let it all work out!!

This week's episode is a little life update and a reminder to trust the breadcrumbs.

We're chatting about following the opportunities that keep finding you, why you don't need the whole plan before taking the next step, some exciting news about my new business partner, and why I unapologetically want to be rich as fuuuuck and help all the other girlies get rich too. Because honestly? I think if more good people had money, the world would be a much different place.

I hope this episode reminds you to trust yourself, dream bigger, and follow the breadcrumbs!!

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TIER ONE // connect with your people

TIER TWO // connect with yourself

TIER THREE // embody being THAT girl


Come To Costa Rica with Me

Transcript

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Welcome back. Welcome back to Really Get Into It Unfiltered. I'm your host, it's the most is Hannah B. And I'm so happy you're here. Whether you are kind of returning, whether you are new, and you're like, who is this girl? Whether you randomly clicked on me on the old YouTubes. I'm so happy you're here. I'm so happy that you are yeah. I we have a lot to talk about today. Okay, first of all, your girl is going to sign with a management company because I'm ready. I'm ready. I've been doing pause. I've been doing this EFT tapping, and one of the things I say when I'm doing EFT tapping for this specific one is every day people go out of their way to help me. And I've really been wanting to work with brands, but I don't really know what to do because I've never done that before. And that feels like something that I want to do, but I don't want to put a lot of time into like r reaching out to people, like the cold, the cold emails, the pitching, the whatever. And so I have I will now have a brand or tech manager, whatever it's called, and they'll do all the pitching for me, and then they'll be like, Here, do you want to do this? And then I can say yes or no. And I love that for me, and that's to me at least, that's every day people going out of their way to help me. And I love that so much. And I feel like the more that I lean into believing that I'm the luckiest person alive and that good things are always happening to me, and that abundance flows to me easily and effortlessly, it's like my reticular activating system is like received. Let's go find that. And and just like scientifically, not to get on my reticular activating system bullshit, but um, your brain is literally designed to have you be right all the time. So whether you think you can or you think you can't, or you think you're the luckiest person alive, or you think you're the unluckiest person alive, your brain is gonna find evidence to support whatever you believe. So do with that how you will. Also, also, I think I have I think your girl has a um what the fuck is the word? A partner, a business partner. That's the word. Ding ding ding business partner for 300. Yeah, your girl is a business partner, her name's Addy, and I love her. And I met her. Talk about the universe doing what the universe be doing, okay. I started working, but actually, we're gonna go back. I posted my my Woo That Work series back in March. This girl, her name's Audrey, I fucking love her, found me from posting on the interwebs, okay. She does happen to live close to where I live, which I'm like, what a small world. We love that. Then I started working with Audrey because she helped me build my circle community. We love her down bad. She at the time, when I was building my circle community, had a uh circle community herself, it was called the co-working club, and it and when I was working with her, part of me working with her, she was like, join my club, whatever. I was in her club, we loved it, we loved it, we loved it. Then in through her club, I met this girl, her name is Addy, also now known as my business partner. I met Addy. Addy joined my community on circle. Then, through that, through being in the community, through us just like smack talking our shit, smacking our gums in the do it's scared group chats, like all the group chats, right? I was like, I want to work with Addy, like I wanted to do something with Addy. Then that was last week. I was like, I really want to collaborate with Addy in some way. I don't know how, I don't know what it's gonna look like, but like let me just shoot my shot, be like, hey girl, what what are the vibes like? Addie, before I even sent that message, sent me a message that said, I would love to link up. Let's do something fun. Then I said, No fucking way, no fucking way, did you just send me that message because I want to work with you? Then me and Addy have been going back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, and we have so many magical things that we would like to bring into the world that we are going to bring into the world, and I can't wait to share them with all of you. And all I have to say is look at God. Won't He do it? Yes, he will. Can I get an Amen?

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Amen.

