(Part 11) Heaven On Day 1

You hear the words you’ve waited for your whole life: “Well done, good and faithful servant… Enter into the joy of your Master.”

The Lamb steps down. He catches you. Every struggle, every shame, every long night of fighting is gone in His arms.

Then the new creation opens. Pure gold streets like glass. The river of life. The tree of life with its twelve fruits. No temple — God and the Lamb are the temple. His name is on your forehead. Direct access.

And the work begins. Redeemed knowledge once twisted by the Watchers is now freely given under the Lamb — new metals that respond to light, living plants, crystals that declare His order, responsive garments, living records of truth. Creative labor without the curse. Joyful stewardship that only multiplies His glory.

This is the rest that remains. This is the first day in the joy of our Master.

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Transcript

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Hey everyone, I hope you're doing well. Actually, I hope you're doing very well. And I truly, I want to truly say this, and I mean this from the bottom of my heart to yours that if if honestly, if you're not doing well, don't scroll off with this because I want you to stay with me. This this episode is going this episode is going to be the capstone to this series, and I promise you it's not going to be it's not bleak. Um this one is more of a this one is a a huge bonus episode uh to this Satan season series that I thought I was going to be stopping at um episode 10, um at least until I pick it back up again. But I thought I was like, how in the world can I just stop at the throne scene without trying to tell a story about what your your first day, what our first day in heaven would be like. Um now, this is my rendition of the biblical data of the texts that we've been shown in the scriptures. Um it out it's told in a story form, a narrative form, as you y'all know that I like to do. And doing it, I think doing it this way invokes more of a realness. Um and it is far more memorable when you can see it in your minds through the story itself. And and I do hope it brings you hope instead of just laying out a bunch of a bunch of facts and then leaving it there. Um a favorite author of mine, he said he once said that um the worst part about history books is that they're written by that they're they're not written by authors, they're they're written by academics, and that itself is a travesty. So let's begin in that light. Here we go. You stand as the voice speaks, and that voice says, Well done, good and faithful servant, you have been faithful over a little, and I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master, and enter into my rest. So you hear those words, and you close your eyes, and because you had all because you had always waited to hear those words, the light from where the the throne is, you see a figure stepping down from the right hand side. He approaches, and as he approaches, the the light is still there, but your eyes, they've become now able to see him in the full weight of his glory, uh, light and everything. You you hear his voice, and and it's not thunder like it was, like it, like it was during Moses' day at the giving of Allah, ominous and terrible. He, this figure gets closer and you see him smile. And once your gaze meets his, your your knees, they buckle, you know, they give out, and he catches you at the right moment. And in that moment, the longing that you carried for years and years rises up all at once, and you finally see with your eyes what you only had believed by faith when you were on the earth as it was. All the times of of you doubting are gone. The nights that you you wondered if he was really there when you battled with doubt, the seasons when it felt like you were you were barely holding on to anything, and the questions that you were afraid to say out loud, they're all gone. Because now you see the one who was sustaining you the whole entire time. He saw you when you couldn't see him. Angels who stood in his presence brought back reports during those council meetings, if you will, that were before the throne. And they told him about the quiet little stands that you took when no one else was watching, the inner resolutions you you took to be faithful to him, the prayers that you that you prayed when it felt like nothing was happening. You didn't see results. You you felt like you were not being helped. The times that you almost walked away, but you didn't, and now he's holding you physically, and every one of those reports are for being fulfilled right here in this embrace. And you're not just seeing him. You are you are seeing you're seeing the one who never stopped seeing you, who never stopped loving you, who never stopped being there for you. You also see more clearly than ever what he did for you. Now, this is the Lamb who forgave you when you had nothing to bring. Um This is the one who cleansed you when shame said you were too far gone, the that inner, that inner shame that that always plagued you. That this is the one whose whose blood spoke on your behalf, even when your own heart had condemned you. Every report that the angels carried was ultimately about how you kept receiving what he had, what Jesus had already done, how you kept turning back to his mercy, how how you kept believing that his forgiveness was was enough. Like how you kept walking with Jesus by faith, even when the weight that you were carrying your whole life felt unbearable. You the the embrace here that you feel it, how how it's it's not it's not just a reward for what you did. It's the full realization that you are now seeing of what he did for you all along. Like your mind is racing, your spirit is racing, tears keep trying to come, and then you're fighting them all because it's all hitting at once. You're completely overwhelmed, but in a good way. The joy is so big it almost hurts. It's like the ult it's an ultimate uh relief. So that the physical pain that you live