The Call to Ascend | with Jaclyn Francis

Key Takeaways:

-  Your fear is your ego trying to protect you. Fear is a natural part of the ascension journey, as the ego tries to hold onto its old programming. 

-  Everything you need is already inside of you. Spiritual gifts are inherent within everyone.

-  The importance of identifying and acknowledging our core wounds, to understand them so that we do not continue to operate from them.

Spiritual Life Coach and Empowerer of Confidence Jaclyn Francis, shares her transformative journey into energy healing, beginning with her first Reiki session that changed her life. She discusses her spiritual awakening, the discovery of her light language, and her mission to help women reclaim their self-worth through the Worthiness Codes Ascension Blueprint.

We touch on the challenges of navigating relationships, understanding core wounds, and the significance of ego deaths and ancestral trauma in personal growth. Jaclyn emphasizes the importance of trusting one's intuition and the need for grace during the healing process, especially when it involves major life changes. We highlight the importance of recognizing signs from the universe as guidance toward a more fulfilling life.

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Chapters

• 0:00 Empowering Spiritual Awakening for Divine Feminine
• 9:34 Navigating Inner Healing and Self-Worth
• 22:38 Unlocking Past Lives and Spiritual Gifts
• 35:22 Balancing Divine Feminine and Masculine Energies
• 50:13 Gratitude for Support and Feedback

Transcript

Kertia: 0:00

Hello again, listeners. Welcome to the second season of the Other Side of Fair. Now I took a much-needed break to reassess a few things and the direction I'd like to shift this podcast in Now. This shift will be very gradual, so stick around and enjoy what I have in store for you. I'll share more details about this as I begin to put things into place. I'll share more details about this as I begin to put things into place. There is just so much, so much to be discovered.

Kertia: 0:37

Okay, so let's get to the topic of this conversation divine feminine energy, so that they can operate from a place of centeredness and confidence, while shifting out, of operating from our core wounds, a lot of those icky things that we carry around inside of us and that a lot of us often project onto others and onto situations that we may often encounter in our daily lives. So what I particularly liked about this conversation is the message of just how empowering empowering one's spiritual journey can be. Now let's get into it. I'd love to hear more about your journey into coming into energy healing and you know the spiritual side of life. How did that begin?

Jaclyn: 1:55

for you. It's been a long journey, a long and slow journey over the last seven years. I want to say it started with Reiki healing. I had my first Reiki session and it completely changed my life. It helped rid my anxiety. I was able to land a new job. I left a partner that I wasn't happy with. All in the span of two weeks I was like what is this? What is this thing that completely just transformed my life. So I went on to get certified in Reiki and that was back in like 2017, I want to say so that kind of started everything From there. I just gave myself permission just to continue exploring spirituality with crystals and meditation and going really slow.

Jaclyn: 2:43

And then 2021, I had a massive awakening. My light language came online. I had a Kundalini experience that all stemmed from appendicitis. It was a wild experience, but that awakening really kicked things into gear. I started taking clients and helping others heal through light language and energy healing. And then, most recently, I left my last relationship to the man I thought I was going to marry and it was just this inner knowing that I had that I was meant for something else. So I left and subconsciously, I set out on a year long Ascension journey. That was by far the biggest awakening I had. I left my career. I had a download of a blueprint called the Worthiness Code's Ascension Blueprint and I was initiated into every aspect of that blueprint and that's what I'm teaching others today as well.

Kertia: 3:48

That sounds amazing. Taking that process of you know when your awakening started, with appendicitis like what was that for you? Because have you experienced anything spiritually prior to that or was that your first? And what was that whole process like that first awakening that you had?

Jaclyn: 4:08

Yeah, I, like I said, I started really slow, so I was familiar with Kundalini energy. I never heard light language before. I didn't know what that was. But essentially what happened was my stomach started to really hurt. So I went to lie down to do self Reiki and my higher self came through and I just heard this is a spiritual initiation. You're going to get really sick, but you're protected. And I was like, okay, and then I started channeling light language and from there I got up and I started purging and I couldn't touch my body. The energy was just really strong running through me.

