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Matthew 4.4
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Matthew 4.4
The Evil Eye
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*Evil Eye, Rituals, Pentagram, Witchcraft
Ephesians 6:10 - 17 & 18 - 20
Prayer of Confession
Prayer of Mercy
Gloria Prayer
Nicene Creed
Prayer for Deliverance
Invitation to Communion
Hi friends. Welcome to Matthew 4.4. I'm your host, Winifer. Now, today is the day I've finally been able to speak to you about the time when someone sent the evil eye to me. It's an evil eye. And it is only here not long recently where God has completely removed and it's done. And I've been delivered from what they were trying to do. This is when I want to when I say the evil eye, it was actually an eye that would come and position itself right above me. And the eye was house and like the like the black edge, like almost like some kind of reptile almost, but it was a black covering over the eyelid. But the eye, the scolera, that white part, the S-C-L-E-R-A of the eye, that was red, and the pupil was black. Yeah. Sometimes it would be like almost like a snake eye, and sometimes just a black round pupil. It was meant to cause me fear. It was meant to make me lose my mind. But God let me know. Be still. Don't say anything. I am with you. I had never seen anything like that before in my life. And it just hovered over me. And the eyelash would the eye would blink from time to time. Most times it stayed open. And after that, that was that was mystical. I also saw where there were these individuals dressed in black attire. The covering it was black for their heads. You couldn't see their eyes or anything like that, and their outfits that they were wearing was black. And they were all gathered around a circular like stone. And on that big giant stone, it was a table. Like there was a pentagram with a star that was in the middle of it. But the atmosphere had the coloring of red and black. And on that table, that pentagram was red. Okay. And I couldn't hear them saying anything or anything like that. But they were all in unison and in agreement to whatever it is that they were planning to do. And I was startled. I was like awestruck. Actually, I was thinking, what is this? What is that? I've never seen anything like that before. The next morning when I woke up, I got my phone and I strolled. I looked up what I saw. I asked for images. And I looked it up and saw what that was. It was an evil eye, okay. And the round table and the star that was on that table. So I looked that up. That was a pentagram. And this particular scene that was before me, I'd never seen anything like it in my life. And it wasn't terrifying. It wasn't. It was like someone was doing a ritual. And I was able to see what they were doing. And I'm like, I wasn't thinking, why? What are you doing?
SPEAKER_02I'm like, why am I seeing this?
SPEAKER_00And I saw the Lord. And he let me know while he was walking with me. He never took it away. He was walking with me. He was letting me know he was in front of me. And he was leading me. He was guiding me. He revealed to me what these individuals wanted to do to me because they could not control me. They had stooped to this, where they thought they could perform some kind of ritual on me. When I tell you about that crucifix, everything that was meant to cause me harm. Jesus bore it all. He showed me, he was walking with me. And we were walking quietly. I was following him. He let me know just a follow. He didn't beck or anything. He just began to walk. And he was so peaceful. He wasn't upset, he wasn't doing anything. He began to walk me out of that area. And even though the area where we were walking, we're walking down a corridor and it was quiet, he had me to listen to music. Music that was calming. I listened to one song in particular, it's called Be Still. Let there be light. These are songs that I listen to, and they cause me to celebrate him and not think about what was going on in the atmosphere that could possibly have caused me harm. When I listened to those songs, the words were saying, Be still and know who I am. Behold who I am. Let there be light. The light was cast on what the evil eye was supposed to bring me. Fear, dread, trauma. It was meant to try to separate us, me and my Lord and Savior. I even thought I was delusional myself. He didn't even try to correct me, God didn't. But he let me know, even though they are gathered around, this is an altar, it's a round stone. Big, heavy, sturdy thing. And it had right in the center of it a pentagon. It's like two triangles that were infused together, but they looked like the shape of a star. And it was red with black, like borders. And there was other stuff that was around it. And on the table, there was etchings of something that it almost looked like some kind of message was on the table. Okay. But it was a stone table, and these they never looked up. They just stayed in agreement with whatever it is they were believing in. And what Jesus did, he didn't back, he didn't say, Come on, let's go. He didn't. He showed up and he began to walk. And I knew that was my cue. Get in line with it, walk away from this situation. And he led me down this corridor, and we were just walking peacefully. No one was upset, no one was angry or nothing. And I remember that the individuals they never lift up or anything. They weren't even aware that I knew what they were up to. I didn't know everything, but I knew they were up to something evil. This was when he began to explain to me your financial hardship, your unstable relationships, your inability to maintain and keep employment without something coming up against you. Your relationship with your family. And when I say family, my children, this is how the enemy was able to do it for a little while. But he said, he didn't say it in a voice, but he was showing me the enemy doesn't just want to take finances away from you, don't want to take all your things. I lost a car, an accident.
SPEAKER_02Jobs.
SPEAKER_00One job I was working as a security officer. We lost a mega account. No finances. Just trickling in drop by drop. Living with my daughter for two years. When you have to be living in a situation, I didn't have to. A situation like that, it humbles you. But he was showing me what was going on, what was going against that. And he began to tell me. He didn't tell me in words. He was letting me know we're getting ready to take this off of you. After walking with him for a while, he began to let me know because my heart had something written inside of it. I had to begin to pray my prayers of confession, the act of confession, a prayer of mercy, gloria. The Nicene Creed.
SPEAKER_02Prayer for deliverance. And a prayer for invitation to communion. And other scriptures.
SPEAKER_00But I began to pray them more fervently. They began to have meaning in my life. They did. There's a scripture that he took me to because he didn't want me to speak on this to anyone. Because there was no one that could understand in my social circle what I was going through. They would have had too much fear inside of them. It would have just gone against me. It would have been hard.
SPEAKER_02It would have. So he let me know.
