{"version":"1.0.0","segments":[{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":0.0,"endTime":2.01,"body":"In this episode, we"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":0.0,"endTime":2.01,"body":"talk about dealing with"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2.01,"endTime":4.83,"body":"difficult teens and overcoming"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2.01,"endTime":4.83,"body":"our own sin."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":8.58,"endTime":10.92,"body":"Welcome to balancing the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":8.58,"endTime":10.92,"body":"Christian life. I'm Dr. Kenny"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":10.92,"endTime":13.53,"body":"Embry. We'll talk about how to"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":10.92,"endTime":13.53,"body":"be better Christians and people"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":13.53,"endTime":15.12,"body":"in the digital age. Let's go."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":17.61,"endTime":20.01,"body":"So how are you and your"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":17.61,"endTime":20.01,"body":"Christian walk? If you're"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":20.01,"endTime":22.89,"body":"honest, I think you probably"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":20.01,"endTime":22.89,"body":"think it could be better. None"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":22.89,"endTime":25.71,"body":"of us are perfect. And I think"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":22.89,"endTime":25.71,"body":"it's very healthy to look at"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":25.71,"endTime":28.59,"body":"both our successes and failures"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":25.71,"endTime":28.59,"body":"every once in a while, whether"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":28.59,"endTime":31.98,"body":"you're being a parent or just"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":28.59,"endTime":31.98,"body":"walking a godly life. In Episode"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":31.98,"endTime":35.25,"body":"38, I started looking at a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":31.98,"endTime":35.25,"body":"concept I call wonderfully"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":35.25,"endTime":38.97,"body":"broken. As my friend Iris"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":35.25,"endTime":38.97,"body":"Hadfield has said before, we"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":38.97,"endTime":42.27,"body":"often judge our insides by other"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":38.97,"endTime":42.27,"body":"people's outsides. But God's"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":42.27,"endTime":46.47,"body":"Church isn't comprised of people"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":42.27,"endTime":46.47,"body":"who don't have problems. And"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":46.47,"endTime":50.76,"body":"Luke five, Jesus says this, it"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":46.47,"endTime":50.76,"body":"is not the healthy who need a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":50.76,"endTime":56.19,"body":"doctor, but the sick. I have not"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":50.76,"endTime":56.19,"body":"come to call the righteous, but"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":56.19,"endTime":60.18,"body":"sinners to repentance. I have"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":56.19,"endTime":60.18,"body":"believed for a long time Jesus"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":60.18,"endTime":63.42,"body":"needs us to recognize our"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":60.18,"endTime":63.42,"body":"brokenness, so he can help heal"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":63.42,"endTime":66.99,"body":"us. which is how I stumbled on"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":63.42,"endTime":66.99,"body":"ginger Hubbard. I heard her"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":66.99,"endTime":71.13,"body":"story on another podcast, and"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":66.99,"endTime":71.13,"body":"knew I needed to talk to her."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":71.64,"endTime":74.61,"body":"Ginger is a best selling author"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":71.64,"endTime":74.61,"body":"of books on Christian parenting."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":74.73,"endTime":77.73,"body":"Her titles include how to lead"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":74.73,"endTime":77.73,"body":"your child to Christ. Don't make"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":77.73,"endTime":81.36,"body":"me count to three wise words for"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":77.73,"endTime":81.36,"body":"moms. And I can't believe you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":81.36,"endTime":84.81,"body":"just said that. I'll leave links"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":81.36,"endTime":84.81,"body":"to all these titles in the show"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":84.81,"endTime":88.89,"body":"notes. She has been profiled on"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":84.81,"endTime":88.89,"body":"many radio shows such as Focus"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":88.89,"endTime":92.52,"body":"on the Family. She's also the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":88.89,"endTime":92.52,"body":"host of parenting with ginger"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":92.52,"endTime":96.03,"body":"Hubbard, another podcast you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":92.52,"endTime":96.03,"body":"might want to check out. But"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":96.03,"endTime":99.84,"body":"what impresses me most about"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":96.03,"endTime":99.84,"body":"ginger is how honest she is"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":100.11,"endTime":103.95,"body":"about her own Christian walk."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":100.11,"endTime":103.95,"body":"That topic she talks about most"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":103.95,"endTime":107.64,"body":"in her podcast and writing is"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":103.95,"endTime":107.64,"body":"being a mom. But this"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":107.64,"endTime":112.08,"body":"conversation focuses on her"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":107.64,"endTime":112.08,"body":"story about her family accepting"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":112.08,"endTime":116.37,"body":"Christ. Ginger was in high"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":112.08,"endTime":116.37,"body":"school when that happened. And"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":116.4,"endTime":120.45,"body":"in her own words, it didn't go"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":116.4,"endTime":120.45,"body":"smoothly. She is someone who"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":120.45,"endTime":125.01,"body":"went from being a good person to"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":120.45,"endTime":125.01,"body":"becoming a godly one. But in the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":125.01,"endTime":129.96,"body":"process, she had to recognize"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":125.01,"endTime":129.96,"body":"some of her mistakes. So you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":129.96,"endTime":134.22,"body":"know, we talked about her having"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":129.96,"endTime":134.22,"body":"an abortion during this time. We"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":134.22,"endTime":137.73,"body":"are not graphic. But this is a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":134.22,"endTime":137.73,"body":"topic, I don't think is"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":137.73,"endTime":141.51,"body":"discussed very often. I am"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":137.73,"endTime":141.51,"body":"openly pro life and ginger is as"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":141.51,"endTime":146.52,"body":"well. But I want you to hear"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":141.51,"endTime":146.52,"body":"what forgiveness sounds like."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":147.0,"endTime":151.59,"body":"Remember, Jesus didn't come for"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":147.0,"endTime":151.59,"body":"the righteous. He came for"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":151.59,"endTime":156.81,"body":"sinners, like us. So how you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":151.59,"endTime":156.81,"body":"doing? Hi, Kenny,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":156.84,"endTime":159.21,"body":"I am just fine."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":156.84,"endTime":159.21,"body":"How are you today?"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":159.299,"endTime":163.079,"body":"Not bad. You say"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":159.299,"endTime":163.079,"body":"that you were a rebellious"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":163.079,"endTime":166.259,"body":"teenager, when you were growing"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":163.079,"endTime":166.259,"body":"up? I think all of us go through"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":166.259,"endTime":168.929,"body":"a time when we're just you know,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":166.259,"endTime":168.929,"body":"we're breaking away from our"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":168.929,"endTime":171.719,"body":"parents. What What makes you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":168.929,"endTime":171.719,"body":"think that you were so"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":171.719,"endTime":172.499,"body":"rebellious?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":172.739,"endTime":174.989,"body":"Well, you know,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":172.739,"endTime":174.989,"body":"actually, I wouldn't say that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":174.989,"endTime":179.579,"body":"was rebellious until my parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":174.989,"endTime":179.579,"body":"came to know, Jesus in their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":179.609,"endTime":184.889,"body":"early 40s. So I was a teenager,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":179.609,"endTime":184.889,"body":"when they started changing the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":184.889,"endTime":187.079,"body":"way that they were raising me,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":184.889,"endTime":187.079,"body":"you know, I've been raised this"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":187.079,"endTime":189.569,"body":"certain way. And then all of a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":187.079,"endTime":189.569,"body":"sudden, things were different."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":189.569,"endTime":192.839,"body":"And I wasn't too happy about it."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":189.569,"endTime":192.839,"body":"And so I rebelled, you know,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":192.839,"endTime":195.359,"body":"just all the sudden things like"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":192.839,"endTime":195.359,"body":"they wanted me to go to church"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":195.359,"endTime":198.899,"body":"with them. And I didn't want to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":195.359,"endTime":198.899,"body":"go to church with them. And they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":198.899,"endTime":201.749,"body":"wanted me to start spending time"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":198.899,"endTime":201.749,"body":"with kids in the youth group."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":201.779,"endTime":205.829,"body":"And I wasn't too happy about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":201.779,"endTime":205.829,"body":"doing that as well. And so that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":205.829,"endTime":208.439,"body":"was also about the same time"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":205.829,"endTime":208.439,"body":"that I started making some"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":208.439,"endTime":211.679,"body":"really bad choices in my life as"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":208.439,"endTime":211.679,"body":"far as doing some things that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":211.709,"endTime":215.069,"body":"really had no business doing."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":211.709,"endTime":215.069,"body":"And so all of that came at about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":215.069,"endTime":218.039,"body":"the same time. And that is what"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":215.069,"endTime":218.039,"body":"brought on my rebellion."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":219.48,"endTime":222.69,"body":"I guess that's kind"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":219.48,"endTime":222.69,"body":"of understandable. I mean, while"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":222.69,"endTime":225.69,"body":"you were going up for most of"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":222.69,"endTime":225.69,"body":"your life, your parents weren't"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":225.69,"endTime":228.87,"body":"Christians. And then all of a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":225.69,"endTime":228.87,"body":"sudden, they did become"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":228.87,"endTime":231.54,"body":"Christians. I mean, how did that"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":228.87,"endTime":231.54,"body":"affect you?"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":232.17,"endTime":235.62,"body":"Yeah, definitely"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":232.17,"endTime":235.62,"body":"a huge difference. And so like I"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":235.62,"endTime":238.59,"body":"said, they were in their 40s. So"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":235.62,"endTime":238.59,"body":"I was 18 years old when my"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":238.59,"endTime":241.29,"body":"parents came to know the Lord."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":238.59,"endTime":241.29,"body":"So for all those growing up"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":241.29,"endTime":245.16,"body":"years, we were all pretty much"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":241.29,"endTime":245.16,"body":"on the same page and saying that"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":245.16,"endTime":249.33,"body":"I mean that they liked spoiling"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":245.16,"endTime":249.33,"body":"me and I liked being spoiled."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":249.66,"endTime":253.83,"body":"And so I didn't grow up in a"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":249.66,"endTime":253.83,"body":"Christian home. But Kenny I did"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":253.83,"endTime":257.91,"body":"grow up in a very loving home,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":253.83,"endTime":257.91,"body":"and I had a daddy who wanted to"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":257.91,"endTime":261.15,"body":"give me everything. And so he"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":257.91,"endTime":261.15,"body":"pretty much gave me everything."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":261.75,"endTime":266.19,"body":"Just to give you a just a very"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":261.75,"endTime":266.19,"body":"vague idea. By the time I was"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":266.19,"endTime":271.8,"body":"17, I was on my third car, which"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":266.19,"endTime":271.8,"body":"was, if that tells you anything,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":271.95,"endTime":276.78,"body":"and that third car was a fire"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":271.95,"endTime":276.78,"body":"red 300, zx with T tarps and an"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":276.78,"endTime":283.32,"body":"airbrush tag on the front that"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":276.78,"endTime":283.32,"body":"rent spoiled, rotten. That was,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":283.92,"endTime":287.82,"body":"but when my parents became"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":283.92,"endTime":287.82,"body":"Christians, they decided that"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":287.82,"endTime":291.75,"body":"spoiling me probably wasn't the"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":287.82,"endTime":291.75,"body":"best idea in the world. And that"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":291.75,"endTime":294.66,"body":"allowing me to have all of these"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":291.75,"endTime":294.66,"body":"freedoms that they were giving"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":294.66,"endTime":297.6,"body":"me also probably wasn't the best"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":294.66,"endTime":297.6,"body":"thing in the world. You know,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":297.6,"endTime":299.79,"body":"and let me just add here that"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":297.6,"endTime":299.79,"body":"even before my parents were"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":299.79,"endTime":304.92,"body":"crazy, They were very moral"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":299.79,"endTime":304.92,"body":"people who really lived a more"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":304.92,"endTime":308.52,"body":"conservative life than a lot of"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":304.92,"endTime":308.52,"body":"the church going people we knew,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":308.76,"endTime":311.64,"body":"which is interesting. You know."