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<v SPEAKER_00>You know, this is rather simplistic, but it's true that you've never seen the world through someone else's eyes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You realize that you've never seen the world through someone else's eyes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You only see them through your own eyes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And this is rather convenient because it keeps us from being utterly confused, and it probably keeps us from being in complete chaos as a society.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But it does give us a little bit of perspective, realizing that you've never seen the world through anyone else's eyes, but only yours.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Just one vantage point is all that you have.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And it's not that you see things completely inaccurately, per se, but it should give you pause in trusting your own sight.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It should give you pause in relying on your own view.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What you see might not necessarily be what is, and what is might be beyond your sight.

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<v SPEAKER_00>In Psalm 13, David's heart is in despair.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The threats around him are too much to handle.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And he begins to question where is God?

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<v SPEAKER_00>In this Psalm, we see that David, his condition is overwhelming.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His cry is a humble one, and that his consolation is clear.

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long, O Lord, will you forget me forever?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long will you hide your face from me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long must I take counsel in my soul and have my have sorrow in my heart all the day?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long shall my enemies, my enemy, be exalted over me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>And you can hear the despair in David's words.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This psalm begins in a very heavy, in a very dark place.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Have you forgotten me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Why are you hiding your face from me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>I'm filled with sorrow and feel abandoned.

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<v SPEAKER_00>My enemies, they're exalting over me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Few feelings are as raw and significant and harsh as this feeling of abandonment, rejected, without reason, without any reason given.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David's heart here is overwhelmed.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is David.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is King David.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David was special.

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<v SPEAKER_00>In 1 Samuel 13, it says that David was a man after God's own heart.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David had been anointed to be the king.

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<v SPEAKER_00>God had provided for David again and again and delivered him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But now, David, King David, anointed David, feels forgotten, abandoned, left to take counsel with himself.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Left tossing and turning and grabbing in his own mind, in his own soul, for the answers to what's going on.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And for David, having his enemies exalt over him was not just a personal matter.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Because God had made a covenant with David and his household that from him would come the Messiah.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And how would this happen if David was killed of his enemies?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Defeated him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David is overwhelmed.

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<v SPEAKER_00>A passage like this really brings to bear into mind our theology on suffering, our mindset on suffering.

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<v SPEAKER_00>In Romans, the book of Romans, chapter five, verses three through five says, Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Rejoicing and suffering?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Why?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Because it produces endurance, which produces character, which produces hope.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It does not bring shame.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Why?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, which has been given to us as new covenant believers.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We can read David's cries in verses 1 and 2, his questions that he's asking God, and can it relate to those things?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long, O Lord, will I suffer?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long will I have this chronic illness?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long will my children walk away from the Lord?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long will my marriage be in shambles?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long will I indulge this sin?

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<v SPEAKER_00>How long, O Lord?

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<v SPEAKER_00>I think as Christians, this is a cry of our heart because we understand that this is not how it is supposed to be.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We understand that the world is broken.

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<v SPEAKER_00>That the relationship that we're supposed to have with God as his creatures, as he's created us, has been broken.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Things are not as they should be.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So we feel this suffering.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We ask the question, how long have you forgotten?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Will you hide your face from me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Will my enemies actually overcome me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>A mindset of suffering is one that brings us, brings us, makes us aware, excuse me, makes us aware of what God is doing in the midst.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We see, we can open Psalm 13 and we see how it begins.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And we just look to the end and we see how it concludes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David praising the Lord, trusting the Lord, it's all good.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And so we can impose onto that our own thinking, like, well, we know it's bad, but we know it to be good, and so no big deal.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We forget what it's like to be living in verse 1 and verse 2, feeling forgotten, feeling abandoned.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So we might kind of bring out and trot out our robust theology of suffering, which is good and right, and we should have it.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And we as Christians are going to suffer.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We're called to suffer, as Romans tells us.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But we know that we're not made to suffer.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We're created for this.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Sin has brought this on to us.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So we remember when you're living in this overwhelming feeling, this abandonment from the Lord, to keep pressing on.

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<v SPEAKER_00>When you come out of that season, you look back and you see that suffering is refining.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It refines our faith.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It cuts away the fat, if you will, of our faith, the things that don't really matter, the things that we get caught up in.

