The Worlds Okayest Pastor
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The Worlds Okayest Pastor
When Eternity Speaks: The Prayer That Redefined Power, Unity, And Hope
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What if the boldest move in history began with a quiet prayer after dinner? We step back into the upper room and let John slow the scene so we can hear Jesus speak with calm authority: the hour has come. In a world where Rome crowned emperors as lords, John opens his Gospel by lifting a greater name—one that makes sense of a shattered temple, a scattered people, and a church under pressure. This is not devotional fluff; it’s a manifesto of allegiance.
We explore why John’s account is so different—90% unique—and why he lingers over John 17 before the garden. Jesus defines eternal life as knowing the Father and the Son, claims authority to give that life, and prays for a fragile band of friends who will soon face the storm. He doesn’t ask for escape; he asks for protection, joy, and sanctification in truth. Then he reaches across time to include us, asking for a unity strong enough to make the world believe the Father sent the Son and loves us as he loves him.
Along the way, we talk about communion as weekly re-centering, not ritual for ritual’s sake; the cross as plan A from before creation; and the mission that flows from a Savior who moved toward suffering with intent. If Jesus declared war on death at the table, then passivity isn’t an option. We’re invited into a life that faces darkness with a steady heart, tells the truth with love, and refuses to fracture. Listen for the lines that shape your week, and carry them into your conversations, your table, and your city. If this speaks to you, follow the show, share it with a friend, and leave a review to help others find this message.
Why John’s Gospel Stands Apart
Allegiance To Jesus In A Roman World
The Upper Room Revisited
Reading John 17 Aloud
Glory, Authority, And The Eternal Plan
The Savior’s Resolve And Mission
The Cross As War And Our Calling
SPEAKER_00I was telling Cody, it's funny. I don't mind getting up here and I've been in preaching in pulpits for almost 20 years now, and I feel fairly confident. And when I say confident, it's not in my own ability. I just I like standing in front of people. I never feel really confident, though. Because anytime you you handle the word of God, there's always in the back of my mind, I think there's there's there should be. There's a humility that comes with it. Because the task is heavy. But it's funny because I say all that because I feel good up here, and then you ask me to welcome everyone to church, and I'm like, uh, I don't know what to say. Congratulations. You made it to church. But but there's something to be said about that. I think it's it's my humanness. It's it's my it is, man. I'm human. And so as we get into the text this morning, and we have to understand that so that the Gospel of John is where we're going to be. John's gospel is 90% of John's Gospel is unique. So Matthew, Mark, and Luke, we call them the synoptic gospels because they share the same stories. John has 90%. 90% of what he writes is is found nowhere else. There are so many books and scholars who have picked apart John's gospel. And this is John, the disciple, the one, the eyewitness account to Jesus. So John's gospel was written around A.D. 85 to 95. So 40, 50 years after Jesus had already died and resurrected and ascended to heaven. So again, John was an eyewitness account. He lived with Jesus. He was one of the disciples. He walked with him, he spent time with him. So when he writes from his perspective, he's providing what are what I would consider incredibly intimate details. So John writes his gospel, A.D. 85, 95. So keep in mind, as he writes his gospel, the uh the other three are already circulating. They exist, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. So John looks at those gospels and thinks, you know what? Those guys are all saying the same thing. And rightfully so. He's like, but but I'm not going to go this direction. And you have to understand that his time frame when he writes this is unique. Jerusalem has fallen. The temple was destroyed by Rome in AD 70. The sacrificial system is gone. The apostles are aging. Many of them have already been martyred. The church is no longer this small movement in Galilee. It's spreading across the Roman Empire. And Rome doesn't like rivals. Caesar is called Lord. Emperors are given divine titles. Allegiance is political and religious. And into that world, John chooses to acknowledge. In the very beginning, he says, in the beginning was the word, and the word was God. This isn't soft devotional language. This is quite the opposite. John is choosing to establish with his gospel that the only authority in this world, the only one that should ever be called Lord, is Jesus. In the middle of the Roman Empire. As John writes his gospel, he says, listen, church, the only one you owe an allegiance to is Jesus. Not Rome. Not the sacrificial system that was, not even the temple. Your allegiance. John, what he writes, it's challenging. It's going to the heart of one of the problems that he sees. It's confrontational. And so this old aging disciple, as he sits and he ponders and he reflects on a life well lived. He starts to reflect on his time with Jesus. And I can imagine as he's watched everything happen. And he's watched the church rise, and he's watching it fail in some places, and he's watching Rome completely decimate the land. John's gospel gives us the highest view of Christ, the Christology. He