Mourning + Pressure

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Chapter thirteen Morning Plus Pressure Morning came like a whisper wrapped in thunder. Elise woke up still folded in Malik's arms. The condo was unusually quiet, but the silence only made her grief louder. The scent of condolence lilies lingered from every corner. Arranged bouquets lined the kitchen counter, dining table, and even the entry bench. Her phone buzzed incessantly on the nightstand, buried beneath dozens of unopened messages, missed calls, and unread texts. She didn't reach for it. Instead she stared at the ceiling, body motionless, eyes swollen from crying through the night. Malik didn't stir. His arms tightened slightly, sensing her consciousness without ever opening his eyes. He was her only anchor in a storm she wasn't ready to name. Down the hallway, her mother was already on the phone with board members. Plans were in motion. The public needed a successor. The kingdom required continuity, but Elise had not yet exhaled. Later that morning Malik turned on the news for a moment before immediately lowering the volume. They were everywhere. The morning talk shows were flooded with clips from Portugal, flashes of the engagement, her radiant smile, Malik's emotional speech. But the headline bar beneath told a more complicated story. Video Leak Shake's Kingdom Light just days before Bishop's death. Is the future pastor ready? Online the church's legal team was working overtime. The leaked video was being spun as a possible AI deep fake, manipulated content with malicious intent. Enough doubt had been planted to blur the public's reaction. Still, some believed it, some didn't, and all of them had opinions. But inside the condo, stillness. Malik brought her tea, shut the blinds, answered the door when deliveries came, answered her phone when Geneva called, until Elise finally took it. That afternoon, Geneva arrived in person, no makeup, no pearls, just tired eyes and motherly resolve. I brought something, she said softly, handing Elise a sealed envelope. He asked me to give it to you. Now Elise hesitated, then opened it with trembling fingers. Her father's handwriting was steady, strong, just like his voice. Superstar, if you're reading this, I'm gone. But that means you're ready. You were always the pastor, baby girl. We just needed time to catch up. Let them talk, let them wonder, but don't let them change you. Be the storm and the stillness. Daddy. The paper caught her tears. As dusk approached, Elise stood barefoot near the floor to ceiling windows, watching the city shift under golden skies. Her robe was loosely tied, her heart even looser. She hadn't touched her sermon notes, but tonight she began. No announcements, no structure, just a blinking cursor and a quiet question in her spirit. What would you say if this were the last time you spoke? She started with a title, one line, then another, one truth at a time. By morning she was dressed in black. Malik knelt in front of her, tying the delicate strap on her heel like he had done it his whole life. His head rested momentarily against her knee before he looked up. Will you stand with me? she whispered. In every way that mattered, he said. Just then Geneva entered the room, phone still in hand. They want your first sermon the Sunday after his burial, she announced flatly. The board already approved it. Elise blinked once, then twice. Then I guess I better make it count. The condo was finally still. The cameras had gone quiet. The phones, once vibrating nonstop, now sat face down on the marble counter. Outside the wind moved through the city like it had no clue the world had shifted. Inside, Elise sat on the floor of her bedroom, legs folded back resting against the edge of her bed, a blanket wrapped around her shoulders like armor. The letter from her father lay open in her lap, creased, tear stained, and memorized. She'd read it so many times she could recite it by heart, but today she needed to respond. She opened her journal and uncapped a pen, not for sermon notes, not for press statements, but for the only thing that made sense right now, a letter to him, to the man who made her, to the man she was still trying to become. Dear Daddy, they're calling me a pastor now. Isn't that something? You always said I had it, the weight, the sound, the stillness. You'd smile and say you feel like church, Ellie. But I never told you how scared I was to carry it. How I used to peek into your office and wonder if I'd ever be strong enough to sit in that chair. How sometimes I still don't know if I am. You never made me feel small. Even when I was, you always talked to me like I was already standing behind that pulpit. I hope I made you proud before you left. I hope you heard my voice in the room one of those nights when you drifted off and knew that your legacy would live, not through imitation, but through transformation. There are things I can't say on Sunday, things they wouldn't understand, but I think you would, because you hinted at it in your final words, the loneliness, the questions, the feeling that maybe the church we love so much doesn't always have room for all of us. I'm not broken, I'm just layered. I'm learning that holiness and humanity don't have to fight inside me. They can hold hands. Thank you for loving me before I even knew who I was. Thank you for not waiting until I was perfect to call me worthy. I'll lead now, not just for you, but because I finally believe I can love always your superstar. Elise closed the journal, pressed it to her chest, and inhaled deeply. For once, she didn't feel the pressure to be ready. She simply felt real. And maybe that was enough. She rose slowly, stepped to the mirror, and looked herself in the eyes. There was a fire there now, not the fire of performance, but of presence. The installation was days away. Her father was gone. The video scandal was fading, the world was watching. But the most important part? She was watching herself, and this time she wasn't afraid of what she saw. The sun rose heavy, its light spilled across the hard wood floors of the condo, golden but muted, like even the sky knew to lower its voice. Elise sat at her vanity, a black silk robe hanging loosely from her frame, her reflection blurry through swollen eyes. The makeup brush in her hand trembled slightly as she tried to conceal the grief that pulsed under her skin. Malik stood behind her, dressed in charcoal grey with a subtle black tie, adjusting the cuffs of