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DIVINE RAGE: Megan Thee Stallion, men graping their wives, God calling out a demonic reality
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**I curse a lot in this podcast and embody a righteous rage. If this makes you uncomfortable please skip**
I have a question for men. Like, is this all worth it to you? Hear me out because I know not every man is stooping low and using and abusing innocents and women and girls. But that's also that's it's become the norm to do that. And it's warped our reality and the people within it to for our baseline to just be suffering and toxicity and pain and dishonesty and disrespect for ourselves and one another. You know, I'm I'm hearing lots about this, Clay Thompson and Megan the Stallion, cheating, scandal, breakup scandal. And I hear people on one side, you know, a lot of men and and women as well, like kind of being like, yeah, this is what Megan deserves, you know, she's a hoe, like, and a lot of men, I think, in particular, just will attack her because she's hot and they want to fuck her, and they can't, you know, and this like this group of men that have like so much resentment towards women because they want access to the ones they want to f the most, but they can't because they ain't shit, and they jerk off five times a day. They give their power away to hoes, they give their power away to drugs, alcohol, partying, status, like shit that doesn't matter, shit that doesn't actually build you up to become a person that will receive something that is solid. Men don't want something solid, they don't want real, they want things that will feed their ego. These this group of men that I'm talking about, because I shouldn't speak in totalities, like not not everyone, not every man is like this, but a shocking majority are. Um, and I had a conversation with my most recent ex about this because he had a similar energy. Um, but it I I come at this as isn't this what you want from women? Don't you want us to be whores? Don't you want us to be sexy, like accessible? That's what you want. That's how this whole, our whole reality has morphed into just lust-driven, easy access everywhere. Women more than ever have been able to fund their lives based off of lust. And then men complain at the reality that they created because of the fuel of their own self-interest, their own ego, their own self-importance, the their own self-importance of their dick, essentially. And they want to have, they want to be butthurt now, now that women actually are turning into what they want them to turn into, so they can have access to them, so they don't have to work hard, so they don't have to develop their character, so they can just slide a couple dollar bills across the table and they can have access to who they want to have access from. And the ones that are the most bitter are the ones that feel most entitled or that don't have the shallow requirements needed to have access to the women. It's just ridiculous. And there's no like, we need to be reflective people. And it's because men have been so unchecked for so long that they feel entitled, you know? There's so much entitlement. They can see the pain, the the torture that frigging women go through, that innocent people go through at the hands of men's egos and the demons that attach to them and feed themselves off of them. And I just don't understand. We're so our society is so fast-paced, so distraction-filled, that there's no space. There's no like necessity for people to actually check themselves when they're doing demonic ass shit out here. You know, there there is validity to looking at Megan and being like, she deserves this because there's rumors of her going after her friend's man or something, and her whole like persona, like her identity is based off of lust. You know, like, yeah, sure, like she's got talent, definitely, but it's distorted and toxified by just like feeding into patriarchy, feeding into demonic shit, feeding into sex, feeding into infidelity energy, you know, like when you're shaking ass and wearing barely nothing and talking about like my pussy like this, you know. Like, what are you feeding? Like, you're not feeding God, you're not feeding feeding love, you're not feeding reality, you're feeding temptation. So, of course, if you fuel that energy, that is what you're gonna be the reciprocant of. And I I can relate. I've had to call myself out on the same thing because I myself was conditioned to fuel lust, to be an object of lust. And that's because we don't, for one thing, we don't have fathers out here protecting women and children and girls. We just don't. The majority are lost in their own lust. So they objectify their own children and they predate on their own children, they turned a blind eye to their own children being predated upon because they accept it in themselves, they don't challenge it within themselves because it's become like an unconscious need for this collective of men and women, but it's the toxic, masculine, patriarchal, demonic energy that's taken over our world, and it's put us all in a state of numbness to the reality of how abusive and how tormenting our reality is, and that's why we distract ourselves with our addictions, and that's why we feel entitled to our addictions because the reality of what is going on, what we're doing to ourselves and other people is so evil, it's so evil, and there's so much evil attached to our energy and fueling our energy, the distortion is normalized, the toxicity, the evil is normalized, and it's being identified with, and that's why it's being defended. It's just getting to be too much, and the darkness, it's