WEBVTT 00:03:07.840 --> 00:03:15.680 Blessed be God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, and blessed be God's family now and forever. 00:03:16.000 --> 00:03:16.639 Amen. 00:03:16.879 --> 00:03:41.360 Please join me in saying, All vulnerable God, unto whom all hearts are open, all desires known, and from whom no secrets are hid, cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, that we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify your holy name through Christ our Lord. 00:03:41.680 --> 00:03:42.319 Amen. 00:04:27.279 --> 00:04:28.639 Let us pray. 00:04:30.079 --> 00:04:37.680 O God, the protector of all who trust in you, without whom nothing is strong, nothing is holy. 00:04:38.160 --> 00:04:49.120 Increase and multiply upon us your mercy, that with you as our ruler and guide, we may so pass through things temporal that we lose not the things eternal. 00:04:49.360 --> 00:04:54.879 Through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you in the Holy Spirit, one God forever and ever. 00:04:55.279 --> 00:04:55.680 Amen. 00:04:55.839 --> 00:04:57.680 My friends, please be seated for the lesson. 00:05:13.279 --> 00:05:14.800 A reading from Baruch. 00:05:15.600 --> 00:05:27.519 A copy of the letter that Jeremiah sent to the women, children, and men who would lead as captives into Babylon by the king of the Babylonians to proclaim them the message that God had commanded him. 00:05:28.399 --> 00:05:38.000 Because of the sins that you have sinned before God, you will all be taken to Babylon as captives captives by Nebuchadnezzar, king of the Babylonians. 00:05:38.319 --> 00:05:45.439 Thus, when you all go into Babylon, you will remain there for many years and for a long time, up to seven generations. 00:05:46.000 --> 00:05:49.519 After that, I will bring you away from there in peace. 00:05:49.759 --> 00:05:59.519 Now you all shall see in Babylon gods made of silver and golden and wooden carried upon the shoulders, demonstrating the terror of the nations. 00:06:00.079 --> 00:06:08.240 Be careful, therefore, lest you all be made to be like the foreigners, or let fear of these gods seize and come upon you. 00:06:08.800 --> 00:06:20.399 When you see the crowd before and behind them, bowing down to worship them, say in yourself, You are the only one to whom we must bow down to and worship sovereign. 00:06:20.720 --> 00:06:24.879 For my messenger is with you and is watching over your lives. 00:06:25.920 --> 00:06:27.120 The word of the Lord. 00:06:50.959 --> 00:06:53.519 Happy are those who preserve justice. 00:06:56.720 --> 00:07:00.800 Remember me, faithful one, when showing favor to your people. 00:07:04.240 --> 00:07:10.399 That I may see goodness, attend your chosen ones, that I may rejoice in the joy of your nation. 00:07:15.680 --> 00:07:18.399 We have sinned along with our mothers and fathers. 00:07:29.759 --> 00:07:32.240 She gave them into the hand of the nations. 00:07:42.720 --> 00:07:47.279 Many times she delivered them, yet they rebelled through their own design. 00:07:50.800 --> 00:07:53.120 And she saw them through their distress. 00:07:55.759 --> 00:07:59.040 And for their sake, God remembered her covenant. 00:08:04.399 --> 00:08:06.639 She caused them to be viewed tenderly. 00:08:10.560 --> 00:08:15.360 Save us, holy shepherd, our God, and gather us from among the nations. 00:08:51.279 --> 00:09:09.279 As therefore you all have received the Messiah, Jesus the Godborn, in him continued a journey, having been rooted and built up in him, and having been confirmed in the faith, just as you were taught, abounding in thanksgiving. 00:09:09.840 --> 00:09:27.120 Therefore, see to it that no one takes you captive through philosophy and worthless deceitfulness, according to human tradition, according to the basic elements of the cosmos, and not according to the Messiah. 00:09:28.080 --> 00:09:37.759 Now in the Messiah dwells the whole fullness of divinity, bodily, and you all have in the Messiah come to fullness. 00:09:38.000 --> 00:09:43.679 The Messiah Jesus, who is the head of every ruler and authority. 00:09:44.240 --> 00:09:54.480 In the Messiah also you were all circumcised without human hands, by putting off the body of the flesh and the circumcision of Christ. 