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<v SPEAKER_00>When there's tragedy and suffering, you in some ways you see things so clearly.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It might be confusing or blurry as far as why that suffering is happening, but it does refine your thinking.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What really matters, what is important.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It's clarifying.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And suffering is temporary.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is why, as Christians, we have this great hope.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Just because we're suffering, we're not hopeless, because we know it builds endurance and character, produces this hope that Christ has come and he's going to take us with him into eternity and set all things right.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Part of our theology of suffering is that it is refining and it's clarifying and that is it is temporary.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You've spent time suffering and seasons of suffering, or you've been with those who have.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The truth that this is just temporary isn't always a helpful truth.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It's true.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It's not always helpful in the moment.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David is overwhelmed by his condition, but he makes this humble cry.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Consider, this is verse 3, consider and answer me, O Lord, my God.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Light up my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Lest my eye my enemies say I have prevailed over him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Lest my foes rejoice, because I am shaken.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And when you read verse 3, you might think that David is kind of being childish.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Consider me, Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Come on, look at what's going on, answer me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Like he's demanding this from the Lord, like a child would demand something from a parent.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Rather, as a child cries desperately for help to their parents, so David is crying to God the Father for help.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is a cry from a man who knows for him salvation, deliverance can come from no other place.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We talked last week about David and his suffering, his hardship, his boldness, right?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Just trusting the Lord and being bold in his faith, not listening to counselors who are saying, go flee to the mountain, but saying, trusting the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And here in verse 13, or chapter 13, we have this kind of flip.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Now David is desperate.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He makes this cry of desperation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's not crying to his soldiers or to his friends.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's crying to the only place that can bring true salvation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His only hope at this point is the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And look again at verse 13.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Lest I sleep, the sleep of death.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Is David saying, Lord, unless you come, I am going to die.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Unless you act, I am going to die.

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<v SPEAKER_00>There's this interesting phrase here in the middle of verse 3.

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<v SPEAKER_00>O Lord my God, light up my eyes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What a prayer in the midst of all these things.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's asking, Lord, how long?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Have you forgotten me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Have you abandoned me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>What are you doing?

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<v SPEAKER_00>What if the enemy comes and defeats me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>And he says, Consider me, O Lord, and light up my eyes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Give life to me and help me to see what's really going on.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Jesus uses similar language in Matthew 20, or Matthew 6, verses 22.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He says, The eye is the lamp of the body.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness.

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<v SPEAKER_00>If then the light in you is darkness, how great is the darkness.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David is crying to the Lord that he might have light in his eyes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>There is a darkness, or another way of saying this, is a lack of light for David.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His cry isn't just, Lord, get me out of this.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Lord, rescue me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But Lord, help me to see clearly.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Lord, give me sight again, that I might see that in times of suffering and loneliness and feelings of despair, that I might see, that I might see clearly what's really going on.

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<v SPEAKER_00>If you haven't experienced suffering in your life and trials and despair, most likely, Christian, they will come.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And your cry to the Lord will be one of deliverance, that the Lord would change things, that he would heal those who are sick around you, or bring someone who's passed back to life, and all those things.

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<v SPEAKER_00>These might be the prayers that you're praying.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The prayer that we also need to pray is, Lord, grant me light that I might see.

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<v SPEAKER_00>That I can see clearly what is going on.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I might see the threats around me for what they are.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His foes that are surrounding him, that are besieging him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're lying to him as well.

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<v SPEAKER_00>If there is a feeling or a thinking in David's mind that somehow the threats out there are going to be more powerful than the covenant-keeping God, and David's being lied to, and he's believing that lie.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And how quickly we believe the enemy's lies.

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<v SPEAKER_00>How quickly we feel like the enemy is rejoicing over us because we've been shaken.

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<v SPEAKER_00>How quickly the enemy speaks words of condemnation over us.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And he's tricky because Satan can do this really one of two ways.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He can lie to us about who God is.

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<v SPEAKER_00>God's not good.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He doesn't love.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's judgmental.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's angry.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And I think in our culture, and probably most of us, a lie that we're more tempted to believe is the lies that the enemy says about us.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Those whom Christ has redeemed.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Lies to us about who we are in Christ, what the Lord has done for us.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord hasn't truly saved you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You're still sinning.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord hasn't delivered you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Or why will you still be struggling with these things?