just creating so much more darkness that it's just like we gotta wake up, you know? And you know, I'm really fucking angry at this point. Like my roommate just started vacuuming, like it just feels like so much shit is interrupting the truth that needs to be acknowledged. Why the fuck is it not being acknowledged? Why is the entitlement choking our fucking humanity out of us? Like, I just I don't understand. I don't understand how people can witness so much evil and not stand for shit in themselves primarily, and then by extension, other people. Like, yeah, I get it. There's a lot of accumulated trauma that we have to fucking transmute as a collective. I get it. So you feel entitled to denying your pain, feeding pleasure, creating more fucking like trauma for people, taking advantage of people, using people, numbing yourself, numbing what you see. I fucking get it because I do it myself, and it enrages me that I still allow myself to do it. But look at what everyone is doing. Look at what we are doing. The way we are treating women and innocence is the exact fucking way we're treating the planet. We're just shitting on it. Like, what are we doing? Do we can we acknowledge together that we live on this planet, yet we're shitting on it? What are we expecting to happen? Why do we think that there's all these fucking disasters and wars and shit happening? There's consequences for being fucking resistant to truth. Resistant to healing. Attached to fucking evil. You know, there is no loyalty in the darkness. We should see that by now. I know you can probably hear the vacuuming, but I'm still gonna keep fucking going because I'm tired of this. I'm just so fucking angry. And this is the anger that is of the earth. This is the anger in every fucking body that is just getting denied and ignored and disrespected and spat on and used and tormented. Like we have people out here navigating gaslighting like it's a normal fucking thing. Like we have people implementing like full-blown attacks on other people's psyche, having them distorting their reality, believing something that isn't fucking real, so they can use and abuse that person, feed off their fucking light. And that's just normal. Like that's just okay. And we fucking gaslight ourselves to enable our own fucking shitty behavior. I'm sorry for all the cursing. I will put a disclosure at the beginning of this, but it's just ridiculous. We're it's just all fucking ridiculous. Okay. I had to stop and take a few deep breaths because I don't want my own anger to distort what needs to come through. I think that the rage comes from a place of we are all dealing with so much. Why add more? You know, I'm sitting over here, I have a I can I can't really walk, I have an injury on my leg. I have various like gut infections that I'm trying to sort through, so I can barely eat. I have eat one food, I eat ground beef, and that's all I can eat. I have to take 30 supplements a day. I'm getting black magic attacks, I'm getting harassment from exes. I'm just, and then the entities that I'm trying to let go of that are trying to keep feeding off of me and try to keep stop, like try to stop me from anchoring more into God, constant attacks. You know, I I guess prayer is the only way to get through it and not letting these things stop our forward movement because that's what the darkness wants, right? It wants to take our energy, it wants to distort us into darkness so we feel validated in embodying it. You know, there's so many people that have have been hurt that hurt people, right? That's where that saying comes from. But we none of us check ourselves, a lot of us don't check ourselves and take the time out to heal. So we don't keep repeating the pattern. And those of us that are the ones that are breaking those patterns, we are fucking tired. God is tired of the disrespect, the blatant disrespect, because we have people that know what the fuck they're doing and they keep doing it. They keep spitting in God's face over and over again. Do you not know that all of this comes from God? Do you not know that God operates through all of this shit way deeper than darkness does? Do you know that this little dance that darkness is having is temporary? What's gonna happen when it dissolves away? And you've identified with that darkness, you've fueled that darkness. What do you think is gonna happen to you? Huh? I get I get it, it's hard to override the entitlement and to step into and anchor yourself into like a matured responsibility, and that's something that I'm still working on. You know, I'm sure we're all working on that on some level. It's hard to do the hard thing, it's hard to do the right thing. It's hard to stop numbing yourself in a world where there's so much injustice, so much deceit, so much abuse, so much temptation. But I promise you, once you start praying against it, once you start not feeding into those attachments, your perception changes. You strengthen in your spirit, and you see beyond all the fucking illusion of darkness. And you know what it looks like when you look at it from a dis a detached place, from a more healed place, from a God-rooted place, from a love-rooted place, from an honesty-based place. You see how weak it is, you see how stupid it is, to be honest, because it's all dumb. It's immature and it's stupid and it's weak. You know, you're telling me that because you don't have the balls to sit and face yourself and face God, you're gonna do all this other shit. Okay, let's see how it turns out for you. You know, there was a certain amount of leash that the darkness had, right? That shit is tight now. You can't operate in darkness with so much conviction and