SPEAKER_00Be quiet. When he said, be still. Don't try to do anything. I had to reflect. Pray. Confess. Things I didn't even know. You know, that I might have done. I had to re can pray that. This is something that he said, Luke chapter one, verse twenty. After all, Gabriel tells Zechariah, and now you will be silent and not able to speak until the day this happens, because you did not believe my words, which will come true at their proper time. Even though in this scripture he's talking to Zechariah, he was speaking to me also about my belief. I couldn't believe what I was saying. Okay. But he was letting me know this is true. This is what's happening. Yeah. Zechariah said unto the angel, Whereby shall I now know this? For I am an old man and my wife well stricken in years. The angel had come and let him know that she was going to have a child. And the angel answering said unto him, I am Gabriel that stands in the presence of God, and am sent to speak unto thee, and to show thee these glad tidings. And behold, thou shalt be dumb and not able to speak until the day that these things shall be performed, because you believe it not my words which shall be fulfilled in their season. Verse twenty is the verse that he spoke with me. How Zechariah could not believe at his old age he's having a child, a son. The angel was announcing the birth of John the Baptist. Okay. God was showing me. This is why because when I why? Why am I always running out of money? Because when I look at the amount of money I make per hour, I'm making more than people I know. But mine is just going away. And I'm not buying stuff recklessly. I was having such a hard time I couldn't even pay my tithes or even offering.
SPEAKER_02There was nothing. But I'm going to work, I'm working doubles. I'm making, I want to just say this.
SPEAKER_00I'm making over three thousand dollars every two weeks, and I don't see anything.
SPEAKER_02Bills are not getting caught up.
SPEAKER_00He sh told me this is why. But he also let me know we're gonna stop that. And we're gonna send it back to the enemy. The reason they did this is because you would not continue to live your life recklessly with them, even though these are people that are in churches, mega churches.
SPEAKER_02He let me know that.
SPEAKER_00And I'm thankful to him for believing that I would listen. Because I did. Now, the Israelites complained in the scripture. I was one complaining about my finances, my relationship with my children. I could only say two words and it was be a problem.
SPEAKER_02Oh, I hate you. You wouldn't let me talk when I was a child. I'm like, of course I let you talk. No, telling you things I wanted to say to you. So I'm saying it now. Yeah.
SPEAKER_00All right. God wanted recognition because he is with me. And he saw this. Remember, things that we go through, he allows this stuff to happen. He does. The enemy doesn't realize it because he just doesn't. And the enemy isn't always a man or woman. It's Satan that is using them. Let's go to Job chapter 1, verse 6. It says, One day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, Satan also came among them. The Lord said to Satan, Whence do you come? Then Satan answered the Lord and said, From roaming the earth and patrolling it. And the Lord said to Satan, Have you noticed my servant Job? And that there is no one on earth like him, blameless and upright, fearing God and avoiding evil. But Satan answered the Lord and said, Is it for nothing that Job is fearing God? Have you not surrounded him and his family and all that he has with your protection? You have blessed the house of his hands, and his livestock are spread over the land. But now put forth your hand and touch everything that he has, and surely he will blaspheme you to your face. And the Lord said to Satan, Behold, all that he has is in your power. Only do not lay a hand upon his head. Well, excuse me, his person. So Satan went forth from the presence of the Lord.
SPEAKER_02And whoever does not rebuke him, they are a willing vessel for Satan.
SPEAKER_00And in this situation with the evil eye, they were not able to resist Satan. They followed suit. But God revealed it to me. Okay. So remember, even if they send something like that to you, stand still and hear what he has to say. Do you know the word Salah? S-E-L-A-H, and sometimes it's spelled a different way in different scriptures, but in my Bible, I read the New American Bible. In this particular version, Salah. A lady taught me years ago. She pulled me to the side. I was assisting her with her daughter. And she said, when we were had a little moment where we could break with one another, she said, You know what salah means? And I'm like, no, I didn't. I really did not know. And she says, salah means to think about it. Step back. And whatever you have read and has is something that has been said about God. Think about that. Think about what He says to you. I want to just give you an example of a spot here, and I like to buy daily devotionals. Here, Psalms chapter three, when it says, verse three says, How many say to me, God will not save that one.
SPEAKER_02So law. They thought about that. God is not gonna save Winifer. She's had children out of wedlock from her boyfriend. Three of them. One of them died. She's not saved. Look at the church she goes to to hear about God. That's a dead church she goes to. I keep trying to tell her different things, and she won't listen to me. Let's do this.
SPEAKER_00Send the evil eye to her. Strip her of everything she has, and she will cry out to her God. But what the enemy didn't realize is that's how they planned it. But that's not how my God planned it. It isn't. You gotta be careful when you're planning stuff. Okay? Because if you're planning the wrong thing.
SPEAKER_02Excuse me.
SPEAKER_00You gotta be careful when you're digging ditches for people. Because you have to be able to understand the importance of yourself digging a ditch for two. You can't just be digging a ditch for me. You can't be doing that. Because it harms, it'll you hurt yourself as well. You do. It's not something good. I want to just tell you something. Here Proverbs chapter twenty six, verse twenty-seven says, Whoever digs a pit will fall into it, and he who rolls a stone will have it rolled back on him. Seriously, when someone stoops so low to harm you, and they think that it's okay, God ain't gonna come and see about you. He's not, that's what they're thinking, and so they begin to work together, and they don't foresee any way that God would come and assist me. And there's no telling how long this had been going on because I have been experiencing lack for two years, crying out to God, like, what is it? What's wrong? Why is this? You're showing me these numbers on paper, but it's just not this, it's just not okay, it's disappearing out of my account. What's happening? And there he showed me. Now let's move on further. I want to tell you more about this here evil eye that was sent to me. And I want to tell you, it wasn't just once where I saw it, it made its presence known to me multiple times.
SPEAKER_02It did.
