Mükemmel Diye Bir Şey Yok

Mükemmeliyetçilik gerçekten yüksek standartlara sahip olmak mı, yoksa başlamamak, eleştirilmemek ve başarısız olmamak için arkasına saklandığımız bir kalkan mı?

Derdim Başka'nın bu bölümünde mükemmeliyetçiliğin onay ihtiyacıyla, kontrol etme arzusuyla ve ertelemeyle ilişkisini; neden bazen “biraz daha hazır olayım” derken hayatı kaçırdığımızı konuşuyorum. 

Belki de mesele mükemmel yapmak değil; önce kötü yapmaya, kusurlu olmaya ve yine de ortaya çıkmaya cesaret etmek.

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Eminem Bichunus Bishale Bashamaxistiama or she mucamariapomija colox legiturio. Nimma Sisabishore Mextiurum. Okafanas de Kimukamar Garchekammarma bin Murum Amma Varsada onja Bashla Madan. Basinna bilim the mudor. This collock and soonet Yap to be arrasht in Mavar, the bo arrastimas university, Hichbi Uzman, Mukama Bibasangu, Ericsson Osarlik the Zernatur Duche, deliberate practice Yani, a matchli, the bilinchlipratic, and bishe take crateria makata and girn, gidibidil Malmac, Duzat make the Yinidanemek. Yani, Uzmanas Mak de Dimische, the Ik Sefer in the Kususud Maktandi, Yetrenje, Uzunse pratikib Mektan yet you. Yani alonde the dim, unjecutinia, madame east and ulasmactabikim could deal. Tung e the dimiz de rezata and kutudan echinange body. Bishy up makes the dims and napers, o con like a bosher in some other goos music, busy e bashlanga or severe misters. When I be miser. Umma, check perspective teal. And hitchbi bebeck, do our doma's ma hits be bebeck. 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