get away with it anymore. You can't. Especially if you come from a place of anointing from God and you've fallen from grace, like a lot of people have, due to lust, greed, their own ego. I promise you, it feels like there's more power in ego, more power in evil, but the power is with God. The power is with humbling yourself, the power is with being honest with yourself. Because the the less that you allow yourself to be intentionally humble and intentionally honest, the more you will unintentionally be humbled and unintentionally be called out for your bullshit. And it'll be humiliating for you. It's been humiliating for me when I've held on to shit, when I've been distorted, you know. And I've been feeling anger, so much anger and rage, and been purging so many intense emotions. I can't even, I it's I don't even know how these things are coming out of me. But I know that this is the earth, I know that this is God. I know that it's the pain of the innocent running through me, the rage, the injustice that's running through me. We have to stop enabling our own shitty fucking behavior and the behavior in other people. I don't care what degree you lie on the spectrum of toxicity, even a small amount, it's fucking it up for everyone, including myself. The more we feed on consciousness, the more it is allowed to stay. And I I I am very fired up right now. So I don't want the efficacy of what God is trying to say to be distorted by my own egoically attached anger for my own egos, embarrassment, and injustice. So just take a breath and try to refocus. A big thing that I've had to learn on my path is humbling myself, is being honest with myself, with just solely with God. Being honest with myself about the very toxic feelings I have, impulses I have, behaviors I have. You know, that's that's a step of maturity. To just admit it to yourself, and it's hard, you know, because you peel off that armor and you let the light hit that vulnerable spot underneath, and it hurts. But you know, it's a hurt from integrity, it's a gracious hurt because none of us can escape pain. We either face it directly or we get hit by the side. We get hit when we didn't even expect it in the le in the last place we expect it. God has to find a way into us, and if we're in darkness, that's what God uses, right? To reflect our darkness back to ourselves. If we're denying the truth in ourselves, that's not gonna last too long. You know, for those of us that have just been burned with this intense awareness, this intense sight, the inability to lie to yourself, the inability to not to see, to not see the truth. We've been persecuted, we've been attacked, we've been denied, rejected, gaslit consistently. And it's not okay. I don't know where we all get off on thinking that this shit's okay, it's not fucking okay. It's not okay to have fucking UPS drivers out here taking little girls and doing demonic shit, ending our fucking life after doing so. Like, how did we give so much rope to evil? Because based on all of our collective choices, we've allowed our reality to enable certain shit. A lot of us have sexual trauma that's fueled into sexual perversion. You gotta look at that shit. Yeah, it's hard, but you need to fucking do it unless you wanna victimize other people. Or keep getting yourself victimized. This is a call into responsibility, divine responsibility. You know, because even the people that are in the highest amount of power, fueled by darkness, by patriarchy, by ego, their fall will be the greatest. And we're seeing it. We see a lot of that happening. So do you think you're exempt? Do you think I'm exempt? None of us are exempt. None of us. God comes for all of us. It can either be in a gracious way or it can be in a fucking tower. And that tower will last as long as it needs to to wake you the fuck up. To wake this world up. So we stop abusing the mother we stand on and the father we come from. Like, what the fuck? Disrespecting the earth and God. And we wonder why. Things are the state that they are. Wonder why we have school shootings and pedophilic rings like running underground. Like what the you know It's really scary out here. And a lot of a response to genuine fear is anger. Because sadness would be the natural response to fear. But we're not even safe enough to feel fucking sad. Because you know what people do with sadness? They use that to manipulate you. They use that to have power over you. We can't even be vulnerable with other people anymore. Because everyone's a fucking emotional terrorist. That starts at the level of, you know, innocent stuff, fairly innocent stuff. Lying so lying to someone so they don't feel bad about something. To lying to someone so you can get something out of them. Lying to someone so you can get something out of someone else. Lying to whole masses of people so you can have sadistic power over them and feed off of their addictions through consumerism and lust and gluttony. It's just perverse. Like the world we live in is perverse. I don't want this to be an attack on people that are, you know, actively trying to anchor light and love and do and don't project their shit onto other people and would rather isolate themselves than recreate the trauma that they had to endure. I I respect you, you know. And I respect the ones that are stuck in darkness, highly aware that they are, but try, you know? But maybe some people have navigated and gone through and survived too much shit to be functional. And I get that, because I've been there. But we have to help each other out. Those that are more functional need to take on more of the weight right now to anchor more light for those that have been just fucking