had and how they have not made logical sense in the slightest, is that there is a vastly larger field of possibility available to us that our five senses cannot access. So our logical mind operates from past evidence alone. And so, with that, this 99%, this larger field of possibility available to us, our logical mind it can't make sense. It literally cannot show us because it operates from the past, those five senses. So, this is when I always talk about putting yourself in spaces that provide you with evidence, provide the logical mind, so you can start to see that there is more available to you when working with the logical mind. So the 99%, this is what we call the field of limitless potential, like the divine intelligence that's not accessed through logic. This is where it's accessed through a feeling, through your intuition, through like a download or something, just like an urge that comes through you. You know what I talk about, this inner knowing that arrives before the evidence does. You know, that feeling that I talk about that's on your heart, your intuition. And why so many of us find it challenging to access this limitless potential is because we're moving out of the old paradigm where most of us have been so conditioned, particularly through school, through the systems we grew up inside, to only trust what we can see, to only trust what we can measure, what we can prove, what we can plan for. That we have completely cut ourselves off from the 99%. And that's no fault of our own. It's just the experiences that we've had, and so it's created the reality in front of us. And so we are making every decision about our lives, our children, our future from just a 1% of what is actually available. And so, with that, I want to change that for you today, right? So here's how it works because your logical mind takes in information through your senses, it stores that information as evidence, and then because it is designed to keep you safe, the logical mind, it uses that past evidence to predict what is possible for you in the future, right? But here's the thing that so many of us miss with that it's not just your mind storing the evidence, this is where your nervous system comes in, and your nervous system stores it too, in your body as a feeling. So, for example, every memory you have of scarcity, and let's go into money here because money is just energy, it's not good or bad. However, so many of us have deep conditioned belief stories, you know, themes around money that has created a feeling of scarcity and a nervous system response. So every time you heard say the saying, money doesn't grow on trees, every time there wasn't enough, every time you know your parents stressed about bills, whether it was at the kitchen table in front of you, every time you were told that you needed to work hard to earn your place, right? Your nervous system was there and it's taking that information in, it's feeling it and then it's filing it. And so now, decades later, when something new is being asked of you, when there's an urge, when your intuition or a desire lands on your heart but doesn't have a clear logical path yet, doesn't have a 10-step plan of how it's going to work out. Maybe you don't see anyone else around you that's actually made it a reality. Your nervous system doesn't wait for your mind to think about it, it responds first. So that's with the feeling from the memory of a past. So that might be a tightening of the chest, you know, your breath becomes shallow, just this like feeling of anxiety that's that's saying this isn't safe. We haven't been here before, or we have been here before, like that your conscious mind doesn't make sense of, but we've been here before and we know how this ends, and that's not good, so avoid. However, that response, we need to, we really need to let land. It's not the truth, it's just a memory dressed up in the present moment, creating a similar memory and feeling in the body. So let's anchor this. I'll give some examples. And if this resonates with you, have you heard it all before? Stay with me because I'm going deeper. But I think we need to hear these out loud because when I could come back to this all the time, it really like it, it it shifted my perspective, my connection to something higher, allowed me to tap into the 99%. Because the stories our conditioning planted, they are really deep that we stop questioning whether they are actually true. So this is where they're subconscious stories that we don't even know that they're operating in the background. So if we have beliefs that like money is limited, that it's scarce, that you know, money is bad, whatever it is, and like my belief was that um, yeah, money doesn't grow on trees, money is bad, money is only accessible to people with like power, and people and then I had this like connection that people with power were like dirty old men who did bad things with money, right? So this was my conditioned belief. So I push money away, or holding money is not good, or that it's it's actually bad, right? And it's another thing, it's like hard to come by, it doesn't grow on trees. You have to work so hard for every dollar, and there's only one way to make it, and that's through studying, get qualified, get a job, and stay in the job, right? Again, deep conditioned beliefs that when we bring awareness to it, we can shift it, we can become conscious of it and then shift to how to see how it's actually been controlling our reality up until now. You might also have, you know, the belief or the story that you're not smart