027 - Prayer for Feeling God & the Eternal Breath of Life

Feeling the living presence of God through the body, the breath, and the heart—softening fear, rigidity, striving, and separation as we surrender into the stillness of Divine Love. In this episode of Mornings in Heaven, we explore the sacred mystery of experiencing God not through the mind alone, but through direct communion, sensation, and deep inner listening.

Through prayer, reflection, and gentle devotional transmission, we are guided into the “living waters” within—the breath of life moving through the nervous system, reminding us that we are constantly held, protected, and enveloped in God’s presence. Themes of surrender, trust, healing ancestral fear, releasing survival patterns, and returning to faith unfold as we remember that we were never meant to carry life alone.

This episode is for anyone longing to feel safe in God again, reconnect with the Holy Spirit, and rest in the profound peace of being fully loved by the Creator.

In Eternal Love of our One Infinite Creator,

Xi (XiangMing) | EarthStar Academy

📖 Psalm 46:10 — “Be still, and know that I am God.”

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Transcript

SPEAKER_01 2:48

Grand rising angels, welcome to another morning in heaven. And beloved God, we are joyful to be alive today. We are joyful to be with you and to be on this earth with our family, humanity, to get this great honor of getting to be guardians of this living world. We get to make music and build bird houses and farm apples. So much goodness is available in this life for us. And beloved God, we know that there is spiritual warfare that keeps our eyes focused on the hardship, on the difficult things, on the darkness, on the fear. Beloved God, I choose to keep my eyes on you today. I choose to see your love, your abundance, your beauty. So, beloved God, thank you so much for gathering us in prayer once again in another morning in heaven. Thank you for reminding us that heaven is only a breath, only a feeling away. And in continuation of our series this week, our theme today is feeling God. Learning more about his life, I really come to realize that the God of Jesus, the God that he came to help humanity reconnect with, is very feminine in nature. And only not only this, but it requires for us to be in our feminine nature to access. This is how many are lost in studying theology, where they know every single scripture, but they're still missing the presence of love. God is not something we can really access through our mind. We can't really understand or put a box around God through our mind. It's almost like we have to receive the experience of God to feel the presence of God. And this really happens through our entire body. So recently I did a workshop about the cranial sacral fluid with my cranial sacral practitioner. And there was something she said that absolutely blew my mind. So our cerebral spinal fluid is this gel-like liquid that covers our entire brain, covers our entire spinal system, and basically covers our whole nervous system. So, in a sense, our entire body is suspended in this life-giving amniotic-like fluid. And our nervous system is, of course, the system that gives us our senses a direct response to our current experience. I found the love of God there. In cranial sacral, they say that the movement of the cranial sacral fluid up and down our spine is our breath of life, is the first breath. This breath that is held within our spine that rises and descends attunes us to this feeling of being completely held and enveloped in such profound love and stillness that all of life is taking care of our very being. That is the intelligence of this God that has created us. This is a God that designed our bodies for us to experience how loved we are in every detail. So I welcome you to feel into your cerebral spinal fluid covering your brain. Like your brain is floating in a field of water, living with starlight. Where every single nerve cell is covered with this water that is God's love, suspending you, protecting you, holding you. And what if for a moment we can relinquish all thoughts, all feelings of defense and rigidity, and we can just let go and surrender and come into the deepest state of listening where every single one of your pores flowers open. Just be here for a while. Let us feel the love of God with no agendas for us, nowhere to rush us to become, just holding us in every moment of the day, sometimes without us even noticing. That you fill the space with the presence of holiness of living waters. Beloved Jesus, Yeshua, I pray that you come and sit with us and just radiate your presence and allow us to feel your peace, your safety, your stillness. Remind us what it feels like to be enveloped in a field of what is holy, pure, and true. Beloved God, I pray that the Holy Spirit cut through all the layers and levels of rigidity in our body and our emotions that keep us from feeling your love for us all the time that keep us feeling that we're going through life all alone, facing our challenges, tossed in the deep end, figuring it all out, that we have to rely on our own might. Loving God, I pray that you dissolve these patterns of relying on our own self, fighting for our worth, fighting for our place, fighting for our survival, all on our own. Beloved God, I pray that you lift this pattern up and out of our brain, our brainstem, our nervous system, our entire body, out of every layer and dimensional space in our body, anywhere that fear can be triggered, anxiety can be triggered. I pray that all that's left in my body, it's an unwavering faith, just the most profound, knowing that you've got me, you are holding me, and you are the source of miracles, you are the multiplier of fish, you are the provider of the path forward, and you love me and care for me enough to walk me through any fire. Loving God, I see that anytime I'm backed up into a corner, it's only an opportunity for me to witness how far away I am from you. Remind me that when I'm living in my life, I could be enveloped by a field of your plasma. All the time. So, beloved God, I pray that you break every spell, every curse, every pattern, every belief system, that you uproot every weed in my consciousness and my subconscious, that believes you are not here with me, that you are not with me every moment, and I pray that you cast these energies out of my body now in the name of Jesus, backwards through the lineage, through the bloodline, enveloping the entire lineage in the plasma field of God's love, in the presence of the Holy Spirit. Beloved God, I pray that the Holy Spirit enters into our body and reclaims. Every room, every dimension, every layer, every corner, that our body becomes a whole and complete temple of the Holy Spirit, of the presence of God. I pray that any energy that is unholy, any distortion, degradation is being casted out now in the name of Jesus as we feel the presence of holiness streaming through our belly, our chest, our heart, our shoulders, our throat, our head, our hips, our legs, our arms, our hands, our feet, filling up our whole body. And beloved God, I pray that you show me what it feels like to be in your presence. What does it feel like to be with God? To know that this Almighty God has a personal relationship with me that never grows tired of my infinite needs and questions, but it pleases this God, it gives God joy to love you. So, how can we rely on her? How can we rely on him all the days of our life? We are live every morning, Monday to Saturday at 7 30 AM Pacific time. Find all the episodes of our series on Spotify, YouTube, and all other podcast hosting platforms by searching mornings in heaven. May you live all of your days enveloped by the love of the most almighty holy God, creator of all miracles, surround you now. I love you so much.