establishes without hesitation that Jesus is in charge. And he even says himself in John 20, 31, he says, these are written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God. I'm not writing to mince words. I'm writing so that you understand church. Jesus is the Christ. He is the Messiah. He is the savior. Your loyalty belongs to him and no one else. The temple is gone. The apostles are dying. Rome is in charge. But long before that happened, Christ established his supremacy. He wanted the world to know that his death was not in vain. Long before the hammer fell. So John takes us back to the upper room. The upper room story. This is the Last Supper that Jesus had with his disciples. When you talk about why we take communion, it's because Jesus establishes communion. Talks about the sacrifice and the brokenness of his body. He talks about the shedding of his blood. And listen, I this is not me picking on anyone, because I've been in a couple different churches and I have friends who are different denominations. I know some churches take it every week, some churches take it every other week, some take it quarterly, communion. And in my mind, I've never understood why you wouldn't do it every Sunday. Because actually I did it. We took it quarterly. But it wasn't until I started to understand and study scripture. And the more than I understand, not only the early church practices, but to me, communion is it's that moment every Sunday. Because listen, maybe you're not like me. Maybe your week's been perfect. Maybe you've had no struggles. Maybe you've had no conflict this week. Everything has gone exactly as planned. It's not me. Sometimes I get to Tuesday and I feel like it's Friday and I'm mad because it's not Friday. So communion is that time to sit around and to help me reflect and to really focus myself and not allow myself to be distracted. So Jesus is sitting in the upper room. Communion has been taken. The disciples are sitting around. Judas has left. I always love the imagery of Judas being handed the bread, and Jesus is like, one of you will betray me. And they're like, who? And I'm like, you guys saw what happened, right? But but they're sitting around in the upper room and and they're relaxing. And in their mind to them, this is just another meal. They they hear this this conversation of the cross. I mean, why would Jesus go to I mean he's not done anything wrong? He's not a criminal. Surely there's no way. So the other three Gospels, they jump right from that scenario to where he's praying in the garden, and and John and his wisdom, several decades later, says, hold on, hold on. Let's go back to that night. Let's go back to what happened, right? Because it's so quick, we we can breeze some right from communion, washing of feet, right to the garden, right to the cross. And John's like, no, no, no, hold on. Let us go back. We have to make sure that those who are our disciples now and those who are disciples later, they need to understand who Jesus is. He taught during this time. There's a whole dialogue starting in John chapter 13 all the way through 17. There's this idea that Jesus is setting the tone for who he is. He teaches about being the vine. Teaches about sacrifice. He kind of gives them a heads up as to what's coming. And so in this moment, as they're sitting around the room, as they're all kind of engaged in conversation, the smell of wine and bread is in the air, as the meal is starting to wind down long before they step out the door. Right? Because John 18 gets us right into what comes next, the arrest. So between the last meal, the last bite of food, and the garden, Jesus gets to John chapter 17, and he takes a moment, and he very intentionally takes time to pray for his disciples. And listen, I say all that because I need you to understand, this is a man who was praying moments before his arrest. Shortly before his death on the cross. This is a man who has full knowledge of what's coming. Full knowledge of the betrayal of a friend, Judas, full knowledge of the sacrifice that he's about to make. And he's talking to his disciples who have not quite figured it out yet. He shares a meal with them. He washes their feet. He gives them some final moments of teaching. And then right before he leaves this place. There will be no more meals. There will be no more casual conversations. There will be no more healing. Just before he leaves the upper room, to face glory. John chapter 17, verse 1. Said after Jesus said this, he looked toward heaven and he prayed. He said, Father, the hour has come. Glorify your son. That your son may glorify you. For you granted him authority over all people, that he might give eternal life to all those you have given him. Now this is eternal life. That they know you. I have brought you glory on earth by finishing the work you gave me to do. And now, Father, glorify me in your presence. The glory I had with you before the world began. They were yours. You gave them to me, and you obeyed your word. Now they know that everything you've given me comes from you. For I gave them the words you gave me, and they accepted them. They knew with certainty that I came from you, and they believed that you sent me. I pray for them. I'm not praying for the world, but for those you have given. They are yours. All I have is yours, and all you have is mine. And glory has come to me through them. I will remain in the world no longer, but they are still in the world. And I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one. While I was with them, I protected them and kept them safe by the name you gave me. None has been lost