Surviving Toxic Relationships Podcast
Two Women, One Narcissist, and the Journey to Freedom
In this raw and gripping podcast, Lizzie and Deana—two women who share the painful bond of having been married to the same narcissistic abuser—pull back the curtain on the devastating cycle of manipulation, betrayal, and gaslighting that they endured. Together, they unravel the dark truths of sexual addiction, financial abuse, trauma bonding, and double lives, while sharing how they found the courage to escape and reclaim their power.
Through candid storytelling, heartfelt conversations, and practical insights, Lizzie and Deana shed light on the devastating ripple effects of narcissistic abuse, not just in their lives but in the lives of others who followed. More importantly, they offer hope, empowerment, and tools for healing to those who may feel trapped.
This podcast is not just about survival—it's about rising above the pain to build your best self and your best life. A must-listen for anyone seeking inspiration, solidarity, and the strength to survive or break free.
Episodes
76 episodes
Episode #76: Fear-Based Leaders: How to Spot Them and Stop Them from Breaking You
Have you ever worked for a fear-based leader, a toxic bully boss, or someone in authority who used intimidation and harassment instead of emotional maturity? In today’s eye-opening conversation, Kate Lowry, CEO Coach and Author of...
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Episode 76
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32:56
Episode #75: Feeling Broken After Loss? Listen to This!
After a 25-year marriage ended suddenly, emotional-wellbeing expert and artist Elizabeth Jane turned heartbreak into a mission: to help others climb out of the quicksand of grief, reclaim self-worth, and rebuild a full life. In this episode Eli...
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Episode 75
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34:32
Episode #74: Exposing Serial Predators, How Technology is Helping Survivors Connect & Heal
In this powerful episode, Lizzie and Deana speak with Tracy DeTomasi, CEO of Callisto, a groundbreaking nonprofit using secure technology to connect survivors of serial predators—without forcing them to go public.Tracy shares how the Callis...
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Episode 74
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27:56
Episode #73: The "Now What" of Leaving a Toxic Relationship
In this raw & honest episode, Lizzie opens up about her courageous journey of leaving a toxic relationship and rebuilding her life from the ground up. She shares how healing isn't a single dramatic moment, it's a process that unfolds in sta...
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17:02
Episode #72: From Toxic Patterns to Self Love; Jonathan Aslay on Healing After Loss
In this deeply moving and insightful episode, relationship and self-love coach Jonathan Aslay shares his powerful journey of healing after the tragic loss of his son. Through vulnerability and wisdom, Jonathan explores how grief can b...
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Episode 72
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44:45
Episode #71: Sick, Stuck, and Still Worthy: Deborah Weed’s Powerful Midlife Comeback
In this inspiring episode, Deborah Weed opens up about her powerful transformation—from a high-achieving corporate career to becoming the founder of the Self-Worth Initiative and the Quills Up Movement. 💫After a life-al...
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32:51
Episode #70: How to Stop Being Codependent; Self Esteem, Boundaries, and Inner Healing
In this powerful episode, Lizzie and Deana dive deep into the roots of codependency, how it’s shaped by childhood trauma, and why it often leads to low self-esteem and toxic relationship patterns. Through raw, relatable sto...
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27:47
Episode #69: Am I The Toxic One??
🎙️ Am I the Toxic One? | Surviving Toxic Relationships with Lizzie & DeanaAre you the toxic one... and don’t even know it?In this eye-opening episode of Surviving Toxic Relationships, Lizzie and Deana turn ...
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Episode 69
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20:49
Episode #68: Leaving A Narcissist; Why It's So Hard, And How to Stay Free
In this powerful and compassionate episode, Lizzie and Deana dive deep into the emotional complexities of leaving toxic relationships. They explore the internal battles many face—fear, guilt, and trauma bonds—and how these emotion...
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Episode 68
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23:27
Episode #67: Strength of Scars: Surviving Childhood Trauma, Adoption, Abuse & Finding God
In this deeply moving episode, Avonley Lightstone, Author of "Strength of Scars", opens up about her powerful journey from unimaginable loss to unshakable faith. After losing her mother at 3 years old in a tragic fire and enduring years of emot...
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Episode 67
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46:51
Episode #66: From Peanuts to Purpose; Hilary Powers on Recovery, Faith & Forgiveness
In this powerful episode, Hillary Powers, the voice of Sally in the Peanuts cartoons, shares her remarkable journey from childhood trauma and addiction to over 40 years of sobriety, healing, and faith. With raw honesty and deep insight, Hillary...
