The Intuition Era
One therapist turned spiritual girlie. One spiritual girlie turned therapist. Friends for over a decade, Miranda and Emily talk all things life, self-help, spirituality, and manifestation. Learn how to tap into your own intuition and create the life of your dreams as they do the same!
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The Intuition Era
3. Angel Numbers, Self-Confidence, & Taking Steps Forward
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Are angel numbers following us, or are we following them?!?! In this episode, we're chatting about all things angel numbers, synchronicities, and the personal shifts that seem to happen when life starts nudging us in a new direction! From seeing 111, 333, and 888 everywhere to navigating major life changes, we share our own stories, what these signs have meant to us, and the ways we've learned to trust our intuition a little more along the way. Whether you're constantly screenshotting repeating numbers or just angel-number curious, come hang out with us for a conversation about signs from the universe, personal growth, healing ourselves, and the magic of paying attention!!
Book References: "Angel Numbers" by Kyle Gray
"Guided Tarot" by Stefanie Caponi
Podcast Referenced: AG University, "Episode 118: How Your Dream Life Already Exists with Mimi Bouchard"
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Welcome back to the Intuition Era. I'm Emily. I'm Miranda. And we are here today to talk to you about manifestation, spirituality, our own journeys, and just like all things spiritual. And today I figured that we would start with a quick little tarot card pull. Miranda and I are both feeling kind of weird today. And so I was like, maybe we should just like set the intention of like, what do we need to know? What do we need to talk about today? Or what's the what's the theme that's happening for us?
SPEAKER_01Dude, I am feeling so weird today. And actually, I have so many things that I want to talk about. Like, I really want to go into the basics of manifestation, and I want to go. You just did a face. Sorry.
SPEAKER_00Something really the sun upright.
SPEAKER_01I'm like, I don't know what that means.
SPEAKER_00Okay, well, I gotta read it for you, but hold on. Keep going. So basics of manifestation.
SPEAKER_01Yeah, I really want to talk about manifestation. I want to talk about angel numbers really, really like in depth. And um, because you and I have different meanings with angel numbers, um, but an overall understanding of them. And uh yeah. And I also want to ask you before we even like jump in, because you are so um connected with astrology, but I really felt like this past week, I turned 30 on the 30th of May. So I had my golden birthday. Um, and usually like my birthday doesn't really mean anything to me, but this one kind of did. It felt like a different page turning era. So um in the morning I did like a ritual, I pulled some cards, I sat for meditation, I cleared my chakras, and I really wrote down, okay, like what is it that I want to accomplish in the next decade of my life? And I really also spent a lot of time saying goodbye to my 20s. Um yeah, I spent like wait, what? I'm obsessed with it. Dude, I got like emotional over it. Like I was like thanking my the young, crazy, like just really unsure type of human that I was in my 20s. Um I didn't think that I was gonna feel a shift. Like I didn't think because I've never felt a shift and I never really cared about birthdays, but this felt really powerful. And then the next day was the 31st of May and it was a blue moon. Yes. Yes. And the blue moon was like so powerful, and we're not gonna have another one until like 2028. And it was like, please like make sure that you harness in your energy and like really, really, really focus on like what you want to bring in. And this one, I guess, and please tell me if I'm wrong, but this one, I've like like looked into it because I was like, if this is feels really aligned for me that I'm like turning 30 on the 30th, and then the full moon. It was like, if the universe was going to give you anything and you knew that it was coming and there were no limits, like what would you be asking for? It was like really, really reach beyond what you think is possible. Um, so I did that. I like wrote that down. I wrote down the 30th. Um, I made moon water for the first time in my life.
SPEAKER_00Yes, love it.
SPEAKER_01I like walked outside, put like mason jars on my truck because I was like, I'm not gonna leave it out in the middle of like my apartment complex. Like, just put it like right on my truck. Just yeah.
SPEAKER_00Oh my god, that's so awesome. Did you put moon water in the morning?
SPEAKER_01Yeah, I did.
SPEAKER_00Yes.
SPEAKER_01I made three jars, so I've been drinking them. Like I drank one full one and then um I just finished my last one.
SPEAKER_00Oh my god, that's awesome. I love that. What an interesting thing for you to be stepping into like with the blue moon. Like that's crazy.
SPEAKER_01Yeah, it went like I went back to my roots, you know, like that is what I did every day, like for solid every day. Um for like two straight years. When I was yeah. And um, it just felt and I know that you asked me, I think maybe on the last podcast, like, or maybe we you asked me in a different conversation what it feels like to like go back into meditation and card pooling and channeling and man and manifestation. Um and if it's easy or if it's hard by the amount of time that I like spend away from that. And um I was really delightfully surprised that it it was so easy. It was so easy. It just it just felt like normal. Like it felt like I've I should have been doing this the whole time and I know that I should be doing this, but it's so hard when you get into like the spiritual rituals, um, and you like are like highly avoiding the deep shadow work and the deep inner work, you just don't want to sit in ritual or you don't want to like calm your nervous system. I am so addicted to chaos. Yeah, like I know that deep down in my soul.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, yeah, you are. Yeah, yeah. And I'm like, I hear shadow work and I'm like, fuck that shit, dude. I don't want to fucking do that anymore. But it's like we have to.
