Quantum Healing Hypnosis with Esther Rouah

Esther Rouah is a practitioner of Quantum Healing Hypnosis. She is certified in QHHT Level 2, Theta Healing, Beyond Quantum Healing, and Quantum Jumping. Esther was born in France, has lived in London, and now resides in Mexico.  Esther and I first met at a healing retreat a few years ago in the Amazon Jungle in Peru.

I loved talking with my friend Esther as she is a real, authentic and always open and honest about all the hardships and trials she has been through, yet she takes everything in a lighthearted way and has a great sense of humor. 

I talked with Esther about the following topics in this podcast:
   -How my Past Life Regression Session with her went recently (the benefits)
   -Various different types of hypnosis and how they help you access the Higher Self.
   -How hypnosis helps to relax the ego and access the true soul
   -Being in dark places, dark nights of the soul, how to pull yourself out of them.
   -Being an outsider/black sheep of the family and how that shaped her.
   -Her experience living near the sacred site of Tulum, Mexico for the last 4 years. 
   -The "I AM" presence and how to access our powers of self healing within.

Esther loves to learn and refine her practice constantly, she has studied the teachings of many teachers and masters of Hypnosis techniques such as Dolores Cannon, Joe Dispenza, Dr Brian Weiss, Marisa Peer, Burt Goldman,... as well as continuing her extensive research into the metaphysical and esoteric sciences like the channeling of Bashar, "The Law of One", and St Germain’s "33 Discourses on the I Am Presence”.  

She incorporates her knowledge in her practice as a Past Life Regression and Quantum Healing Practitioner. 

If you would like to find out more about her work, you can watch her videos on her Youtube Channel “ Esther Quantum” or visit her website : www.estherrouah-quantumhealing.com

You can reach out to Esther about booking a session through her website mentioned above, or her Instagram @esther_quantum, or via email : Esther.qhht@gmail.com

She currently offers : 

*QHHT Sessions (In person) or *BQH Sessions (online) which are 5 hour sessions including 2h in hypnosis, where you get to visit a Past Life and have a conversation with your Higher Self through a series of question that you would have brought to the session. These sessions are extremely transformative and give us the opportunity to look at every aspect of one’s life, and bring the necessary healing and answers to move forward in life in the best way possible. 

* Theta Healing Sessions: 1h30  (online or in person) to reprogram specific unconscious beliefs. A more methodical approach to reprogramming the Subconscious mind and bring healing. 

* Quantum Jumping Session: 1h30 (online or in person), including 45 min hypnosis where you can go meet your Successful Self and get the answers that you need to manifest your highest potential. 

* Past Life Regression Sessions ( online or in Person), 2h sessions including 1h in hypnosis where you visit a Past Life and explore the reasons why this voyage with your Higher Self. These sessions are the quickest and most enjoyable way to work with the Higher Self for Self Improvement and Self Empowerment. 

