BIRTH MOTHERHOOD GOD

I am talking about the most important, life-changing and heart-opening experience I've had. Birth and motherhood. 

I dedicted my life to sex - only to understand the real, great meaning of it. And that meaning will await you once you've given birth. Everything, really everything will change - for the better if you do it right.

Hey, guys.

Welcome to another episode of Roxy's Bangin Podcast.

Today I am recording from Germany, from my hometown,

actually, from the little cottage where I was raised,

and I feel very inspired to talk about motherhood and giving birth.

I was waiting for this moment to talk about this for some time because it's something really big for me, really emotional and incredible, and I wanted to wait for the right moment to talk about this.

And that's now. I was just lying in bed with my son as he takes his nap. He always lies in my arms, and this is the time where I am supposed to work and do all the things that I need to do.

And very often, I just cannot leave him because the feeling of him sleeping in my arms is so overwhelmingly beautiful that I just stay,

and I'm not even sleeping. I'm just lying there looking at him, thinking, my God, how can a human being be so beautiful?

So I was thinking this and just admiring him, and then I was like, okay, let me talk about this. This is a good moment.

So here I am.

I have been asked many times what motherhood is like,

what giving birth is like,

and to be honest, it's something that you can't really put into words.

It's impossible to describe this feeling of love,

this love explosion that you have every time you look at your child,

every time you hug your child.

The way we change as women when we give birth is incredible. It's unbelievable. We are a completely different person after we give birth. And that's not only because suddenly, you know, we have this love and this responsibility, but actually on a chemical level, on a physiological level, our bodies,

our hormones, our brain is changing,

so we literally are not the same person anymore. This change,

I think, has been the most beautiful thing that I have experienced in my life. And this is why I am talking about motherhood in such a positive way, because I would love for more women to experience this.

Now I understand that maybe I am in a slightly different situation than other women.

And I think this is why giving birth,

the postpartum period,

and now motherhood is so different for me and so beautiful.

I am not in a bad relationship. I'm not in a toxic relationship.

I am not with someone that isn't 100%,

you know, present.

I think this.

This can be quite draining on a woman.

Also,

I have my work. I work online,

so I can still work. I'm still making a good amount of money. Of course, not the same as before.

Also,

my approach has changed a lot. So you know how sex sells, and I was, you know, doing sex education and showing sex. I'm not doing that anymore.

So, yeah, I'm making much less money, but it's enough, and I'm really happy with it. The moment you become a mother,

money,

of course money is important. You need a certain amount to be happy and relaxed.

But making a lot of money is not that important anymore. Suddenly,

the only thing that matters is that your child is happy that they are healthy.

Suddenly, all I want is to have a farm and animals and, you know, a homestead. I was never dreaming of a homestead.

This was not my dream. I wanted to live on a boat and travel the world and live in luxury.

And since I have my son,

I just want to have really healthy food, organic, grow it myself.

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