Sunday Selahs

God doesn’t hand us “enemies” just to punish us. Sometimes He hands us the exact adversary that can teach us who we are, what we’ve believed, and what needs to be healed. I’m Theresa Marie, and I’m sharing a raw Sunday morning reflection on Earth School, the matrix merry-go-round, and the spiritual practice of transmutation where we turn pain into wisdom instead of letting it harden into bitterness.

I get practical about modern distraction: scrolling, dopamine, and how a “feel good” culture trains us to avoid the very emotions that want to be seen and released.  I share why stillness matters, how discernment protects your mind and spirit, and why clinging to gurus, platforms, or even spiritual groups can quietly pull you off center. The question I leave you with is simple and serious: who are you listening to, and is it bringing you closer to God?

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Transcript

Life As Earth School

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Remember that life is the school and your adversaries are your teaching material. Learn to face them, welcome them, and transform them as I welcome you in to Free to Just Be, the podcast where your host, Teresa Marie, Ambassador of Qi, has been sharing her dance of transformation as I have awakened and am ascending to higher realms of consciousness. The ultimate place to be is returning to God consciousness. And that is what I document on Free to Just Be. I am very raw and authentic with what I'm going through. And uh as you can tell, I'm a no bells and whistles type of girl. I don't have any beautiful backdrop. Um, you know, maybe you don't consider me one of the beautiful people, the beautiful people, but I am a lighthouse and I am the salt of the earth, and I love God so much. And this morning I opened with a quote from Shari Um Prem Baba, and uh I love that quote. Remember that life is the school. I talk about earth school all the time, and I share my earth school lessons because every day we're we're learning something new, every single day. But your adversaries, what adversaries are our teaching material? Everything, everything that rises up for us to look at and observe is our teaching material. Our huge adversary, which has so many arms and suction cups, of course, is the Matrix Merry-Go-Round that we find ourselves on and desire so much to be completely off of. We want to stop the ride, we want to get off, and we want to get on that rolly coaster of life, don't we? Well, then we need to learn to face the adversaries, and the biggest adversaries that we have to face are the things that we have believed about ourselves, all the false beliefs, all the programs and systems that we have allowed to keep us turning and turning on that matrix. Mary Graham. And what does Sri Prem Baba say in another quote? He says, as you welcome your pain, understand and transform it, you naturally begin to put yourself in the other's place, and your channels of empathy open. So if today you have the joy of being without pain, it is because you were able to transmute the pain that you were in. So this is not for you to feel superior to the other, it is so that you may feel equal and then be able to put yourself in their place. Now, this is a spectacular Sunday morning, and I am so mindful of this transmutation of this pain that we all go through. And if you are in the midst of a dark night of the soul, if you are in the midst of recognizing and observing, oh my gosh, this is what I believed my whole life, and it's not true. If you are on that part of the awakening journey where it it hurts, it hurts to recognize what you've allowed yourself to do and believe and and be. And that is a very painful part of the journey of awakening, and that is why I I wanted to focus on this today, because on the other side of my office door is my husband, and he's working in his uh reload station right now, and he's got music on, and he's so full of joy. He's out there singing, and uh, you know, he put his head into the to the office a little while ago and said, Hey babe, I just love you. And this is an absolute sign of transmutation, because you see, this time last year we were still apart, and we were we were beginning to talk via the phone and and and then eventually um through video chatting, but we hadn't reconciled yet. I was still in Florida at this point, and we were still in a lot of pain. We were still trying to figure out what God was doing in and through us, and now here we are, reconciled and being knit together with God as our center in ways that neither one of us ever would have fathomed. You know, uh there were days where I thought that I was gonna be alone forever, even though I knew that this man was my forever, uh, that I had shared many lifetimes with him, and yet we were so um polarized. So wherever you're at, I want you to take hope and and and feel encouraged that no matter where you are in this process of awakening to who you really are, and maybe you have a whole pile of stuff that you have to transmute. What is transmute? It's well, it's the process, it is first awakening and observing. And I I've I have a whole series about the awakening journey, and I'm getting ready to roll out a written copy of all of it. But the first part is to recognize that maybe you aren't who you think you are, maybe you are so much more, and that begins to surface when you start becoming so uncomfortable with the way things are. Um, just like I was in my relationship with Roger, my husband. And there came a time where no matter what I said, no matter what I did, no matter how much I prayed, it it looked like we were gonna have to go down that separate path. And we did 17 months, well, actually 18 before we came back