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Just Being Human

• THeresa Marie

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The world feels louder than ever, and not just because of news cycles or shiny AI clips. It’s the hum of a culture that trains our attention to wander and our hearts to harden. I go straight at that pressure and map a way back to the quiet center where clarity lives, telling the truth about spiritual attacks, screen addiction, and the simple human ache to feel safe. If this resonates, tap follow, share it with someone who needs a quiet word, and leave a review so more people can find their way back to center. What’s one small unplug ritual you’ll start today?  As always, I pray you have great health, vibrant energy and PEACE!

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It's okay if you fall down and lose your spark, humanity. Just let's make sure that when we get back up, we rise as the blazing holy fire we are on the inside. And I want to welcome you back to Free to Just Be, the podcast Awakening Alongside Humanity as we move, breathe, reconnect, and remember who we truly are. And I'm your host, Teresa Marie, an ambassador of God's Chi, here to help guide you out of the noise of the world that I call the Matrix Merry Ground, and back into the quiet truths within our own body, heart, and soul. So we can get on the rolly coaster of life and start being who we were designed to be on this planet. So if this show resonates with you, please just take a minute to hit that like button and let's start changing the algorithm and let's start sharing this podcast and every other Ascension Awakening type podcast so that together we can rise, humanity. We can exit the Matrix. So hit the like button, share this, and subscribe. And I look forward to hopefully bringing value into your earbuds today. So I I wanna I want to tell you up front that I'm gonna be flipping through both my home journal and my little uh go with me um book that I bring when I go to work at Amazon. Um because as you can see, uh I've been pretty spotty about getting behind the mic because baby, I have uh I have been struggling very much like uh you and the rest of the world probably is at this point as well. Uh I cannot begin to tell you just how much of a struggle my spiritual world, especially, and the attacks in between my ears have been since I obeyed God and created the ten-part series Scrolling the Blue is Killing the Real You. And many people are talking about AI, and it's uh it's everywhere. At least maybe, maybe not. Maybe it's uh the way the algorithms are feeding me because I am uh I have been so focused on this blue screen epidemic in my own life, right? Um maybe there's not a whole lot of people coming out talking about AI, but I seem to see it everywhere on my scroll. Um stars and scientists and and uh Elon Musk and uh Joe Rogan uh and and people that are showing clips of of prompting AI and AI coming back with these really uh profundities that it's just it just amazes you when you stop and think about it. And if any of you are thinking about it, I I'm just here to tell you that the noise will get even louder. It will it will become um like clanging some cymbals everywhere around you. At least that's how I have felt. Um I got sucked back into the matrix in a way that I haven't been in a long time. I mean, I have been out of the the news rabbit trail, for example, for almost 10 years now. Um and somewhere between seven and and ten years. Um I just didn't watch it, I didn't follow it, and uh and you know, I have I've always been an all or nothing type type type of person. You know, I'm all in uh um and and people that know me have have said that, you know, oh you know, you you you latch on to something and that's all you can think about. That's that's an all or nothing person, you know. Yeah, that's that's how I've been. And and I have felt like um I I would just get all the information, I'd suck all the information that I needed, and then I'd move on to the next the next chapter of of school, the next lessons I needed to learn, so to speak. But referring back specifically to the blue screens and to the matrix, um I, you know, I've recognized, oh, this this week it's just been it's just been a whole conglomeration of struggles and battles. Um not only the battle with my cell phone, but uh feeling the pull of news, the news reels again, and and feeling um like never before. Um I've never considered myself to have any kind of empathic um, you know, spidey senses. Um and yet with these frequency shifts that I've experienced, especially the last uh the especially the last two years, um over the course of of 20 years of of being on this ascension journey, um, definitely the last two years, two to four, but the last two especially have been pretty intense and and I've stepped away from a lot of programming that I've uh sat with and observed and and was aware of in my life. And this last week or ten days, um it really kind of began when I I was making the recordings of that series, but once