Even If Podcast
You want to believe God is good, faithful and just but have lived enough life to know that it isn't always that simple or easy. It's alright - pull up a chair and sit a spell. You're in good company.
Host Kristi Lowe knows our stories are probably different, but if you’ve been hurt or broken, mad at God or ready to give up - we probably have more in common than you think. Kristi talks candidly the challenges of living out the Christian faith - everything from family dynamics, church hurt, gossip and addiction to politics, prostitution, mental health, suicide, pornography, addiction or ANYTHING in between - nothing is off limits. Because one thing is for sure - God is big enough to handle our toughest questions, she's seen that first hand.
Each Tuesday on the Even If podcast, you'll hear stories of faith, and honest conversation about the challenges of trusting God in the hard times. Each episode shows us just a little bit more of Jesus - the ultimate beacon of hope in this dark world - Even If we can't see or understand it all.
Episodes
102 episodes
Trauma Free Holidays with Jenn Hand
Holidays can be stressful but they don’t have to be traumatic. Join Kristi as she and the amazing Jenn Hand discuss ways to navigate the holidays and set realistic expectations. Jenn is a licensed counselor and trauma therapist, with extensive ...
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Episode 101
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34:53
Preparing for the Holidays with Phylis Mantelli
The holidays are upon us (like it or not!) and this week we kick things off with a conversation about difficult family members and how to navigate tensions with those whom we love, but ahem, can be a bit difficult sometimes. Listen as Phylis an...
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Episode 100
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36:28
Your Truth vs The Truth
Join host Kristi Lowe as she dives into an engaging conversation about the difference between truth and perspective. Through anecdotes and Biblical references, Kristi emphasizes the importance of recognizing truth as constant and absolute, whil...
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Episode 99
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19:00
Questions in Grief with Lisa Granger
Kristi Lowe sits down this week with her dear friend Lisa Granger to explore the questions we ask ourselves in seasons of grief. Lisa opens up about losing a family member in a car accident and the doubt she experienced in its aftermath. Throug...
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Episode 98
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33:46
From Adversity to Faith-Driven Leadership with Jerry Howard
It's another fantastic conversation, this time with Jerry Howard, a man whose journey from alcoholism and personal struggle to faith and leadership is nothing short of inspiring. Jerry opens up about his tumultuous past, his transformation thro...
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Episode 97
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43:48
Desperate Prayers with Rachel Wojo
In this inspiring and heartfelt episode, host Kristi Lowe sits down with friend Rachel Wojo, to discuss life's most profound moments. Rachel shares her personal journey of losing her daughter to a horrific disease and finding God faithful throu...
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Episode 96
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36:23
Embracing Discomfort: Lessons from Guatemala
Kristi Lowe shares her recent experiences from a mission trip to Guatemala with Living Water International. She reflects on her journey of drilling wells, teaching hygiene lessons, and grappling with the intense poverty she witnessed. Kristi di...
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Episode 95
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30:07
Living the Grace Life with Jen Sakata
Join host Kristi Lowe as she engages in a rich conversation about grace with Jennifer Sakata, host of the Living the Grace Life Podcast. Jen and Kristi explore the depth and complexity of grace, the pitfalls of misunderstanding it, and share pe...
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Episode 94
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37:53
His Face Like Mine, with Russell Joyce
Join host Kristi Lowe as she welcomes Russell Joyce, pastor, podcaster, and author, of His Face Like Mine: Finding God's Love in Our Wounds to share his incredible life story. From being born with ...
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Episode 93
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37:58
When Your World Ends with Dawn Sanders
Host Kristi Lowe welcomes Dawn Sanders to share her poignant story of profound loss and spiritual resilience. Dawn recounts the heartbreak of experiencing two consecutive miscarriages and the sudden death of her husband only months into their m...
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Episode 92
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36:00
Overcoming Father Wounds with Kia Stephens
Join host Kristi Lowe as she sits down with Kia Stephens, author of 'Overcoming Father Wounds, Exchanging Your Pain for God's Perfect Love.' They dive deep into understanding what a father wound is, how to acknowledge and process it, and the ro...