SPEAKER_00It wasn't something that was just okay, let's just do this here one time. This is something that went on for a long amount of time, but he kept me strong. It was meant to harm me, it wasn't meant to take my life, though. It was meant to derail me because it each time that I would stand up, I wrote a book, couldn't get it published, even though they approved it. But there was always something unforeseen getting in the way. I had my little podcast going, Matthew 4.4. It's time to eat. That's the when it was the very beginning. Stressed out and boggled down by this. Just like, all right, I'm not gonna do that anymore. Right now, I gotta focus on me. What God was letting me know is you should have continued to focus on that. Don't ever let the enemy get you so far down till you don't function like you're supposed to. I have a sign that says, no matter how you feel, get up, dress up, show up, and never give up. That's something that we can all live by, even if you're doing it dragging. Do it. Because whenever you begin to operate under the influence of Christ and you really know that he is using you, and you have tapped into what your assignment is, these things can happen.
SPEAKER_02He revealed to me who was behind it, the cause. Yeah, it was jealousy.
SPEAKER_00It was. They don't mind if people are jealous of them. I do. I don't like for anyone to be jealous of me. Looking at you any kind of way. I've seen people where they show out whenever they find us somebody jealous of them. I'm like, I don't care for that. I don't want to be around that. I really do not. I want to tell you what the scripture says here. Proverbs 28. Proverbs 28, verse 22. I want to read that to you. It says, oh my, my screen keeps blinking out, and I don't want to have to redo this whole thing again unless he tells me. Proverbs 28, verse 22 says, the stingy are eager to get rich and are unaware that poverty awaits them. Some people will try to take from you, like I mentioned to you about that. They're stingy, they hold back on their own. And some of them just from lack, they like to hold down to a closed fist. And some most likely they just like, I'm not getting up off of this. I can use yours. Seriously, they do. And that's just how some people are. But don't let them just get away with that. Because you have a heavenly father that cares about you. Okay. And he's not gonna let them get by. Some of them think that they're operating off of they're operating off of being saved for so many years. Do you know that God don't God does not keep up with time the way we do? You might have been like in the world, say, for 50, 60 years, when you go back and calculate it, because in his eyes, excuse me, it says that a thousand years equals a day. If you go back and do the math, see how many a thousand years in real time, right here where we're at, how many years that is in God's time. That's an eye-opener right there. Now, Psalms 23:4 says, Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me. This was during the one of the darkest challenges during my life. And I was not alone. There was no one that I could see personally in the person that was with me. I had to lean directly on God, trusting that Jesus was leading me somewhere where I was going to be delivered from the hands of my enemy. Okay. And I was. And again, does it mean that it stops? The battle goes on. It does. He removed that, but we don't know what he's gonna do next, you know. I don't know what he's gonna remove from me in the years to come or even the day to come. All right, but this here, someone might be embarking on a journey such as this right here, where they need to be strengthened so that they'll know, do not fear, listen to what he has to say to you. Isaiah 54, verse 7 says, For a brief moment I abandon you, but with deep compassion I will bring you back. He's not gonna leave you alone. He is not, even when it feels like he's not there, he will not leave you alone to be within all that darkness all by yourself. All right, let's go over to these are scriptures that he's let me know to help edify you, to help lift you up in case you go through something similar to this right here. You know, you you have to be able to stand on the word of God, else you'll be defeated. You really will. Ephesians 1, verse 11 through 23 says, In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, in order that we who were the first to put our hope in Christ might be for the praise of his glory. And you also were included in Christ when you heard the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation, when you believed and were marked in him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing your inheritance until the redemption of those who are God's possession, to the praise of his glory. Okay. Now it goes on to say verse 15. This is a prayer of thanks. For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all God's people, I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers. Keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the spirit of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. Pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance and his holy people, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is the same as the mighty strength he exerted when he raised Christ from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms, far above all, rule and authority, power and dominion in every name that is invoked, not only in the present age, but also in the one to come. And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who feels everything in every way. Amen, amen. That means this here was nothing for him to get me through. And the way that he kept me calm, and I wasn't a crazy wreck, like, oh my, what's going on? What is this? I was inquisitive. I was thinking, what in the world? I was checking it out, and it was looking at me, that red eye.
SPEAKER_02And one time only did it blink. Yes.
SPEAKER_00And he allowed me to know I am with you. He didn't say that in an audible voice. I literally saw him. I did. Arms wide open. He was there. And I was following him out of the disastrous mess that I found myself in. And let's go over to Job chapter four, verses four and five, because it's important to let you know when he's revealing things to you, he's showing you who really meant you evil, who really did not have your best interest at hand. You know? So you gotta be able to understand when he's trying to show us something, we gotta be able to hear him. Yes, we do, because he revealed to me there is an individual that you love, but that person doesn't love you like that. You know, that person's been jealous of you for years, and you need to know this. And I found out the hard way. Let's do it one more time. And any other time it wouldn't be a problem. Okay, let's just come back to that one. Maybe he's letting me now. Let that be. Because I don't like to do something like that, because this is something that someone, even though Joel seems irrelevant to me, it could be something that's irrelevant for another person. I always think that we go through things so that others do not have to go through it without knowing someone has gone through this, if not the exact same thing, something similar. Okay. All right, let me just actually it's not Joel, it's Jude. Excuse me. Jude, and let's start with let's start with verse three. It says, Beloved, although although I was making every effort to write to you about our common salvation, I now feel a need to write to encourage you to contend for the faith that was once for all handed down to the holy ones. Verse 4 goes on to say, for there have been some intruders who long ago were designated for this condemnation, godless persons, who pervert the grace of our God into lasituousness, and who deny our only master and Lord Jesus Christ. Okay. I wish to remind you, although you know all things, that the Lord who once saved a people from the land of Egypt, later destroyed those who did not believe. The angels too, who did not keep to their own domain, but deserted their proper dwelling, he has kept in eternal chains and gloom for the judgment of the great day. Likewise Sidon, Gomorra Sodom, excuse me, Gomorrah, and the surrounding towns, which in the same manner as they indulged in sexual promiscuity and practice a natural vice, serve as an example by undergoing a punishment of eternal fire. Enoch of the seventh generation from Adam prophesied also about them when he said, Behold, the Lord has come with his countless holy ones to execute judgment on all, to convict everyone for all the godless deeds that they committed, and for all the harsh words godless sinners have uttered against him. These people are complainers, disgruntled ones who live by their desires. Their mouths utter bombast as they fawn over people to gain advantage.
