Living in the Shadow of Prophecy! ... English & German

Fire-from-heaven moments don’t always protect us from the crash that comes after. We talk about the hidden side of Pentecostal leadership where spiritual victories can be followed by exhaustion, discouragement, and temptation to withdraw, and we name it without shame. Along the way, we pray with faith for physical healing and restoration, lifting up real needs and believing God to finish what He started in bodies, families, and churches.

From testimonies to practical mentoring, we focus on what it takes to endure “prophetic pressure” and still do great exploits. Elijah becomes a mirror for many of us: strong one day, depleted the next. We explore why fatigue changes judgment, how a weary minister can unintentionally wound people, and why rest is not weakness but obedience. We also get specific about safeguards that make discernment easier, like listening to your spouse, leaning on a small circle of trusted friends, and choosing humility over self-reliance.

We close with a call back to first things: worship God, not our gifting; invest in healthy relationships; ask for help early; and keep walking in the fullness and power of the Spirit. If you’re hungry to see God move in your city and beyond, we also share how to connect with the Los Angeles Crusade and be part of what God is doing globally. Subscribe, share this with a fellow believer who needs strength today, and leave a review so more leaders can find it.

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Transcript

Opening Prayer And Worship

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Oh, in the name of the Lord. Oh, in the name of the Lord, in the name of the Lord. God, I plead the blood over apostolic mentoring today. Over every viewer, every listener, God, prepare our hearts to receive the word with gladness, God. Speak life, Lord, into us, into our ministries, our families, our health, God. Oh Kayando Loboshata. In the name of the Lord Jesus, in the name of the Lord Jesus. Iando Lobo Sianda Loboshata Yasakata Loboshata. I plead the blood. I plead the blood. Hallelujah. Ikaondo Loboshata Yasondo Loboshata. In the name of the Lord Jesus. In the name of the Lord Jesus. Hallelujah. Oh, thank you, God. I worship you. I worship you, Lord. No one like you now beside you, God. In the name of the Lord, in the name of the Lord, in the name of the Lord. Well, praise the Lord, everybody, and welcome to another powerful session of Apostolic Mentoring.

Welcome And Global Crusade Vision

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Millions are gonna get the Holy Ghost in nations. So if anybody is interested from around the world, if you want to be a part of that crusade, I want you to send me an email or a direct message on social media, and let's get you connected with the team. And if people just get the Holy Ghost, but we don't carry these this calling of God back to our local cities and reach millions, then it really doesn't matter. So I'm really excited about this crusade in California, and I pray that many of you will want to be a part of this and get a hold of me as soon as possible. But I do want to take a moment at the start of our session today to pray for Sister Ellingsworth.

Praying For Healing In Tennessee

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But we want to pray for Dr. and Sister Jackson.

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Brother and Sister Ellingsworth and even the state of Tennessee and all of the family that they have and the family, die, and we believe God is gonna complete the healing in her body and we glau, dass God died.

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I didn't play with you. I'm I shot in the name of the Jesus. Right now, in Jesus' name. I don't know no bush. In the name of the Lord. In the name of the Lord, restoration. Yes, Lord, restoration be healed.

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Healed be restored in the name of the Lord, in the name of the Lord, in the name of the Lord.

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In the name of Jesus, hallelujah. Praise the name of the Lord. Thank you so much for everybody who's praying together for the Ellingsworth family. And I encourage you to continue to pray for the state of Tennessee. For its leadership, for your leitung. And of course, their babies as well. But we are going to expect and believe that God is going to complete the healing in Sister Ellingsworth.

Book Recommendation For Ministers

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And I do want to encourage every listener right now to get on Amazon and pick up a copy of Dr. Jackson's book. So please go get that book, let it bless you and bless your ministry. Your your Mac or whatever the audio source you're using.

Audio Trouble And A Humor Break

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We don't hear you at all, buddy. If you go down to the bottom left corner where it says audio, and uh it says select a microphone, is it that it says you might be able to make a different microphone choice? Why don't you leave Doc and then come right back in and see if that fixes the problem, friend? I'm very sorry. Well, I've I've got a lot of experience in that arena. I can I can minister to you.

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This is a test of it is a test of submission. I will leave if you say so, sir. I apologize for the interruption. I want to share two brief testimonies with you. John trained at the Stockton Bible College in the United States.

Testimonies Of Fast Miracles

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She left the hospital yesterday morning. She is walking. Her bodily functions are intact. What the doctor said would take one year took one day. I would like for you to unmute right now. And if you have physical needs in your life, for your family, your churches, or your ministry, let's ask the Lord to move. Let's pray for healing right now in the name of Jesus. Pray for healing, miraculous healing.

Corporate Prayer For Healing

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Miraculous healing touches right now. Hallelujah.

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Jesus. Bless your name. Thank you, Jesus.

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Daniel prophesied that the people of the last day would know their God and do great exploits.

Prophetic Strength For Exploits

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Und Vertrauen haben in das, was er durch uns tut.

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Lay hands on the sick and they will recover. Speak to the broken and they will be restored.

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Gottes Design kommt jetzt zusammen. Und wir, du und ich, wir spielen da eine Rolle.

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But as there's pressure for God to accomplish his purpose. And with spiritual pressure, sometimes we respond with weariness. So the goal of the Holy Ghost today is to give us additional strength. So I want you to ask the Lord now to strengthen you in his name.

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But we are not victims. And we will be victorious. Und wir werden siegreich sein.

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As the men of the world grow truer and more wicked.

