Stop Dangling From The Stirrup And Just Move

The energy right now is not subtle. It feels like life is galloping, and if you try to ride it with half-choices, it can trample your plans and your peace. I use the idea of Fire Horse Energy to name what so many of us are living: amplified intention, exposed stagnation, and an urgent push toward truth, freedom, and real forward motion. If you’ve been dangling between who you were and who you’re becoming, this is a grounded reset for your mindset and your next steps. 
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elcome And Fire Horse Energy

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The fire horse is not a quiet energy. In fact, it rewards certain things and tramples on others. So, how about you and I gallop into this spectacular Saturday as I welcome you back to Free to Just Be, the podcast where my personal dance of transformation becomes an invitation for your own dance of transformation. And I'm your host, Teresa Marie, an ambassador of Qi, and I share my daily observations, my earth school lessons, and everything to do with my own awakening and ascension journey. As together, Humanityville, we navigate this powerful energetic shift unfolding across humanity. And my intention is really just to help you realize what's happening inside of us, around us, and through us, and to hopefully open your mind to the truth that you're not alone in this crazy world that we find ourselves in right now. And as we awaken together, hopefully this podcast will become sort of like a bridge, a bridge that leads us into real life connection. I'm getting ready to do some gatherings and community circles and get us back into real life. So take a big old breath, and I just would invite you right now to pause for a second and hit that like button, subscribe to my channel, and please share this episode with somebody that maybe needs to realize what it is that they're going through, that they're not crazy. So together we can grow a community rooted in awakening and real human connection. Okay, so here we are. We have come through just about completely through the first quarter of the fire horse energy. How you doing, humanity? Are you galloping bareback with your thighs controlling that horse? Are you just completely galloping on a beach with with the wind blowing through your hair just like the mane of the horse? Or are you petrified, holding on for dear life, on a saddle, never having been on a horse before, afraid of the height, afraid to even move forward because you feel unstable? Or maybe humanity, you are dangling by one foot, caught in the stirrup, and your head is down below, and you you think you're gonna freaking die. Where are you at in this fire horse energy? I know it it sounds kind of comical, but believe you me, when you feel like you're dangling from that stirrup, it's not funny. No, no, not at all. So I open with the quote that the fire horse is not a quiet energy. No, what it is, it's it's wild, it's free, it's liberty, and it does not support halfway anymore. You you cannot make, well, you can, you can make half decisions, but you will miss incredible opportunities this year. Because you see, this fire horse energy amplifies intention and exposes any kind of stagnation that we have in our life, and uh just on a personal note, that's definitely where I'm at. Uh, what did I do the first three months of the year? Well, I had to release a lot of routines and a lot of habits and patterns that were causing procrastination that were causing my stagnation. Certain things that we have done all our lives are subject to being risen up, right, for us to look at to say, hey, you know, I I I'll use the ever-present coffee, which I'm drinking right now. And um that would be my personal example. Do I love my coffee drinking ritual more than I love moving forward? It sounds like a trivial thing, but there are certain aspects, habits, routines in our life that keep us absolutely clinging to the way we used to be. And this year really had us looking at all of that stuff. As much as we don't want to look at that stuff, that fire horse was like snorting in our face, saying, You better look at this, you better look at this, because I am fixing on burning this stuff up. Because it is a fire horse, humanity, right? So I went through a lot of that, and where I am now, and I'm sharing my journey so that maybe you can detect, maybe you can kind of fit it into where you are in your life. So I've had these dreams and visions that I've shared numerous times in previous episodes for many, many, many years. And these visions have become more exact, more detailed, um, to the place now where there is literally a plan in place, a scheduled date, a launch um uh, what would the word be? Um a launch schedule, that's not the word I'm looking for, um, a plan, a plan of attack, right? So, but before all of that emerged, I had to get my thinking correct, right? I had to stop waiting for permission. Uh it was kind of like this firehorse energy finally said to me, how many times are you gonna ask the Spirit of God, is this what I'm supposed to do? And how many times does it have to be shown to you over and over again through many various different ways, right? So I had to get to that place. I had to stop waiting for anybody to say, yes, this is this is the direction you should go. I needed to trust myself, right? And you know, that also uh incorporates liberty and freedom over fear. And oh baby, you know, you may be on that saddle six or seven feet up from the ground, going, oh my gosh, I don't even I'm afraid to move, I've never been on a horse, right? And that is how we are brought up these days. We are surrounded by fear, we're surrounded by um dogma, we're surrounded by lies and information that is untrue. And we have been led like herds, and this fire horse energy is revealing that. I mean, not just individually. I