Jaclyn: 4:47

And then the next day I went to the hospital and had to get my appendix out and in that moment, being in the ER for nine hours, everyone around me was so sick. I just sat there and was sending love and light to everyone and if you know me, that's not my personality, I'm more impatient. Wanting to get out of there would be so nervous of what was going on, but I was so calm so it really shifted my perspective of everything. At the same time, it really scared me. So I think, because everything happened all at once and it shook me, I had to go get surgery. So I was hesitant to dive into it deeper. I took a little bit of time off. I want to say I took about six months off before giving myself permission to explore that light language and explore the Kundalini and and take it from there.

Kertia: 5:49

That is tremendous. How did you begin to tap into your skills? Because then there was the Reiki, which you had already begun, and then you had that initiation process and now, like you had to download with the light language, you know, like that process, when you decided that you were ready or that you wanted to open yourself to that right, how did you learn to tap into that? Because I think a lot of us, we come with spiritual gifts, but sometimes for some of us, there is a fear of opening ourselves to that part of reality and then sometimes there's also the confusion that comes along with it and not knowing what to do with all of that information. So what was that like for you?

Jaclyn: 6:35

Yeah, the way I teach others is everything lives inside of you, right? You are an infinite being. Your soul is infinite. The gifts that you have are infinite. It all depends on your soul's evolution and journey for this lifetime and those aspects of self you're meant to awaken for this lifetime. So, obviously, for me, light language was part of that journey. I didn't know about it, but I received it. And because I received it, I was like, okay, this is a reason, this all happened for a reason and I asked for the remembrance. I was in a sauna and I was sitting there and I said just help, give me the remembrance of how I'm meant to help others heal. And a whole light language transmission came through, after it being dormant for six months since I first experienced it. So it's really just going within, asking for the remembrance and opening your heart, opening yourself up to receive. But you're meant to ask for help, to ask your higher self, to ask your guides, your angels, and again to really tap into the remembrance from within.

Kertia: 7:46

That is really beautiful and I think you know, like, as I mentioned before, another aspect to that is some of us we're aware that we have these gifts, because I know, you know, like a few people that I'm close to, and we are aware of the gifts that they have, but they there's this fear of leaning into it, of tapping into it, because sometimes the information, whatever it is, that's coming through, it seems like it's too much all at once and then they're afraid of, like you know, there's that conditioning and programming of what the culture or the society have told you, the meaning of these things, and then there's that level, that element to that as well. So, like it's really interesting when you can kind of lean into that and open yourself to the experience and then learn how to utilize these gifts that you came with. So it's really, really beautiful. Now you're working with women to help women on their own journeys. Tell me more about that.

Jaclyn: 8:52

Yeah, it was so funny because I typically help the masculine. My one-on-one clients have always been men and that was just how it happened, and so when I received the download of the worthiness codes, it was very much like you're meant to help the feminine collective. And my ego was like, no, we're helping the masculine, why are we helping the feminine? And so my ego was not okay with it, which is funny. And I'm like, of course I'm meant to help the feminine. I'm such a mirror for, and I'm like, of course I'm meant to help the feminine, I'm such a mirror for women, just given everything that I recently went through.

Jaclyn: 9:29

So it's a beautiful, beautiful blueprint and essentially what it is. It's a seven-step journey of ascension, and people describe ascension as awakening your soul to live within. The 5D is how most of the spiritual community will explain it. The way I like to explain ascension is as an inward journey to expand your soul, to tap into your divine worthiness, because once you're in alignment to your self-worth, that's when everything opens up for you, to your self-worth. That's when everything opens up for you when you're back into wholeness, when you live within your confidence, when you know you're worthy of being exactly who you are living life exactly how you want to live life you're able to receive from that place. So it's a beautiful inward journey to help women, just reclaim their self-worth.

Kertia: 10:24

I love that.

Jaclyn: 10:24

I love that you mentioned the worthiness codes.

Kertia: 10:27

Can you take me through how you use that to actually assist women on that journey to self-worthiness and their own inner ascension?

Jaclyn: 10:41

Yeah, like you said, the process can be overwhelming for people, especially if they have that call within them that they're meant to awaken something, whether that's a spiritual gift or they're meant for more in life. It can be very scary because anytime we head into the unknown it's scary for humans and I can talk about it from personal experience. When I left my relationship, I shortly after left my career and I was completely in this period of the unknown and having now understanding what the blueprint is. It's really giving people a step-by-step process of okay, instead of becoming so overwhelmed with just diving right in, not having support, not knowing where to turn and just feeling lost. Essentially, it's guiding people through the process of letting go, of healing, of expansion, of rebirth, while also holding key aspects of self along the way that you're able to tap into and activate at certain points. Again, to keep things more streamlined, even though the process is quantum right, this is not a linear process when you're moving into awakening, when you're healing, but it's taking that quantum process and putting it in a linear order.

