What If Everything is Wrong

Religion

Good Thoughts Season 1 Episode 16

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Where did it come from? And how did it get from one civilisation to another? The answer leads to a religion almost nobody in the West has heard of, a buried library in the Egyptian desert, and a question that hides in plain sight in the Bible itself. 

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Religion. Every chapter of this book has followed the same pattern. An institution that was supposed to serve people ends up serving itself. Finance, education, healthcare, justice, energy, welfare, media, science, all of them built on a reasonable idea that was gradually captured, distorted, and turned into a mechanism of control. But all of those institutions are relatively modern. The oldest of them goes back a few hundred years. The pattern itself is much, much older. And to see where it really started, you have to go back to the place where the first institutions of all were built, religion. Now I want to be careful here because this isn't an attack on faith. Faith, genuine faith, the kind that comes from inside and doesn't need anyone's permission or approval, is one of the most powerful forces in human life. I've felt it myself. Not in a kingdom hall, not in a church, not in any building with a hierarchy and a collection plate, but in those moments of stillness where something connects. And you know, without anyone telling you that there's more to this than what you can see. What I'm questioning isn't the feeling, it's what was done with it. You also have to understand that six months ago I would class myself a staunch atheist, but I have always been open to having my mind changed if something was convincing enough. When you actually lay the world's major religions side by side, stripped of their rituals and rules and cultural packaging, something remarkable happens. They agree. On almost everything that matters, they agree. Every tradition says treat others well. Every tradition says control your ego and your desires. Every tradition says something greater than you exists. Every tradition says your actions have consequences. Every tradition says help the vulnerable, be honest, live with integrity. Every tradition says life has a deeper meaning beyond the material. The golden rule, treat others as you'd want to be treated, appears independently in Zoroastrianism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Confucianism, Taoism, and Sikhism. These traditions developed across different continents, in different centuries, in different languages, among people who had no contact with each other, and yet the core ethical instruction is identical. Not similar, identical. Where they disagree is on the theology, the noise around the signal, is there one God or many or none? Does the afterlife matter or should you focus on this life? Is evil an external cosmic force or something inside your own mind? Is worship necessary or unnecessary? These are the questions that have divided humanity for thousands of years, launched wars, justified persecutions, and built empires, and every single one of them is a question about the packaging, not the content. The signal is always the same. Be good, be honest, help others, think for yourself. The noise is always institutional. So if the ethical message is universal, where did it come from? And how did it get from one civilization to another? Because there is a chain and it's traceable, and the religion sitting at the centre of it is one that almost nobody in the Western world has heard of. Zoroastrianism is roughly 3,000 years old. Its founder, Zoroasta, taught three principles humata, good thoughts, huhta, good words, huvashta, good deeds. Free will was central to his teaching. You choose your path, you're not a puppet. There was no original sin, every person starts fresh. There was no eternal damnation, hell was corrective, not permanent, a place of rehabilitation, not punishment. You were supposed to enjoy life, to work, to marry, to create, to experience the world without guilt. Your relationship with God was a partnership, not a submission. You were expected to actively fight injustice because neutrality, Zoroasta said, sides with evil. Nature was sacred, earth, water, fire, and air were to be protected, and there was no pressure to convert anyone, traditionally, you were born into the faith. If that sounds like the most reasonable, balanced, and humane religious framework you've ever heard, that's because it probably is. But here's the part that matters for this book. Zoroastrianism didn't just teach those principles, it introduced concepts that would go on to shape every major Western religion that followed. Heaven and hell, final judgment after death, angels and demons as named specific beings, Satan as a cosmic adversary, resurrection of the body, a saviour figure who arrives at the end of time, the cosmic battle between good and evil, one supreme God. Most of these ideas appeared in Zoroastrianism before they appeared anywhere else, and the transmission point is documented. In 586 BCE, the Babylonians conquered Jerusalem, destroyed Solomon's temple, and dragged the Jewish population into exile. For roughly 50 years the Jews lived under foreign rule. Then