Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine is a deep and magnetic podcast here in Utah that focuses on transformative wisdom for the soul. If you're ready to step into your power, give this show a listen.
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Episodes
54 episodes
Peeling Off the Armor to be Seen in Softness & Wealth
In today’s episode, we dive deep into peeling off the energetic armor that keeps us small — the fear of being seen, of shining too brightly, of becoming the rich friend.I share my own tender breakthroughs around releasing shame...
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Why Cutting Energetic Cords Can Make You Feel Sicky: The Truth About Somatic Purging After Soul Severance
Have you ever felt sicky in your throat or sinuses after writing a cord cutting letter or ending an energetic contract with someone? In this episode, we explore why somatic detox symptoms like throat tightness, sinus drainage, or flu-lik...
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Nervous System Healing for Soft Women After Emotional Abuse
This episode is for the woman whose body still feels frozen, braced, or anxious… even though he’s gone.For the ones who were emotionally punished through silence, withdrawal, or manipulation — and who learned to self-abandon just to kee...
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16:40
Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
In this soul-activating episode, we unravel the hidden truth most never speak about:When you’re raised by a narcissistic mother, your joy becomes the target.Not your failure. Not your pain. But your radiance.I dive into h...
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You are NOT Too Much---You Are Returning to Radiance
Welcome to Return to Radiance — a sanctuary for sensitive, powerful women rising beyond survival and reclaiming their softest strength.Hosted by Gracen, a psychic intuitive, author, and guide for women healing after narcissistic family ...
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The Dream That Showed Me How to Leave
In this episode, I share a vivid dream that revealed a hidden exit from the energetic trap I've felt stuck in---a place where most people stay because it feels "easier". But, I found the way out...not through logic, but through energy.
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Crown Chakra Alchemy: EFT Healing & Hypnosis to Reclaim Divine Connection
In this powerful episode, we journey into the luminous realm of the crown chakra—your portal to divine wisdom, spiritual clarity, and cosmic trust. Through guided EFT tapping and a deeply soothing hypnosis, you’ll clear out...
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Your Narcissistic Family is Making You Sick: The Hidden Link Between Emotional Abuse & Chronic Illness
Struggling with IBS, fatigue, anxiety, or chronic health issues that doctors can’t explain? Your narcissistic family might be the root cause. In this powerful episode, we explore the link between narcissistic abuse, trauma, and physical illness...
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Reclaiming the Mother Within: Healing, Lineage, and the Sacred Feminine
This Mother’s Day, we go beyond surface celebration and into soul-level remembrance. In this sacred episode, I hold space for the grief, beauty, and truth this day can bring—especially for those healing from mother wounds, ancestral pain, or th...
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10:05
The Cost of Freedom: Grieving, Surviving & Rebuilding After Going No Contact
In this episode, I open up about what it’s really like navigating financial hardship without family support—after going no contact. From student loans to phone bills, to feeling the crushing weight of doing it all alone, I share the emotional s...
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Narcissistic Abuse is Mind Control---And Here's How to Break Free
If you’ve been feeling like something deep within you is ready to shift — like the version of you that’s been surviving, over giving, or staying small is no longer welcome in your future — you’re not alone.So many people I work with are ...
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21:30
Escaping the Patriarchal Cage: A Dream About Power, Control, and Freedom
In this powerful episode, I take you inside a vivid dream that revealed deep ancestral patterns of control, silence, and escape. I share how this dream helped me decode patriarchal programming, the narcissistic wound, and the deeper truths abou...
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Dismantling the Pattern of Not Being Believed: Breaking the Ancestral Silence
For generations, women have been silenced, dismissed, and told their truth was “too much,” “too emotional,” or simply not real. In this powerful episode, we dive into the deep ancestral patterns of the feminine being invalidated—and how to brea...
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10:32
The Journey to Soul Sovereignty: Healing Generational and Personal Wounds
In this powerful episode, I dive deep into the concept of soul sovereignty and how to break free from limiting cycles and generational wounds. If you’ve ever felt controlled by external forces or disconnected from your true essence, this...
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16:21
Why Survivor's Guilt Happens After No Contact
In this powerful episode, we explore the complex emotions tied to survivor's guilt after implementing a "no contact" rule. If you've experienced feelings of guilt after cutting ties with a toxic person or abusive relationship, you're not alone....
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13:45
From Survival to Financial Power: How I Built My Freedom on a Server's Salary
In this empowering episode, I discuss the financial struggles of leaving your narcissistic abuser, shifting from survival to strategy, building a foundation for financial freedom, and my personal lessons for those of you in similar situations. ...
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Taking the Leap: Leaving Your Narcissistic Abuser and Thriving on Your Own
In this powerful episode, I’ll talk about the life-changing decision to finally leave a narcissistic abuser and take that bold step into a new chapter of your life. Whether you’re still contemplating it or have already made the decision, you ar...
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Navigating the Workplace with Narcissists: Strategies for Survival and Success
In this episode, I'm diving into the difficult and often draining topic of navigating the workplace when dealing with narcissists. Whether it’s a narcissistic boss, a manipulative coworker, or even toxic company culture, you don’t have to let n...
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Reactive Abuse Cycle: The Manipulation Tactic That Turns the Victim Into the Villian
This episode will educate, validate, and empower listeners who have experienced reactive abuse---a tactic narcissists use to make their victims look like the aggressor. *Important Notes*-Many victims of narcissistic abuse fee...
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*Trigger WARNING* This is Why You Are Getting Re-Triggered in the Bedroom
I found myself questioning why I kept getting re-triggered in the bedroom in my sex life. It turns out there is an answer to this problem. After spending time conducting research and practicing energy healing on myself for the past several year...
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Break Free From Narcissist's Control: Reclaiming Your Soul
Have you been or are you currently entangled in narcissistic relationships? Listen to this episode to experience the alchemical process of freeing yourself from the psychological, emotional, and energetic control of a narcissist. Ge...
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14:43
Love Yourself First: Unpacking Self-Love Through Relationship Reflections
This episode delves into the profound connection between our relationships and our journey of self-love. We'll explore how past and present relationships, both romantic and platonic, can offer valuable insights into our deepest needs, insecurit...
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21:54
Finding Light in the Darkness: My Journey Through Depression & Natural Transformation
Join me as I share my personal journey through depression and how I found healing through my creative healing techniques. This episode explores the challenges of navigating mental health, the power of self-care, and the importance of finding yo...
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9:42
Unveiling the Veil: Rediscovering My Psychic Gifts After a Challenging Life
Join me on a deeply personal journey of self-discovery. I'll share how I navigated through a challenging period in my life, and how that adversity unexpectedly led to the rediscovery of my dormant psychic gifts. This episode explores themes of ...
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