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":308.76,"endTime":311.64,"body":"So as a family, we viewed"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":311.64,"endTime":315.09,"body":"Sundays as a day to to sleep in"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":311.64,"endTime":315.09,"body":"and unwind and just do whatever"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":315.09,"endTime":318.48,"body":"we wanted to do rather than a"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":315.09,"endTime":318.48,"body":"day set apart for worshipping"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":318.48,"endTime":323.04,"body":"God. And we pretty much viewed"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":318.48,"endTime":323.04,"body":"as a family, people who chose to"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":323.07,"endTime":327.06,"body":"attend church on Sundays, I"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":323.07,"endTime":327.06,"body":"would say at worst as"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":327.06,"endTime":330.24,"body":"hypocrites, and at best as"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":327.06,"endTime":330.24,"body":"people who just needed to feel"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":330.24,"endTime":333.87,"body":"better about themselves. For me,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":330.24,"endTime":333.87,"body":"personally, I did believe in"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":333.87,"endTime":338.73,"body":"God, just because God creating"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":333.87,"endTime":338.73,"body":"everything that just made more"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":338.73,"endTime":342.48,"body":"sense to me than evolution. But"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":338.73,"endTime":342.48,"body":"as far as have, I guess, you"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":342.48,"endTime":344.64,"body":"could say I just didn't have"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":342.48,"endTime":344.64,"body":"enough faith to be an atheist. I"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":344.64,"endTime":348.93,"body":"think that's actually a book."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":344.64,"endTime":348.93,"body":"Yeah. But as far as heaven and"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":348.93,"endTime":352.71,"body":"hell and where people would"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":348.93,"endTime":352.71,"body":"spend eternity, I just figured"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":352.71,"endTime":356.97,"body":"that if I lived a reasonably"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":352.71,"endTime":356.97,"body":"good life, and I tried to be"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":356.97,"endTime":360.42,"body":"good to people and tried to not"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":356.97,"endTime":360.42,"body":"do anything really bad, that I"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":360.42,"endTime":363.24,"body":"would go to heaven. And that was"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":360.42,"endTime":363.24,"body":"pretty much my parents"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":363.24,"endTime":367.38,"body":"philosophy as well, until"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":363.24,"endTime":367.38,"body":"someone explained to them that,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":367.71,"endTime":369.87,"body":"you know, it really doesn't"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":367.71,"endTime":369.87,"body":"matter how good of a person you"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":369.87,"endTime":374.1,"body":"are, because the only way to"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":369.87,"endTime":374.1,"body":"heaven is through Jesus. And so"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":374.1,"endTime":376.86,"body":"someone explained that to my"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":374.1,"endTime":376.86,"body":"parents. And course, as soon as"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":376.86,"endTime":381.18,"body":"they begin to really know him,"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":376.86,"endTime":381.18,"body":"they began to love him. And they"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":381.18,"endTime":384.33,"body":"wanted nothing more than for me"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":381.18,"endTime":384.33,"body":"to know and love him to what it"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":384.33,"endTime":386.4,"body":"boiled down to for me as I just"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":384.33,"endTime":386.4,"body":"didn't want to change the way I"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":386.4,"endTime":390.84,"body":"was living. And I sure didn't"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":386.4,"endTime":390.84,"body":"want to spend my Sundays going"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":390.84,"endTime":394.74,"body":"to church. That's where my"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":390.84,"endTime":394.74,"body":"rebellion begin. They knew the"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":394.74,"endTime":399.36,"body":"Lord and I didn't know the Lord."},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":394.74,"endTime":399.36,"body":"And that created some conflict"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":399.36,"endTime":401.19,"body":"for the first time in our"},{"speaker":"Ginger Hubbard","startTime":399.36,"endTime":401.19,"body":"relationship."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":401.58,"endTime":403.5,"body":"Yeah, I understand"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":401.58,"endTime":403.5,"body":"well, you know, kind of going"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":403.5,"endTime":406.41,"body":"off what you're just saying"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":403.5,"endTime":406.41,"body":"there, I'm my guess is there's"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":406.41,"endTime":409.08,"body":"probably a lot of Christians"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":406.41,"endTime":409.08,"body":"that are sitting in a building"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":409.08,"endTime":412.17,"body":"right now. And they probably"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":409.08,"endTime":412.17,"body":"felt a lot like you did about"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":412.17,"endTime":414.09,"body":"Christianity, and they're in"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":412.17,"endTime":414.09,"body":"church."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":414.3,"endTime":417.66,"body":"I guess there's people"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":414.3,"endTime":417.66,"body":"that that attend church, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":417.84,"endTime":420.3,"body":"they really still don't know the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":417.84,"endTime":420.3,"body":"Lord, you know, they're just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":420.3,"endTime":423.39,"body":"there because they think that it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":420.3,"endTime":423.39,"body":"might be making them a better"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":423.39,"endTime":426.51,"body":"person and getting it God's good"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":423.39,"endTime":426.51,"body":"graces and winning them some"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":426.51,"endTime":430.83,"body":"brownie points. But aside from"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":426.51,"endTime":430.83,"body":"knowing Jesus, personally,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":430.83,"endTime":433.23,"body":"there's really no point in going"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":430.83,"endTime":433.23,"body":"to church, we go to church,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":433.23,"endTime":436.47,"body":"because we know him, and we love"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":433.23,"endTime":436.47,"body":"him, and we want to worship Him."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":436.47,"endTime":439.14,"body":"And we want to give him that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":436.47,"endTime":439.14,"body":"glory and that honor, and we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":439.14,"endTime":442.35,"body":"want to fellowship and encourage"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":439.14,"endTime":442.35,"body":"one another. And I think a lot"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":442.35,"endTime":445.8,"body":"of people, you know, are some of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":442.35,"endTime":445.8,"body":"the ones that perhaps my family"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":445.8,"endTime":448.74,"body":"and I knew before we knew the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":445.8,"endTime":448.74,"body":"Lord, and they were going maybe"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":448.74,"endTime":452.82,"body":"for the wrong reasons, just to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":448.74,"endTime":452.82,"body":"be better people. But you know,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":452.82,"endTime":455.67,"body":"it's all about really knowing"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":452.82,"endTime":455.67,"body":"Jesus and having a personal"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":455.67,"endTime":456.84,"body":"relationship with him."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":457.11,"endTime":459.15,"body":"How did your"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":457.11,"endTime":459.15,"body":"parents respond to you when you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":459.15,"endTime":460.77,"body":"started hitting this rebellious"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":459.15,"endTime":460.77,"body":"phase?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":460.92,"endTime":464.01,"body":"Well, when I begin to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":460.92,"endTime":464.01,"body":"resist their authority, I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":464.01,"endTime":468.24,"body":"remember my daddy came into my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":464.01,"endTime":468.24,"body":"bedroom one night, and he knelt"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":468.24,"endTime":474.36,"body":"beside my bed, and I won't never"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":468.24,"endTime":474.36,"body":"forget what he said. He took my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":474.36,"endTime":479.28,"body":"hands in his and with tears just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":474.36,"endTime":479.28,"body":"streaming down his face. He"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":479.28,"endTime":481.32,"body":"said, a little girl, that's what"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":479.28,"endTime":481.32,"body":"he called me always call me a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":481.32,"endTime":484.89,"body":"little girl, he never said"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":481.32,"endTime":484.89,"body":"ginger. He said, I need to ask"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":484.89,"endTime":489.6,"body":"your forgiveness. He said, I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":484.89,"endTime":489.6,"body":"have been a failure as a father."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":490.41,"endTime":493.38,"body":"Because I've tried to win your"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":490.41,"endTime":493.38,"body":"love by giving you everything"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":493.38,"endTime":496.98,"body":"that you ever wanted. But I have"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":493.38,"endTime":496.98,"body":"left out the most important"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":496.98,"endTime":501.87,"body":"thing. And that's Jesus Christ."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":496.98,"endTime":501.87,"body":"It was just such a defining"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":501.9,"endTime":505.65,"body":"moment in my life. And I'll"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":501.9,"endTime":505.65,"body":"never forget it. Because in all"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":505.65,"endTime":510.6,"body":"my years, I had never, not one"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":505.65,"endTime":510.6,"body":"time seen my daddy cry. And to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":510.6,"endTime":514.08,"body":"be honest with you, I didn't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":510.6,"endTime":514.08,"body":"like see any crop. And I didn't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":514.08,"endTime":518.16,"body":"like the God who was making my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":514.08,"endTime":518.16,"body":"daddy feels like a failure. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":518.16,"endTime":521.67,"body":"so I wrapped my arms around the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":518.16,"endTime":521.67,"body":"man, I assured him that he had"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":521.7,"endTime":525.18,"body":"not been a failure in any way,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":521.7,"endTime":525.18,"body":"but that he had been the best"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":525.18,"endTime":529.11,"body":"daddy in the world. And so as my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":525.18,"endTime":529.11,"body":"parents developed a closer"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":529.11,"endTime":532.62,"body":"relationship with the Lord, they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":529.11,"endTime":532.62,"body":"found this verse in the Bible"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":532.62,"endTime":536.22,"body":"that they sort of adopted as our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":532.62,"endTime":536.22,"body":"family theme. And that verse was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":536.22,"endTime":540.99,"body":"Joshua 2415, which says, For me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":536.22,"endTime":540.99,"body":"and my household, we will serve"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":541.02,"endTime":545.67,"body":"the Lord. And they had no"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":541.02,"endTime":545.67,"body":"intentions of compromising their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":545.67,"endTime":549.51,"body":"newfound faith in God. And so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":545.67,"endTime":549.51,"body":"they very much wanted me to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":549.51,"endTime":552.63,"body":"share in that faith with them,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":549.51,"endTime":552.63,"body":"but I wasn't doing that. They"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":552.63,"endTime":555.21,"body":"began to tighten the reins. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":552.63,"endTime":555.21,"body":"I think it's because they knew"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":555.21,"endTime":557.55,"body":"the kind of life that I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":555.21,"endTime":557.55,"body":"living, they knew that I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":557.55,"endTime":561.24,"body":"involved in under age and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":557.55,"endTime":561.24,"body":"irresponsible drinking, and they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":561.24,"endTime":564.18,"body":"had found evidence of what my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":561.24,"endTime":564.18,"body":"boyfriend and I had been up to."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":564.87,"endTime":566.76,"body":"And you know, it's interesting,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":564.87,"endTime":566.76,"body":"Kenny, because so many people"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":566.76,"endTime":570.81,"body":"think that teenagers rebel, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":566.76,"endTime":570.81,"body":"make bad choices because of peer"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":570.81,"endTime":573.6,"body":"pressure. And, you know, I would"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":570.81,"endTime":573.6,"body":"I would tend to agree with that."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":573.6,"endTime":576.96,"body":"I would say that probably a lot"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":573.6,"endTime":576.96,"body":"of the time with most of them."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":576.96,"endTime":581.61,"body":"That's the case. But I can tell"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":576.96,"endTime":581.61,"body":"you that with me, that was not"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":581.61,"endTime":585.57,"body":"the case. I was the peer"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":581.61,"endTime":585.57,"body":"pressure. I was one of those"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":585.57,"endTime":589.05,"body":"people, I did exactly what I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":585.57,"endTime":589.05,"body":"wanted to do. And I had a way of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":589.05,"endTime":591.51,"body":"talking everybody else into"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":589.05,"endTime":591.51,"body":"doing what I wanted to do. I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":591.51,"endTime":594.48,"body":"one of those kind of people"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":591.51,"endTime":594.48,"body":"always the ring leader and the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":594.48,"endTime":598.32,"body":"life of the party. And so But"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":594.48,"endTime":598.32,"body":"back to my parents, they knew"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":598.32,"endTime":601.02,"body":"the kind of life that I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":598.32,"endTime":601.02,"body":"living And I knew that I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":601.02,"endTime":605.28,"body":"headed for destruction. And they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":601.02,"endTime":605.28,"body":"just couldn't convince me. Try"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":605.28,"endTime":609.27,"body":"as they might to surrender my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":605.28,"endTime":609.27,"body":"life to Jesus. So all they knew"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":609.27,"endTime":612.6,"body":"to do was just try and protect"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":609.27,"endTime":612.6,"body":"me. And so they just began to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":612.6,"endTime":615.84,"body":"lay down rules. And when I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":612.6,"endTime":615.84,"body":"didn't comply with these new"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":615.84,"endTime":618.87,"body":"family rules for the first time"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":615.84,"endTime":618.87,"body":"in my life, my daddy, unforced"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":618.87,"endTime":623.19,"body":"consequences, he took away my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":618.87,"endTime":623.19,"body":"freedom. And he took away my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":623.19,"endTime":627.27,"body":"car, and suddenly, he wasn't the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":623.19,"endTime":627.27,"body":"best daddy in the world anymore."