Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine is a deep and magnetic podcast here in Utah that focuses on transformative wisdom for the soul. If you're ready to step into your power, give this show a listen.
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Episodes
67 episodes
If You've Been Listening... This is the Step
This podcast is for those who are deeply aware...and quietly exhausted from circling the same insights without real movement. Here, we don't chase healing, hustle transformation, or perform evolution.We work at the level of t...
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For People Who See the Truth But Don't Yet Feel Safe
Seeing the truth of your family or personal dynamics is one thing—feeling safe enough to act on it is another. Many people can notice patterns, understand what’s unhealthy, and even imagine healthier boundaries—but their nervous system or inner...
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62 Countries, 381 Cities, 1 Body.
I want to pause and say thank you to everyone listening---from every corner of the world. Knowing this space is shared across 62 countries feels humbling and deeply human. Shoutout to #Belgium, #Cambodia, #Canada, #China, #Colombia,...
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When Your Body Wants Comfort, Not Discipline
What if cravings weren't a lack of discipline---but communication? In this episode, we explore how the body speaks through appetite, especially during luteal phase, periods of stress, trauma processing, and grief. We talk about why ...
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If Healing is Bringing Up Nausea, Cravings, or Disconnection--This is Why
Have you ever noticed that when you start healing — emotionally, spiritually, or through nervous system work — your body seems to respond in unexpected ways?Nausea. Food cravings. Fatigue. Feeling disconnected from practices that used t...
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No Wonder You HATE Clowns 🤡---You Were Raised By Narcissists 🎭 HALLOWEEN SPECIAL EPISODE 🎃🕸️👻
If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals.In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma...
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Past Life Release & Vestibular Recalibration Visualization BONUS EPISODE
If you struggle with motion sickness, then this special episode is for you. Perform a past life release & vestibular recalibration visualization in less than 5 minutes. This is designed with the energetic architecture of somatic grounding, ...
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I Had a Somatic Breakdown at my 9 to 5
I never thought healing would look like crying uncontrollably at my 9 to 5 job, wondering if I would ever feel normal again. But that moment...was my body saying "it's finally over." This week's episode is the most vulnerable one I'...
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Rest as a Spiritual Practice
What if resting and sleeping MORE would bring you MORE? Sometimes, we are called to pause in our lives and rest in the void between versions of ourselves. This is your sign and reminder to give yourself FULL permission to do absolutely nothing ...
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Breaking Free from Psychological Servitude in Narcissistic Abuse
Have you ever felt trapped in a relationship with your parent or significant other and knew the person isn't good for you? That's psychological servitude...and it's a lot more common than you think.I cre...
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Boundaries Without the Guilt
It's time to say NO to toxic ties: family, old platforms, and energy drains. NO is a full, valid, healthy sentence. If the other person does not respect your NOs, then they are not aligned to be apart of your life anymore. They do not have the ...
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The Narcissistic Hijack of Spiritual Spaces (How Leo Season is Helping Me Reclaim My Radiance)
Not all narcissists scream—some wear white linen + call it healing. In this Leo season episode, I’m exposing spiritual narcissism, sharing red flags to watch for, and reclaiming my radiance after false light. If you’ve ever been shamed, silence...
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Being Truly Seen: Why Your Raw Humanity is Your Greatest Magnetism
In this episode, we dive deep into the tender art of being truly seen — not just in your healed, polished moments, but right in the middle of your raw, messy, human becoming.I share how allowing yourself to be witnessed exactly...
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19:29
Peeling Off the Armor to be Seen in Softness & Wealth
In today’s episode, we dive deep into peeling off the energetic armor that keeps us small — the fear of being seen, of shining too brightly, of becoming the rich friend.I share my own tender breakthroughs around releasing shame...
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Why Cutting Energetic Cords Can Make You Feel Sicky: The Truth About Somatic Purging After Soul Severance
Have you ever felt sicky in your throat or sinuses after writing a cord cutting letter or ending an energetic contract with someone? In this episode, we explore why somatic detox symptoms like throat tightness, sinus drainage, or flu-lik...
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Nervous System Healing for Soft Women After Emotional Abuse
This episode is for the woman whose body still feels frozen, braced, or anxious… even though he’s gone.For the ones who were emotionally punished through silence, withdrawal, or manipulation — and who learned to self-abandon just to kee...
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Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
In this soul-activating episode, we unravel the hidden truth most never speak about:When you’re raised by a narcissistic mother, your joy becomes the target.Not your failure. Not your pain. But your radiance.I dive into h...
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You are NOT Too Much---You Are Returning to Radiance
Welcome to Return to Radiance — a sanctuary for sensitive, powerful women rising beyond survival and reclaiming their softest strength.Hosted by Gracen, a psychic intuitive, author, and guide for women healing after narcissistic family ...
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The Dream That Showed Me How to Leave
In this episode, I share a vivid dream that revealed a hidden exit from the energetic trap I've felt stuck in---a place where most people stay because it feels "easier". But, I found the way out...not through logic, but through energy.
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Crown Chakra Alchemy: EFT Healing & Hypnosis to Reclaim Divine Connection
In this powerful episode, we journey into the luminous realm of the crown chakra—your portal to divine wisdom, spiritual clarity, and cosmic trust. Through guided EFT tapping and a deeply soothing hypnosis, you’ll clear out...
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Your Narcissistic Family is Making You Sick: The Hidden Link Between Emotional Abuse & Chronic Illness
Struggling with IBS, fatigue, anxiety, or chronic health issues that doctors can’t explain? Your narcissistic family might be the root cause. In this powerful episode, we explore the link between narcissistic abuse, trauma, and physical illness...
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Reclaiming the Mother Within: Healing, Lineage, and the Sacred Feminine
This Mother’s Day, we go beyond surface celebration and into soul-level remembrance. In this sacred episode, I hold space for the grief, beauty, and truth this day can bring—especially for those healing from mother wounds, ancestral pain, or th...
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The Cost of Freedom: Grieving, Surviving & Rebuilding After Going No Contact
In this episode, I open up about what it’s really like navigating financial hardship without family support—after going no contact. From student loans to phone bills, to feeling the crushing weight of doing it all alone, I share the emotional s...
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Narcissistic Abuse is Mind Control---And Here's How to Break Free
If you’ve been feeling like something deep within you is ready to shift — like the version of you that’s been surviving, over giving, or staying small is no longer welcome in your future — you’re not alone.So many people I work with are ...
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Escaping the Patriarchal Cage: A Dream About Power, Control, and Freedom
In this powerful episode, I take you inside a vivid dream that revealed deep ancestral patterns of control, silence, and escape. I share how this dream helped me decode patriarchal programming, the narcissistic wound, and the deeper truths abou...
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