with for years, it's just gone like it, like it kissed you goodbye and it walked away. It's done. What the even worry itself, it's completely gone. And the constant, um, the constant pressure in that you like to bury yourself in work just to make ends meet, it's it's it's lifted, completely lifted. Like no more fighting the urge to use, no more fighting the urge to drink. Um, those battles that used to take so much, so much of a toll on you, us, me. Um it's just over. Like your your mind doesn't even know what to do with the the silence where those struggles used to be. Like there's so much empty space uh filled with with love and being whole. Like one, like right now, like one of the angels, so like look at this, like one of the angels steps closer and his hand is placed on your shoulder, and he says to you, There is something else you should know. He says quietly, he the the the accuser has no more voice here. This could be an angel or Jesus, but um, the one who who is saying this to you. So he says, like the one who accused you day, day and night before the throne has been silenced. Every lie that he spoke over you, every accusation he brought against you, um, every time, every time he he tried to tell you that you were you were too far gone or that your failures had had finally disqualified you, like none of it has any place anymore whatsoever. Those words have no power in this kingdom, and they they never did, but but now the even the memory of them is being washed away and has been washed away. Like you are free from every charge that was ever laid against you because of me, because of Jesus. Like the and these words land like far deeper than you expected. You just like it's not more of an as it's more than just a slight relief. So for years that you you carried the weight of being accused for things in your heart and by others, from some from others, some from your own, like internally, and some that seemed to come from somewhere far darker. You had learned to push through them. You were you coped. You you you pushed through them to keep turning back to the Lamb, even when the accusations were overbearingly loud in your mind, but you never fully realized how much space they still took up inside you until this moment. Now that the space, that space is empty, not it's not just merely managed, it's not pushed, it's not pushed down. The accuser literally has nothing left to say. And the lamb's embrace says everything that needs to be said here. There are angels who have been in God's presence for e for eons, eons, an immense amount of time. And they're standing nearby watching this sort of unfold, and they're they're they're just waiting, they're they're just watching, and they they watch so long the deception and then and the judgment, and then the judgment at the end throughout all of humanity. And they don't say anything at first, they just stand there. And one of them steps closer and puts a hand on your shoulder. Uh it's pretty steady, firm, but it it tells you without words that um nothing here, nothing here can hurt you, and nothing can be taken from you anymore. And one of the other angels steps forward. He looks at you for a moment, and then he speaks. We have watched you for a long time, we guarded you, and we have seen what you went through. We we saw it. We we have always known that you suffer, mankind suffers, but he's talking to you here, but we have never spoken with it about any with it to mankind or anything. And he he pauses here. He says, We have seen betrayal and loss before, some of our own even turned away. And we saw, we saw what happened in the garden, we saw the rebellion among us long ago, we saw the war in heaven, we we have seen what happens when trust is forsaken. But we have never known what it is like to suffer in weakness the way you do, to walk through years of pain and abandonment and still choose to trust Jesus when you cannot see the Father or the Son. And so then another angel steps up beside him. He says, He says, We saw the reports. He he says, We saw the the times that you almost gave up, but you didn't. We saw we saw that you kept going when it would have been easier to stop and just give up. And so and and and we did not fully understand why until until now. And the first angel nods, and now we are beginning to understand why the father and why the son cares so deeply for you. You trusted, you trusted him when you had every reason not to. You believed when you could not see, and we have seen what rebellion costs, but you, in your frailty, in your weakness, you stayed faithful anyway, and we watched you receive mercy again and again and again, when everything in that deceptive world tried to convince you that mercy had run out. We saw you keep returning to the Lamb even when the accusation accusations felt louder than his voice, it would seem, at times. And that is what surprised us. That is what we are trying still trying to understand. And so he looks at you with a a seeming kind of like a seemingly quiet wonder. He says, No wonder your reward was so great. He says, No wonder that the father and the son love you the way that they do. We are only now beginning to understand why. And so the angel puts his his hand back on your shoulder again. He said, And gentler, this time we it's easy to say that. He he says, We are glad you're here. And he says, the whole reality, or he says, but now the whole reality feels new. It feels forward, foreign. There's no sorrow, sorrow here to push against, like no pain that's waiting for you later, no doubt to fight through, like no anxiety running in the background of who you are right now. The absence of all that is so complete that your mind doesn't even have categories for it yet. You lived for years before this, carrying the truth while people called it a conspiracy. They called you a crazy Christian. You you you you watched loved ones get swallowed up, get swallowed up by deception and that one and the isolation and strain and strain that you you endured. Not it, it's all it's not just managed, it's