Community of Grace
Preaching Ministry of Community of Grace - Amherst, NY
Community of Grace
Storms & Stomach Pangs
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Matt Moran
Mark 6:30-56
The apostles returned to Jesus and told him all that they had done and taught. And he said to them, come away by yourselves to a desolate place and rest awhile. For many were coming and going and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went in the boat to a desolate place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them and they ran there on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. When they went ashore, he saw a great crowd and he had compassion on them because they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. And when it grew late, his disciples came to him and said, this is a desolate place and the hour is now late. Send them away to go into the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat. But he answered them, you give them something to eat. And they said to him, shall we go and buy 200 denarii worth of bread and give it to them to eat? And he said to them, how many loaves do you have? Go and see. And when they had found out, they said, five and two fish. And then he commanded them all to sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups by hundreds and by fifties and taking five loaves and the two fish. He looked up to heaven and said a blessing and broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples to set before the people. And he divided the two fish among them all and they all ate and were satisfied. And they took up 12 baskets full of broken pieces and of the fish. And those who ate the loaves were 5,000 men. Immediately he made his disciples get into the boat and go before him on the other side to Bethesda while he dismissed the crowd. And after he had taken leave of them, he went up on the mountain to pray. And when evening came, the boat was out on the sea and he was alone on the land. And he said that they might were making headway painfully for the wind was again against them. And about the fourth watch of the night, he came to them walking on the sea. He meant to pass them, but when they saw him walking on the sea, they thought it was a ghost and cried out. For they all saw him and were terrified. But immediately he spoke to them and said, take heart, it is I. Do not be afraid. And he got into the boat with them and the wind ceased. And they were utterly astounded, for they did not understand about the loaves, but their hearts were hardened. When they had crossed over, they came to the land at Genesoret and moored onto the shore. And when the people got out of the boat, the people immediately recognized him and ran about the whole region and began to bring the sick people on their beds to wherever they heard he was. And wherever he came, in villages, cities or countryside, they laid the sick in the marketplaces and implored them that they might touch even the fringe of his garment. And as many as touched it were made well. These are the words of our God. Let's pray. Lord God, we are thankful and grateful to come together in worship in this way and to gather under your word. Lord, we pray that you would bring encouragement and challenge and comfort and conviction as each one of us need that. That you'd minister to us by your Holy Spirit and illuminate our hearts and minds. We pray for that in Jesus' name. So there are two major events going on in the passage that John just read. First there is this feeding of the 5,000 where Jesus miraculously multiplies food and then secondly we see Jesus walking out on the water to meet his disciples as they struggle against the wind in the boat. And the two events happen back to back. It's in a 24 hour period. The title of this sermon is storms and stomach pains. And these are two very well known accounts in the life of Jesus. But I want us to see how Mark very intentionally positions them together. And I want us to see a truth that the disciples started to learn but that applies to us today through these two events. And it's just this. Jesus is able to meet you in your insufficiency. Jesus is able to meet you in your insufficiency. So I want us to explore that idea and the passage begins in verse 30 where Jesus and his disciples plan to get some rest but those plans are ruined. Look at Mark 6 verse 30. The apostles returned to Jesus and told him all that they had done and taught. And he said to them, come away by yourselves to a desolate place and rest a while. For many were coming and going and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in a boat to a desolate place by themselves. And many saw them going and recognized them. And they ran there on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. And when he went ashore he saw a great crowd and he had compassion on them because they were like sheep without a shepherd. And he began to teach them many things. The disciples are returning to Jesus and giving him a report of all that they had seen, all that they had done. Back in Mark 6, 7 through 13 he had sent them out two by two. And now they are coming back returning to Jesus to tell him about how their ministry has gone. They are giving a report of everything that has been done and everything that has been accomplished. And Jesus says, come away by yourselves to a desolate place and rest a while. Both Jesus and the disciples have been very busy. They can't even really escape the crowds. Some crowds are growing through the Gospel of Mark. So they are looking for some peace and quiet. They get in a boat and go out to the wilderness to a desolate place. So normally this would be obviously not very densely populated. But think about the crowd and to get a sense of the mood of the crowd think about the story that we just explored last week with Herod and John the Baptist. This holy man and preacher of repentance who just had his head cut off. That type of injustice describes the political climate that the people