SPEAKER_02Yes.
SPEAKER_00And he's letting me know. See the ones that were standing around that stone table with the Pentagon on it, dressed in their back black attire with their black hoods on and everything. They're men and women of God that when you see them in your community, you would not know that they would have behaved in such a way, trying to perform a ritual on someone to denounce them, to control them, to manipulate them, to cause them harm. But you heard what God said. That's what he said. That's in Jude. I'm sorry about writing it down incorrectly, but that was Jude. Sorry. Now, when you're being rejected, continue to stand on God's word. Don't allow anyone to intimidate you because they're gonna put some kind of spell on you. Okay, no one wants to go through that, but don't let anyone do that. That's fear, and you don't want that. You don't want anyone to treat you like that. You don't want anyone to have that kind of control over you. Luke chapter 10, verse 16. Says, whoever listens to you listens to me. Whoever rejects you rejects me. But whoever rejects me rejects him who sent me. Ain't that something? Let's go on over to Galatians chapter four. And we'll soon wrap it up. Because I want to tell you what he did when he completely removed it. Because, see, this just happened here not long ago when he removed it. And I tell you what, talk about exhaling. I feel relieved. And here I did it again.
SPEAKER_02Let me see.
SPEAKER_00Actually, not Galatians. It's we'll come back to that one. I wrote it down wrong. I was this, I have been writing these passages down for the longest and see how the enemy's trying to abort the message. But he's a liar. Yes, he is. Because someone may go through this and they need to know who's with them. All right, Matthew chapter 28, verse 20. Teaching them to observe. I'm going to say, excuse me, to the Lord, because it's in red writing. Teaching them to the Lord to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always until the end of age. We are never alone. Okay? Well, you're never alone, even though they may reject you. That's okay, but you're never alone. And he doesn't want us to be afraid. But let's go over to Deuteronomy. Okay. Deuteronomy chapter 31, verse 8. It says, It is the Lord who marches before you. He will be with you and will never fail you or forsake you. So do not fear or be dismayed. No matter what the enemy tries to do to you, I can't tell you what the outcome is going to be because we have to wait it out and see. I want the best for us all. And there are times when we may have to go through some things. There are. Even until us being just dead. Where the enemy gets the ability to where the enemy can kill us. And I'm not saying you have to go through that. There are times when some of the disciples were stoned to death.
SPEAKER_02There are times where you might be locked up in a prison. I don't want that.
SPEAKER_00It's whatever his will is for us. Think I want to be stoned to death. Stoned to death don't mean they're going to throw rocks at me, somebody might kill me. Someone might say something about me and get me put in prison. I wouldn't want that. But I can't live my life in fear because the enemy will have warning. There's a purpose for all things. There are. And there's one by a woman. She it says rescued. Well, he rescued me. I don't own their songs. I don't have nothing to do with them. They're probably like, whatever with her. But I don't want any problems. I just want to tell you things that God would use to help get you through so that your mind is not on what the enemy is trying to do to you because they could cause you to possibly lose your mind, your sanity. And also, when I was going through this, he had me to read these books, historical fiction, but they had they were like different people that were in the Bible. They had it was truth. And then they put it in fiction where you could see them as actual persons. Like the Maccabees, there were brothers that they talked about. They made a historical account where I could relate to what was going on with them and some of the things that they went through at the end of their lives that were traumatizing. Harmful. There was one where I read a historical fiction about one of the rulers. The king of Egypt, the queen of Egypt. Different ones, and you could see them as a person. He was still ministering to me. But he was also showing me there are people that have gone through this. This is instead of I did have my Bible to read, but with the historical fiction books, he made me aware you can read it and you can also enjoy the setup, the plot, how they have it in book form. Because I love to read books, and that helped ease my mind off of different things that would have otherwise destroyed me. So let him use you and show you how he wants things to be handled. All right, don't be afraid. I'm serious. Don't be afraid because you don't have anyone there to talk to. Okay? You still have him. Psalms 23, 4. I want to read this there. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me, your rod and your staff, they comfort me. It's the second time we've read that. Because he's there. See what happens is sometimes with we're looking at it with our eyes. And you're like, oh my gosh, somebody's trying to do this to me. Don't let fear entangle you in its mess. Send it right on back where it came from. And Job, let me first look this up here because I didn't mark this one down. This is one that I have Revelation 4 right now. I wasn't expecting less than Job 17, verse 9 says, nevertheless, the light the righteous will hold to their ways, and those with clean hands will grow stronger. I repeat, verse 9 says, Nevertheless, the righteous will hold to their ways, and those with clean hands will grow stronger. So just stay strong in God. During this, I wanted to tell you I felt rejection, felt like I was alone, and blessings were blocked or either taken. I told you how I made a nice amount of money, but there's never enough money to take care of all the bills. Always lacking. Never could get ahead of anything. Not at all. That can really crush you because it's like I'm putting in all these hours and I'm looking at what the number is saying on paper, but it's just not adding up to what it should be, you know. So that's something that can really get to you. So that can really you imagine that you're working all for the last two weeks, and you there's nothing. It's lacking. You're just like, what in the world? Okay. Let's see. Let's go, Jewel chapter four. It says screen just blanked out. It says, What the locust swarm has left, the great locusts have eaten. What the great locusts have left, the young locusts have eaten. What the young locusts have left, other locusts have eaten. Verse 5 goes on to say, Wake up, you drunkards, and weep. Wail all you drunkards of wine, wail because of the new wine, for it has been snatched from your lips. When you are when it's referring to a drunkard, it doesn't mean that that person is drunk with wine. You could be blinded by someone you thought that they were really there for you, and they really were not. They were wearing a mask. And it's his time where he's letting you know wake up and snap out of it. This person has been trying to do this to you. This is the one he'll show you who it is. And myself, I was blinded because I just didn't want to believe who God had revealed to me as the one that this was being done behind. And when I did that, you know what I was saying to God? I was basically saying that he was lying. That was something horrible that I would do. Not to believe that he's showing me who did this. Like, how dare you? You know. This is God. You can't be thinking this kind of way about