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":628.11,"endTime":631.02,"body":"And so I didn't like what was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":628.11,"endTime":631.02,"body":"happening in our family. And so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":631.02,"endTime":634.56,"body":"I actually left home my senior"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":631.02,"endTime":634.56,"body":"year of high school."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":634.74,"endTime":637.68,"body":"Oh, my, basically,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":634.74,"endTime":637.68,"body":"in your own words, you got what"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":637.68,"endTime":641.67,"body":"you wanted. And suddenly, you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":637.68,"endTime":641.67,"body":"didn't get what you want. Yep,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":641.7,"endTime":646.8,"body":"you got the opposite of what you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":641.7,"endTime":646.8,"body":"wanted. Yep, everything. How did"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":646.8,"endTime":649.17,"body":"you feel about your parents"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":646.8,"endTime":649.17,"body":"during this time?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":650.04,"endTime":654.96,"body":"Well, I was angry,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":650.04,"endTime":654.96,"body":"because I felt that, honestly, I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":654.96,"endTime":656.73,"body":"felt like they had gotten"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":654.96,"endTime":656.73,"body":"wrapped up in some sort of a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":656.73,"endTime":660.45,"body":"cult. Yeah, because I didn't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":656.73,"endTime":660.45,"body":"understand their decision in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":660.45,"endTime":663.03,"body":"these changes in their lives."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":660.45,"endTime":663.03,"body":"Because I didn't grow up in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":663.03,"endTime":667.23,"body":"church. I knew nothing about God"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":663.03,"endTime":667.23,"body":"or the Bible. I mean, I don't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":667.23,"endTime":669.6,"body":"even know the Simple Stories. I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":667.23,"endTime":669.6,"body":"didn't know that David killed"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":669.6,"endTime":672.0,"body":"Goliath. Jonah was swallowed by"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":669.6,"endTime":672.0,"body":"a whale and and over the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":672.0,"endTime":675.69,"body":"symbolism of the stories in the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":672.0,"endTime":675.69,"body":"Bible in nothing. And so I just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":675.69,"endTime":679.17,"body":"thought that religion was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":675.69,"endTime":679.17,"body":"religion. And I had no idea that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":679.17,"endTime":683.49,"body":"there was a difference and being"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":679.17,"endTime":683.49,"body":"a religious person, and actually"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":683.49,"endTime":687.3,"body":"having a personal relationship"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":683.49,"endTime":687.3,"body":"with Jesus. And so I, I was mad,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":687.3,"endTime":689.73,"body":"I really felt like my parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":687.3,"endTime":689.73,"body":"who just completely gone off"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":689.73,"endTime":693.48,"body":"their rocker and cotton mixed up"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":689.73,"endTime":693.48,"body":"in some sort of a cult. And it's"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":693.48,"endTime":697.08,"body":"actually funny because I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":693.48,"endTime":697.08,"body":"remember praying to a god, I did"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":697.08,"endTime":701.4,"body":"not know to please get my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":697.08,"endTime":701.4,"body":"parents out of this cold. But"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":701.58,"endTime":705.0,"body":"thankfully, God didn't answer my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":701.58,"endTime":705.0,"body":"prayers the way that I wanted"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":705.0,"endTime":708.63,"body":"him to, because I began to see"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":705.0,"endTime":708.63,"body":"these drastic changes. And my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":708.63,"endTime":713.46,"body":"parents, and most of them were"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":708.63,"endTime":713.46,"body":"changes that I didn't like,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":713.46,"endTime":716.73,"body":"because I didn't get it. You"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":713.46,"endTime":716.73,"body":"see, as a teenager with a pocket"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":716.73,"endTime":719.73,"body":"full of money and plenty of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":716.73,"endTime":719.73,"body":"freedom. I didn't appreciate"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":719.73,"endTime":722.43,"body":"these new family roles, like"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":719.73,"endTime":722.43,"body":"having to attend church and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":722.43,"endTime":724.68,"body":"Sunday school every Sunday, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":722.43,"endTime":724.68,"body":"I didn't like that all of a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":724.68,"endTime":728.19,"body":"sudden, I was having to answer"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":724.68,"endTime":728.19,"body":"all of my parents, ridiculous"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":728.22,"endTime":730.89,"body":"questions. I mean, you know,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":728.22,"endTime":730.89,"body":"Kenny, you've got kids, those"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":730.89,"endTime":734.1,"body":"ridiculous questions. parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":730.89,"endTime":734.1,"body":"ask teenagers like, Where are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":734.1,"endTime":738.21,"body":"you going? Are you going with?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":734.1,"endTime":738.21,"body":"Yeah, no, I don't want to answer"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":738.21,"endTime":738.75,"body":"all that."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":739.32,"endTime":741.36,"body":"It one of the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":739.32,"endTime":741.36,"body":"things that happened to you, I"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":741.36,"endTime":744.57,"body":"think this has happens to a lot"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":741.36,"endTime":744.57,"body":"of people is they're believers"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":744.57,"endTime":747.87,"body":"in God until, until something"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":744.57,"endTime":747.87,"body":"God says conflicts with what"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":747.87,"endTime":751.44,"body":"they actually want to do. And so"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":747.87,"endTime":751.44,"body":"all of a sudden, the conception"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":751.44,"endTime":756.6,"body":"of God changes. Yeah. And it did"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":751.44,"endTime":756.6,"body":"for your parents. I mean, I can"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":756.6,"endTime":762.09,"body":"only imagine, during this time,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":756.6,"endTime":762.09,"body":"you didn't see God as an answer"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":762.09,"endTime":765.18,"body":"to the problems that you needed"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":762.09,"endTime":765.18,"body":"to get fixed, which was, let's"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":765.18,"endTime":768.87,"body":"get your parents out of this"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":765.18,"endTime":768.87,"body":"cult. Right? Because your God"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":768.87,"endTime":772.68,"body":"wouldn't want them in this cult."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":768.87,"endTime":772.68,"body":"Right? You see God differently"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":772.68,"endTime":777.78,"body":"now? What made you shift gears"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":772.68,"endTime":777.78,"body":"from going to the god that was"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":777.78,"endTime":780.6,"body":"going to get you get your"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":777.78,"endTime":780.6,"body":"parents out of a cult versus"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":781.23,"endTime":783.6,"body":"quite frankly, a god that was"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":781.23,"endTime":783.6,"body":"going to get you into one?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":783.75,"endTime":786.69,"body":"Yeah. Oh, that's good."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":783.75,"endTime":786.69,"body":"I love that. Well, one thing I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":786.69,"endTime":791.04,"body":"can say for certain is that one"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":786.69,"endTime":791.04,"body":"of the ways God softened My"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":791.04,"endTime":794.49,"body":"heart was through my parents, it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":791.04,"endTime":794.49,"body":"was through their unwavering"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":794.49,"endTime":798.06,"body":"love for Jesus and their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":794.49,"endTime":798.06,"body":"commitment to him. I mean, they,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":798.12,"endTime":801.9,"body":"they've so serious business for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":798.12,"endTime":801.9,"body":"them. Yeah. And you say, I knew"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":801.93,"endTime":804.54,"body":"that my parents loved me, we had"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":801.93,"endTime":804.54,"body":"always been a super close family"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":804.54,"endTime":809.07,"body":"growing up, and I knew that they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":804.54,"endTime":809.07,"body":"loved me. But I watched my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":809.07,"endTime":811.77,"body":"parents for three months"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":809.07,"endTime":811.77,"body":"actually put their love for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":811.77,"endTime":817.2,"body":"Jesus, above their desire to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":811.77,"endTime":817.2,"body":"appease me. And because of that,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":817.23,"endTime":820.38,"body":"I knew that he was real. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":817.23,"endTime":820.38,"body":"knew that his love had to be"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":820.38,"endTime":824.28,"body":"more powerful than any love that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":820.38,"endTime":824.28,"body":"I had ever experienced. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":824.28,"endTime":826.53,"body":"think that's one reason why"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":824.28,"endTime":826.53,"body":"walking with Jesus and not"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":826.53,"endTime":829.62,"body":"compromising in our commitment"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":826.53,"endTime":829.62,"body":"to him is so powerful is because"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":829.62,"endTime":834.72,"body":"it shows other people how real"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":829.62,"endTime":834.72,"body":"he is. So God used my parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":834.72,"endTime":840.45,"body":"obedience to Him to ultimately"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":834.72,"endTime":840.45,"body":"convict my heart. And Kenny, you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":840.45,"endTime":844.02,"body":"know, I think that's crucial for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":840.45,"endTime":844.02,"body":"us as parents to understand. Our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":844.02,"endTime":849.09,"body":"kids, especially our teenagers,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":844.02,"endTime":849.09,"body":"won't respect our willingness to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":849.09,"endTime":854.43,"body":"compromise our faith to appease"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":849.09,"endTime":854.43,"body":"them or to avoid conflict. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":854.43,"endTime":856.92,"body":"so I'm so thankful for my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":854.43,"endTime":856.92,"body":"parents and the way that they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":856.92,"endTime":860.4,"body":"ask God for wisdom. And I'm also"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":856.92,"endTime":860.4,"body":"thankful for how they were"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":860.4,"endTime":864.57,"body":"obedient to act on that wisdom."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":860.4,"endTime":864.57,"body":"And which let me tell you, you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":864.57,"endTime":867.03,"body":"know, that was a really hard"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":864.57,"endTime":867.03,"body":"thing for them to do, because"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":867.06,"endTime":869.67,"body":"during that time that I left"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":867.06,"endTime":869.67,"body":"home as a high school student,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":869.67,"endTime":872.55,"body":"my parents really struggled with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":869.67,"endTime":872.55,"body":"letting me come back home and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":872.55,"endTime":875.43,"body":"just living however, I wanted to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":872.55,"endTime":875.43,"body":"live because they miss me. I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":875.43,"endTime":878.49,"body":"mean, like I said, we had always"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":875.43,"endTime":878.49,"body":"been a really close family. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":878.49,"endTime":881.94,"body":"so this separation was, it was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":878.49,"endTime":881.94,"body":"very hard. It was it was hard on"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":881.94,"endTime":886.53,"body":"all of us. And because it was so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":881.94,"endTime":886.53,"body":"hard on them, especially with me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":886.53,"endTime":889.95,"body":"still being in high school."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":886.53,"endTime":889.95,"body":"There were many times that they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":889.95,"endTime":892.32,"body":"were tempted to pick up the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":889.95,"endTime":892.32,"body":"phone and compromise and just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":892.32,"endTime":895.8,"body":"say, you know, okay, you don't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":892.32,"endTime":895.8,"body":"have to obey our rules. You can"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":895.8,"endTime":899.07,"body":"live however you want to live."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":895.8,"endTime":899.07,"body":"We won't say a word. We just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":899.07,"endTime":903.12,"body":"want you to come back home. But"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":899.07,"endTime":903.12,"body":"instead, they remain faithful to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":903.12,"endTime":906.6,"body":"stand on the truth of God's"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":903.12,"endTime":906.6,"body":"Word. And they put their trust"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":906.6,"endTime":911.4,"body":"in Him to do a work in my heart."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":906.6,"endTime":911.4,"body":"And so when you ask, you know,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":911.4,"endTime":915.63,"body":"where did those gears shift?