of Israel are living in. And of course they are longing for a better leader, a different leader, a Jewish leader and they are desiring a righteous ruler. So Jesus and his disciples come out to the desolate place looking for rest and when they come to the desolate place everyone has already beaten them there. There is already this huge crowd. Some of these people would have been political rebels who are looking for a military messiah. Other people they are likely looking for more signs and miracles. They are enamoured by Jesus and his teaching. So although they are trying to get away to withdraw, they can't. They can't get away from the expectations of the people. It is probably not really very hard for us to imagine this type of scenario because you know how you look forward to rest and relaxation? And that could be vacation, that could just be something that you are planning to do at the end of the day. But you can imagine how easily, how frustrating this would be. Planning and anticipating some rest and relaxation. Getting your hopes up for that time. You come up to the quote unquote quiet place. It's crawling with people. So Jesus' response is not exasperation as ours likely would be. It's compassion. And he engages with the people. It says when he went ashore he saw a great crowd and he had compassion on them. Because they were like sheep without a shepherd. He began to teach them many things. His response and that reference to sheep without a shepherd comes from a prayer of Moses actually. Near the end of his life. So Moses says as he realizes his earthly life is winding down. He says in Numbers 27 16 to 17. He prays let the Lord the God of the spirits of all flesh appoint a man over the congregation who shall go out before them and come in before them who shall lead them and bring them in that the congregation of the Lord may not be a sheep that have no shepherd. Moses knows how much he struggled to shepherd the people of God through the wilderness. And the short term answer to his prayer was his successor Joshua. But the ultimate answer here is Jesus. The good shepherd. And it's important because God used Moses and Joshua to shepherd and feed his people in the wilderness. It's in the wilderness, in the desolate place that God fed the Israelites with manna, with bread from heaven. It was Joshua who took the wilderness generation out into the promised land, to the land flowing with milk and honey. So when we come to the feeding of the 5,000 now, where Jesus provides bread in the wilderness to the people of God, it's being very intentionally set in the framework of Moses' prayer. Jesus is the fulfillment of that. So although he must be exhausted and although he must need rest, Jesus teaches the people. He gives them his words. He treats them with compassion. He teaches them. But as the day goes on and on, and the disciples approach Jesus with what seems to them to be a real problem, let's read if you look in chapter 6, verse 35. When it grew late, his disciples came to him and said, this is a desolate place. And the hour is now late. So the disciples don't have the level of compassion that Jesus has for the people. But they do have just perfectly legitimate practical concerns. There are thousands of people out here. We're in the middle of nowhere. They're going to need something to eat. Everyone had been, had kind of charged after Jesus when they saw the boat go across the water. Nobody packed any food. So they come to Jesus and bring him these concerns. It's getting late. We're in the middle of nowhere. We need to send these people away. They're not being harsh. They're just being realistic. And Jesus says to them, you give them something to eat. What a strange thing to say. Like you really can't be serious. Maybe this has happened to you before. Every once in a while I'll go through the drive through of Tim Hortons and find out that the car in front of me has paid for my coffee. And you think for about a second, oh, cool. And then you realize you're supposed to do that for the person behind you. But what if then you realize, or what if someone then suggests to you, why don't you foot the bill for the next 5,000 cars? Just leave your card. Just foot the bill for the next 5,000 cars. That's kind of how the disciples would respond. Kind of sarcastically. That would have been 200 days labor for ordinary laborers like them. That's how much this would have cost to feed these people. But Jesus doesn't really, they respond to him kind of sarcastically. And he doesn't respond to their sarcasm. He responds to them literally. He says, how many loaves do you have? Go and see. So Jesus tells them to take inventory of what they do have. And when they come back, they report that they have five loaves and two fish. It's a ridiculously small amount of food. There's 5,000 men and five loaves. So each thousand people can have a loaf. It seems like a very pointless exercise. They already knew they had a problem. They already knew these people didn't have food. That's why they came to Jesus in the first place. Then they take the time to confirm the problem, and there's probably even less food than they were originally thinking. If you realized, if you're home one day and your refrigerator just completely stops working, and you realize you've got food rotting in there, and you go online to Lowe's or Home Depot and you realize, oh, this is going to cost me like $1,500. And you're thinking, I don't have any money. And then someone suggests to you, why don't you look in the couch cushions? Well, that's just annoying. You just come back and you're like, I have 82 cents. It's just annoying. You already know there's not enough. So going through the process of proving to yourself that there's not enough is simply frustrating. It's just making you realize this situation is impossible. They're completely unable to feed 5,000 people. They're totally inadequate. They have nowhere near the resources. And what's interesting is based on the miraculous power that