your heavenly father. He is for you. He's the one who created you. You know, how can you think that your God, my God, is gonna harm me? He's not gonna harm me. No, he's not, not at all. I was hurting myself when I failed to believe that this person, because every time I would still what he did is he showed me their reaction to me whenever they would see me, and how their mannerisms would present themselves. They would say hi and then go on about their business. It's like in a hurried manner, and then he began to show me the face. I didn't pay attention to the facial expressions. Those are a lot of things that he'll reveal to you. Let's go over to Job chapter 1, verse 6 through 8. It says the nation, a nation has invaded my land, a mighty army without number. It has the teeth of a lion, the fangs of a lioness. It has laid waste my vines and ruined my fig trees, it has stripped off their bark and thrown it away, leaving their branches swipe, worn like a virgin in sackcloth, grieving for the betroth of your youth. And I was grieving because I didn't know what I was gonna do. There was nothing, nothing for me. You know, there was no one to lean on, and the amount of debt that I was accumulating, who was gonna give me what I needed other than a bank? No one. All right, no one at all. Verse 13 through 20 says, Grain offerings and drink offerings are cut off from the house of the Lord. The priests are in mourning, those who minister before the Lord, the fields are ruined, the ground is dried up, the grain is destroyed, the new wine is dried up, and the olive oil fails. Despair, you farmers, wail, you vine growers. Grieve for the wheat and the barley because the harvest of the field is destroyed, the vine is dried up, and the fig tree is withered. The pomegranate, the palm, and the apple tree, all the trees of the field are dried up. Surely the people's joy is withered away. Put on sackcloth, you priest, and mourn. Wail you who minister before the altar, come, spend the night in sackcloth, you who minister before my God, for the grain offerings and drink offerings are withheld from the house of your God. Declare a holy fast, call a sacred assembly, summon the elders, and all who live in the land to the house of the Lord your God and cry out to the Lord. Alas for that day, for the day of the Lord is near, it will come like destruction from the Almighty. Has not the food been cut off before our very eyes, joy and gladness from the house of our God? The seeds are shriveled beneath the clots. The storehouses are in ruins, the greeneries have been broken down, for the grain has dried up. Now the cattle moan, the herds meal about because they have no pasture, even the flocks of the sheep are suffering. To you, Lord, I call, for fire has devoured the pastures in the wilderness, the flames have burned up all the trees of the field, even the out wild animals plant, even the wild animals pant for you, the streams of water have dried up, the fire has devoured the pastures in the wilderness. Lord bless your holy name. I'm so glad that he showed up for me because I was fooled by my emotions. I remember this person told me that I was their most favorite family member they had. That was to tickle my brain. And she did it. When I should have been listening to what my God says. Don't have that person near you. And because of my disobedience and my lack of listening and obeying him, they sent the evil eye to me. Alright. I don't. That is was one of the most challenging, turbulent times of my life. Yes. And I don't want anyone to have to go through that. Matthew 7, verse 12 says, So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you. For this sums up the law and the prophets. At the end, I ask God to send it back to my enemy.
SPEAKER_02And I asked it in Jesus' name. Not to be vindictive.
SPEAKER_00So you can show me how to get through something like that without my heavenly father. God'll get them through it, but they're gonna have to repent for their behavior. Jealousy is not cool. You're jealous of somebody that don't have nothing, nothing at all. Except for, and I shouldn't say except for, a relationship with a guy who opens his arms and welcomes you as well. But we don't have to go through things that people want us to go through. Luke chapter 6, verse 31. If it is not father filtered, okay, do to others as you would have them do to you. I repeat, Luke chapter 6, verse 31. Do to others as you would have them do to you. You wanted me to go through such hardship. Someone wants you to go through such hardship. And then you want to minister to me and tell me your take on why I'm going through it.
SPEAKER_02And I better believe what you're saying, else it's gonna get worse.
SPEAKER_00No, believe in God because it might be your season, where He is teaching you how to hear from Him. Okay, there are people that'll tell you don't repay anybody evil for excuse me. Go through it. Go through it. Yeah, God will get you through it. He will. He's going to tell you what's happening and he will get you through it. But don't allow people to just have free pass and tear up your world like this. Or your children. Romans chapter 12, verse 17. You don't want them tearing up your children's lives, your grandchildren's lives. You don't want that happening. Stop it. Because God will break that off of you. Romans chapter 12, verse 17 says, never pay back evil for evil. Do things in such a way that everyone can see you are honest, clear through. They can look directly through and know you're honest. And when I say doing evil for evil, you notice God did not let me go and do evil. I I wouldn't have never even thought to do something like that. But I did pray and ask Kev the one who did this to me, let them see how that felt. Bring them to repentance. Evidence of the Holy Spirit walking in there and changing and renewing their thinking, their heart, and their spirit. Line it up with your will. And if I'm asking you for something that's wicked and evil, deal with my behavior. And see what he does. Because it's not okay for people to do whatever they want to do to you. We've been taught as children to like vengeance is mine, and it's in the Bible. It belongs to God, not me. It belongs to the Lord. And what do you think he's gonna do when he's vindicating? You think he's gonna just let you do whatever you want to do? Yeah? No, he's not. He's not gonna let you do whatever you want to do. It says it is possible. As far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written, it is mine to avenge. I will repay, says the Lord. On the contrary, if your enemy is hungry, feed him. If he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head. Do not overcome evil by evil, but overcome evil with good. Continue to pray and ask God to continue to fight your battles for you during this time of revealing. People will do you so bad, and whenever God began to heat burning coals down on them, they'll be running around telling people you put witchcraft on them, and you have done no such thing. It's the deed they tried to do to you. God saw fit to return it to them. There was a person that lived across the street from me. I couldn't even have walked down the street from her to just to go to work and come home. And God allowed me to see, to hear her in the spirit. Her child was talking to another person, and she told her friend, it's somebody that knew the situation that was occurring on the road, and I could hear this. And she said, That lady put witchcraft on my mom. She didn't put witchcraft on her. That's God dealing with your mom for what she did to her. Your mom didn't realize she was a woman of God. That was the first time I ever heard where God explained something to the enemy about what they did.
