Alchemy of the Dark Feminine
Alchemy of the Dark Feminine is a deep and magnetic podcast here in Utah that focuses on transformative wisdom for the soul. If you're ready to step into your power, give this show a listen.
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Episodes
75 episodes
You Can Feel Triggered Without Abandoning Yourself
If you feel like you become a different person around emotionally immature, narcissistic, controlling, or verbally aggressive people, this episode is for you. Today I'm breaking down the difference between being emotionally activate...
Emotional Shapeshifting: The Subtle Survival Pattern You Didn't Know You Had
Have you ever noticed yourself changing your personality, emotions, tone, or energy depending on who you're interacting with? In this episode, I'm introducing the concept of emotional shapeshifting---a nervous system survival pattern whe...
You're Not Seeking Love, You're Seeking Orientation
Are you REALLY seeking love, or are you actually seeking orientation? In this episode, Gracen explores the hidden reason so many people become dependent on validation, approval, relationships, and external feedback to determine thei...
The Hidden Cost of Outsourcing Your Self-Worth
Do you ever feel confident one day and deeply insecure the next?Maybe your self-worth changes depending on how much money you make, how many likes you receive, whether someone texts you back, or how productive you've been.In this ...
The Real Reason You Keep Losing Yourself in Relationships
Have you ever felt like you lose yourself in relationships?Maybe you become hyper-focused on another person's needs, opinions, moods, or approval. Maybe you find yourself over-explaining, people-pleasing, shrinking, fawning, or abandonin...
Reclaiming Authorship: Training Your Nervous System to Stop Questioning Your Existence
This episode is for the person who is exhausted from internally abandoning themselves. The one whose nervous system still defaults to shrinking, self-doubt, over-explaining, comparison, shame spirals, or feeling like their existence needs permi...
Fawning Isn't Who You Are--It's What Covert Sabotage Trained Into You
Fawning isn’t just people-pleasing—it’s a nervous system response shaped by covert emotional dynamics.In this episode, we break down how fawning develops in the presence of covert saboteur energy, why it’s so hard to “just set boundarie...
When Fathers Compete With Their Daughters: Why It Makes Women Feel Unsafe in Their Feminine Energy
There’s a dynamic that almost no one talks about — when a father unconsciously competes with his daughter.Instead of protecting her softness, celebrating her joy, and helping her feel safe in her feminine energy… the daughter becomes so...
If You've Been Listening... This is the Step
This podcast is for those who are deeply aware...and quietly exhausted from circling the same insights without real movement. Here, we don't chase healing, hustle transformation, or perform evolution.We work at the level of t...
For People Who See the Truth But Don't Yet Feel Safe
Seeing the truth of your family or personal dynamics is one thing—feeling safe enough to act on it is another. Many people can notice patterns, understand what’s unhealthy, and even imagine healthier boundaries—but their nervous system or inner...
62 Countries, 381 Cities, 1 Body.
I want to pause and say thank you to everyone listening---from every corner of the world. Knowing this space is shared across 62 countries feels humbling and deeply human. Shoutout to #Belgium, #Cambodia, #Canada, #China, #Colombia,...
When Your Body Wants Comfort, Not Discipline
What if cravings weren't a lack of discipline---but communication? In this episode, we explore how the body speaks through appetite, especially during luteal phase, periods of stress, trauma processing, and grief. We talk about why ...
If Healing is Bringing Up Nausea, Cravings, or Disconnection--This is Why
Have you ever noticed that when you start healing — emotionally, spiritually, or through nervous system work — your body seems to respond in unexpected ways?Nausea. Food cravings. Fatigue. Feeling disconnected from practices that used t...
No Wonder You HATE Clowns 🤡---You Were Raised By Narcissists 🎭 HALLOWEEN SPECIAL EPISODE 🎃🕸️👻
If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals.In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma...
Past Life Release & Vestibular Recalibration Visualization BONUS EPISODE
If you struggle with motion sickness, then this special episode is for you. Perform a past life release & vestibular recalibration visualization in less than 5 minutes. This is designed with the energetic architecture of somatic grounding, ...
I Had a Somatic Breakdown at my 9 to 5
I never thought healing would look like crying uncontrollably at my 9 to 5 job, wondering if I would ever feel normal again. But that moment...was my body saying "it's finally over." This week's episode is the most vulnerable one I'...
Rest as a Spiritual Practice
What if resting and sleeping MORE would bring you MORE? Sometimes, we are called to pause in our lives and rest in the void between versions of ourselves. This is your sign and reminder to give yourself FULL permission to do absolutely nothing ...
Breaking Free from Psychological Servitude in Narcissistic Abuse
Have you ever felt trapped in a relationship with your parent or significant other and knew the person isn't good for you? That's psychological servitude...and it's a lot more common than you think.I cre...
Boundaries Without the Guilt
It's time to say NO to toxic ties: family, old platforms, and energy drains. NO is a full, valid, healthy sentence. If the other person does not respect your NOs, then they are not aligned to be apart of your life anymore. They do not have the ...
The Narcissistic Hijack of Spiritual Spaces (How Leo Season is Helping Me Reclaim My Radiance)
Not all narcissists scream—some wear white linen + call it healing. In this Leo season episode, I’m exposing spiritual narcissism, sharing red flags to watch for, and reclaiming my radiance after false light. If you’ve ever been shamed, silence...
Being Truly Seen: Why Your Raw Humanity is Your Greatest Magnetism
In this episode, we dive deep into the tender art of being truly seen — not just in your healed, polished moments, but right in the middle of your raw, messy, human becoming.I share how allowing yourself to be witnessed exactly...
Peeling Off the Armor to be Seen in Softness & Wealth
In today’s episode, we dive deep into peeling off the energetic armor that keeps us small — the fear of being seen, of shining too brightly, of becoming the rich friend.I share my own tender breakthroughs around releasing shame...
Why Cutting Energetic Cords Can Make You Feel Sicky: The Truth About Somatic Purging After Soul Severance
Have you ever felt sicky in your throat or sinuses after writing a cord cutting letter or ending an energetic contract with someone? In this episode, we explore why somatic detox symptoms like throat tightness, sinus drainage, or flu-lik...
Nervous System Healing for Soft Women After Emotional Abuse
This episode is for the woman whose body still feels frozen, braced, or anxious… even though he’s gone.For the ones who were emotionally punished through silence, withdrawal, or manipulation — and who learned to self-abandon just to kee...
Joy Was the Target: How Malignant Narcissistic Mothers Condition Us to Dim Our Light
In this soul-activating episode, we unravel the hidden truth most never speak about:When you’re raised by a narcissistic mother, your joy becomes the target.Not your failure. Not your pain. But your radiance.I dive into h...