Wanna Dance????

Something strange happens right before a real spiritual awakening: you can’t enjoy the old loop anymore, but you also can’t see the new path clearly yet. That in-between is where we'll start dancing this morning.

I am also excited that today I added VIDEO to my audio!!! So check out my YouTube channel if you're brave enough to SEE me LOL!!

 http://www.youtube.com/@Free2JustBPodcast

If you’re ready to stop shrinking and start returning to your true self, press play. Subscribe, share this with someone who feels stuck in the in-between, and leave a review so more people can find FREE2JustB.

As always I pray for your GREATEST helath, VIBRANT energy and of course PEACE!

Transcript

Welcome And Recording Setup

SPEAKER_02 0:03

Good morning, Humanityville. It is Teresa Marie, Ambassador of Qi, with you again. And you are experiencing the first time that I am on my um Office app, my Buzz Sprout app, which is where I drop my podcast, and I'm using Audacity for those of you that want to venture out and tell your story. And so Audacity is on my laptop, and here's my microphone setup. And the spirit said video. So here I am. I don't know if it's gonna work, but I will drop this podcast on my YouTube Free to Just Be channel as well. So off we go. And if this is your first time to Free to Just Be, this is a podcast I've been doing for a little over three years. And uh it has been a documentation of my transformation dance as we uh ascend and awaken on the planet during the greatest shift that humanity has ever experienced. And I share all of my earth school lessons and uh I tell on myself a lot. I have been told numerous times that um this show uh provides a place for people to hear things that they want to say but they would never say. And I often hear, I can't believe you said that, but man, I'm glad you did. And um just just for way of background today, I just want to share that, you know, way back in the the late 80s, um I I uh began my relationship with uh Yeshua um when I was 24. And about three years into that, I think that was about the time I could look back on a journal page um for the exact time, but somewhere in that neighborhood, um I I had a dream and then a vision uh of uh I was told to do a reality show, and this was prior to reality shows. And what what I was supposed to do was I was supposed to videotape my journey with God and show the world that you can, and and this is how I heard it, be the F up and show people that you're still walking with God and God still loves you and you still love God. And of course, you know, in my early years of walking with Jesus, I mean, I look, folks, even after you recognize your need for Him, for the Son of God, you you're looking we are perfectly imperfect here on this planet, and we fall every single day. And we are programmed to believe that somehow we're gonna lose that relationship or whatever, right? And so back then, I mean, I was I was abusing drugs still, I I I was a mess, and I was just like, no way, no, I'm not gonna get on camera and show the world that I'm I'm a mess up, you know, and plus I had no self-esteem, all of that. So it was like there was no way. So I I lived in resistance to that calling on my life. And God uses everything and everybody, if we allow it, we have to be willing to surrender to this uh spark of God that we are and allow God to guide us, right? So it's it's it's really hilarious to think that 40 years later, here I am telling on myself, uh, almost on the daily on a podcast called Free to Just Be. And now he's calling me to be on camera more and more. So, see, resistance is futile. You might as well just surrender to the call on your life. Because honestly, helping humanity and dropping little uh crumbs of truth that have occurred in my own life, um, because look, humanity, we all are going through these struggles. We all are um missing our connection with each other and with the sense of community. We're all witnessing the tumultuousness on the planet, and we all have different ways of experiencing that. And so that's why I always encourage people um, you know, at least monthly, look, man, if a 65-year-old former hippie freak of the South can share her transformation into embodying her true self, my real name, which is Teresa Marie, and I am an ambassador of cheese, soon to be traveling, then anybody can do it. And I am not going to be the vibe or the flavor of everyone. I mean, I, you know, um, it it might be a rare man that listens to me, for example, right? Um, and and that's not to say that I wouldn't welcome a man uh to listen to my podcast or to be blessed by the things I say. But everybody has their people, the ones that feel most aligned to what you would be saying, right? And my tribe is just developing, and I'm very excited to uh I there's no fear here any longer. And it's taken almost almost four years now behind the mic. Um, I know I have a voice, I know um my gifts lie in communication and storytelling, and I want to encourage you. We all have teachers and mentors. You can be a teacher or a mentor for somebody as well. So I invite you to continue to watch my mission unfold because God's asking me to do some things that I'm just like, what? What?

