Ep 5: Is This It? When a Successful Life Starts Feeling Like Something's Missing

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In this episode, Aiyahla answers a question from Barbara in the High Freedom community: "I have a successful business. I'm married. I'm happy. And sometimes I catch myself thinking, is this it?" 

Through Truth #5 of the Sixteen Truths of Freedom, Aiyahla reveals why this questioning isn't ingratitude but awakening, how a business transforms into a mission the moment you co-create it with the field of life, and why consciousness, not capital, is what grew Free Free into an ecosystem of over 70 million in impact.

Whether you're here to understand why your success no longer feels like enough, turn your business into a mission, or simply remember that you are a powerful creator, this podcast is for you.

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Transcript

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This is High Freedom with Ayala Loctus, the podcast that expands you into freedom consciousness, melts the golden cage of success, and shifts paradigm. I'm so excited to be here with all of you. We're going to be going into an episode that is incredible. We received a question from Barbara, a member from our incredible, beautiful, beautiful community. And she she sent us a question saying, I have a very successful business. I am married. I am, you know, happy. And sometimes I catch myself thinking, is this it? And this question was perfect for us to understand how life can feel like a big shift when we're going through an awakening. We feel that we have everything. You know, we have this incredible business that we have been working for such a long time. We have a beautiful family that we've been building, but there's something that feels missing, and there's nothing wrong with that. It's not that we're not grateful for our lives. It's simply because when we start awakening, the way we see life expands. The way we see life simply grows. And instead of seeing life through horse plinkers, we see life from what we call the eagle's eye. So the eagle's eye is simply when we start activating our higher mind, our connection to our higher self and to our soul. And once this starts happening, the first thing that happens is that we start questioning our reality. The reality that we've been working for so long, we reach that, you know, incredible life, and something starts triggering our awakening. And all of a sudden things feel different. And we, for a long time, sometimes we feel out of place. We go to the work that we've been doing so well for such a long time, and it feels a bit more of the same. Um, the beautiful relationship is great, but sometimes it's missing a bit of depth in a lot of cases because we just go into this automatic pilot. Um, sometimes we go out with friends, and our friends all of a sudden feel like the conversations feel a little superficial. And this is how we can really start understanding that our soul is simply asking us to go deeper, to go deeper into the truth of who we are. And I love to look into this through the lens of the sixth in truth, through the book, through my book Freedom, because it always brings this level of wisdom that can really help everyone that is going through this. Because the golden cage is not something um easy to catch. Sometimes the golden cage are the successes of our life. It's golden, but it feels like a cage. And this is what I feel when I'm listening to Barbara's question here. So let me just open here to the Sixth Truths. Let me just find it. Yes, amazing. And we need to understand this that I would love, love, love to bring to our conversation today. So we are powerful creators. So there's truth number five. You are a powerful creator. Every thought, emotion, imagination, and action creates your reality. As you are God within, your creation is the fruit of your level of frequency. So when we start understanding that we are the creators of our life, and this understanding really comes with the awakening of our ego's eye and the cracking of our heart. When we start feeling uncomfortable, when we have, in theory, a life that lots of people would envy and dream of having, it's not because we are ungrateful, and I would love to repeat that. It's simply because we're starting to have a different perspective of life. And if you've watched, I think it was episode two, you can really look into what we explain about perspective and truth. Once we are awakening, independently in which level of awakening we're in, because as we start awakening, we just it's an it goes into infinity. So we can do that for many, many years, to be honest. It's just not something that you do and then you stop. It's simply something that you can always evolve and evolve and evolve and evolve and evolve. My awakening started 11 years ago, and I've been through the same process Barbara is going through in her life right now in many stages of my own awakening. And I have my higher mind extremely open nowadays, and I can really speak and listen to my soul, I can connect with other beings, I can connect with my, you know, the my higher self. And that requires a lot of letting go and being truthful to who you are. When we start expanding into freedom consciousness, which we know it's not a religion, it's not a mindset, it is not a belief system, it is a state of awareness where we move from victim consciousness to freedom