Kertia: 11:59

That sounds really amazing. Thank you, I love that. Thank you, you mentioned that. Thank you, you know. You mentioned, you know, two relationships that you had and you walking away from those relationships, specifically the most recent one where you felt like or where you had the knowing right that this was not the path you were meant to take. How did you because leaving any relationship behind is really difficult, right, how did you navigate that?

Jaclyn: 12:33

Yeah, it was. That was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life Because, like I said, it was the person I thought I was going to marry. He just bought us a new house, so it was this sense of security. So, for women, obviously feeling safe is our number one priority. We need in life to be able to especially live in our feminine energy. We have to feel safe enough to really allow ourselves to do that.

Jaclyn: 13:00

So I had the inner knowing for I mean, it was a four-year relationship. I probably had the inner knowing for three years and, like most women, we stay in relationships much longer than we should because we have that inner knowing, we have that intuition. But the way that society has programmed us, we want to be the savior right. We want to save the other person, we want to put the other person before ourselves. We have this clear vision within our minds of what our life can look like if the person changed and we hold on to that right.

Jaclyn: 13:37

So it got to a point where I just kept seeing things right in front of me that I didn't like, that weren't in alignment, and I finally there was this moment that we had where I felt really called to ask him a question, and I and I asked him if we were still on track for getting engaged next year, and he looked at me and he couldn't answer the question. He could not answer the question. In that moment I was like, wow, okay, this is exactly what I needed to hear. So that was a gift from the universe, as I took it, to allow me to know that, okay, now it's time to take the step that I've always known was meant to take. So once that happened, it was a period of riding the wave, of feeling the fear, of questioning myself, but I held my center, knowing that that intuitive reason to leave is there for a reason and life is going to be so beautiful once I get through this. And that's exactly what happened. So you just have you have to trust yourself.

Kertia: 14:47

Yeah, that is so true. I like that you pointed it out that you know, like, when you ask that question and the response that you did or didn't get in the moment was your cue to make that choice. And I think a lot of us, we, we have so many cues all the time, so many signs all the time, so many. You know there are so many things that um comes into or comes to our attention and we decide to look the other way or make an excuse for it or deny it and pretend not to see it, and that is something that we do often, you know, especially as women, because, as you said, a lot of us are programmed to, you know, like, be of service to someone else, whoever that person may be right, whether it's for a partner, or to, you know, like, the other people in our lives or family. We are so programmed to be of service to others and less of service to our own selves and meeting our own wants and needs and desires, right. So, yeah, like you knowing for three years, like I can think of easily two relationships that I've personally had where the signs were there, girl, they were there, yeah and I completely ignored them like I

Kertia: 16:12

did and they ended badly. So so, yeah, and you know, I was just like. You know, in hindsight it's just like I knew, I knew but I wasn't paying attention and I made excuses and I denied the things that I saw. So, yeah, intuition is a huge part of it. And then another part of it is like when you're also operating from your wounds, because I recognize within myself that I was operating from a place of my own core wounds, from trauma that I've experienced in childhood, right, and so like. A lot of this stuff was mirrored in the relationships that I also got into and also in my decision making process when it came to the people that I chose as partners. So let's talk about that for a bit. And then you know, like how can we shift from operating from our core roots to operating from that space of knowing? Yeah, it's so beautiful when you go through a breakup.

Jaclyn: 17:20

It's so beautiful when you go through a breakup, though it's hard, though it's scary, when you're able to take a step away from it and reflect on it. That's when you become aware of your wounding, of the patterns right. And something I saw when I left that relationship was I was operating from a place of such deep codependency and I was attracting narcissists, and that runs deep within my own lineage, my paternal lineage. It runs deep within my own story of the amount of men that I attract that hold those narcissistic tendencies, and I never realized it until I gave myself the space to actually reflect and go within. So, first and foremost, always give yourself grace, no matter if you stay in a relationship longer than you do or if you're dating someone who's reflecting a pattern and you're operating from your wounding. Give yourself grace because you're learning. Like I said, your soul is infinite. There are so many layers to you. So as you awaken, you're learning. Like I said, your soul is infinite. There are so many layers to you. So as you awaken, you're learning yourself. So it's important to be gentle to yourself and not be hard on yourself within the process. But when you understand your wounding, you're essentially sitting with yourself and you're peeling back layers.