Persia, a Zoroastrian empire, conquered Babylon. The Persian king Cyrus the Great freed the Jews and even funded the rebuilding of their temple. During those decades of exile and then life under Persian rule, the Jews were immersed in Zoroastrian culture and theology. The effect on Jewish scripture is unmistakable. Before the Babylonian exile, the Hebrew texts contained no heaven and no hell, just Sheol, a grey, vague underworld where everyone goes, regardless of how they lived. No named angels, no Satan as a cosmic enemy, just a minor functionary in God's court, no resurrection, no end times, no saviour figure. God is tribal and national, concerned primarily with one people. After the exile, Jewish scripture suddenly contains all of it heaven and hell, named angels, Michael, Gabriel, Satan as an adversary, resurrection of the dead, a coming Messiah, final judgment, the cosmic battle between good and evil, God as universal. Most of those additions already existed in Zoroastrianism. The mainstream academic position is that the Jews absorbed Zoroastrian theology while living under Persian rule and carried it home with them. The timeline matches, the concepts match, and the transmission route is historically documented. From that point the chain is clear. Judaism, now saturated with Zoroastrian ideas, produced the Essenes, a desert community that rejected the corrupt Jerusalem temple, practiced communal living, shared property, performed baptism and preserved texts, including the war scroll, which reads like a Zoroastrian cosmic battle written in Jewish language. John the Baptist was almost certainly connected to them. Jesus emerged from this Zoroastrian-infused Judaism and restated the core message, adding radical inclusivity, love your enemies, a personal relationship with God. He was crucified. His message was immediately fought over. Islam followed 600 years later, claiming to confirm what came before. But the chain goes back even further than Zoroaster. In Egypt, roughly 3100 BCE, the concept of Ma'at governed everything. Ma'at wasn't a god you worshipped, it was a principle you live by. Cosmic truth, justice, balance, order, right action, right speech, honesty, fairness. Even the gods themselves were subject to Ma'at. The Book of the Dead, dating to roughly 2500 BCE, contains what are called the negative confessions, declarations the dead person makes before their heart is weighed against the feather of Ma'at. I have not killed, I have not stolen, I have not lied, I have not caused suffering, I have not been greedy. The Ten Commandments, roughly 1,000 years before Moses. Then around 1350 BCE, a pharaoh called Akhenaten did something unprecedented. He scrapped the entire Egyptian pantheon and declared there was only one god, the Aten. He was the first verifiable monotheist in recorded history. One generation before Moses, according to the traditional dating. After his death, his monuments were demolished, his name was chiseled from records, his city was abandoned, and his successor Tutankhamun restored the old gods. The establishment won. The pattern that this book has described in every chapter, the institution destroying the messenger and reverting to the old system, was already happening 3,400 years ago. And the evidence we have for all of this is not limited to religious texts and traditions. Some of it was physically buried and only rediscovered in the 20th century. In 1945, in the Egyptian desert near the town of Nag Hammadi, a farmer digging for fertilizer found a sealed clay jar containing 13 leather-bound codices. Inside were 52 texts written in Coptic that had been buried around 367 CE to protect them from destruction after the Bishop of Alexandria ordered all non-approved texts burned. These were the Gnostic Gospels, and they had been hidden for over 1,600 years. The Gospel of Thomas contains 114 sayings attributed to Jesus, with no narrative, no miracles, no resurrection story, no church, no priesthood, just words. The kingdom of God is within you and all around you. Split a piece of wood, and I am there. Lift a stone and you will find me. If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you don't bring forth what is within you, what you don't bring forth will destroy you. The Pharisees and scholars have taken the keys to knowledge and hidden them. They haven't entered and they won't let others enter. No building required, no institution, no hierarchy between you and the truth. The Gospel of Mary describes Jesus saying that sin is not what the institution says it is. Sin is acting against your own true nature. Don't lay down any rules beyond what I've given you, and don't create laws like a legislator, or you'll be bound by them. After Jesus leaves, the male disciples collapse. Mary holds them together. Peter admits she knows more than he does, then rejects her because she's a woman. Levi defends her, Peter's faction one. The church was built on the wrong disciple's ego, and the text describes four hostile powers that the soul must overcome: darkness, desire, ignorance, and wrath. Those same four forces are exactly the mechanisms every institution in this book has used to maintain control. Fear of the outside world, promise of reward, controlled information, punishment for questioning. The Gospel of Judas, which