003 - Heal Abandonment, Rejection & Neglect

Gratitude, deep prayer, and communion with God as we awaken into Christed awareness, restoring the heart to peace, innocence, and divine remembrance. This episode of Mornings in Heaven guides us into a sacred morning practice of breath, thanksgiving, and presence, anchoring into the truth that we are created in the likeness and image of the Most High. Through contemplative prayer and satsang-style reflection, we open to the healing light of Divine Love.

We journey into the gentle and powerful love of God—both nurturing and protective—as we explore themes of Mother God, spiritual restoration, and inner child healing. Wounds of abandonment, rejection, and neglect are brought into the light of the Holy Spirit for deep emotional and spiritual healing. As we breathe, pray, and surrender, we are reminded of our inherent worthiness and wholeness.

Perfect for morning devotion, emotional healing, and reconnecting with God’s presence within.

In Eternal Love of our One Infinite Creator,
Xi (XiangMing) | EarthStar Academy

📖 Psalm 34:18 – “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” 

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Transcript

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Welcome, sacred family, to another day in the glory of God's creation. And I'm blessing you on this day, wishing you so much health and vitality and safety and regulation. Praying that you are finding your footing as a human being on this planet is no easy feat at the moment. But your spirit and your being was created in the likeness and image of the Most High. And so you have more resource within you than you would ever know how to tap into. And so as I greet you this day, this beautiful day in creation, thanking God once again for another day to breathe, another day to share love, another day to sing songs, another day to be with my family and the beauty of this earth. And it is so good. We give thanks to the goodness of life, to the goodness of our God. And last thing before I go to bed. Yes, and anywhere in between, really. And if you're listening to this in the morning, I welcome you into this practice. Just leaning deep into your heart and feeling all the things that you're grateful for today. All of the good things that we have in our life. All of our gifts and the things that we love about ourselves. We have our eternal living God to thank you. So, beloved God, I am here to give you glory. I'm here to give you thanks. I'm here to give you witness of how expansive and infinite and benevolent truly that you are for all the goodness that is in my life. Loving God, I come to you in prayer today over my life, my health, my mission, my family. I pray in your goodness over every single brother and sister that is tuning in live and over the recording, as your songs and your love radiate far and wide across the world, through time and space, your love reaches every corner. Beloved God, I pray that through your power, through our experience of communion today, that we all come into such a deep place of communion and rest, that we truly attune to the frequency of heaven on earth. That we truly become initiated into the experience of being in union with you, God, like Christ, in a Christed beingness, in a state of attunement and presence with the Almighty Holy God, that we were made in the likeness and image of, that this communion with the sanctity of God's very own heart awakens the sanctity and holiness of our very own heart. That we never for one moment forget that inside every human body is a heart and soul fashioned in the likeness and image of God, no matter how manipulated, wounded, or fallen anyone may be. Love of God, it is my prayer that we truly come into and experience what it feels like to carry your own love, your own compassion, your own eyes, and how we look about the world and onto our brothers and sisters. And finally, beloved God, I pray that you heal our heart. I pray that innocence, peace, joy become the reigning spirits in our heart once again, that our heart becomes renewed into the way that you created it, filled with goodness, delight, benevolence, peace for ourselves and each other. And for you, my God. When Jesus taught us to love God with all of our heart, he wasn't teaching us an action to take. He was leading us to a state of being that unlocks our original angelic human DNA. When we love God with all of our heart, God's own radiance can land in our heart and unlocks a state of being inside of us. A holy place, a secret place, a place of holiness and reverence. Taking us out of this original state is all the Antichrist is ever trying to do. Being in this place is the pathway towards creating heaven on earth in our bodies first. So I welcome you to come into the space and breathe through your heart. Breathing in the love of God. Breathing out our love for God. Allowing the love of God to heal our heart and our spirit and our being peacefully with miracles. Thank you, God. Thank you, thank you, thank you. What does it feel like to allow this love be the animating force of our heart, our thoughts, our intentions, our motivation. What could life be like if every move and every word, every sound, every breath that comes forth from our being is one that is rooted in the most profound kind of love. God's very own love. A perfect love. This love is also fierce, is also power, is also protection. But today we're gonna lean into the gentle aspect of this love, particularly to bring it into our body for healing, restoration. Most people can agree that God is not only male. Most people that I've spoken to agree with me that God is a mystery that is beyond human limitation, beyond gender. And yet for so long, humanity has been missing the mother qualities of our God. Nurturing like a hen, gathering like a bird, protective. And so in this space we welcome these nurturing aspects of our God. This aspect of our God that we can refer to as our mother. God once told me that a mother's love is some of the closest things that humans can experience that is made in the likeness and image of God's love. A mother loves her child unconditionally with so much vigor. And that is the love that God has for you. And in your heart and in your spirit, there might be a gaping hole, a place that you've been longing to be loved in the way that you were created to be. Beloved God, our eternal creator of all of living creation, Yeshua of Nazareth, who died and rose on the third day. I pray that you can help us find all of our soul pieces that have been tractured by abandonment, neglect, not being seen and reflected by our parents. And in any way this imprinted on our relationship with our divine parents, in any place where our soul fragments are oppressed by the spirits of abandonment, rejection, and neglect now. And pray that God's love, the Holy Spirit, can flood into our body in every corner, in every space where these traumas are living. In Jesus' name, we command for the spirit of abandonment, rejection, and neglect to be casted out from our bodies now in the name and power of Jesus. In any way that the spirits are oppressing us now in our current life, I pray that the Holy Spirit brings us lucid revelation on how this is impacting our emotions, our relationships, and our relationship with God. Beloved God, I pray that all of our wounds of abandonment, rejection, and neglect can be fully and completely healed in God's power now in the name of Jesus. And that the Holy Spirit reaches into our inner children in the time and space where our inner baby, in our inner infant, our inner toddler, our inner child, our inner teenager, in any and all spaces where we felt like we were not lovable, like we are not enough. The Holy Spirit is pouring through our bodies now, reaching every single one of our parts, throughout time and space, into every layer and level of our physical soul and spirit bodies. In Jesus' name, our spirit is being restored from the wounds of abandonment, rejection, and neglect. And in all ways that we're participating in self-harm, self-neglect. Sometimes it's hard to see, sometimes it's you know, not eating good food, not going for walks. Yeah, when we truly love ourselves, and we love ourselves like God loves us, it's easy to take care of ourselves, it's enjoyable to love and tend to ourselves in the ways that God tends to us. And so when we have a hard time taking care of ourselves and we think it's because we don't have enough diligence, it's sometimes actually because we have a wound in being cared for and being loved. We're neglecting ourselves. So, beloved God, heavenly host, the loving presence, our Father, we pray that all of our parts that are wounded by neglect, rejection, and abandonment be healed now in the name of Jesus. And we cast out all spirits related to fracture and turmoil in the family unit, causing communication breakdown and fractures in love. Many and all spirits that are oppressing our parts, making us feel unlovable, whispering negative things to us about ourselves, we cast them out now in the name of Jesus. By the presence of the Holy Spirit, we are healed, we're restored, and we fully remember what it feels like to be fully and completely loved, lovable, a perfect creation in every way, cherished by the love of our eternal God, Holy Mother, Holy Father, eternally as one. Thank you, God, thank you, God, thank you, God. And so just seeing yourself like a little baby burrito wrapped up in the light of the Holy Spirit, being completely loved and cherished and taken care of in every single way.