"פרק 3 - "אמא שלי גרה בתוכי

בפרק הזה אנחנו מדברות על מערכת היחסים שאולי מעצבת אותנו יותר מכל מערכת יחסים אחרת בחיים – הקשר עם אמא.

יש מי שגדלה בתוך אהבה גדולה, יש מי שנשאה איתה כאב, ויש מי שעדיין מחפשת תשובות. דרך השיחות האישיות של יובי, מיכל ושלי, אנחנו נוגעות באהבה, באשמה, בגעגוע, ברצון לרַצות, ובשאלה איך הקשר עם אמא ממשיך ללוות אותנו גם הרבה אחרי שהפכנו לנשים.

זו שיחה אינטימית, כנה ומלאת לב, על הקשר הראשון של כל אחת מאיתנו – ועל ההשפעה שלו על מי שאנחנו היום.

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SPEAKER_02 2:30

But we're not going to be able to do it.

SPEAKER_01 7:18

Wow, the kids are not a good thing. Ma virali bicore. Wow. Ken and your matter dibano lifamayimba matur shani daddy's girl, like ali auditoman lov deom ki any tachtiotam veze keep a shoot a cashelshi m abba abasheri kuka dominanti bhaim sheri, mimenachtamer baby coreitamimga manimiti kesitelem kelichida hatikilu abba veima, ve keshili tam uderhaba. Ken Ken Ken kilo emdainweachadem garim beachha dimnistuim beosher kamashe osherikolira ota bebaite bebaite ashkenazi karmelisti polani ken z collarima velze thusha t.

SPEAKER_02 24:14

Musaka ze irislim douti e ima youodava. Sh beh ima teme da ulamvet lmeidaita tsmeholo chuly machima valani kucha zeucheli lefahodai ta rechainim shila, kel telaim semot imi tevehhatlita khaimba of msem tevehatlita tsmi, emudat we mayadat, the liloita emudat we meadat.

SPEAKER_01 24:49

Ba foch video nagid anikha kilo anni b'od Yashli nashiut muxemet li fame felu kaze dragisti tafelu anima gisha. Ultra femme kaze lo titerfuh mi ima sheli. Tomboy ofim veima di ma chishim sh money ve dine m sehakit ka dorsal.

SPEAKER_03 25:17

Wow.

SPEAKER_01 25:18

Bene vrit kilo canse k dorsal Ken. Ima mash tomboy. Ken.

SPEAKER_00 25:24

At at Tomala Bima.

SPEAKER_01 25:27

Ken Zmuzayafa. Ken Bashani Mahono Dervel Gamlifamim to fesit it that's me pitom medaberit kamoa o size is uh mehva ken aval Aval me ocho not stomarit can. Ani dbitucha.

SPEAKER_02 25:55

Laita idol shikui kazeba visu Aliashlave ba no.

SPEAKER_00 26:01

Ani kushevachu layak the varig sheet ulaya gum at psychologi ulayah the varig sheet talaketafkalemkumot.

SPEAKER_01 26:13

Ulaigam the shul kilo mul abasheli shilu ka ma com shela.

SPEAKER_00 26:24

Can but shana.

SPEAKER_02 26:50

Avalona shit is layata contra magniva. Muznahat, you shavelasapat, la favazeva kilo mash, no get it called element, elegantiute, a dinute bland animal made it. And I told one ashimi a foot, a kidish, kinogi to look as you bali shall fight. I do tell them bahovali mashuba bad olanize it. I did mehakam shavada show, shula DNA's away. Ani shame. Anilois capita, and elegant it's a little bit. And if you're a mash, I'm not sure. But the other thing is that you're not going to share the game zenilock, a holoz taki machana mood. Literally, zelo hofish, ki zelo let's overla gichny do I get lets me. The caregani, show me the hoss gvullocal tibon, she think gvulo mushumad, I was a sip.

SPEAKER_01 30:08

Biglaza ni shata sodaim. Gam me fizzive gam nafchi um the ketakha e tata mida khaverim shelia you korimle ima sheli malkata kerak ve midit staira bemetke mishimodritinit we karavamru kakima fidafil kilo betoriela dimma you la dim shim pa do mi mena. Adayom, adayomsteimadarbazh and y a filo lomas a mess it me daba. Any mild wow, wow king vulot zul at the ukanian she baim shell's ma'am or him shili hit sivuk voulot meod meod nokshim, but gilet bagroochli call mach city, zilina sodish bog volot.

SPEAKER_02 31:25

Liloyak vulot, vak city vulot, shabat vulot, kilo datimazig vul can it's a nero. Look and she does not wala posa vad.