SPEAKER_01 6:29

And the energy is a little bit more than a little bit.

The Definition Of Limbo

SPEAKER_02 7:17

I've stepped away from a lot of fears, and then I go back and I do the one, two, three shuffle, right? And um it I lost completely lost my train of thought. Oh well. Um, so anyway, that's kind of the background of how Free to Just Be came to be. And if any of you have been with me since the first podcast, you can, and it and it's kind of cool because um I have listened to maybe, I don't know, I'm I'm getting close to the 400 mark of episodes. And uh for the first couple of years, I literally um I I just would walk out in the woods and I would, it was kind of like I'd get a download download. I I just knew what I was supposed to say, and then I'd come in, get behind the mount mic, say it, and just surrender it, just let it go, not even listen to it. And uh so now I've listened to maybe 12 or 20 of them, and it's so funny to go back because I literally have a vocal documentation of my transformation. I mean, oh my gosh, the first even the first does it. Step into the genuineness of who you are, the happier and more at peace you become. And uh it's it's a beautiful dance, and and that is what I want to talk to you today uh about. Um a dance step. Uh, and I'm gonna I'm gonna give you some word pictures, and I've got my journal open because I actually dropped this podcast um one day last week, and this was when I was in this period, literally, um, and and I was so frustrated because it it turned into a 45-minute episode, and my laptop didn't pick up anything but two minutes of it, and I walked away so frustrated, and you know, it's it's kind of it's laughable to me that uh you know the enemy of your soul will do anything for you to not give out messages that might light somebody else up, right? And so here I am again, and I'm gonna drop it today. And so that's why you might see me glancing down at my journal. Um, or I generally don't prepare, but sometimes I use my journal entries, or sometimes I write my quotes down, right? I'm a quote girl. Um, so let's let's kick right into it, and I'm gonna open with um uh uh a word picture for you. So um actually let's go to the definition first. So let me put my glasses on and oh, let me let me share with you my the the last video I dropped on my YouTube station. I've had a YouTube channel for a couple of years, and um I was always I was chicken shit. I was I was chicken. I I didn't want to be uh out there, and um I am so I I I really you know anybody that is gonna critique my skin or um how I look or how I talk, you know, have at it. Uh I I no longer care about the opinions of others. Uh all I care about is helping and and serving humanity. And um uh I will reach the audience that is vibing with that. So um anyway, uh here I've lost my train of thought again. And and that's part of being fruited just be. So I'm gonna open with the definition. The dance step I want to talk about today on this dance of transformation we're all going through is the limbo. And what is the definition of limbo? It is an uncertain period of waiting, it's that intermediate state. And it's also a dance where people bend backwards to pass under a very low bar, okay? So that's what a limbo is defined as. Now I want to, you know, if if you're not driving and you have a few minutes to um visualize something with me, then take a deep breath and close your eyes and just picture this, okay? So this is how my literal journey of transformation began. And it began where um there was this nagging sense. Now just close your eyes and think about this. I I just felt like I was in somebody else's set of clothes. Picture that. Here you are, you know who you are, but you have somebody else's clothes on. That's how it started for me. And every night I would go to bed and I'd be laying there. Now picture that. Picture laying in your bed, and you're staring up at your ceiling. And when I would do that, I would think about all the if if what if, you know, and so I was dreaming with my eyes open, and then I would have dreams. Um, some of the dreams came in that were from my past. I I have definitely served people in my past.

SPEAKER_01 14:10

Oh, wow.