they were all dropped, it it was like the bottom dropped out for me. Um and and I, you know, I hesitated to share it because uh words you know, spelling, it it's it's true that the words that we allow to come out of our mouth are containers of uh power because there is the power of life and death in our tongue. And so I I don't want to share some of this stuff because I I don't want to anchor it into myself, but yet I I'm very um cognitive of the fact that I am here to help my brothers and sisters on this planet to evolve, and if they can um ascend and shift their frequencies closer to that of their creator God, and I can maybe help them remember that all of their answers are inside of them, just like they're inside of me, then I have to be willing to share this stuff. Um, because a lot of people won't. And um that's what I'm called to do, so that's that's what I'm doing. But well, I see right there, there I got sidetracked again, and and that's what it's been. It's been like, you know, you're on the roller coaster of life, and I've talked about cul-de-sacs before, but no, this is this recent chapter of my life has been more like a vortex or a a dervish, um, you know, um a a wind tunnel, um, maybe even like a a bit of tornado activity where I have felt like um being caught up in Kansas, you know. Um and being sucked back into the news, and uh then there's the struggle in the warehouse, there's wanting desperately to be home, working on my mission, versus being grateful for being at Amazon and having a steady paycheck, and then there's the battle in my head about and in my heart about observing what the world does and doing the opposite, and being called and asked um continually to step away from the way the world is doing it, and and thinking, how am I gonna do that? And picturing myself stepping out of the boat and Jesus saying, Yeah, come on, just just come with me. I'm gonna show you how. And I know that that's the truth, and and yet there's this resistance. So there's all these things happening and swirling around me. Um, and you know, then then there's this these deep, deep set voices, and uh uh I often wake up in the middle of the night um hearing those voices saying, you know, you you you can't share anything with anybody, uh, you don't have any discernment. How many times have you been deceived? How many cults have you been involved in, you know? Um, and battling that and having to, you know, shut the enemy's mouth up and remind him to get behind me and that I am the head and not the tail. And um, and as all of this is swirling in my head, feeling like I I just I just want to put something on. I just want to, you know, have something in my earbuds. And so this battle is is really really real. And I just want to uh tell you that um these blue screens are no small joke, and I I feel like I am I have been right over the target, and I have had to do a lot of battling in my prayer life this week, especially. And and yet I'm I'm mindful of the Shine Down song that um my husband and I refer back to all the time. Um and according to genius, um the song speaks to all of us as the human race, since nobody's perfect per se, and we all try our best to make ends meet, and uh the title of the song, it's Symptoms of Being Human, um, refers to how we none of us feel perfect, because after all, we're human. And uh when they released the song, Shine Down released it, it really dove into the core of human imperfection, reflecting on the shared experiences that define our lives. And its lyrics encapsulate the universal struggle and the subtle victories we encounter, reminding us that feeling flawed is part of our collective journey. And through its poignant verses and reflective chorus, the song encourages listeners to embrace their humanity, acknowledging both our shortcomings and our strength. We are being trained to not do that, we are being trained to be um on one side or the other, uh, trained to not put our hand out and say, hey, let me help you. Trained to um only believe our opinion, and our opinions are being fed to us. We are being coached and we are being um deceived and lied to, and um and then uh that becomes a division because there are uh folks that have known that for 20 or 30 years and are now watching it unfold as everything is be beginning to be revealed. And and we and those of us that have known these things for many years, we have to be willing, you know, political um speak would say we have to reach across the aisle, and of course, that none of them do it. And this song, um, The Symptom of Being Human, it's it's just um it's it's so true that most of us do want to color outside the lines, and yet the herd mentality like a vortex sucks us in. Um that's why we feel upside down and not all here, like the song says, right? And we've always been slightly awkward and kind of weird because all of us are going through this same struggle, humanity. And what the writer of the song said, what's wrong with you and me is crystal clear because it's all part, it's all part of being human, and we're all