gone. And this this kingdom is a place for those who are healing and who have been healed. The light doesn't hear, doesn't even throw shadows of fear. Like your new body doesn't even remember being tired. It doesn't even remember being tired or tense. You don't even know how to just stand here yet and be at peace. The angels stay close to you while your soul kind of catches up to a place that's never known the stuff that that shaped every day before this. Um we step across the threshold on this first day. And the the old heaven and the old earth are gone. The the sea is gone too. And the street in front of us is pure gold and like a see-through, like glass. And our our glorified bodies move without any of the old weaknesses. Like we don't, we're not getting hungry, we don't get hungry, we don't get we don't get thirsty. The river of the of the water of life comes straight out from the throne, as it says, bright as crystal, right down the the middle of the street, and we kneel and we drink, and it satisfies all the way down. On both sides of the river is the tree of life. Um, we take the we take the fruit and we eat. There are 12 kinds, fresh every month, and that leaves, those leaves bring healing, and we feel it course through our bodies that were like these new bodies that we have, with no curse felt anywhere. There's no words to describe how this feels. Back in the garden, after Adam and Eve fell, God said something very specific. He said that if every if they ate from the tree of life in their fallen state, they would live, Adam and Eve and all of humanity would have had to have lived forever in that broken condition, in that separated condition. They would have carried, they would have carried the pain, the sorrow, the curse, then and the separation from God for for all eternity. And it pained God to remove them from the garden and from his direct presence. It pained him that they sinned against him, but it was not some, this was not something that he wanted to do, but it was necessary. This this same God who says he is not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. This same God had to separate mankind from himself in that moment. And it was not because he stopped loving them, it was because he is so wonderful, he ref God is so wonderful, he refused to let them be locked into brokenness forever. It would be an immortal hell if that was true, if that was the way it was. He wanted a relationship with us, he wanted us near, and that is why he gave so much time, long ages of human history, forgotten history that no one knows about, so that as many as possible, many people as possible would have the chance to seek him, repent, and be restored. He was making room for redemption, he was making room for the cross. Where is God? He's here, he's waiting, he wants you to come to him. He was making room for as many in time for as many as would come to him. And now we finally get to see, we finally get to eat from this tree, not in a fallen body now, not with a cursed nature, not like we we would not we see it as glorified people, flesh and spirit together, um, immortal, whole, and fully alive, and in a way we were always meant to be. The very thing that was guarded from us after the fall is now freely given. We eat, and the the river of life that flows from it is not just endless existence, it is eternal life in a perfect, in imperfect fellowship with the Lamb, with no possibility of old pains and struggles ever returning here. Now, we look up. There's no temple here. The Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple, and we're standing right in their presence. We see the face of the Lamb, and his name is now on our foreheads. Access is direct to him. Nothing in the way, nothing is in the way in the new creation. Um, and the question of how personal access to the Lamb works with so many people, it works with so many people gets answered by what glorified existence actually is and that and the order that comes from the throne. So the city is 12,000 stadia in every direction, it says. And that alone, right there, takes care of any crowding problem. But even more than that, glorified life remove it removes it removes the the limits we had before. Just like the Lamb could give full attention to individuals while still being Lord over all of his disciples at the same time. And just like he holds the universe together while hearing every prayer at once, here in heaven, he gives real personal fellowship to each person without taking away from anybody else. This is something that is hard to fathom. The the eternal day and the way time and relationship work now mean that one's one person's personal time with the Lamb, with Jesus, does not take away from millions or billions of others having the same thing or having the same desire. Angels help with the order here. They bring people forward according to the patterns kept before the throne so that there's there's reverence and there's structure without it feeling like a distance or even bureaucratic. Now, once you are once we are actually with him, the the fellowship is as direct when the dis as when the disciples talk with Jesus by the sea or on the road in the old in the New Testament. Um, one idea, among others, is that the spirit might be visibly present with each person. Uh, like how the spirit came down as a as a dove on the lamb, or it showed up as fire at Pentecost. Um, it is possible that that the spirit shows up visibly with each redeemed person here. Um, like a real personal companionship that makes access to Jesus feel feel real solid even with so many people. Just a theory, but it's very possible. There are other possibilities, are the way that glorified existence itself lets everybody have um undivided personal time without without a conflict, or that the way, or the way that the angels keep things ordered while still keeping it intimate. And we don't, it's hard to fathom this, but it it's gonna be far better than these words. Any any of those or some mix of them could could explain how how this works