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":911.4,"endTime":915.63,"body":"Here's that defining moment for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":915.63,"endTime":920.46,"body":"me, I had been gone for about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":915.63,"endTime":920.46,"body":"three months moved out, and it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":920.46,"endTime":925.11,"body":"was actually after midnight, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":920.46,"endTime":925.11,"body":"I'd already gone to bed and my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":925.11,"endTime":929.37,"body":"parents, they were just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":925.11,"endTime":929.37,"body":"completely exhausted emotionally"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":929.37,"endTime":932.46,"body":"and physically and just beyond"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":929.37,"endTime":932.46,"body":"discouraged to the point that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":932.46,"endTime":934.68,"body":"they were just about to break"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":932.46,"endTime":934.68,"body":"down and call me and tell me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":934.68,"endTime":936.63,"body":"that I could live however I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":934.68,"endTime":936.63,"body":"wanted to live that they just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":936.63,"endTime":939.24,"body":"want to be back home. But"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":936.63,"endTime":939.24,"body":"instead, they did what they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":939.3,"endTime":942.54,"body":"always did. And they got down on"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":939.3,"endTime":942.54,"body":"their knees in the living room,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":942.54,"endTime":946.32,"body":"and they cried out to God, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":942.54,"endTime":946.32,"body":"they prayed about this new"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":946.32,"endTime":948.9,"body":"verse, every verse they found in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":946.32,"endTime":948.9,"body":"the Bible, they would pray about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":948.9,"endTime":953.22,"body":"it. And so they found this new"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":948.9,"endTime":953.22,"body":"verse that talks about God being"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":953.22,"endTime":956.79,"body":"faithful when we're tempted, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":953.22,"endTime":956.79,"body":"that Versa is first Corinthians"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":956.85,"endTime":960.24,"body":"1013. It says, I will not let"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":956.85,"endTime":960.24,"body":"you be tempted beyond what you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":960.24,"endTime":963.78,"body":"can bear. And they were in so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":960.24,"endTime":963.78,"body":"much pain, but in in their pain,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":963.78,"endTime":966.21,"body":"they were just honest with God"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":963.78,"endTime":966.21,"body":"about it. And they told me that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":966.27,"endTime":969.66,"body":"it really seemed like more than"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":966.27,"endTime":969.66,"body":"they could bear. But at the same"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":969.66,"endTime":973.41,"body":"time, they wanted to trust him."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":969.66,"endTime":973.41,"body":"And they wanted to follow his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":973.41,"endTime":977.58,"body":"lead. And Kenny is they prayed"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":973.41,"endTime":977.58,"body":"for God's strength. They said,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":977.58,"endTime":982.62,"body":"this total peace washed over"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":977.58,"endTime":982.62,"body":"them. And it was at that very"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":982.65,"endTime":987.6,"body":"moment that I came charging"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":982.65,"endTime":987.6,"body":"through the front door, a broken"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":987.6,"endTime":991.35,"body":"person completely broken, who"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":987.6,"endTime":991.35,"body":"needed hope and healing. A"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":991.35,"endTime":996.27,"body":"person who, two weeks earlier,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":991.35,"endTime":996.27,"body":"had walked into an abortion"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":996.27,"endTime":1000.44,"body":"clinic and bought into one of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":996.27,"endTime":1000.44,"body":"the biggest lies of all time."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1001.1,"endTime":1004.19,"body":"And I remember so well, that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1001.1,"endTime":1004.19,"body":"night that I went home and how"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1004.19,"endTime":1006.95,"body":"God softened my heart. Like I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1004.19,"endTime":1006.95,"body":"said, I was already asleep. It"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1006.95,"endTime":1009.11,"body":"was after midnight, I'd already"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1006.95,"endTime":1009.11,"body":"gone to bed. I wasn't even"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1009.11,"endTime":1012.11,"body":"considering going back home. It"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1009.11,"endTime":1012.11,"body":"wasn't even on my radar. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1012.11,"endTime":1016.4,"body":"just all of a sudden woke up"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1012.11,"endTime":1016.4,"body":"feeling so depressed, and so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1016.4,"endTime":1022.67,"body":"empty, and so hopeless. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1016.4,"endTime":1022.67,"body":"just absolutely hated myself."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1022.67,"endTime":1027.59,"body":"And I was miserable with guilt"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1022.67,"endTime":1027.59,"body":"over all the choices that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1027.59,"endTime":1030.41,"body":"made, especially the abortion, I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1027.59,"endTime":1030.41,"body":"was really struggling with that."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1030.41,"endTime":1033.05,"body":"And so I woke up just out of the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1030.41,"endTime":1033.05,"body":"blue. And I just started"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1033.05,"endTime":1036.62,"body":"thinking about my parents, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1033.05,"endTime":1036.62,"body":"about the peace and the joy that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1036.62,"endTime":1040.16,"body":"they had found in Jesus. And it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1036.62,"endTime":1040.16,"body":"was a peace and joy that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1040.16,"endTime":1043.76,"body":"wanted. And so when I woke up"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1040.16,"endTime":1043.76,"body":"that night, it just hit me like"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1043.76,"endTime":1047.27,"body":"a ton of bricks. And I thought,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1043.76,"endTime":1047.27,"body":"why am I running from this? What"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1047.27,"endTime":1051.5,"body":"am I running from? Yeah. And so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1047.27,"endTime":1051.5,"body":"I called my boyfriend and he"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1051.5,"endTime":1053.99,"body":"gave me a ride home because I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1051.5,"endTime":1053.99,"body":"still didn't have my car."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1053.99,"endTime":1058.16,"body":"Remember, daddy had taken my car"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1053.99,"endTime":1058.16,"body":"away. And it was after midnight,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1058.16,"endTime":1060.32,"body":"and there were no cell phones"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1058.16,"endTime":1060.32,"body":"back then. And so his mom"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1060.32,"endTime":1062.93,"body":"answered their house phone and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1060.32,"endTime":1062.93,"body":"bless her heart. She was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1062.93,"endTime":1066.65,"body":"thrilled to go wake him up and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1062.93,"endTime":1066.65,"body":"let him come get me and take me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1066.65,"endTime":1069.56,"body":"home. Because she was one of the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1066.65,"endTime":1069.56,"body":"many Christians who had been"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1069.56,"endTime":1072.56,"body":"praying for me to come to know"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1069.56,"endTime":1072.56,"body":"the Lord and to go back home."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1073.13,"endTime":1076.79,"body":"And when I got home, I walked"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1073.13,"endTime":1076.79,"body":"into the living room where my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1076.79,"endTime":1080.24,"body":"parents had just been crying out"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1076.79,"endTime":1080.24,"body":"to God. And I said, I remember"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1080.24,"endTime":1083.72,"body":"what I said exactly. I said, You"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1080.24,"endTime":1083.72,"body":"know what? I'll follow your"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1083.72,"endTime":1087.98,"body":"rules. And I'll do whatever you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1083.72,"endTime":1087.98,"body":"say, because I want what you've"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1087.98,"endTime":1092.36,"body":"got. And I said, I want to know"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1087.98,"endTime":1092.36,"body":"Jesus. But I don't know how"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1095.57,"endTime":1100.49,"body":"you talk about you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1095.57,"endTime":1100.49,"body":"talk about having the abortion."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1102.29,"endTime":1104.9,"body":"I can only imagine that, that"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1102.29,"endTime":1104.9,"body":"you were scared that you were"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1104.9,"endTime":1110.72,"body":"nervous. What did you feel? And"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1104.9,"endTime":1110.72,"body":"did you tell your parents? What"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1110.72,"endTime":1111.53,"body":"do you feel now?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1111.71,"endTime":1114.98,"body":"Yeah, well, of course,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1111.71,"endTime":1114.98,"body":"when I first found out I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1114.98,"endTime":1119.24,"body":"pregnant, I was scared,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1114.98,"endTime":1119.24,"body":"devastated. And now I'm in high"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1119.24,"endTime":1123.05,"body":"school, I'm only 18 years old."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1119.24,"endTime":1123.05,"body":"Back then, I mean, now it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1123.05,"endTime":1126.08,"body":"doesn't seem to be as shameful"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1123.05,"endTime":1126.08,"body":"as it was back then. But, but"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1126.08,"endTime":1128.93,"body":"back then it was even It is a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1126.08,"endTime":1128.93,"body":"very shameful thing. But back"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1128.93,"endTime":1133.67,"body":"then it was looked down upon so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1128.93,"endTime":1133.67,"body":"much more than it is today. Not"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1133.67,"endTime":1136.94,"body":"to underscore, you know, someone"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1133.67,"endTime":1136.94,"body":"that's in that situation. In"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1136.94,"endTime":1140.78,"body":"today's time, I really didn't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1136.94,"endTime":1140.78,"body":"understand why abortion was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1140.78,"endTime":1143.48,"body":"wrong back then. Because again,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1140.78,"endTime":1143.48,"body":"I didn't grow up in church, I'd"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1143.48,"endTime":1146.33,"body":"never heard anything about how"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1143.48,"endTime":1146.33,"body":"God's ditched us together in our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1146.33,"endTime":1149.96,"body":"mother's womb or about the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1146.33,"endTime":1149.96,"body":"sanctity of life. All I knew"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1149.99,"endTime":1153.35,"body":"about it was what the counselors"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1149.99,"endTime":1153.35,"body":"at the abortion clinic told me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1153.35,"endTime":1156.92,"body":"about it, when I called them,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1153.35,"endTime":1156.92,"body":"you know, just to sterically"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1156.95,"endTime":1160.7,"body":"crying and upset and scared to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1156.95,"endTime":1160.7,"body":"death and confused and thinking,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1161.03,"endTime":1163.67,"body":"you know, that my life was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1161.03,"endTime":1163.67,"body":"ruined, because I just didn't"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1163.67,"endTime":1168.11,"body":"know what to do. So I called"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1163.67,"endTime":1168.11,"body":"them for help. And they told me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1168.11,"endTime":1171.86,"body":"that being pregnant and having a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1168.11,"endTime":1171.86,"body":"baby at my age absolutely would"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1171.86,"endTime":1175.64,"body":"ruin my life forever. And that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1171.86,"endTime":1175.64,"body":"the simplest and the easiest"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1175.64,"endTime":1179.03,"body":"solution would be a very minor"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1175.64,"endTime":1179.03,"body":"procedure. That's how they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1179.03,"endTime":1182.66,"body":"described it. They told me that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1179.03,"endTime":1182.66,"body":"it would be quick and that it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1182.66,"endTime":1186.83,"body":"would make all of my problems go"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1182.66,"endTime":1186.83,"body":"away, and that that's what I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1186.83,"endTime":1189.56,"body":"should do. And I was still upset"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1186.83,"endTime":1189.56,"body":"and confused. And because"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1189.56,"endTime":1192.35,"body":"something in my heart was just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1189.56,"endTime":1192.35,"body":"really tugging there. But they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1192.35,"endTime":1196.13,"body":"consoled me and by telling me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1192.35,"endTime":1196.13,"body":"that it wasn't a baby at all."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1196.73,"endTime":1199.49,"body":"They said that it was just a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1196.73,"endTime":1199.49,"body":"blob of tissue and that there"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1199.49,"endTime":1201.77,"body":"was just nothing thing to be"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1199.49,"endTime":1201.77,"body":"upset about and that it was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1201.77,"endTime":1203.99,"body":"something that could be taken"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1201.77,"endTime":1203.99,"body":"care of very quickly. And then I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1203.99,"endTime":1206.96,"body":"could get on with my life. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1203.99,"endTime":1206.96,"body":"believed every word they said."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1207.41,"endTime":1213.23,"body":"And I bought into that lie. But"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1207.41,"endTime":1213.23,"body":"as soon as it was over, and as"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1213.23,"endTime":1216.59,"body":"soon as I left the clinic that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1213.23,"endTime":1216.59,"body":"day, Kenny, I knew in my heart"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1216.59,"endTime":1220.91,"body":"that everything they said,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1216.59,"endTime":1220.91,"body":"wasn't true. And I knew that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1220.91,"endTime":1225.77,"body":"had just made the worst and the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1220.91,"endTime":1225.77,"body":"most selfish decision that I had"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1225.77,"endTime":1229.46,"body":"ever made. And I knew that I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1225.77,"endTime":1229.46,"body":"going to regret it. For the rest"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1229.46,"endTime":1233.45,"body":"of my life. It didn't bring the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1229.46,"endTime":1233.45,"body":"relief at all, like they told me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1233.45,"endTime":1235.97,"body":"that it would have the clinic."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1233.45,"endTime":1235.97,"body":"In fact, it brought brought on"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1235.97,"endTime":1239.12,"body":"the complete opposite of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1235.97,"endTime":1239.12,"body":"everything that they promised."