4.11.26 - Source Secret Ingredient That's Holding You Back from True Fulfillment (Live from Steph's Place)

This week at Saturday Service, we dove deep into a powerful, often overlooked ingredient from Source — one that has the potential to completely revolutionize the way you attract what you desire. What was meant to unfold at Pease Park took a turn as we gathered at Steph’s house instead, guided by the rain (even though it never came), and in all the ways, it created the perfect, intimate setting for what was meant to be received. As we explored this ingredient together, it became clear that developing true mastery over it is what shifts everything — this is the kind of work that doesn’t just improve your results, it changes the entire game. In this episode of Saturday Service, we open the door to that shift and begin to embody what it really means to attract from a Source aligned place.

Transcript

SPEAKER_01 0:01

Alrighty y'all. We'll take a couple minutes to wrap up and we will gather around and we're gonna get into a meditation slash song. Yes. Okay. So I'm gonna get into a song that you guys hear me sing frequently. Good news. Actually, Slayla's heard some sneak peeks of new songs I've written. Um is actually kind of like a little it's like a little uh kind of wrappy.

SPEAKER_00 0:29

I've seen what happens when we pray out loud.

SPEAKER_01 0:33

Still working on it, but yeah. Um so what's that? I'm here for the rap. Yeah. So I want you guys, you know, again, I've talked about this before. The the reason I had a draw towards music in the first place, it got me out of my mind. And that's essentially why I had this poll to create Saturday service with you amazing souls who make it so great, which is to get outside of the mind and into the heart. And so this is gonna go from song into meditation. So you guys can start off in a meditation pose. You guys, for those that want, lay down, even though your legs will just be like in the middle, but you can. You can do what you want. And I want you to see how you can find ways to focus on gratitude. Uh, gratitude, it's it's one of the highest frequency and vibrations that we have on this planet. If you were to simplify the spiritual path, it really goes back to gratitude. As like, you know, as cliche as that can come across, think about it. We experience challenges and it's meant to expand our perspectives and consciousness. What is expanding our perspectives and consciousness? It's seeing the good in the hard things, it's seeing the bigger picture, it's seeing from the perspective of source energy. A lot of the times we have a difficult time, you know, experiencing and attracting things that will amplify our own inner gratitude because our focus is a little bit scattered. We're thinking about the things that we didn't get done earlier in the day, the person that might have unfollowed us, the um whatever it might be, right? Um did any thoughts come up when you're with your ex and your dog? So wait, is your dog, is your dog your dog now?

SPEAKER_05 2:14

Like I will know.

SPEAKER_01 2:16

Oh, so it's a thing. You guys are back and forth? Wow, it's incredible. Co-parenting, yeah. Um, so so the mind can feel a little bit scattered, right? So the challenge in this meditation, and again, as we get into the song, it's gonna start off the meditation. I may continue to play the guitar, I may put it down and just go through this guided practice. The challenge for you guys is to go, how can I connect with source? How can I connect with Mother Earth? How can I open my bright, brilliant heart and feel a high level of appreciation? Maybe you start with feeling an appreciation for your dog, maybe you start to go inward and feel an appreciation for yourself, feeling an appreciation for source, the trees. Right? Today we saw rain on the forecast, and now it's a little bit sunny outside for the sun that's outside, yellow jackets. We love yellow jackets, right? So that's the challenge, and we're gonna get right into it. All right, cool. Alright, let's do it.

SPEAKER_00 3:12

I find God in breath out and breathe. Early in the morning, I find God listening to burn sing with gratitude and glory. I smile, I create space, I close my eyes and meditate. Oh, I find God, I find God in the mountain bask in sunshers. I see heaven winner's eyes, my dad is a winner, so is my brother and sister, hallelujah, we uh hey, uh hey, uh hey, hallelujah, hey God.

SPEAKER_01 5:19

Now as you guys continue to focus in on the breath, I want you to see if you can just simply set an intention to feel that stream of joy that resides within you. And we like to call this a grounded appreciation. With our two feet on the ground, connected with the center of Mother Earth, and connected with the appreciation and love of source.

SPEAKER_00 6:11

I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I have source in my heart, I have source in my heart, I have source in my heart, I have source in my heart, I hear source in my heart, I hear source in my heart, I hear source in my heart, I hear source in my heart.

SPEAKER_01 6:51

I want you to see if you can feel that connection between you and the all that is, source energy, that you are an aspect, you are a creation of the highest of highs, the same energy that created the mountains, the oceans, the stars, the planets, the galaxies, the ethers, created the bright and brilliant you, and I want you to see if you can repeat this within your mind. Thank you, Source. I want you to repeat that two more times in your mind. Thank you, Source. Thank you, Source. Thank you, Source, for this bright, brilliant mind of mine. Thank you, Source, for my high levels of empathy and love. Focusing on anything that comes to mind. Something we call a grounded appreciation.

SPEAKER_00 9:25

I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel love in my heart, I feel source in my heart, I feel source in my heart, I feel source in my heart, I feel source in my heart, I hear source in my heart, I feel source in my heart, I feel source in my heart.

SPEAKER_01 10:19

And I want you to find something that has yet to come to mind. Could it be a person, could be an aspect of you, could be a color, could be a any just memory that you can focus in on that will elicit that gratitude within. And maybe it doesn't right away. It's your job to generate that gratitude for that thing. Maybe a parent, a family member, an animal, a pet.