without anybody getting less of Jesus. Does that make sense? Um, so after speaking with the angels, one of them turns to you and says, It has been commanded to us that there uh you have been assigned work for this first day. Um two others stand with him and they lead you through one of the gates onto the new earth that surrounds the city. Now, the work, this is more of like a tour, okay, but you're new here. The the ground has never known thorns or decay in this place. Groves of trees grow from um the influence of the river that flows outward from the city. And your assignment is to find a section of these groves, okay. You prune the branches that have grown too long and have and you gather the right fruit into baskets, and the angels they move with you, they're talking with you. Um, there you one is preparing the fruit at the right moment, and the other is making sure that the water from the river reaches its roots. It is physical work, but there is no reluctance in it. There's no wanting to be doing anything else. There is only there is only a gladness. And so we finish the fruit, we finish doing the fruit, and we set the basket down for a moment. And so the the air here carries no weight, it's not thick, it's not humid, you're not sweating like you know, profusely. You're you're hand you're everything feels different. You're you're you're you're steady, you're unhurried, you're alive in a way that um that you never were before. Like one one of the angels looks over and says, Go ahead and take a bite. And so you pick up a piece, you pick up a piece of this fruit and and and you eat. And the flavor is more than just a taste. It's um it moves through your whole body, and there is a warmth and there's a life in. It there's life in it, and your spirit, which once felt muted and distant from you sometimes, suddenly becomes fully alive, and it lines up with your body and with your physical body in perfect agreement. And for the first time, flesh and spirit are completely in harmony. You feel you feel whole in the light in light of you eating something. Does that make sense? Okay. We would have kept eating this until we made ourselves sick just because of what this amazing fruit did. Um and you would try to chase that feeling again. But here, after one bite, you are completely satisfied. You don't want another, you do want another, but this this bite was so special, you want to remember it. So you put the rest of the fruit back in the basket to save it. And you want to carry this moment with you. And as we as we move through the work on the first day, you begin to see that um that this is the time when mankind finally gets to use the knowledge that the watchers taught in Genesis 6. The things that they gave without permission and and that got twisted for evil. Now that knowledge is that knowledge is now redeemed and given freely under the lamb. And we use it now for good purposes. We work with new elements that exist in the new heaven and the new earth here, elements that have um a living, uh responsive qualities that we never had access to before. And these these aren't just better versions of old earth materials, they're new, almost magical substances that respond to light, um, to the presence of the lamb, and to and to focus and focused intention in ways that feel like creation itself is cooperating. One group of people works with a new kind of heavenly metal that comes from veins running through certain parts of the of the new earth. And when you hold it, when you hold it in your hand and and speak certain words over it, words that line up with the order of the throne, the metal then shifts and forms itself into tools or objects that carry living properties. And some of these tools can draw small amounts of of light. And and this light comes from the lamb's presence and and it and it hold and it holds it. Now releasing it later exactly where it is needed. Others, others can be shaped so that they respond to the growth patterns of the growth, of the groves, helping the tree take in the river's water more efficiently. Um the people here are doing that, are doing this work aren't just forging things. They're they're like not like a blacksmith or anything like that. This is far more magical. Like they're learning how to speak with the elements in a way that brings order and beauty without any any of the old corruption that that that came with the watcher's teaching. And they don't stop at what's required. Like you hit your quota, I'm good, I'm done, I'm clocking out, going to the house. When they discover a way to make one of the tools hold light longer or respond more clearly, they they stay and refine it because the move the improvement itself brings joy, it pleases the lamb, it pleases the angels, it benefits everyone, and that becomes its own reward within itself. Another group works with the influence of the tree of life on the new plants that are growing across the new earth. They use redeemed knowledge of roots and herbs, um, the the kind of plant wisdom that was once twisted into sorcery to cultivate new new varieties. And these plants don't just produce food, some of them they release fragrances that strengthen the glorified body in in like really specific ways, or their or their leaves can be prepared so that they they carry concentrated healing properties that go like far beyond what the tree of life um the tree of life has a purpose, but these other things can have other categories of purposes, these these leaves, and these plots these plots speak over the soil and the young plants, and the plants respond by growing in patterns that sort of match the light coming from the throne. Everything is congruent, it's the it's creation work, like they're not fighting against the ground, the toil of the earth, they're working with living elements and that want to cooperate, like they're everything is alive, it seems. And when they find a way to make to make one variety variety release its fragrance in harmony with the light from the throne at certain times of the day, they s they