enough to do it on your own. You need an expert to tell you what your child needs. You grew up yourself with your parents outsourcing, right? We're moving away from the outsourcing that authority is the answer, that someone needs to tell me how. That's why you're here. There's something on your heart that's saying, I need to follow this, but like this woman that's talking, Ali that's talking, she has some type of authority because she was a teacher. So we feel safe in that, right? We feel safe in that, but you're also drawn to the energy of what I'm sharing, right? And that's the deeper layer. You know, you might have had that belief of, yeah, you need a credential to be taken seriously. You need the system to validate you, right? You need an expert to tell you what your child needs. Again, these are all stories. I'm just bringing them to the surface of what I've moved through. Maybe, you know, it's selfish to want more than you have. Like so many of us think that if we have a desire that we want more, that we're evolving, that we're being selfish. Like what no one around me is like craving this desire, like to want more. Like, again, we've been conditioned to believe that wanting and desiring is a bad thing, right? And so, like, who do you think you are if you want a different kind of life? Like, other people are happy in their comfort. Why can't you just be grateful? Or maybe your child needs to go to school. Everyone around me is sending their children to school. They need the socialization, they need a qualified teacher. You're you're not enough for them. Every single one of these statements that I've just said is a story. It's been inherited, it's been absorbed in your logical mind, in your nervous system, stored in the body as evidence of how the world works. And so your nervous system, which is so beautifully intelligent and protective of you, has been using these stories as a map. And every time you move towards something new, something outside the evidence it already holds, it fires because that that's its job, right? To bring you back to what it knows, to bring you back to familiar, right? Even if familiar is not actually safe, even if familiar is what is keeping you small in your box of what is possible, the 1%, right? So this is why the nervous system work is not separate from this conversation. It is the conversation, and I spent a lot of time getting bogged down in, you know, I need to shift my nervous system, I need to create safety. But for me, the thing that really catapulted was not getting stuck in the cre the safety of the nervous system. It was putting myself in environments that showed me what was possible and creating the safety there, right? I am safe, I am safe. And like grounding, connecting in nature, connecting to my breath, slowing my breath down, telling my body I'm safe. Because you can truly have all the strategy in the world, even with strategies on how to support your nervous system. You can know intellectually that home education is possible, that the business can work, that the move makes sense for your family. But if your nervous system is running a program that says this is dangerous, we don't have evidence for this, go back to what you know, it it will not allow you to move. And so you stay in the 1%. And that's not because you don't want to access the 99%. This is where we come into this remembering, forgottening, remember, forget phase of connecting to something bigger than us. It's just because your nervous system doesn't yet have the evidence that it's safe to go there. Again, create the evidence from others. You're here because I'm creating some evidence for you. You're drawn to me because there's something within you that you see within me that I'm just reflecting back of what is available to you. So this is why your environment is so, so potent and important. This is why the spaces that you put yourself in matter so much for yourself, for your family, for your children. You know, this is why community, real community. Women who have already, you know, lived the possibility that you can only feel right now. It's not a nice to have. Like it's not just, oh, it's nice to have for them. It's just how your nervous system gets new evidence, putting yourself in these spaces. Like I had a mentor who literally has built like a three million dollar business in a couple of years, and she was broke when she started. Like she had nothing, and she had a child and a partner who was driving Ubers. Like, she showed me what was possible, right? And I'll go into in a minute on why I was drawn to her, her energy, and then also what my human design has shown me in how I do things differently. I cannot follow someone else's strategy because of my energy, right? And so you can read all you want about what works for others, but it's a felt sense in your body in real time, and this is how the nervous system updates from a felt sense of being around other people that show you what's possible, not through logic, but through the felt sense, and that's how you start accessing the 99% of limitless potential that we can't see, touch, feel, hear, whatever the other one is sense, and so this is you know where I talk about energy, human design, the spiritual woo-woo. If you're listening, Lauren, it woo-woo resonates to some people. This is where human design becomes so powerful, and you know, I've done a lot of work with different modalities, different wisdoms. Um, you know, NLP, which is integrated NLP, which is neurolinguistic programming, the language, the words you talking use, say we