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1239.39,"endTime":1243.14,"body":"It brought on a what I would"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1239.39,"endTime":1243.14,"body":"define as a suffocating and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1243.14,"endTime":1248.75,"body":"consuming bondage, of guilt and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1243.14,"endTime":1248.75,"body":"shame. So when I went home that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1248.75,"endTime":1252.98,"body":"night, and my parents led me in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1248.75,"endTime":1252.98,"body":"a prayer, and I asked for his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1252.98,"endTime":1257.57,"body":"forgiveness, and I surrendered"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1252.98,"endTime":1257.57,"body":"my life to Him. Words really"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1257.57,"endTime":1262.49,"body":"can't express how freeing it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1257.57,"endTime":1262.49,"body":"was, it felt good, because what"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1262.49,"endTime":1267.32,"body":"I've been experiencing before,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1262.49,"endTime":1267.32,"body":"wasn't freedom. It was bondage,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1267.35,"endTime":1271.97,"body":"and it was miserable. And, you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1267.35,"endTime":1271.97,"body":"know, I actually didn't tell my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1271.97,"endTime":1275.12,"body":"parents about the abortion that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1271.97,"endTime":1275.12,"body":"night when I went home when I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1275.12,"endTime":1277.73,"body":"prayed to receive Christ, but I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1275.12,"endTime":1277.73,"body":"did tell them about it a few"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1277.73,"endTime":1281.24,"body":"weeks later, because I was still"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1277.73,"endTime":1281.24,"body":"really struggling with just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1281.24,"endTime":1284.51,"body":"tremendous guilt about it. I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1281.24,"endTime":1284.51,"body":"mean, I could, I could barely"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1284.54,"endTime":1288.74,"body":"function, I was just eat up with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1284.54,"endTime":1288.74,"body":"guilt. And I vividly remember"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1288.77,"endTime":1291.68,"body":"that night as well. When I told"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1288.77,"endTime":1291.68,"body":"my parents, I went into my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1291.68,"endTime":1294.56,"body":"parents bedroom, and they had"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1291.68,"endTime":1294.56,"body":"already gone to bed, I think"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1294.56,"endTime":1297.83,"body":"they were actually already"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1294.56,"endTime":1297.83,"body":"asleep and went in and I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1297.83,"endTime":1301.97,"body":"just crying and shaking, because"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1297.83,"endTime":1301.97,"body":"I knew that they were going to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1301.97,"endTime":1305.84,"body":"be so disappointed in me. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1301.97,"endTime":1305.84,"body":"climbed up in their bed, and I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1305.84,"endTime":1310.46,"body":"lay down between them. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1305.84,"endTime":1310.46,"body":"remember Mama told my daddy to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1310.46,"endTime":1314.27,"body":"turn the light on. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1310.46,"endTime":1314.27,"body":"remember I said, No, daddy,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1315.02,"endTime":1319.01,"body":"don't turn on the light. Because"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1315.02,"endTime":1319.01,"body":"I don't want you to see my face."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1319.04,"endTime":1322.97,"body":"I don't want you and Mama to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1319.04,"endTime":1322.97,"body":"look at me when I tell you about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1322.97,"endTime":1326.12,"body":"something that I've done,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1322.97,"endTime":1326.12,"body":"because I'm so ashamed. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1326.12,"endTime":1329.96,"body":"because I know you guys are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1326.12,"endTime":1329.96,"body":"going to be ashamed to. And so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1329.96,"endTime":1333.56,"body":"in that dark room. I told them"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1329.96,"endTime":1333.56,"body":"about what I had done, I told"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1333.56,"endTime":1338.21,"body":"them about the abortion. And in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1333.56,"endTime":1338.21,"body":"that dark room, the light of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1338.21,"endTime":1343.1,"body":"Jesus Christ exploded in my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1338.21,"endTime":1343.1,"body":"heart, as my parents wrap their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1343.1,"endTime":1348.02,"body":"arms around me and talked about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1343.1,"endTime":1348.02,"body":"the forgiveness, and the grace"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1348.02,"endTime":1351.86,"body":"and the Atonement of God, it was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1348.02,"endTime":1351.86,"body":"so beautiful. And they explained"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1351.86,"endTime":1354.62,"body":"to me that there is no"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1351.86,"endTime":1354.62,"body":"condemnation for those who are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1354.62,"endTime":1357.47,"body":"in Christ and say, I'm still a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1354.62,"endTime":1357.47,"body":"baby Christian. I didn't know"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1357.47,"endTime":1363.23,"body":"all that. And so it was just so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1357.47,"endTime":1363.23,"body":"freeing because they forgave me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1363.23,"endTime":1367.91,"body":"just as Jesus forgave me. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1363.23,"endTime":1367.91,"body":"felt that forgiveness now, do I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1367.91,"endTime":1372.5,"body":"still regret it today? Sure I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1367.91,"endTime":1372.5,"body":"do. But I know I'm forgiven. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1372.5,"endTime":1378.44,"body":"I know where that baby is. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1372.5,"endTime":1378.44,"body":"know that Jesus took care of all"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1378.44,"endTime":1378.95,"body":"of that."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1379.52,"endTime":1383.42,"body":"God bless you in"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1379.52,"endTime":1383.42,"body":"that. I think it experienced"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1383.42,"endTime":1386.57,"body":"like that. Well, frankly, it"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1383.42,"endTime":1386.57,"body":"makes a lot of us uncomfortable."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1387.23,"endTime":1390.35,"body":"uncomfortable, because we simply"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1387.23,"endTime":1390.35,"body":"don't know what to do or say to"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1390.35,"endTime":1395.78,"body":"help. I feel like we all want to"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1390.35,"endTime":1395.78,"body":"be helpful to people in in"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1395.78,"endTime":1399.68,"body":"situations like this, but we"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1395.78,"endTime":1399.68,"body":"don't know. We don't want to"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1399.68,"endTime":1404.75,"body":"mess it up. We don't because you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1399.68,"endTime":1404.75,"body":"are forgiven. How can we support"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1404.75,"endTime":1410.06,"body":"people that have made decisions"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1404.75,"endTime":1410.06,"body":"like this, that and and avoid"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1410.33,"endTime":1412.31,"body":"from putting our foot in our"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1410.33,"endTime":1412.31,"body":"mouths?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1412.34,"endTime":1416.18,"body":"Yeah, it's really hard."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1412.34,"endTime":1416.18,"body":"Well, I mean, I think my parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1416.18,"endTime":1418.73,"body":"did a great job with it."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1416.18,"endTime":1418.73,"body":"Obviously, they were they were"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1418.73,"endTime":1421.67,"body":"such new Christians, but man,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1418.73,"endTime":1421.67,"body":"they were just so full of the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1421.67,"endTime":1426.23,"body":"Holy Spirit. They spent so much"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1421.67,"endTime":1426.23,"body":"time in the word and praying and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1426.23,"endTime":1429.44,"body":"in the Bible, and the Holy"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1426.23,"endTime":1429.44,"body":"Spirit just came on them so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1429.44,"endTime":1434.27,"body":"radically, that I think that he"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1429.44,"endTime":1434.27,"body":"just took over for them. And the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1434.27,"endTime":1438.35,"body":"way they responded was exactly"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1434.27,"endTime":1438.35,"body":"how he would have them to. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1438.35,"endTime":1442.82,"body":"so I would recommend that if"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1438.35,"endTime":1442.82,"body":"someone came to you feeling that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1442.82,"endTime":1446.69,"body":"guilt and that shame and that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1442.82,"endTime":1446.69,"body":"sorrow and remorse that I felt"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1447.08,"endTime":1451.37,"body":"that the best thing we can do is"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1447.08,"endTime":1451.37,"body":"to point them to the Word of God"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1451.37,"endTime":1455.33,"body":"and His promises, and to help"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1451.37,"endTime":1455.33,"body":"them understand, like my parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1455.33,"endTime":1459.05,"body":"did that, that Jesus forgives"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1455.33,"endTime":1459.05,"body":"them, and that they have to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1459.05,"endTime":1461.87,"body":"forgive themselves because if"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1459.05,"endTime":1461.87,"body":"they aren't forgiving"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1461.87,"endTime":1465.38,"body":"themselves, but instead of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1461.87,"endTime":1465.38,"body":"walking in condemnation, that is"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1465.38,"endTime":1469.13,"body":"not God's will for their lives."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1465.38,"endTime":1469.13,"body":"Anyone who cries out to God and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1469.13,"endTime":1473.39,"body":"confess their sins is freely"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1469.13,"endTime":1473.39,"body":"given forgiveness and atonement."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1473.42,"endTime":1477.11,"body":"And we're told in verse john one"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1473.42,"endTime":1477.11,"body":"nine, that when we confess our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1477.11,"endTime":1480.41,"body":"sins, He is faithful and just to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1477.11,"endTime":1480.41,"body":"forgive us our sins, and to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1480.41,"endTime":1484.34,"body":"purify us from all"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1480.41,"endTime":1484.34,"body":"unrighteousness. So I think"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1484.34,"endTime":1488.51,"body":"that's the greatest hope that we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1484.34,"endTime":1488.51,"body":"have and that we can that's the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1488.51,"endTime":1491.51,"body":"hope that we want to point"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1488.51,"endTime":1491.51,"body":"someone to who's hurting with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1491.51,"endTime":1493.79,"body":"remorse and regret over an"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1491.51,"endTime":1493.79,"body":"abortion."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1495.26,"endTime":1499.52,"body":"With the exception"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1495.26,"endTime":1499.52,"body":"of giving a teenager 300 zx your"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1499.52,"endTime":1501.23,"body":"cell your prayer It sounded"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1499.52,"endTime":1501.23,"body":"amazing."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1501.86,"endTime":1504.68,"body":"And that's all Jesus."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1501.86,"endTime":1504.68,"body":"They were great parents before,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1504.68,"endTime":1508.43,"body":"but he really did radically"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1504.68,"endTime":1508.43,"body":"change the way that they did"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1508.43,"endTime":1510.77,"body":"things. And and so when"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1508.43,"endTime":1510.77,"body":"obviously there was that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1510.77,"endTime":1514.52,"body":"rebellion at first, but their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1510.77,"endTime":1514.52,"body":"obedience paid off and, and they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1514.52,"endTime":1516.59,"body":"didn't know what they were"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1514.52,"endTime":1516.59,"body":"doing, but they just kept"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1516.59,"endTime":1520.25,"body":"seeking the Lord. And he answers"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1516.59,"endTime":1520.25,"body":"when we seek Him He answers and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1520.25,"endTime":1521.27,"body":"he gives us direction."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1521.45,"endTime":1525.2,"body":"Yeah. What did they"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1521.45,"endTime":1525.2,"body":"do? Right? What lessons did you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1525.2,"endTime":1527.3,"body":"learn from them with your own"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1525.2,"endTime":1527.3,"body":"parenting?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1528.05,"endTime":1532.31,"body":"I'm so thankful that my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1528.05,"endTime":1532.31,"body":"parents kept talking to me about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1532.31,"endTime":1536.0,"body":"Jesus and the difference that he"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1532.31,"endTime":1536.0,"body":"was making in their lives during"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1536.0,"endTime":1538.37,"body":"my rebellion, because even"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1536.0,"endTime":1538.37,"body":"though I didn't want to hear it,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1538.4,"endTime":1540.5,"body":"I didn't like hearing it. I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1538.4,"endTime":1540.5,"body":"didn't want to hear it. But they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1540.5,"endTime":1543.62,"body":"just kept telling me about the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1540.5,"endTime":1543.62,"body":"scriptures that God was speaking"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1543.62,"endTime":1546.56,"body":"to them through and about the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1543.62,"endTime":1546.56,"body":"freedom and the joy that they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1546.56,"endTime":1551.03,"body":"had found in Jesus, and how it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1546.56,"endTime":1551.03,"body":"was so much better than just the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1551.03,"endTime":1554.54,"body":"shallow and bleeding"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1551.03,"endTime":1554.54,"body":"satisfactions of the world. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1554.54,"endTime":1557.96,"body":"even though I didn't believe as"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1554.54,"endTime":1557.96,"body":"they did, they just remain"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1557.96,"endTime":1562.04,"body":"faithful, then sharing their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1557.96,"endTime":1562.04,"body":"daily testimony of who Jesus is"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1562.04,"endTime":1565.07,"body":"and what he was doing in their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1562.04,"endTime":1565.07,"body":"lives, and what he's done for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1565.07,"endTime":1568.7,"body":"all of us. And Jesus used their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1565.07,"endTime":1568.7,"body":"testimonies to draw me to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1568.7,"endTime":1571.82,"body":"himself. And you know, I think"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1568.7,"endTime":1571.82,"body":"as parents with rebellious"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1571.82,"endTime":1576.44,"body":"teenagers that if that's key,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1571.82,"endTime":1576.44,"body":"because teams can argue when we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1576.44,"endTime":1580.28,"body":"try and force, we know that from"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1576.44,"endTime":1580.28,"body":"experience, they can argue, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1580.28,"endTime":1583.97,"body":"we try and force our own"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1580.28,"endTime":1583.97,"body":"convictions on them. But you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1583.97,"endTime":1587.63,"body":"know, what they can't argue with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1583.97,"endTime":1587.63,"body":"our personal testimonies about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1587.63,"endTime":1591.32,"body":"who Jesus is to us, and the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1587.63,"endTime":1591.32,"body":"difference he's making in our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1591.32,"endTime":1595.07,"body":"lives. And so my parents, they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1591.32,"endTime":1595.07,"body":"didn't back up, let up or shut"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1595.07,"endTime":1599.57,"body":"up, about the love about their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1595.07,"endTime":1599.57,"body":"love for Jesus and about what he"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1599.57,"endTime":1603.44,"body":"meant to them personally. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1599.57,"endTime":1603.44,"body":"because of that, I came to know"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1603.44,"endTime":1607.22,"body":"him personally. So I just tried"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1603.44,"endTime":1607.22,"body":"to follow that same model that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1607.4,"endTime":1610.31,"body":"that same example with my kids"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1607.4,"endTime":1610.31,"body":"that my parents said,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1610.76,"endTime":1612.92,"body":"I'm a college"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1610.76,"endTime":1612.92,"body":"professor, the one of the things"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1612.92,"endTime":1617.54,"body":"that I see a lot is that that"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1612.92,"endTime":1617.54,"body":"transition from home being where"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1617.54,"endTime":1622.55,"body":"your parents are, to home being"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1617.54,"endTime":1622.55,"body":"to where you are. And really,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1622.55,"endTime":1626.42,"body":"those two new teenage years"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1622.55,"endTime":1626.42,"body":"represent the shift from your"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1626.42,"endTime":1630.35,"body":"family orientation to kind of an"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1626.42,"endTime":1630.35,"body":"independence, that's an"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1630.35,"endTime":1635.15,"body":"important shift to to have"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1630.35,"endTime":1635.15,"body":"happened. Knowing what you know,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1635.15,"endTime":1640.4,"body":"now, as both somebody who was"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1635.15,"endTime":1640.4,"body":"rebellious teen, and then grew"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1640.4,"endTime":1643.34,"body":"up and started having a family"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1640.4,"endTime":1643.34,"body":"of your own, what do you think"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":1643.34,"endTime":1644.9,"body":"you would tell a teenage ginger?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1646.07,"endTime":1650.06,"body":"Well, if I were talking"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1646.07,"endTime":1650.06,"body":"to a teenage ginger, I think I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1650.06,"endTime":1655.55,"body":"would very much encourage her to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1650.06,"endTime":1655.55,"body":"read the Word of God, pray about"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1655.61,"endTime":1659.6,"body":"what you're reading, ask God to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1655.61,"endTime":1659.6,"body":"reveal Himself to you and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1659.63,"endTime":1664.52,"body":"surround yourself with Christian"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1659.63,"endTime":1664.52,"body":"friends. think any of your"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1664.52,"endTime":1667.04,"body":"teenage listeners out there, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1664.52,"endTime":1667.04,"body":"I hope some teenagers are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1667.04,"endTime":1670.79,"body":"listening, think they might be"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1667.04,"endTime":1670.79,"body":"encouraged with how God changed"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1670.79,"endTime":1674.87,"body":"my life after a surrender to the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1670.79,"endTime":1674.87,"body":"Lord. And after I made some"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1674.9,"endTime":1678.8,"body":"really, really hard, but good"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1674.9,"endTime":1678.8,"body":"decisions about my friends."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1679.91,"endTime":1682.76,"body":"Because the more I read in the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1679.91,"endTime":1682.76,"body":"Bible, and the more I prayed,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1682.76,"endTime":1686.57,"body":"the hungrier I became to know"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1682.76,"endTime":1686.57,"body":"Jesus. And the more I knew him,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1686.57,"endTime":1689.63,"body":"the more I loved him, like my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1686.57,"endTime":1689.63,"body":"parents, and the more I wanted"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1689.63,"endTime":1693.02,"body":"to serve Him, and the more I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1689.63,"endTime":1693.02,"body":"really wanted to tell other"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1693.02,"endTime":1696.74,"body":"people about him, I wanted to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1693.02,"endTime":1696.74,"body":"share his light into the lives"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1696.74,"endTime":1699.86,"body":"of others the same way that he"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1696.74,"endTime":1699.86,"body":"had used my parents to shine his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1699.86,"endTime":1704.9,"body":"light into my life. And so I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1699.86,"endTime":1704.9,"body":"knew, in order to do that, that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1704.9,"endTime":1707.87,"body":"I needed the encouragement of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1704.9,"endTime":1707.87,"body":"some Christian friends to help"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1707.87,"endTime":1712.79,"body":"me do that. Hebrews 1024 through"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1707.87,"endTime":1712.79,"body":"25 says, Let us consider how we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1712.79,"endTime":1716.72,"body":"may spur one another on toward"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1712.79,"endTime":1716.72,"body":"love and good deeds, not giving"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1716.72,"endTime":1719.69,"body":"up meeting together, as some are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1716.72,"endTime":1719.69,"body":"in the habit of doing but"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1719.69,"endTime":1724.13,"body":"encouraging one another was over"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1719.69,"endTime":1724.13,"body":"a weekend when I came home in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1724.13,"endTime":1726.74,"body":"the middle of the night that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1724.13,"endTime":1726.74,"body":"night, and surrendered my life"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1726.74,"endTime":1730.7,"body":"to Jesus. And I knew that come"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1726.74,"endTime":1730.7,"body":"Monday morning at school, that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1730.7,"endTime":1733.94,"body":"was going to have a choice, I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1730.7,"endTime":1733.94,"body":"could either act as if nothing"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1733.94,"endTime":1737.75,"body":"had happened, jump right back in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1733.94,"endTime":1737.75,"body":"with my friends, all of whom"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1737.99,"endTime":1741.17,"body":"loved so much. We've been"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1737.99,"endTime":1741.17,"body":"friends for years, and I just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1741.17,"endTime":1744.35,"body":"adored my friends. And I knew"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1741.17,"endTime":1744.35,"body":"that I could jump right back"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1744.35,"endTime":1747.92,"body":"into my old lifestyle with them."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1744.35,"endTime":1747.92,"body":"Or I could take a stand for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1747.92,"endTime":1752.51,"body":"Jesus and risk my friends, not"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1747.92,"endTime":1752.51,"body":"understanding and turning away"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1752.51,"endTime":1755.66,"body":"from me. And I'm sure you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1752.51,"endTime":1755.66,"body":"remember how important friends"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1755.66,"endTime":1758.51,"body":"are at that age. Oh, my friends"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1755.66,"endTime":1758.51,"body":"are always important. But I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1758.51,"endTime":1760.88,"body":"don't know to seems like in high"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1758.51,"endTime":1760.88,"body":"school that there just seems to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1760.88,"endTime":1764.48,"body":"be a certain level of maybe"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1760.88,"endTime":1764.48,"body":"dependency that we have on our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1764.48,"endTime":1766.76,"body":"friends that are that's a little"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1764.48,"endTime":1766.76,"body":"different from any other time in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1766.76,"endTime":1771.32,"body":"our lives. And so yeah, so for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1766.76,"endTime":1771.32,"body":"my friends, I mean, they had"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1771.32,"endTime":1774.68,"body":"been my life for years. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1771.32,"endTime":1774.68,"body":"was so afraid of how they were"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1774.68,"endTime":1776.54,"body":"going to respond to my new"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1774.68,"endTime":1776.54,"body":"commitment to God, but at the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1776.54,"endTime":1781.43,"body":"same time, I cared too much"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1776.54,"endTime":1781.43,"body":"about them to let my fear keep"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1781.43,"endTime":1785.21,"body":"me from telling them and from"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1781.43,"endTime":1785.21,"body":"living out that good news of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1785.21,"endTime":1787.67,"body":"Jesus, I wanted them to know the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1785.21,"endTime":1787.67,"body":"joy and the peace and the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1787.67,"endTime":1791.99,"body":"freedom that I had found. And so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1787.67,"endTime":1791.99,"body":"I chose to take a stand, and I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1791.99,"endTime":1795.89,"body":"will never forget that moment in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1791.99,"endTime":1795.89,"body":"my life. Obviously, I'm from"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1795.89,"endTime":1798.65,"body":"Alabama. Some of your listeners"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1795.89,"endTime":1798.65,"body":"may have already figured that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1798.65,"endTime":1803.12,"body":"out by now with that Southern"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1798.65,"endTime":1803.12,"body":"Except that I can't hide. And so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1803.15,"endTime":1807.47,"body":"I actually went to Auburn high"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1803.15,"endTime":1807.47,"body":"school here in Alabama. And when"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1807.47,"endTime":1809.87,"body":"this took place, this stand that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1807.47,"endTime":1809.87,"body":"I took it was in the Auburn high"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1809.87,"endTime":1813.68,"body":"school cafeteria. And I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1809.87,"endTime":1813.68,"body":"actually late getting to the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1813.68,"endTime":1817.4,"body":"lunch room that day. And I just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1813.68,"endTime":1817.4,"body":"got my tray of food. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1817.4,"endTime":1821.6,"body":"looked over to where my friends"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1817.4,"endTime":1821.6,"body":"were already sitting. And I saw"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1821.6,"endTime":1824.3,"body":"that they were all cutting up"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1821.6,"endTime":1824.3,"body":"and laughing. And I knew they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1824.3,"endTime":1827.09,"body":"were probably talking about all"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1824.3,"endTime":1827.09,"body":"the unwholesome things that went"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1827.09,"endTime":1830.45,"body":"over, went on over that weekend,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1827.09,"endTime":1830.45,"body":"and probably making plans for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1830.45,"endTime":1832.52,"body":"the unwholesome things that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1830.45,"endTime":1832.52,"body":"would go on the next weekend,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1832.52,"endTime":1836.51,"body":"because that's what we did at"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1832.52,"endTime":1836.51,"body":"lunchtime. And they're in the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1836.51,"endTime":1841.94,"body":"middle of all of my friends was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1836.51,"endTime":1841.94,"body":"one empty seat. And Kenny, that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1841.94,"endTime":1844.76,"body":"is where I had always sat, it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1841.94,"endTime":1844.76,"body":"was the place where I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1844.76,"endTime":1848.99,"body":"comfortable. And then I looked"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1844.76,"endTime":1848.99,"body":"across the tap cafeteria, and I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1848.99,"endTime":1853.49,"body":"saw what I had always referred"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1848.99,"endTime":1853.49,"body":"to as the Jesus Freak table, or"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1853.49,"endTime":1855.98,"body":"the Holy Roller table."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1853.49,"endTime":1855.98,"body":"Obviously, this is where the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1855.98,"endTime":1860.69,"body":"Christians SAT. And this is the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1855.98,"endTime":1860.69,"body":"group that I had openly"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1860.72,"endTime":1865.43,"body":"ridiculed and made fun of for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1860.72,"endTime":1865.43,"body":"years, they always sat together,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1865.43,"endTime":1867.32,"body":"and everybody knew that they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1865.43,"endTime":1867.32,"body":"were Christians, because they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1867.32,"endTime":1870.74,"body":"always held hands and prayed"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1867.32,"endTime":1870.74,"body":"before they ate. And they're in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1870.74,"endTime":1875.96,"body":"the middle of them, was, of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1870.74,"endTime":1875.96,"body":"course, one empty seat. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1875.96,"endTime":1879.44,"body":"knew what God wanted me to do."