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Episode 91
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31:40
Overcoming Shame Spirals, Guilt & Comparison | Carol Feil
Carol Feil, joins host Kristi Lowe on the show this week for an encouraging conversation about guilt and comparison. A writer, speaker, and self-described cheerleader of women, Carol shares her journey of overcoming internal struggles, comparin...
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Episode 90
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26:42
Embracing Slow Living with Jodi Grubbs
Welcome back, y'all! In this inaugural episode of the fall season, host Kristi Lowe discusses the importance of slowing down and addressing burnout with guest Jodi Grubbs, author of 'Live Slowly: A Gentle Invitation to Exhale'. They de...
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Episode 89
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32:20
Naked & Unafraid: Stepping into Your Future
There are times that our life takes a turn we would never write into our personal story. At that moment, you realize you must come to a decision. You have to decide whether or not you’ll completely trust God in an uncertain situation even if it...
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23:25
Naked & Unafraid: A Framework for Criticism
Judgemental feedback is the thing that none of us are excited about. The words can really get under our skin and deter us from fully being who God called us to be. Join me as I chat about navigating the sting of criticism and measuring its me...
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Episode 87
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28:32
Naked & Unafraid: Owning Your Story
Have you ever gathered the courage to face to your past? Your story is a spectrum of experience, from the mundane moments to the thrilling plot twists. Join me as I chat about owning your full story and releasing unnecessary shame.What’s...
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Episode 86
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25:19
Naked & Unafraid: Abandon Smallness
Do you ever feel struck by fear at the thought being fully you? You deserve to live in the fullness of your true self, rather than making yourself small. Join me as I chat about abandoning the excuses we use to shrink ourselves and what we brin...
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Episode 85
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25:09
Naked & Unafraid: Risking Exposure
Fear and uncertainty can have you withdraw from the world. You’ll use everything in your material and emotional arsenal to deflect a moment of vulnerability. In reality, vulnerability can be such a powerful exchange of truth. Join me as I chat ...
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Episode 84
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27:42
Control Freak Pt 4: A Better Way
We don’t need to grasp so tightly onto control. Instead, let’s focus on staying true to God’s promise which always has a bigger picture in mind. Join me as I chat about finding a better way than what we convinced ourselves to follow even as we ...
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Episode 83
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29:41
Control Freak Pt 3: Manipulation
A very fine line exists between control and manipulation. When our first attempt to control something doesn’t work, it sometimes triggers us to double down and try to manipulate situations for what we want. Join me as I chat about a Bible...
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Episode 82
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34:39
Control Freak, Pt 2: Out of Control
Fear and anxiety can latch onto our minds and squeeze the life out of us. Our worries are not easy to ignore, especially when staring right at unavoidable circumstances. There comes a moment where you realize you have no control over a situatio...
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Episode 81
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26:41
Control Freak, Part 1 // What is Control?
“Lord, I don’t know if I can do this.” Has anyone else ever had that thought? That’s what crossed my mind right before I recorded this episode. I wasn’t sure how to start such a vulnerable conversation, yet I felt the tug on my heart from God. ...
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Episode 80
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25:11
The Pruned Life
Have you felt like you no longer could relate to something? Most times, we start to feel a disconnect as God pulls that thing away from us for our own good. Join me as I chat about making peace with pruning to step into a new chapter of life.
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Episode 79
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33:26
Sometimes I Forget with Julie Sunne
Do you ever ask God why you’re facing a big problem? Julie Sunne remembers feeling lonely and angry while grieving her miscarriages. Join me as I chat with Julie about the struggle of thinking something went wrong in God’s plan and the journey ...
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Episode 78
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33:04
The Intersection of Faith & Work with Cole Whisenhunt
Do you find it hard to make time for God like you want to when you need to work so much? Cole Whisenhunt remembers feeling the impact of always being busy and needing to make a change. Join me as I chat with Cole about the struggle of keeping t...
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Episode 77
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43:26