wasn't found at Nag Hammadi but surfaced separately through the Egyptian antiquities market in the 1970s and wasn't published until 2006, turns the entire crucifixion narrative inside out. Jesus laughs at the disciples' prayers because they're worshipping the wrong God. Only Judas truly understands where Jesus came from. The betrayal wasn't a betrayal, it was a mission. Jesus asked Judas to do it. You will sacrifice the man that clothes me, shedding the material body so the spirit could be freed. The Gospel of Truth says ignorance, not sin, is the root of all suffering. Jesus came to wake people up, not to die for them. Error itself killed him. The system destroyed the messenger. Awakening is simply remembering what was always true, like waking from a nightmare. A year or two after Nag Hamadi, in caves near the Dead Sea at Qumran, another discovery was made. 981 texts belonging to the Essenes, including copies of every book of the Hebrew Bible except Esther, some of them 1,000 years older than the oldest previously known copies, and they proved something the institution had always denied. The Bible had been edited. Over half the biblical manuscripts found at Qumran don't match what became the standard Bible. The most striking example is Deuteronomy 32.8. In the Dead Sea Scrolls version, the text reads Sons of God, referring to multiple divine beings. In the later Masoretic version, the text was changed to Sons of Israel, edited to erase the fact that early Israelite religion was not originally monotheistic. Someone at some point deliberately rewrote the text to support a theological position that didn't exist when the words were first written. The Old Testament, as we know it, was primarily written between 600 and 400 BCE, during and after the Babylonian exile, by people who had been living under Zoroastrian Persia. Genesis and Exodus were compiled and edited during this period. The book of Daniel was written around 165 BCE, roughly 400 years after the events it describes. The Masorates didn't standardize the Hebrew text until between the 7th and 10th centuries CE. What we call the Bible is not one book written at one time by one author. It's a collection of texts written across centuries by different people with different agendas, edited repeatedly to serve institutional purposes, with alternative versions suppressed, and the evidence of those alternatives hidden in caves and desert jars. Now here's the thing that struck me, and once it did, I couldn't see past it. It was so obvious I'm not sure how I missed it for so long. All this time I've been talking about good versus evil as if it's some external cosmic battle, the way Zoroasta framed it, the way the institutions have always framed it. Heaven against hell, God against Satan, light against darkness, big armies on both sides fighting it out somewhere we can't see, and we're all just spectators waiting to be told which side one. That framing has been useful to every institution that ever existed because it puts the battle outside of you. It makes you a passenger, it means you need someone else, a priest, a church, a holy book, a saviour, to tell you which side you're on and what to do about it. But that's not what any of the messengers actually said when you read them carefully. Zoroasta didn't say there's a cosmic battle being fought somewhere far away that you need to pick a side in. He said you face the choice every single day, in every single moment, and the choice is yours. Good thoughts, good words, good deeds. That's it. That's the entire instruction. It's a personal daily decision. Repeated for as long as you're alive, made by you, no priest required. Buddha said the same thing in different language. The war is in your own mind. The suffering comes from inside you. The freedom comes from inside you, and nobody else can do the work for you. The Gospel of Thomas, saying 70 puts it as plainly as it can be put. If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you don't bring forth what is within you, what you don't bring forth will destroy you. The kingdom of God is within you, not next to you, not above you, not waiting for you in some other realm if you obey the rules. Within you, right now, already there. And the choice is staggeringly simple. You can live a life of taking, of self-service, of putting yourself first and treating everyone else as either an obstacle or a resource, or you can live a life of giving, of caring, of putting others first, of treating every person you meet as deserving of the same consideration you'd want for yourself. We are all born capable of both. Nobody is one or the other from birth. Every day, in every interaction, you choose which path you're walking. That's it, that's the whole battle. And it's been hiding in plain sight since the first messenger opened their mouth. So why didn't anyone just say it like that? Why all the layers and interpretations and institutions and rules? Because every person who ever heard the message added their own layer to it. Some added it accidentally, because they couldn't help but interpret what they heard through the lens of their own culture and language. Some added it deliberately because they realized that complexity was useful, that the more complicated you make something, the more you need someone to