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord doesn't love you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You have so much sin in your life.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You've made so many mistakes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>God has other people that he would rather spend his time with.

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<v SPEAKER_00>These lies of the enemy, these hours of desperations, times of suffering, these lies begin to creep in.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We're not careful, they begin to find a place in our heart, and they begin to grow.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And they grow and they grow.

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<v SPEAKER_00>To the point where we no longer believe in the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We no longer believe the truths of the word.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So we must defend ourselves against these lies.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And that's what David is doing when he's saying, Lord, give me sight.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Give me eyes to see that no matter what the threat is around me, no matter the enemy, no matter the situation, the enemy will not prevail over God.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Sure, your life might be taken from you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Death might come, it's going to come for everyone eventually.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Sure, they might be able to attack things that you love.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But God always keeps his promises.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He always keeps his promises.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So David is praying that the Lord would light up his eyes, that he would see things for how they really are.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So that he would see things clearly.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is what David begins, this consolation that David has.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Look at verse 5.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But I have trusted in your steadfast love.

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<v SPEAKER_00>My heart shall rejoice in your salvation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I will sing to the Lord because he has dealt bountifully, bountifully with me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It feels like verse 5 begins with this just massive shift.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It's a substantial shift.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I was talking with some guys in the men's group that I'm a part of on Thursday morning.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We were talking about this passage and we were just dialoguing like, what happened here?

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<v SPEAKER_00>We begin in verse 1 and 2 with this, all these questions.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Like the tone of David's questions are like almost an accusation to God.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But have you forgotten me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Where are you?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Have you abandoned me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>And just a few verses later, but I've trusted in your steadfast love.

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<v SPEAKER_00>My heart shall rejoice in your salvation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I will sing to the Lord because he has dealt bountifully with me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Now it very well could be, it very well could be that as David is crying out to the Lord, he's crying, he's lamenting, he's airing all of his emotions.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's saying, Lord, I can't even take counsel with you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I don't even, you feel like you're not even here.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I'm just left on my own to think and twist and toss around in my mind.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What's going on?

00:19:15.759 --> 00:19:17.119
<v SPEAKER_00>Where are you, God?

00:19:18.559 --> 00:19:20.240
<v SPEAKER_00>And then he prays this prayer.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord would give him light, his eyes, that he would not sleep and die.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And so the Lord grants that prayer.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord grants him this complete shifting of emotions, the shifting of feelings.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And I do very much think that happens.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Something I've experienced multiple times.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I think where you're in a situation where you're either in despair or you're suffering, or sometimes it's just your own sin, and you just feel glum, you feel sad, you feel discouraged.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And you go to the Lord and you open the word and you pray and you read and you pray and you sing, and the Lord begins to change your heart, and he changes your attitude, he changes your mindset, and you kind of come away from that time rejoicing and praising the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And those times are so encouraging.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And they're so edifying to our faith, giving us confidence in the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But there's also times, and this also may be the case here in Psalm 13, there are also times where, regardless of your feelings, regardless of how you feel and your emotions, you begin to preach the truth to yourself.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You begin to say, all these things that are discouraging you and breaking your heart and weighing you down and making you feel despair.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But then you preach the truth to yourself.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But I have trusted in your steadfast love.

00:20:59.920 --> 00:21:03.039
<v SPEAKER_00>My heart shall rejoice in your salvation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You have dealt bountifully with me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You begin to speak the truth of God's word to yourself and to the lies of the enemy, declaring what is true.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Verse 1, verse 2, verse 3, verse 4.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David is declaring.

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<v SPEAKER_00>These are my fears.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is how I feel.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is my situation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is my perception.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is how I see things.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And it's not like David is completely inaccurate either.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And David's not wrong for having the feelings he's having.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We say this a lot that feelings are a gauge.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're not your guide.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They tell you where you're at, but they don't.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Guide you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They should not be guiding you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>As Christians should not be guided by our feelings.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But they're real.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I'm 34 years old.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I've never figured out how to turn off my feelings.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And I would assume that you can't either.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You don't just turn them off.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're there.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're real.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're feelings, though.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Right?

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're feelings.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They're not ultimate reality.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So David is saying, this is how I feel, this is how I'm feeling, this is what I'm thinking.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And again, these are legitimate sorrows, danger, things around him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But then comes verse 5.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And he says, But what am I going to do?