don't get attached to any um label. So, like human design being a reflector can really make you like again a story that you're in a box, that oh, this is just who I am. However, the way I look at human design and the way I work with my human design teacher, it's a there's so much more to it. There's so much more um deeper wisdoms that are combined with this tangible piece that gives people grounded in the in the logical mind safety to move with their energy type and to follow what resonates. So this is where human design becomes really powerful for me and has in how I move because it has given my logical mind something tangible to hold on to while also pointing me completely towards my inner guidance, right? So I'll quickly share a little bit about my human design. I'm a reflector, which apparently reflectors are very rare. There's like a less than 1% in um yeah, the 1% that I hear of reflectors, and my profile is a 3-5. So I don't have an inner authority because all of my um all of my oh my god, I've lost the word for a moment. All of my centers are undefined, meaning that I reflect back, I take in others' um energy, I see wisdoms, and I reflect it back. I have no defined energy centers, so no inner authority. So my strategy, something that I need to kind of listen to when I'm making big decisions, is to wait a full lunar cycle because I'm always sampling everyone else's energy, taking in theirs before making big decisions. So my environment is really, really important. It means I need to be in the right physical spaces, absorbing and sampling the energy around me before I can get clear on what's right for me. So, what does that mean in practice? For me, it means when something feels activated in my body, when I'm drawn to a place, a person, a direction, a conversation, before I can explain it logically, I need to really listen to that feeling because it's not random. That's just my design doing what it's meant to do. It's sampling the energy and it's reflecting and receiving the signal. So, you know, to make the move to where we are now, it did not make logical sense. However, every time I was in this environment, I've come up and done a lot of training up here, my NLP, my breathwork, um events, being around the people here that are sampling something that truly lit me up. And so for me, as a reflector, my design, recognizing the right environment, that was that was the sense for me that I need to follow that. And for Eden, my daughter, she's an emotional generator with a profile two four. So she is here to respond and to build and create with consistent, sustainable energy. So for her, like her environments are really important for consistency and sustainability. So the move for her was a really big thing, and yet when we're grounded as her parent and trusting, she feels really safe. And her strategy is to respond with emotional clarity, so to wait for the feeling to settle before committing. So she is deeply intelligent, deeply aware, and designed to go deep rather than wide. So her, she really responds in smaller groups, where this is how I knew very early on that she kind of samples, sits back, and watches, and this is before knowing her human design. She takes time to assess her environment and decide whether she feels safe, and she follows that from her feeling too. And so I noticed that early on without knowing her human design. So she really thrives in smaller groups, and then she likes to come back, retreat, and you know, digest what happened. So, for example, when we were further down the coast, she went to a beautiful bush school, but she never really wanted me to leave, and it's made sense now. Yes, she was a bit younger, but also the group was quite larger. There was probably like 25 children in the group each day, and she kind of got lost a little bit in the group, you know. Like at the end there, she was finding her groove because it took her time to feel safe, but now she goes to a lot smaller, just one day a week with a group of 10 kids, and she honestly, when she knew it was a smaller group, she knew what they were doing, she was like, bye mum, and didn't need me there. So she created, you know, the vision, the feeling, and then she can come home and process. So, what does this mean for how we move together at home with home learning, everyday learning, whatever you want to call it? It means, and we've always known this. We do not push, we do not impose any type of learning and expect her to move through it. It's on her timeline, and we've always known that since the moment she's come, she's been here. But to anchor this with like tangible evidence, it's like, okay, yes, again, she was never meant to fit in a box. This is what she where how we're meant to support her. So we create an environment that arts asks her, invites her to respond, and then we follow her lead, you know, and so. Many kids are like this, but when she's lit up by something, like that's when we go deep. When she needs to withdraw and process because her profile of a two, they the label is a hermit, that's where they need to go inward a bit. So we have to give her that space without making it mean something is wrong. Like, oh, it's something wrong. We just give her a space, right? She's not a child who needs to be told what to learn, and this is what I knew very early on, pretty much from the moment she was born. She's a child who just needs an environment rich enough in possibility that she can respond to what genuinely activates her. So this is, you know, this is not a homeschool strategy. This is this is a