rocked. But they're still light beings, they're still anchoring love. We need to help each other out, you know? Cause there's souls here on assignment that we can't see because they're taking on deep shit for us, you know? Maybe that's you. So I just want to say that, you know, I waited a few days because of the rage that I was feeling, and I didn't want to create from that rage. But I woke up today and it was still there, and I was like, you know, this is righteous. This is a righteous rage because I have always seen the truth, known the truth, stood on the truth as best as I could as my own ego integrated and crumbled, and I was aware of my own shortcomings and my own shadow. I haven't been perfect, none of us have been. But I promise you, there's more safety and accountability in being straight up than there is in being deceptive, falling from grace, having God create these scenarios in your life that will rock you to a place of humiliation. Because who do you think you are to put yourself above God's program? And that's these narcissistic demons that try to hijack people that have been through a lot of shit, you know? And they'll get in through that door of entitlement. They'll get in through that door of the fact that it's not safe to be vulnerable anymore. Like there is a certain amount of validity within the the pain body of people that causes them to surrender themselves to darkness, to abusing people. Because yeah, you didn't you shouldn't have had to go through what you went through. It was bullshit what you had to go through. Not okay at all. Did you have the tools? No. Did you have anyone around you that could have showed you the way? No. Did you have God that this world tried to sever that connection from? Yes. Was that connection actually severed?
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SPEAKER_00Did the devil try so many tactics to make you asleep, dull and numb to God's voice? Yes. Will pain wake you up out of that? Sure will. That's where we're at. Because we have chosen not to do that hard thing of taking responsibility and accountability and having to learn how to do the things that we were never taught to. Learn how to not recreate the trauma. Learn how to face our shadow so we don't reproduce reproduce it, sorry, in other people. Reclaim our own innocence so we don't destroy others. And I think that's a place we all need to sit. I definitely do. That place of innocence that got attacked relentlessly, gas-lit by people around it, saying what you're saying is happening isn't happening. You're the crazy one. You're too much, you're too sensitive. You're not this, you're not that. You're not short, you're not thin, you're not curvy, you're not smart. And it's all fucking lies. Because your natural instincts, your authentic self, who you are, exactly how you are, is exactly who God needs you to be. Whatever you look like, whatever your temperament, whatever your gift, whatever your trauma. These are all doors that God uses. We just need to stop blocking them. It's taken me so many years, you know, like I was aware from a very young age that I just needed to heal shit. That I was not here to carry on and reproduce the trauma that I had survived. I had a strong conviction at a very young age. And that set me apart from people. That made me weird. That made me the black sheep. That made me different. That had me seeking out things that people my age normally are not. You know, and I've stumbled through darkness, I've stumbled through a lifelong of being spiritually attacked, of being, of carrying generational curses that had me subservient to demonic forces, essentially, had me repeating patterns in relationships, enacting behaviors that fed that curse, that fed that entity, that fed that suffering, that had me reproducing suffering for myself. You know, after everything that I've learned, all the courses I took, all the modalities I've learned, the thing that actually works is praying to God. Asking Jesus to break chains, casting out the spirits that attack you perversely. That's what works. Save you a lot of time. You know, I went into metaphysics, energetic healing, yoga, heavy meditation practice, and all of these assist. But nothing beats prayer. Prayer and stillness, I would say, are the most effective and necessary tools. Alongside love. You know, there's a lot of heavy work to be done, and a lot of entitled, immature, weak souls are out here choosing to add to the bullshit, that the strong ones are here to actively clear. So those of you out there that don't have a lot of trauma, you know, haven't been put through the ringer, but you're still out here feeding darkness, you're still out here not standing for God. You're out here not reflecting, not trying to better yourself, you're just coasting, partying, whatever. You're part of the problem. Because I don't know what you need to see, who God needs to put in your life for you to understand how deep this shit goes and how intense it is out here for some of us. We all are being called to action. Everyone has something to contribute. Social media is bullshit. It's just another distraction, like, delete it. It fuels addiction, it fuels lust, it fuels infidelity, it fuels distraction, it fuels distortion. Like, why do we have it? It's just another door for the devil. AI is becoming rampant, we're not going to be able to understand what's real and what isn't anymore, because we're so addicted to screens, and we've lost our discernment, our intuitive sight from God because of all the things we choose to partake in. How we let the devil just make us dumb, deaf and blind to shit, to truth, because the devil doesn't want us waking up. Because