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Transcript

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I was brought up through that religion where I felt like I couldn't be myself and was like, well, what's the point of being here? I can't be me. You know, for a long time I was depressed I was I went through times where I was even suicidal, you know, what, I just didn't want to be part of this world anymore. The second is, it reminded me you can heal yourself, you know. And when you realize that you can heal yourself, you know, you start having a lot of respect for yourself with hypnosis, where we is different techniques that allow us to get to the higher self, to bypass the ego to let to put it aside for the time that we're doing the session. And to just talk with the part of us that is bold, that is always at peace. I call it the diamond path, because it's a path of purity, the purity of intention, you know, so welcome Esther to the podcast. Esther is a friend of mine, and we met in 2019, at an Ayahuasca retreat in Peru, and we've kept in touch ever since. Today, I want Esther to share a bit about her healing modalities that she uses with her clients, which I did with her recently in a session and a past life regression session, and had really good results. She has been on the healing path for a long time, she's certified and in many different modalities of hypnosis. So she's going to share a bit about that today. And what it's done for her and her clients. So, Esther, maybe you could give people a little bit of background about you and what you do. Yeah, hi, thank you for having me here. It's so nice to chat with you. So, yes, I started my spiritual journey. With ayahuasca, actually, ayahuasca and Campbell is really what opened me up about 10 years ago is what opened me up to the world of spirits. Because before that, I, before that I was an atheist, I didn't really believe in God. For many years, I was brought up actually the Jehovah's Witness, and which is a very religious, you could call it a sect you want. And when I was about 16, I kind of left that path. Understanding that it wasn't right for me, it didn't resonate, and, and then I stopped believing in God for about me for a long time. And then then, about 10 years ago, I found I found myself actually very ill physically. And because doctors couldn't really do anything for me. I turned to an Amazonian medicine, I turned to ayahuasca and Campbell, which healed me physically, and then opened me up to the whole world of spirit. And I started to understand that there is a there is God, that maybe it's not the God that I knew before, but that there is a force in nature that is bigger than us that there is something in the universe that is bigger than us. And, and through ayahuasca and yeah, and other Amazonian medicine, I, I understood and that we can communicate with the with the world of spirits so and I understood also the God in me that I was part of that. That superpower that I was a part of it. I'm not God, but I am there is a part of me that is divine. In everyone, actually. And then and then I so I understood and then they left me curious, I wanted to know more. So I started looking into metaphysics and watching Joe Dispenza and and then I discovered Dolores Cannon. And I was like, Wow, this woman is amazing. And I watched a few of her videos and I was just completely in awe of what she was saying. And I was like wow, we can access other dimensions and we can we can go and the concept of having past lives, reincarnation, the karma that we might carry from one life to the other, or that spoke to me so much and I decided to learn how to view Qh HD because I was like, this is this is fantastic. You know, I before I thought only with Ayahuasca you could access the world. And then I realized that actually you could do it through Hypnosis. And so I started to Yeah, I started to learn her technique and did a few courses of HHT. And then I continued on my path and and I keep on learning every day I learn more and more. So then also I, I did a course in data healing, which is data healing is another modality where through hypnosis, we get to reprogram our, our mind, we get to let go of unconscious beliefs that are limiting us and blocking us today. So this is more a precise and directed technique. It's not so much about going into past lives. But you can also but it's not so much about that it's more directed technique. And then I also learned with Marisa Pia, some of the technique, which is the rapid transformational therapy. I also researched a lot into Brian, Brian Weiss, his work about past life regression. Yeah, could just keep on learning all the time. You know, I read a lot of Sanjay Sharma as well, some domain which talks about the height the I Am Presence and wonderful, really profound spiritual work. So, yes, I try to learn all the time and and today I, I mainly do past life regression Qh HD, I also do beyond quantum healing, which is a modality that we can be online, which is the same as past life regression or 3g HD, but it's something that you do online. And for me, this modality, this therapy of past life regression is I find it fantastic, to me is the best because because it is the client that will go and see for themselves and feel for themselves and also get in touch with their higher self their higher consciousness. Yeah, I wanted to. I wanted to say, because the session we did recently, I was very new, I had never done the past life regression. And like you were saying, it does sort of, I had a lot of mind, doubt. And I didn't, you know, your question, and I thought I'm not so visual, I won't see so much or your mind constantly works against it. But whatever you were doing, and what you the way you speak and your cadence and your tone of voice was very relaxing. And it had a way of really, really calming me into this dream state, like you said, and I was like pleasantly pleasantly surprised, because I'm just generally an overthinker. And I get so much in my