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Okay, all I'm saying is that is a prime time example of trusting the universe, following the breadcrumbs, following what lights you up, and I would like to say, in all of those events, sequence of events, multiple times fear came up, multiple times worry came up, multiple times I was like, I don't know if this is the right thing to do, I don't know if this is the right thing to do. And when that that fear and that worry and that what the fuck came up, I sat with it. I said, Hey girl, what you need? Because we make friends with our feelings. Our our feelings are coming up for a reason to guide us and protect us, and our emotions are just data, they're just data points. And so when you lean into your heart and your soul and you you sit with your feelings instead of putting baby in the corner, then you can work through it, then you can transmute it, and then you can find a business partner. And maybe it's not a business partner that you want, but I'm just saying when you follow the breadcrumbs of life, let me be an example for your sweetseek, sweet sea little brain. Big brain, actually, you got a big brain. That the universe will provide. But you, like I say all the time, with the cake, the baker and the cake, bake me a cake as fast as you can, you put all the ingredients in the fucking whip that shit up, put your intention in there, pour the cake batter into the mold, put it in the oven, and sometimes, oh, just thought about this. Sometimes when you put, for example, cupcakes or like muffins, you fill up the little tins, and sometimes it overflows, sometimes it's not a perfect looking muffin, and that's okay. You gotta let the universe do its thing because maybe that's just how it's supposed to be, and you just gotta trust, big trust, whoop whoop. And then when it comes out the oven, bada bing, bada boom, ding, right? Also, also, I feel like I was going somewhere else with that thought, and I I got I got off track. It's fine. Oh, okay. These flowers, this is random, but I want to tell you the other morning, Sunday morning, Josh woke up before me, and he was like, Normally, when he gets up, for some reason, I'm like, I want to get up too. Living with your partner, I don't know if this is a universal experience, but like Josh is dead ass my best friend, and so like I love hanging out with him. And whenever he wakes up, sometimes I'm like, wait, I wanna wake up too. Like, you know, when you're a kid and you ride a sleepover and everyone starts to wake up, and you're like, Well, I'm not gonna sleep in. Like, if everyone's awake, like I don't want to miss out on the fun. That's how I feel sometimes most of the time with Josh when he gets up before me. Anyways, he got up and he was like, Keep sleeping, like I'm gonna go get us stuff from us breakfast. I'm like, King, we love you. He came home with these flowers. Also, I love flowers so much. Um, and it made me giggle because in my early 20s, I was in love with a crackhead. Actually, a meth head. And I'm not even saying that to be funny, like I'm dead serious. And and I remember wanting like my whole life, I wanted somebody who loved me and took care of me and like let me be me, and I didn't have to like shape shift into this like other person, I could just be me, and they would be there for me, they wouldn't like abandon me. And in my early 20s, when I was in love with a fucking meth head, he was so mean to me, he was so awful. Every guy I've ever been with, except for Josh, is just so awful and mean and like just not it. And in that moment of like Josh coming home and like bringing me flowers and whatever, I was like, oh my god, I literally prayed for Josh, and like I prayed for somebody who has all these qualities that Josh has, and I am so glad that I didn't settle for some bimbo, like, and I'm just telling you that because not even just with like romantic relationships, but in life, don't settle, know your worth, and know that you're never too much, and that there is always whatever you want is possible, and you can literally have it. And these flowers are a visual representation for your brain of that, and also like how pretty, how pretty, how fun. The variety, the variety we love. Also, we're going to Costa Rica, November 15th to the 22nd. I partnered with Broad Packers. There's five spots left. There's gonna be 10 of us, well, technically 11, including myself, and we're staying in the jungle in a cute little house in the jungle. It has a pool, we're doing a bunch of fun activities, snorkeling, we're hiking to a waterfall, we're learning how to make chocolate from scratch, yoga. We're definitely playing mermaids in the pool because why not? I'm thinking of bringing all the supplies with me so that we can make our do-it-scared bingos for the new year like together. Like, that sounds so fun. Um, and then after we do that, we can just like walk down to the beach and watch the sunset. And I love, I love. Um, that I'll put in the show notes if you want to go. Also, my community, my community is growing every day, and I love it so much, so much, so much. You know that I love a group activity. I love a group activity so fucking much. Okay, I love a group activity down bad, and I'm realizing my community is becoming less like