then that that guy gets evicted from our lives. And he needs to feed off of us because he doesn't have the power from source. He doesn't have the power within himself, because he has to feed off of other people to get it. So he is high, he has a high level of interest in your demise. So he can feed off of your energy, your life, your light for himself. And there are humans doing that very thing on this planet. Many, many people. Don't let yourself stay asleep. Don't let yourself be a dumb sheep. You know, if you have to, if you're struggling with addictions or certain behaviors, I understand because I do the same. For me, it's it's just really nice to numb out in front of the screen and just watch YouTube and not feel the intense pain that I feel deep down. The betrayal, the confusion at how people can treat each other people this way. But do I need to challenge myself? Yes. I very much do. But I guess the first way out of that is to confess to God how hard it is. Ask God to help you, and to pray. Just become a prayer warrior until the blocks have been removed to you taking action. You'll take action and then another attack, and then you pray through that, and then you can take another action when you get through that attack. It's just we're gonna be constantly attacked. Some of us, you know? And I guess myself, I have to come to a certain amount of peace that that's just gonna be my reality. Thank you for being strong, you know, to listening to truth in yourself and in my voice right now. And there is a lot of beauty for us to experience in this world. There is but that beauty, the true beauty, the true enjoyment comes from a life aligned and rooted in God, in love. And you know there's a lot of because of the distortion of the demonic of the darkness, you hear like a life rooted in God, and you kind of cringe as like that's lame. That's not like you, you know, like you judge it. Because I I've noticed that in myself as I've been waking up and aligning more with God, but I can promise you that's just the the the demons, that's just our own numbness to the reality that we're rooted in hate and fear and perversion and not love. Because if we are rooted in love, love is God. If we were all rooted in love, we'd see how fucked up this all is. God is not some hokey pokey thing. God is not some like airy fairy concept or some last case resort you fall back on when shit gets hard and you have nowhere else to turn. God is the basis of everything. We've just been brainwashed into not seeing that, not acknowledging that, not honoring that, and not respecting that. And God has grace because God knows, you know, the power of the devil. God knows the agenda that the devil has upon us and upon God's people and upon this earth. He has grace. But at a certain point, you can't disrespect your growing awareness and your insight into the reality that God is the power behind all things. God fuels us, God brings us what we need. It's the devil that brings us what we want, that ultimately takes us to ruin. It's it's interesting because you know the devil will feed your ego, right? But it also will destroy your ego. At a certain point, the evil that has fed off of you or has moved through you to feed off of other people, once you're no longer usable, they'll feed off of you. Because there's no love with the devil, there's no loyalty, it's just using and abusing, chasing temptation, desire, pleasure by any means necessary. Do you think that excludes you? Me? Hell no. Hell no. Darkness and the devil will sell out whoever the fuck they need to. That's why it's a torturous energy. Yeah, you'll feel good for a bit. You'll feel that false power, you'll feel that ego gratification, you'll feel that high. Maybe you get that for a few years, decades, lifetimes. I don't know. I don't know how this works. But I know that the fall does come because I see it in myself and I see it in other people. But you know what stays? God's grace. God's wisdom, God's love. So we gotta stop disrespecting God by thinking it's he's just or God's just this. God is the energy behind everything. You know, and the toxicity, the energy got toxic and pervert, perverse by those that felt entitled to pleasure and entitled to not feeling pain, not going through the alignment that God calls everyone to go into, which is humility, which is repentance, which is grace, which is honesty, which is compassion, which is respect. And because we've just, you know, lost God and we've lost love, we've lost actual resilience, we've lost actual strength, we've lost integrity. So we feel entitled to go into demonic energy. But you'll find out the hard way that that shit does not end good for anybody. Everyone just ends up hurt, you just end up producing more hurt for everyone, including yourself. Whereas if you just chose to face yourself and God directly, yes, there's acute pain, but you process that and God helps you transform it. He matures that energy, he matures you, he gives you more power, he gives you more sight, he gives you more blessings as you face these initiatory phases of pain that come in and out of our lives. It never ends. So, what relationship are you gonna choose to have to pain? What relationship am I gonna choose to have to pain? I understand needing to detach and go into distraction for a little bit. Because yeah, the pain on out here is dense as hell. I really do understand. But even if you are gonna go into darkness, go into darkness with prayer, go into darkness with intention, go into darkness with blessings. You know, I shared in another recording that my teacher, Matt Conn, he taught me, and a lot of people how to transmute when you're stuck in patterns