way of living. This is what our kids are asking for us. And so for our two designs together, like a reflector mother and an emotional generated daughter, I'm here to reflect back to her what is possible. To hold the space, you know, to sample the environments and bring back what I feel is right for her. That's why I knew that this move was going to be so expansive for her because of what is available around us. She's here to respond, to tell me through her energy and through her enthusiasm or her resistance what actually feels good for her. So we're not in conflict. You're never going to be in conflict with your child in terms of your human design. It's being able to show how they work together. So when you understand your design, again, the tangible for the logical mind, the energy that moves through you both, and your child's design, like the relationship stops being a power struggle and like this, like you're wanting to follow your inner knowing, but the logical mind wants tangible evidence. And it gives you an opportunity to like grasp that tangible evidence with human design and start being a collaboration together. You stop trying to make them fit your plan or the system's plan or the box and start trusting the intelligence of how you're both built. And like I said, this is not all the be or end all be or end all. You just take what feels right in your body, like when you listen, whether it's um you connect with your chart and your child's chart, you just listen to what your body responds to of like, yes, that resonates, no, that doesn't resonate, and you move with that. So this is where human design gives your logical mind the tangible of how to use your energy in the world. And so, why this relates to everything that I'm sharing, and I want to go deep here because I've been completing one of my offers is to complete a seeing your child audit for the beautiful women in my world, and it's just to give you again some tangible clarity of how your child is constantly learning in the real world and intertwined with human design, so the tangible, but also particularly, I work with so many mothers who have a child who has been given a diagnosis, whether that's neurodivergent, whatever it is, and as a teacher and someone now continuing to do this work, the amount of children that were coming through, and I've spoken about this, and I got a lot of heat in this in one of my latest reels, of how the system pretty much is just looking for evidence of how we're fitting them into the box when writing access requests, you know, um, pretty much documentation for assistance that we're doing what we can to fit them in the box, and that can be to get a diagnosis for assistance, for funding to keep them in the box. This is where I want to talk about how how many more children were coming through the system and needing to access some type of diagnosis to fit in. And I want to talk about these children for a moment because from the mothers that I work with now with children who have diagnoses, you know, the referrals, the support plans that I was writing, the meetings with teachers and school psychologists, you know, telling parents their child needs to be assessed, managed, accommodated back into a structure that was never built for them. This is what our children are coming here for. And human design talks about this too. We're moving through a phase where there's a mutation in this new paradigm that's coming through in our children where they are, they are these children where they will be given a diagnosis to fit in the box, but they're just the new paradigm children. They're here to ask us to wake up, to look into the limitless potential. This is why you're being called to do life differently because your child is asking something of you. And if you're here and you're listening in like you don't have children, it's something within you that is asking us to lead us into this new paradigm, to do things differently. And the ones that are willing to rise and step and lead your community, your family, yourself into this, you're the ones that are truly going to thrive and yeah, pave the way. And whether that's you're the trailblazer, whatever your your the label that you get given, it's for a reason. And so, for those of you who are having a child with a labeled diagnosis, I want to offer you a completely different frame for what you're witnessing because the children and my child, I don't even know if she'd have a diagnosis. We haven't put her in any space that um has, I guess, asked that of us. But I always knew that she was never gonna fit in the box. So these children, you know, the ones who won't sit still, who won't, you know, who ask too many questions, who feel everything deeply, you know, who resist to comply, like their lives depend on it, there's nothing wrong with them. They are not disordered, they are not behind. They are here in this exact moment, the end of a 400-year cycle, at the beginning of the new paradigm, because they are calibrated for what is coming. And I've said this before, I said in the last episode, but just to let it anchor for you, they're not calibrated for what has been the past paradigm, you know, the cross of the planning that I was talking about last episode, that were built around systems that required compliance, credentials, and you know, to fit in a box pretty much, and to always seek out external authority of what is wrong. What, how do we fit them in this box? The children that are arriving now, the children that are sensitive, that are intense, that are self-directed, that