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<v SPEAKER_00>I'm going to preach the truth to myself.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I'm going to remind myself who God is.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His love steadfast.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His salvation real.

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<v SPEAKER_00>To the point of rejoicing, it's real.

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<v SPEAKER_00>How has he dealt with me?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Bountifully.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Bountifully.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What a testimony David gives here.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What a declaration.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's not rebuking his other two, his other feelings or those emotions.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He's just fully saying, but this is who God is.

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<v SPEAKER_00>David is speaking, I think, partially from experience.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Partially from experience.

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<v SPEAKER_00>This is the Lord has done these things for him.

00:23:31.039 --> 00:23:32.559
<v SPEAKER_00>He has dealt bountifully.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His salvation has been wonderful.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His love has been steadfast.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But I think David is also speaking as someone who stands back and sees all that God has done.

00:23:47.200 --> 00:23:52.960
<v SPEAKER_00>Look at what God has done for Adam and Eve after they were banned from the garden.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He still provided for them.

00:23:55.279 --> 00:23:58.480
<v SPEAKER_00>Look what God did for Noah and the righteous and his family.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Look what God did for the slaves in Egypt and through Moses.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Look again and again and again what the Lord has done.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So not only in my own life, but looking out at all of the works of God, I can say definitively that he is steadfast in his love, his salvation is worth rejoicing in, and he has dealt bountifully with his people.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is faithful.

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<v SPEAKER_00>May these things be said of us that in the midst of suffering and difficulty, we didn't just put on a happy face and get right back to work, because that's not real.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We didn't just have doubts.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We didn't feel anger, frustration.

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<v SPEAKER_00>All those things can be true.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You can feel all those things.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But our hope?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Where do we turn?

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<v SPEAKER_00>What's our consolation?

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<v SPEAKER_00>It's in the steadfast love of the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Where else would it be?

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<v SPEAKER_00>Where else would we go?

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<v SPEAKER_00>And so when we focus on these things, it takes a heart that is spiraling in despair.

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<v SPEAKER_00>That he is true and that he is good.

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<v SPEAKER_00>That he is to be trusted.

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<v SPEAKER_00>It's easy for us to give too much credence to our emotions and our feelings.

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<v SPEAKER_00>I think sometimes in certain Christian circles, it's it's easy for us to kind of look down on feelings and emotions.

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<v SPEAKER_00>As if they're bad things.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Or if we were perfect, we wouldn't have emotions or feelings.

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<v SPEAKER_00>We're always just suspicious of them.

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<v SPEAKER_00>No, that they're real.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But what's true is who God is.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Our emotions again aren't true.

00:26:06.960 --> 00:26:14.319
<v SPEAKER_00>And David is declaring and rehearsing to himself steadfast love of the Lord.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Sometimes this is the beauty of belonging to the church.

00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:32.960
<v SPEAKER_00>When you're in suffering and you're in despair, a brother or sister can come and they can remind you of God's steadfast love.

00:26:33.920 --> 00:26:38.880
<v SPEAKER_00>And they can testify to you how the Lord has been steadfast for them.

00:26:39.519 --> 00:26:50.079
<v SPEAKER_00>And how if you are a follower of Jesus Christ, if you've you belong to him, he has made a promise, a covenant with you that he will not forsake you.

00:26:53.359 --> 00:26:57.119
<v SPEAKER_00>I love the songs that we sing purposefully here.

00:26:57.279 --> 00:27:00.960
<v SPEAKER_00>The song we sang this morning, I sought the Lord and he answered me.

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<v SPEAKER_00>What did he do?

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<v SPEAKER_00>He delivered me from every fear.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Those who look on him are radiant.

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<v SPEAKER_00>They'll never be ashamed.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Sounds like Romans 5.

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<v SPEAKER_00>There is no shame for those who are suffering, because we look to the Lord, our hope, and our salvation.

00:27:26.640 --> 00:27:31.599
<v SPEAKER_00>We sing, I will not fear when darkness falls.

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<v SPEAKER_00>His strength will help me scale these walls.

00:27:36.160 --> 00:27:38.240
<v SPEAKER_00>I'll see the dawn of the rising sun.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is my salvation.

00:27:41.920 --> 00:27:43.680
<v SPEAKER_00>Who is like the Lord our God?