of darkness or when you perceive patterns of darkness, a way for us to alchemize it, to bless the opposite. If we have rage in ourselves, may this rage be transmuted into passion for our purpose. If we see addictions in ourselves, may these addictions give way to healing the innocence that was abused and feels entitled to self-destructive behaviors to soothe that. Whatever it is that we see, just bless the opposite and we transmute that together. If there's part of you that's resistant to doing the right thing, may the part of me that's a that's resistant to doing the right thing feel the safety and the worthiness to do the right thing. And you just keep doing that. No matter what comes up, you just keep doing that until you melt and alchemize that that resistant, that stuck, that dark energy into light. If it comes to your self-concept, may my perception of myself be healed. May I see myself the way that God does. May I see myself through the eyes of love. May all the lies that I identified with be returned to the light now. May I anchor embody and express my highest truth in God. May the parts of me that were rejected, abused, neglected. Be held, feel safe, feel seen, feel hope, feel loved by me and people around me. This is what we can be relentless in, you know. It's hard to always take action because there is a lot of stagnation because of the congestion that the darkness has created, that evil has created, that ego, the patriarchy that has been created on this planet. But we can bless, we can love internally. By talking to yourself sweetly, by giving yourself the love that you needed, talking to yourself through this process of healing. That's the same alchemization process. Right? Prayer is good, but we also need to focus that prayer more towards our heart and us individually as well as us collectively. We need to get more specific and focused and really pick up on where our stuck points are and using this method to unstuck them energetically. May the part of me that's too afraid to do X, Y, and Z receive the courage to do so. May I feel so loved that I make every right choice. May I feel so safe that I allow myself to connect with God every day. May I anchor myself in God's grace and God's respect for me and my ability to face pain that no nothing in me is too dark for me to bring to God. And may it be transmuted with love. May the part of me that hurts others receive divine rehabilitation energetically, and may the the wounds within my psyche, within my spirit, with my heart, and within my body that fuel me, that encourage me, that initiate me into taking certain actions, may it be healed at the root, completely, permanently. May my mind be rewired to sense love, safety, to act from love and safety. May my nervous system feel safe to relax and respond rather than stress and react. May every cell of my body be healed and be fueled with love. May every thought that I have encourage the innocence in myself and all beings. May I incur respect for everyone's pain, everyone's trauma. May my presence make other people feel safe, seen, loved, beautiful. And may my presence bring more people to God. May everyone feel worthy of surrendering to God. May all beings be healed of demonic possession and attachment and attacks. May we all see through the illusions. May every choice nourish us. May we all allow our divine paths and purposes to be fully activated by God. May every predator, abuser, persecutor, manipulator, may they all fall now in the name of Jesus. And may the good of heart rise. May all falseness be destroyed and seen through and called judgment upon. May the righteous reclaim the power through God to anchor aligned, grounded structures based of love, based of compassion towards humanity, equality, and safe practices. May the needs of humanity be met. You know, and you can just go through a process like that, whatever comes to your intuition, to your mind, whatever you know you're struggling with, whatever people around you are struggling with, whether that's addictions, mental illness, physical health issues, poverty, ex-trafficking, whatever we're seeing in the world, we can use this energetic thing that Matt Kahn has taught all of us to transmute everything. I have so much respect for Matt Conn and the teachings that he's brought this planet. And I am stating them in my recordings, in what I'm speaking to you, because of how much it's transformed my life. I used to not be able to leave my house. I was so inundated in identification with the darkness, with my trauma, with my pain, that I was drowning in life. This has gotten me to a place of anchoring my light, being able to feel safe in my open heart, and anchoring myself in a place of divinity that feels like grace, that feels like freedom, that feels like hope and peace. And if we can all use this practice to get to that state within ourselves, this world will become better. It will become harder for people to predate on other people, for them to get away with their lies, their abuse, their manipulation, their greed. You know, I started this whole thing talking about Megan and Clay and barely mentioned them, but there is a truth to what people say about Megan. She's fueling lust. And Clay is fueling lust as well. We need to stop fueling the things that take down people, that take down hearts, that take down morale, that take down integrity. You can't tell me that deep down in your soul you feel good about yourself when you betray someone you say that you love. Even if it is just all show. You have so little respect and integrity in yourself that your words, your actions, your perception mean so little to you that you'll betray it for what? Sex? To