Decoding Disease with Dr. Rue

A Conversation In My Clinic | Ep. 078

Rumbidzai Mudzonga Season 1 Episode 78

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Some of the most meaningful lessons in medicine do not come from textbooks or research papers. They unfold quietly in the clinic, through honest conversations with patients whose experiences challenge the way we think about healing. In this episode, I share one of those conversations and the perspective it revealed about health, resilience, and what it truly means to care for the whole person.

Decoding Disease with Dr. Rue

Decoding Disease with Dr. Rue

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She walked into my office like someone who already knew how her story ended not slowly not braced as I so often see with a new cancer diagnosis sitting on my desk with patients. She walked in with her chin up, shoulders loose, and this expression on her face that I genuinely was not expecting to see in that room. Something close to peace. I remember thinking before she'd even sat down, this is going to be a different kind of appointment. She believed fully, completely, without a shadow of a doubt in her, that every single treatment she was about to receive was a gift from God, sent specifically to help her body push that cancer out. Not in some distant abstract someday this will make sense kind of way. In real time. Every infusion, every appointment, every needle stick, scan, every hour long sitting in a chair with medication dripping slowly into her arm. This kind of hour most patients spend gritting their teeth just to get through it, watching the clock and counting down. She sat through those same hours quietly, different, radiant with gratitude, like she'd been handed something precious instead of something painful. And it wasn't that you could only see it. She would tell me about it and I would observe it. And to be honest with you, it was something to marvel. And I'd always look at her and be like, so how are you doing today? She's like, God's got me, everything's looking great. I feel that healing flowing through my veins. And then we would giggle together. And to be honest, it was quite refreshing. I want to pause here because I do think it's important to say something clearly. There are documented cases, real ones, where faith and belief have been tied to healing that doctors couldn't fully explain on paper. I'm not going to pretend that doesn't exist or that I haven't seen glimpses of it myself. Some things move in ways medicine hasn't fully mapped yet. But that's actually not the heart of what I want to take from her story. What I watched sitting across from her week after week wasn't a miracle happening in isolation. It was a woman whose entire orientation to her illness had shifted because of what she believed. And I could see that shift in small specific ways every single visit. She ate when she didn't feel like eating, because she trusted that her body needed the fuel to do its part. Even on the days nausea made that genuinely hard. She rested when her body asked her to, without guilt, without spiraling into fear about what the fatigue might mean about her progress. She would walk into appointments and before I could even open with how you feeling, she'd already be telling me something that she was grateful for that week. Something most people in her position would never think to notice. She wasn't fighting her cancer. She was participating in something she trusted completely, and that changed everything about how she showed up. Not just emotionally, but physically, appointment after appointment. I'll be honest, it made my job easier too. Fear in a patient has a way of filling a room, pressing on everyone in it. So does peace. Her appointments felt different than most of mine, lighter, even while we were discussing something as serious as her scans. Eventually she finished her treatment, and believe it or not, she went into remission. There was no evidence of disease by the time she was done with her treatment. And honestly, I can say I wasn't really surprised because halfway through she had convinced even me that because of her belief system, she would turn everything that she was going through into something positive. I share this story carefully because I never want a patient listening to this to think that if their outcome is different, it's because their faith wasn't strong enough or their outlook wasn't positive enough. That is not what I'm telling you. And I'd be doing real harm if I let you walk away believing that. Bodies are complicated. Biology doesn't bend to belief alone. What I am telling you is this. More of it available for what her body actually needed to do the work of healing. I've watched this shape outcomes enough times now that I can't call it a coincidence anymore, even if I can't fully explain the mechanism every time. And she's not the only patient who has taught me this. Next time I want to tell you about a very different woman. Same diagnosis, same kind of quiet certainty, but she carried it in a completely different way. And it taught me that hope doesn't only have one voice.