SPEAKER_00 11:02

I breathe early in the morning. I find God listening to birds, sing with gratitude and glory. I smile, I create space, I close my eyes and meditate.

SPEAKER_01 12:00

You can go back to the breath. We activate our parasympathetic nervous system by extending our exhale. So let's breathe in for six seconds, and you can hold that breath for two and then release for eight. Feeling that appreciation in your heart, creating that heart-brain coherence, creating that coherent electromagnetic field and harnessing what we call source clarity. Breathing in for six, hold for two, and release for eight. And this focus brings us in alignment with our desires. It creates a glow in our physical form. I want you to find one more thing you're appreciative of. And you can take four more breath six seconds in, two seconds hold, and an eight second exhale, and at the end of your fourth breath, you can come on up and open your eyes. Today we have a really great topic, and it goes hand in hand with something that Jonathan was talking about earlier, which is joy and harnessing that joy within us. And maybe some of you guys can relate to this, where I spent quite a bit of my life feeling as if I was kind of, I wouldn't call it a depression necessarily. It was kind of a dragging through stuff like reach, kind of dragging through activities, right? Like I remember friends playing video games as as kids and they were all having fun. I'm like, why aren't I enjoying this? Or hanging out with my brother and his friends and they're riding bikes. And I remember just sort of questioning, why aren't I enjoying this? and kind of feeling as if my internal world was more real for worse and for better. Because like I remember like going to sleep at night and I would like think and really enjoy it. But just during day-to-day activities, I kind of felt a little bit of a dragging through. How many people have experienced that? Yeah? Yeah? Okay, I like this. I like this. It's okay. Yeah, it's okay, it's great. So I started to ask myself this question at one point in my life, why? Right? Because I've had experiences in my life where I got the things that I wanted. Maybe I felt a little bit of happiness, but sometimes I actually I wouldn't. Right? So you would think, well, I don't feel that high level of joy that I'm looking for because I'm not getting what I want. Okay, now I shared this on my social media uh yesterday. I talked about this, and it's it's it's a really it's it's a remarkable, to say it lightly, ingredient. Okay, this is a remarkable ingredient. It is something that has changed my life more than anything. Where do you guys think I'm going with this? Why do we tend to feel either a lack of joy, lack of happiness, like we're dragging through day-to-day activities? Where does that come from? So if we've identified intuitively, you know, and I get to work with amazing souls from all around the world and in sessions and I'm looking in, it typically does not have to do with them not having the thing that they think they want. Where do you guys think I'm going with this? Okay, that can be part of it. Yeah. What else you guys got? Okay. Cool. The feeling. Yes. And what's the feeling that we desire? So let me let's let's share some stories here. And I was like, do you just tell us? Let me share. Let's see if I can find some stories I can come up with here. Um when I want to think of a better story than the ones coming to mind. I always go back to high school for some reason. Huh? You want to make sure that I mean this is not that great of a story, but it's just like teenage boy thoughts, whatever. All right, being a teenage boy, okay, right? You have a desire to be with the opposite sex, and you can be horny. Right? And so I being in high school, I remember like having these wants and having these crushes and all these other things, right? And I remember like every day after school, I had a crush on this girl. I don't know why I use the word horny, but whatever. Um, no, I'm in. No, I'm in. I have these wants, right? And I remember this popular girl that I had a big crush on. She had no interest in me, but she would be kind to me and like sweet to me that almost made me feel more stupid, but I'd also look forward to last period of my class every day, math class, which I got an F in, wasn't paying attention. But I remember in math class, I'd get excited because at the end of the day, her class was right next to mine, and we would walk together every day, and we became friends and all these things. And I remember right, so this was right before I had a spiritual awakening that you guys hear me talk about everywhere, right? Whether it's here, the other spaces that we talk uh talk about, these topics. And I had this big, big want, and this want caused me to feel unhappy. I remember I actually wrote a song about her, it goes like this. So who remembers that story I talked about where uh I auditioned for a show? So I auditioned for American Idol. Did you guys know that? Yeah? You didn't know that? So I auditioned for American Idol. I actually made it on that show, went to Hollywood, but before that, when I was like 15 or 16, I auditioned for a show called The X Factor. And I've shared with you guys these shows, they're sort of casting a TV show, so there's a lot of auditions before that first one you see on TV. Have you guys heard the story where I'm going with this one? Maybe? So this is yeah, I got essentially, long story short, I got booed in front of thousands of people because this was I'm sharing like five stories at once. This was like a year after my awakening, and I went through this dark matter the soul. And I made it out of the show, they filmed a whole segment on me, on my family, and all these other things. And I'm gonna keep that story storic short because I'm gonna go back to this other story. I sang this song that I wrote about the girl that I'm talking about, which is feels like this.

SPEAKER_00 19:38

Oh, won't you open up your chocolate eyes? See my face as I walk on by this world. It ain't good enough for you. Flowers blooming everywhere. The sound of sun is shine rolling through her hair. She sings and dances with the moon. Baby me and you, baby me and do. One day soon will baby me and you.

SPEAKER_01 20:08

Anyway, so that's a song I wrote. Sang that in front of Simon Cow, Britney Spears, Demi Lovato, LA Reed. Got booed in front of thousands of people because I used to sing like with this like weird accent and whatever. Yeah, I know. My accent? I used to be my brother still makes fun of me. I used to be like, Won't you open up your chocolate?