SPEAKER_01I know. And I kind of even like hate the word shadow work, shadow work. We do. Like, and I think there's such like a weight behind it, and there's such like a gross, like, why are you doing that? Um, but it's more like really getting honest and like looking at yourself and saying, okay, what are the toxic traits? Like, what are the things that I refuse to look at that I am like subconsciously or very consciously feeding into to create this like pattern of chaos and inconsistency and nervous system dysregulation. Um and I've been doing that. Like I feel like therapists and and life coaches and so many people can get on their soapbox and just like think and have like this polished look to them that they like have to be perfect and they have to be regulated all the time. And what I really like about you and me and this podcast and why we started this is because um it's just so not perfect all the time.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. Yeah, I totally agree. And I'm also like, I've been thinking a lot about like what's my resistance to posting on social media. Like, I think that everyone kind of like works through this like in their own way. Um, and some people are totally cool with it, but like I've been feeling like, oh my God, I don't want to post on social media, I don't want to be on social media, but it's also like it feels like something that, you know, it's been a great way for me to connect with like my local community and like to have conversations with people that I, you know, wouldn't connect with um otherwise, or like I've met a lot of people for coffee just because I like they reached out or I reached out on Instagram, we're like, oh, I like your vibe, like you want to grab a coffee, and it's like expanded my reach and like expanded my um community, which is like really fucking cool. But I'm like, when I think about posting online, I'm like, this for some reason, like us just chit-chatting and like having a good little time and not posting it on Instagram or TikTok, like this is fun for me. Like, I this has brought me so much genuine joy. And like, I feel like I'm like giggling like a little kid. Like when we like think about this or talk about this. You should see me. Like, I and it's like I don't even care how cheesy it is that I feel that way. I and usually I'm like resistant to that because I'm like, oh no, I'm a cool girl. I can't be like, you know, I can't be exposing myself like that. But this has been like so much fun, even just our first few episodes. And it's just like allowing, you know, I feel like I can't be um, or I haven't found out how to be like super authentic through social media because it's like people are getting a little snippet of you, and I'm like, no, but like I need them to know like the whole picture, not just like this little tiny, cute, like, hey, I'm in my garden, like, you know, authentic vibe. And like some people are really good at that, but that's what I need to figure out how to do, which I think also comes back to like me needing to like unlearn perfectionism still. Um, I don't know where I'm going with this, but I feel like we need to. Can we look at these cards really quick? Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm so in. Like immediately the sun jumped out, and so I have not memorized tarot, but I used this book um by Stephanie Capone, who I adore. Um, it's called Guided Tarot, a beginner's guide to card meaning, spreads, and intuitive exercises. And um, so I just asked the deck, I was like, what do we need to know today? Like, what's going on? Like, what's up? Right. And so in this book, she has like it broken down to a general reading, love and romance, career and money, personal and spiritual, and then the reversed version. Um, but like the key meaning for the sun is about clarity and optimism, which I think is cool. Um, and it's like about being healthier, overcoming a period of sadness, overcoming illness. Um, career-wise, it says exciting opportunities are about to present themselves. You might be feeling renewed, optimistic, um, and seeing the world through the eyes of a child or connecting to your inner child. That's so cute. You just said that to you. I was like, I don't really care. Yeah. Literally, this is like so fun to do this with you. And it doesn't feel like, you know, it's just another thing on my schedule. Like it's like something I'm really looking forward to. And it's just like so exciting and silly and cute. And so that totally speaks to like what we're feeling. Um, and yeah, improved health and a return of enthusiasm for life. Like, oh my god. I don't know. Have you been needing that? I've been needing that.
SPEAKER_01Girl, you know that I've been needing that for the past for the past year and a half. Like, I know, and I had the very similar experience, and you know that I've had a very similar experience with social media. Um it felt it got to feel very inauthentic, and it like made me sick to my stomach. And I think that part of that is true, where it's like I was doing it in a in a in the wrong way, right? It felt too salesy, it felt too inauthentic, is the only word that I can use. Um, but the other half of that is played really, really strongly into the perfectionism role. Yeah. Right. And I was driving here to uh record this podcast with you, and I started to get in my head and get kind of like nervous in the same way that I did every time that I went to hit the post button on an Instagram the same way because I care so much about like giving content that's actually useful. Yeah. And like, yes. And then on the flip side of that, like on the little darker side, um, you know, I think about okay, do I really know my stuff? Am I the am I the person to like bring this forward and like try to teach people? Yeah. Um you know, when I don't feel completely perfect and completely regulated and completely and I was just like, no, like we've this is enough. Like we've gotta stop this. Um, because I have lived through the era of like really playing into those, like, okay, we have to back up, we have to stop. We have to stop what we're doing because we need to like polish. We need to polish that image. And like, I don't want that to happen here in this space.
SPEAKER_00Yeah.
unknownYeah.
SPEAKER_01So I think there's a lot of work that I need that needs to be done there. Yeah.
SPEAKER_00Well, and even like, you know, we've been trying to do this as authentically as possible. And like that's like kind of like really fucking scary because then it's like people have to know the real me, not the me that I post online, right? Not the me that's like, oh, cute, good angle, like edited it a little bit so that like my skin looks smooth or so that, you know, like my teeth look whiter than they actually are in real life, right? Like that's really hard. Um, but like today, um, it just kind of worked out this way. Like we decided that we're gonna do video for the first time. We have video from the last couple episodes, but like we weren't planning on it. So we were, you know, just rolled out of bed. Clearly, look at me. But it's so funny because I'm like, today, I like straight up went and got my hair cut and then went to a reading and then came home and took a nap and wrote some notes for my therapy practice and didn't once think about like what do I look like. And thankfully, my my hairstylist is amazing and my hair looks good right now. But like outside of that, like I didn't go and put makeup on for this. I didn't go and like, you know, put a cute outfit on for this, and like it's so freeing to be able to do that and um just like to not feel and also to like pull a card, you know, like just on on the mic, dude. Like, yeah, um, you know, tarot is something that a lot of people ask me about, but something that I haven't fully memorized, and so it's a little bit challenging for me to feel like I know what I'm talking about or like I know what I'm doing because I don't have it memorized. So um, yeah, I think we're like totally on the right path, and it's just really fun and really cool.
SPEAKER_01So Yeah, me too. I was thinking about um, I get the question a lot, like, how do you push past the fear? Right? Like how do you push past the fear? How, how, how? What are the steps to do the thing even when you're scared? Um, and I was thinking about that because like as I was driving here, I was scared and I was anxious. And I was like, what if I sound dumb? Like, what if I sound stupid? What if I say the wrong thing? Or what if I come across because deep down I know that I have a lot to share, but that doesn't always come up within my body and and my voice and my space. Yeah. Um and I know that, right? And I'm working through that behind the scenes. Um, but when I when I had clients, they would always say to me, like, and that's something that I would say to them is you have to do the thing even when you're scared. Even yeah, even when we have an intuitive nudge, like fear can still come up. So I was really trying to think about what do I say to myself? How do I activate myself to be able to show up at a space like this? Um and the only thing that was coming into my head was you just do it. And I was like, I actually your voice was in my head and I was talking to you, and I was like, and I was talking to you, and I was like, you're gonna hate that answer. You're gonna hate that answer because it's there's no steps, there's no like, oh my god, yeah, magic, like word that just makes you feel better about it because you don't. Like, I didn't feel better about it until I started, I don't know, 10 minutes ago on this podcast.
SPEAKER_00It's so true, right? And that's where I'm like, I'm always like, give me this step by step. Like my Taurus Rising is like, give me this structure. I can't understand it without the structure. Like, tell me, you know, how do I, you know, just like step into a room and be ready to go. And like it's so funny because you like, you know, confidence or you know, with recording or with social media or whatever, but it's so funny because you say that that like you're you're anxious or you were, you know, having some fear moments. And like it just almost never translates. Like it's almost impossible, and I know you so well, but like it's still almost impossible for me to pick up on it sometimes because you don't come into the room appearing to be anxious or stressed, right? And so I feel like that's the there's a barrier there sometimes for me as well, where it's like, oh my God, I must look like a fucking idiot. Like I must sound, like I do not know what I am talking about, right? And but it's only until you actually go and do the thing and you hear the feedback from people of like what was helpful, what was not, what was like a brand new idea that they've never heard before, right? And then it's like, oh wait, like I am actually like I do know what I'm talking about.