consciousness. And we start taking responsibility for our lives and we start asking questions that will help us co-create our lives through our thoughts, through our imagination, through our heart. And the more we start like really diving deep into that, the more we start really understanding that beyond our belief systems, beyond our conditionings, beyond our traumas, we can enter a state of consciousness that is called freedom consciousness, where we tap into this eternal field that is God, that you can call source, that you can call the creator. It is a field that is made of love, light, and power, and that you co-create your life with. And the questions is simply because you start feeling like there's something missing. It's because your heart is just wanting to connect with that field in a deeper way. So it is it's amazing because you can really use freedom consciousness in your life, um, especially what Barbara is going through. For example, she can make her business more truthful to who she is by simply um expanding her mind and her heart, her soul. Sorry, I'm just like getting the messages here, so I'm just gonna stop this thing. Okay. Um, because it's really useful to our lives when we um start entering freedom consciousness states. Because, for example, when I started growing free-free, my ecosystem of change that has done over 70 million in impact, and um, we had no investors, we didn't have a big team, we simply had consciousness, and consciousness is capital. It's very important for us to understand. When we have a business and we're feeling there is something more that we would like to do with a business, maybe we want to transform it into a mission. There's more, it's more mission-led. We want to create more impact, we want to contribute more, we want to free within so that we can free the world. We open, we start opening our minds and we start receiving from the field of life, we start co-creating the business. Instead of making it a business, it starts becoming a mission. And once something is a mission, what is incredible is that this mission is always supported by many beings, by the Mother Earth, by God, by by this incredible, incredible potential. So, Barbara, for example, what you are going through, what I what is so beautiful, and I think so many women relate to this, is that what I sense from you is that you want to go deeper with your business. It's not that you don't like your business, you just want your business to have a bigger purpose. And this is why the questioning is happening. It's like, what's going on? What am I feeling? This is why you're questioning your current reality. And the questioning is a discovery process that instead of thinking or feeling guilty about it, like use it as this incredible tool for you to get to know yourself better, allow your gifts to come through, allow your gifts to come through. And then your marriage, see this incredible marriage from a different angle. Like, how can I be in more service here? How can I bring something new to this relationship? What am I learning from this relationship? How can how can we learn together and grow together, right? Because relationships they're mirrors, right? And they can really, really, really support each other, especially if you're both going through an awakening together. If you're not, that's not a problem. But it's great for you to explain to your husband as well what you're going through. Like I'm going through this big awakening, right? And I'm going through this incredible um moment of self-discovery that I just want to get to know myself better so that I can contribute to the world better. And the more you do this, you're gonna notice that anything that you felt was, is this my life? It will become like, wow, this is my life. And now I get to contribute more. Now I get to like to access my soul gifts. Now I get to live in a way that is so unique because we're all unique beings. I get to co-create because we're powerful, powerful co-creators or powerful creators. This is why, in the center of our of our heart, we have a golden flame. And our golden flame is the same flame that goes into the field of life, source, because we've sourced from this field, all of us. So I love this because this is the power of freedom consciousness, because we start living and leading and experiencing life through a completely new lens. Instead of wearing horse blinkers, we start just seeing life from this limitless, limitless place of love, light, and power. And Barbara, just remember that you're a powerful creator, that whatever you have been doing until now is incredible. And all you need is to go deeper into yourself, and then you're gonna find that within you you have all the tools. The more you open up your heart, the more you're able to go into the higher dimensions and you connect with your soul and to your higher selves and all the beautiful things that support you, you're gonna see how you're able to transform everything in your life into miracles. So I'm so excited for today. Um, remember that you can download the 16 Truths of Freedom here at our podcast. And I look forward for our next session. I mean, not session, we're not doing a session. It felt like a session, though. It felt like I was ventoring you, Barbara, here. Um and yeah, I'm so excited. So we're gonna have in this week, I'm gonna be doing more podcasts than usual. So I will see you on on on two days. So excited. See you soon.