SPEAKER_04 20:29

It was like, I'm like.

SPEAKER_01 20:30

Yeah. Simon goes, Do you have a good voice? Do you have another song to sing? We're going down this route. Okay. These stories are all gonna tie in, alright? Fun Saturday service here. So he goes, You have another song to see. He goes, I like your voice. He said to me, if someone told me they wrote that song for me and they had it, they liked me, I would have ran a mile. That's what Simon told me. He goes, but I like your voice. I'm going through a dark night of the soul at this point. The producers, I worked with producers for a month. They had me prepare songs, get backing tracks. I went along with what the producers were saying. I didn't prepare anything. A backing track starts playing. I don't know the lyrics, I don't know the melody, and then they stop me and they go, Do you have an a cappella song? And I had lean on me. The only part I knew of Lean on Me was Lean on Me when like that's the only part I knew how to sing, but I start singing the fucking beginning, which is sometimes. I'm like standing there, and I'm panicking. I'm like, if they can just get to the part that I'm good at singing, sometimes in this point, they start booing me. And they did have people in the crowd that make people boo, but I got booed in front of thousands of people. Thank God. There is a maybe I can find it at the end of class a clip of me and my dad that they staged of us like checking out girls. And anyway, we'll we'll get into that later. Yeah, uh, so we completely went off the path here. Yeah, yeah. So and yes, maybe I can find it. It's it's really funny. Have I showed you before? I think I have.

unknown 21:58

Probably.

SPEAKER_01 21:59

Yeah. I know, right? Slayless scene at all. So going back, okay, that's the song I sang at the X Factor for this girl, got booted in front of thousands of people. Let's now we're going back a year, right before my awakening. Okay. I'm really wanting this girl to like me. I'm like, she is everything. And all of a sudden I have this awakening. I begin to feel that we can create our reality. It wasn't a mental thing. I've talked about this frequently about my awakening. Sixth grade, I was very interested in spirituality, intuition, well, not intuition, but like manifestation. Everything made sense on a heart level. Wait, no, no. It resonated, but then like at 16, it like I understood the mathematics of it, so I was able to connect my emotions with it, essentially. Is what began to happen. And all of a sudden, I began to feel okay that I could attract a person, a girl that would like me back. Where do you think my desire for this girl went? Do you think it increased or decreased? Decreased. Did I attract that girl? No. I was like, I know how a woman's brain works. No, you did not. No. I did not attract this girl. But did I did did my happiness levels waver? Did I even did I even try? Because you're like, dude, it's your story, you tell us. No. I did not go after this girl. All of a sudden I can feel this high level of happiness. My my social abundance literally felt like it flipped overnight. I felt as if I could attract any anyone that I desired, whether I could or couldn't, it was an internal thing. And all of a sudden, my wanting began to decrease. Okay? And what happens to our energy when our wanting decreases? Magnetism. Your magnetism begins to decrease when you stop wanting things. So the ingredient that I talked about on my socials that I want to share with you guys, our lack of drag, our lack of unhappiness, our lack of feeling connected with the self, it doesn't have to do necessarily with having or not having these things. The specific ingredient that I connected with was feeling as if I could attract it. Now I want you to think about something in your own life right now, okay? That something that comes to mind that you feel like I just feel like I can't get it. You might subscribe to the law of attraction, okay? Like you could you attract your dream life, but still emotionally, you're like, I don't feel as if I can increase. Let's go physical appearance, let's go uh that dream romantic partnership, let's go the financial abundance. We might mentally know it because we subscribe to this stuff, but intuitively, when I look in at this group specifically, on a level of feeling like you can have the thing that you want most. You specifically. Um, so I'm not. It's at like 2%. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I'm hitting the thing that you want most, specifically. And this is an emotional connection with it. I'm not looking in at like your mental knowing. I'm looking in at like your subconscious mind. How many times have I been in a session with someone and they say, I don't want a romantic partner? I've gotten over that and I look at intuitively with a tattletale. What do they tell me? Like, yeah, your wants at like a 98%. Like, fuck, they start sweating. You know? They don't give me pushback, then I have to, that's a whole other thing. But um, it's at it's at about 2%. Feeling like you can get it to the highest degree. Okay? Who wants to give me pushback on this? Okay, cool. Because I want to be very specific, it's to the highest degree. Maybe you think you can make $10,000 a month, maybe your soul sees the capacity to make $100,000 a month, a million dollars a month. Maybe you're on this planet to create $20 million a month. Okay? Does that sound crazy to your subconscious mind? So, on a level of feeling like you can have the things that you desire, this is where people get stuck and caught up. You will find if you can begin to explore ways to feel as if you can have the thing that you desire, and I want you guys to play with this in your own life. We have ways, we have ingredients, we have all these things for you guys to begin changing this process. We have a little challenge going on on our socials right now that I just came up with it as I was recording the video, like just channeling it. So there's a little fun game. You guys will see if you go. Well, actually, I don't encourage you to be on social media, but and you're not on socials, right? Yes, okay. Um, it's a fun little game. I want you guys to play with this, okay? See what you can come up with, see how you can begin to increase that percentage. Okay, if you can increase that percentage in your own life and see what you come up with, then you'll sort of be ready for the next steps on how to begin feeling like you can have the things you're asking for. This is something that it's almost hard to articulate how magnetic you become through integrating this ingredient to the highest degree. It's like things begin to feel like, oh my gosh, life is working in my favor. Like you don't feel like constant effort when you wake up in the morning. Now, it is a frequent discipline to find ways to connect with it. There are ingredients, okay, to begin like activating that aspect of who you are, but there was someone in your life that caused you to feel like you can't have the things that you desire to have. And you can become well aware of this work that we do. You could become well aware that you are destined for amazing and great things in this world. And there's something that is still lodged within the soil of your psyche, the soil of your subconscious mind, that it's just like, I don't know if I can attain the level of physical beauty that like truly my heart desires to feel. Because what do we do? We shame ourselves for it. We're like, well, no, I shouldn't have to like whatever, like I'm spiritual, this, that, and that. Why not? Why not like fucking love the way you look physically? Love your physical form. There is something known who here has heard of spiritual plastic surgery? You? Okay, that's a real thing. Okay. You can actually change things physically through energy work and reflections and stuff like that. We all have all the ways for that, but can you change anything physically if you don't absolutely fall in love with your physical form the way it is? No, no, absolutely not. It's a little cheat code that source created, right? So if you're looking to change an aspect of the physical form, we want to begin to love that part of the physical body. We want to begin to go back to what you said, appreciation for these aspects of the physical body that we have been not loving so much. So, to give you guys a little bit of a cheat code, again, we have a number of different ingredients, there's about eight to fully connect with this one, but the first start, it does go back to an appreciation. Okay, so for an example, if I am, hmm, who wants to share their thing? Who wants to be vulnerable and share their thing? You. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_04 29:04