Triggers As Spiritual Warning Lights

The Limbo Bar And The Break

Where To Find Me And Next Steps

SPEAKER_02 14:11

I'm like, in this place I don't want to be. We don't recognize it's a prison yet, but it is. You know, you've heard of uh uh prison planet and and this type of thing, and and people called that stuff conspiracy theories, but that literally is we have allowed systems and programs of what I have always called, I've coined the phrase, Matrix Merry Graham, because we go round and round and we do the same thing over and over, wondering why we feel freaking insane. Because it is, it's insane. Because we're beginning to wake up and recognize that what we've been doing over and over like road habits, think Truman show, right? You begin to wake up and and recognize what is this? I I don't want to be here. So that's the first limbo. You're well in, you're you're fully hooked in to the Matrix Merry Ground, buckled in, you got your helmet on, and you are fully strapped in because that's what they do. They suck you in and try to bind you to their systems and programs, and pretty much we all are, right? Then the next limbo happens. So that's the the first limbo. We're between fully hooked into the Matrix Merry Ground and we're beginning to maybe think outside that amusement park ride, okay? Because that's what they do. They try to make you think it's amusing and it's fun and it's glittery and it's everything you ever wanted, right? And that's why we're stuck in it. Because we have been convinced that it's the best ride ever, right? So then it uh comes to Albert Einstein's quote about the limbo. He said that your imagination is your preview of life's coming attractions. Because you see, God loves us so much, and He knows, and you know, you have just fallen asleep, have been lulled by the merry ground, going round and round, just like a child rocked to sleep, but all of us have the same spark of God deep inside us, beneath all these veils and systems and programs, and nobody's coming to rescue us. We have to do the inside work of going inside, recognizing, acknowledging, and this is the tough part. This is this is when we all of a sudden, now our imagination is the preview, right? So now we're really we're like visioning in a life free, and our frustration level starts to rise. Much of the planet is there right now, those that haven't already jumped off the the merry ground, and they are saying, I I don't like this, I'm uncomfortable. I I don't like being in this dark place. And this is often um the time where all of the systems and programs kind of begin to feel like this huge burden, right? So now if you're you're still with me with your eyes closed, I I probably should have told you you can open them. Um but now picture this sack on your back. And every false belief, all the childhood trial, everything, because see, we come in as this pure spark of light, salty as all get out. That's what we are. We are the light of the world and the salt of the earth. That's that's the spark that's underneath everything, right? And so our job, and this is what the Word of God calls the working out of our salvation. And it may be the first time you're hearing it this way, but I do believe that that is our job. We have to awake, awaken ourselves and remember who we are. We're God's kids. And Jesus, when he walked the planet, did all these miracles and all had all this power. And and by the way, you know, it just kind of cracks me up. This big controversy over um uh Trump, you know, and everybody said, always trying to act like Jesus. And he was showing power coming from your hands. And if you know anything about quantum science, one hand, and and I'm just gonna leave you the crumbs so you can resurrect Inquisition yourself, but that literally is the energetic way of showing the power that Jesus used. That power for healing came from his hands, and one hand is a receiver, and one hand is uh where we project the power out. And it just cracks me up because Trump aligned with that. He said, No, I was just trying to depict myself as a physician, as somebody who is helping people, healing people, so to speak. And Jesus himself told us that we have that same power and that we were going to do more. It's just kind of comical to me that people don't get things yet. And and anyway, so here we are now, and the burdens of the matrix are starting to get heavier and heavier and heavier, and the frustration is building, and we don't like uh maybe the people we're around, maybe we're in these relationships that were never um, you know, the word calls them unequally yoked. And and that means really energetically, most specifically, where you are not in alignment in any way, shape, or form with this person that you are in a deep relationship with. And and and maybe uh maybe there are family members or whatever. So there's the relational side, and then there's the the JLB side that just overbroke, the the thing that you were told you were supposed to do. Uh most people call it the grind, and and all of a sudden that grind is really grinding on your spirit and on your energy, and you feel more and more empty, and you're wondering, you