except the one doomed to destruction, so that Scripture would be fulfilled. I am coming to you now, but but I say to these things while I am still in the world, so that they may have the full measure of my joy within them. I have given them your word, and the world has hated them, for they are not of the world any more than I am of the world. My prayer is not that you take them out of the world, but you protect them from the evil one. They are not of the world, even as I am not of it. Sanctify them by the truth. Your word is truth. As you sent me into the world, I have sent them into the world. For them I sanctify myself. They too may be truly sanctified. My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me, and I am in you. May that also be in us, so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one, as we are one. I in them, and you in me. So they may have brought uh be brought to complete unity. Then the world will know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me. Father, I want those you have given me to be with you where I am to see my glory. The glory you have given me because you love me for the creation of the world. Righteous Father, though the world does not know you, I know you. And they know that you have sent me. I have made you known to them, and I will continue to make you known in order that the love you have for me may be in them, that I myself may be in them. Jesus sitting around the table as the disciples kind of have their ongoing conversations. Again, I always wonder, I wonder if he quieted the room before he prayed. He's like, hey guys, I want to say something. Or maybe he just started praying. It tells us in verse one that he looked to heaven and and he started to pray. And I and if they if he didn't quiet them, I wonder how long before they realized that something was happening. I think John was like laser focused. I mean, to recall these words is pretty profound. But but I can imagine that as he sits there with them and he starts to pray. There's a quiet that follows over the room. Jesus spoke with such authority. And so he he work verses 1 through 5, he starts out, and it's really simple. He says, God, glorify your son so that I may glorify you. It's not about me, but so that others will see you. God, you you've granted me authority over all of the people, that I might give them eternal life, and that eternal life comes from knowing you. They need to know you, and they need to know me. God, as we come to this final hour, I'm gonna glorify you with my life by finishing the work you called me to. I say this for their sake. This glory was always the plan, even before the world began. Says, God, I I was with you. I was in your presence even before the world began. We were together. You know, so many times I I think when we think about the cross, we we think about it as a like an afterthought. Like the world just got so bad that God was like, well, I should do something. But but that's not how this works. Long before creation existed, God was aware of what happened. And I know I I wrestle with that sometimes because I I I often wonder if he knew Adam and Eve were gonna screw it up so bad, why why even make them? I don't have an answer for that. But I know that God created his creation and he wanted them to love him, and he wanted to love them. And there's one thing I know sometimes when you love people, you can't force it. Sometimes you you build relationships with someone and and they choose to act a certain way, and there's nothing you can do about it, but but it's better than them being a robot, it's better than them feeling they're forced to right. So so I don't know, but but I do know that long before creation existed, the cross was the plan. It's never been plan B. It's always been plan A. And and so Jesus comes to this moment, and again, I I love what John captures. Jesus says, My hour has come. Prior to this moment, he said a multiple times. Uh it's not it's not yet. It's not gonna happen just yet. There's a couple moments in his ministry where it looks like he's gonna be arrested and he he kind of finds a way out of the situation where he stumps the Pharisees. But but Jesus, he sits at this table having eaten this last meal, having talked about breaking of the bread, the sacrifice of the blood, and says, God, my my time has come. It's not a cry of anguish. It's not a prayer of despair. It's a prayer of authority. Jesus says, my time has come to be glorified by the Father and to glorify him. I have come for this moment. God, I have come to die. And I love this conversation because again, think about John is writing to an audience who is overthrown by Rome. The temple's gone. The sacrificial system's gone. And John is saying to them, remember, he said, He will save us. He is Lord. He is divine. He is the Son of God. He's been there since creation. He has always was and always will be. He is the ultimate authority because he is the only one in all of his knowledge and all of his wisdom. Looked at a very broken, distant world and said, I have to get them back to me, and I will do whatever it takes to get there. I will give up my life. I will sacrifice for them. I will die even to death on a cross. So that they will know my father. And they will know me. You know that that night was it was heavy. I don't know what the disciples were thinking. They're eating a meal. They're hanging out with this man who's changed their life, and so many of them have purpose because of what he's done. This man that sits with tax collectors and sinners. He uses cultural nobodies to shape the world. John, I can imagine in all of