head, but the way you were able to get me into that state. I was starting to trust slowly, like little by little, like my walls were coming down. And then by the end of it, I thought it was very fascinating when we did the part where you would ask me questions, we had called in by ourselves. So you'd ask me the questions when I was in that state. So I was essentially channeling my higher self asking me these questions about life and events in this past life and how they apply to this life, you know, certain traumas, and things like that. But I found it very, very beneficial because it was very empowering. And it taught me like Yes. Oh, wow, I do really like this is all inside me, you know, we're often taught to look outside or, you know, the good, the bad, the ugly everything, all our traumas all our past lives. And like, it's right here when we're ready for it. But I found a very, and I think you have a gift with your voice. The way you speak to very softly and a certain tone of voice that is very calming and relaxing and and you can provide that safe space. So for me that was eye opening, because I had never done it. So yeah. But do you find that a lot of your clients have similar experiences like based on you know, the worst skeptics and also the experienced ones? Yes, I think you know, a hypnosis allows us to put the ego aside. It allows us to bypass the ego, and its opinions and doubts and its fears and access the part of us the higher self, the higher consciousness that is within us. And this higher consciousness is whole and it's pure. And it's it's actually eternal is our spirit. It's our soul is the voice of our soul is the voice of our heart is our intuition. So, and that is always here. And the highest self is always at peace, because it has so much experience and wisdom from the past experiences from the past life that is lived in this dimension in other dimensions, it knows so much. And it has access to what you could call the Akashic records, it has access to all the knowledge in the world. So, the highest self is always at peace. So when you can access the highest self, it's a really a first, it's always a shock. For all my clients, you know, the first session is already like, Wow, unbelievable, you know, like, some people feel an expansion of the minds of people while they're talking to their highest self, they see mandalas or they see, or it talks to them in pictures, or it's, or it talks in their ear, you know, it can it can. It can communicate in many, many ways to herself, but is the part of us that is all that is pure, and that is always at peace. So when you can start to access this part of you. It's just makes life a lot easier. And it allows for the universe to create synchronicities to create magic in your life. Because the ego is the is the one that blocks all the all the magic, or the ego is constantly is logical and needs an explanation for everything. And it needs to know how things are going to happen. Otherwise, it's not a piece otherwise, it's the ego is always wondering, how is this going to happen? Is this really going to happen, it's always putting doubts on everything. And also, it's not the ego, the biggest fear of the ego is to change. So when you do when you do a therapy or hypnosis session, beforehand, the ego will put a huge amount of resistance, because it knows that it's going to have to change. And it's the last thing he wants to do, right? So that's why with hypnosis we're with is different techniques that allow us to get to the higher self, to bypass the ego to let to put it aside for the time that we're doing the session. And to just talk with the part of us that is more that is always at peace. Yeah, I think I had that exact experience. Before our session, I was really nervous. And we were saying how it's like you're, you subconsciously know, you know, something good might happen. Yeah, it could have something profound. And I think, also what you said about the higher self knows, like, we have this obsession with controlling the ego, but you kept saying man session, like the first thing that pops into your head, trust that, like stop doubting the first thing that pops in. But we're so used to being in this kind of obsessive control mode all the time that we don't get to be in that mode of the higher self, which is like spontaneous and expressing and loving and just beautiful. But that's why I think the work you do is so important, because in today's world, people have such a hard time just relaxing their nervous systems in the first place. It's almost like we're in fight or flight all the time watching the news cycles. And the way people are the stress that whatever craziness is going on in the world. So it's almost like you have these kind of key codes. And your method in your sessions, your unique brand of Esther like to almost like disarm that monkey mind or? Exactly, yeah. It's to, to disarm the monkey mind. Exactly. It's because in the life that is the system that we're living now, we're constantly in survival mode. And survival mode is useful, but in a way is also what is blocking us from our abundance, you know, because you can't be in survival mode and be abundant at the same time. So you need to be at peace, to let the universe give you the gifts and the abundance that is your birthright. We're all we're all meant to be prosperous and abundant. But we have programs from childhood, from our education, from work that we're all constantly trying to fit into a mold into society, into trying to prove ourselves all the time trying and also trying to achieve all the time. You know, and when we've achieved one goal, we're like, Okay, well, that's done. So where's the next one? You know, and we're constantly on that on that wheel, you know, on the on the hamster wheel. Whereas the higher self, the higher self, it knows why it's here. You know, the higher self it is completely at peace, He knows that things will unfold in the in the best way possible, he knows that there's a way it knows our full