are deeply intuitive, cannot and will not comply with that paradigm. Not because there's something wrong with them, because something is right with them, right? And even if you have a child who maybe hasn't been given a diagnosis, but you just know that they're calling for something more, maybe they're the more sit back and observe, you know, and they they hold it in. Like this is where human design is so powerful, particularly for children, because it allows them to, when we we see them in their full expression of their energy type, to nurture that and to not be conditioned by the old paradigm. These children, they're the trailblazers, you know, they're the ones that are here asking us to rise, they're the ones that are here to guide us if we are willing to be guided. And so the label, the diagnosis, the support plan, the box that they're being asked to fit into, that is the old paradigm trying to manage what it cannot understand. You know, I can't, I can't even, and it feels like I go back 10 million lifetimes ago, but sitting in meetings, in leadership meetings, and you know, sitting with parents after and just going, I don't get why. Like, with so much good intention to do the best for these kids to make them feel like they belong, I couldn't understand why it was like blowing up with so many more diagnoses. Like, yes, we can talk about the food and all the things that are happening, but it on a deeper level, there's a reason. Your child doesn't need a different diagnosis. Your child is asking for a parent who is willing to see them clearly. And I know you see them clearly because your heart does, and that's why you're here, and that's why you're feeling this strain. This is your child is asking you to rise alongside them, to build, to create the environment around who they actually are and who you are, who you're here to be, who you're here to remember who you are, and that that is what everything I do is pointing towards. So I guess, you know, when I talk about the fire or what resistance is actually telling you, how do we actually with that access the 99%, the limitless potential? How do we get out of the logical mind and into the field of limitless possibility? As I've said before, you walk towards the resistance, you walk towards the fire. Let me say that again. You walk towards the resistance. I had my beautiful mentor, Hillary and friend, reflect that back yesterday of like, if I'm not feeling resistance or fear towards something, I genuinely see it as a red flag. Like it's not here to what I'm meant to move towards. You know, anywhere that feels edgy, where there's fear, where there's doubt, where there's a tightening in the chest, a voice saying, I don't know how this is going to work, that is not a stop sign. That is the exact moment, location for your next level, for your next breakthrough. Because what resistance actually is, it's just the boundary of your current evidence. It is the edge of what your logical mind cannot see. And so just beyond that, on the other side of the fear, is the 99%. You know, like I would have never ever envisioned myself to be here right now and the life that I've created when I took that leap to leave my career in teaching. Like I had no backup plan. I didn't know what I was doing, I didn't know I was coaching, mentoring. I knew that I was going to help parents. I knew that it started with the parents, like the parents needed to wake up, didn't know what I was going to do, had never started a business before. Again, like always had sought authority outside of myself. Someone tell me what to do, how to do it. Right? So to follow those nudges and have the life that I'm having now and what I'm continuing to move towards and what I'm here to share and what I'm here, what I'm being guided to do, that would have made no fucking logical sense to my mind. Right? But I moved towards the fear because something was there, it was on my heart. And again, my mentor Hillary, beautiful friend, like she gave me a phrase at the start of this year, or probably March this year, when I started listening to her podcast, that literally rewired like my psyche, my thinking. And that was, and I always come back to it, let it not make logical sense. Let me say that again. Let it not make logical sense. So anywhere that you have to think too hard, that is your logical mind. Anywhere that feels alive before the logic arrives, that is your divine intelligence, that is your intuition, that's what we're being asked to move towards. So let me quickly again let this land with some evidence, examples for you to see for myself, because I think we need to see this in real lives, not just in theory, but again, for me, quitting teaching with no backup plan, no idea how I was going to make money. Again, my story was we only make it one way, and it was the way you studied and the career that you chose. No idea how to fucking build a business. I had no business built, no plan, just a knowing that I could not say. And that did not make logical sense. And honestly, it was the most important thing I ever did. Yes, there was challenging times with my husband to get him to say, like, I need to move this way, we need to drop all the luxuries right now, or whatever it was, and that was a real revamp in our values, and that was a massive awakening to take that step. Another one, like, I'm gonna come back to it, but moving away from everything we've known, moving my family 10 hours away from where we've grown up, everything we've known, all the identities there based on a feeling. Every time I was up