Jaclyn: 18:39

I love to play the why game. When it comes to dissecting your trauma, dissecting your patterns, your shadows, your wounding, when you become aware of something, of a certain aspect of energy and you want to dive into it, play the why game, ask why is this showing up, why is this here? And when we were younger, when we were kids I don't know if you ever played the game with your parents you would just say why after everything, and they would get so mad and crazed. It's literally doing the same thing with the energy. It's looking at it and dissecting the layers and trying to understand things a little bit deeper and eventually you'll get to the core. You'll get to the core of that wound and why it's there, which will help you break through it.

Kertia: 19:30

Yeah, that's so true. I think I spoke about a version of the Y game, I think, at the first season of the podcast. I love it. Yeah, you continuously ask that question until you can get to the core of a problem, and they use this for other things too. You can use this in in these terms, or it is something that they also use in business practices. So it's really interesting that you brought that up, because that is something that I did address on the first season and, you know, like in a way for people to kind of like use that to get to the core of something that they're actually experiencing, to kind of like unravel that experience. So, yeah, it's a it's a yeah, I love that.

Jaclyn: 20:19

it's a beautiful practice. And look, this is more to understand on a conscious level. We're not always meant to understand everything, so sometimes you may not understand and it may be better to just really sit and meditate and allow yourself to just feel what comes up and move through it that way, or journal, and just allow yourself to free flow through your shadows, through your wounding, to see what comes up. So, again, you have to explore. It's exploration within yourself to, of course, peel back the layers, but understand what works for you, because it's not a one-size-fits-all type of thing. At the end of the day, yeah, yeah, that is true.

Kertia: 21:02

What does your own practice look like currently? Because you've done the Reiki, you know, like you spoke about meditation earlier. Is there anything else that you include in your current practice that you use to like keep you centered?

Jaclyn: 21:24

myself every single day and it looks different every day. But the one thing I always do is I have an altar, and I just did it before getting on this podcast. I'll light an incense, go to my altar, express gratitude to my ancestors, as well as just to myself and to my life, and set intentions for the day ahead. That practice usually expands where I'll sit with cacao in the morning or at some point during the day and drop in that way, and there's always some sort of channeling involved.

Jaclyn: 21:54

Like I said, my biggest modality is my light language, so my throat is blocked this morning, which is interesting, and I'll have to sit with that after to see why is this energy coming up. But this is something I've actually been working through a lot, but sitting and channeling light language, but also just any emotions that come through. I always like to talk about it out loud, so I'm a big channeler. I don't always sit in meditation silently. I like to use my voice to really drop in and center myself. So it looks different every day, but that's pretty much the gist, that's so cool.

Kertia: 22:37

That is so cool. What would you say? You know on your path, right, because we all have wounds. We, you know your path, right, because we all have wounds. We, you know, like, we've all experienced some type of trauma, whether we're aware of it or not, right, yeah, we're human.

Kertia: 22:51

So what would you say were some of the things that came up for you, um, that were most challenging for you to deal with, to, um, to kind of face or to kind of work through on your journey, because you know, like I know, when you're on this kind of journey, like all your issues and your wounds, they don't suddenly go away, they don't suddenly disappear. The same way, how you're kind of helping people to work through their own wounds and you know to kind of like come into their own power, it's the same way you kind of have to work on yourself and work on your own wounds and go through your own healing process and face a lot of the things that are difficult to face. So what were some of those things that came up for you that were most challenging in the process of your awakening?

Jaclyn: 23:45

Yeah, the first thing that comes to mind was anytime I experienced an ego death. Ego deaths are incredibly hard to work through and essentially, what an ego death is is an aspect of your ego, or you can look at it as like a chunk of your ego is dying off in order for your authenticity to come through, for your soul to expand and be the leader over your ego, or over that aspect of ego that has been leading you. Ego deaths are really hard because the ego wants to hang on for dear life and it usually hangs on through some sort of fear to try to get you to stop from allowing it to die off. So those have been really challenging to navigate, which leads me into the next thought, which is fear. Anytime that fear has come up, that energy has been so deep and it's usually an energy that goes past.