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1875.96,"endTime":1879.44,"body":"But, you know, I can't say that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1879.44,"endTime":1881.99,"body":"it was easy. As a matter of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1879.44,"endTime":1881.99,"body":"fact, I can't even begin to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1881.99,"endTime":1886.82,"body":"describe the battle that went on"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1881.99,"endTime":1886.82,"body":"in my heart that day is I stood"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1886.82,"endTime":1890.3,"body":"in the middle of that cafeteria,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1886.82,"endTime":1890.3,"body":"holding my tray of food and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1890.3,"endTime":1894.89,"body":"trying to decide which path to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1890.3,"endTime":1894.89,"body":"take. It was such a pivotal"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1894.89,"endTime":1897.56,"body":"moment in my life. And I just"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1894.89,"endTime":1897.56,"body":"stood there thinking, well, do I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1897.56,"endTime":1901.4,"body":"take the path back to my old"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1897.56,"endTime":1901.4,"body":"life, where I'm comfortable? Or"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1901.4,"endTime":1905.27,"body":"do I take the path of God and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1901.4,"endTime":1905.27,"body":"take a stand for him. And I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1905.27,"endTime":1909.41,"body":"remember, my entire body was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1905.27,"endTime":1909.41,"body":"shaking, and I was crying pretty"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1909.41,"endTime":1913.97,"body":"much uncontrollably, because it"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1909.41,"endTime":1913.97,"body":"was so hard. But I finally"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1913.97,"endTime":1917.6,"body":"walked over to the table where"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1913.97,"endTime":1917.6,"body":"those Christians SAT, and I took"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1917.6,"endTime":1921.32,"body":"my place in that empty seat. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1917.6,"endTime":1921.32,"body":"I didn't know any of their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1921.32,"endTime":1925.67,"body":"names, but I felt certain that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1921.32,"endTime":1925.67,"body":"they knew mine. To say that they"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1925.67,"endTime":1928.97,"body":"look shocked would have been an"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1925.67,"endTime":1928.97,"body":"understatement. And again, I was"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1928.97,"endTime":1933.26,"body":"so upset, I couldn't even eat."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1928.97,"endTime":1933.26,"body":"And we all just sat there in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1933.26,"endTime":1936.86,"body":"this uncomfortable silence for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1933.26,"endTime":1936.86,"body":"what seemed like an eternity."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1936.86,"endTime":1940.67,"body":"And then finally one of them"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1936.86,"endTime":1940.67,"body":"spoke up and he said, ginger,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1941.06,"endTime":1944.96,"body":"can I ask why you decided to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1941.06,"endTime":1944.96,"body":"come and sit with us today? And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1944.99,"endTime":1948.38,"body":"he actually looked a little bit"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1944.99,"endTime":1948.38,"body":"afraid, or what am I saying. And"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1948.62,"endTime":1952.94,"body":"I just explained to him that I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1948.62,"endTime":1952.94,"body":"wanted to know Jesus better, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1952.94,"endTime":1956.06,"body":"that I needed to be around"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1952.94,"endTime":1956.06,"body":"people that could show me how to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1956.06,"endTime":1960.14,"body":"do that. And right there at the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1956.06,"endTime":1960.14,"body":"table, that Auburn high school"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1960.14,"endTime":1964.07,"body":"cafeteria, they all took turns"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1960.14,"endTime":1964.07,"body":"praying for me that I would find"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1964.07,"endTime":1967.88,"body":"strength in my new relationship"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1964.07,"endTime":1967.88,"body":"with Jesus. And you know, but"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1968.48,"endTime":1971.75,"body":"let me just throw in here. This"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1968.48,"endTime":1971.75,"body":"isn't to say that we should have"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1971.75,"endTime":1975.74,"body":"nothing to do with non Christian"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1971.75,"endTime":1975.74,"body":"brands. Because whether we're 18"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1975.74,"endTime":1978.86,"body":"or 80, we can't lead them to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1975.74,"endTime":1978.86,"body":"Christ if we shut them out of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1978.86,"endTime":1982.7,"body":"our lives. But at the same time,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1978.86,"endTime":1982.7,"body":"we shouldn't blend in with our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1982.7,"endTime":1986.66,"body":"lifestyles either. We need to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1982.7,"endTime":1986.66,"body":"draw strength from Christ"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1986.66,"endTime":1989.81,"body":"centered friendships, ones where"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1986.66,"endTime":1989.81,"body":"we spur one another on toward"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1989.81,"endTime":1993.32,"body":"love and good deeds like the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1989.81,"endTime":1993.32,"body":"scripture say. And then we can"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1993.32,"endTime":1996.92,"body":"let the overflow of that"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1993.32,"endTime":1996.92,"body":"encouragement pour out into the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1996.92,"endTime":2000.25,"body":"lives of our friends who are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":1996.92,"endTime":2000.25,"body":"lost. Because if we want Christ"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2000.25,"endTime":2004.15,"body":"to rescue them from darkness, we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2000.25,"endTime":2004.15,"body":"need to be able to shine his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2004.15,"endTime":2007.27,"body":"light into their worlds. And we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2004.15,"endTime":2007.27,"body":"can only do that by being"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2007.27,"endTime":2011.05,"body":"different by being set apart. By"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2007.27,"endTime":2011.05,"body":"making the decision to live a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2011.05,"endTime":2013.09,"body":"life surrendered to Him."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2014.8,"endTime":2018.31,"body":"You're in a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2014.8,"endTime":2018.31,"body":"different season now. You have"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2018.31,"endTime":2021.28,"body":"your own family. You have your"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2018.31,"endTime":2021.28,"body":"own children even have some"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2021.28,"endTime":2026.23,"body":"stepchildren and you have the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2021.28,"endTime":2026.23,"body":"perspective of both having been"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2026.23,"endTime":2029.41,"body":"the rebellious teen and now"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2026.23,"endTime":2029.41,"body":"quite frankly, very vulnerable"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2029.41,"endTime":2033.28,"body":"parent which which is all of us."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2029.41,"endTime":2033.28,"body":"Yeah. For parents who are tired"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2033.7,"endTime":2038.2,"body":"of fighting over a curfew of"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2033.7,"endTime":2038.2,"body":"revoking cell phone privileges"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2038.2,"endTime":2043.18,"body":"of a fight of trying to define"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2038.2,"endTime":2043.18,"body":"what is and isn't fair. What"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2043.18,"endTime":2046.24,"body":"advice you have for Christian"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2043.18,"endTime":2046.24,"body":"parents who are tired of the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2046.24,"endTime":2050.08,"body":"struggle, but there's not really"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2046.24,"endTime":2050.08,"body":"a clear end in sight anytime."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2050.14,"endTime":2053.95,"body":"Yeah, no, it seems like"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2050.14,"endTime":2053.95,"body":"His endless battle, does it not?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2054.07,"endTime":2057.91,"body":"Yes. Well, here's my advice."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2054.07,"endTime":2057.91,"body":"First off to parents with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2057.91,"endTime":2061.45,"body":"rebellious teens are really"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2057.91,"endTime":2061.45,"body":"parents even with young children"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2061.72,"endTime":2065.11,"body":"who have either not yet accepted"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2061.72,"endTime":2065.11,"body":"Christ or are still really young"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2065.11,"endTime":2069.37,"body":"in their faith. I encourage you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2065.11,"endTime":2069.37,"body":"to speak up about who Jesus is"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2069.37,"endTime":2073.48,"body":"to you, and what he's doing in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2069.37,"endTime":2073.48,"body":"your life and pray that he would"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2073.48,"endTime":2077.41,"body":"use your passion and your love"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2073.48,"endTime":2077.41,"body":"for Jesus to win their hearts."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2077.56,"endTime":2081.79,"body":"Talk about Jesus and the life"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2077.56,"endTime":2081.79,"body":"giving truth of his word as you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2081.79,"endTime":2084.82,"body":"sit at home as you walk along"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2081.79,"endTime":2084.82,"body":"the road as you lie down and as"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2084.82,"endTime":2088.21,"body":"you get up, as the Scriptures"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2084.82,"endTime":2088.21,"body":"tell us to do and remember, no"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2088.21,"endTime":2091.24,"body":"matter where you're starting,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2088.21,"endTime":2091.24,"body":"whether it's with a rebellious"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2091.24,"endTime":2095.32,"body":"teen or a young and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2091.24,"endTime":2095.32,"body":"impressionable child, God's word"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2095.5,"endTime":2099.13,"body":"does not return void, which"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2095.5,"endTime":2099.13,"body":"means His Word will accomplish"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2099.13,"endTime":2102.67,"body":"what he said. It is out to do."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2099.13,"endTime":2102.67,"body":"Our most powerful tool in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2102.67,"endTime":2106.54,"body":"parenting is the word of God."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2102.67,"endTime":2106.54,"body":"And you know for specifically"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2106.54,"endTime":2109.06,"body":"for parents who are fighting"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2106.54,"endTime":2109.06,"body":"over curfews and fighting over"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2109.06,"endTime":2112.42,"body":"cell phones and what's there and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2109.06,"endTime":2112.42,"body":"what's not bear like we all go"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2112.42,"endTime":2115.57,"body":"through with our kids. Let me"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2112.42,"endTime":2115.57,"body":"just say that parenting is hard"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2115.57,"endTime":2120.19,"body":"work. And we can become tired"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2115.57,"endTime":2120.19,"body":"from the efforts of training"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2120.19,"endTime":2122.98,"body":"them and what's right,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2120.19,"endTime":2122.98,"body":"especially when it seems like"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2122.98,"endTime":2126.61,"body":"we're training them in the same"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2122.98,"endTime":2126.61,"body":"issues and facing the same"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2126.61,"endTime":2131.89,"body":"battles over and over. And we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2126.61,"endTime":2131.89,"body":"can very quickly become weary in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2131.89,"endTime":2136.15,"body":"doing that. But let's all be"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2131.89,"endTime":2136.15,"body":"encouraged with Galatians six,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2136.15,"endTime":2141.01,"body":"nine, that verses let us not"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2136.15,"endTime":2141.01,"body":"become weary in doing good for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2141.01,"endTime":2145.99,"body":"at the proper time, we will reap"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2141.01,"endTime":2145.99,"body":"a harvest if we do not give up"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2146.02,"endTime":2148.12,"body":"that was my life verse for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2146.02,"endTime":2148.12,"body":"parenting."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2148.54,"endTime":2151.39,"body":"One of the most"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2148.54,"endTime":2151.39,"body":"consistent metaphors God uses"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2151.42,"endTime":2153.7,"body":"when he's describing his"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2151.42,"endTime":2153.7,"body":"relationship with us, his"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2153.7,"endTime":2158.5,"body":"family. I mean, he calls himself"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2153.7,"endTime":2158.5,"body":"Our Father, what is being a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2158.5,"endTime":2162.67,"body":"parent and being a rebellious"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2158.5,"endTime":2162.67,"body":"child taught you about God."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2163.96,"endTime":2167.89,"body":"It's taught me that his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2163.96,"endTime":2167.89,"body":"arms are always open wide with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2167.89,"endTime":2173.71,"body":"forgiveness and with grace for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2167.89,"endTime":2173.71,"body":"those who seek Him. But when we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2173.71,"endTime":2177.67,"body":"don't seek Him, and we're not"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2173.71,"endTime":2177.67,"body":"repentant, and we continue to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2177.67,"endTime":2180.73,"body":"rebel against his will for our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2177.67,"endTime":2180.73,"body":"lives, whether we're children"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2180.76,"endTime":2185.92,"body":"or, or adults, he he disciplines"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2180.76,"endTime":2185.92,"body":"those he loves. And so I think"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2185.92,"endTime":2189.19,"body":"that metaphor is the same with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2185.92,"endTime":2189.19,"body":"our children. When our children"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2189.19,"endTime":2192.7,"body":"rebel, we need to train,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2189.19,"endTime":2192.7,"body":"instruct and discipline them"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2192.7,"endTime":2196.21,"body":"with that same love, that our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2192.7,"endTime":2196.21,"body":"Heavenly Father trains,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2196.21,"endTime":2199.66,"body":"instructs and disciplines his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2196.21,"endTime":2199.66,"body":"children, we also need to be"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2199.66,"endTime":2203.41,"body":"just as quick to offer"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2199.66,"endTime":2203.41,"body":"forgiveness and grace just as"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2203.41,"endTime":2208.18,"body":"our Lord does. And speaking of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2203.41,"endTime":2208.18,"body":"parenting, I would love Kenny,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2208.18,"endTime":2211.45,"body":"just to take less than a minute"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2208.18,"endTime":2211.45,"body":"here and tell your listeners"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2211.48,"endTime":2214.21,"body":"about my new podcast, which is"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2211.48,"endTime":2214.21,"body":"on parenting. It's called"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2214.24,"endTime":2218.92,"body":"parenting with ginger Hubbard."