The Chronic Movie Lover
The Chronic Movie Lover is a podcast for those who know that movies and TV are more than just entertainment—they shape us, inspire us, and even save us. For me, they were an escape from the chronic pain I’ve lived with since I was nine. Films and TV shows became my sanctuary, a place to feel, dream, and connect. In this podcast, I share the movies and shows that changed my life, made me laugh, made me cry, and made me think. I also talk about living with chronic pain, the lessons I’ve learned, and the ways pop culture intersects with life’s toughest challenges. Sometimes, I have guests to dive deeper into these conversations. If you love movies, TV, and real, honest storytelling—this is for you.
Episodes
28 episodes
Chronic Pain & Pop Culture: Representation Done Right and Wrong
We’re diving into how chronic illness—specifically chronic pain—is portrayed in movies and TV. Sometimes, these stories feel honest and validating. Other times? They’re full of clichés, misinformation, or just plain erasure. So today, we’re goi...
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Season 2
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Episode 6
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7:30
But you don’t look sick: answering the taboo questions about chronic pain
Today’s episode is a really special one. I’m not alone this time—I’m joined by two amazing women who, like me, live with chronic pain. And together, we’re doing something a little different. We’re answering the hard questions. The a...
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Season 2
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Episode 5
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1:15:56
My Love for Vampires and the Longing for Something Beyond
This episode is based on a personal essay I wrote titled ‘Living Without Pain: My Love for Vampires and the Longing for Something Beyond.’ It’s an exploration of what it means to live with chronic pain, and how the stories we love—espe...
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Season 2
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Episode 4
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12:03
It’s Just a Movie? Let’s Talk About That
If you love film as much as I do, you’ve probably had this conversation before—someone shrugs off an emotional reaction, a debate about representation, or a discussion about deeper meanings by saying, ‘Relax, it’s just a movie.’ But he...
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Season 2
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Episode 3
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9:39
The Movies that Saved Me
We’re getting personal. We’re talking about the movies that saved me—the ones that helped me through the toughest times, the ones that gave me an escape, the ones that comforted me when nothing else could. If you’ve ever had a movie or TV show ...
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Season 2
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Episode 2
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13:37
Where I’ve Been & Why Movies Still Matter
I am back after being gone for almost a year! But I am better than ever and ready to start the next season of my podcast. We have undergone a little rebrand, and I hope you guys still like to listen to my podcast! In this episode, I just explai...
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Season 2
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Episode 1
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9:11
Chronic pain & Religion
In this episode, I talk about what kind of effect chronic pain had on my faith, having hope, and asking the question why me? I will be reading an article I wrote about this as well.
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Season 1
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Episode 22
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17:47
What Have I Been Watching?
In this episode, I am talking about the TV shows and movies I have been watching during the 5 months that I have been gone. They are of course also recommendations because they are all so good!!
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Season 1
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Episode 21
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31:15
Hi Again, I'm Back!
I have been gone for 5 months. So, in this episode I will be talking about what I have been doing for the past 5 months!
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Season 1
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Episode 20
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9:05
Preparing for Study Abroad
In this episode, I will be with my first guest Emma Keeny and we will be talking about our experiences of preparing for studying abroad and also of course give you tips.
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Season 1
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Episode 19
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1:06:19
An Update and Some Truth
In this episode, I am giving you an update on how I am doing at the moment. All the updates on my life and there is a lot of truth.
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Season 1
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Episode 18
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17:29
My Tattoos and their Meaning
In this episode, I am talking about all my tattoos and what they mean to me.
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Season 1
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Episode 17
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26:33
Vampire movies/series recommendations
In this episode, I will be recommending movies and tv shows that have vampires in them! So shine up your teeth and listen to my favorite and best-done vampires.
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Season 1
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Episode 16
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37:35
A Letter from Chronic Pain
In this episode, I will read a chapter from my book Chronic Pain: A Collection of Letters, Writings & Poems
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Season 1
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Episode 15
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6:20
My Coping Mechanism
In this episode, I will talk about my own coping mechanism. What I have been doing to cope with my chronic pain and the rest that comes with it for the past 15 years. The advantages and disadvantages, etc.
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Season 1
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Episode 14
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21:25
Documentary Recommendations
In this episode, I will recommend some documentaries that I watch in my film class in America
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Season 1
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Episode 13
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11:56
My Time in America
In this episode, I am talking about my time in America. It is a very quick summary of how it was and how it went. More episodes on America to come this year!
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Season 1
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Episode 12
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23:33
I'm not completely Fearless, and that's okay!
In this episode, I talk about my fears and worries about studying abroad in America for a semester. Some are pretty common and you might recognize them and the others have to do with my chronic pain.
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Season 1
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Episode 11
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22:19
Let’s talk about this quote 2
This is the second episode of my mini-series where I elaborate on quotes that describe my feelings very on point.
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Season 1
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Episode 10
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8:36
Primary school, where it all began
In this episode, I will be talking about my time in Primary school after it all happened. How I was feeling and what the things that happened did to me.
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Season 1
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Episode 9
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9:39
My Favorite TV Shows
In this episode, I am talking about my favorite TV shows on 10 of them I will talk about what they are about and quotes from that show that stick with me or did something to me!
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Season 1
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Episode 8
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38:22
24th of August 2020
In this episode, I will be walking you through the day that I got my diagnosis, chronic pain.
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Season 1
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Episode 7
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13:25
Let's talk about this quote 1
In this episode, I will start a mini-series within my podcast where I talk about a different quote each time that means a lot to me because it explains how I am feeling or how I have felt. I will go into depth with that and talk and talk. ...
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Season 1
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Episode 6
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11:26