I'm Back

Well, I'm back after almost 3 months.  I decided to provide an update.  Things have ramped up, and I'm still fighting for my life everyday.  This is a shorter ramble, and I still haven't decided if I will continue this on a regular basis, it really depends on my health.  I hope all of you, especially those of you who are dealing with the unthinkable, are holding on and taking things day by day. 

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Well, I'm back. Um, I believe it's been almost three months since I recorded my first episode. I wasn't sure if I was going to record another one. I will say that things have not changed. If anything, um they've kind of ramped up. Um and they've gotten a bit more aggressive. You know, and they had some more tricks up their sleeve, too, as far as different ways in which my body is kind of being worked over. For lack of a better term right now. So again, I am back and speaking about being targeted with microwave. Um, I know I use the phrase facilitator as the person who set me up, but I'm gonna say facilitator slash um foot soldier. Because that's what these people are. They're basically at the bottom of the food chain with whatever organization they're working with, and they are the initial people who set people up. So I kind of covered um that in my first episode in my ramble. I'm gonna try and keep this definitely shorter, um, and just get to the point of what's going on now. So still going through the same thing with um running body period, starting at the legs, working its way up, still dealing with you know quets in the morning, especially while getting ready for work, which is totally deliberate. So I guess the one new thing that has happened and happened a lot over the last few months would be muscle contractions that I get. I get muscle contractions from literally the top of my head to the soles of my feet. I get them in my face, I get them in my neck, I get them on my shoulder, in my back, and my buttocks, and my arms, fingers twitch. So, of course, that is part of the neurological system being totally compromised. And with that, what's also happening is so I get the sensation under my feet, of course, that's something it's almost like a oh like if a brutal word, like a running sensation, like something's moving very quickly under my feet. And it's almost like I can tell something's being pushed into my body, but I don't feel the heat. But what happens is that the leg that I've had an issue with very numb, and that actually just happened a few minutes ago. Um sometimes the sensation it almost feels like a tingling sensation that goes up my leg. And then once that sensation is done, I'm usually walking around with a little limp and feeling a lot of weakness in that leg. So it's the nervous system, which is the common thing with people who have AHI, which is I believe what they call it now. The nervous system is always hit, and if you have any pre-existing conditions, um they will be hit as well. What I've been noticing lately also is joint pain. Um, and joint pain in joints that have never bothered me before, and it's a very deep pain. Uh didn't last for a long time, but it was very uncomfortable. Um and then what I noticed, and I think so. I'm trying not to be a conspiracy theorist because some things just sound a little bit much for me. I can just only go by what I experience. So, one of the things that they do is that they will cause what feels like a knot to form somewhere in your body. For me, it's been in my back and it's been along my temples, and you will feel like this knot, and when you touch it, it's very tender. So I had one earlier today, and what they also try and do is that they won't shoot the heat in your body, at least it doesn't feel like it. They've been very aggressive with getting to my head, so I'll have this feeling at the bottom of my feet, and then I felt my forehead, and all of a sudden it feels like there's something searing or burning, like right at the temple, and I could feel this knot. And I mean, as soon as I felt that knot, I tried to massage it down. Of course, I'm at work and didn't have any ice. But what happened immediately after I felt that knot is that I started to experience pressure. Pressure went around my forehead and neck. So I kind of tried to work with that pressure and relieve that pressure. I think that's once again them just trying to crap me or trying to get to get through the skull or whatever and get to the brain and all of that. That's just what I've seen. I'm hoping that the next time I decide to record an episode, that it hasn't gone any further than that. Um so that's that's about the extent of a lot of things that's happening. Just trying to protect my head, especially at night. Now, when I'm sleeping at night, I try and keep like metal metal combs or something just in my hair. My hair is just a little long, and I think that kind of helps. Um, tonight I've got the metal combs in my head, and then I have a hat that is lined with Faraday fabric, which I don't know if that's gonna help or not, because honestly, with what I've been going through, Faraday Fabric has done absolutely nothing with this case. I have not gone by the building to see if the infrared camera is still up. I'm pretty sure that it is because it's a major portion of what happened. It's a major portion of the setup of everything. But the fact still that we're still fighting people to say that this is actually happening to us. It's just it's so tiring. It's very tiring. It's tiring because I'm fighting for my existence every single day. I've been, I guess I've been upgraded to the 24-7 special where I'm essentially beamed almost 24 hours a day. The only time I don't feel it is when I'm sleeping. Um, I think I mentioned that last time. So when I wake up, it's like I get an automatic float of heat to my legs and it raps up. So there is a biometric reading of my body that happens and it alerts them to me being up. So, of course, with everything they've been doing, I'm pretty sure that they're probably looking at brain waves and looking at heat patterns and all this stuff. Like right now, I'm starting to sweat. Which is fine, it is what it is, but I really and truly hope that people stay on this entire thing. I'm hoping that it does not take twenty, thirty, forty, fifty years until things are quote unquote declassified for people in this country to find out and realize that this country participated and or allowed American civilians to be targeted with microwave and slow, some slowly killed, some driven to suicide, some driven to mental health issues, some