Can't help it.

SPEAKER_03 29:04

Does anybody else want to go? No, no, no, we want you to go. We're not yours. Right. So it has to do with finances, right?

SPEAKER_01 29:11

Okay.

unknown 29:12

I'm like sick of the anxiety right now.

SPEAKER_03 29:16

Okay. Um dealing with finances, right? Like they can keep increasing it, but keep increasing with that fear and that like control, but I'm never thankful for that.

SPEAKER_01 29:28

And when I'm nailed it before that, that already I feel so much better.

SPEAKER_03 29:32

That is like one thing I have not even thought about doing.

SPEAKER_01 29:35

No, so that's it. Yeah, John's like, I want to handle this.

SPEAKER_03 29:40

Like no matter how much everything is, right? But like I have fear and like over control and I can tell you and I can have anxiety, right? I have never, not once, tried to make a thing for the fear and the anxiety.

SPEAKER_01 30:03

You nailed it. You nailed it exactly. From the perspective of source energy, how does source view our adversity? Whether the adversity is external or the adversity is internal. And the question is, how can we begin to view that scenario from the perspective of source energy? When we focus on our negativity, our doubt, our fear, let's say in regards to finances, what's gonna begin to grow in those moments? Who wants to throw it out there?

unknown 30:28

More lack.

SPEAKER_01 30:29

Yeah, more lack. Now, you might be going, well, Nikki, you're saying in L, Nikki and L, you're you're both saying focus on gratitude and love for the fear. What are you technically focusing on in that moment? I'm gonna call on you for no reason. You're like, wait, I was daydreaming. Yeah, no, yeah, go ahead.

unknown 30:48

So, okay, ask the question one more time.

SPEAKER_01 30:49

Yeah, so so what was my question? Um, let's see. Who remembers my question?

SPEAKER_02 30:56

Does anyone if you're focusing on being grateful for fear?

SPEAKER_01 31:01

Yep. What are you technically focused on in that moment? If I'm grateful for my fear, and I'm focused on being grateful for my fear, what am I what am I gr what am I focused in on that moment?

unknown 31:15

That's a hard one.

SPEAKER_01 31:16

Yeah.

unknown 31:17

I feel like there is this thing against like it.

SPEAKER_01 31:21

Yeah.

unknown 31:24

Yes.

SPEAKER_05 31:27

I think I'm gonna go with the same thing. Yeah. I I don't have that. Like even though I physically love doing things on my own, it doesn't mean that I'm not love that I'm not supported to it.