SPEAKER_01Yeah.
SPEAKER_00Like, whoa. That actually just happened to me when I was at Maine Youth Leadership, which is this four-day leadership conference that I volunteer for for high school sophomores in the state of Maine. And um, every year they've been like, Emily, you're the resident therapist. Hello, you got to give us a staff training because none of us know what we're talking about or what we're doing. Like when it comes to, you know, having difficult conversations, like we don't have the training that you have. And like it'd be really helpful if you could talk to us about mental health and how do we know, you know, when a kid is having a hard time versus when we can like push them to get out of their comfort zone versus, you know, like group dynamics, right? So like there's a bunch of volunteers that join us every year that have no training in social work school that have no background in how to manage conflict. Like, you know, and so I just they've asked me every year to give a training for the staff on how to navigate difficult conversations, how to manage conflict, how a group runs together, right? Like we have classes in grad school about like group dynamics and um, you know, just like all of the things that go along with like holding space for somebody individually and in a group and how you gotta, you know, work with each other to play off of each other and like there's so much to it, right? When we break it down. And I was like, for years they've asked me, and I've been like, guys, no, uh, I need more time. No, like I don't really, you know, feel comfortable or like, am I really gonna bring anything to the table that people don't already know? And um, so they gave me enough notice this year, like reminded me, like, hey, Emily, like we want you to do that training, like make something up. Like, come on. And I did, and it ended up going for three and a half hours. Um my God. It was insane. I think it was three and a half hours. I'm like, I hope that's right. It felt like 10 hours. Um, but you know, one of my friends supported me in doing it, and like we talked about group dynamics, difficult conversations, how to manage conflict, coping skills, um, walked people through coping skills, grounding exercises, and then had them all go into their little breakout sessions and do a role play of a difficult conversation. And anyway, it was just like really, really good. And I got so much positive feedback afterwards, and I was like, oh my God, wait, like maybe I actually do know what I'm talking about.
SPEAKER_01It's like we do so much work, right? Like we do so much personal work and actual like academic clinical research, like we've done the whole thing, and at some point, right, it should feel like okay, yeah, I am an expert. But I don't know, and I think that's the standard that we both hold ourselves to is that we should feel like an expert. But I don't know if that's true. And I think that you know, it's funny that you say like that never comes across in in me, um because it also never comes across in you either. But I know internally, like we both have that second guessing that like, how am I gonna look walking into a room? Right, who am I gonna talk to? Like, I want to come all crossed as like a powerful woman, but I how do I do that if I don't feel like that inside? Sometimes, like sometimes I do, and I'm on my game and I feel great about myself, but some of the times I really, really don't, and you have to show up. So, like, how does that work and how do we do that? Right. And I I heard this person say, um, I can't even remember who it was now. And if we think about it, like we can cite them, do whatever. But um, talk about like I mean, like it's it was a more research way of saying like fake it till you make it, but that's basically the concept. Yeah. Um and in manifestation, there is something to that where it's like you can put on the persona, even if you don't feel like internally, when you walk into a room and kind of like own the space and take up the space. Um and I guess that like when I think about that, I have taught the basics in that. And it's more like you take a breath before you walk into the environment, you stand up straight before you walk into the space, you will like move slowly instead of like at a fast pace. And I did practice that now that I'm thinking about that, I did practice that for like a solid year every single time that I walked into an environment. So I wonder if I'm doing it like naturally now and just don't even think about it, but still feel the internal like struggle. Does that make sense? And I think that even like experts, I mean, I listen to TED Talks all the time about like people that know their shit and like really, really know their shit and who I look up to who still have those human being feelings of anxiety, fear. Like, what am I gonna talk about?
SPEAKER_00Yeah. Yeah. No, absolutely. And I think like, you know, as a therapist and like as a Taurus Rising, like my Taurus Rising is the piece of me that allows me to show up and appear grounded. Yes, it's the piece of me that that's like, okay, like this girl has it together, right? And then it's like, wait, but like get a look inside my mind for a second. Like you guys are not getting the full picture. Um, but also it's so nice to be able to rely on that too, right? Like, okay, wait. We have so many things that I want to go over today. Let me just wrap up the tarot reading really quick because we're going on tangents.
SPEAKER_01Oh, there's more. I'm so sorry.
SPEAKER_00No, no, no, no, no, you're good. So the next one is Three of Cups. And so that's about celebration and togetherness. And there's like this playful, joyous energy of like focusing on spending your time with friends and family and um like rejuvenating your spirit and feeling expansive. And I'm just like, okay, that's like on the money, baby. Like what? Bonding with coworkers or making friends in your industry, um, prioritizing connection with community and celebrating your friends and family. So I love that. And then interestingly, we have a reverse three of swords, um, which is fascinating because this is like what we were talking about in the beginning, what we're talking about uh before we hopped on here, which is about um like releasing and recovering from pain. And, you know, it's talking about how um letting you know that although sadness is present, you're on your way to recovery and you're releasing pain that accompanies disappointment and heartbreak. So this sorrow is not gonna last forever, but this serves as a reminder that you should avoid bringing your fear of heartbreak into new situations. So, hello, baby. Like we have, it's okay you're releasing, you know, just we don't have to be scared. Let's be together with our friends and have fun and do joyous things, and we have new possibilities on the horizon and things that are lighting us up differently than they were before.
SPEAKER_01It's so aligned, dude. It's so aligned.
SPEAKER_00I know, I know. Shout out to my tarot deck and to Stephanie Capone for this book because that's incredible. So, okay, we before we keep going, I just want to touch on a couple things that you mentioned. Um, so blue moon is what happens when we have two full moons in one month. And so we had two full moons in one month this past month, which was May of 2026, just so you guys know. Um, we're a little bit in the past from when we're gonna be posting this. Um, and it was a full moon in Sagittarius, and Sagittarius is all about truth. They're like the the truth teller. They're about expansion, they're about growth, they're about spiritual growth, they're about big picture thinking, and then traveling, expansion, learning. So, like they're trying to move fast and they're trying to do it while looking at the big picture. Um, but it's really about what's the truth that I need to acknowledge. And so a full moon is like uh an ending point. It's like all of this energy is building, building, building, and then we have a full moon, and the full moon is like, okay, we're gonna close this chapter and then we're gonna be born into the next one. Right.
