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All right. Well,"},{"speaker":"Aaron","startTime":4811.369,"endTime":4812.269,"body":"Jason, thanks so much."},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4812.299,"endTime":4814.429,"body":"All right, for all you"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4812.299,"endTime":4814.429,"body":"listeners, we really appreciate"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4814.429,"endTime":4818.989,"body":"you listening to us, you know,"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4814.429,"endTime":4818.989,"body":"anytime just drop us a line info"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4818.989,"endTime":4821.749,"body":"at ones radio.com and then"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4818.989,"endTime":4821.749,"body":"always hit us on it. We're here"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4821.749,"endTime":4824.959,"body":"for you guys. We hope you"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4821.749,"endTime":4824.959,"body":"enjoyed the episode. And again,"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4824.959,"endTime":4827.719,"body":"Jason, thank you for taking the"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4824.959,"endTime":4827.719,"body":"time to come on and talk to us"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4827.719,"endTime":4830.989,"body":"and then to our listeners. So"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4827.719,"endTime":4830.989,"body":"you guys go out there and orange"},{"speaker":"Brian","startTime":4830.989,"endTime":4831.559,"body":"breath. All right."}]}