New! Chapter 1.#1 Fetynol.

"New chapters" 

Chapter 1 Fetynol #1

A lil small thoughts about Fetynol

#2 science to it

#3 stats

#4 hard conclusion 

#5 soul wept"

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Same color, just mismatched, coming right at ya. Hey, hey, hey, what it what it what it what it do. So today is chapters. You know, chapters, and this one is for the fentanyl chapter. You know? Like fentanyl. Before, like, there used to be like things that would kill people was like heroin or of course alcohol. But but now there's this thing called fentanyl. If you don't know anything about it, or if you do, I'm sure it's ruined or or it's some in everybody's life, somebody's been like in some way or another affected by fentanyl. Whether they realize it or not. Fentanyl is destroying our communities. I mean, it's already bad enough that there's like other things that just destroy our communities, but fentanyl is like killing people, dropping people like flies. There's like people that don't even use it are dying from it. Whether they're happen to get the wrong stuff or they're murdered or it could be a lot of different things. It's just the devil. And of course the government made it and like the and knew that the people were gonna exploit it and go to town with it. You know, um, fentanyl is used medically for, you know, like to put people to sleep. Anesthesia, it is also something that people have taken and redid, and and people or even I'm not even sure if it's medical that they get a hand their hands on, but it is deadly if you touch it, if you smell it, if they're if somebody's smoking M30s, which are blues, blue pills, the only pills that can be smoked. If somebody's smoking that and you smell their smoke, you could go out by that. Like there this this talk is like about some education, you know, because a lot of people don't know these things, and I did not either, until I went through it. Like I seen it firsthand. And so they're not warning people, they want people to be victims back to back. It's easier for them, you know, but there's people who are dying and they're saying, you know, they're that they died from phenol and they could be like never used or touched a drug in their life, and they're being they're going down as like, you know, somebody who went out with drugs, like and a lot of them are being killed. They're not drug addicts. They might party, some might party, some might not, but like the people who are dying from it are typically not the ones using it. And there are some, of course, there's some people who like they get clean and then they go back to it and then they use the same amount as before and they drop. And it really depends on fetinos one of those drugs that you don't want to use alone because chances of you dying, hmm, very high. And on top of that, but you also don't want them to be you know, they also shouldn't be wanting to use with people who have no regards to their life, because if they drop and they don't give a fuck, then they're gone, you know, because it like the the to survive off retinol, the only way is if there's somebody else around to intervene. Which is crazy because then you know it depends on somebody else's you know reaction time and knowing what to do time, you know. It's it's a shame, you know. Um speaking of which Narcans. Narcans are what they give out for people who use fentanyl or even like I got a prescribe after my surgery. They gave me prescription narcotics and they gave me narcan. Like if that's gonna do anything. I mean, like it was to me, I thought it was crazy, but I mean maybe it would help, but I don't think it helps against anything else. I could be wrong, like please correct me if I'm wrong, but I I know it only specifically is made for fentanyl. And so usually it takes more than one Narcan. You have to tilt their neck back, tilt their head back, and you know, they're on their head they're on their back, tilt 'em, tilt their head back, and administer, push the the push the thing and like a push-squee thing, and it's like a little container with like a little purplish, like white and purple, and then you squeeze it, and then you probably have to give them hit them with three or four or five of them for because it's so much, it's not that little bit isn't as effective enough, you know. So like and then also because they have other things in the in the in the fentanyl, like xylozine, like which is like tr tranquilizer, which makes it even more harder, because again, I don't think that the narcans for other drugs. I believe it's only to like help you with a phenol. So in LA, I hear that they give the narcans and adrenaline, I think adrenaline, so that they could get hit with adrenaline. And so that's like so you only need like maybe two or three narcans, and then you hit them with adrenaline, and then like they don't need that many. But out here in in the valley, they're only giving narcans, they're not giving adrenaline, so their survival rate is probably far less than LA because they're not equipping people the same way everywhere. They're not making a fare completely, even though you know some people would say if they're doing drugs that they shouldn't have a fare, whatever. You know, everybody has their vice, everybody has their addiction, everybody has their their whether it's addicted to chocolate, like dark chocolate, like me, I love dark chocolate, or whether it's uh addicted to sex, to anything, anything that makes somebody want to do it more and more and more, you know, like I don't even know the true uh definition of addiction. Um actually anyone has to sit here and