SPEAKER_02And she got quiet. She never said anything else.
SPEAKER_00Because I used to be, you just let people just do whatever they want to do with me. Not in this situation here. But he began to show me.
SPEAKER_02I'm gonna show you just what I do for your enemies.
SPEAKER_00And if you're an enemy to someone, he let me know I'm gonna handle you too. He chased those whom he loves, and he will chastise us when we are doing things that are harmful to people. Do you know it's some people that are just on a mission just to hurt you? And they feel good and they get upset when you tell them, stop, you can't do this to me. That is hurting me. And it makes them feel good inside. The situation with the neighbor doesn't have anything to do with the red eyes, she never did that. What she had done is God showed me where she had attached herself to me. That was the first time I realized that someone can do a soul tie with you, and I allowed it because I was just like a fool. And I'm then when I realized uh I'm like loose here, Satan, get off of me in Jesus' name, and he set me free from her, and then he revealed to me to show me what happened is it's the thing turned all the way around, it was almost like a set, and it was her husband that was behind that. He had her acting like that. She had gotten so bad to clothing that I was wearing. She would dress like me, she would wear her hair like mine, she would just behave in a way where she was taking on who I was, my personality, and God broke that off of her and me. I'm serious. She literally had an outfit just like mine. She wore her hair, I used to wear it in a bun. She pulled her hair in a bun in the back. And she got sick. Yeah. But that's not what I'm talking about. You gotta be careful when you're hurting people. All right, now we don't need to sit up and worry about things that people try to do to us. We have to just remember to stay on board with the Lord. Yes, we know. We gotta remember when I told you he had me to do the act of confession. And the act of confession is I'm confessing to Almighty God. Yes, I am. I would say this. I confess to Almighty God and to you, my brothers and sisters, that I have greatly sinned in my thoughts and my words, and what I have done and what I have failed to do. And I would own it through my fault, through my fault, through my most grievous fault. And I would say, therefore, I ask blessed Mary, ever virgin, and all the angels and saints, and you, my brothers and sisters, to pray for me to the Lord our God in Jesus' name. And then I would go on to say, Have mercy on us, O Lord, for we have sinned against you. Show us, O Lord, your mercy and grant us your salvation. And then I would say the glory, glory to God in the highest, and on earth, peace to people of good will. We praise you, we bless you, we adore you, we glorify you, we give you thanks for your great glory. Lord God, Heavenly King, O God Almighty Father, Lord Jesus Christ, only begotten Son, Lord God, Lamb of God, Son of the Father, you take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us. You take away the sins of the world, receive our prayer. You are seated at the right hand of the Father, have mercy on us, for you alone are the Holy One. You alone are the Lord, you alone are the most high Jesus Christ with the Holy Spirit and the glory of God the Father, all man. And I would also pray the Nicene Creed in it with God. I believe in one God, the Father Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all things visible and invisible. I believe in one Lord Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God, born of the Father before all ages. God from God, like from light, true God from true God, begotten, not me, consubstantial with the Father, through him all things were made. For us men and for our salvation, he came down from heaven and by the Holy Spirit was incarnate of the Virgin Mary and became man. For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate. He suffered death and was buried and rose again on the third day in accordance with the scriptures. He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father. He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead, and his kingdom will have no end. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life, who proceeds from the Father and the Son, who with the Father and the Son is adored and glorified, who was spoken through the prophets. I believe in one holy Catholic and apostolic church. I confess one baptism for the forgiveness of sins. And I look forward to the resurrection of the dead and the life of the world to come. Amen. I'm not saying you have to say you believe in the holy Catholic Church, believe in whatever church you're in. These are prayers that got me through. And I would go on to pray in the prayer for deliverance. And it goes on to say, this is what I would pray. My Lord, you're all powerful, you are God, you are Father. We beg you through the intercession and help of the archangels Michael, Raphael, and Gabra, for the deliverance of our brothers and sisters who are enslaved by the evil one. All saints of heaven, come to our aid. And I would begin to list different things, like for anxiety, sadness, obsessions. We beg you free us, O Lord, from hatred, fornication, and envy. We beg you free us, O Lord, from thoughts of jealousy, rage, and death. We beg you free us, O Lord, from every thought of suicide and abortion. Free us, O Lord, from every form of sexual, sinful sexuality. We beg you free us, O Lord, from every division in our family and every harmful friendship. We beg you free us, O Lord, from every sort of spell, malefic witchcraft, and every form of the occult, we beg you free us, O Lord. And then I would pray, Lord, you who said I leave you peace, my peace I give you. Grant that through the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary, we may be liberated from every evil spell and enjoy your peace always through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God forever and ever. Amen. And when I would pray for a prayer of deliverance, things that God would have revealed to me, and peoples and places and names that He would ask me to put in there to help keep them away from evil so nothing would come to them. Different things in particular that He would reveal to me that needed to be prayed over, I would pray for them and trust and believe He would answer me. And at the end, I would do this the invitation of communion. To communion. And you can partake. Yes. I would say, Behold the Lamb of God, behold him who takes away the sins of the world. Blessed are those called to the supper of the Lamb. Lord, I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my soul shall be healed. I would pray that day in and day out. All the time. And I had a list of prayers that he would want me to pray. Jeremiah 29, 12 was one. It says, When you call me, when you go to pray to me, I will listen to you. Amen. Jeremiah 33, 3. That's his phone number. Call to me and I will answer you. I will tell you the things great beyond reach of your knowledge. And I would go on. There were different ones that he would tell me. And it came a time when my enemies carry on so bad. He would have me say a prayer for my enemies. Okay? All right. Well, he does. He was it was just a mess. Jeremiah 20, verse 10, 11, 12. That was the line. Yes, I hear the whisperings of many terror on every side. Denounce us, denounce him. They're talking about me. All those who were my friends are on the watch for any misstep of mine. Perhaps he will be trapped. Then we can prevail and take our vengeance on him. But the Lord is with me like a mighty champion. My persecutors will stumble. They will not triumph in their failure. They will be put to utter shame, to lasting, unforgettable confusion, O Lord of hosts. You who test the just, who probe minded heart. Let me witness the vengeance you take on them. For to you I have entrusted my cause. Sing to the Lord, praise the Lord, for He has rescued the life of the poor from the power of the wicked. Amen. Deuteronomy 28, 13, 14. The Lord will make you the head, not the tail, and you will always mount higher and not decline as long as you obey the commandments of the Lord your God, which I order you today to observe carefully, not turning aside to the right or to the left from any of the commandments which I now give you in order to follow other gods and serve them. I say amen. Revelations chapter 21, verse 4 was one. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death, nor mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away. And Zechariah chapter 9, verse 8. But I will encamp at my temple to guard it against marauding forces. Never again will an oppressor overrun my people, for now I am keeping watch. Philippians 4, verse 13. I can do all things through him who gives me strength. Psalms 174, verse 3. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalms 34, 17 and 18. The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them. He delivers them from their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalms 19, 14, but from willful sins, keep your servant, let them never control me. Then shall I be blameless, innocent of grave sin. You don't want to be a part of that. All right. In Joshua chapter 23, verse 10, one of you puts to flight a thousand because it is the Lord your God Himself who fights for you as he promised you. All right. In Ephesians 6, verse 10 through 12, finally draw your strength from the Lord and from his mighty power. Put on the armor of God so that you may be able to stand firm against the tactics of the devil. For our struggle is not with flesh and blood, but with the principalities, with the powers, with the world rulers of this present darkness, with evil spirits in the heavens, therefore put on the armor of God that you may be able to resist on the evil day and having done everything to hold your ground, so stand fast with your loins girded in the truth, clothed with righteousness as a breastplate, and your feet shod in the readiness for the gospel of peace in all circumstances. Hold faith as a shield to quench all the flaming arrows of the evil one, and take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the spirit, which is the word of God. Your helmet of salvation, they ain't gonna be able to drive you crazy. They may think they can. Verses 18 through 20. With all prayer and supplication, supplication, pray at every opportunity in the spirit. To that end, be watchful with all perseverance and supplication for all the holy ones, and also for me, that speech may be given me to open my mouth to make known the boldness of the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains, so that I may have the courage to speak as I must. Amen. And Jeremiah 29, 11. For I know the plans I have in mind for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare, not for woe, plans to give you a future full of hope. Let the devil know, get back. You know, you sent the evil eye at me. 1 Samuel chapter 17, verse 37. David continued, The Lord delivered me from the claws of the lion and the bear will also keep me safe from the clutches of this Philistine. Saul answered David, Go, the Lord will be with you. And I say amen. Micah chapter 5, verse 8. Your hands shall be lifted above your foes, and all your enemies shall be destroyed in Jesus' name. Micah chapter 5, verse 14. I will wreak vengeance and anger and wrath upon the nations that have not hearkened in Jesus' name. Nahum 1:13. Now will I break his yoke from off you and burst asunder your hands. I received it for not only me, my babies too, and theirs. The whole bloodline. Nahum 2, verse 1 and 3. See upon the mountains, their advances the bearer of good news, announcing peace. Celebrate your feasts, O Judah. Fulfill your vow. For nevermore shall you be invaded by the scoundrel. He is completely destroyed. The Lord will restore the vine of Jacob, the pride of Israel. Through the ravages have ravaged them and ruined the tendrils. Amen. And then I would say, dear God, these are my own personal prayer. I declare and I decree in Jesus' name, me, my children, and my grandchildren have your everlasting peace, protection, guidance, joy, salvation, and freedom from fear for eternity. Amen. Dear God, I declare and I decree in Jesus' name, nobody has the right or sense of entitlement to walk in your glory, your divine power with me, my children, and my grandchildren without asking in Jesus' name for infinity. In the Bible, it doesn't say in Acts, can we get this here? Acts chapter 14, verse 19 and 20, it says, However, some Jews from Antioch and Iconium arrived and won over the crowds. They stoned Paul and dragged him out of the city, supposing that he was dead. But when the disciples gathered around him, he got up and entered the city. On the following day he left with Barnabas for Derby. They thought he had killed him. But it didn't say he waddled in it. After he went back in there, the following day he left with Barnabas for Derby. But treated Peter with the disrespect, like the treatment I received. My children receive, my grandchildren receive, and those who are in my bloodline yet to come. Please turn it around, Lord, in Jesus' name for infinity. Amen. And let the enemy have his way. And Lord, when you deliver me and told me about my enemies, I wrote every last one of their names down that you said was my enemy. I remember I was under a pastor. And he said, You better know who your enemies are. It's good. Yeah, God knowing, but if you can call their names, then that's even better. Revelation 11, verse 5 says, if anyone wants to harm them, fire comes out of their mouths, devours their enemies. In this way, anyone wanting to harm them is sure to be slain in Jesus' name for infinity, for eternity throughout my entire bloodline in Jesus' name. And when I say that prayer, I make it personal. I put Winifer Shere. I put my children's first and middle name. Grandchildren's first and middle name. And I also say, Lord, you know who our enemies are. Because there's some people that are smiling in our face, make us feel good, we want to dance with them, want to have a good time with them, then they don't like us. So make sure you make sure you know we're mine, God. You ain't got to, but do it. You know who they are. And if I have called one an enemy and that's really a friend, forgive me, Lord. And Deuteronomy 28, verse 12. I open up my app for my bank. And I pray over that. As well as my children's. I don't have their access to theirs, but I ask God to remember them and my grandchildren and their children ongoing for eternity throughout my entire bloodline. And from the looks of it, when I see my grandkids, I won't even recognize them. They might not even look like they are of an African-American nature, race, ancestry bloodline.