00:09:54.960 --> 00:10:08.720 When you were buried with the Messiah and baptism, you were also raised with the Messiah through faith in the power of God, who raised Jesus from the dead. 00:10:09.440 --> 00:10:27.759 And when you all were dead in trespasses and uncircumcision of your flesh, God brought you to life together with the Messiah, forgiving us all our trespasses, erasing the record that stood against us with its legal demands. 00:10:28.240 --> 00:10:34.000 God set aside set this aside, nailing it to the cross. 00:12:48.639 --> 00:13:01.600 And the women, children, and men in Judea must flee on the mountains, and the women, children, and men inside the city must leave it, and the women, children, and men out in the country must not enter the city. 00:13:01.919 --> 00:13:05.600 These are days of retribution, as fulfillment of all that is written. 00:13:05.840 --> 00:13:28.000 Woe to those who are carrying in their wombs, and to those who are nursing infants in those days, for there shall be great calamity on the earth and wrath against this people, and they shall fall by the edge of the sword and be taken captive into all nations, and Jerusalem shall be trampled on by the nation until the time of the Gentile nations are fulfilled. 00:13:28.240 --> 00:13:33.600 There will be signs and sun, moon, and stars, and on the earth distress among nations made anxious. 00:13:33.840 --> 00:13:48.240 By the roaring of the sea and the waves, people shall lose heart from fear and expectation of what is coming upon the world, for the powers of the heavens will be shaken, and then they shall see the Son of Woman coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 00:13:48.480 --> 00:13:54.159 When these things begin, stand up and keep your heads up, because your redemption is drawing near. 00:13:54.399 --> 00:13:56.879 This is the gospel of the Lord. 00:14:14.799 --> 00:14:15.279 Amen. 00:14:15.600 --> 00:14:16.879 Please be seated. 00:14:20.480 --> 00:14:22.080 Good morning, everybody. 00:14:28.399 --> 00:14:33.519 Believe it or not, when I was thinking about these scriptures this week, I couldn't stop thinking about Buddhism. 00:14:34.320 --> 00:14:37.039 Now, I'm not a Buddhist at all. 00:14:37.360 --> 00:14:38.320 I'm a little bit of a Zen. 00:14:38.559 --> 00:14:40.559 I don't think Zen is really super cool. 00:14:41.279 --> 00:14:46.000 But I couldn't stop thinking about this sort of Kohen. 00:14:46.480 --> 00:14:52.799 So it's a pithy statement that Buddhists pass down and to describe sort of the universe, right? 00:14:52.879 --> 00:14:55.440 Or their ways to understand their faith. 00:14:55.840 --> 00:15:01.679 We have those two, right, in our culture and in our tradition, like an apple a day keeps the doctor away, things like that. 00:15:01.759 --> 00:15:03.360 I mean, there's truth to it, right? 00:15:03.840 --> 00:15:11.919 And so they have this Kohen that says if you meet Buddha on the road, kill him. 00:15:13.200 --> 00:15:20.399 Now, if you know even a little about Buddhism, like your first thought might be, I thought they were pacifists. 00:15:21.600 --> 00:15:22.559 And they are. 00:15:23.519 --> 00:15:24.399 They are. 00:15:25.120 --> 00:15:33.600 But like that's why it's such a powerful Zen Cohen, because it creates this tension that's like, wait a minute, if you meet Buddha on the road, kill him. 00:15:33.759 --> 00:15:36.799 And what they're saying is that Buddhism is a way. 00:15:36.960 --> 00:15:45.519 If you meet somebody sitting on the road and they're telling you that they're Buddha, they're like, ah, you finally met Buddha, you made it, I'm Buddha, then it's not Buddha. 00:15:45.679 --> 00:15:46.159 Right? 00:15:46.320 --> 00:15:48.480 It's not Buddha. 00:15:48.879 --> 00:15:51.519 And we actually have that in our tradition as well. 00:15:51.679 --> 00:16:04.960 So if you go back, you know, and read some of the mystics and the ancients and the patristics and the people of faith who has come before us, you might read something that says, if you understand, it's not God. 00:16:07.519 --> 00:16:12.879 Because God is always bigger than we can imagine, it's always more than we can comprehend. 