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Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
In this soul-activating episode, we unravel the hidden truth most never speak about:
When you’re raised by a narcissistic mother, your joy becomes the target.
Not your failure. Not your pain. But your radiance.
I dive into how emotional abuse, control, and manipulation often begin the moment you start shining — laughing too loudly, feeling too free, or expressing your natural glow.
This episode will help you finally understand why your nervous system braced in the presence of your own happiness — and how reclaiming your joy is the most radical act of liberation.
✨ If you’ve ever felt unsafe being fully yourself — this episode is for you.
✨ If you’re healing from narcissistic abuse and stepping into financial freedom — this episode is medicine.
✨ If you’re ready to unlearn the lie that you must suffer to be loved — this is your portal.
🔑 Key Topics:
• Why narcissistic mothers attack your joy
• How joy gets linked with danger in your nervous system
• Releasing the core wound of “too muchness”
• Anchoring safety in your pleasure, play, and power
• How reclaiming joy connects directly to financial and spiritual freedom
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