content heavy and more community connection collaboration heavy. Um there is content in my community. There's like journal prompts, there's an embodiment library, um, there's Hannah's Stream and Consciousness Library and group chats and stuff, but for tier three, originally it was like more content, and uh and it's become more community and connection. So I added to tier three community clubs, so we have um co-working, which that is for every tier. So if you're in tier one or two, you can also join the co-working calls, those are twice a week, and we do um, they're like 90 minutes, and we just get on Zoom and we all get shit done, and it's the best. Then for the community clubs, we have a book club, which my little dyslexic brain loves that because I listen to the audio. We all go on Fable and we can like do a little chitty chat about the book. Um, we're reading Radical Acceptance This Month by Tara Brock. Then we have um women's circle every month. Who doesn't love a women's circle? Kumbai, ah my lord. Then we just added two yoga calls or two yoga classes every month. They're 30 minutes. They're led by my girl Addy, my business partner. And then yesterday, when I was making a video on Instagram about how we added yoga, one of my girly pops, Dawn, who actually was the one who was like, just do your podcast unedited. She was like, Oh, I'd love to offer either like sound bowl healing or meditation or she said something else. What else? What's the other one that she said? Something else. And I'm like, Yeah, oh, breath work. I'm like, Yeah, I'm down to clown. I love that. I love that the community is becoming like a communal space for like women to just like you know, and so if you want to join my community, I'll put that in the show notes. And it's really fun and it's really awesome. And the women inside of it are Chef's Kisa. What else is happening in Handeland? Josh and I are moving. We still have no idea where we're moving to, and that's okay. Our lease is up in August, the end of August, and we don't know where we're going. Maybe we'll stay in Baltimore, maybe we'll relocate, maybe we'll end up by a beach, maybe, maybe not. Who knows? The world is our oyster, and I'm staying open to it. I'm staying open to the possibility that who knows where we're gonna go, and wherever we're gonna go is gonna be perfect and awesome and amazing. Also, merch. Your girl gets the merch designs on Wednesday, this Wednesday. What's Wednesday? The 20 something and then I'm gonna put them on my story and we can all vote on which one we like. And then we'll have our trees are cheering for you merge, and I'm so excited. I'm so excited. I got a text this morning from my girl Audrey, who I was talking about talking about at the beginning of this, and it was a video of the trees blowing in the wind, and she was like, The trees are cheering for you, and I'm like, Hell yeah, hell yeah, banjo. That's actually a reference from when I was in treatment. Do you ever do that? You like make references to things, and then you're like, oh wait, it's not gonna land because I'm not with the right crowd. That happens to me all the time. What else is happening for me? Oh, I um working with a brand manager. I don't know if that's the right title. See, this is the thing. I didn't necessarily start yapping my gums and talking my shit on the internet to become an influencer. I don't really know if that's the title that I want for myself. I do, however, want to work with brands. Like I would love to be in partnership with brands that I love and believe in and that have a good message. But something that's coming up for me is that I'm working through some money wounds, okay? As I've been talking to my tree Dolores, my money tree that's growing so beautifully, I'm realizing that part of me I okay, I want to be disgustingly rich. And I'm not even gonna use the word disgusting because it's not disgusting, but you get what I'm saying. I want to be rich as fuck. And part of me feels a little bad about that because I feel like when people are like wealthy, like mega wealthy, it's like ooh gross, gross, gross. That's what a lot of people say. And I don't want to be ooh gross gross, and obviously what people think about you is none of your business, blah blah blah blah blah. But also, to some extent, I do care what people think about me. Like, I feel like that's a very normal human thing, and I want to be rich as fuck because I want to create an ecosystem where I can pour into spaces and places that I love and believe in and create resources for whoever needs it, and I want to have a company where all of my employees have unlimited PTO and I pay for their health care, and we go on badass company retreats, and there's no stress. Like I've worked in so many toxic work environments, and I feel like I've at the time I didn't realize what the fuck's going on, like why is this happening? This feels just like really fucked up, and I'm realizing working in all the all of the places that I've worked, I've realized what I'd never want to be as a boss. I there's certain things that I'm like I never want that for myself ever, and so I feel like I'm creating and cultivating in my brain like my ideal work environment, and part of that is like unlimited PTO, and you can work from wherever the