00:16:13.440 --> 00:16:17.600 Remember, Jesus doesn't actually say worship me. 00:16:18.080 --> 00:16:19.440 He doesn't say worship me. 00:16:19.600 --> 00:16:20.480 What does he say? 00:16:20.720 --> 00:16:23.039 He says, follow me. 00:16:23.519 --> 00:16:35.279 And here in the letter to Colossians, that Paul is saying, as you continue on your journey, so the point is not sort of arriving to the certain truth where we're like, well, I'm here. 00:16:35.440 --> 00:16:36.399 It's really nice. 00:16:36.559 --> 00:16:37.759 It's really nice to be here. 00:16:37.840 --> 00:16:40.159 Now I can teach everybody else what they're doing wrong. 00:16:40.320 --> 00:16:44.799 I mean, that is not the point of following this Jesus in the world. 00:16:44.960 --> 00:16:45.120 C. 00:16:45.360 --> 00:16:45.440 S. 00:16:45.519 --> 00:16:46.879 Lewis, fans of C.S. 00:16:47.039 --> 00:16:48.799 Chronicles of Narnia, anybody? 00:16:49.039 --> 00:16:50.080 Great story. 00:16:50.240 --> 00:16:53.279 At the end, when they're in the real Narnia, right? 00:16:53.440 --> 00:16:55.600 They invite in and they say, well, what's the point? 00:16:55.759 --> 00:16:58.720 Well, you just keep going further up and further in. 00:17:00.159 --> 00:17:01.120 So C.S. 00:17:01.200 --> 00:17:08.880 Lewis's image of heaven, the thing that comes next, is sort of a constant movement of further up and further in. 00:17:09.039 --> 00:17:17.440 And this makes sense because our scientists, our physicists, our quantum physicists will tell us that everything is in motion from the very beginning. 00:17:17.519 --> 00:17:18.400 It's just been motion. 00:17:18.559 --> 00:17:20.880 It's just been movement and relationship. 00:17:21.039 --> 00:17:26.799 And as you go down deeper in the layers of physical reality, you just see more and more movement, right? 00:17:27.039 --> 00:17:34.559 And if you're like me, then the times in life where you felt the most disconnected has been where you felt stagnant? 00:17:35.200 --> 00:17:36.720 Like, I'm not moving. 00:17:38.720 --> 00:17:39.759 Not moving? 00:17:41.680 --> 00:17:53.119 And so when we come to scripture, when we read the scriptures like this morning, you know, I always wonder, like, what's the movement that I'm being invited to today? 00:17:53.359 --> 00:17:58.640 So, you know, in our tradition, we do not hold that the Bible is a book. 00:17:58.880 --> 00:17:59.920 Did you know that? 00:18:01.279 --> 00:18:02.480 No, it's it's not a book. 00:18:02.559 --> 00:18:03.920 It's a library. 00:18:04.640 --> 00:18:19.680 It's a library of books that was compiled by people just like us on the way, on the road, trying to understand God and passing down wisdom and stories about how God was making sense to them. 00:18:19.920 --> 00:18:22.480 And many of them resonate deeply. 00:18:22.559 --> 00:18:25.759 They're eternal stories that help us make sense of God. 00:18:26.799 --> 00:18:38.640 So, in my my ordination, you know, I had to sign this document that said, all things necessary for salvation are contained in the holy scriptures of the Old and New Testament. 00:18:41.039 --> 00:18:42.319 I actually love this. 00:18:43.279 --> 00:18:48.960 Because it doesn't say, notice, that all things in it are necessary for salvation. 00:18:49.920 --> 00:18:53.279 And it doesn't say that it contains all things. 00:18:53.680 --> 00:18:57.680 Because it's a library of wisdom that is being passed down to us. 00:18:57.759 --> 00:19:04.880 And of course, there are historical facts that are in there, but there's also all kinds of truth that's in there. 00:19:05.039 --> 00:19:05.279 Right? 00:19:05.440 --> 00:19:10.640 You get allegory and you get metaphor and you get certain prose and you get stories and you get myth. 00:19:10.720 --> 00:19:20.960 It's this beautiful library that as we enter it, it invites us into moving on the way, right, in relationship with Jesus. 00:19:21.359 --> 00:19:27.599 And so, you know, I started thinking about that in context of these readings, because these readings are kind of tough. 00:19:27.839 --> 00:19:29.519 You know, they were hard for me. 00:19:29.759 --> 00:19:34.880 You know, I'm like, wow, where am I on my journey coming to these stories? 