Jaclyn: 24:41

Myself, I've moved through fear held in other lifetimes that I had to move through, specifically tied to the witch wound. That was really difficult. Ancestral trauma is really difficult to work through as well, again, because the layers of the energy, the layers of the trauma and the wounding run really deep and you have to feel all of that to get to the other side of it. So when you're in the energy, that's super dense, that's super deep and you allow yourself to feel you're literally feeling all the things. And that can be terrifying when you don't know what's going on, and it can be really scary to allow yourself to go to the depths of your soul like that. So for me, that's how I move through energy. I, I feel everything and I and I it's like I'm reliving it. In a way, my body's reliving it. Again, not everyone's the same, um, so it just depends, but yeah, yeah, and it's yeah, it's very deep, it's very deep.

Kertia: 25:47

It's very challenging, to say the least, but you mentioned just now something about your past lives. Was this a part of like a past life regression, or how did that show up for?

Jaclyn: 26:03

you. This was like a normal Tuesday. This was when I was like in the depths of the healing portion of my ascension journey. So I want to say this was like sometime last November I sat in a medicine ceremony, a mushroom ceremony in October, which really just opened up the floodgates to my gifts and my ability to feel so this. I just knew I had to sit with myself one day. I don't remember exactly what triggered it, because usually something outside of me will trigger me to sit and go within, but I sat with myself and I was like, okay, why am I sitting here? And I was just led into a past life and I was calling myself by a different name and that's how I knew I was in a past life. And I was brought through the trauma from that past life and how it's affecting me right now and why I needed to break through it. So that was, it was wild and it was. It was a difficult one.

Kertia: 27:12

Yeah, it must have been. I think I've heard that we're not meant to remember all of our past lives as core, because it would just be too much. And looking back on some of it is definitely helpful. It gives you so much information about certain things that are currently manifesting in your own life at the moment and how you can kind of like clear that or move through that and resolve that issue. And then there are others that are just not helpful.

Kertia: 27:42

So I've heard that, yeah, we can definitely use our past lives, that information, to inform us about our current circumstances, but then it is not something whereby, like, you should have access to all of it, because then there'll be way too much information and not all of that information is helpful in your current incarnation at the moment. So, like that was really interesting, like you being able to go through that process and use your past life to give you the information needed for this current moment and how that could have assisted you. Like also do that with others, or is that something that you've just experienced for yourself on your own, with the assistance of someone else?

Jaclyn: 28:32

Yeah, that was just something I experienced on myself and I didn't have assistance with someone else. It was just me sitting with myself in that moment, which, of course, made it harder because I didn't have someone to hold space for me. I was just like what is going on? But I completely agree with you in terms of past lives and we're not meant to access all of them, because the way I look at past lives it's not linear. Right, time isn't linear, but that's how we understand time as humans, as also how we look at past lives as humans. We used to be this person and now we're this person, when, at least the way I like to look at it is everything is in the quantum, everything is happening simultaneously, all at once. So these lifetimes are still going on, they're still happening.

Jaclyn: 29:23

So all you're doing is you're shifting your energy, you're pulling your energy into another frequency that you're meant to experience for some reason and, like I said at the beginning of the episode, you have specific aspects of self, you have specific gifts that you're meant to tap into within this lifetime for reasons. The same goes with trauma, with wounding. You have certain aspects of trauma and your wounding that you're meant to clear and you're meant to understand. So it just depends on where you're at, and I don't believe in trying to force anything.

Jaclyn: 30:03

So if you're feeling called to experience past life, regression or tap into a past life and it's not coming from your ego, there's like that deep call to do it, it's probably for a reason, and I would 100% invite you to do it. But I mean, if I were able to do it on my own and I didn't even ask for it, you can probably do it on your own too. Just sit and ask for the remembrance, set the attention and see what happens, because you'll be surprised. The more you crack yourself open, the more you tap into your power, and these things aren't wildly uncommon Like. I'm sure it sounds a little bit crazy if you're new to this journey, but if I can do it, others can do it too.

Kertia: 30:46

Yeah, that is so true. How would you say because, just because we're on a topic, there are certain gifts that we can carry over from our past lives or acts to be activated in this lifetime? How do you go about doing that?

