Surviving Toxic Relationships Podcast (Formerly The Matadoras, No More Bull Podcast)
Two Women, One Narcissist, and the Journey to Freedom
In this raw and gripping podcast, Lizzie and Deanaâtwo women who share the painful bond of having been married to the same narcissistic abuserâpull back the curtain on the devastating cycle of manipulation, betrayal, and gaslighting that they endured. Together, they unravel the dark truths of sexual addiction, financial abuse, trauma bonding, and double lives, while sharing how they found the courage to escape and reclaim their power.
Through candid storytelling, heartfelt conversations, and practical insights, Lizzie and Deana shed light on the devastating ripple effects of narcissistic abuse, not just in their lives but in the lives of others who followed. More importantly, they offer hope, empowerment, and tools for healing to those who may feel trapped.
This podcast is not just about survivalâit's about rising above the pain to build your best self and your best life. A must-listen for anyone seeking inspiration, solidarity, and the strength to survive or break free.
Surviving Toxic Relationships Podcast (Formerly The Matadoras, No More Bull Podcast)
Episode #69: Am I The Toxic One??
đď¸ Am I the Toxic One? | Surviving Toxic Relationships with Lizzie & Deana
Are you the toxic one... and donât even know it?
In this eye-opening episode of Surviving Toxic Relationships, Lizzie and Deana turn the mirror inward to explore a question many avoid: Could we be contributing to the toxicity in our relationships?
Together, they unpack the subtle but critical differences between toxic behaviors and trauma responses, and how unresolved trauma might be driving harmful patterns. This isnât about blameâitâs about self-awareness, accountability, and growth.
Through candid conversation and practical tools like journaling and self-assessment strategies, Lizzie and Deana guide you on how to:
- Recognize toxic traits in yourself and others
- Understand the root causes (like fear of abandonment)
- Take actionable steps toward healing
- Build support systems that uplift your journey
- Stop repeating toxic cyclesâand start rewriting your story
Whether youâve asked yourself âAm I the toxic one?â or just want to create healthier relationships, this episode is your roadmap to transformation.
đ Key Takeaways:
- Toxic behavior often stems from unhealed trauma
- Self-reflection is essential for personal growth
- Accountability is the first step toward lasting change
- Support systems and journaling can accelerate healing
- You can changeâand the desire to do so is your greatest strength
đ Hit play to reflect, reset, and rise above the toxicityâstarting with you.
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