potential, it knows the purpose of our mission in this lifetime, it knows where it's going. And so the highest self is, is a piece is a piece. And it's very simple in the end is, isn't it? There's nothing complicated about it, but and also the highest self is, is the part of us that is the divine part of us is the God in us. So it's constantly connected to higher powers, you know, to God itself to nature. So the highest self, they have nothing to worry about. Yeah, and I think from from what we talked about, in my session, it seemed like, real suffering is just, it's just being ignorant to that real suffering is when you just don't, when you don't surrender to that flow. It's painful, because you're just living in this forgetfulness of like, everything's okay, like, I'm gonna be fine. Everything's love. We're all good all the time. But we just always, it's so simple, but we always forget, we always get crazy, you know, and, but I'm wondering, if there was a programming that we that we have that. So basically, our ego is programmed with unconscious beliefs that that director live until we make them conscious is what Carl Jung was saying. He was saying that until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate. That's what Carl Jung used to say as in, sorry, hello. That's okay. The helicopter or something going on. But until we make the unconscious conscious, it does direct our life, it forces us to behave in a certain way. It forces it forces us into addiction into certain patterns of behavior, or poverty mindset, or like mindsets or sense of unworthiness. So do you see these these types of patterns can sometimes in your sessions, like, carry across lifetimes? But these people Yes, what they do, because when something is not resolved, in a, in a lifetime, when there's Yeah, when a when a path, I mean, it depends also what your soul is come here to learn, you know, sometimes we, we come here to learn suffering, and we have a life of suffering. Or we come here to learn emotions, or to learn how to get out of suffering, most of us have come in this lifetime for that. So for, for the consciousness to be able to evolve, it has to get out of suffering, it has to get out the lack mentality. But until you discover what these beliefs are, you can't work on them, you can't release them. So those those beliefs, this lack mentality, poverty mentality, martyr mentality that I have to suffer to be worth something or you know, until we discover all these beliefs, they will come and they will transfer and they will, they will act for us, they will direct the ego, right? When you cover them and discover what they are, and you can release them and you know, I mean, they're there for a reason they're there to teach us right? So, actually, our burden is our training. Yeah, you know, so once you know what the training is, once you know the once you can let go of these of these unconscious beliefs, or once you can bring them up to the surface and make them conscious, then they have a lot less power on you. And then you become the creator of your life. Then you you that's why this session is so empowering, because it's not like a medium telling you all I could see you had a past life in Egypt and you were doing this and that, you know, it's like it's like no, you see that past life in Egypt, you see the the emotions the lessons that because every life as a lesson and a purpose right? So when you understand what your soul has been learning in those past lives or in those parallel lives, because really in the universe, there is no time right. So everything happens simultaneously. So when you can understand the lesson of that past life then you can apply it in your in your life now. Then you have the ability that capacity, that capacity See, and then you have rewired your brain to understand that this is not a fatality. It's just a lesson. And you just need to detach from the emotion, the suffering, and just take the lesson and go, Okay, now I get it. And now I can act, react, and behave differently, or behave differently that your world start to change around you, when you start to react differently perceive reality, in a different way. That's the whole point is to perceive reality in a different way. So when you can start doing that, then your whole life stop changing every aspect, your job, your relationships, your relationship with yourself with others. And I think the most important part about these sessions is that people get the real visceral experience of it, like they're really feeling it with their heart, they're not just seeing it, you're feeling it with your whole body and your whole nervous system. Yeah, that's the intended effect of sort of going into that calmer theta state. And because, you know, like, you were saying that those emotions really are stored in you, and you have to release them. Or else you just kind of keep falling into the same patterns. But I wanted to just switch gears for a second about, because we've talked a lot about sort of family trauma breaking out of sort of family, things like that. We're being the outsider, you're saying being raised as a Jehovah's Witness, and you didn't quite fit fit with your family as well. But how has that served you and sort of propelled you into your healing? Journey? Like, what positive things have you taken from it, even through all the storms and the hell? Yes. So I'm actually extremely grateful I suffered a lot, by my ego suffered a lot. But today, I'm actually extremely grateful for my journey, because Because basically, I was as a kid, and later on in life as well, I took that on that I wasn't allowed to be myself. You know, because I had to be this little girl that was perfect. That believed in God, I was preaching at school, and I had total faith in God. And then I lost that faith completely. And I went completely away. And I was like, there is no God. And I became an atheist, and I was strongly against any religions. And then, when I found spirits again, it was like a journey with God, basically, it