SPEAKER_02But I ask God to protect them and their finances.
SPEAKER_00Deuteronomy 28, 12. The Lord will open up for you his rich treasure house of the heavens to give your land rain in due season, blessing all your undertakings, so that you will lend to many nations and borrow from none. Amen. Let me tell you something. That's the Holy Ghost to stand in agreement with you. Luke chapter 1, verse 45 says, Blessed are you who believe that what was spoken to you by the Lord will be fulfilled. Amen. Never underestimate of a underestimate the power of a praying person. You planning what you want to plan, but God also knows how to abort that assignment. And he will reroute it and return it to you. All right. So be careful when you're harming people. This is the when the evil eye was sent to me. That was something else, but God didn't let it happen. I really wanted to tell you of it. But what he was letting me know is something I didn't know. I wasn't even aware that they were still actively trying to perform their ritual against me. It was just broken off not long ago. I saw the sword of the spirit come down in my spirit. And then the mask came off of the people that were standing around that table. I wasn't even shocked because I knew of the head ring leader. And then they got up out of there. Okay. It says Luke chapter 1, verse 20. After all, Gabriel said, Tell Zechariah, and now you will be silent and not be able to speak until the day this happens. Because you did not believe my words, which will come true at their proper time.
SPEAKER_02Yeah.
SPEAKER_00Because I didn't believe also. I thought I'm delusional. That's not and yeah, it was true. But he still kept me.
SPEAKER_01Yeah.
SPEAKER_00And he wouldn't allow me to speak it. He wouldn't allow me to talk it. I couldn't speak on it. And he wouldn't even allow me to pray for my enemies. That's going to be a podcast episode about praying for your enemies. Because we don't know what to pray. You might pray yourself under another attack that should not have taken place. Wait for him to say stuff that you need him to know, that he needs you to know when you're praying for your enemies. Don't do that. Just know. Just like he got me through this, he'll get you through whatever you're going through. Trust and believe. When God is showing you something, don't let the enemy, excuse me, trip you up, or you unknowingly disrespect God. Because it's not good. He is such a forgiving God. He really is. He is such a forgiving God.
SPEAKER_02He's a forgiving. You don't want him to be unforgiving.
SPEAKER_00Because there are times when he will relent, but he will take you through something if you're behaving in a way that's not okay. Colossians chapter 3, verse 17 says, and whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by Him. Remember that. Continue to praise and worship Him. And I just cannot get over how He continues to be with me daily. I really cannot. I can't fathom what an amazing God I serve. And I serve the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. I do. Dear Heavenly Father, I ask in Jesus' name that whoever this resonates with in their spirit and their heart and in their souls, that they will take away something that is positive, giving you praise, growing in your knowledge, and having their spirit fed. I speak the truth according to what you've done for me, and how you opened your arms up to me and embraced me on this journey.
SPEAKER_02I pray that you will set anyone free and everyone free that is going through a situation like this or similar.
SPEAKER_00Defeat the enemy on their behalf. And don't allow fear to stand in their way. Draw them closer to you and allow them to have loved ones that truly love and care what they're going through. God don't let them come up against any more opposition than what they have to on this journey.
SPEAKER_02During the time will you keep their mouths closed? Will you stop them from speaking? Don't allow the enemy to control their thoughts. Regulate their heart or their spirit. Keep them engrossed in your word. I ask this in Jesus' name, God.
SPEAKER_00Amen. Thank you for listening to me speak about when someone sent the evil eye to me. There's an episode that's going to come back. Well, that's not going to come. I haven't even started it. That I'm going to talk about religious psychosis. This is something that has recently been an intruder on my journey. And remember, I'm sharing the memoirs, my daily prayer journal, things that I have gone through that I believe God has strengthened me.
SPEAKER_02Mistakes I have made. That enables you to know because you're Christian, you are able to make mistakes. You are. And he'll get you back up. He'll dust you off. And he'll make it better for you. There are times when he removes people from your life or remove you out of their life. You might have to mourn them. But don't mourn too long.
SPEAKER_00You may have lost that person, but you have gained the most valuable friend you could ever have during your lifetime and after. Because Jesus is the best friend you can have. Just because you want to follow behind Jesus. And you're not listening to what they're saying. And when they say it to you, this is them following the world.
SPEAKER_02They wanna make you do it. They do. But I want to tell you about my encounter with religious psychosis.
SPEAKER_00When you believe so much in God, to you just old dumb, stupid fool in someone's eyes. And I'm not gonna stop listening to him. I don't hear him speak to me like I'm talking, but I can hear him clearly.
SPEAKER_02I can't.
SPEAKER_00Stay blessed in Jesus' name.