SPEAKER_01 31:46

Yes, no, a hundred percent. So so you got it really perfectly here. It's that when you're focused on gratitude, okay. When you're focused on gratitude for the fear, for the doubt and negativity, what you're technically focused in on is gratitude, and there's an allowance there. There's a I'm allowed to be fearful, I'm allowed to, and you're you're sort of um alchemizing those emotions. Suppression happens when we ignore. Okay, now this is one protocol. Sometimes this protocol is gonna be wildly effective. It might require other protocols, okay, what we call SAPs, source-aligned protocols. If we can begin to allow ourselves to feel, it's really interesting, like recently in meditation. This has been my meditation in the morning. Eight minutes, okay, and I'll go, like I'm not getting really gonna like say the F-word or something. Uh fuck, you know, because I can feel the tension, and I'm like, let me just feel. Like it, I'm like, oh my god, I actually feel happier. Like, oh, and then what I do, and then what I do specifically, so if you're angry at a person, there's something known as unintentional uh rituals. Okay, rituals are a real thing, okay? Absent of light, dark forces are a real thing. If I'm angry at a person that's it's like lodged in my subconscious, I'm like, ooh, I'm angry at this parent for uh reasons I didn't know consciously. What's really beneficial when you guys are expressing your anger, even if it's that money, choose to give it to source. Like, I'll go, oh, I'll give it to source. And I'm like, okay, cool. Thanks, Source. Take that. Take it from me, Source. I'm not sending it to the person. So if I'm like angry at a person, be angry who you need to be angry at. Get it out of the body, but send it to source. Source will take care of it, so you're not putting a ritual on someone else. Makes sense? I'll do it to yourself. Yeah. Yeah, and so that we have, you know, we have the ingredients, we have the life change for more financial abundance, for um being able to sustain money in our lives, specifically in business. We have the ingredients to increase magnetism, whether it be physical in our physical bodies, energetic plastic surgery. But what I encourage anyone that I work with to do is start with the fundamentals, because I've seen a lot of advanced teachers forget about developing a mastery of the fundamentals. They're sort of skipping steps. I've had to go through this myself, which is like, ooh, I'm like trying to learn all this advanced stuff, and I've I'm like only developed like maybe like a 40% level of mastery because of my lack of focus in like something like maybe a reflection. It's like I had this advanced offering for intuitives that have already developed their intuition. I called it the source-aligned intuition intensive. In one of the classes, I was like, you guys are gonna be a little bit disappointed. We're going back to Intuition 101 and we're gonna develop a protocol so that you feel really good about 101. I'm like, then we I'm like, don't worry, in this offering, we're gonna take everything next level. But I just recently had a teacher reach out and they're like, I can't believe how much that fundamental thing understands uh or fundamental thing changed my life. Like going back to Intuition 101, what they learned in Intuition Level 1. So for you guys, I want you guys to think about in your own life. This thing that you feel like you you you don't have access to create. Like, let's get like a little bit superficial here. If you legitimately felt and understood that you could attract um like a celebrity as a romantic partner, like you were literally rooted to it, you would realize your decrease in your wanting to be like a famous would go away. You would start to align with what your true self desires to have. A lot of the reason why we want things that we don't actually want is for what? To feel more, starts with a V.

unknown 35:26

Validated.

SPEAKER_01 35:27

Would you say? I was gonna make a I was gonna make a joke and then I stopped myself. Yeah. So, yes, validated, valuable, but if I know I can attract literally anybody because I understand the laws of the universe and I understand the mechanics of how the simulation works, and I see it as legitimately a video game, and I understand all these ingredients and all this, whatever it may be, and I know that if I'm out of balance, I do this, whatever, you're gonna start to choose things that are true to your soul. It's really interesting. I've had to check myself with going, do I really want this? Or is it I want it to feel more valuable? Do I want more money to feel more safe? Do I want, uh, let's see, like uh to increase my physical appearance because I don't feel valuable in my ability to communicate spirituality or to create a business, whatever it may be. When you begin to feel as if you can't, it's a very specific ingredient people don't talk about. Okay? Like this is, if you guys allow this to, it will change your life. It's gonna be a little bit of a process. I want you guys to play with this in your own life first. But life change is possible. I can have social abundance. Now, what happens when we get more specific? Think about ordering uh like a meal at a restaurant. If you say I want good food, what are they gonna give you? Whatever. Yeah, whatever they think is good. If you go, I want a steak with it cooked this way, um, oh wait, do you guys have uh you know broccolini here, whatever it may be, and a side of this and whatever, right? The universe is the same way. So when you start to set your intentions in the direction of I can not just attract social abundance, I can attract social abundance in like-minded people that understand and see me for who I am in an effortless way, right? Like, let's get a little bit like in ways that are effortless. I can. I can, I actually have the capacity to. So the more sort of you start general, start general. Okay, I'd like social abundance. Okay, I don't want any kind of social abundance, probably not. Now, how can we kind of like start to go in a little bit and do some surgery here with source? Well, what kind of social abundance? Do you want it to feel effortless? Many people don't realize because the world didn't teach us how to begin to plan for things. We we've heard that word, plan for your vacations, create goals in your life. But what if we were to start to plan out our intentions? Like to really see, okay, I'm gonna have a goal to feel as if attracting what I desire is effortless. How can I go through this process? So let's say you have a social interaction, Steph, and it's you're sort of not vibing with the person. How can you come up with a plan with next time you to vibe with that person?

SPEAKER_05 38:14

I can decide that I want to vibe with the person.

SPEAKER_01 38:21

Like, think about it like objectively. So you you let's say you go to a yoga studio and you're like, you set the detention out with source, you would like effortless, joyous interactions with like-minded community. You get it from Saturday service, you're looking to get it in more places, right? And you go to a yoga studio and you have this poll to interact with someone, it's like it's not going in this like flowy way. You're like, okay, I I can change this. Look, I want you to look objectively. What's something that you can change next time you interact with someone socially?

SPEAKER_05 38:51

Oh, um bodyful energy.

SPEAKER_01 38:55

Okay. Yeah. Next time I'm gonna show up a little bit more lighthearted, okay? What would you do? That's a huge step. She she just gave you a huge ingredient. Talk about that.

SPEAKER_03 39:13

Like, I want people to like see me or whatever, but like things are away. There's no pressure.