just passing through passengers on a ship of fools, and that's how we all feel sometimes, and we don't feel like we belong here, right? And the house is on fire and there's no alarm, and the walls are melting too. How about you, right? And some days when my traumas come up, or some days it's my husband's traumas that come up, and instead of reaching out and giving each other a hug, we banter with words, and inevitably what's be begun to happen for us to equalize, to remind ourselves to come back into the center, back to our power source, to that um proverbial umbilical cord, to that cord that attaches us to our Father God, to the Holy Spirit, right? You know, I I don't know if I shared this, but my my dearest friend Sandy Finlay, who is an energy healer. And uh she told me that uh as Roger and I came back together, especially in the first several months, that we would bump up against each other, our energies would clash, and and she suggested that we each find a picture of when we were wounded as uh as children. And and ironically, it we both have distinct memories of about four years old. And so she she suggested that we get pictures, photographs, and have them handy. And when we came up to one of those rough spots, like I was explaining just a few seconds ago, and I I apologize if my speech is beginning to sound a little weird, it's because um my office is getting really cold and um I'm really feeling um the chill run through my body, so you might hear it in my speech. Um but anyway, she she suggested that when we get in one of those tight spots, that instead of saying anything, we just put the picture of, you know, if if if I if it was me, I would put Roger's picture in front of him as uh when he was a child, or maybe both the pictures down on the table to remind us that what we were doing was we were triggering triggering each other, and maybe we needed to just take a breath and and give each other a hug, right? But instead, our sign that that is occurring is one of us will just put this song on. It's just part of being human. We all need to be able to take a breath. We're all under attack. All of us. This matrix is trying to devour us. It is the biggest and the best, according to Satan, of his tools. And the blue screens uh are leading the charge. It is most probably, in my opinion, gonna usher in the Antichrist. Because if you look at prophecies and you read the word and understand the ancient language that the words were written in, you will see that we are in probably the end times. And we are humans in it. So tonight, as I close out and go get warm in my kitchen, uh we need to find a place in our hearts to allow each other to just be human and recognize that all of us are struggling, all of us are battling between our ears, all of us are under massive attacks, all of us are trying to maintain equilibrium and homeostasis within our physiological lives, and most of us are whacked out, most of us are just beginning to crack the surface of our childhood traumas and how that's affected our entire lives, all while we're on this dizifying matrix merry-go-round, longing for the freedom of the roller coaster of life, where we can raise up our hands and say, wee, we, we. And so instead of allowing that blue screen to suck us in to the lies, to the AI-generated images that enhance their lies, to the rhetoric and propaganda, to the poison that they're pouring into us. Mahaps we need to unplug and plug ourselves back in to God, our true source. He is the source of our lives. Without him, we would melt down to nothing. It's his precious chi, his intrinsic energy that. Flows within us and around us and in all things that keeps us alive. And he longs for us to come to him. I've been thinking all about, you know, because I can't leave us with ten episodes of the gloom and doom. All the things that they are doing to us. Well, of course, I can't say that. It's what we are allowing. But I also have to do numerous episodes on how we can navigate through it and away from it. How we can get off the layer of the matrix that is the blue screens. And I'm learning to do it, and I'm going to share the things that I'm learning about. Because hope floats. Without hope, we can't make it through the day. Without believing that we, just like Peter, can walk on the water when Jesus said, Come. Because I believe Jesus is calling us into new terrain, new ways of being. And so consider your own heart. Wouldn't it be nice, humanity, to just be able to run back inside, to learn how to go to that safe spot. Because we all have one. It's called our remembrance. I don't know about you, but I remember bliss. I remember a place where there was no suffering and no struggle. And it was just pure love. I've cried many tears about wanting to just go back there. And that place is where we need to go back over and over and over again. Because I do also believe, in my opinion, that we have a much bigger spiritual battle to go through. And the contrast on the planet are going to get louder and louder and louder. We are going to see evil like we