his years, can only reflect on how much he changed his life. And with great authority, Jesus says, My time has come and now I'm ready. And what happens getting up to Easter, what happens before the cross, the arrest, all of it, is surrounded and covered in the prayer that Jesus gives to God. I am ready. I am ready to face what you have called me to. I am ready to take my place as the one who will be lifted up. God, Father, Dad, I am ready to be the sacrifice that these people need. It's a bold declaration of intent. John's gospel came at the right time with a church that was struggling. A church that was felt like it was beaten down and broken. A church that the Jews had lost everything. And John says, listen, don't worry. Don't you guys remember the night as we sat around the table? We were tired. We were worn out. Did any of you pay attention to what Jesus said? He's the one. He's the Savior. He is the Son of God long before creation was, He was. He is connected. He He shares presence with God. They're one. Jesus stood at the end of His life. He prayed that God would use Him to glorify Him. He prayed for the disciples that God would give them strength. He prayed for those who would follow after that that God would give them strength and keep them unified. He stood at death's door. And in one conversation, kicked it wide open. The one thing that could have stopped him, the one thing that everyone was afraid of. The one thing that Satan had. And Jesus stands in this moment without hesitation, says, God, I'm ready. You be glorified in what I'm about to do. That's the savior that you and I serve. You know, like Jesus isn't this. I know sometimes we paint him a little bit as this mild, meek person. You ever read where he flipped tables? That's a thing. But what we we we paint him as like, oh, he was just kind of there and he died. No, no, no. He died for us, and that's great. Listen, you're right, he did. But he knew what he was doing. He knew what he had to do since creation. He understood his time is now. And in this moment, as they sit around the table, as they start to ponder what's coming next, Jesus again declares, God, I am ready. I am ready to glorify you with the way that I live my life. I'm ready for the world to know you and to know me. God, that I may give them eternal life. And my sacrifice will not be in vain. But my time is coming. It has now come for me to finish the work you sent me here for. God, it wasn't to teach, it wasn't to preach, it wasn't to amass the crowds. All of those things happened. God, it wasn't to heal. Those things are great. But I have come into this world so that I could die for them, that I would give up my life, that I could sacrifice for them, so that God, through me, they might have access to you. And God, I have come and I am ready for what's next. That's the savior that we serve. The gospel is powerful. It's life-changing. It changes the core of who we are. When people have a genuine encounter with the risen Christ, when they really understand the message of the gospel, when they really allow the Spirit's work in them, it only brings about transformation. It has to, because this is not just lay it down and this is going to happen. Hey, I'm glad I'm here. This is authoritative knowledge, right? This is what John is saying. Jesus is saying, in power and authority, I have come to finish the work you've called me to, and God, I'm ready. Father, I'm ready. Take me to this place. The cross wasn't an accident, it was intentional. You and I have to live intentional. That's why we talk about sharing the gospel. We talked about last week the who's your one. I'm not saying that because I want to have a bunch of cool postcards back on the wall. I'm not just saying who's your one because I'm just like, hey, who are you praying for? Listen, I what I want is us to understand the declaration of the King of Kings is that I have come to save you so that people may know who I am because of you. So when I say who is your one, who doesn't know Jesus that you need to tell them? It's not just to add numbers to our church. This is life and death. This is eternity. This is heaven and hell we're talking about. Jesus didn't come to die so that we can let our friends and neighbors walk into hell without even trying. That's not why he sacrificed. As he stands before God with authority and power, embracing and accepting his time has come. He did not go to the cross so that you and I could sit by passively and wait for the world to end. He said, Go into this world. God protect them. Keep them safe from the evil one. Use them so that they will tell others about me. Because I am the one who can save God. I am the one who's going to sacrifice. And John, as he writes this gospel, he sees the martyrs. He sees those who have died. He doesn't know what's coming next. But he continues to see nothing can stop the gospel. Nothing can stop Jesus. The cross was a declaration of war on hell itself. You and I don't get to sit back and act like it's something we just get to maybe be a part of. The death of Jesus should compel us to chase down everyone who's lost. Not just the one. Because without the cross, we have no hope. Without the cross, there is no hope for any name we put on that wall. Without the sacrifice of the Savior. Everything we do is in vain. But that's not Jesus. Jesus stood at the gates of hell. Said, not today. John gives us an incredibly intimate moment. One that I think is often overlooked. Long before Jesus went to the cross, he went to God and said, God, Father. Dad. I'm ready. The time has come. What comes next? Glorify you. That's right.