00:19:35.039 --> 00:19:36.880 Like, like, what am I hearing? 00:19:37.119 --> 00:19:39.440 And how is the scripture helping me? 00:19:40.160 --> 00:19:49.119 And my first thought was that, you know, Jesus really helps us break the idols of our life. 00:19:49.680 --> 00:20:01.119 Like part of being on the way with Jesus and moving down this path are finding the idols that distract us from following God. 00:20:01.599 --> 00:20:03.920 You've heard me talk about this before. 00:20:04.160 --> 00:20:11.119 You know, you we can call them wealth, we can call them power, we can call them fame, we can call them pleasure, mammon. 00:20:11.359 --> 00:20:22.000 There's all kinds of names for the things that we sacrifice ourselves at the altar of, hoping that it's gonna provide us with life and comfort. 00:20:22.319 --> 00:20:24.160 But they're false promises. 00:20:24.960 --> 00:20:25.680 We know that. 00:20:25.839 --> 00:20:36.640 We know we can get a bunch of wealth and a bunch of power and build a big castle and put a moat and put a dragon in it, and maybe a crocodile, and we can light it on fire and have huge walls and be like, I'm safe now. 00:20:36.960 --> 00:20:38.000 I've done it. 00:20:38.160 --> 00:20:48.079 And then we just find out that we're sitting in that castle and we're drinking too much and we're lonely and we're miserable and we're depressed and we're isolated, and all the things that we thought we could protect ourselves from didn't work. 00:20:48.400 --> 00:20:51.519 Anybody sacrificed themselves to that belief before? 00:20:53.279 --> 00:21:02.880 So part of what Jesus does is he points out the idols, like scripture, when we engage it, says, where am I putting my energy? 00:21:03.039 --> 00:21:07.039 Where am I making sacrifices that aren't leading me to life? 00:21:07.200 --> 00:21:09.039 And that's helpful, isn't it? 00:21:09.440 --> 00:21:16.240 That we share stories about when we kind of get off the path and we're like, that's not helpful, that's not life-giving. 00:21:17.039 --> 00:21:18.079 And so I'm grateful. 00:21:18.160 --> 00:21:23.359 That was the first thought that I came to mind about what scripture can do for us. 00:21:24.319 --> 00:21:26.799 But then I noticed something, right? 00:21:26.960 --> 00:21:29.839 I noticed something in both of the readings, right? 00:21:29.920 --> 00:21:33.039 Both in Baruch and in the Luke reading. 00:21:33.680 --> 00:21:42.079 Jesus is talking about, and in Baruch, they're talking about the destruction of the Jewish temples. 00:21:43.519 --> 00:21:46.960 So the first temple and the second temple. 00:21:47.599 --> 00:21:50.160 I thought, wow, that's really interesting. 00:21:51.359 --> 00:21:59.599 Jesus doesn't only break the idols of our life, Jesus invites us to break the icon. 00:22:01.039 --> 00:22:02.400 Of our life. 00:22:03.839 --> 00:22:06.559 The name for that is iconoclast. 00:22:07.920 --> 00:22:11.839 Iconoclast comes from the word that means image breaker. 00:22:12.720 --> 00:22:28.640 See what Jesus is saying is that this thing that at one time in your life was beautiful and holy, and it helped you become a better spouse or parent or child or friend or Christian. 00:22:28.880 --> 00:22:33.680 This good thing has ceased to become good. 00:22:34.880 --> 00:22:38.799 It no longer is doing the thing that it once did for us. 00:22:40.000 --> 00:22:48.000 And I think as we follow Jesus on the way, he's gonna point those out and he's gonna say, maybe it's time to break them. 00:22:48.960 --> 00:22:50.400 Maybe it's time to break them. 00:22:50.640 --> 00:22:59.279 And friends, I gotta be honest, as I as I went down this rabbit hole, I thought, this is really hard to do. 00:23:00.720 --> 00:23:03.599 This is really hard to do. 00:23:04.160 --> 00:23:11.279 I can't be the only one who at one point in his life really liked the black and white universe. 