together, 18 months of solo flighting the dark nights of our soul. And toward the end of that, at about the 17 month uh point, we began to communicate, and we were sharing the things that we had gone through. And you know, there were all sorts of horrible, painful things, anger and and guilt and shame and and self-admittal, and um sitting alone, solo by ourselves, and and as each incident or each trigger came up, we had to be brave enough, just like Shari Prambaba said. What did he say? He said, Um, you have to welcome your pain, understand it, and transform it. And the only way that we understand it is we have to look at it. And this is the most difficult part of the awaken journey. We do not want to feel pain, and that's why we scroll. Because every time we scroll, what do we get? A shot of dopamine. Humanityville. I I'm sorry if you don't recognize yet that we are addicts. Yes, you and I are addicts. I am still in that recovery mode because we are so addicted to microwave bursts of that dopamine fix. What does dopamine do? It it elevates you, it makes you feel good, right? And we are a feel-good society, even if it's killing us. We want to feel better, and that means we're not gonna look at our crap. We're not gonna we we do not want to look back. What does the world tell us? The past is the past. Put on your big girl panties and just move on. And if you do so, all the pain, all the false beliefs, all the way that you feel about yourself is trapped inside your body. And we, you and I, are responsible for clearing that out. I've talked about uh the emotional body, or some some folks will call it your aura, and it is eight feet, seven or eight feet if you're healthy, out from your sternum. And that is like the cushion that God has built into our system. And when you begin to awaken and recognize that all those things that the religious programs told you, oh, you know, don't meditate, you don't want to empty your mind because then demonic energies can come in. And yes, that is true, but you know what? That was a distraction because we have to quiet everything. Why? Because God's voice is still and small, he doesn't shout like the Matrix does. You know that if you you you just look at news, it shouts, it wants to be in our face all the time. And if you're not listening, then you're gonna hear it over and over and over again until it sucks you in. That's and it God is the complete opposite. God is gentle, he's subtle, and he wants desperately for you to recognize that you can feel him within your whole body, within your mind, within your soul. And so when you begin to recognize that God is so incredibly awesome that not only did he create us and fearfully, wonderfully make us, but we have all these intricacies about us. And when you begin to recognize that our body, our minds, and our souls are supposed to work simultaneously together, then we begin to enter that healing mode. So today is a spectacular Sunday, and many of us, I I don't know, there's just something about Sunday. And the truth is it's because around the world, millions of people are focusing on God. So would it make anybody surprised to think that when that vibration of people thinking about the love of God and going to honor Him and worship with others is bringing in a collective vibration of love and peace and joy. And I'm witnessing it right now with my ears because my husband's out there on the other side of the door just singing away, and he's in church right now. My husband loves music. We tease and we call him the lyrical wizard because he speaks through playing songs often, and he has some significant songs. He has what he calls his Sunday playlist, and what it is is the words that minister to his soul, and he's out there, he is lit up like a Christmas tree right now, and it's just him and the music and God, and he's doing something he's passionate about, and he's in the zone, the zone of love and light. And the reason I bring all of this up is because this this is why I I come before you. This is why I came before the mic for all these years, and why I'm now coming out on video, because uh this is where people go. They watch videos, and and I did it, and I do it. There are those that I follow. Um, I am so blessed by Lori Ladd right now. I've prayed for that woman for a lot of years, and I had to step away from her because she never mentioned God. It was always the universe or the galactic federation, and and yet she had such um words of wisdom. But I finally, you know, I wrote to her and I said, God, Lori, I'm sorry, but I I just can't listen to you anymore because the truth is it's God. God is the source, he always has been the source, and without God, we can't transform anything. And in this past year, she has had this profound experience with Jesus Christ, and she's a different woman, um, body, mind, and soul. And now all she could talk about. And how cool is that? Because she's had this huge platform of people. And you know, unfortunately, she lost some people when she started talking about Yeshua, talking about Jesus. And so, yes, I I jump on online and such too. And now I um I'm kind of in a quandary because how can I get true connection this way? Because the truth is, humanity, yes, you and I that have had the experience of transformation, of awakening, of all the um the steps of the dance of ascension. And if we do not share it, then we are we are keeping this incredible power, our sovereignty, our power, the source of our transmutation to ourselves, and there are those that are just starting the journey, and that's why I come before you and say, Let's share it. Um I've mentioned this many times before. There's so many different flavors. I mentioned Lori Ladd. Uh, I remember years ago I used to listen to