Surviving Toxic Relationships Podcast (Formerly The Matadoras, No More Bull Podcast)
Two Women, One Narcissist, and the Journey to Freedom
In this raw and gripping podcast, Lizzie and Deana—two women who share the painful bond of having been married to the same narcissistic abuser—pull back the curtain on the devastating cycle of manipulation, betrayal, and gaslighting that they endured. Together, they unravel the dark truths of sexual addiction, financial abuse, trauma bonding, and double lives, while sharing how they found the courage to escape and reclaim their power.
Through candid storytelling, heartfelt conversations, and practical insights, Lizzie and Deana shed light on the devastating ripple effects of narcissistic abuse, not just in their lives but in the lives of others who followed. More importantly, they offer hope, empowerment, and tools for healing to those who may feel trapped.
This podcast is not just about survival—it's about rising above the pain to build your best self and your best life. A must-listen for anyone seeking inspiration, solidarity, and the strength to survive or break free.
Surviving Toxic Relationships Podcast (Formerly The Matadoras, No More Bull Podcast)
Episode #67: Strength of Scars: Surviving Childhood Trauma, Adoption, Abuse & Finding God
In this deeply moving episode, Avonley Lightstone, Author of "Strength of Scars", opens up about her powerful journey from unimaginable loss to unshakable faith. After losing her mother at 3 years old in a tragic fire and enduring years of emotional and physical abuse in her adoptive home, Avonley shares how finding God became a turning point in her path to healing.
Through candid conversation, she explores the importance of not internalizing trauma, the personal nature of forgiveness, and how denial can block true healing. Avonlea reminds us that our scars can become symbols of resilience—and that with faith, hope, and support, even the most painful stories can be transformed into sources of strength.
If you or someone you love has faced trauma, abuse, or grief, this episode offers a powerful message: healing is possible, and you are not alone.
Check out Avonley's book here! https://bit.ly/StrengthofScars
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