here, whether it was for training, connection events, whatever it was, something in me activated. Something lit up that had never lit up in me before. And let me just tell you, it did not make any financial sense. And it was as my five line. I'm a three-five in human design. The five line is more prone to its biggest fear is to be projected on um people to push stories on to make judgment of. And boy, did I the universe provide me with evidence of that when we made this jump? Like family saying, How are you gonna afford it? Like, that's ridiculous paying that much rent to live up there, you know. I found myself avoiding telling them because I didn't want the projection. Did it make sense to the people around us? No. Did it make sense in my own mind when I tried to map it out, when I tried to give Locke a 10-step plan of how it was gonna work? No, I just knew. And to have such a trusting relationship with my husband, where he's seen how things have worked out when I made the leap, when he's seen how much things have changed, how we've followed that inner guidance. Yes, he's masculine, the masculine needs more logic. So he's been able to trust me and for me to give him little moments where of evidence of how it's working out. So I can go so much deeper in the partner partnership, but to see a feminine leading with her intuition, that is something that the masculine can lean into too to trust. Another one, like investing in my own growth, honestly, in the environments, you know, my mentors, my training, my environments over the things that looked more logical on paper, and I'll be honest. I have also learned this the hard way, and it all makes so much sense now, and was all part of my journey of learning. But I've in I've invested in mentors in this time, and I've taken so much from all of them, but I've invested in mentors based on the money they were making rather than the life they were designing, and it also linked to their human design type, their energy type. And I went in, and I didn't know that at the time, however, I went in and realized quickly that their strategy, their 10-step plan of what worked for them in their business does not match my energy. And particularly, I was learning from manifesting generators who thrive having, you know, like four things on the go at once. Maybe four different businesses or four different projects, and they're just like firing away at all of these and wonder why the people that come into their space are not doing the same thing. Like, why can't they just take the action? And so I would get almost like a full-body response of resistance of like, oh, and and not resistance in like this is what I need to move towards, is like this is not what I want for my family. I'm a reflector. I need time, I need space, and I need to let things land before I move. So I haven't followed my strategy before. I haven't followed my energy type, I've followed, I'd followed other people's strategy, their 10-step plan. And so this is why following someone else's strategy will not work for you either. Not anymore, not in this new paradigm. You know, the strategies, the 10-step plans, the proven formulas, those belong to the cross of planning, the old paradigm, what we're moving out of. What's coming in this new paradigm is inner authority, like I spoke about last week. You know, self-directed intuition, self- self-like self-autonomy, self-directed power. You know, I'm the authority in my life. Creation from alignment, not from someone else's blueprint or someone else telling you how to do it. Right? And this is why, you know, I'll have people come into my space and they'll say, Oh, okay, tell me how I'm gonna homeschool and how am I gonna make money and how am I gonna do my business and how am I gonna do this? I can't tell you that. Because that would be me giving you my plan or what's worked for me. I can help guide you, absolutely. That's what my intention is. But my intention is to lead you back to your own inner guidance and help you funnel that and channel that so you find the plan as you move. And I want this to land because this has been the thing that has literally quantum leaped me in the past few weeks. The perceived pain of not doing the thing. So, whether that's staying in the job, you know, um, not using your voice, of not starting the business, of keeping your child in a system you know isn't right for them. That perceived pain is not protecting you, it is keeping you in the 1%. So the perceived pain of, you know, if I left my job, I would lose everything, and underline that deeper of losing everything, because would you really? The deeper feeling might be I'm not good enough. Like the deeper story is I'm not good enough to create this life. Right? However, you're already creating the perceived pain by not doing the thing. You're already creating the perceived pain in your body by not following what your inner guidance is pushing you towards. And it's keeping you in the 1%, the 1% of evidence of what is not happening in your external reality of a story of a part of the past. So many of us have the story of I'm not good enough. Mine still rises every time I'm moving into something new. Using my voice, oh, I'm not good enough. Will people respond? Like, will people reject me? Oh, I'm not good enough, I don't know enough. Again, all paradigm. And so that disconnection from your own divine intelligence that comes up from continuing to override your inner knowing, the disconnection from that that's the real cost, not the risk of taking the leap into the unknown, the cost of not