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Hello gorgeous, welcome to the Find Your Way"},{"startTime":2.94,"endTime":5.74,"body":"podcast where we are answering the question, who"},{"startTime":5.74,"endTime":6.7,"body":"am I?"},{"startTime":6.88,"endTime":8.32,"body":"Which is what WAI stands for."},{"startTime":8.72,"endTime":11.42,"body":"I'm your host, Lindsay Means, business alchemist and"},{"startTime":11.42,"endTime":12.38,"body":"human design expert."},{"startTime":12.96,"endTime":15.2,"body":"I help women step into their royal empress"},{"startTime":15.2,"endTime":18.6,"body":"birthright by embodying their human design, creating alchemy"},{"startTime":18.6,"endTime":21.1,"body":"in their lives with ceremony and rituals, and"},{"startTime":21.1,"endTime":24.7,"body":"cultivating sacred union within by harmonizing masculine and"},{"startTime":24.7,"endTime":25.54,"body":"feminine energies."},{"startTime":26.1,"endTime":28.32,"body":"I'm so grateful that you're here, now 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