that which does not kill us
This is a raw, emotional, comedic, and analytical monologue about chapters of my life. Divorce, death, childhood wounds, behavior pattern analysis, nervous system overstimulation, and all the things that go along with wanting to be better today than I was yesterday.
Episodes
331 episodes
Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents Teaser
In this one I get into a snippet from Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents that speaks to the relationship between me and my mother.
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Season 25
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Episode 3
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21:25
In Bloom
In this one I get into current events and getting the opportunity to utilize the resources I’ve had for personal development.
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Season 25
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Episode 2
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22:19
Time Management
In this episode I take accountability for not maintaining an efficient schedule in the present. I also get into the goals of what I want to accomplish in any given week.
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Season 25
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Episode 1
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20:22
Subconscious Processing
In this I get into my experience with dreams combined with the emotions and memories fueling them.
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Season 24
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Episode 13
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21:47
Complacency in Comfort
In this one I reflect on a recent read and touch on the experiences that come to mind from it.
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Season 24
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Episode 12
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26:12
Brain Chemistry
In this one I talk about some videos I’ve recently seen, accounts that have helped me along the way, and choices I’m making in the present.
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Season 24
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Episode 11
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26:56
Light Bulb!
In this one I get into my takeaways from a video I watched by pearlieee on YouTube. It was extremely profound and powerful. Ten out of ten would recommend.
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Season 24
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Episode 10
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24:32
Relationship Origins
In this one I connect a video by Amir Odom that I saw yesterday with the current events of my life and appreciate the accuracy of the information in it.
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Season 24
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Episode 9
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23:25
Victimizing Myself
In this episode I get into the ways I’ve been victimizing myself with my decisions and actions over the past few years.
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Season 24
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Episode 8
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25:21
Hungry Mind
In this one I get into three different thought provoking videos I’ve watched recently and the places they take me based on recent experiences.
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Season 24
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Episode 7
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19:50
Smokescreens
In this one I ponder how I resonate with my recent experiences and what I need to do to progress forward.
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Season 24
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Episode 6
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22:34
The Present
In this one I get into recent events and try to get perspective on what work I still have to do.
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Season 24
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Episode 5
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22:27
Making Headway
In this one I get into current events and how feeling difficult emotions has helped me move forward in my personal growth.
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Season 24
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Episode 4
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25:46
Adulthood
In this one I get into the importance of accountability and ownership in maturation.
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Season 24
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Episode 3
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20:00
Roots
In this one I get into relationship roots, my romantic patterns, and feeling like an alien in human form.
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Season 24
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Episode 2
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18:37
Seven Levels of Intimacy
In this one I get into my current read. The Seven Levels of Intimacy by Matthew Kelly. I also relate the material with my experiences and observations.
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Season 24
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Episode 1
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13:10
Heavy Emotions
In this one I get into the emotions that come along with being a sexual assault survivor.
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Season 23
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Episode 11
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15:08
Choices
In this one I get into choices, consciously engaging in behaviors and how they shape relationship dynamics in the present moment.
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Season 23
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Episode 10
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23:55
Embracing the Unknown
In this one I talk about the chapter I’m closing out. The symbolism behind my current actions, learning about myself, and leaving the past behind.
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Season 23
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Episode 9
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54:55
Life is Meaningless
In this one I discuss a concept I came across that sat with me along with the importance of choice.
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Season 23
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Episode 8
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23:14
Not the Droids You’re Looking For
In this I reference a recent phone conversation I had with a potential suitor and how interviewing and dating are the same thing.
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Season 23
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Episode 7
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26:13
Times They Are a Changin
In this one I talk about current events and how the undercurrent of my present seems to be focused largely on closing out old chapters and embracing the new.
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Season 23
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Episode 6
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21:47
Relationship and Mental States
In this I talk about mental states, mental stimulation, my need for it. I also talk about communication and how things get misinterpreted through written form.
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Season 23
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Episode 5
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22:18