know, is this it? That's a key question to the awakening process. That question of is this all there is? Uh and then that's coupled with, I was made for more. And that that's another limbo. So you got this weight on your back, and it's bowing you down. So now picture. Picture you're in an amusement park, or better yet, you're you're heading, you're heading to a a uh a club to go dancing, right? And you've got all this weight on you, and you're bowed down, you're down, and and and and it's like your whole body starts to go like this. And this is what it begins to feel like in our physical body right before we really start the awakening process. The weight of the matrix of all the systems, all the false beliefs, all the programs that we allow, that we picked up, that we You know, entered into that herd mentality and started believing what everybody in the collective, because you know, after all, we are just Pavlov's dogs. We follow, we follow, we follow. And, you know, I want you to stop and and and think about the fact that you you actually have to be a follower before you lead. So don't beat yourself up for being in the herd. We're we've all been in the herd. And to huge extents, we all still are. It's gonna take a long time for us to completely turn away and you know the herd's going this way. It think about it, hundreds and thousands are going this way, this way, this way, and you're like, and you feel like the odd duck out. Oh yeah, oh yeah. And this is why a lot of people choose to continue to stay with the herd, even if the herd is gonna run off the cliff, because it's easier. It's the wide road that the word of God talks about. And narrow is the path to true peace, okay? So now we have this sack on our back and we're bowed down like this. And this is the limbo between allowing, well, it we don't even allow it. It's kind of like the pressure. Because as you start asking questions like, is this it? Surely I'm meant for more, then over and over and over again, you start seeing the things in your own being that are out of whack. This is God's yellow and red light warnings, you know. So I'll give you an example of that. You um uh oh, I'll go I'll go back to the driving, okay? So you get in the car and you're heading to work, but you have all this stuff that you haven't dealt with. Emotional things, uh, maybe thought patterns that continue to float in your head, right? And you're driving to work and you're doing everything's great, and somebody cuts you off. And you go into this rage. I mean, sometimes, whatever it is, I'm just using this as an example, but whatever hits you, uh, people nowadays call it a trigger. Okay, and so something comes into your field, and we'll talk about the field more in further episodes. Um, I have lots about the field in past episodes, but anyway, something comes in and you have this, it's it's completely over-the-top reaction. It's way out of balance. It's like an over-exaggeration. Um, you know, the person that cut you off, you don't know the person. Um, they're not hearing you scream curses, they don't see the veins popping out of your neck. I mean, there's no connection at all. And you're enraged. And, you know, then finally, you know, a couple of miles down the road, you calm down. These are key points. This is the Spirit of God saying, hello, hello, something's not right in Denmark here. And this is this is something you need to look at. And at first we don't. We don't look because we've been trained by our matrix programs to not look. We don't feel, we don't change, we don't uh, we don't observe, we we we definitely don't dissect anything, we just go with the flow, we go with the herd, right? But something inside you starts saying, what was that about? When those moments happen, question yourself, why did I get so angry at that person that I don't even know? Because there's something inside of you that the Spirit of God wants you to look at. So that's the limbo. And those episodes begin to pile up. So now the bowed down, you know, you got false beliefs, and they start the second you you come in pure. That's what I was saying earlier. You come in as a pure spark of God, completely unadulterated, right? And little by little, the very first time your needs were denied, because we came from a place of bliss. We came from the perfection of heaven, we came from God Himself, right? So there was no suffering. We were in complete bliss. We everything was it was perfect. And then suddenly you feel hunger and you're crying as a baby. Enter your you've entered into the 3D system of duality and plurity, right? And and you know, so it begins. The traumas and everything starts building, and this is why you begin slowly by slow, you know, inch by inch, you bow down. But now you're beginning to wake up, and it just feels like that pressure because now you're seeing it everywhere. And first you see it in others. Why is that person doing this? I mean, that that's stupid. And really, what that is is a mirror, and you're looking, that person is showing you what you need to deal with, right? And it becomes overwhelming because it's unrelentless, and it's it's like God is