Jaclyn: 31:07

Yeah, Again, it goes into the remembrance and just asking for the remembrance of something. At the same time you don't want to overwhelm yourself, right? You don't want to sit there and be like, oh, help me remember energy, healing and light language and my clairaudience and my clairvoyance, like all of those things. I just really believe that things will present themselves to you if you're meant to tap into it deeper and so become aware of the things that you feel called to become aware of what's happening within your outer reality.

Jaclyn: 31:40

If you're in meditation and you start hearing a ringing in your ear, that might be clear audience, which is clear hearing trying to come through. So take time to develop that gift right, Dive into that gift and hone in on that gift while asking for help doing research within the human body, of dissecting information, to just open up that channel and focus your awareness there. And then, if you are open to plant medicine, like I did, I sat with psilocybin and that is a teacher that really activates the gifts that you hold. And, like I said, I always had a clear knowing. I didn't know my clairsentience, my clear feeling was a gift, but it really activated and opened that gift for me. So there are multiple ways that you can tap into it. I'm a big component of plant medicine so it just depends on you know what you feel called to doing.

Kertia: 32:40

That's amazing. Do you want to say more? Do you want to speak more?

Jaclyn: 32:43

sat with any other plant medicine yet besides psilocybin, because I don't believe in sitting with anything from the point of the ego. I'm sure the listeners are familiar with ayahuasca. So many people are going to the jungle and doing ayahuasca and I think that's beautiful, as long as you're doing it from a place of like. I know I'm meant to do this, my soul is calling me here and you you're doing it from a place of like. I know I'm meant to do this, my soul is calling me here and you're not doing it from a place of everyone else is doing it, so I want to do it and I'm going to go and sit with plant medicine, right. So that's first and foremost.

Jaclyn: 33:36

The way my journey started was with microdosing. I started microdosing psilocybin and this was right before I had my first awakening with the Kundalini and the light language and the appendicitis. I was actually taking Adderall for a while and I had a complete nervous breakdown on the Adderall and I said, okay, I know I need to get off of this. I started working with someone and she said let's start microdosing and she taught me how to do it and that completely rewired my nervous system and I think that's why a lot of gifts were able to come through. I had the space within my body, I was calm within my body to allow that to happen.

Jaclyn: 34:17

So if you're someone and again I'm not a doctor at all but if you are someone who suffers from overthinking or anxiety or depression, microdosing is a beautiful tool, a beautiful medicine to help with that, and it's such a small dose that you're not going to have a wild journey.

Jaclyn: 34:34

When you sit with the medicine in a larger capacity, it's literally like getting 10 years of therapy within six hours or eight hours, years of therapy within six hours or eight hours and you move through a lot. So it's a beautiful, beautiful way to sit with a medicine, have a space holder there to hold space for you and guide you through the journey and really move through the things that you didn't know you had to move through. But the medicine does that. The medicine speaks to your body, speaks to you to move through. But the medicine does that. The medicine speaks to your body, speaks to you to move through what is present in your field, to get you to the place that you're meant to get to. So that's my take on it, and it goes so much deeper. Like I said, it helps awaken gifts and it's just a beautiful energy.

Kertia: 35:22

You mentioned previously your most recent awakening. How was that for you? How was that different from the first one?

Jaclyn: 35:32

This last one. Well, the first one was very abrupt. Right, it was the light language, the kundalini. It was an initiation and I ended up in the hospital. So it was very like jolting it was an initiation and I ended up in the hospital, so it was very like jolting.

Jaclyn: 35:45

This one was, of course, an initiation into itself, but it required a lot from me. Like I said, I had to shed a lot of things. I had to shed my relationship, I had to shed my career and I was brought into healing the depths of my being to a level that I've never experienced before. So there were points of the journey that were very daunting, but on the other side of it, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced because it really changed the person that I sit here as now. I am a person that lives through the frequency of unconditional love. I am someone who has ascended, has awakened, and understands myself on a very different level, understands how life works on a very different level, and I'm just living in a much happier, grounded, open state of being so aligned to my worthiness, and I wouldn't change it for anything. Truly, it was the biggest gift that I've ever been given, and, though it was difficult and, though it completely changed my life, it changed my life in the most positive way.