SPEAKER_01 39:22

Yeah. Right. So, okay, I'm gonna go into this social thing. I'm gonna go into this social thing, and I'm gonna I'm gonna decrease my wanting for people to see me for who I am. And that might tap me more into my play. Can we look at reflections? Next time I'm gonna look at the reflection before I go to this yoga studio. Were you gonna say something else? Okay, cool. Hell yeah. Amen. Hallelujah. Okay, so let's get into groups here. I want you guys to, let me see. I wanna um I'm hearing the channel something new here. Yes. Yes. Um what Okay, that's a good step. What else do you guys got? This is a good question.

SPEAKER_03 40:31

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 40:50

Yes. Yeah. Um, and here's a part of the story I didn't share. Really soon after that, okay. I went from like feeling pretty socially isolated. I had like two friends at the time, and to like what felt like overnight social abundance. And I attracted like my first girlfriend that was really popular. And so it was like within a couple of months that I attracted, which that part of the story I didn't share. She's married with a child now, it's all good. Um, and it was one of the most what's that? I do, I do, I do know that. Uh I do know that, yeah. Um, well, it's interesting. We had a we had a really beautiful friend group that we created. There's two schools in my town that I grew up in, and she went to the other school, and one of my best friends went to that school, and a lot of the you know, parties and stuff, they'd be like blended with the schools, and we had a really beautiful season in life together. And and about a year ago, I called someone that was in, it was her, and she had two friends. And I called one of those friends because I had this really beautiful spiritual soul connection with one of her friends, like a soul sister type thing. And I called her. We hadn't talked in 10 years, and we picked it up right from where we left off. And it started with sort of addressing like, what are the things that like I can fill myself up with? Well, I had this beautiful friend group when I was 16 that like was near and dear to my heart. They were there when I had the spiritual awakening and had this girl that was like just this really beautiful soul, and it kind of fell apart after a while, and I was like, what happened? And so it was a sort of like a thing that I was able to close. So, how else can we let go of our wanting? What are some other ways?

unknown 42:40

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 42:41

Yeah, okay. What do you guys got? What do you got? Yeah.

SPEAKER_04 42:48

And then I kind of second test it because isn't that kind of like bypassing it or isn't it?

SPEAKER_01 42:53

Well, there's ways to decrease the emotional charge that isn't bypassing, but that's a really good way. We want to like decrease the emotional charge. So, what's the underlying theme really in in all our spaces, whether it's the creating clarity webinars, Saturday service, podcasts, our advanced offerings, what's the underlying theme? Life is what?

unknown 43:09

Mirror.

SPEAKER_01 43:09

A mirror, yeah. But what else do we usually say here? Life is happening for us. So if life is happening for us, that means life has e every scenario has equal level negative aspects as they do positive. This guitar, some of the negative aspects, was carrying it myself. Um the beauty in it is I was able to use it and sing it. It was a tool. I was trying to let's think of some like really negative things in the world that have a lot of positive um that actually serve us. You guys may not want to hear this capitalism. Um, it's actually really high frequency. Okay, if if we are not dialed into the self, it can create a lot of havoc on the planet because it's highly reflective. Okay, it can also create um, it can be a catalyst, a conduit for a utopia on planet Earth. A lot of people don't realize that. It is actually both. Okay, um what are some other things that might have like negative connotations out there in the world? Okay. Um yeah, what happens in war? Like what are the some of the positive aspects that happen in war? Typically, I'll give some away, which is typically when something it's it's for about six months it lasts, where people are like, we're never gonna do that again. Okay. Now we have to relearn lessons when we let go of that. But after 9-11, it was one of the most unifying days that the US has ever seen. People were coming together, they let go of their own biases, they let go of what divided us as a country, and there was a lot of unity. And people in a position of power, that's why they have decided to like go about like psychological warfare differently, because they saw that it actually unified the US and it it it actually source used 9-11 to increase the frequency and vibration of the planet. So something so horrific. Source said, Well, there's positive aspects of this, let's let's bring them to the top. So, how do we let go of our wanting with all these analogies? If I'm only seeing this girl, chocolate see my face, if I'm only am I romanticizing her, we should a podcast on this, putting her on a pedestal, only seeing the positive aspects of her, what would be the tool, the integration tool? Yeah. Yeah, and let's be real here, right? In your partnership, you you love your man. Do you see the the perceived negative aspects of him? Yeah. And do you love him? Okay.

SPEAKER_03 45:37

That makes it harder.

SPEAKER_01 45:39

That makes it harder. Yeah, you harder. Yeah, it's so it's like you're your sweet little Prada. Yeah. Is she roses in sunshine every second? And it's like I tell I tell her all the time how like it's just so beautiful because I see her like clean up the dog shit. I see her like Prada's on her, period, putting the diaper on her, and it's just like you see this love. She'll be like annoyed. But I'm like, I'm like looking at it like intuitively, and I'm like, it's this beautiful like love that they have. Like it actually, like I'm like, it's so beautiful. And so the goal that one of the ways to begin this process, see the negative aspects of it of it. If you're putting something on a pedestal, see the negative aspects of it, right? A lot of money right now, why would that be why would it be negative if L got a whole bunch of money right now?

SPEAKER_04 46:29

It's fucking stressful, dog.