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Kennst du, kannst du dich noch an die Geschichte von Elijah erinnern? Siehst du ihn hier in diesem Bild? Does he look victorious to you? Sieht er siegreich aus? Does he look like he's in victory?

Elijah’s Crash After Victory

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But this is immediately following 850 false prophets being slain.

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I'm sorry, what did you say?

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Fire has fallen from heaven onto the sacrifice. And yet Elijah is discouraged.

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Elijah is weak. Elia is schwach.

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Great spiritual victory.

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Großer geistlicher Sieg.

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If you feel weak in your flesh, don't be discouraged. Nehemiah said, it is not my might nor my power, but my spirit says the Lord. Divine resources are not exhaustible. But we are not divine. But in the name of Jesus is all victory.

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die wir beten erlaubt, können wir es nicht mit unseren eigenen Ressourcen organisieren. Wir brauchen die Kraft des Herrn. Und wir brauchen auch einander.

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But he wants us to be renewed in our inner man from day to day, praying in the Holy Spirit. Isaiah prophesied that we would renew our strength and we would run and not be weary, we would walk and not faint. Somehow Isaac took from Mariah not God's miraculous provision, but fear from this moment an ear angst wegzunehmen and start God's wonder if there are experiences in your life that have left you with a worry and a fear and an anxiety about serving the Lord, it's time to be healed from those things.

Weariness, Bad Decisions, Ministry Failure

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Einmal in meinemals to renewal and to refreshing underscore, but the understanding and strength of the Lord.

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Hired people make bad decisions. Hired people make bad decisions.

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Menschen die müde sind die entscheiden sich für schlechte Ideen oder schlechte Sachen. Krieger, die müde sind, die fügen anderen Schmerzen zu.

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In my profession we have to get a certain amount of sleep or we cannot work.

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In meinem Beruf müssen wir bestimmte Stunden an Schlaf erhalten, sonst können wir nicht arbeiten.

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Because they realize tired surgeons would injure people in operations.

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And a weary minister can wound people and ein Diener der müde is, der kann anderen Wunden zufügen. Some years ago a United Pentecostal minister interviewed those who had failed die gescheitert sind bestimmte Charakteristiken.

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Those who stole money from the church had certain characteristics.

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Ich möchte euch ganz stark warnen we're under the pressure of prophecy aufzugeben zu scheitern oder nachzugeben. Es ist die Stunde erfolgreich zu werden.

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Because God wants us to be successful in his kingdom.

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And he wants us to finish well and er möchte dass wir gut enden.

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Here is Elijah again. And here he's being renewed by the power of Spirit.

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But here now he is heard from the voice of God died can make the differenceversammlung von einer Schwester kann den Unterschied treffen. Das ist die Stunde einander zu lieben. Das ist die Stunde nach Hilfe zu fragen. Es ist kritisch für unsere Mission.

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Amen. I want to show you what my friend Daniel learned in following ministers who have failed.

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Verlassen wir uns auf uns selbst anstatt dass wir gedemütigt sind und uns auf den Herrn zu verlassen. Wenn wir uns auf uns selbst verlassen, sind wir nur professionell und nicht Propheten.

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We become dissatisfied with what the kingdom of God is instead of hoping for what the kingdom of God is bringing. Only two destinies await us a glorious finish or a dishonorable discharge. And it all begins it all begins with worship. Are you worshiping your God or your anointing?

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Betest du dein or

Worship, Rest, And Real Accountability

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your sacrifice the Lord and thank him for loving us.

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In my life I try to measure myself by the Holy Spirit I listen to my spouse and what she's telling me about my life and what I listen to those who are around my table the four or five friends that I lean on, such as Pastor Robinette, to have influence in my life. And so I want to make discernment easy for my friends.

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Don't judge someone who is taking a restile judge yourself for being disobedient. Pentecostals disobey this commandment more than any other Pentecostal as jeder andere kann jemand sagen we must take restant is Vinnie the Merchant monk who burned himself on fire. Don't tell me about your sacrifice sprechen if you're hanging off the edge of a cliff to pray for you finde jemand in apostolic der für dich betetorship to pray for you betet's gonna make it because he's got this guy in his life for praying brothers and sisters by feeding nature if you are married invest in your marriage bist investiere in deine if you are single invest in your friendships and accountability structures if you only have $20 don't buy my book buy brother Robinet's book instead on marriage then you can buy my book later kaufence and will improve your relationships we all desire respect and affirmation and security from the proper place we start looking for it in the wrong places.

Closing Prayer, Prodigals, Next Steps

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No one plows one handed but Jesus said put your hand to the plow of this paradoxens together with Christus.

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Bless the name of the Lord. Thank you. Your body today. In the name of Jesus. Hallelujah. Strit in your body today, I pray, Lord. The name of Jesus.

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Yes, I'm sure.

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Hallelujah. Thank you, God. Hallelujah. Your name, Lord, bless you.

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In the name of Jesus.

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Oh, praise God, what a powerful prophetic word we received here today. God was healing our hearts today. Healing our ministries today. Yes, God wants to restore prodigals. As Doc was continuing to teach and to minister and to impart, I just kept saying out loud, I receive healing in Jesus' name. Let's walk in the fullness and in the power of the Spirit. Make sure our fellow believers get to hear it. Get connected with the Los Angeles Crusade.

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Verbinde dich mit der Veranstaltung in Los Angeles in Mai.

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We are just so excited about what God is going to do in and through his global army in these last days. Greetings from Norway, Brother Jackson.

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God bless you. God bless you.

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I love you here for the God bless you all.

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Bless you.

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Love you, brother Oben. Love you, dear friend.

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God bless you.