SPEAKER_01Like what are you releasing?
SPEAKER_00Yeah, what are you releasing? Yeah. Um, and yeah, so I just thought that was really interesting and wanted to throw that out there. We'll talk more about that in the future. And then Miranda referred to her meditation practice in the beginning, um, which was kind of like a few years ago, back when she was like really deep into like life coaching, spiritual coaching, and um like um just kind of a little bit on a different journey, right? And so she used to pull cards and sit in meditation for an hour or two every day. And I recently was talking to her about that and asking her, like, where has that practice gone? And like, what's you know, what are you have you replaced that with something? Are you avoiding it? Um, and so just wanted to share that, you know, we'll probably get more into what her journey has looked like um as well. So just wanted to plug that in there.
SPEAKER_01Yeah.
SPEAKER_00Yeah.
SPEAKER_01Thank you for that. Sometimes I can get it on a tangent.
SPEAKER_00So same. But I think that's the best thing about this podcast is like, you know, we started this podcast because um we would have phone calls on days that were really hard for us and be like, you know, dude, I'm spiraling here, or like I can't stop thinking about this, or like, why do I keep coming up against this roadblock over and over and over again? Right. And so, like, she would talk me through my spiraling and I would talk her through her spiraling. And then one day we were like, Why are we not talking about this on a podcast? Like, right, this was such helpful information. And every time we hang up the phone, I'm like, okay, I actually like have a direction. I have someone else's perspective who understands like the spiritual world and like where I'm coming from and the therapy world too, given that she's getting her MSW right now, masters of social work. Um, and so yeah, that's where we're at. So I'm like, what do we want to dive into? We talked about a lot of things. Like, we talked about mentioning um manifestation and angel numbers, and we talked about our own spiritual journeys. So I'm like, which one do we want to stick with um for the rest of this episode?
SPEAKER_01Um, I would like to talk about, I would really like to talk and dive into angel numbers and what those are and how you can kind of like start or start to be curious about the spiritual world because I think that is the easiest step, especially for somebody who's still skeptical and who still like wants to just dip their toe in the water.
SPEAKER_02Yeah.
SPEAKER_01Um, I think that is the strongest and easiest way for someone to just begin.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. I love it.
SPEAKER_01And that's how I began, that's how you began. Like um, I just think it's a very tangible thing to notice in your everyday life without adding anything into your busy work schedule, busy schedule, whatever it is.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, totally. Yeah. Okay, do you want to take it away or do you want me to start? Um you go ahead. Okay. Um, maybe you can like speak more to like the teaching aspect of this and the background of this, but um so um do well, okay. So angel numbers are like numbers that come up regularly for us and that we notice. And so this could be one, one, one, two, two, two, three, three, three, or it could be random number, like, you know, one seven five that you see on a regular basis and it's catching your eye. So when it comes to intuition, we're really thinking about why, where am I being drawn to, right? Like if I'm if I'm sitting in this room and I can't, for some reason, I can't stop looking at this photo over there. It's like, okay, what message can I get out of that photo? What is that photo trying to tell me? Because I, for some reason, I can't pull my eye away from it. So, you know, intuition is kind of about the art of noticing. And then after we notice, giving it a meaning and being able to be like, okay, what was I just thinking of like as I noticed this picture in the corner, what was I thinking? Okay, well, maybe that can be uh the path that I'm going down. Um, and you know, I I was taking this like into course on intuition once, and this woman um was, you know, she walked us through, like, you know, look around the room and and think about what do I notice? And I noticed a um an aloe plant that I had sitting over across the room. And she was like, what's the first thought that comes to mind? And the first thought that came to, you know, I'm like, I set the intention of like, I would like for my intuition to speak to me and to tell me something that I need to know. And so then I'm skinning the room and I see what catches my eye, and it's the aloe plant. And my immediate thought was, that plant needs a bigger pot. Talk about like a message that I needed to hear.
SPEAKER_01I was like, whoa, yeah.
SPEAKER_00I was working a job that I was like, I this isn't really a good fit for me. I'm not really sure like what I want to be doing here. And also I want to get into the spiritual world. And so part of that for me was like needing to step out and find a larger pot for myself, a different community, a a you know, a pot where I could live within and have my you know, community that I've always had, and like have my community of therapists, my community of spiritual people, and like be able to spread my roots a little bit more to grow. Um, so that's kind of how I think about angel numbers is like, you know, it's something that um I like to pay attention to and like your eye will be drawn to it usually, like if it's supposed to be kind of like speaking to you, um, or you can ask for a sign or ask for an angel number. Um, but when I was starting out kind of on this like spiritual journey, I just started seeing numbers everywhere, like license plates, road signs, um, my clock, um, like a receipt. I would get a receipt printed and handed to me, and the numbers at the top were one, one, one, or um, just like even catching signs out of the corner of my like as I'm driving down a road, I'm like, I see a sign and I'm like catching it out of the corner of my eye. I didn't even know I was paying attention, like because I'm just driving on a road that I always go on, and then all of a sudden I see a 777 out of the corner of my eye. Um, and so for me, um some of those, those I always, you know, try to look at um, I have a specific book called Angel Numbers by Kyle Gray, and I'll look up what the meaning is in his book, but I also try to think about okay, what was I just thinking about? What was I noticing as I came across that angel number? Um, and see if that holds any weight for me and like feels significant. Um, and yeah, so just I started noticing them as I was driving, and then I noticed them more and more and more. And then it was like, holy cow, they're everywhere. Um, and for me that was like a I feel like my spirit guides were saying to me, like, hello, like, welcome. We are here, we're talking to you, and you know, start paying attention more to what's going on around you.