like, okay, well, maybe you need some more signs here. So he continues to give the signs because he loves us that much. He does not want to leave us the way we have become. He wants us to go to our highest good. And these are when the first dark nights of the soul come. And this is the first time we really enter the limbo. And finally, we are so bowed down, the weight of everything that we know is not truly us flattens us, and we're on the ground. Generally on our face, in the fetal position, wanting, you know, stop the world. I want to get off. You know those moments, okay? And when those moments start to stack upon one another, we end up on our face, and that is the time we slowly roll ourselves over and we recognize the limbo. Well, you know, this is hindsight for me. I certainly didn't know that I was in my first set of limbo dance steps 20 years ago, but that's literally what occurred in my life. And when I turned myself over, it was as if the Spirit of God showed me that I was living in the basement. I was now picture the dance club. We're going back to the dance club now. And you enter, you know, one of those clubs. I was never a club person, but I remember I had some people that um were from a different country that had never been to the States, and we were in Nashville for an event, and I took them to some of the uh um the clubs down there, uh the honky tanks, and some of them are three-level, and you can go to different dance places, right? So now we're entering one and there's this bar, and people are shimmying and they're backing up like this to get under this bar. And each time they get under the bar gets lower. Welcome to the matrix. The matrix, you know, we feel like the weight is bowing us down, right? And it is, it is, but at the same time, our vibrations, our energetic signature, they are trying to press down further and further and further because they want us down at their level, and their level is at the lowest possible limbo bar level, right? That's where the matrix wants to take us. And that would be the first time we dance the limbo, and now we're on our backs, completely wrecked, and we're looking up, and we recognize holy shit, I have allowed myself to literally be energetically raped. I have allowed my pure energy and light, the light of the world, to be siphoned, to be sucked dry. And that's when you suddenly say to yourself, Oh, I remember that day. I was in my car, and I literally out to the universe screamed, I'm not gonna take it anymore! And we rise. And we're gonna fall many, many times on this journey. But I wanted to introduce you to the limbo, and the reason I wanted to introduce you to it is because I've just come out of yet another limbo, but that is further down the limbo story pike, so we're gonna save that for another day. So I hope that this worked. Um, I'm gonna literally um drop two podcasts now, um, because I'm gonna drop my audio version into the Buzz Sprout um app and it'll get released all over Spotify and iHeart and you know, Amazon Prime. Everywhere that you hear podcasts, you'll find me. But now, those of you that are brave enough to see the former hippie freak of the South, who has now um begun to embody who she is, because I am an ambassador of Qi, and I'm getting ready real soon. I want to remind you, those of you that are within a 50-mile radius of me in Middle Tennessee, you can look on my Facebook page, uh, find me under Teresa Marie Wilson, Ambassador of Qi. And just know that I am within uh the next three or four weeks, I am going to be moving away from my personal Facebook page, and I'm gonna only use my free to just be page. So I have two pages on Facebook. You can find me on Instagram under Free to Just Be or Ambassador of Chi. And you can, of course, find me now on my YouTube channel, Free to Just Be as well. And if you live close to me, I'm getting ready to do a free, absolutely free Mother's Day event for all the mamas. And uh I will do uh drop another episode as to why I feel like this this truly I have narrowed down exactly where I am headed, and we'll talk about that the next episode. But be watching Humanityville because this ambassador of Chi is about to travel into so many new areas, and it is exciting and daunting, and I am lit up like a Christmas tree on the inside, and maybe you can detect it on the outside. I'm not the same person I was who started this podcast years ago, and I hope I brought value into your life today, and I hope you'll consider sharing your story, however, it is. You know, maybe it's through art or uh dance or whatever craft, whatever talent that you love. Um, another aspect of my walk is that food forest that we're building. So, on that note, let's close out for today. I hope you have a spectacular, spiritual and sunshine-filled Sunday. And as always, I am praying right now, God, just bring into every human being listening to my voice, your greatest health, their most vibrant energy, and God, as they wake up to the spark of God and the salt of the earth that they are, that they would find your unspeakable peace that passes all understanding. Much love, humanity, much love. And on that note, let's close.