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2214.24,"endTime":2218.92,"body":"And we actually launched our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2218.92,"endTime":2223.84,"body":"podcast in early February. So we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2218.92,"endTime":2223.84,"body":"are now in our third month, I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2223.84,"endTime":2228.1,"body":"think we're on episode either 12"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2223.84,"endTime":2228.1,"body":"or 13 right now. But just in a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2228.1,"endTime":2231.61,"body":"nutshell, our primary goal for"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2228.1,"endTime":2231.61,"body":"the podcast is to encourage and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2231.61,"endTime":2236.11,"body":"equip parents to reach beyond"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2231.61,"endTime":2236.11,"body":"outward behavior, to address the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2236.11,"endTime":2238.78,"body":"issues of the heart and to point"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2236.11,"endTime":2238.78,"body":"their children to the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2238.78,"endTime":2242.11,"body":"transformational power of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2238.78,"endTime":2242.11,"body":"Christ. And from a practical"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2242.11,"endTime":2245.56,"body":"standpoint, we love to help"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2242.11,"endTime":2245.56,"body":"parents move past the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2245.56,"endTime":2249.91,"body":"frustrations of not knowing how"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2245.56,"endTime":2249.91,"body":"to handle issues of disobedience"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2249.91,"endTime":2255.82,"body":"and defiance and into a more"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2249.91,"endTime":2255.82,"body":"confident and biblical and well"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2255.82,"endTime":2259.3,"body":"balanced approach to raising"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2255.82,"endTime":2259.3,"body":"their children. So I hope you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2259.3,"endTime":2262.03,"body":"guys will tune in wherever you"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2259.3,"endTime":2262.03,"body":"listen to podcast, it's"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2262.03,"endTime":2265.99,"body":"parenting with ginger Hubbard,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2262.03,"endTime":2265.99,"body":"and we do a new episode every"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2265.99,"endTime":2269.53,"body":"Monday, super practical, super"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2265.99,"endTime":2269.53,"body":"biblical, very encouraging."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2269.53,"endTime":2272.02,"body":"We're getting a tremendous"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2269.53,"endTime":2272.02,"body":"response. We are just so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2272.23,"endTime":2276.37,"body":"thankful for the opportunity to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2272.23,"endTime":2276.37,"body":"get to encourage so many parents"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2276.37,"endTime":2278.86,"body":"to reach the hearts of their"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2276.37,"endTime":2278.86,"body":"kids for the glory of God."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2279.53,"endTime":2281.48,"body":"I end all my"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2279.53,"endTime":2281.48,"body":"podcasts with a quote from"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2281.48,"endTime":2285.02,"body":"Abigail Adams. Basically, she"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2281.48,"endTime":2285.02,"body":"summarized Christianity as being"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2285.02,"endTime":2287.0,"body":"good and doing good. What's"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2285.02,"endTime":2287.0,"body":"good,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2287.39,"endTime":2290.36,"body":"apart from Christ"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2287.39,"endTime":2290.36,"body":"transformational power in our"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2290.36,"endTime":2295.79,"body":"lives, there is no good in any"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2290.36,"endTime":2295.79,"body":"of us, we are all sinners, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2295.79,"endTime":2299.81,"body":"we all fall short of the glory"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2295.79,"endTime":2299.81,"body":"of God. So I would say to the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2299.81,"endTime":2304.52,"body":"extent we are good is to the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2299.81,"endTime":2304.52,"body":"extent that we die to ourselves,"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2304.55,"endTime":2309.05,"body":"take up the cross, and let the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2304.55,"endTime":2309.05,"body":"power of Jesus flow in us and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2309.05,"endTime":2313.73,"body":"through us. The more we empty"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2309.05,"endTime":2313.73,"body":"ourselves of ourselves, the more"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2314.09,"endTime":2317.78,"body":"and the more we pursue Jesus to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2314.09,"endTime":2317.78,"body":"fill us, the more of his"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2317.78,"endTime":2321.65,"body":"goodness will consume us and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2317.78,"endTime":2321.65,"body":"overflow out of us."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2321.83,"endTime":2324.23,"body":"This has been a"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2321.83,"endTime":2324.23,"body":"great conversation. If somebody"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2324.23,"endTime":2326.99,"body":"wanted to get ahold of you,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2324.23,"endTime":2326.99,"body":"Ginger, how could they do that?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2327.7,"endTime":2329.89,"body":"Well, a great way of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2327.7,"endTime":2329.89,"body":"course for the weekly"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2329.89,"endTime":2331.9,"body":"encouragement is through the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2329.89,"endTime":2331.9,"body":"parenting with ginger Hubbard"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2331.9,"endTime":2335.98,"body":"podcast where you can listen"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2331.9,"endTime":2335.98,"body":"anywhere podcasts are aired, and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2335.98,"endTime":2340.15,"body":"I'm also very active on"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2335.98,"endTime":2340.15,"body":"Instagram, offer lots of"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2340.18,"endTime":2343.57,"body":"parenting advice and"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2340.18,"endTime":2343.57,"body":"encouragement there. And so on"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2343.57,"endTime":2347.71,"body":"Instagram, you can find me at"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2343.57,"endTime":2347.71,"body":"ginger dot Hubbard, and we have"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2347.71,"endTime":2351.73,"body":"some really fun big giveaways"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2347.71,"endTime":2351.73,"body":"coming up on Instagram too. So I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2351.73,"endTime":2356.35,"body":"hope your listeners will follow"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2351.73,"endTime":2356.35,"body":"me there and I'd love to connect"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2356.35,"endTime":2361.75,"body":"with them there. And where else"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2356.35,"endTime":2361.75,"body":"can they find me? My website?"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2361.87,"endTime":2366.28,"body":"ginger hubbard.com. Also on the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2361.87,"endTime":2366.28,"body":"podcast we do several episodes."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2366.28,"endTime":2369.76,"body":"Well actually one episode a"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2366.28,"endTime":2369.76,"body":"month we do is called Ask ginger"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2369.76,"endTime":2373.06,"body":"and that's where folks can go to"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2369.76,"endTime":2373.06,"body":"my website, Ginger Hubbard calm"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2373.3,"endTime":2376.06,"body":"and they can actually ask"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2373.3,"endTime":2376.06,"body":"parenting questions and we"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2376.09,"endTime":2379.15,"body":"address the questions and so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2376.09,"endTime":2379.15,"body":"that way we can interact with"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2379.15,"endTime":2383.47,"body":"folks and encourage them and man"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2379.15,"endTime":2383.47,"body":"the questions that are coming in"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2383.47,"endTime":2386.95,"body":"are just fantastic. We are"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2383.47,"endTime":2386.95,"body":"having a ball we we were so"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2386.95,"endTime":2388.72,"body":"afraid we were going to run out"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2386.95,"endTime":2388.72,"body":"of material because I have"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2388.72,"endTime":2391.12,"body":"several parenting books and I"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2388.72,"endTime":2391.12,"body":"thought well once I kind of go"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2391.12,"endTime":2393.76,"body":"through all the stuff and in the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2391.12,"endTime":2393.76,"body":"material in my parenting books"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2393.76,"endTime":2396.55,"body":"were going around the material"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2393.76,"endTime":2396.55,"body":"but with these questions coming"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2396.55,"endTime":2400.66,"body":"in, we are not going to run out"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2396.55,"endTime":2400.66,"body":"of material. So Lots of great"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2400.66,"endTime":2403.48,"body":"questions coming in through my"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2400.66,"endTime":2403.48,"body":"website. So those are excellent"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2403.48,"endTime":2407.32,"body":"ways to get in touch with me the"},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2403.48,"endTime":2407.32,"body":"website and Instagram."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2407.5,"endTime":2410.38,"body":"Well, thank you"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2407.5,"endTime":2410.38,"body":"again for doing this. God bless"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2410.38,"endTime":2412.93,"body":"you in what you're trying to do"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2410.38,"endTime":2412.93,"body":"with the website and with with"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2412.93,"endTime":2413.92,"body":"your own podcast."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2414.16,"endTime":2415.93,"body":"Thank you, Kenny."},{"speaker":"Unknown","startTime":2414.16,"endTime":2415.93,"body":"Thanks for having me on."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2416.98,"endTime":2420.46,"body":"I hope you learned"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2416.98,"endTime":2420.46,"body":"something from Ginger. I so"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2420.46,"endTime":2424.06,"body":"appreciate her journey and her"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2420.46,"endTime":2424.06,"body":"perspective on being a Christian"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2424.06,"endTime":2429.22,"body":"mother being rebellious child"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2424.06,"endTime":2429.22,"body":"and being forgiven. Thank you,"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2429.22,"endTime":2432.91,"body":"Ginger for what you do. As for"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2429.22,"endTime":2432.91,"body":"what's making me happy right"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2432.91,"endTime":2436.0,"body":"now, I'm gonna put in another"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2432.91,"endTime":2436.0,"body":"plug for Emerson's chapter day"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2436.0,"endTime":2440.08,"body":"reading Facebook group. We just"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2436.0,"endTime":2440.08,"body":"finished my favorite gospel Luke"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2440.2,"endTime":2444.01,"body":"and started acts. Emerson and I"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2440.2,"endTime":2444.01,"body":"are administering the group but"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2444.34,"endTime":2447.55,"body":"I'm so grateful for the comments"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2444.34,"endTime":2447.55,"body":"and support going on in that"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2447.55,"endTime":2450.88,"body":"group. I think it's wonderful."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2447.55,"endTime":2450.88,"body":"But if you aren't a part of"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2450.88,"endTime":2455.23,"body":"that, please join others who are"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2450.88,"endTime":2455.23,"body":"doing the same. Jason Hartman"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2455.23,"endTime":2458.65,"body":"has a wonderful group. Mark"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2455.23,"endTime":2458.65,"body":"Roberts has a great reading"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2458.65,"endTime":2462.04,"body":"plan. My buddy Hal Hammons is"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2458.65,"endTime":2462.04,"body":"also doing something similar on"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2462.04,"endTime":2467.77,"body":"Facebook. I am so grateful for"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2462.04,"endTime":2467.77,"body":"good people, using good tools to"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2467.77,"endTime":2471.91,"body":"do good things. Another thing"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2467.77,"endTime":2471.91,"body":"making me happy are my children."},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2472.27,"endTime":2476.56,"body":"Today was Abby's last day in"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2472.27,"endTime":2476.56,"body":"elementary school. That means we"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2476.56,"endTime":2479.71,"body":"don't have any children in"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2476.56,"endTime":2479.71,"body":"elementary school anymore. My"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2479.71,"endTime":2483.55,"body":"son Jake just graduated from"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2479.71,"endTime":2483.55,"body":"high school. My daughter Emma"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2483.55,"endTime":2487.0,"body":"just graduated with their"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2483.55,"endTime":2487.0,"body":"Associate's Degree in college"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2487.0,"endTime":2491.65,"body":"and is looking forward to her"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2487.0,"endTime":2491.65,"body":"next chapter. And can't Well, he"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2491.65,"endTime":2495.07,"body":"just grateful to be out for the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2491.65,"endTime":2495.07,"body":"summer. I think people like"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2495.07,"endTime":2497.62,"body":"ginger helped me recognize the"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2495.07,"endTime":2497.62,"body":"blessings we have in our"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2497.62,"endTime":2501.49,"body":"families. Next time, I've"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2497.62,"endTime":2501.49,"body":"planned to continue my series on"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2501.49,"endTime":2505.45,"body":"digital literacy, where we'll"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2501.49,"endTime":2505.45,"body":"focus on developing our identity"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2505.45,"endTime":2510.22,"body":"and image online. I hope you've"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2505.45,"endTime":2510.22,"body":"enjoyed that series so far. I"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2510.22,"endTime":2514.6,"body":"also have an interview with"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2510.22,"endTime":2514.6,"body":"Jeremy Andy Cantrell, and Keith"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2514.63,"endTime":2518.71,"body":"Stoneheart, waiting to be"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2514.63,"endTime":2518.71,"body":"released. I hope you're getting"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2518.71,"endTime":2524.02,"body":"something out of all this. If"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2518.71,"endTime":2524.02,"body":"so, do me a favor, and share"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2524.02,"endTime":2529.27,"body":"this with your friends. So until"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2524.02,"endTime":2529.27,"body":"next time, let's be good and do"},{"speaker":"Kenny Embry","startTime":2529.27,"endTime":2529.6,"body":"good"}]}