SPEAKER_01 46:30

A lot of money is stressful. Holding it, it's not a problem. Yeah, you can't sustain it. It would maybe it'd keep you comfortable. Okay? The times in my life where I felt like I had no money, I looked at it intuitively, sources like, yeah, you'd be comfortable and you'd be totally off your soul path, soul pole. Totally off of it. What are some other negative aspects of money? Having it right now, huh? More in taxes. Yeah, the the obstacles that you were getting in money, they're gonna go somewhere else to another area of life. Energy is not created nor destroyed. Maybe you had a really good thing going with your partner, you get a lot of money, now all of a sudden you're getting obstacles in another area of life, right? So these are things to think about in your own life. So let's get into groups here. And I'm like, how can what's I'm like, what's source want us to do? Let's get into groups first and then I'm hearing I can channel it. Cool? So you're gonna get into groups, say hi to your partner, and we'll we'll uh wait. So let me uh channel what we're gonna do. Watch it just be something like we've done every time. I know, I know.

SPEAKER_04 47:32

Probably.

SPEAKER_01 47:33

Yeah, let's see.

unknown 47:36

That song, you wrote my baby favorite song.

SPEAKER_05 47:38

Which one?

unknown 47:38

The one in the school. Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_01 47:40

Oh, chocolate eyes? Oh my god. Uh let's see. I want you to um I want you to see if you can be what you're gonna share with your partner is an area of your life, okay? It doesn't have to be like the thing that you want the most, but it can be the thing that you feel like you can't have. Okay, now we have to be honest with ourselves because a lot of you in here are go-getters. You guys were built for amazing things in this world, and we don't like to admit a lot of the times to ourselves. You're gonna practice vulnerability here, and then you're also going to practice why you're appreciative of having these feelings, and then your partner's gonna support you. So for Elle and Jonathan, L would share, let's say it was the money thing, and you can do another thing if you want, but it was the money thing, and then L is gonna go, I'm appreciative because it's teaching me how to feel my emotions. I'm t I it's I'm grateful because it's um teaching me how to feel freedom in other areas of life. And then Jonathan's also going to jump on that and share reasons why it's amazing. Okay, then we're gonna switch. Does that make sense, the activity? Okay. So we're gonna do two minutes for each person, and you guys can go ahead and get ready, and then when I say go, you can uh you can start. Cool? Um, yeah, so you're gonna be vulnerable about something that you feel like you want that you can't have. Okay. Then you're then you are gonna go why that's amazing, why it's amazing you have the feelings, why it's amazing you're experiencing it, and then she is also gonna jump on that and and just contribute to why it's amazing. That's gonna be two minutes, and then she'll go, and then same thing. Make sense? Alright, y'all, so decide who's gonna go first. Three, two, one, go. So we took kind of like two different approaches. Yeah.

unknown 49:40

And then I didn't want to have a shit.

SPEAKER_01 49:41

It's it's pretty interesting because I don't know why I'm sharing this, even though I've shared it a million times, but I've shared the story when I was in Hawaii. When I when I it was like one of the first times I probably like the only time, but one of the first times I actually like approached a girl. You know where I'm going with this stuff? Yeah. Woo! I approached a girl, uh, and I remember specifically, I kept thinking in my head that was able to like regulate my nervous system and keep me feeling confident because I was really nervous. And I just went, I actually hope she rejects me, but I wasn't feeling negative about it. I felt good. I was like, why would that be the most amazing thing ever if she rejected me? And so I'm literally remember walking towards her and thinking, like, I hope she rejects me. I hope I stumble on my words. And it would automatically my nervous system would get calm. And then in conversation, when I can feel my want flaring up, I would go, I would almost go like, I'm glad I'm wanting, because I'm gonna fuck it up, and that'll be a good thing. It'll be a good thing, right? And so, and then it worked out really beautifully. I was able to have a really beautiful, we won't get into that, but interaction with another really beautiful soul. Um, I wrote a song about her too. Exposed. Um, I wrote two songs. This is the second song I wrote about her. Um wait, oh man, wait, hang on. Let's see. I know you guys want it. Let's see. Um maybe you guys don't give a shit. Which is we're here for it. We're still here for it.

unknown 51:21

You've started a series of love songs.

SPEAKER_01 51:23

Saturday service, Nikki talking about his love life. So this is a so this one, I so I wrote two songs. One when I met, like met her, like on the plane ride home, I wrote a I wrote a song, and this was like maybe a couple months after. I don't know what I let's see.

SPEAKER_00 51:46

I still I still remember the song that I wrote, yeah. I sang it to you over the phone. I traveled back to Southern California. You're still in Hawaii, what a place to call home. You had sunshine written on your shoulders. I was getting to know him, beautiful girl. I heard God when we laid under the stars. Now I'm wondering where you are realing with the soul. Way out wandering.

SPEAKER_01 52:28

I can't remember how it goes. Anyways.

SPEAKER_00 52:31

Do you not sleep on the sneezes, Navy?

SPEAKER_01 52:33

The sneezes, yeah. I'm exposing myself today.

SPEAKER_03 52:37

I told him you should do a series on girls that he's written love songs.