00:27:43.839 --> 00:27:46.720
<v SPEAKER_00>Strong to save, faithful in love.

00:27:47.039 --> 00:27:49.680
<v SPEAKER_00>My debt is paid and victory won.

00:27:49.920 --> 00:27:52.799
<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is my salvation.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Church, is that your hope?

00:27:59.119 --> 00:28:02.319
<v SPEAKER_00>Brother and sister, are you reminded of that?

00:28:02.640 --> 00:28:04.160
<v SPEAKER_00>Be reminded of that.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And remind one another of this truth.

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<v SPEAKER_00>That the Lord is our salvation.

00:28:11.680 --> 00:28:23.279
<v SPEAKER_00>When the lies of the enemy come, whispering things that are untrue about the Lord or about ourselves, my debt is paid.

00:28:23.920 --> 00:28:25.519
<v SPEAKER_00>And the victory won.

00:28:26.000 --> 00:28:28.319
<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is my salvation.

00:28:29.359 --> 00:28:39.839
<v SPEAKER_00>When the realities and the threats of life come at us, the dangers and toil that wears us out and threats of our own life being taken from us.

00:28:42.079 --> 00:28:44.960
<v SPEAKER_00>The reality of tragedy strikes.

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<v SPEAKER_00>When you are struggling with your own sin, and you feel you just want to give up.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You're just so tired of fighting the flesh, fighting sin in your life.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Hear me, Christian.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is your salvation.

00:29:16.799 --> 00:29:22.400
<v SPEAKER_00>Your salvation is in nothing else but the Lord.

00:29:24.160 --> 00:29:33.519
<v SPEAKER_00>If you are not a Christian, you have not put your hope and your faith and surrendered your life to Christ, where is your hope?

00:29:33.839 --> 00:29:35.119
<v SPEAKER_00>To where will you turn?

00:29:35.279 --> 00:29:37.039
<v SPEAKER_00>To whom do you cry?

00:29:39.519 --> 00:29:42.720
<v SPEAKER_00>Because for you, the Lord is not your salvation.

00:29:42.960 --> 00:29:45.440
<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is your judge.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And he will condemn you for your sin.

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<v SPEAKER_00>But there is hope in Christ.

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<v SPEAKER_00>For you have yet, you have today where you can repent.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Surrender your life to Jesus.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Church David's situation is not unique in Psalm 13.

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<v SPEAKER_00>So many of you can identify with this passage.

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<v SPEAKER_00>You've been through seasons of tremendous hardship and struggle, or brief ones.

00:30:27.359 --> 00:30:31.440
<v SPEAKER_00>And sometimes this whole cycle for you happens in a day.

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<v SPEAKER_00>There's despair, deep despair.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord delivers and he reminds and he changes your heart.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Or you focus yourself and your attention on what's true about God.

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<v SPEAKER_00>For others or other seasons in your life, this is a long season, days of despair.

00:30:53.519 --> 00:30:56.240
<v SPEAKER_00>Feeling and questioning where is God.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The prayers that the Lord would light, give light to your eyes that you might see.

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<v SPEAKER_00>The Lord is always faithful.

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<v SPEAKER_00>One thing I love about the Psalms is, in a sense, they're just the same situation being told over and over and over again.

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<v SPEAKER_00>That our salvation, our hope, our deliverance, our confidence, our joy, our satisfaction, it's all in God.

00:31:32.799 --> 00:31:33.920
<v SPEAKER_00>It's all in him.

00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:42.319
<v SPEAKER_00>Everything in the world that we look to for satisfaction or for stability or deliverance will fail.

00:31:42.640 --> 00:31:43.839
<v SPEAKER_00>But not Christ.

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<v SPEAKER_00>He never will.

00:31:45.359 --> 00:31:47.519
<v SPEAKER_00>He never has, and he never will.

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<v SPEAKER_00>And so David is right to boldly declare, regardless of the situation, that God has dealt bountifully with him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>God has dealt bountifully with you.

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<v SPEAKER_00>If you are a Christian, God has dealt bountifully with you.

00:32:08.480 --> 00:32:17.680
<v SPEAKER_00>And if you are not a believer, God has given you this day, he's given you the grace of this day to repent of your sin and trust in him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Church, let's be a place where we faithfully declare God's praises and put our hope in him.

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<v SPEAKER_00>Let's pray.