have never witnessed before at the same time as light is pouring in, and the contrast is going to be so great. And we're going to be asked which side? Which side? So I'm asking you as I close tonight to soften your heart. To ask God in, to just ask him tonight. To just say, God, if you're real, maybe you don't even know God. So just say, if you're real, just come into my heart tonight. And if you know God, every moment that you can, ask him to fill you, fill me from the top of my head down to the bottom of my toes. Let it just flow out of me onto every other human that I come in contact with. Let it fill the planet. As much as you can think and remember that and see what happens. And I'm gonna share when God tells me to sit down before the mic again, because you see, I also have this detachment that's having to occur right now. I I have had to detach myself from the sorrow I feel about the um the uh distance in my myself and my husband and my children and grandchildren. I keep hearing, take your hands off, let God do his work, let God do the work, let God do the work. And we just continue to pray daily for unity and harmony. And then I have to detach from a granddaughter, and honestly, it's the granddaughter that has always been in our lives, both mine and my husband, who has spent the most amount of time with us. And she's gonna be pulling out of Middle Tennessee next week and venturing into a new life in Florida. And these are the last three days off uh that I'll have opportunity to see her. So my family takes precedence over anything else this weekend, and then I go back on to shift, and uh uh that transition has not really been complete. My days are all still upside down because I went from one end of the week to the other. So there's a lot of chaos going on in my world, just as there is in yours. So I challenge you to ask God to come in. Just like I'm asking God to come in. Ask him to reveal himself to you, ask him to sit with you. Ask Jesus to come and sit with you, and maybe you'll remember that you are a spark of the living God. And even though you fall, just like I started with, oh my goodness, I didn't even use any of my quotes. Failing forward is the ability to get back up after you've been knocked down, learn from your mistake, and move forward in a better direction. You see, every one of these attacks, every one of these struggles, gives me more experiential evidence of how God has walked me through at Humanityville. And that's why I come before the mic. Who knows? If you soften your heart to God, maybe you'll end up doing a podcast, only it'll be your flavor, the way you're walking through this ascension journey, because everybody is different, and everybody is part of this incredible body of Christ, all different and yet all valuable. Nelson Mandela said, and I'm gonna I'm gonna say, do not judge yourself, humanity, by your successes, but judge yourself by how many times you fell down and got back up again. Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall, said Confucius. So humanityville. We have to remember who we truly are today, and know that we have the power to overcome anything we face. And it is time for all of us to rise and shine. By his spirit and might we rise from the ashes of defeat, from everything that's thrown at us and towards us by the matrix, and even all that we allow from the matrix. But we rise from the ashes of defeat. The resurrected king is resurrecting us humanity, and it's in his name we come alive to declare our victory. And I'm gonna close with a quote by Morris West. One has to abandon altogether the search for security. What are we doing when we're scrolling? What are we doing when we're reaching outside of ourselves? We want security, we want solid ground, we want a foundation. And Morris tells us we have to abandon altogether the search for that. And reach out to the risk of living. Oh, living. He is the way, the truth, and yes, the life. So we have to reach both arms out to the risk of living, and one has to court doubt and darkness, yes, those dark nights of the soul, as the cost of knowing. Because the knowingness is inside humanity. Thank you, Morris, for that beautiful quote. Will you risk reaching out to the way, the truth, and the life, and recognize that every doubt and every bit of darkness is the cost that we pay for knowing the truth, for rising up, for shifting our frequency to that of bliss, the heavenly frequencies from which we come, by the way. I love you, humanity. I love you so much, and I long for the day because it's coming when I do things completely his way, and I trust that he will provide for me because he is Jehovah Jirah. Because you see, I'm still clinging to the I'm clinging to surrender. I'm not surrendered yet financially to God. He's my provider. I say that all the time, and yet I'm still at Amazon for 40 hours. When 40 hours I could be working on this, helping humanity. So, see, you and I are all passengers, and we're all just passing through this planet. So love on each other, be love. Love truly does conquer all.