that which does not kill us
This is a raw, emotional, comedic, and analytical monologue about chapters of my life. Divorce, death, childhood wounds, behavior pattern analysis, nervous system overstimulation, and all the things that go along with wanting to be better today than I was yesterday. Established in February of 2023. I have set up subscriptions for my audience to support the podcast. Five dollars a month gets you access to the full catalog of 300 plus episodes. Non-subscribers have access only to the most recent 30 days of material. Thank you in advance!
Episodes
390 episodes
Coming Home to Roost
This one is an emotional post surgical update.
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Season 29
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Episode 7
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16:43
In My Feelings
In this one I recap all the amazing parts of my day today and speak with gratitude for the incredible support system I have.
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Season 29
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Episode 6
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17:17
The Final Countdown
In this one I get into all the things I feel about my last day of work before long term leave, anticipating surgery, waiting, and gratitude for my support system.
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Episode 5
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11:38
Enlightenment
In this one I get into the biggest takeaway from my experience with getting a diagnosis and waiting for treatment.
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Episode 4
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14:55
Strange Situation
In this one I talk about an unexpected change of plans that has me feeling things.
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Episode 3
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12:18
Weird Release
In this one I reflect on a dream I had under new circumstances. I also talk about ways to identify a safe person.
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Episode 2
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12:44
Current Coping Strategies
In this one I get into one of the coping strategies for my current situation. And how this has helped me through other challenges.
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Season 29
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Episode 1
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13:15
Awaiting Tumor Extraction
In this episode I talk about being in a calm limbo while awaiting my surgery.
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Season 28
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Episode 14
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17:55
Following the Tumor Trail
In this one I get into a dialogue I had about life and my current situation. I also talk about identity changes that have come up in the present.
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Episode 13
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16:44
A Tumor Part V
Not sure how, but I missed uploading part five in this string of episodes. 🤷♀️
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Episode 12
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14:19
Tumor Humor
In this one I talk about the highlights of my day. Humor and support.
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Episode 11
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19:09
A Tumor Part VII
I talk about my experiences with going to too many doctors this week, talk about the symptoms of an ovarian tumor, and yawn a lot because I recorded this at bedtime.
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Episode 10
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16:33
A Tumor Part VI
In case you haven’t noticed, I have intense tunnel vision in regards to my area of focus.
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Episode 9
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21:01
A Tumor Part IV
In the saga continues on processing the growth on my ovary and navigating what comes next.
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Episode 8
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18:37
A Tumor Part III
In this one I get into my state of mind and the waiting game. Awaiting more appointments and more information. And doing my best to stay calm and focused in the process.
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Episode 7
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17:48
A Tumor Part II
In this one I get into my digestive health issues and posit the question have these been a long term side effect of my recent diagnosis.
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Episode 6
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15:57
A Tumor
In this one I get into a recent experience with a medical diagnosis.
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Episode 5
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14:05
It Is What It Is
In this one I get into the idea of needs as well as navigating something new and different with acceptance.
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Episode 4
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17:56
Questions Unanswered
In this one I talk about a question recently put to me in a conversation. I also have a light bulb moment about time investments and self abandonment.
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Episode 3
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30:55
Dating in Midlife
In this one I talk about dating at my age. I get into my personal challenges along with my perspective on relationships.
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Episode 2
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28:59
Uncomfortable Situations
In this one I get into recent events where I chose to stand my ground rather than walk away. I also get into behavior and the concept that we own our behaviors.
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Season 28
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Episode 1
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24:41
Energy in Motion
Today I get into recent events, my experience with energy workers, what I got from it and how it ties into things I’ve come across over the past few years.
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Season 27
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Episode 15
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22:53
July 11th Shorty
In this one I get into the idea of reciprocity and worthiness.
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Episode 14
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11:04