fuck you want. If you want to go to fucking on vacation, and you're like, sorry, I can't work, like, okay, as long as you're getting your shit done, you're getting your shit done. You know what I mean? And have you I forget what her name is. Oh my god, what's her name? I'm spacing on it. Jeff Spazos, his ex-wife. I love her down the bad. That girl, she's not a girl, she's a full-grown woman. She has donated like $5 billion. Like, that's the vibe I'm trying to be on. Like, I'm trying to create and have so much money so that I can pour into others, and I know that there's like other ways to do that, whatever, but I'm gonna be rich. I wanna be rich as fuck monetarily, and also in my heart and my soul. And I feel like if more good people had a lot of fucking money, the world would be the world would be a very different place. Like we could literally like end world hunger. There's so many things you could do if good people had it in their hands, you know what I mean? And so I'm on a mission to get all the girlies rich as fuck. And fuck, I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna fucking do it. And what else? What else is happening? Oh, I was talking about my money wounds. Um I realized that part of my even though I want to work with brands and I want to have a brand manager and I want that for myself, there's part of me that feels like because nobody in my immediate circle has the amount of nobody because nobody in my immediate circle is living the life that I fully want to embody and live, part of me feels like if I start to make the money that I want to make and and stuff like that, that somehow I will become ostracized. I don't know if that's the right word, from my community, and then I'll be on an island by myself. And I'm realizing that, like, no, Hannah, you doing that gives people a vantage point of like, oh, if she can do it, I can do it, and I feel like that's what my whole online presence has been is like I'm just doing a bunch of shit scared, and like I'm just living my life and kind of documenting the process so that people can see the ups and the downs and the all-arounds, and like give you a as the viewer, like a different perspective of like I just sometimes feel like online everyone is so like polished, and it's like ugh, gross, have a little personality, have a fucking stain on your shirt, let your hair be greasy, let yourself let us see your pimples. Like, nobody is so perfectly all the time, and so like I'm just like on a mission to be like, I'm gonna do it my way, and maybe you don't fully do it my way, but maybe at least it gives you a little something, sparks a little something in you to be like, Oh, fuck it, I'm gonna try this too. And yeah, I'm working through that. Also, money has been weaponized against me most of my life, and so I'm like, money isn't a weapon, money isn't a weapon, money is a tool, I'm in relation with money, and it's like we're just working, we're just working and moving and grooving, and getting my period blood to my money tree, and then my money tree blossoming so beautifully. Her name's Dolores, I love her. I love you, Dolores Um, has been amazing, and I talked to her, and she'd be talking to me, and I love it. I love it. I just feel like the more I lean into my own body and my own like wisdom. I don't even know if that's like something there's okay, there's certain things that I say or that people in the wellness space say, and I don't know why, it just like gives me the ick. Like, I feel like I talked about this on a previous episode, but like the phrase what lights you up? What ignites you? What's a full body yes? I like yeah, and also I don't know something about that. I'm just like live your life, live your life, and you don't have to perform all the time. Sometimes, although that's kind of hypocritical of me to say that because sometimes I feel like I do have to perform, and I'm trying to not feel like that. And part of me feels like that. Oh, I guess we're gonna be vulnerable. Part of me feels like that because part of me feels like my worth is tied to met like how well I can perform in a metric, and I'm actively every day working towards realizing and reprogramming that that's not true, that doesn't have to be true. It's true if you want it to be, but it can also not be true, and I don't want it to be true anymore. I release you. Thank you. Um, yeah. I love you. I hope I didn't miss anything. I feel like I talked about everything I wanted to talk about. I also don't know how long we've been talking for. I again, Mike in the phone, videoing, can't see the screen. So I also hope this is fucking recording. And as always, I love you. You have a fat ass. You can do anything you want in this life. I believe in you, and you're awesome. You're awesome, you're awesome, you're fucking awesome. If you want to join my community, I'll put that in the show notes. If you want to come to Costa Rica, that'll be in the show notes. If you just want to connect, I'll put all of my handles in the show notes and like and subscribe. Like and subscribe to my channel if you want more of this. Want more of me. And I'm gonna keep posting my YouTube videos because I just love to yap. And I love you. I love you so much. I hope you have the best day ever. You're hot and sexy. Okay, bye.