spend extra time testing and adjusting, fine-tuning that this is creation work, right? The the extra work doesn't feel like a burden, it feels like the natural overflow of people's hearts and angels' hearts that now, or people's hearts rather, that now find the their deepest satisfaction in creating with the redeemed knowledge and the new elements of this new heaven and new earth. Okay, there is also there is also a group that engages with with the new heavens themselves. Like the new heaven the heavens themselves. They study, they study the movements of the stars and the constellations in this new creation, but remember what they were originally used for, they were used for divination, but this is not for divination, like the old forbidden astrology. But this is to understand and align with the order that the Lamb has set here in this place. The these use new like crystal elements that form naturally in certain high places on the new earth. And when these crystals are arranged according to the patterns that they they see in the heavens, they create a visible uh response, like lines of light that connect back to the throne of that mark, or that mark specific times of worship and revelation. Um the the work feels like they're making the the new heavens declare the glory of God in a more visceral, tangible way than ever was possible before. And and when they discover a new alignment that that marks um that respond more freely or clearly, or even beautifully for that matter, they keep working on it because it brings glory to the lamb, and because the act of discovering it brings its own quiet joy. I had to make sure the mic was it keeps moving on me. Another group, let's go with another one. It works with new kinds of living fabrics and adornments that are made from materials that only exist here. Um these they're not just clothes, they're they're responsive coverings that can kind of shift slightly in color or texture depending on the light of the lamb or the presence of other glorified, of other glorified beings or people nearby. And the knowledge that is behind this once used for like in back in the whole Genesis 6 thing that were used for seduction and vanity. Now it's used to create garments that that make the glory already on the glorified body even more visible and beautiful in a way that points straight back to God and back to the lamb and not used for seduction. The people, we don't even have eyes for that, for the old sinful ways anymore. Like the people doing this work take raw material from certain trees and from the river's edge and speak over it, and then the material forms itself into the shape and function that they're always that they're intending. Okay, they have an idea in their mind and they do that. Um, we do this all the time here, but this is always for the purpose and reflecting more of God's glory. And when they find a way to make one garment respond even more beautifully to the light, they keep refining it because the improvement itself, it pleases the Lamb. It pleases all who are involved with this. This is not burdensome work. This is one of this work that you look forward to. And there are also people working with new forms of knowledge, um, the way we record it and transmit it. They they use redeemed arts of recording and speaking that were once twisted and contorted into deceptive writings and enchantments, as it were. Um that and but now they create living records, patterns that hold true history and true wisdom and true accounts of what happened before this in the judgment, in the blessing of being able to be in heaven. These records can be read by anyone and they update themselves when new understanding comes along. You know, we're we're not just gonna be in heaven with full knowledge, you learn things. So the people doing this work are essentially stewarding redeemed knowledge so that the truth of and this is truth about God, um, about the watchers, about the judgment, life on earth, I mean, an infinitesimal amount of knowledge. And this is about the new creation, and it stays clear and accessible forever. And when they discover a clearer way to arrange one of the records so that it can be understood more deeply, well, they take time to adjust it because the clarity itself brings satisfaction, it brings joy, and it serves the king. And in every one of these occupations, there's the same gladness that we felt in the groves. Like, no, you you never feel less satisfied or joyful. No, no, no one is just doing the minimum. People go beyond what's assigned because making something more orderly, more beautiful, or more perfectly aligned with the Lamb, it brings real joy to us. And so the extra effort does not feel like it's additional labor. What more, I want to do more. Uh, what can I do? Is what is that's the that's the uh the refrain here. It feels like the natural overflow of a heart that finds its joy uh in literally contributing to the perfection of what the Lamb has made new, as if it's not already perfect, but that's not the point. Like some people stay longer simply because that the act of making something more beautiful or more or for him, for Jesus, feels like the most natural thing that they have ever done. And at the end of this first day, at the end of this first day, we stand back at the river inside the city and we drink from it once more. We we eat once more from the tree of life. Um, the the the angels who work with us are nearby. We watch people coming back from their duties and their sections or whatever. It's or or we just see them. We don't know what they were doing. Um, some work with new metals, some were cultivating enhanced plants, some from engaging the new heavens with with um with new knowledge. I mean, some from creating responsive adorments, like we talked about earlier, and some were stewarding the living records of things. And every one of them carries the mark of work done with the with redeemed, that means redeemed bought back watch or knowledge that they used that they weren't authorized to use, um, using the new