Kertia: 37:04

That's amazing. A part of this whole ascension process and being able to embrace it is a lot of the fear around that and what comes with that. What advice do you have for people who recognize that they have these gifts? Gifts, um, we all have it to some extent. We all came with different gifts. It's just some of us choose not to use it and some of us are just completely aware that we even have them. Right, but for the people who would like to delve into this version of reality, what would you have to say about the fear around it? That can be helpful or, I don't know, supportive in some way.

Jaclyn: 37:55

Yeah, the fear is a very normal part. The fear is your ego. Your ego is meant to keep you comfortable, to keep you safe. So your ego is not your enemy. You're meant to integrate your ego.

Jaclyn: 38:08

So if fear is coming up for you, allow yourself to sit with the fear, allow the fear to speak to you, but at the same time, give that fear unconditional love and speak to your ego.

Jaclyn: 38:23

Speak to that fear as if it's a little child, letting the fear know that she or he is safe to explore these new parts of their being, that they're safe to expand and change their life in the way that they're feeling called to. So, in order to really move through the fear that will arise from you saying yes to going on an ascension journey, an awakening journey, exploring your gifts. However you want to look at it, it comes down to unconditional love, because you don't want to just push the fear away, because the fear is going to get louder. You want to allow yourself to look at the fear, see what's coming up for you, because that's probably something you're going to have to work through at some point in your journey. But be very gentle to your fear, to your ego, and send it unconditional love and watch how the ego will get quieter and become more integrated into your being as you take that step forth to really explore these parts of you.

Kertia: 39:24

That was lovely. Speaking to your fear like a child and I think a lot of us we don't kind of like realize how much we need that right, that love, to give ourselves that love and that patience yeah, Like speaking to your fear like a child. That's the first time I've heard someone say that actually, and I think that is so helpful. That is so helpful and it's a complete different. It gives you a complete different perception of your it, because you can't anyways, even if you try. But you can learn how to use it and you can learn to see it differently.

Jaclyn: 40:18

Yeah, just to add to that too. It's energy, everything is energy. So your fear is energy. So the more you look at that fear and give into that fear and are quote unquote me to that fear or let the fear affect you, that energy is growing. That's how entities happen in the first place, right? You're giving into the energy so it grows and grows and becomes a bigger part of you and allows it to take over your being, and that's how you navigate your life. So when you're giving it unconditional love and you're giving it kindness and you're gentle with it and you're treating it like a child, that's your light coming into that energy. You're integrating your light into the quote unquote darkness, into the fear, into the shadow, and now that's when it's integrated. So now it's not controlling your life, but now it's just a part of you and it will arise when it's trying to teach you something, but it's no longer going to control your life. Instead, the higher aspects of yourself will be the ones that are navigating your life for you.

Kertia: 41:20

Absolutely, Absolutely. I love that. You know you helping the divine feminine. Let's talk about that some more. You know you helping the divine feminine. Let's talk about that some more. You know what is the divine feminine, what are qualities of the divine feminine and how can we embrace that more.

Jaclyn: 41:39

Yeah, so the way I look at the divine feminine is essentially just being in your healthy feminine right. It's being the queen energy, the goddess energy. It's being a woman who is divinely aligned to their authenticity, to their truth. No matter, look, it doesn't necessarily have to be a gender role. It doesn't have to be you know. You have to be a woman. If you're a man who identifies more as feminine, then you can consider yourself divine feminine. I'm never going to be someone to tell you that's wrong or that's right, but, speaking just specifically to women, it's really allowing you to be back into wholeness, back into your center, because being worthy, being confident, being a being of love, these are all traits that are feminine right. Being feminine is soft in nature. Being feminine is the ability to receive, while, at the same time, being feminine is someone who's not afraid to feel, to feel all their feelings, to explore their anger, to explore their shadows, and it's bringing it all into wholeness with oneself and living from that place.

Kertia: 42:56

Yeah, and I like that you pointed out that, both men and women, we have the divine masculine and the divine feminine, and it's for us to have, I guess, a balance between those two energies and be able to facilitate not just equality of both but operating from both of them equally, which I think is something that a lot of us struggle with, because on the side with males, I know it's becoming more of a conversation today where males are speaking of their own inner divine feminine qualities as well. I know, you know we talk about it on the side with, you know, women primarily, but then there is that side with the men as well. We all have that yin and yang energy within us, so I like that you also mentioned that as well. As it related to the males. What do they identify more with that energy or not?