was like, it was like discovering who God really is, and who I really am, and the God inside me, the religion didn't allow me to find the God inside me, because it was always the God was outside. You know, and you fear God also, whereas, actually, God is inside you, is experiencing itself through you. And the more you love yourself, the more you honor, the life force within you. And also, it taught me to love myself. For many, many years, I didn't even know the concept of loving oneself, I was like, What are you talking about? Like, what does that mean? How do you even do it, you know, I didn't have the capacity to love myself for a long time. Until I found the Divinity inside me, the highest self. And I was like, wow, there is a part of me that is always at peace, there is a part of me that is full of love, there is a part of me that sees all my beauty, you know, and then you stop looking for validation outside, then you don't really need it doesn't really matter what people think, you know, and then you have your own personal relationship with God. So I think that this, this whole journey of the religion, or the becoming an atheist and coming back to spirit, or spirituality, it was just really strong in me, it was the obviously it was the path that it was the mission that I had to accomplish in this life, you know, to come back to the real divine inside me and outside, you know, so you would say the pain of that of feeling like an outsider or feeling like you couldn't connect with your family was drove you into more solitude. And you became rational for life that was required because to start reprogramming yourself, you need to stop the external influences for a while, you know, because our environment has huge influence on us. And also, it taught me to affirm myself because obviously when I left that religion Before my mum, and I mean, my dad was never really in the religion, but my mum was it still is. For her everything I was doing was wrong, you know, because it wasn't under the cover of that religion. So. So I was constantly going against the grain. And then I realized that actually, her opinion, I mean, she's entitled to it. But her opinions is her opinion. And I can, I needed to find what I truly wanted what my soul truly wanted. I had to find my own path. So in a way, it was. It was leading me it's funny, because it's kind of paradoxical, but it was leading me against religion, so I could find God. You know, it's funny now. Yeah. Yeah. And what other? I know, we've talked about this sort of path of authenticity and finding the I Am. Yeah, what else? What else have you found useful that you could share with people that has gotten you to where you are today, in a, in a more healed, empowered state, actually, yeah. Last year, I read. I read St. Germain, the 33 discourses on the I Am Presence. And obviously, before that, admit the higher sell, you know, through my sessions, I have received so many, many sessions. So I, you know, and in my meditations, also, now I have access to my higher self, because really, it's just a muscle that we need to find and strengthen. This connection is in every one of us, but just we're not aware of it, but most people aren't aware of it. So once you find that, then you need to strengthen that connection. And then last summer, I found I was reading the 33 discourses on the im presence by Saint Germain. And this is all about incarnating, your higher self being in your heart, for taking responsibility for everything that you do. And it's not saying that you're there's no guilt about creating something that is imperfect, it's just showing you the things you have to change is just if you're because we are constantly creating our life, like the universe is constantly mirroring who we are inside, that's the law of attraction is, is that we don't manifest what we want. But we manifest what we are, you know, the universe is constantly mirroring what you have inside and amplifying it in your reality so you can see it right. So the more peace you are with yourself, the more it's going to create a life of peace, and the more empowered you will be to manifest all your desires. So But first, you have to realize that you're the one creating it. And that's the I Am Presence, that's the highest self. So you constantly have to come back to the higher self and go, Okay, so I created this situation, especially when you find yourself in a terrible situation, you know, it's good to do that. It's good to go to take the reins back to go, Okay, I created this situation, so I can get myself out of it. Right. So, that was very powerful to work with the I Am Presence. I think for me, it was the most profound work, you know, and it's what led me to continue on my path on my journey, I call it the diamond path, because it's a path of purity, the purity of intention, you know, I have the intention that I serve through my sessions I'm in service to humanity. But I'm not here to manipulate people. It's not for my own power is to help humanity it's not it's not out of a desire to control right is for is to help people regain control. And how how would you describe what the IMS for people that don't know? The I Am Presence? Yeah, the I Am Presence is the highest self is the part of you that creates from its default is the God in you is your as the divine part of you. So you have to and it's always going to be the ego is always going to try and fight that. The ego is always going to find reasons to say oh, no, you're wrong or or you can't do that. You don't have to the ability, the ability to do that actually, when you work with the I Am Presence. You are the magician Am Presence is the one that creates, it's the one that allows all the abundance to come in, is the one that is constantly in. It's like the higher self is the one that is constantly in connection to, to the higher, higher to God to the higher consciousness to the powers of creation, right? So it's just the I Am Presence is that little part of God that you have within you?