Jesus has already demonstrated in the Gospel of Mark, it's not like he needed their help or needed to put it's not like Jesus needed to put the disciples through this exercise. Think about this, in Mark's Gospel we have already seen Jesus heal people with a touch, calm storms, cast out demons. He did not need the disciples to play a role in what was about to happen. And he did not need for them to go collect these five loaves and two fish. But instead he tells them, you feed them. They have to actually see the impossibility of the task. And they have to recognize their inadequacy. God spoke the world into existence by the word of his power. He doesn't need us to do anything. He can do whatever he wants with or without us. But he chooses to work through weak people and inadequate people. And these people become vessels of his power. In John's parallel account of the passage, he provides a little bit more color about what happened when Jesus' disciples went out to see who had any food. John 6, 8-9 says, one of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother said to him, there's a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish. But what are they for so many? So that's all they had. There's just this one kid whose mom probably packed him a lunch. And the point is, we have to recognize our own insufficiencies. We have to be brought to that place. I think most of us would like a day or a week or probably really like a lifestyle where we wake up every day with confidence and with full assurance that we have all the resources that we need spiritually, emotionally, physically, financially for everything that the day might present us. We'd love to wake up and just be like, I got it. It's under control. We're like that as individuals. The same would apply to churches. As a church, it would be great to sit back and think, what are we going to do with all this money? Or think, what are we going to do with all these extra volunteers? So many people, so many people want to serve in the nursery, but I have to tell them, you can only do it every six months. Most of us instead, though, we live with this ongoing sense of inadequacy, of not having enough or being enough. But think about Jesus here, bringing his disciples to that place of recognition. We have to recognize that before we're really able to do anything for God. When we do, then we have to, then we recognize that the credit for anything that gets accomplished has to go to God. When the apostle Paul talked about gospel ministry, he said that God chooses to work through human weakness. And he said in 2 Corinthians, we have this ministry in jars of clay, which would have been a common ancient image for brokenness. To show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. So Jesus is not deterred by the disciples' lack of resources. He collects the small offering of food. Verse 39, then he commanded them all to sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups by hundreds and by fifties. And taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven and set a blessing and broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples to set before the people. So he tells everyone to sit down and we have this visual of people kind of dotting the hillside and the green grass, sitting in orderly groups. Jesus has already fed his people with his word. And today, it's funny because today we kind of think about bread as like this danger food. But these were not people who had ever heard of the Atkins diet. Bread is a symbol of life in the first century. Jesus refers to himself as the bread of life. He says I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me shall not hunger and whoever believes in me shall never thirst. These people had, obviously, they had physical needs that day. But Jesus is also pointing toward their greater spiritual needs. And their minimal resources are not a problem for Jesus. We see a miracle of multiplication despite their lack of resources. And when we think about miracles, I'm not going to try and explain to you how this happened. It's a miracle. It's a multiplication of food. And when we think about miracles, we usually think about something that happens like in reversal of the natural order. We'll use the phrase like defying gravity or something like that. But the miracles were not simply demonstrations of power. They point forward to Jesus' real redemptive purpose. Because someday we will be eating bread, feasting in the new heavens and the new earth. This is not an amazing deed simply so that people will be impressed. The text tells us that Jesus, he broke the bread, he looked up to heaven and said a blessing. And he broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples to set before the people. When he took the bread, he prayed in dependence on his father, he blessed the food and he broke it. And he was providing for their physical needs. He had provided for their spiritual needs. And what he was doing was pointing forward to a greater reality. Because near the end of the Gospel of Mark, Jesus again takes bread in the institution of the Lord's Supper. And when Mark describes that he says he took bread and after blessing it, he broke it. And he gave it to them and said take, this is my body. He was pointing forward to the provision of his life on the cross where his body would be broken for sinners. Well in this case they all ate and were satisfied and they took up 12 baskets full of broken pieces of the fish and those who ate the loaves were 5,000 men. His body was broken so that one day we could feast with him in the new heavens and the new earth. The miracle is a picture not of like a reversal of physics or something like or a simple demonstration of amazing accomplishments. It's pointing forward to what's to come. It's a picture of restoration. Now the Gospel of John offers a parallel account of the feeding of the 5,000. When the people saw the sign they said this is indeed the prophet who has come into the world. So in