SPEAKER_01 52:41

Oh, well, sneeze and you know it sneezes, right? It's like confirmation. Yeah, sneeze is confirmation of this truth in the spiritual world. But this was like years ago. These songs are like from years ago. I'm just sharing stories that uh go back to this wanting. So, any other questions before we get in, we're gonna get in groups one more time. Any other questions? Doing good? So, the challenge for this week, we're gonna get into groups, and then the groups will be sort of the last thing. The challenge for the week is to ask yourself this question. It's to go, how can I begin this process? We gave away some protocol, okay? How can I begin this process of feeling as if I can have the things I desire to have? Now, I was eavesdropping over here. Can I share a little bit what I overheard? Because you said something very specific, which is like, money, but like I know I can't have a lot of money, so it's not that. And this is what I want you guys to get, right? Your wants and and desires have nothing to do with the with the amount of whether it's money in your bank account or you can have social abundance and you're still feeling like you can't have something. That's where intuition is involved. It's gonna be something really specific about that. And I saw you kind of discovering it and you were kind of nailing it a little bit, you were getting there. Um you're like, but can you feel like you can wake up tomorrow? Like, can you have it now this second? Right? Because you might feel like I can, and you're like emotionally committed to like, no, I know I can, but but there's like a go ahead.

SPEAKER_02 53:59

I guess for me, because like I I you know, if you're familiar with like the law of assumption, yeah, not only I know I can, I know I will. I know I know I have it already. Yeah, but I just haven't gotten there yet.

SPEAKER_01 54:11

Yes.

SPEAKER_02 54:12

I guess that's the resistance part is like, can I do I believe I can have it tomorrow?

SPEAKER_01 54:16

Yeah, do you believe you can have it tomorrow? Yeah, can you do you believe you can have it tomorrow? Do you feel like you can attract it in regards to what you're built to do and your destiny? You might feel like you're able to get it in these other paths, but maybe it's like, wait, specifically my destiny. So this is where it's a really incredible tool, but then you know, through this process, it's like where within this area of life do I feel like I can't have? Because it's sometimes a little bit difficult to pin it down. But we have a gift for those that complimentary gift, I haven't shared what it is yet. Um for those that integrate, okay? Now, on my socials, I think I shared the highest number was at 8%. I was generalizing, I wasn't going with specific wanting. So I was like the the person that has the highest numbers at an 8%. That wasn't specific with what their biggest want was. With you guys, I looked at your biggest want and feeling like you can have it, and that's why I hurt your feelings with the 2%. So it's we have a gift, um, complimentary gift for you guys for those that integrate. And you integrate, you get back, reach out to us. It can either be at Saturday Service, it can be through the team email, team at NikkiMory.com, it can be um DMs slide in the DMs. We're always checking the DMs and stuff. I'll probably who's not on socials. You? You guys on socials? Yeah, yeah, cool. So you'll see on social, I'll announce exactly what that gift is. Maybe we'll do it today, maybe not. Um, but it's for those that integrate and do the best of their ability. And for you guys in Saturday service, I want to give you a different number than than them. Then the challenge is to get it to 18%. I want you guys to see if you can get the thing that you want most to an 8%. Okay, that's different than the challenge that they have in your own life. Okay, then we can start to roll. Then we can start to build momentum. Why if I gave you guys all the ways to activate the feeling of I can have everything? If I gave it all away right now, what would be the downsides to that? It'd be overwhelming. Would you guys integrate? Would you you probably wouldn't do it? Yeah, exactly. I've done reads on myself. I gave myself too much information. I just like passed out. I'm like, not doing any of that source, but thank you. Now I go one at a time, just hit the fundamentals. So we're gonna get into groups one more time, okay? And you're just gonna share something you're grateful for with your partner, and your partner is gonna play the why game. Ask questions. We experience high levels of gratitude when we understand why we appreciate things in our life. I could say I'm grateful for that plant, but Steph, why are you playing grateful for that plant?

SPEAKER_05 56:50

It just brings me so much joy to look at it.

SPEAKER_01 56:52

Didn't that bring us all more joy when she said that? What why else? Oh me, yeah.

SPEAKER_05 56:58

Because it was also, you know, sent to me from a friend.

SPEAKER_01 57:01

Okay, so these more gratitude. I can feel it in my chest. I can feel that the plant has like a really magnificent wild spirit. Right? Yeah, you're building the feelings of gratitude, yeah. Um, cool. Does anyone have to leave right now? Because I know we're over time. Okay. Let's get into one, two, someone raise their hand real quick. Three. Okay. Someone raise their hand. One, two, three. Find your number.

unknown 57:30

Oh, okay.

SPEAKER_01 57:31

Oh, there it is. Perfect. This was destined right here. So you're gonna go two minutes each. And start. Oh, that's beautiful. So we are all gonna send good energy to Steph because she's letting us in her home. Thank you, Steph. I want to thank you guys for being a part of Saturday service. This is uh, I mean, it's a joy to have you guys here to watch y'all expand and grow. You guys are really what makes Saturday service so uh great. It's truly it's you guys and your ability to believe in yourself because that's really what harnessing source clarity is about. You know, looking in intuitively, you guys have a really special purpose on this planet. And I don't say that lightheartedly, I say that more objectively. I say that more from just a mathematical point of view. Looking in intuitively, you guys have incredible things to create in this world. We are gonna be back next Saturday, um, maybe here, or or park, we'll see. Um, because it says rain on the forecast too, but we'll see. Um and we have our creating clarity webinars, which are complimentary, that's every Wednesday at 11 a.m. And then podcast comes out every Monday. And the challenge, you'll hear more about it on the socials. So I posted it yesterday. You guys will hear more about that challenge, and I'm really excited for you guys. So thank you for being a part of Saturday's service. And yeah, cool. Thank you, Steph. Cool, thank you guys, thank you guys.