get your dick hard for a couple minutes to someone else. Like men out here are just straight making fools of themselves. You wanna you wanna say that you're macho, that you're this alpha. When you're simping for every chick that you masturbate to, you're giving them your energy, you're giving these women power. And then you clown them for having it. But you're giving it. It starts with you, my guy. Take a look in the mirror. Women wouldn't be out here doing what they're doing if it wasn't fueled by men. Men have got us here. Take accountability for your dick. And how far it's wandered into demonic energy. I get it, lust feels good. But what do you feel right after you engage? Right after you nut, right? What do you feel right after? That's God. Every woman is a reflection of Gaia, right? So we're out here raping, manipulating, using and abusing Gaia. That actually tracks, right? Thinking that women are just like different flavors that you can experience whenever you feel like it. When us women are connected to God. You understand that, right? The magic that women carry and feminine energies carry is the wisdom of God, is the wisdom of the earth. And what are men supposed to do? What are masculine energies supposed to do? They're supposed to fucking protect it. Supposed to protect that beauty, protect that wisdom, protect that power that women carry. So we can nurture the earth, so we can nurture God, so we can serve the earth, so we can serve God. You're out here fucking with God. Every time you play a girl. Our intuition dulls. Our sparkle dulls. Because we're not being cherished, we're not being served, we're not being fucking protected. Where the fuck is the protection? Men just care about their dick. That's it. The majority of men. There's some beautiful men out there. And a lot of women are predators as well. So it's not a gendered thing, like I need to keep saying. But the energy, the toxic energy that has fueled all this bullshit is the toxic masculine energy. That gross website about men drugging and raping their wives. You know why? You know why that's a thing? Because we have weakened our men so much, and men have such an instinctual drive to conquer and protect that they will conquer their own fucking wives, create trauma in their wives in order to feel that protection, that power that they have to protect, and that power that they have to inflict pain. But because this society is all fueling men to become weak, they have no outlet for to develop strong, healthy masculinity. So they do this dark shit. You know, they were fighting wars before. Ideally, you know, whatever. I won't talk about that, but men need to be initiated into their masculinity. And the way that they're being initiated is through porn, is through like hood lifestyle rap, through being a fuckboy, through using, fucking abusing women. And the men that don't have the access to doing that, whether that's because they are inferior in looks or in status or in resources, or I don't know, maybe they're just lacking confidence because of trauma they've been through. They build up resentment, and we get the red pillars, we get the incels. But we're all missing the point. Where are the actual men? We need actual men to detoxify our women. So our women out here aren't out here objectifying themselves, getting high off of the attention that these lustful men give them. Again, for the men that are angry at these OF stars and these like pop stars that you want to fuck, like, look at yourself. Like, what are you doing? You're jerking off to them, you glorify them, you put them on a pedestal. And these women are just because they're pumped with demonic energy, they produce demonic energy. You know? It's just a trap, it's just a cycle. Is it really worth that five seconds of pleasure you get to distract you from being a mature fucking man? But no, you'd rather emotionally terrorize your partners by manipulating them and making them believe that you love them when you're behind their back cheating on them. Okay. You don't look so much like a reflection of God, you're looking a lot like the devil. So many men, so many penises are being hijacked by the devil. It's such an easy entry point. You gotta protect your eyes, you gotta protect the doorways. Stop feeding the things you hate. Stop building up what is real. Stop posting on social media. You don't need attention from other egos, you need attention from God, you need attention from yourself, you need attention from people that actually give a shit about you. And give a shit about your character, and give a shit about who you are becoming in this lifetime. Not people that enable you to become this weird, lustful, demonic, shapeshifter person. Just because they're too weak to face pain. Just because they're too weak. Like a lot of men just don't, they want the high off of like being like, I'm the man, I can get all these bitches, but that's sh that's it's empty. It leaves you empty. Like you have to be able to see through the bullshit. You have to be stronger than the bullshit, you gotta be stronger than the illusions. Stop being a fucking simp. Stop being a servant to the devil because you don't see what's going on. You don't see how you're being puppeted. Then you're just gonna be targeted when you can't be puppeted anymore. It's just ridiculous. And then you look back at all the pain you created after you realize that you have no more no more power because the devil can't use you anymore, and you're just drained. You have diseases, addictions, mental illness, you feel like you're crazy. The shame kills you. That's where that path leads. Thank you for listening. I hope you got something from this.