SPEAKER_01 31:42

Yodimakal vadine musikima dim psychologi madishli shit a medkilo me as name tmo gasim assim l'ashherota limi povochlima kong caze root lolit o sheli as be mu de vanty stumer ako a korazesh ki vi ho ykrina z loshi benadam lor gish velo rigshile effek he pashut benadam colle col kakhagish shaye tame odesgua su famofnemet me odzegamani fuhame menale gamre. The madim mrigi shot me odgvotewel mitmodad bitwa fuchale gamre andi isha evanti bigal shlifne birchameshanim kaltita lichelama'gmila, me alcool visamim ve as vartier betalichim se vivanosaze as evanti s kolashanim ergasti tzorich bakarli listamesh ba alco ba alcool betor zushiron betor zjagana ki kibemet evantishani benadame odmodra gish ve kesheli lit muded imaulam venitricha etaganota ele v Haitricha. Okay, ze zagonoti shion. Oh, quadun call kabala radical acceptance verbeatsmit commochut me od akasheli sagel la gid law colbyseder. Ani a default shelly, a default mode, Ia a colbysedr.

SPEAKER_02 33:53

Mikoma la gichni mal and pohe. Fredashrika, shla colbesedr.

SPEAKER_01 33:57

Mammas la as can as the uliba made gum mitragalti ma bite shit kolasman. Shakoli, the can as the as the netanar behofesh la kirves, asedarli other gishap gia can any loy that nani hushev bishutarigusamani omanitramidai, stomerit gam sensori duache, shmeameto refet she ki shomat dvarimera hokezeve asagam beshenav the hushreach metorafche mruimce yosa diagnosotare ve as kibalti, kibalti mimena call atvarimele, kshi sactilish tot alcohol gashi khazak, ki pitomakimitha de cole no kilo pitom kaviti volume nora gavoi a velzimita zen. Okay, zima z manze pashumita zen.

unknown 35:12

Okay.

SPEAKER_00 35:14

But anaman yen it's a pitachivaka. Optimute is a call shape. Optimute m si root nemute.

SPEAKER_02 35:40

Lose sif, zemas. Okay, totalit medi lolo lo merit comashi manta ze hadle and shelga. Ah, the honeyro e othaf velamrotni centre dalom shai kreve is a spitzi meula yesla tazara bye.

SPEAKER_00 36:10

The yashan youvet and kmochi ima shellyvette, vanimagisha, shani maganotashibisre umica batahatasre, vaniroa bical al gamal nika shiluk tana, val Troa, nika centre, umashiba chweisre gilka sha bohonina do erha me ima, you cannot fool her. Yeshla center or coming. But that's a gum, it killed becoming a sip, you know, it's a vote, is a vote. Wow, is a deret yeshla ma prinazo. Avalani smith the warm bizimoto sort.

SPEAKER_02 37:09

Raki modi kaz duka or los duka.

SPEAKER_01 37:22

Kin kintugi. Kintugi ah, paniastaza him t shvarim bede devika miz.

SPEAKER_02 37:42

A core collatali khanisme kwaai telo mishia titi.

SPEAKER_01 38:00

Ani khala gidata chovalo?

SPEAKER_00 38:05

No, then ni anni rusha.

SPEAKER_02 38:11

Okay, yuvi. Wow. Khipusa centre shall. Venimita tatatat, gameta tsmiv gameta sviva. Kani banadam khazak, anisolisti taniat'ma e tani datani, tani tipushani adam inma monument centre. Aval zigamkta kleagana kaze shelle zekmocha niosa, kazemin mashu kaze animsiha tatchel kulam by shutam siematazochi, the maho bent time saf kaze mimusha balman shrod metafora. Vanashim conize, velaklisman, regashinia the gama yom any and shore she as I Ali ma comm's a nicoleom bemakom shapes ma col shelley. I'm the Bemetta Cole Shli, or I'm the rally shloe. Ken do yak. I'd leave it.

SPEAKER_00 39:16

Rakbezometta so-called zugi, minimum and khosevich cham yes ilal letviya, and alcohol. Big time, me odd mal chim gum.

SPEAKER_02 39:56

Aimucheli na aben ma com shilo mitamo dominanti and washeret miliote lo polchanit. A ni vlat, vablois, ve cora si poze, shella vinche charla sotmarchati hasine deret blilli balaoli oli vlon, bli liotoldol caze zelo baoutli ni mod menasa azidovka matana matanaveli famili bafha, andilo dat andigam shia do lagid in balati. Video ket mailo, ehlo.