taking it the perceived pain that you're already creating by not doing the thing that's on your heart because you don't have the 10-step plan of how it's gonna work out. So, what what's the deeper meaning of this? I don't know what what have you taken out of today's episode? I'm not here to give you what this means for home education. I'm not here to tell you what curriculum to use. I'm not going to give you a weekly schedule or a 10-step plan for how to home educate your child. Because that would be doing to you exactly what the system did to you. Giving you someone else's map for your own journey. Life, being a soul here at this time is the learning. Remembering who you are is the learning. Rising along your side your child is the learning. Them rising alongside with you and remembering who they are is their learning. And it has always been. The content being taught in schools does not support the soul development of a child who is here to rise into the new paradigm. It supports compliance, it supports the ability to sit still and produce on someone else's timeline, it supports the credential economy that is dissolving, that is turning to nothing. It is supporting creating compliant workers for jobs that are also dissolving. Right? Universities are going to be obsolete very soon. We're seeing how AI is already taking over education. Kids are just writing their shitty assignments and written pieces with AI. Right? They're not even getting out what the system is asking of them now to be compliant, to regurgitate information, you know. What your child needs, what your child is asking of you, if you haven't had this land yet, is an environment where their own intelligence is trusted, where their curiosity is the curriculum, where their innate design is honored rather than managed. And so what you need as the parent, again, this work is so. Deeply about ourselves more than our child because they're asking, they know what they need to do. They just want you to trust them and trust yourself as they do it. And so, what you need as the parent is to come back to your own inner intelligence first, to remember your own inner intelligence that you've forgotten through the conditioning, to clear just enough of the conditioning, the fear, the inheritance stories about what is possible that you can actually hear what is being asked of you. That is the work, and it's available to you, all of it, the 99%. Not because you are special or lucky, but because you are willing and you're being asked of it right now. Did you feel that energy? My gosh. Seriously, just like channels through me. Sorry, I was stretching. So if something has been activated, you know, if something has been activated in you while you've been listening to this, like just know that's not an accident. You're here for a reason, you're listening for a reason, you keep being drawn back for a reason. That feeling, the aliveness, the recognition, the clarity, the permission, the quiet yes in your body, whatever it is, that's your inner intelligence confirming you're exactly where you are meant to be. And so I want to invite you into the next step. Next month, I am opening my first ever, well, not first ever. I've done a lot of group programs, but this one feels like really powerful, igniting, like this is what we're fucking doing. I'm opening a three-month community space for the women who know they're being guided towards something more. And whether that is through your children, through the energy that is shifting so massively right now, within you and collectively, through the desire on your heart that you cannot explain, but you know, you can also not ignore. This program is not a homeschooling program. It is not a strategy course. Okay. It's a space where we move through this transition together in the right environment, you know, through wisdom sessions of what's coming through me right now that I need to deliver to you with human design integration, with community by residence, like we're here to move together. And just real honest conversation about what it takes to lead your family, yourself into the new paradigm. It's also for the woman who is done operating from 1% of whatever what is available to her. You know, for the woman who is ready to walk towards the resistance instead of away from it, who wants to be in a room, like a real room, not a Facebook group with other women doing the same. And I'm looking to create uh in-person events too, but we're starting here. So if you feel cold, if it's on your heart, this is the thing to move towards first. I promise you the things that have amplified, have honestly created my reality is putting myself in the firing line in the rooms that show me what's possible. And if you're feeling any type of activation pull right now, you need to trust that. So send me a DM. I'm gonna put up a carousel of this episode too. So comment rise on my carousel if you want to get first access and be a part of everything we build together. Because you know, this all of this is so much more powerful, activating, fast moving when we do it together. So thank you for being here. I hope you enjoyed this episode. Let me know what resonated if you want me to share anything more. I will, yeah, in the space, I'll be sharing so much deeper with everything I share on the potty. Um, and it's just so much more activating when you do it in community, and I can see and feel the energy of you guys around me. So I'm so excited for building, and yeah, can't wait to have you in the space with us. Anyway, my loves, I will chat to you really soon.