say it like I do, but I know what it means, of course. But you know, everybody has their problems. Every no there we're nobody to judge anybody at all. Because you never know somebody else's struggles and somebody else's problems, and and sometimes you never will know. You never know what makes people tick or what makes people break. You know, but you know, it just it just love your family and like be and there's no more dare, so for like the younger people, like you know, the younger people that don't have no idea, like dare dare was really good. Whether people say it's a controversy about it. I learned from dare, I learned what not to do, basically. No, you know, like it taught me about her on, which is like so like uh, you know, like not judging, but like it's so like deadly and like and the withdrawals. I mean I just learned about like certain things and like they might not tell me everything, but they they definitely input like let me know what those drugs mean, and I think our society should be doing that again and having drug classes so people know, like, okay, this is what you look out for, this is what you have to look out for, because there's so many hidden dangers, and I'm not saying like drugs are not dangerous, but like if you use a a substance for the benefits of what it can do for you, then I don't I would say it's not bad for you. But if you abuse it, like if how most people abuse anything, just like coffee. Coffee is you're only supposed to use a little bit of it, like a tiny bit of it. But people abuse it all over. And so, like that's like that that should be used like minimally and as a medicine almost, basically. Not almost, but yeah. And so people of course abuse it. So I mean, like there's I believe when they at least they should be teaching these young kids like hair on, it makes your body addicted. You get the kicks, literally, you your body's addicted, your body is hurting it, it's it suffers, you know, and then like you know, all the way down to you know, like like they say weed's a gateway drug, it's not, it's not, it's more like alcohol, or you know, is it what's a gateway drug is like women because women like usually will have a man will get a man to do something like the for the first time, usually, you know, and so or it could be the man too, but that's a get the gateway, people are the gateway, not not marijuana. Marijuana is a medicine, and by the way, it's pretty cool because you know the hemp. Hemp is like the best thing that should be, you know, if you make houses out of hemp, out of hemp, it's like indestructible, pest resistant, fire resistant. It's like the best thing you can make. You know, we used to use it in our wars, I believe World War II for things. So yeah, it's like hemp's amazing, by the way. So there's like so many medicinal things and great things in it. Like everything, everything could be good used for good things. You know, LSD is good for your brain, uh, Sherm, PCP is good for your brain. I know people are gonna talk shit, but you know, all these things that they say are so bad for you, like acid and PCP, for instance, it's actually really good for you, like if you like if you use it like like as like it should be used like minimally just for the purpose of like learning or healing, you know. I believe in those highly, those two things I believe in the time. But everybody has their own beliefs, everybody has their own journeys, everybody has their own, you know, different chemical balances that make them up. But one thing's for sure, fentanyl, fentanyl kills it doesn't matter what your makeup of your body is or of what your genes are, like it's meant to kill and destroy and ruin people's families. And so while I'm sitting here at the cemetery, I'm sitting next to my best friend who passed away. It's very it's very hard because it wasn't just him, it's like there's lots of people, but he died w with it just himself. He died with three different for with two other people. And one of them died on top of him giving him CPR. And that's another thing I was gonna say. Be careful when you are helping them. I think don't help them, but be careful not to put your mouth to mouth on them if they're if you're if they're they drop from CPR, just do m chest compressions because you might become a victim as well just by doing mouth to mouth depends on how bad, or it depends on how they did the fentanyl for if if it's dangerous or if it's gonna affect you, but just to be safe, just do the narcan and chest compressions. And if you don't have narcan, just do chest compressions and make sure you call the 911. Yeah. Like it's very uh it's very uh hard to feel to swallow. Completely people who are left in the aftermath, just like with anybody who passes away is I don't hear about the we're the ones who have to pick up the pieces Figure it out It makes it hard sometimes makes it real hard Some days are harder than others of course But I need every day, every damn day I need every day I miss I miss my people I miss him I miss them And even if I don't understand why God has to have a bigger purpose, right? A pastor said like recently, like a couple months ago I heard a pastor say sometimes people's lights have to be put out so you can see your own light. And if it's not that then some people's lights have to be put out so your light can be lit. And that broke me because I don't want my light I don't want nobody's light to go out for my light to come on or be lit. But I understood that there's more meaning. But this is, you know, chapter one fentanyl. We still got a couple more chapters to go with this same color, just mismatched.