Phil Good. I used to um uh now there's Michael Dorocco who does uh your everyday life. There is a flavor, a vibration, um a mode of communication that fits everybody, and everybody has their um, oh, I I don't even want to say followers. It's it's kind of like as we as we walk this path of Earth School, God will lead us to just the right words or just the right face or uh attitude or information that we need at the moment. And here's another distraction that we need to be aware of, Humanityville, because the distractors of our soul, and again, of course, I always go back, I c I have coined the phrase the matrix merry-go-round. And I've never heard it from anybody else, but that to me is exactly what it is. Round and around we go, right? And I have discovered these broad and awesome times of my life where instead of going around that same merry-go-round and doing the same things expecting a different result, I have these stretches where I'm on the rolly coaster of life, where I'm in the flow, where I'm in the zone, where where I have transmuted enough, where I'm literally feeling the joy of the Lord on a regular basis. And then, you know, then you you end up getting sucked back in, and and it's this ebb and flow, like the tide, right? But it's it's very important that we share what we're going through, and that's that's why I do what I do. Um what else? There was something else I wanted to share. Uh, and I'm just free to be um who I am right now, that's why we're here. Um, oh yes, and then in Sheree Prambaba's quote, it talked about how um we do not gain wisdom and we do not change to feel good about ourselves. Oh, that was it. What ends up happening as we find, say we find somebody that we resonate with. Maybe you have found Teresa Marie, Ambassador of Chi, and and you like my flavor, okay? But the thing is, and and I'm gonna share what I've done, okay, so I can make it truly real and authentic. I um have often taken a person, okay, and and we're all God's creation, but we are not God. There's only one God. And what the Matrix will have us do is to focus on one vein of thought, okay? Take for example the last uh big group that I was in, and we were encouraged and we were told, and sometimes we were um chastised for not listening to every teaching, um, you know, every class, um, you know, uh, and I've done that through every church that I belong to, um, every good piece of information I would cling to. And that was an error because the only, the only person that we're supposed to cling to, is the way, the truth, and the life. And that is God Almighty and His Son Jesus, and to always acknowledge that His Holy Spirit, the comforter that he left with us, that's it. That is it. And so, see, what happens just like Sheree Prem Baba, all right, now the religious programmers would say, Who is this Sharie? It's a spiritual person that has nuggets of wisdom. Just like I have nuggets, you have nuggets, and they all, if you are listening, and if you are praying, and if you are honoring your creator, you have to be very discerning about what's coming in, your eyes, your ears, who you're clinging to. Because if you cling to people, gurus, pastors, priests, then you end up, like Cherie said, you end up feeling like you're superior to other people, because you know this organization or you I'm I'm doing XYZ on a daily basis, and following, following, following. And yes, you have to learn to be a follower before you can lead out, because being a leader is a huge responsibility, which is why I always say, look, I am just your sister out in Humanityville. I do not profess to be any kind of expert. Um, I don't have letters behind my name, and I I have a hard time with that anyway, because it's just it's just pieces of paper, right? It's you know, what is a certification? It's somebody else saying that you did what they thought you were supposed to do. And to me, all wisdom, knowledge, and understanding comes from one source, and that's God Almighty. And so I have been suspect to following people, and I always end up. And see, that's why I I had to come out and and I had to share these things uh and and admit. It because a lot of people won't, you know, uh they'll fall in just just like I did. For example, how many people out there would come before a microphone and a camera and say, Look, I got sucked into four different cults. But if we don't do that, then we are allowing people to go through that same process when maybe if they heard your words, they would say, Oh, I don't want to do that. So my bottom line at the end, really, it's the start of this spectacular Sunday, is to ask, who are you listening to? And as you transform, are you allowing your ego to jump out ahead of you again and puff you up and say, Well, I I have arrived because I have X'd out five or six programs, when the reality is you probably have 50 more to go. And so it just comes back down and around to how authentic can we be, how genuine, how truthful can we be to ourselves, and what ultimately is our relationship with God Almighty? Is that channel back home to our spark of God within this earth suit? That's all it is. We are sparks of God, we are pure energy and light, and we need to continue that dance of transformation so we can move away those veils of unconsciousness and come back fully to the God consciousness that we are. So, whether you're going to church, whether you're out singing like my husband is right now, to songs that minister to his soul, or if you're gonna head out into Mother Nature like I'm gonna go and spend my day, I hope that you are filled with the greatest health and vibrant energy, and that you are experiencing the peace that passes understanding. Much, much love, humanity. I hope you have a great day. Peace.