SPEAKER_01Yeah, yeah. Um, that's so funny that you had that experience with the aloe plant. Um that is completely, I mean, that's an intuitive nudge, right? Like that is something that is like, okay, that is your intuition speaking to you. That's something that you needed to hear. Um, and that's like a little bit almost like a channeled message, right? Yeah. We talk about our spirit guides and we talk about like opening up to messages for um guidance and align alignment and um what we want to bring into our world. Angel numbers for me started out because I was extremely, extremely skeptical of this world, right? Um I was even like a little resistant to it. Um, and when I hired a life coach therapist who really opened the door to me and helped me, you know, align the chakras, talk about all of that stuff before we even like got into the chakras and the deep, deep, deep spiritual stuff. Um she explained to me, okay, like this is how you ask for messages from the universe. This is how you start to get connected back into your intuition. I was so separated from my body and connected to the uh the world around you because everything is connected, right? And that sounds hippy-dippy woo-hoo bullshit, right? But when you're as skeptical as I was, angel numbers really, really, really helped me see something and believe that it was happening. And that's something that I'd never really noticed, right? Even if it's like, even take the spiritual meaning like aside, right? Even just the practice of being present in your day and seeing numbers is a helpful thing, right? Is a helpful thing. And then we add and assign meaning to that, right? Because it is, if the universe is speaking to you, right? But even if you don't believe that, even for the listeners that are like super fucking skeptical, skeptical of the spiritual world, right? Just having that sign come to you and seeing numbers and seeing those things like the intuitive nudge, like what does that mean for me and keeping present in your life will connect you back into your body. And like your nervous system is always talking to you. That is important. Baseline, like that is so important. Beyond that, like you can look up on Pinterest. Like, literally, that's where I started. Is I looked up on Pinterest, what does 111 mean? What does 222 mean? What does three three three mean? 444, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Um, and one, one, one, one, one for me, right, and I really needed this. I really needed this when I first started in the affirmations, is um abundance, prosperity, you're on the right track, alignment. Like, truly, that is what that means. And I started seeing like clocks that were the wrong time, like license plates everywhere, um, re receipts for me too. Um any like time that I went to like cash out, it was like always like a one-one one or like even like $1.11. My gas would end up like stopping at 1-1-1 or something. Um, it was like crazy, especially the clocks that were the wrong time. Like that was wild to me. I would look at my phone, it would be one-one. Um, I'd send a text message, it'd be one-one one. It was crazy. Um, so that was that meaning for me. And I I started to, as I started to see this more, like I started to believe in my ability and the communication piece, right? That like this is an intuitive sign. I've been asking for this, it's going to show up.
SPEAKER_02Right.
SPEAKER_01It started that like belief journey. Um yeah. So that's what I would say for anybody that's like trying to start out and like really wants to know what like numbers mean. And um as you can see, like me and Emily to have different meanings. Like, I think one-one one for you is like your spirit guide saying hi, right?
SPEAKER_00It's more of like um uh new beginnings for me, where I'm like, okay, this is a fresh start in some way. And like I think when we think about new beginnings, we think about a job or a house or a new relationship. But for me, it's like, um, no, this is like a you are aligned, you're on the right path, and like there are new opportunities coming to you. And like sometimes the opportunity is just having a conversation with your partner that was different and like more aligned than the conversation you had last night, right? So that's a new beginning. It doesn't have to be like a big grand change. Um yeah, but I think it's also about being connected to the universe. So like I was just looking in Kyle Gray's book on angel numbers, 111, it says, You are one with all that is. Know that all you are doing and giving is for the world and all of the beings in it.
SPEAKER_01I love that. Yeah. I love that. For me, that's 444. Like, that's when my spirit guides are like, hey, we're just saying hi. Like, we're still here, we're still here for you. You are still connected to the universe.
SPEAKER_02Yeah.
SPEAKER_01That is like just a nice little, and I'll even say when I when I see 444, I'll even be like, hey, what's going on? Let's go. Like, how are you trying to do it? I'll I will literally say it out loud, and I know that I'm like a crazy person. And people, if somebody hears me, they're like, What is she doing? But I will seriously do that. And for me, 111 is specifically about prosperity and abundance and money.
SPEAKER_00Oh wow.
SPEAKER_01Like very specific. It's been so strong ever since I started out.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. Um, yeah. I was gonna say, so like for me, um, well, first of all, I always say hi and thank you every sign that I get because I feel like that tells the universe that I'm open to it and like I want to hear more. And so, um, you know, I just like sometimes it's like it's so funny when they choose to give me a sign and like they is like, you know, the universal energy or our spirit guides. We'll talk about spirit guides in the future. Um, but yeah, so I always like try to say thank you. Like, even if I don't understand what it means in that moment, it still is a sign to me that the universe is talking to me and like I really need that confirmation. Um and for me, 444 is about um, is about protection, stability, foundations. And you know, I I'm actually remembering, I think I started studying numerology before I started seeing angel numbers.
SPEAKER_01Um which is why our meanings are a little bit different because you started like adding things up and saying, like, this is the number and this is what that means. Yeah.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. Yeah. So we definitely need to do an episode on numerology. Um, and um, numerology is kind of like the study of numbers and you know, the meanings behind them individually and collectively. And um, so we'll definitely talk about that. But yeah, that was because like in numerology, the the four is the foundation. That's the uh, you know, and in and in in astrology, the fourth house is which is a part of our chart that everybody has. The fourth house is about family foundations um and stability as well, because you know, it's um it's a very grounded number. So I just thought that was really interesting. And um today, I so I'll, you know, I do want to throw in here that like Marette is so right, like we all have our own meanings with our own signs. And so a sign could be anything, a sign can be seeing a bird that hangs out by the tree outside of your house. A sign could be um like seeing an angel number, a sign could be like literally anything that you feel connected to the universe with. Um, and we get to define those things for ourselves, the things that show up regularly, the things that are on our minds regularly. Um, you know, whenever I get a song stuck in my head that I like can't get out of my head, that's a sign for me. And so then I'm like thinking about okay, how do I feel with that song? What are the words to that song? What is that song trying to tell me? Clearly, that's significant. So what I've learned in my journey is that anything that feels slightly significant is significant. And I just have to let that be. And like it doesn't mean that I have to understand it completely or figure out where this is taking me. It just means that, like, okay, there's like, I don't believe in coincidences personally at all.
SPEAKER_01I was just gonna say that. Yeah. I literally was like, I was making a note in my head to say, like, I don't believe in coincidences. Everything has a meaning, like, it happens for a reason, and you feel it in your soul for a reason.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I completely agree. And it took me a while to get there because I was super skeptical as well. And like I grew up as a Christian and like my grandparents are actually episcopal priests, and um, but they're also like a little spiritual. I was thinking maybe we could have them on the podcast at some point. Oh my god.
SPEAKER_01They are so interesting. They're like the they're so interesting. I would love to have them on here. It'd be so cool. Especially like just so you guys know, her Grampy taught an entire course on dreams and the inter interpretation, interpretation, interpretation of dreams. Like, I just think that is so that alone is like so spiritual and so deep and like so yeah. I would love to have them on the podcast.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, they've had a lot of like spiritual experiences themselves and many signs and redirections and you know, um, so they would be so cool to have on. Um, and also their own connections to numbers and numerology and and angel numbers, and um, they're episcopal priests, like I mentioned. And so, you know, that's a huge part of who they are, but they're also very interested in like the spiritual world and like that there's so much going on um in our subconscious mind, in the world, in, you know, in our lifetime that is kind of unexplainable, or just, you know, an act of God or act of the universe, you know, using that interchangeably. Um, and yeah, my grandfather teaches courses on dreams regularly um and has for many years, and he studied dreams and um like you know, just there's a lot there. So we could definitely dive in at some point with them. But today I also wanted to mention, okay, so I went this morning, got my haircut. It was a cute little morning that I had, and then I had a cute little lunch, and then um kind of just like drove around town, and then I went to a new psychic medium today for the first time. Um, and my friend gifted it to me for my 30th birthday, and I was like, okay, this will be really interesting. And what?