SPEAKER_01 40:29

As gamitlian krijz zahibale debitui ba kilo dracha o kilo loyalisham ashu model nashishan yu hale le zerbo oril modbimeno tila khalutin shoot imachely ekira at abasherikhaelit batava. What'sira abashery uh gaver hitche mashli a pamita. Wow and loya holyo teref me mani. Wa niki lo yashliba record m speak gambish vil emashlibish vil hot, fila sheri. Mel mil vadore our fashili to midi gluya tal khalutin, we parti la cole. Kwanosh kurem min, kesure samim lo starty menashum davarma prinazo defka. Vidve shvatibiza filgasti but very my shaniot crovale mirota m vale viki bla cole bikul ken kmorofe. Ulailotov, lais ulayzelotov, lay ima. Lo kmo ima tens keta. Kilo lo gidl kilo ma kavadati shit ki wim kuka bag vrim o zelotovla kaning. Mazasamima canim do eggit, kilo loya, ayam can Iam kumme gun nenavel ki ilu loma g shit, ani loya. Yhoyot can ehocheshu felik meanshmora tma bigaler gishuta gvoi kigum aya mani kudata mabachelau him shady shem sneem kale psakol day khnunim bitom ishlemil dakazot wow sara mashu builtin builtin italisun v Aiti gumitu kemit v manipulativit ve begilm negid hadad varim shanizhwere gum she abashri mseper. City machulobes ravuitaku alai v ni ratstila mitbach vhzak tizakim. Ken is kiammasitramatlin sortlen. Pamhat gum ratstila mi peset andu becomash mone vehemikole.

SPEAKER_00 43:35

Lemashibadele chlech dar sh national be lamede rukaussi manchul ma gaffe bad atilabadele.

SPEAKER_02 43:42

Od so earlet gamitilam odhem giveulezia, la teroze. L shali orum shila dochle holde coca move.

SPEAKER_01 43:52

Aval nat nooly are gasha any drama queen, vas advantaches a bit em il.

SPEAKER_00 50:47

Wowzrot Leima.

SPEAKER_01 51:14

Kilo batil the Noramuzar kinzi regishani losoch and ilozo avvel avvel Retitil Khzoleyan Kut. Wow. Okay anio dache litamin Mr. Perecha Nakti Adgil me odavti linockani ve nakti adktami gil Shana Kanire Gamse me odis Michalam Shikli nock Vepashute Veneodagamiti me odme toch the abiduk ben a ben a staj lait machut orbena limudim la stage or mashu kiloza me odme to navi lakha de ame roshi lokana afsaka legamre mechan vemagisha et kolishunashai laivich bemet adayom animitga zot sh i aita kolkula rak it rak sheli and reggaze lawyera kitavale avalanizoch to mother bourgepahnichnachimag's away my sochlovima colcatan peposh situatia call me the vibe the kilo a collaya shall a coltof a collection of the dignity or sheet mez the classical metal effect because the dmoutana is a little bit more kids twisting the money odd mister bigot coach called the many banofficiency macaduring trickle pepper pepper and you can't alone in the world the massicutimi depart me halemashua ni shibro pneumah to read it resolutions bechavisham can aval ani betorben a damche bemat me od toleranti v meod mechil kishmi canoni az anikoch anyiti misterita avali kazutly kasut me outsider yot mea can mitra beret lana shim lucky lowza buty ipote ibate me many glasses and then you can't get a little bit more than a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit more terms betucha and call m video mode goesh button domain button smitzamit similar i'm the litmaot as mishmat smid the chance baya nisuyamful samasmelo shivimiele beheader samimlo marshmallow hadar shokanum remlo im tatiach litapek velole holta marshmallowze khamesh the quotel shlosha at e to cata though mistoam tia msamu bimashta machama madia marshmallow wow masha val Madim canal dine babasiste canera badimion Babasis la marshmallow tachelach the vino zikena in beshevoua igaminaginit viola pama in beshevua shanim iratza kol yom sha'a ala lifsida okay duolingo dimet levan yam yeshla streak lofis fesa is the khameshta la fimiya mimatama shame to what's them z that's what keeps her sane lam is girl it can better I've deal with a cold cold cold sedar but I mean actual beside ill aita paradigm shella bidio shelochu laia e ti rota kilota votsota pams giret a coolka nookshaimsha real camehi with the sea button we hold me the financial perspective but not to day button to level shoe she knew it nois and I've been a little bit more energy about the football vote the heshoo Lila Tov a good conversation yes