elements of this creation for good now. And the city receives what was brought and what was brought and made, and the throne receives the patterns of the work, and nothing comes back, nothing comes back loose or um sullied or anything like that. It's it we so we we come back and we walk the transparent gold street again while the light of the lamb keeps going with no nighttime. Um our hands still smell like fruit and the earth and it smells like the new earth. And sometimes the new metals or the or it smells like the fragrant plants, and our minds are holding everything we saw. All these different supernatural works are happening, happening together in one cohesive, one cohesive unit almost like it, and using that the knowledge that was once stolen and misused, now freely get now it's freely given and used to create beauty and order things that pleases Jesus, pleases the king. And the angels have gone back to their places near the throne, or wherever around the huge city of heaven that that they go. And but the work stays connected through the living patterns. You see, like on the the first this first day, um the the rest that the Lamb promised includes the work. That is part of it. And I don't know if we can even call it work, but like the rest that remains for the people of God, like the creative, supernatural supernatural labor without the curse, using redeemed knowledge and like the new elements to make things that reflect the glory of the king. And it's done with complete gladness and with the the desire to go further because it brings joy to make something more beautiful, especially when it's for the king. We come back, we come back to in inside the the inner city on this this first day, and so basically this has been a tour of things, and we still haven't even begun to tour it, really. But the Lamb is right in front of us when we get there, and our name is still on our foreheads, the river is flowing, and the tree of life is standing there, and the work that we were given today will be going and doing something tomorrow, and the patterns get clearer, and the the assignments across the new heaven and the new earth keep moving forward as we learn to steward the redeemed knowledge and um be and just and the new elements for the glory of God Himself. And this is the joy of our master. This is this is the rest that remains here, and this is the first day that will never end, and it will never grow weary, and it will never be tired. Um the I I hope I hope that this is a uh has been a blessing to you. Like I I I rehearsed this over and over again, and and I hope that it fills you with a wonder and a joy and a longing uh for Jesus and and a longing to be there with him. And I hope that it brings you much joy and hope because um the real thing on that day will be far greater than my in my finite mind can bring you. Um I wanted to I wanted to just to get away from the whole idea of floating around on clouds that that are in so many people's minds, and that you're not going to ever be bored in heaven, and it won't just be doing blessed work. You know, it was just a a creative take on what will be there, but it will be so far much more than that. So far, much far so far much more than that. And and for the sake of brevity, I put I just did the I focus on the what what you immediately immediately felt when you saw Jesus and him coming to embrace, embrace you, and then you kind of going out and seeing a couple things on your first day. Um and you can imagine things far greater than I can. And even that, all of our collective minds together talking about this and the different variations, it still will not hold a candle to what it will truly be like on that day. And in the the infinite days later, and it every single day will be as if it's the first day. Thing the whole idea, think about it, the whole idea of growing weary of something. Like I can have a hobby and I can get tired of it after a few days and need a break. I don't think that we'll experience a weariness to things. I I think you know how you feel when you look forward to something. It kind of gives you a giddy up in your steps in anticipation to the thing you're looking forward to. I think that will be an overlay of of the general feeling towards everything in heaven. You'll look forward to what I don't know how sleep works. I don't think we'll sleep, but just different events and and things in heaven and learning new things and just just feeling the weight of everything of the the chains of earth and the uh the negativity, the evil, um demonic influence, um, the influence of wicked people, all of that will be gone. And we don't, we've lived with it for so long here we don't even know what it would be like to not have even have it. So trying to put that into words or into a feeling to invoke something is is very, very difficult. And it's something that we can look forward to as a real intangible thing that we will be without one day. We we we just don't have categories that we can like implicitly use to experience what that will be like without. Is that does that make sense? So anyway, I love you guys and hope you're doing, I do hope you're doing well. Uh stay the stay the course and um keep you know keep mining for knowledge, keep um, keep mining for in prayer, especially for a closeness to the to the Lamb, um, reading and memorizing his word and looking forward to that great and final day, that great day, and then the great days that are what that are beyond that. So um, man, it sucks. I have to go back to work um tomorrow and Monday, Saturday, and Monday again. But that's that's what we're called to do in the meantime, and we have to try to find joy in those things. And uh and remember what the scriptures say, he said it says don't despise the day of small beginnings. So every every day is a gift, you know, whether it's hard or it's not. So may the Lord bless you, may the Lord keep you, may the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you, and may the Lord lift up his countenance to you and bring you peace.