SPEAKER_01That's so exciting. Yeah, I'm I'm so interested in going to see a psychic art medium because I never have.
SPEAKER_00You never have?
SPEAKER_01Yes, and you guys, we are about to have a psychic medium Reiki coach on our podcast, so like I'm very excited for this.
SPEAKER_00Wait, Miranda, are you serious?
SPEAKER_01I am so serious. I did have one session with a psychic medium, but it was um in like a group. It was like a group online thing um when I was taking a course and I was learning about my abilities and how to do how to connect. Yeah. So it was it wasn't like a I I was learning from the session. I was it wasn't like a reading.
SPEAKER_00What does that make sense? Oh, that's crazy. This is something I've learned about you.
SPEAKER_01I know, but it's because I've been so closed off to that, to the mediumship side. Not because I don't believe in it, it's because I fully believe in it. Yeah, yeah. In all honesty, so tell me about your psychic medium.
SPEAKER_00Oh my god. Okay, so just to clarify, well, I feel like we need to talk about Miranda's little her experience with mediumship and psychic abilities in the future, because um, you know, being someone who's very tapped into the other side, having never gone to a medium or a psychic is absolutely insane to me. Um and also because I'm like, I've been so interested in this world for so long that I've just seen so many psychics in mediums, like so many times. I'm like, how has anyone not been to one? Right. Like, yeah. Um, so anyway, I went to go see this woman. She was amazing. Um, and it we met at her house, which I thought was really unique and Also, just like a cute little cozy space. Um, and anyway, hold on, I'll talk about it. But I want to say about the angel numbers.
SPEAKER_01It's three three three right now.
SPEAKER_00What's that?
SPEAKER_01It's three three three right now, as you just said. I want to talk about angel numbers.
SPEAKER_00That's crazy because I caught the clock at 333 and 59 seconds. That's fine. And mine just was yeah, wow. Whoa, did you were you watching or did you did you just like get drawn? No, you were drawn. No, I was just drawn, yeah. Okay, 333 in Kyle Gray's angel number book. You are powerfully aligned with Jesus and other ascended masters at this time. You are at a crucial point on your journey where you can go beyond all previous setbacks. I like that.
SPEAKER_01I like that, but I would like just to just like put in a little note that anytime that there's like I had to really get over this when I started like researching stuff like this. Um, and I still have this like aversion to the word like Jesus or God, yeah. I just switch it in my brain and like this is for the listeners, just switch it in your brain. I say universe, um, I say collective, I believe in energy. I think we're all connected. Um, I uh and we can go into the deep of like what we both believe in later on in the podcast. But if you are feeling that like I don't want to say the word Jesus, like I don't I don't believe in that or I don't, I don't subscribe to that, um, just switch it in your head and say um you are connected to the universe, you are connected to the collective, you are connected, whatever resonates with you because it's all the same. Yeah, it's all the same.
SPEAKER_00It's yeah, yeah, it's all source energy. And like I completely agree with that. And I think we should talk about it at some point, like, especially my journey, like kind of through the church and being like, guys, why doesn't this make sense? Like, and then going down the spiritual path and being like, oh my God, wait, this makes so much sense. Like, how did I right? But like, you know, um, yeah, so like lots of nuance and conversation that we can have um around that. Um, but as I was saying Jesus out loud, I was like, oh man, like that's it's hard because it's like um, you know, there's so much to um using religious words in the spiritual world. And like, you know, people use God a lot, but that they use God interchangeably with source, with the universe, you know, all of those things. So yeah, don't let that freak you out, and we will definitely touch on that in the future. So, but as I'm leaving the psychic's house, I'm like, I step out of the house and I'm like, I get into the car and I turn the car on, and it was 1234. And usually like that number is not significant to me, but my best friend sees it a lot. And one, two, three, four. Yes, one, two, three, four. Yep. And so um she's always like seeing it, and so then I started paying attention to it. And so this interpretation says, um, you are moving up the spiritual ladder. Your angels are acknowledging your intentions and your steps towards growth. Know that you are being encouraged and supported.
SPEAKER_01That does very like one, two, three, four, it does feel like you're like climbing this, climbing stairs.
SPEAKER_00Like, yeah, yes. And you know what's crazy? I sat through this entire reading being like, what the actual fuck am I doing? Like, like in what way? Oh, literally, like poor, like I feel bad for anybody that reads me because I'm like, I'm like ready to fight my spirit guides at this point because I feel like they're holding, they're just like whole, they're just like hang back.
SPEAKER_01Like, oh my god, they're so pissed at you. Every time that I like connect to your spirit guides, they are like wicked mad at you because you are the most impatient person I've ever fucking met in my entire life. Actually, I was thinking about you, and I hope that this is connects to your psychic reading and helps you because I was listening to another podcast today that this woman was talking about manifestation, and she was talking about um, if you had two options, right? You're gonna die. You're gonna die. You're gonna die. She was like, if you had two options, if you had the first was you get to feel all of the really amazing. They were talking about romanticizing the journey, right? Which I agree with, but there are a lot of things that I don't agree with, and we will absolutely do an episode on that. But she was talking about romanticizing the journey from the thing that you want and like the steps to get there. So, like, you get to feel all of these really cool things. You get to feel the excitement, you get to feel the spontaneity, you get to feel like the miracles when they start to drop in, the the forms of this like the life that comes in while you're growing towards the actual manifestation. So you know that you're gonna get there, but in two years, that's when the money's gonna drop in. And the two years is the beautiful human experience, right? And I'm sitting there and I'm listening to this and I'm like, Emily hates the journey. She hates it. And she was like, So would you rather have that beautiful journey or option B, would you rather just have the 20, the two million dollars be dropped into your bank account? And even me who believes in the journey, I know I you if you could see her face right now, you guys. Um, even me that believes in the journey, right? And has to really, really, really, really, really work on and remind myself about the beauty of the journey. Immediately I was like, two million dollars. Like, obviously. Obviously. Like, and she and her answer was, I would rather have the journey. And I was like, and I'm I'm sitting here and I'm like, I don't resonate with that. Like, I I do believe that, but I also just don't resonate with that. Like, I want the two million dollars and I still want to expand. Like, why can't we have both? Right. But but but I you and your spirit guides, you are so good. You are so good at thinking about big picture things and wanting really good things and then feeling it. It's the space in between. And every time that I connect with you, your spirits are good, your spirit guides are like, I don't know what fucking more you want from me, lady. Like, I'm giving you all the signs, I'm giving you all the steps, like you're doing it, it's working. Things are dropping in your bank account, things are working for you, and you're still upset.
