The Reason to Stay Catholic with Colleen Dulle

Gotta Be Saints

Gotta Be Saints
The Reason to Stay Catholic with Colleen Dulle
Dec 09, 2025 Season 12 Episode 236
Brendan Gotta

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The Reason to Stay Catholic (with Colleen Dulle)

In this episode of the Gotta Be Saints Podcast, I sit down with Colleen Dulle — wife, mother, Vatican reporter, and author of Struck Down, Not Destroyed: Keeping the Faith as a Vatican Reporter.

We talk honestly about why we remain Catholic in a wounded Church: how to stay when you’ve seen the worst, how to wrestle with God without walking away, and where real hope is found when scandals, hypocrisy, and disappointment hit close to home.

From covering the clerical abuse crisis as a young journalist, to processing the revelations about Jean Vanier and L’Arche, to a powerful moment of grace at the tomb of Christ in the Holy Sepulchre, Colleen shares how the Lord has met her in the mess — and why, despite everything, she’s convinced the Gospel really is our only hope.

About Colleen Dulle

  • Vatican reporter and longtime journalist with America Magazine
  • Author of Struck Down, Not Destroyed: Keeping the Faith as a Vatican Reporter
  • Has covered some of the Church’s most painful scandals up close
  • Wife and mother, soon moving with her family to Rome to cover the Vatican full-time

In this episode, we talk about:

  • Why stay Catholic at all? 
  • Colleen’s story & vocation as a Vatican reporter
  • Beauty and brokenness in the Church
  • The Jean Vanier / L’Arche revelations
  • The clerical abuse crisis and a crisis of faith
  • Learning to “yell at God” & wrestle in prayer
  • A moment of grace at the Holy Sepulchre
  • Madeleine Delbrêl and a “heart stripped of trust in all things human”
  • The Church that moves slowly (and why that matters)
  • Hope for ordinary Catholics
  • Colleen’s “Mount Rushmore of saints”
  • If she becomes a saint one day… and
  • How you can pray for her
     

Get the Book

📘 Struck Down, Not Destroyed: Keeping the Faith as a Vatican Reporter by Colleen Dulle

  • Find purchase options and more at Colleen’s website: colleendulle.com
  • Prefer audio? Look for the audiobook version narrated by Colleen on major audiobook platforms.

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