explain it, and that someone can charge for the service. Either way, the result was the same. A simple instruction that a child could understand became a vast architecture of doctrine, ritual, hierarchy, and rule. The signal got buried under the noise. The kingdom that was inside everyone got moved to a building on a hill that you needed permission to enter. And I'll tell you exactly how I know all of this is true because I'm a perfect example of it. I spent over ten years watching documentaries, reading, asking questions, slowly understanding how every institution I could think of was corrupted from the inside out. I saw the pattern in finance, in healthcare, in politics, in media, in religion. I felt it in my bones from the age of ten in the back of my mum's car. And then, with all of that knowledge, I went and started a business, tried to raise investment to scale it, and somehow convinced myself that this institution would be different, that my one would somehow escape the gravity that pulled every other institution in human history toward corruption. I'm the disciples Jesus laughed at in the Gospel of Judas. I'd spent years being told and still went down the wrong path anyway. And I'm not alone in that, not even close. I'm every person who thinks the next political leader will be the one that finally changes things. I'm every person who thinks their religion is the right one, and the others have it wrong. I'm every person who joins the cult, signs up for the program, follows the guru, buys the book that promises to fix everything. I'm every plaster we slap over the wound while ignoring what's actually causing it. We are all looking outside ourselves for the thing that was always inside us. That's the trick, that's the trap. The institution doesn't have to do anything except wait for us to come looking, because we always do and we always will, until we stop and realise that the only thing we ever needed to change was ourselves. And here's where it gets practical, because if the battle is personal, and if the choice is daily, and if the kingdom is already inside you, then the question becomes, how do you actually find it? When you're tired and stressed and angry and the world is shouting at you from every direction, when the path isn't obvious and you're not sure what the right thing to do is, how do you stop and listen to the part of yourself that already knows? Every tradition has the same answer stillness, silence, going inward. The Buddhist calls it meditation, the Christian mystic calls it contemplative prayer, the Sufi calls it dikhar. The Quaker sits in silence and waits. The Hindu meditates on the breath or a mantra. The Zoroastrian prays facing fire. Different cultures, different words, identical practice. Stop talking, stop doing, stop consuming, sit, breathe, listen. And science has caught up with what those traditions have known for thousands of years. Studies have shown that regular meditation produces measurable physical changes in the brain, increased grey matter in the regions associated with self-awareness, emotional regulation and decision making, reduced activity in the amygdala, the part of the brain that drives fear and reactive anger, stronger connections between the prefrontal cortex, where deliberate thinking happens, and the limbic system, where emotion lives. Researchers at Virginia Tech put meditators and non-meditators through a fairness experiment called the ultimatum game. The non-meditators rejected unfair offers out of pride and disgust, even when accepting would have been in their interest. The meditators were more likely to respond rationally and prosocially. Brain scans showed they were using completely different neural networks to make the decision. A separate study from Inseed and Wharton found that just 15 minutes of focused breathing meditation reduced what's called the sunk cost bias, the tendency to keep throwing good money after bad because you can't admit you were wrong. Reviews of the research consistently show that meditation, both short and long term, improves moral decision making, increases altruism and pro-social behaviour, reduces selfish bias and enhances empathy. The harder you look, the clearer it gets. Sitting still and paying attention literally rewires the brain in ways that make you more likely to choose the path the messengers were pointing at. And there's something else worth mentioning, and I'm aware some people will close this book the moment I do, but it's relevant and the research is increasingly difficult to ignore. For thousands of years, indigenous cultures across South America have used a plant brew called ayahuasca, and various other cultures have used psilocybin mushrooms and other natural psychedelics in religious and healing ceremonies. The active ingredient in ayahuasca is dimethyltryptamine DMT, a molecule which the human brain is also capable of producing on its own, although nobody fully understands when or why. These substances were dismissed for decades as recreational drugs and lumped in with everything else the institution wanted to keep illegal. But over the last 20 years, serious scientific research has been quietly happening, and the results are remarkable. Studies on people who have taken ayahuasca, psilocybin, or DMT in controlled settings