John 6.15 says that Jesus perceiving that they were about to come and take him by force to make him king, Jesus withdrew to the mountain by himself. So the people are seeing the amazing power and they want to capitalise on this moment and make him king. It would appear to be a golden opportunity both for Jesus and the disciples to press their advantage. The people are excited, they've seen something amazing, there's thousands of them, it's time to keep everyone together, it's time to rally against the forces of injustice. But once again we see in Mark that Jesus has no interest in becoming a popular hero. He gets out of there and sends his disciples back exactly where they came. So we're going to look at the connection of these two passages just briefly. But Mark 6.45 says this. Immediately he made his disciples get into the boat and go before him to the other side to Bethsaida while he dismissed the crowd. And after he had taken leave of them he went up on the mountain to pray. And when evening came the boat was out on the sea and he was alone on the land and he saw that they were making headway painfully for the wind was against them. And about the fourth watch of the night he came to them walking on the sea. He meant to pass by them. But when they saw him walking on the sea they thought it was a ghost and cried out. For they all saw him and were terrified but immediately he spoke to them and said, Take heart, it is I, do not be afraid. And he got into the boat with them and the wind ceased and they were utterly astounded for they did not understand about the loaves but their hearts were hardened. So right after the feeding of the 5,000 Jesus sends the disciples back to Bethsaida. The text says he made the disciples get into the boat. They were probably like, We just got here. Why do we have to go back already? He dismisses the crowds and goes up on the mountain to pray alone. So finally alone. Think about Jesus in prayer up on the mountain praying for himself knowing what awaited him in the days to come. Praying for his disciples who are still hard hearted and lacking faith. And night falls and Jesus is alone on the mountain while his disciples are in the boat out at sea. So he is significantly elevated above them in the sea of Galilee is down below which is why they have this wild weather. And crazy wind patterns. And we already know, we read about the storm that the disciples encountered in chapter 4. This one does not necessarily seem life threatening but it says they were making headway very painfully straight into the wind. They're not necessarily in danger of dying. They're just rowing in the middle of the night on a desolate sea struggling while Jesus prays for them and it went on most of the night. And they were struggling while they were being obedient. They were going and doing, they were going in the direction that Jesus told them to do, doing what he told them to do. Getting on the boat even though I'm sure they would have preferred to stay. And maybe their attitudes aren't perfect but they're essentially doing what Jesus asked them to do. Here they are rowing into a head wind. That's what they get for their obedience. Isn't that interesting? Don't we think that if we do the right thing, if we essentially do what God's word tells us to do, we're going to be blessed. We're going to experience some sort of success. We're not supposed to find ourselves struggling thrashing around in the dark in the middle of the night. About the fourth night, fourth watch of the night, which is between 3 a.m. and 6 a.m. So it's dark. Jesus comes out. Isn't that amazing? He prayed for them and he let them struggle. He knew how long. That's just not even going to try to make an application. It's just fascinating. The text says he meant to pass them by. That phrase itself, that pass them by, it's a statement of Jesus' divinity. It's the same exact language in Exodus 33 and 34 when Moses asks for a glimpse of God's glory. Moses didn't get a full look at God's glory, but we're told that the Lord passed by him and proclaimed the Lord, the Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness. He meant to pass them by. The disciples thought they saw a ghost. They thought it was some sort of apparition. They're terrified. They're already terrified because they're rowing in the middle of the night. Think about this imagery of the storm and the doubts that the disciples must have had as they struggled that night. Here we are trying to do the right thing, exhausted, struggling away, rowing, going nowhere, restraining, it's dark, we're not even sure we're going in the right direction. What is even the point? And aren't those really the storms of life that we all face and the doubts that we face that we are struggling and sometimes wonder? What if this is all just pointless? In the first story, the disciples have to face their lack of resources. In the second story, they have to face their lack of strength. But both times, they have to come face to face with their insufficiency. In fact, the text tells us that the experience of the loaves, seeing them multiplied had not actually served to strengthen the disciples' faith. One would think that seeing the disciples, one would think that the disciples seeing Jesus provide for them only hours earlier might provide some sort of strength or encouragement or faith in their hour of trial. Fifty-two says they didn't understand about the loaves. Their hearts were hardened. And yet even in their weakness, even in their lack of faith, Jesus comes to them and says, take heart, it is I, do not be afraid. He gets into the boat with them and the wind ceases. And what holds the two stories together is Jesus' disciples inadequacy and Jesus' absolute sufficiency. We're the ones without resources, strength, without faith. That's us. Jesus is the one who meets us there. And he gives us his presence. And he gives us his power. And he gives us his very life. Jesus is able to meet you and I in our insufficiency. Let's pray.