his shirt. He had barely left her side all week. He'd answered calls, declined interviews, arranged meals, and intercepted flowers. But this morning he was quiet, watching her fall apart and pull herself back together in the same breath. A tear rolled from the corner of her eye, streaking her concealer. She pressed it away with the back of her hand. Her lips parted to breathe, but nothing steady came. Malik crossed the room and crouched beside her. He took the brush from her hand and placed it gently on the vanity. Then he reached for her chin, lifting it slightly until their eyes met in the mirror. I know today is one of the hardest moments of your life, he said softly. But your father your father already knew who you were becoming. The woman you are today is the daughter he was proud of yesterday. Elise swallowed hard. He called you his superstar, Malik continued. But I see more than that. I see the woman who stayed, who served, who gave even when she was empty. Today just breathe, don't perform, don't pretend, just be. Her shoulders trembled. For a moment she let herself lean into his chest, his hand cupping the back of her head as she released one more silent cry. Then with a long exhale she stood. They left through the condo's private garage. Paparazzi crowded the front entrance like vultures, lenses clicking, voices shouting. But Elise didn't hear them. Not this time. Malik shielded her with his body, his hand protectively resting on the small of her back as their driver opened the door to the black SUV. The drive to her mother's house was quiet. When they arrived, the staff opened the gate and ushered them inside swiftly. Geneva was already dressed in a fitted black skirt suit, her pearls barely noticeable against the starkness of her blouse. She looked every bit the first lady of the church, polished and composed, but her eyes betrayed a sleepless night. Hey baby, she said softly when Elise entered the foyer. Elise's eyes welled again, but she nodded. Hey, mamma? Geneva walked toward her, pausing only when they were alone in the sitting room. She removed her hat and placed it on the table beside her, a small, deliberate gesture. Then she reached for Elise's hands. You were always his heartbeat, she said, voice low, and whether I've said it enough or not, I'm proud of you. Elise's breath hitched. The woman who had always led with excellence and expectation had just stepped into something unfamiliar tenderness. Geneva pressed a hand to her daughter's cheek. Let's go say goodbye to your daddy. They left arm in arm. As the car pulled off, neither woman looked out the window at the world watching. In that moment they were not the first lady and the new bishop to be. They were just Geneva and Elise, mother and daughter, mourning one king while preparing to crown another. The Montgomery women arrived in coordinated silence, black hats, tailored coats, their grief wrapped in elegance. The cathedral was overflowing. Mourners had filled the pews, lined the aisles, and stood shoulder to shoulder against the walls. Outside, massive screens played the prelude service for hundreds more, gathered in the parking lot. It was a farewell built for a king. As their car approached the rear entrance, a hush swept through the space. Geneva stepped out first, her poise regal, her face unreadable. Elise followed, arm in arm with Malik, whose presence was both grounding and unshakably loyal. He kept his hand gently pressed at the small of her back, not in possession but in protection. The sanctuary doors opened, and a wave of music rose, a soul stirring medley of hymns and violins. The Montgomery family was led down the aisle by the funeral staff, who moved like a trained orchestra in ceremonial rhythm, and there he was, the bishop, resting in a gold trimmed casket lined with satin and scripture. His robe was pristine, his Bible rested atop his chest. A slight smile remained on his face, as if even in death he'd found a way to bless the room. The eulogies were offered by bishops, apostles, and dignitaries. Geneva sat upright, chin high. Elise's hand never left the small black clutch in her lap. Inside it, her father's final letter. Then a voice came over the microphone. Now, a few words from Pastor Elect Elise Montgomery. She stood slowly. The entire sanctuary rose with her. Elise walked to the pulpit in silence, heels clicking like punctuation across the marble floor. When she reached the mic, she didn't speak immediately. She looked out at the sea of faces, the weight of legacy pressing against her chest. Then she reached into her clutch. My father left me a letter, she began, her voice soft but certain. In it, he reminded me that God is not afraid of honesty, that the truest ministry lives in what we survive. She paused, unfolding the final section. He wrote Ellie, if I ever made strength look easy, forgive me. Most days I was just surviving by faith. But if you're reading this, it means you've endured too, and for that I am proud. You were always the pastor. We just needed time to catch up. The crowd shifted. A wave of emotion rolled through the room. She closed the letter, and her voice found new strength. Psalm thirty four nineteen was his favorite. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. My father lived that, not perfectly but powerfully, and if you are grieving today, I offer you this promise. The Lord is near to the broken hearted, near enough to hear your doubt, near enough to hold your pain, near enough to get you through. A thunderous applause broke through the stillness, raw, heartfelt, holy. Elise stepped back from the pulpit. As she descended the steps, she reached for her mother. Geneva for the first time in public, let her tears fall freely. The funeral staff moved gently around them, signaling it was time. Malik stepped into place beside Elise again, that same hand anchoring her, steady and strong. Together, Geneva and Elise approached the casket one final time. They stood in silence. Elise whispered something we couldn't hear. Geneva rested her hand on the polished wood. Then, with a nod, the two women closed the lid, an act both devastating and divine, and without looking back, they walked out of the sanctuary, arm in arm, leaving behind a legacy crowned in love and letting go. You've just completed episode 13 of the Bishop's Daughter. But every secret, every sacrifice, and every choice has been leading to this moment. Join us next week for the explosive final episode where everything comes to an end.