SPEAKER_00Like they're really mad, they're really annoyed. Oh my god. Well, they love me, so they can they can deal with it. And I have had someone tell me that they, you know, have been really proud of me and they cheer me on when I do things that are good for myself. So I just need to throw that out there because I'm like, they are frustrated with me and I'm frustrated with them sometimes.
SPEAKER_01I also think like you need that. You need the sass. You love it.
SPEAKER_00Oh, yeah, I do. I do, I do.
SPEAKER_01They are connected to you and they are part of your team because you are so like lovingly sassy.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, yeah, it's true. You know, you always laugh whenever you connect my spirit guides. You're just like, you're like, oh my god, this person, like, you know, just so ridiculous. But okay, not to get on the spirit guides, because we have to talk about that in the future. But we gotta start making a list of things that we're saying we're gonna talk about. Yeah, sniffing our recording. Okay. And um go back to your psychic though. Okay, back to the psychic. So yeah, it's just interesting that like that's the message, the one, two, three, four. Um, because that's exactly like I just kind of was um, she was wonderful, but it's like, you know, when you have to like look at yourself and you really don't want to, and you have to like learn things again that you've already feel like you've tried to learn, and um yeah, that's just like I'm like, dude, how am I still on this path of like Wait, can you give us an example? Yeah. Well, let's say, okay, so um one of the things that I have to continue to work on is loving myself. And the other thing that I have to continue to work on is allowing myself to feel joy. And these have been themes for my whole life. Like, and it's like I feel like I love myself more than I ever have. I definitely do right now. Um, and like I think I'm showing that in a lot of ways to myself. But I guess I just like I'm what does that even really mean? Like, I literally like, sorry, I used AI, but like I straight up went on ChatGPT and was like, what does it mean to love myself? Like, and I advise against that, you know, I am a licensed therapist. Um, but I was just kind of curious, like, how do other people in the world see that? Like, what does it mean to love yourself? What are the actions? What does it feel like? Um, because I feel like that's something that I keep running up against. And she was like, You're purposefully over and over and over again making things harder for yourself than you have to. Like, because it's like maybe you feel like you need the struggle, maybe you feel like you don't deserve it, you don't feel worthy of like having good things. Um, and then same thing with joy. She was like, you know, like I can tell that you don't feel joy a lot. And I was like, well, I do, but like I I like, I think I buy it. Like, I think I like take myself out for a nice lunch and go to the bookstore and like, you know, go like hang at the beach or like go on a trip. Um, and like I don't really know what it means sometimes to like feel joy inside. And so, you know, here's the trouble with having a Gemini moon. So our moon sign represents our emotions and our intuition and like how we connect to our emotions. Gemini is an air sign, and Gemini likes to talk. Gemini is like communication and um and it's not necessarily like likes to move fast. And so, you know, what I struggle with with having a Gemini moon is like I'm curious and I want to talk about it and I want to move through it as fast as possible. And I like I don't want to sit in it, I don't want to feel it, I just want to process it verbally. That should be enough, and then I'm gonna move along with my life. And it's just like clearly there's like like energy that needs to shift as well, and there's like emotion that needs to come out as well, and I have to tap into my heart instead of being in my head. And these are messages that I've been getting from psychics and mediums for um a long time, and so it's just like there was some good things about this chat with this woman, but I was just kind of like, damn, like that kind of sucks to like be told the same thing over like the span of a number of years by different people. And so I just like got in the car feeling like so defeated, but also like, okay, we gotta slow down and like you know, like process this and then listen to the recording and then like process it again because I need to like find the good pieces of this and like um, but I just I had expectations that were it was gonna be different. Um, so then getting in the car, getting that message of like, okay, you actually are taking steps. Like we see you taking like you know, getting the one, two, three, four, like, and then reading this now. Like they see me taking steps, like the universe is working with me. I'm on the path, I'm doing all the things, and like it's not going to waste. Like, because the whole reading, I'm sitting there being like, but I did that. Like, what do you mean? Like, but I healed from that, like, but I, you know, cut that person out of my life because it wasn't healthy for me, and I healed that. And it's like, how many times do I have to like try to like heal these parts of me and like heal from like wounds that other people have inflicted on me? Um like what does it mean for to be healed and to be able to love yourself?
SPEAKER_01I don't know if there's ever an ending to that though. And I and I've been thinking about this a lot, especially I've been re getting really curious about like what's really hard for me in my life. You know, um patience is really hard for me in my life. Um, letting things go is really hard for me in my life. Um feeling guilt, I feel guilt and not feeling guilt. Not feeling guilt is really, really, really hard for me in my life, right? For you, maybe it is loving yourself, you know. But I do believe that like we chose to come into our body and have these really soul purpose experiences and journeys, you know, and I think that those specific things that are really, really, really hard for us are hard for us for a reason and is our life's purpose, right? And if you think about like the loving yourself and love in general, right? And not to get like mushy gushy woo-hoo, but I don't know if there should ever be an ending for that. You know, shouldn't you always be allowed to go deeper and love yourself more?
SPEAKER_00But it's like, no, it's a it's a block. Like she straight up was like, this is the missing piece, and like everything else is aligned, and like once you get this, you will be where you want to be. And I I feel that in me. I hate that as well, right? Like it feels like there's something wrong or something that I need to do to unlock.
SPEAKER_01But like, I think that's the block though. Like, you say this a lot. I think that's the block, is like you think that it's just going to like there's an end, like you're gonna cross the finish line and then it's gonna get there. And I and I don't know, like, what if the block is that there's no finish line, and you just allow yourself to like have this lifelong journey of loving yourself deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper. Like that's the work.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. But that's I I agree with you, and that's what she said about like this entering this next stage of life that I want to go into. Like, oh, what do you mean? She said, like, there are just some things that um you have to like let go in order to love yourself, and then you'll be able to like move along. Um I think that I agree with you, like there's it's totally gonna be a lifelong journey and like learning how to love different parts of myself, and like what does that really fully mean? I think sometimes with a Gemini moon, it can feel like a I can feel a little detached from my emotions, like it's easier for me to cry to a movie than it is for me to cry about anything that I actually care about. Um, and so there's like a little bit of this like detachment feeling, and so I can like really um on a high level intellectualize my feelings and not actually feel them, right? Yes, yes. So you analyze really hard. Yeah. Um, and I love doing it, and you know, that's probably how I became a therapist, but um, yeah, but she was I'll have to like listen to the recording and come back to this. But like, um that's what she was saying was kind of like, you know, all of these things are shifting and things are going in the right way, and also you are in the way. So move.