driven to financial ruin, some all of the above. It's a very hard existence to get up every single day and to go to work and try and do your job efficiently while you're sitting there trying to keep your body cooled down. And sometimes I'm lucky enough with what I do, I can do that. Um yeah, some people aren't that lucky. But the day-to-day existence, going out with family and friends, and having the bottom of your feet just feel raw and burning as you walk with your family somewhere. I am thankful still, even in the midst of this, to still be able to get up during the day and have some times of laughter and joy in the middle of this. To know that I'm standing next to somebody and sharing a joke, we're having a great conversation, and still feel my feet rumbling out the bottom, but still trying to at the same time live in the moment. This has this is my life, it has overtaken my life, and I will be so glad when it's over. Um, I will be so glad when this has been uncovered. I will be so glad when people get their due. And give this due in this life and the next, because that's just my personal belief. There's so much going on in this world. There's so much covered up in this world. There's so much with what's going on and happening with us now. It the bottom line of it is greed, it is power, it is evil, but it will end. And if anybody's listening to this, even if it's just one person, it will end for us. I know it will keep surviving day after day, like I'm surviving, because I'm sitting here now with getting the flicks hitting me from, you know, I'm seated on my sofa and I'm getting hit from my seat, essentially in the in the groin area. Um it's hard, it's very difficult. But I really truly believe there's gonna be a breakthrough that's gonna send all these people running for cover. I hope and pray that it happens very soon. Because there's some days when I am absolutely tired of enduring it day after day. But take it a day at a time. Keep your body cooled down. I have to tell you, exercise, please keep moving, please keep your tissues and muscles and bones and everything moving because they try and destroy you piece by piece in your body, and the whole thing is there aren't any outward signs, and then I'll take that back. I've noticed bruising in different places. I have uh a bruise near my wrist. Last week I noticed there were like three bruises that were like my inner arm, bruises on my legs, but if anyone were to look at it, it wouldn't look like anything out of the ordinary, and that's the whole thing. All of the injuries are internal, and unless you've got access to some kind of testing or something that will give you a reading, it's hard to tell if there's any damage being done. You'll know maybe when the diseases start to come up, and hopefully diseases won't come up. I will say I do have a colonoscopy next week because I um had a test that came back abnormal, which is a first forming. So hopefully the colonoscopy will come back normal, and I can move on from that. Um I'm in the process of looking for a new primary care physician, trying to get things in such a way where I can get a brain scan, see what's going on to test my neurological condition. So I think I'm going to mention the leg weakness and the numbness and the tingling and things like that. Um, the swollen foot. Just try and stay on top of your health as much as you can. Just try and work with your symptoms, attack the symptoms. You know, I think when you're constantly being hit by thermal microwave, not only is your neurological system being affected, but other areas in your body, like your bones, are being affected. More than likely you've got a lot of inflammation going on in your body, which is probably going to appear in some sort of disease form. I know when I had a blood test done, I think last year, year before last, it showed like an elevated inflammation level. Of course, you're being hit with microwave all day long. Of course, you're gonna have an elevated inflammation level. Just try and find ways to keep your body healthy. Find ways to try and keep yourself comfortable. Um that's all I can say for now. And please continue to fight. Please continue to find organizations that are working against this. Please continue to send letters to if you feel comfortable, FBI, DOD. Please consider um reaching out to your Congress people, especially with different uh things that are going on in a government right now. This is not a cause. We have to keep it at the forefront. Something has to break for us soon. And I hope that it is very soon. Um and I'm praying for all of us, because that for me, I am a person of faith. That's just me. Um, and I've been fighting for my faith almost every day. Asking why this is happening and happening again, happening for so long. When will you not only release me but release us from it? And on this side. So please keep fighting. I really truly hope that if I decide to do another episode, I might just try and do something once a week or every other week, because essentially the symptoms are the same. But if anything changes with my health, or if things change, or God forbid, some other really serious things happen, I will try and come on and record. Um just I don't know, I guess I just need to have a record out there in almost real time on what's going on. These people hide under the guise of being your average everyday citizen, and they get home and they basically kill people. And like I said, I know a few people work in health care, and that means hands-on health care. Uh, there's some people who are former military, there are people who work in universities, and I guess one of the things about me that concerns that is I don't know, we don't know who they're working for, we can guess. But what if they're at universities and they're recruiting their children to be involved in something like this? There's just so many possibilities of who and what this can be. Um, and the only thing is I can identify facilitators slash foot soldiers, but I can't do anything. I can't prove anything. And that is I guess the the beauty for them of plausible deniability. You can't do anything. Yeah, again, I will reiterate to people, think about it. I know some people are probably thinking that, yeah, you can do something, but think about is it worth it? Is it worth your freedom because it's not. Think about getting behind bars and not being able to protect yourself. Think about it. And I don't know, I just felt that I needed to say that again for those who are thinking. Take care of yourselves and take every day, one day, at the time. Good night.