00:23:12.799 --> 00:23:21.200 We talk a lot about the Santa Claus God and the transactional God, and sometimes Mike and I can do it a little bit glibly because we can be glib. 00:23:21.680 --> 00:23:23.119 That's just, you know. 00:23:23.920 --> 00:23:29.839 But the truth is, there was a time in my life that that God really helped me. 00:23:31.359 --> 00:23:40.960 If you've ever been through any type of recovery or in recovery communities, you'll find that having black and white world is really helpful when you gotta start digging out of that. 00:23:42.559 --> 00:23:52.640 I mean, I remember, you know, I wanted the rules, I wanted the law, I wanted to know who was in and who was out and who was good and who was bad, and that helped me make sense of my world. 00:23:54.160 --> 00:24:03.599 In fact, Richard Rohr, who I love, he's a Franciscan priest, spiritual director, he makes the case that all of us in our life of faith have to go through that. 00:24:04.000 --> 00:24:06.400 Like, there's no going around it. 00:24:06.720 --> 00:24:10.799 We all have to go through the black and white, who's in, who's out, right? 00:24:10.960 --> 00:24:15.359 Who's good, who's bad, because it gives us like a certainty that we need. 00:24:16.880 --> 00:24:19.200 But then it stops being useful. 00:24:20.000 --> 00:24:23.519 It stops being useful, and and and that's just one example. 00:24:23.759 --> 00:24:32.240 I mean, is anybody like after I preached this sermon at the eight o'clock, I had more responses than I've ever had of people. 00:24:32.319 --> 00:24:36.079 So, you know, I'm wondering, like, maybe maybe we're on to something here. 00:24:36.240 --> 00:24:45.279 And I had folks come up and and they they said things like, I remember when I was in therapy for like five years. 00:24:46.240 --> 00:24:49.680 And like, I was so scared to graduate. 00:24:50.559 --> 00:24:53.920 You know, and a good therapist will tell you your time's up, right? 00:24:55.839 --> 00:25:06.720 But how difficult and scary it was because this thing that at one point was so good and helpful and beautiful no longer was doing that, and they had to walk away. 00:25:06.799 --> 00:25:10.240 They had to break this good thing, they had to move on. 00:25:13.440 --> 00:25:17.759 Somebody come up and say, you know, I had a relationship. 00:25:18.400 --> 00:25:25.440 I had relationships, and one in particular, that, gosh, at one point it was just so life-giving, and it was so beautiful. 00:25:25.519 --> 00:25:35.119 It was this icon that helped me understand who I wanted to be and who God was and what the universe was like, and it was so beautiful, and then it stopped being that. 00:25:37.200 --> 00:25:43.039 And it was so hard for me to set those boundaries and step away. 00:25:45.680 --> 00:26:12.559 I had somebody say, you know, I was in this other church and for 10 years, and it it like saved me, and then it wasn't anymore, and it became this thing that was really harmful for me and my relationships, and and the process of breaking away that icon, that beautiful thing, out of a respect for what it was, was one of the hardest things I've ever done in my entire life. 00:26:12.720 --> 00:26:17.279 What I'm saying, friends, is when we break idols on some level, it's it's just easy. 00:26:17.359 --> 00:26:19.039 It's like, yes, I saw that. 00:26:19.359 --> 00:26:23.039 But breaking icons is something altogether different. 00:26:24.880 --> 00:26:29.759 So I started wondering, like, well, great, Sean, maybe this is true. 00:26:30.000 --> 00:26:30.720 So what? 00:26:31.759 --> 00:26:34.000 Is there any wisdom out there to help us? 00:26:34.079 --> 00:26:37.119 And and I thought of um Marie Kondo. 00:26:38.079 --> 00:26:41.680 Anybody read her book or watched her Netflix special? 00:26:42.400 --> 00:27:00.079 So, Marie Kondo, I look it up, my family did this a while back, and she has this process by which you go through your entire house and you find things that at one point were useful and meaningful, but they no longer are. 00:27:00.240 --> 00:27:02.880 They're actually the weight that is dragging us down. 00:27:03.039 --> 00:27:06.480 Remember, we're on the way, we're trying to walk, we're trying to follow Jesus. 00:27:06.640 --> 00:27:09.279 Jesus, the weight that's dragging us down. 00:27:09.440 --> 00:27:12.480 And so she has this whole process, she didn't invent it. 00:27:12.720 --> 00:27:25.440 You know, it's part of her Japanese culture, that you go through your house bit by bit, and there's a piece of it where you look at the thing and you say, Thank you for your service. 