SPEAKER_01God, that's so hard for you to hear.
SPEAKER_00I know. Cause I never do anything wrong and I'm a perfect little angel and I do everything right. And you actually don't believe that in your soul, though. I know. But it would just be nice, and it's so funny because it's like my grandfather is always like, I always say, like, I just want it to be easy. Like, why can't it just be why can't it just be easy? And he's always like, You you wouldn't want a life that was easy. Like, why are you trying to like why is easy the measurement? Why isn't it like, you know, like it's kind of like going back to the podcast thing that you were talking about, um, which we'll have to link in the show notes, but like, you know, um choosing the $2 million is the easy choice, right? But like, we're not on this earth for life to be easy. We're on this earth for our souls to learn and grow and develop. And so choosing the journey is the right thing to do because you still get the end result and you have the soul and character and ego growth, depth, and development, right? And so, you know, we're not looking for life to be easy. Um, but I do think that like, you know, in today's world and like financially, like it would just be really nice if things were easier, right? Like if if like some parts of life there was a, you know, a give. Um, and just like it could be like, okay, I don't have to stress about that part of life anymore. Um yeah. Does that make sense?
SPEAKER_01It does. I am so a little naive and a little, I'm like way too protective of that part of my life because as because I do agree, like you're saying like that is the right choice. And in my whole body, my whole body will not I've because I've worked so hard on this on this side of life to rewire and reprogram. It's like really deep down. My whole body's like, no, I don't subscribe to that. I think we get to have both. We get to have both. Like there gets to be ease and there gets to be a journey. Yeah. Both.
SPEAKER_00Yeah. And you have, you know, for the two million example, you have the journey before and you have the journey after anyway. You're gonna learn things anyway. You already have, right? Like right.
SPEAKER_01Like I um I've worked really, really hard on that. So like my whole body's like, I there are certain things that I like really protect against, and that's one of them is like uh I think that we get to have both. Yeah. Um, truly. And the way that we do that is the way that we allow ourselves to release and we allow ourselves to be in the in-between moment, the ebb and the flow. Um, and that part is really hard. Like, I find that for me to be really hard. But as we learn that, that's where the ease comes from. It's like, yes, you may be stuck and you may be in the way. Um but the resistance, how do I want to say that? The resistance and your um the judgment piece of your resistance and the judgment of where you are. Like that's the piece that we can let go to let the other, to let the actual journey be easy. Yeah. Right. Does that make sense? Was that English?
SPEAKER_00Yeah, right. And letting it be easy. Like that's a script that I have running, right? That like things have to be hard and then I have to work my butt off to be able to get there. Or, you know, there's the that narrative that I've been leaning into. Um, and so I feel like, you know, like we can talk about later too, what like the power in what we choose to believe, right? Even if it feels delusional to somebody else, or even if it's a script that nobody else in your family subscribes to, like being able to rewrite those scripts for yourself and choose to believe like what you want to believe and like what feels aligned for you too.
SPEAKER_01Yeah. I think um where we're going, like the next podcast, I think we absolutely are going into those, those belief systems. I think we should be talking about affirmations, the power of affirmations, and also like some affirmations lead to dysregulation and nervous systems. And how do you, yeah, and because a lot of people have, I had a hard time calling in things that weren't my reality when I was sitting in reality that kind of sucked, you know? So, like, how do you sit in that, like, okay, well, my bank account is in the negative, and I'm saying that I have millions in my bank account? Like, that doesn't feel real to me, but I'm saying it, and that causes a dysregulation in your nervous system and your body, and that's a whole different other, like, I yeah, it's a whole to wrap this up and to like really hone in on angel numbers for those of you who are listening, because we will talk about affirmations. That is in the second step of what I teach my clients, and this is the first one is how to receive and how to open up to that. And you don't have to do anything extra, you don't have to add anything else into your routine. You just have to say, like, literally set the intention, and you can even say out loud, I am open and receive I am open to receive messages from the universe. That's it. Like, that is it, you know? And like you will watch it come up. Like, and we want to hear from you. Um reach out to us on Instagram. Um, mine's Miranda Gifford at Miranda Gifford and yours is at what is it now? Emily Kelly on astrology. Emily Kelly on astrology. Please feel free to DM us um and tell us, you know, when you're seeing numbers and if you started seeing them, because you know, celebrating them actually and like recognizing them and putting energy into, oh my God, I'm seeing them. I'm um helps it compound in your body and will grow into manifestation, into things um and into allowing yourself to open up to like miracles and things that you want actually in your life and calling them in. So yeah.
SPEAKER_00I love that. And also just like letting the sign be a sign and not necessarily needing to assign what it means, right? Because it might take you some time to figure out like what does this mean for me, or like what was coming up when I was, you know, when I drove by and I saw 777? What was I thinking about? What was happening in my life? Like, is there some sort of meaning that I can come up with for myself? Right. And like the universe speaks to us in symbols in a lot of ways. And so what does that symbol mean to me? It means something different to me than it does to you. But I think putting that intention out there, asking for for the guidance, asking for the angel numbers or whatever it is, and then detaching a big part of it is like letting go of the how, letting go of the when, letting it happen, and then saying thank you when you do get it.
SPEAKER_01Just letting it be confirmation. Yeah. And for those of you like when I first started angel numbers, and I did mention this before, but I was so detached from my body that I couldn't assign my own numbers. Like I could not feel my intuition. I was so detached, and this was truly the first step for me. And I rem I literally went on Pinterest. I have it pinned and I chose one and I said, okay, this is the one that I'm sticking with, and this is the one that I'm going back and checking when I see angel numbers. And I did because I didn't memorize them. I'm terrible at that. I can't even memorize textbooks. Like I'm fucking terrible at my memory, right? So, like when I saw numbers, I would go back to that post and I would say, what does this mean? And I just let it be a confirmation. I don't, it doesn't mean I have to do anything. It just means, okay, this is this is it. This is what it means. That's it. And then I went on with my day. Um, so yes, assigning numbers, but if you are too attached to do too detached from your body the way that I was, that's also helpful.
SPEAKER_00Absolutely. Yeah. Good. Well, we'll talk more about spirit numbers and you know, all those things in the future. Um, and let's we're gonna do next episode on like what we choose to believe, on affirmations, on you know, narratives in these scripts that we write for ourselves. Um, so more to come on that, and we'll see you on the next one. Bye.