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Episode 66
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38:53
Episode #65: How a DV Survivor Helps Kids Regulate Big Feelings: Jacintha Field on Healing, Play, & Co-Parenting
🧠 In this heartfelt episode, Lizzie and Deana sit down with Jacintha Field—family and child counselor, art therapist, and founder of Happy Souls Kids. Jacintha shares her inspiring personal journey from surviving domestic violence...
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Episode 65
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40:08
Episode #64: From Widow to Warrior: Julie Barth on Surviving Grief, Narcissistic Abuse & Rebuilding Life
In this powerful and deeply moving episode, Lizzie and Deana sit down with Julie Barth—trauma survivor, author, special needs mom, and passionate financial advocate for women—to share her extraordinary journey of surviv...
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Episode 64
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35:47
Episode #63: Untangling Complex Shame: A Journey to Healing with Dr. Zoe Shaw
In this powerful and deeply personal conversation, Dr. Zoe dives into the often misunderstood world of complex shame—how it silently shapes our relationships, distorts our identity, and hinders our ability to experience healthy love....
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Episode 63
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38:54
Episode #62: He Controlled Everything: My 29-Year Marriage to a Covert Narcissist
What happens when the person you vowed to spend your life with turns out to be living a double life — not in secret affairs, but in hidden abuse?In this eye-opening episode of Surviving Toxic Relationships, we’re joined...
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Episode 62
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29:38
Episode #61: Samia Come Forth: From Rock Bottom to Purpose-Driven Powerhouse
What happens when pain meets purpose?Join us for an unforgettable conversation with Samia Young, a powerhouse of resilience, faith, and redemption. Once a foster youth who endured unspeakable abuse, a toxic marriage, and time ...
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Episode 61
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54:17
Episode #60: Why Wives Feel Invisible At Home; With Dr. Becky Whetstone
In this candid and powerful episode of Surviving Toxic Relationships with The Matadoras, Lizzie and Deana are joined by therapist and author Dr. Becky Whetstone to unpack the real dynamics behind relationship breakdowns, nagging, resentment, an...
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43:38
Episode #59: When the Affair Goes Viral; But You're the One Left Bleeding- Astronomer CEO-Andy Byron story
In this powerful Talk It Out Tuesday episode, Lizzie and Deana talk openly about the emotional toll of public betrayal, using the viral Andy Byron affair as a lens to explore the very personal pain of infidelity. Together, they unpack the...
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Episode 59
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22:56
Episode #58: Navigating High Conflict Divorces: Insights from Lisa Johnson
In this conversation, Lizzie and Deana speak with Lisa Johnson, a high conflict divorce strategist and advocate, about the complexities of navigating high conflict divorces and legal abuse. Lisa shares her personal journey from being a victim t...
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Episode 58
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42:27
Episode #57: Gaslighting, Blame Shifting & Minimizing; 3 Toxic Tactics That Keep You Stuck
In this episode, Lizzie and Deana delve into the complexities of manipulation, focusing on gaslighting, blame shifting, and minimizing. They share personal stories and insights on how these tactics can distort reality and erode emotional safety...
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24:53
Episode #56: When the Marriage Ends in Midlife: Healing After Betrayal & Financial Devastation
On the first episode of "Talk It Out Tuesdays", Lizzie and Deana discuss the phenomenon of "gray divorce", particularly focusing on the emotional and financial impacts of divorce for individuals over 50. They share personal experiences of navig...
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Episode 56
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16:07
Episode #55: Spotting Manipulation in Conversations; How to Trust Your Gut Again
In this conversation, Lizzie and Deana explore the complexities of manipulation within faith-based relationships, particularly focusing on how women of faith may be more susceptible to manipulative behaviors. They discuss various manipulation t...
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Episode 55
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25:52
Episode #54: Breaking Free; A Story of Resilience
In this conversation, three time best selling author, Azadeh Atzberger shares her powerful journey from a troubled childhood marked by bullying and substance abuse to reclaiming her life after escaping an extremely toxic relationship. She...
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Episode 54
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31:54
Episode #53: I Think I Want Out; The 5 Stages of Marital Breakdown
In this conversation, Dr. Becky Whetstone, LMFT discusses the complexities of marriage, particularly focusing on the challenges faced when one partner wants to end the marriage. Becky shares insights from her book, "I Think I Want Out, Th...
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Episode 53
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51:22
Episode #52; Forgiveness vs Reconciliation: Why You Can Let Go Without Going Back
In this episode, Lizzie and Deana explore the critical distinction between forgiveness and reconciliation, emphasizing that forgiveness is a personal choice that can occur independently of the other party's actions. They discuss the importance ...
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Episode 52
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25:52