don't know about you, I can only speak for myself, but anything that is not really true, things that I said or did that really weren't my truth, had to go. They were brought up, put on this platform. Um, oh, uh, what is that show where, you know, people, I can't remember the name of the dang show. I only saw it once, but something to do with, you know, they they uh they were trying to get a certain prize, money, or whatever, and and they got to a place and they had to do a challenge, and if they didn't meet the challenge, the floor beneath them would open and they would get dropped, right? That's kind of like what this firehorse energy has done. If this isn't your truth, it has to go, right? And that's been very painful. Um when you realize, oh my god, I've done this my whole life, it's it's daunting. But as I said earlier, this fire horse energy doesn't support half decision. Um, you know, there was a friend of ours that he talked about are you are you in your out? Yin in yow, yin yao. That's how he did it in the in the in his southern accent. Are you in your out? Are you in your out, right? And that is what this energy is asking. Are you all in? Because if you're not all in, I am galloping away from you, see ya, wouldn't want to be ya, you've missed your opportunity. That's the kind of energy that we're in. And it's consistent and it's continual, and it's um uh it's propelling us, it's like the wind is at your back, right? So that is kind of the energy that we're at, and um I'm to the place where all those doubts are gone. I'm done doubting. I know that I know that I know that this is the path I am to take, this is how I'm to do it, these are the moves I'm to take each day between now and my launch date, and it's a beautiful, beautiful thing. Is it still scary? Absolutely. Is it uh still daunting? Absolutely, but I am learning to act on what I already know. You cannot sit on a dream for years and years and years and expect the dream to manifest without moving and taking action. You have to choose the freedom to step into your dream over your fear of obtaining it. It does not support half decisions. What it does is it amplifies every intention and exposes every bit of stagnation. That's that is what this energy is doing and will continue to do. I want you to think about, in closing, the things that have occurred in these first three months, in this first quarter of Firehorse Energy. Look at the weather events, look at the political events, look at uh what is happening on the internet with AI. I want you to recognize the amplification of erroneous information. I want you to think about the energetic things that have happened. We've had eclipses, we've had um, we just just yesterday had the equinox. Many, many things are accelerating in ways and fashions that we have never witnessed before on this planet. There is more truth being exposed, but the convolution, and we're gonna talk about that next episode, is very much like um a little tiny creature that I'm gonna talk about in tomorrow's episode. And I want to leave you now with some thoughts about how to get the most out of this fire horse year. How how this incredible fire horse can help us. Because you see, if you move first and not worry, you see, one of the things that Teresa Marie had a huge problem with is well, two problems with. I I wanted a surety, I wanted God or somebody in the world, I wanted somebody to say, if you do this, then this is the result you're gonna get absolutely without a shadow of a doubt. Well, there's not even any logic behind that, right? Then the other thing I wanted was I wanted to know up front all about how to do it. I I I wasn't gonna move until I knew exactly how to do it. Again, wrong, wrong, wrong. Because you see, the fire horse rewards those who move and then learn on the way. I want you to think about our ancestors. Do you think our ancestors had to um have a checklist before they discovered fire? No. They had a need, they had to figure out a way to meet the need, and by trial and error, boom, they hit these rocks together, maybe in anger. Maybe they were just so pissed off that they were cold, and they kept hitting these rocks and hitting these rocks, and all of a sudden a spark came. Who knows? But they moved and they learned, and then the solution came. And so that is finally, finally, finally. In my mission and the purpose of why I'm on the planet, that is finally where I've come. I've come to sit on this horse and say, you know what? Let's go. Let's just do this. You know what? I I really don't know how to do this. Part of the thing that was stopping me was the very fact that God was saying, just do you trust me? Do you trust me? Well, I say that I do. I but but but but but and now it's just like, you know what? Um, I'm not really understanding how this is gonna work. But when you tell me to do the absolute opposite of what I think I should do, I am not questioning you anymore, God. I'm just gonna go ahead and do it. So, in closing, how do you and I, and then collectively, how do we get the most out of this fire horse year that we find ourselves in? Because I don't know about you. This first quarter, this first three months of this year have been wild. Have they not? Look around at your own life, look around at society, look around at government, look around at the politics, look around at the weather. Wild fire horse energy. So, and I'm I'm I'm cheating because I am reading this out of uh I don't even know where the information is coming from. It's coming from a site called outofstress.com, and you might want to check it out. But the reason I'm reading these, How to Get the Most Out of the Fire Horst Energy Year, is because it is my truth. I try very hard to, well, one of the things about me and this podcast is I cannot speak about something I I haven't been in the middle of. I I speak about the things that I am going through that I'm experiencing