Jaclyn: 44:01

Yeah, because at the end of the day, it's all energy. I think it's just perspective and how you look at it, and people will speak differently to their perspective of the feminine and masculine energy. I agree with you that of course, we have both within us and we're meant to bring it into union within ourselves and operate from a place of balance, while at the same time, you'll have specific seasons of life where you're more in your feminine and you're more living from that. Sometimes, especially in today's society, as entrepreneurs and women in business, we lean more into the masculine, but it's being able to have a dance, a fluid dance, between the both, so they're always in balance.

Jaclyn: 44:45

What I will say from my personal experience? I find that, at least for myself but I feel like I experienced it myself because this is how others are supposed to experience it too that women are fully in their power when they're in their divine feminine and they have the counterpart of a masculine partner who's fully in his divine masculine and to operate from those two roles. That is where you will really be able to tap into your truest power, while, of course, being able to have that dance within yourself If your partner, who's a man, needs to be more in his feminine, then you can be more in your masculine right. It's a balance, but I find that that is the most powerful energy to be in as women is to really allow ourselves to experience our feminine fully, because that's when you'll be able to tap into your gifts and all of that amazing stuff.

Kertia: 45:49

Absolutely. I love your explanation. That was a really good explanation, thank you. Is there anything else you would like to share with us about your work that you do with women, or just about the journey in general?

Jaclyn: 46:05

Yeah, I also host a podcast. It's called the Worthiness Codes Podcast. It's a self-hosted podcast and I share episodes for guided meditations and light language transmission. So for listeners who never experienced light language before, it's a beautiful way to experience and receive the energy. I also work with clients one-on-one as a spiritual life coach, really going in to help them see life from a wider lens, to really understand how to best navigate themselves and life. And I'm also working on the online course of the Worthiness Codes Blueprint to share with the Feminine Collective. So that should be done, hopefully by the end of the year. I'm really excited about that.

Jaclyn: 46:52

And yeah, I mean, if you're interested in this journey of ascension, in this journey of awakening, it's for a very specific reason the call. Once you have it, it's never going to go away. It's only going to get louder. So if you feel the call to awaken, allow yourself to dive into it. You don't have to dive in headfirst and leave everything behind. You can go into it slowly and what feels good for you, but just know that it's there for a reason.

Kertia: 47:25

You know one thing I forgot to ask because I know what light language is, but some listeners might not. So I forgot to ask you real quick what is light language? How do you use it? As sacred sounds, but it's most widely known as light language.

Jaclyn: 47:54

Essentially what it is. It's sound frequencies that come through your voice, unfamiliar to the human mind. The human mind will not be able to understand it, but there's familiarity to your soul. So the frequencies are received by your soul to shift, to activate and to heal energy, while at the same time you may be able to understand an overarching theme of what's going on. But because sound is the most powerful frequency, the most powerful way to heal, being able to channel and receive these sounds for healing, for awakening, is beyond. So it's a very weird but beautiful modality.

Kertia: 48:48

It's beautiful. I've actually so cared for and I was literally vibrating. It was amazing. So definitely an amazing experience. If anyone's interested to check it out, yeah, I'd love for you to tell us where we can find. I know you mentioned your podcast and I know you have a website, but do you offer like language to your clients and like?

Jaclyn: 49:17

tell us the good stuff. The way I work with one-on-one clients is I like to do more of the coaching and tap into the conscious mind first, because that is what allows people to really understand what's going on with them. And if the client is recurring, then I'm able to do more of the healing work, more of the light language, the sacred sounds and really tap in that way, because that's all subconscious right, that's all energy. You don't necessarily understand what's going on, but for people to really be able to understand their own blueprint, understand themselves and what's happening with life, and make transformation on that level, it's more about the conscious mind first and then doing some of the underlying work from there. And that makes perfect sense.

Kertia: 50:10

Yeah, thank you so much, jacqueline.

Jaclyn: 50:12

Thank you.

Kertia: 50:13

This was an amazing conversation.

Jaclyn: 50:15

So beautiful, so beautiful, thank you.

Kertia: 50:24

Thank you so much for sticking with me. I am looking forward to hearing your thoughts on this episode, and thank you so much for all your love and support. I can't wait to share with you what I have in store for the podcast moving forward, and if you have any input as to what you would like to hear or what you would like to see in the future, hit me up in the DMs and let's chat All right until next time. Thank you.