The Dreadful Truth

You Don’t Leave Empty—the Lizzie Borden House

Rudy Stankowitz Season 1 Episode 8

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Most investigations start at the house.

This one didn’t.

Before stepping inside the Lizzie Borden House, we went somewhere quieter first.

The graves.

No cameras.
 No questions.
 No attempt to provoke anything.

Just acknowledgment.

Because whether you believe the story or not…
 what happened here never separated itself from the place it left behind.

And that matters more than people think.

By the time you walk into a location like this,
 your brain isn’t neutral.

It’s already working.

Filling in gaps.
 Reconstructing moments.
 Turning fragments into something that feels complete.

And that’s where the investigation actually begins.

Not when something moves.

Not when something responds.

But when your awareness changes.

Inside the house, nothing happens.

No immediate reaction.
 No voice.
 No presence announcing itself.

Just silence.

And that silence doesn’t behave the way it should.

Because your brain doesn’t accept empty space for long.

It scans.
 It builds patterns.
 It creates meaning where there isn’t any.

And when it can’t find something…

it gives you something worse.

We documented the rooms.

The locations.

The history tied to each space.

Where Andrew Jackson Borden was found.
 Where Abby Borden was killed.

Not as distant events.

But as something your mind begins to replay… whether you want it to or not.

We asked questions.

We waited.

Nothing.

Until something did.

A cat ball lit up.
 Movement where there shouldn’t have been any.

But that’s not what stayed with us.

Not really.

Because at some point, everything gets turned off.

No equipment.
 No voices.
 No distractions.

Just the house.

And that’s when it shifts.

That moment where you stop asking:

“Is something here?”

And start asking:

“Why does it feel like something knows I’m here?”

This episode isn’t about proving anything.

It’s about understanding what happens
 when your brain is placed in an environment it can’t fully explain.

How quickly “nothing” stops feeling empty.

And how easily your mind fills that space with something you can’t dismiss.

We started at the grave out of respect.

We ended inside the house…

realizing something uncomfortable:

You don’t walk into places like this to find something.

You walk in…

and the experience makes sure you don’t leave empty.

⚠️ Listener Advisory

This episode explores psychological responses to silence, perception, and environmental awareness inside historically violent locations. Some listeners may experience heightened anxiety or unease.

🧠 What This Episode Explores

  •  Why your brain refuses to accept silence as “empty” 
  •  How context (history, environment, expectation) shapes perception 
  •  The moment awareness shifts from observation… to participation 
  •  Why you can feel a presence without seeing or hearing anything 
  •  The line between external phenomena and internal reconstruction 

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SPEAKER_01

We didn't start at the house because if you walk straight into a place like the Lizzie Borden house without acknowledging what came before you're not investigating anything.

SPEAKER_00

You're just passing through. So we went somewhere quieter first. Oak Grove Cemetery not for theatrics not for ritual for respect because whether you believe the story or not, people died violently.

SPEAKER_01

And one name Lizzie Borden never separated itself from that moment. We stood at the graves, no cameras in our faces, no narration just acknowledgement. And something about that matters. Because the way you enter a place like this changes what follows. Finally, Liz Beth, which is a gravesite of Izzy Borden. Now here's the headstone for Sarah Borden, that is Lizzie Borden, Emma and Alice's actual mother, who did not die by axe. Her father, Andrew Jackson Borden, and then her stepmother, Abby Borden, again both murdered by No Cell, and many believe Lizzie Borden, who was of course tried for the crime. And then of course uh rhyme that came up that Lizzie Borden took an act. Andrew Jackson Borden. There's of course Lizzie over there, Elizabeth. And that would be her stepmother, Abby Borden, from that rock spooky stuff. After the trial, Lizzie Borden did not return to the house she shared with her parents. She did not return to that house that she grew up in. Instead a smaller home. Several blocks over. The house she lived in after the murder trial. And that's where she stayed for the rest of her life until she died in 1927. By the time you leave the cemetery, you're already carrying it. Not evidence not proof. Context names images fragments of a story your brain is already trying to complete. And that's the part people underestimate. You don't walk into the house empty. You walk in loaded. We brought equipment, flashlights, sensors, recorders, tools designed to detect something external. But the first thing that changes is internal. Before anything lights up, before anything moves, before anything responds.

SPEAKER_00

Your awareness shifts. What the shit. What is that?

SPEAKER_01

That's when the investigation actually starts. Not when you ask a question. When you begin to feel like one. I'll be sleeping on the second floor. In the room that belonged to Andrew Jackson Borden and his wife, his second wife, Abby Borden. Abby being the mother that said that Elizabeth chopped up, Forty Whack and Andrew Jackson being the father.

SPEAKER_00

Oh Pap Mr Borden, maybe I shouldn't call Abby.

SPEAKER_01

You step inside. Nothing happens. And that silence isn't empty. It's waiting. The house doesn't greet you. It doesn't react to you. It doesn't acknowledge you at all. And that's what unsettles people, because your brain expects interaction. But this is indifference. We walk the rooms documented. Observed. This is where Andrew Borden was found. Not killed. Found. This is a little spooky sitting here in the dark Lizzie Borden house. Can you hear me? Somebody here in the room with me. Are you right there in front of me on the bed? And you roll the ball. Is your name really acting on that with you? He said we won't talk about Eddie Borden. Are you here with me? Lizzie Borden, are you here with me? Lizbeth, who's here with me? And your brain, it reconstructs. Not accurately. Not historically. Emotionally. You don't see the event. You feel the possibility of it. And that's enough. Because now the room is no longer empty. Whether you wanted to or not. She wasn't running. She wasn't escaping. She saw it. And once you understand that, the room changes. Because now you're not imagining an attack. You're imagining recognition. We asked questions. Is anyone here? Nothing. Can you move something? Nothing moved until something did. A cat ball. Lit up and rolled. You pause longer than you should. You listen harder than you need to. You check behind you without a reason. And that's when it shifts. The investigation stops being about what's here and starts becoming about what it's doing to you. At some point we turned everything off. No devices. No voices, no distractions. Just the house. And that's when silence stops behaving like silence. Your brain doesn't accept it. It starts scanning, filling gaps, creating patterns, and when it can't find one, it gives you something worse presence. Not seen, not heard, but undeniable. There's a line and it's subtle. Where you stop asking is something here? And start asking why does it feel like something knows I'm here? That's the moment. Not evidence not proof. Recognition. And once your brain lands there, you don't get to undo it. We started at the grave out of respect. That part matters because respect isn't just about what you give. It's about what you acknowledge that something happened here. Something violent something unresolved. And whether that leaves behind energy or memory or nothing at all. Your brain reacts to it the same way. We left packed up drove away. No voices captured, only dowsing rods and a cat ball moved. Devices set off, but I can't say that that's proof.

SPEAKER_00

And it's definitely not what stayed with us. It wasn't what we saw. It wasn't what we heard, it was what we felt when we could not detect what was happening that moment where the house didn't need to show us anything because your mind already had.