00:27:26.960 --> 00:27:31.119 Gosh, that's so different than I can't believe I used to believe that. 00:27:31.519 --> 00:27:32.319 But you know, or what? 00:27:32.640 --> 00:27:34.880 It's thank you for your service. 00:27:35.039 --> 00:27:41.279 Thank you for being the thing that I needed, but you're no longer getting me where I feel like God is calling me to go. 00:27:41.519 --> 00:27:42.640 And this works. 00:27:42.799 --> 00:27:44.880 It worked for me, it's worked for millions of people. 00:27:45.039 --> 00:27:55.839 You know, my kids, they every year they go through their clothes to get new clothes, and every now and then when they're doing that, I'll hear them holding up a shirt and saying, Thank you for your service. 00:27:56.880 --> 00:27:58.960 And isn't that beautiful? 00:27:59.279 --> 00:28:07.119 Isn't that a beautiful way to talk about things that were once meaningful so that we can let go, that we can move on, we can be part of this transition. 00:28:10.720 --> 00:28:16.240 Then I thought about Richard Rohr again, because I like this guy, spoiler alert. 00:28:16.880 --> 00:28:20.240 And he's got this concept called the loyal soldier. 00:28:20.559 --> 00:28:22.319 This was really helpful for me. 00:28:22.480 --> 00:28:35.039 You see, for a long time, I I lived in like a really hyper-vigilant world, like constantly believing that like threats and danger were everywhere. 00:28:35.359 --> 00:28:37.200 People weren't really inherently good. 00:28:37.279 --> 00:28:42.000 You can't trust anybody, like, always be on the lookout for the boogeyman that is around the corner. 00:28:42.240 --> 00:28:48.640 And I gotta be honest, this worldview was actually really helpful for me for a long time. 00:28:50.000 --> 00:28:50.880 It really was. 00:28:50.960 --> 00:28:57.200 If I look back, it really provided me the comfort and the understanding that I needed and sometimes the motivation. 00:28:57.279 --> 00:29:04.480 And and and like it, I look back and I and I needed that for me to get where I was going, and then it stopped being helpful. 00:29:04.960 --> 00:29:08.079 Looking at the world that way stopped being helpful. 00:29:08.319 --> 00:29:12.079 It wasn't helping me follow Jesus and understand this way of love. 00:29:12.799 --> 00:29:18.880 And so Richard Rohr says, and it made sense because remember, I come from a military family, um, it made sense. 00:29:19.119 --> 00:29:24.000 He says, we need to give those things an honorable discharge. 00:29:25.359 --> 00:29:27.039 Isn't that nice? 00:29:27.839 --> 00:29:36.720 Like looking at the thing in our life that maybe protected us, maybe helped us understand relationships and the world, and saying, thank you. 00:29:37.279 --> 00:29:50.319 Well done, but you're no longer gonna be the thing that helps me become the person, the father, the mother, the son, the daughter, the Christian, the sibling, the friend that I want to become. 00:29:50.400 --> 00:29:52.319 It's weighing me down now. 00:29:52.559 --> 00:29:54.559 Thank you for your service. 00:29:54.799 --> 00:29:57.839 It's time to move on to what's next. 00:29:59.279 --> 00:30:02.640 And this is scary, hard work, friends. 00:30:05.599 --> 00:30:08.960 And so this morning, I I want to invite you. 00:30:09.359 --> 00:30:17.359 I want, I really do, I want to invite you to walk into relationship with Jesus as the iconoclast. 00:30:18.400 --> 00:30:32.000 Jesus as the one who gives us permission to like search our life for the thing that once was beautiful and helpful, whether it's a relationship or a belief, an understanding, who knows what it is. 00:30:32.240 --> 00:30:34.000 It could be anything. 00:30:34.799 --> 00:30:39.279 And then be honest if it's no longer providing that life. 00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:44.799 And then recognize that it's going to be scary living in a world without that. 00:30:46.000 --> 00:30:53.759 And then asking Jesus for his help and companionship and breaking it so that you can continue your journey and be open to what's next. 00:30:57.920 --> 00:30:58.960 It'll be hard. 00:31:00.640 --> 00:31:01.920 But I'll do it, yeah.