#CLRM - IMPERFECTION - (THE PAST) I CONFLICTS (PART 1) (CLRMITPICP1)

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Hi everyone, this is Recky Rose, SGR, Star Gang Rockstar, Star Legend. This is a true video about who I am as a person. Um I want to make this video because I want to show the world who I am. The only way I can be truthful and show what it really means to be freedom, love and peace is if I show you what my life is, and my life is like a story for a reason. Um because I want to explain what truth is, I want to explain the facts of change from conflict to change to non-conflict, which basically means being able to find freedom, love and peace in your hearts and souls and minds. And um before I make this very brave uh couraging video, I first want to state that I'm doing this because I want humanity, the animals, and the universe to be a better place, and the only way that I can be a better place is if I be completely a hundred percent myself and be completely honest with who I am as a person and show the truth of what it means to be from conflict, find the change, and be free from conflict, which means no more conflict, and this video will change everything because it explains exactly how I am the way I am today, um, it shows the complete 100% truth of who I am, and for many years I thought I would never ever do this um because I was too afraid, I was too scared to show who I really was, but this is the essence of the true reality of my life, and um in order for me to inspire humanity, animals, and the universe, I need to now be a hundred percent of who I am at all times, and that means giving people the truth without the fear of judgment or the fear of an image or a perception or the fear of what people might think, and it takes a lot of courage to do something like this, a lot of bravery, um, but the time is now for revolution, the time is now for people to really understand what love is, and if I didn't love the purpose of what God's given to me, I wouldn't be doing this today. Um, and it's only because love equals sacrifice. Uh I have to sacrifice who I am uh for God. That means everything confused I was has to be gone and it has to be shown, which means that is why I'm doing this video, and uh I really want to explain in detail how I was able to change from living in conflict to finding a change within the conflict and now living without conflict, and it first begins with the past which equals I which equals conflict. This is the past I conflict. I was born on the 9th of the 11th, 1988. Um I have a wonderful mother and a wonderful father who raised me and my twin brother and my brothers and sisters um in a very small uh flat and um we lived a very normal childhood, you know. It was really okay, it was really um, you know, very loving, caring, kind. Um but along those lines things changed and um it wasn't to do with us as you know, it wasn't to do with the children, like me and my brothers and sisters. Um it was more to do with um what my parents were going through. Um at the time, obviously we're young babies, we don't understand, you know, life and you know what happens in the world and you know what things arise when you're you you're raising a family and you're trying to hold into a relationship. And um a lot of things happened in my parents' marriage, and um because of certain changes is within the marriage, um my uh sorry it's very hard to say um because it's still personal to me to this day. Um my parents had a divorce and I was only around four at the time, and this was the first ever conflict I experienced, um, which was I'll I'll name it called separation. The reason why it was so difficult is because I was very close to my dad, and um, you know, we was always together, and you know, to go through a separation of not being with your father, of course I love my mum, of course I love my father, but I was very close to my dad, and uh that really really um had a damaging effect on me as a person. Um that was the first conflict I ever experienced, and it was the first time I felt anger. I just started to become very very very angry and bitter, and you know, I hated the world and I I hated what was going on and I hated you know certain situations. I hated that I wasn't around my father, I hated that you know my mum was single with all her kids, so I just didn't like the situation, and because I was so young, I took it out in the world. I was only like four years old at the time, and I took out my anger and frustration and pain in all different ways. I became very violent towards people in schools and nurseries and you know primary schools. I was a very violent child. I was a very you know, I didn't take shit from anyone, and it was mainly because of this conflict that I was feeling inside, which was the hurt, and the pain of not being close uh with my father, and I don't blame my parents for what their decision was, that's down to them. I blame myself at that time because I was too young to understand what was going on, I never knew any better. So instead of me as a human being finding out what was going on, the conflict was building inside of me, and uh it really stayed with me for a long time. And of course, you know, my mum she uh raised her children, you know, there was five of us, and you know, my mum was going through struggle, uh so much struggle and uh trying to uh you know raise her kids by herself with no father around and you know that was the second conflict that I felt uh which was seeing someone I love being hurt and being in pain and being in struggle and um it was very hard. Um very hard to watch your you know your mother working so hard for so little um trying her best you know to raise all her children and she's going through the ultimate life challenge and um these things just made me very angry. I was very very angry when I was younger and um those two things were the first conflicts that I experienced so it was separation and loss and hurt and loss and I was only four years old at the time, and uh you know.