experiencing. And that is something that it's taken me 60 plus years to realize. You know, I don't have quote-unquote creds, I don't have letters behind my name, I don't have diplomas, uh, I don't even have um employment uh allocades, right? And that has kept me from doing a lot of the things that I know I'm called to do. Why? Because I was trying to fit into the world's mold of being a quote-unquote expert or an authority or a teacher or somebody that knows anything, right? Because there are criteria that the word the world says that, you know, well, you have to have a whole list of things that you've done. And in this last three months, I have finally realized that what I have as my advantage is I have an entire life of experiential evidence. I have forty-five years of journals. I have over three hundred and fifty podcast episodes where I shared what my life was doing. I I have raised seven kids, I have eleven grandbabies, I've been through four marriages, I've been through four cults, I have so much experiential evidence of changing from who you were to who you can become that I now am no longer afraid because I have been through things that many people haven't even given thought of, and I came out victorious. I have been through so many dark nights of the soul and come out with lessons learned, and then have repeated it and repeated it, and then finally so see getting the most out of this year is finally realizing that you can trust your inner instinct and act on it. Another way to get the most out of it is to release routines that drain your spirit, to speak your truth, even if your voice shakes. And I tell you what, I am getting ready to do some things that even Thinking about them. It's so weird. It's like I have both energies. Because on the one side of the seesaw, I talk about the seesaw always. I talk about, you know, being in between and how if you ride that fence, your freaking crotch hurts, right? Well, one side of me is scared spitless. Literally. I and I and as you can tell, I really don't have an issue speaking. I I love words, I love communicating. I can get up on a stage and not be fearful. But some of the things that I am being asked to say and do, it's like I've never done them before publicly. And I'm shaking. But on the other hand, the thought of doing them, seeing myself doing them, knowing I'm going to do them absolutely excites me and lights me up like a fire horse. I can see myself galloping off into that future. And here I am in the middle, and I can no longer hold back from deciding to do it. So I have a plan, I'm working the plan on a daily basis, and soon and very soon, you will see that even though my voice may shake, I'm going forward. The next thing that is uber important in this firehorse energetic year is to completely throw out perfection. Ooh, ooh, even saying that, see, one of my major issues that I had and on a daily basis have to let go is my desire to control. And I'm going to, oh, I'm going to step away from my laptop for a second. And I'm going to again state the quote by Richard Warer. And um I have it in my office, and it is so true. If you're a controller, and most of us are in certain aspects, but I I want to I want to know. I I want to uh yes, I'm gonna say it, I want to manipulate so that things go my way. Um I want people to listen to my opinion. Now, that is the type of controller that I have released, and on the daily, I have to release. And I'm very thankful for my husband because we're both controllers, and now we are so aware of it that we can call each other to the carpet. And and sometimes it gets it gets kind of uh ridiculously ugly because he's like, Oh, you're in your control seat, and I'm like, what are you talking about? Look at you, you're trying to control me, controller, and we banter back and forth until we end up laughing. And I'm very grateful to be in relationship with somebody who understands this now, and it's taken us well over 20 years and 17 months of separation to finally get that freaking lesson. And here's the quote that I look at all the time because it is so true. I define suffering very simply as whenever I feel I'm not in control, and that is the truth. So that's part of my perfection level. And in this fire horse energy, we have to choose progress over perfection or over control. It doesn't matter if it's messy, it doesn't matter if it's not perfect. No, we are gonna go forward. And the last thing is motion. We have to stay in motion, and that means to remind ourselves that everything, everything is energy. Everything. Our thoughts, our emotions, this desk, everything is energy, either moving so fast that you can't see it, or moving so slow that it's as dense as this desk. That's the truth. And when we hold on to emotional energy, to mental energy that does not serve us, that's when we suffer. And so we have to move our body, we have to keep all of those thoughts and emotions moving in and through our body as Trevor Hall and his awesome album of that name reminds us. So, Firehorse rewards those who move first and learn on the way. What are you learning? What have you learned in this first quarter of Fire Horse Energy? It's it's quite amazing, isn't it? Where we find ourselves. And humanity, I am going to plant our first seeds today. We have our 16 foot long, eight foot wide trellis tunnel all set up. I have uh dug up each side and put beautiful compost on top, and today is my first day of planting, and it's it's an exciting time to be alive. So, where are you in this energetic shift that we find ourselves in? And is the fire horse going to reward you or is it still trampling on you? The choice has always been ours, and the year of the fire horse can very well reshape your path if you choose to let it do so. I love you, humanity, and I hope you do have a spectacular Saturday, and I pray that you have the greatest health and vibrant energy, and of course, peace.