consistently show the same effects. Increased empathy, increased compassion, a stronger sense of connection with other people and with nature, a reduction in fear, anxiety, and depression that often persists for months after a single experience. Long-term ayahuasca users score significantly higher on measures of helpfulness, self-transcendence, and what researchers call spiritual acceptance. A meta analysis of psychedelic studies found that what participants describe as mystical experiences during the sessions are correlated with lasting positive changes in personality, prosocial behaviour, and a reduction in selfish or harmful patterns. One large Survey of psychedelic users found significantly higher rates of pro-environmental behaviour and connection to nature compared to non-users. People who participated in ayahuasca ceremonies attributed lasting improvements in their relationships to the experience, citing increases in empathy, gratitude, unconditional love, compassion, tolerance and honesty. Those are not vague spiritual claims. Those are the specific things participants reported, and the research is published in peer-reviewed journals. I'm not telling you to take psychedelics. That's a personal decision, and it's not something to be entered into lightly or without proper support. What I'm telling you is that the things ancient cultures said these substances did, the things shamans and spiritual teachers have been saying for thousands of years, are now being confirmed in laboratories by people in white coats with brain scanners. Increased empathy, connection, compassion, a reduction in the ego, the part of you that wants to take rather than give, the same outcomes that meditation produces, just faster and more dramatically, both are pointing at the same thing. There is a state of mind accessible to anyone willing to do the work in which the choice between selfish and selfless becomes obvious, where the noise of the institution dies down and the signal underneath becomes clear. And running through all of it, from Maat through Zoroasta, through the Essenes, through Jesus, through the Gnostics, is the same cycle. Someone states the truth simply. Followers gather. An institution forms. The institution captures the message. Power corrupts it. A new voice emerges. The institution kills, exiles, erases, or absorbs them almost every single time. The Gospel of Mary gave it a name two thousand years ago, the four powers darkness, desire, ignorance, wrath, fear the outside world, promise paradise, control information, punish anyone who questions. That's not just a description of ancient religion. That's the operating manual of every institution this book has examined. The banks use it, the education system uses it, the healthcare system uses it, the welfare system uses it, the media uses it. The mechanism is 2,000 years old, and it hasn't changed because it doesn't need to. It works. The Good Shepherd metaphor appears in almost every tradition. Jesus said, I am the Good Shepherd, and I have other sheep not of this fold, meaning the truth isn't limited to one group. In Egypt, the Pharaoh carried a shepherd's crook. Psalm 23 says, The Lord is my shepherd, no anger, no threats, just guidance. Zarasta described God as a guardian who gives free will. Buddha said, I can only show you the path, you must walk it yourself. The metaphor is the theory. The sheep are decent people who naturally drift, not because they're bad, but because they're human. The good shepherd is the periodic messenger who appears, doesn't force anyone, just restates the direction. The hired hands are the institutions, they look like shepherds, but they don't care about the sheep. They build fences, charge for access to pasture that was always free, and when a real shepherd shows up, they kill him, put his picture on the fence, and charge admission. That is the story of religion. The signal arrives, the institution captures it, the signal arrives again, the institution captures it again, and the only thing that's ever broken the cycle, even temporarily, is the moment when enough ordinary people hear the signal directly and stop needing the institution to translate it for them. The question this book has been asking from the very first page is a simple one. What if the thing I felt as a ten-year-old in the back of that car, the sense that something was wrong, that the institution didn't match the truth it claimed to represent? What if that feeling wasn't rebellion? What if it was recognition? Because the same instinct that told me at ten years old that the Kingdom Hall didn't feel right is the same instinct that told the Gnostics 2,000 years ago that the message was being hijacked. It's the same instinct that made Zoroasta say fight injustice rather than accept it. It's the same instinct that made Jesus say the kingdom of God is within you, not inside a building. It's the same instinct that has appeared in every culture, every century, every continent, in people who never met each other and never read the same books. Be good, be honest, help others. Think for yourself, choose every day the path that puts others first. Sit still long enough to hear the part of you that already knows. The signal is always simple, the noise is always institutional, and the signal keeps coming back.