My Brother was Right About Portals - Plus Satanic Globalists & The Enemy in High Places

In this episode, I talk about one of the last conversations I had with my brother before he killed himself in 2016. What I thought was crazy talk at the time, turned out to be true. I discuss Global Organizations that have evil intentions and demonic agendas, and how we need to be watchful and know what we are up against. How can we pray against the wicked schemes of the enemy if we don't know where he's at work? Thanks for listening, and I hope you enjoy this episode. 

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Hey everybody, welcome back to the Dissatisfied Podcast. I am Rochelle Smith, and I appreciate you tuning in to hear what I have to say. So today it's gonna be a little bit different because I'm gonna talk about some things that you might not have ever heard about. Because for me, I had not heard about some of this stuff until really 2020, when I started to really dive into some of these things. But I'm gonna start off by talking about my brother just a little bit. So my brother Rich killed himself in December of 2016. And the first two episodes of Dissatisfied talk about my past a little bit with suicide. So if you have not listened to those, you could go back and take a listen to episode one and two. But anyway, my brother Rich took his own life in December of 2016. He was only 41 years old. He was a husband, he was a father, he was successful. And, you know, by all accounts, he really had everything a man would want. But when he was 18 years old, almost 19, and I was 20, my sister was 22, our dad killed himself. And our dad was only 44 years old, and kind of the same situation. You know, my dad was a successful businessman in our town. He had a good family, people that loved him, lots of friends. So, you know, everything changed when my dad took his life. Our whole entire lives changed, every dynamic of our life. And the reality is trauma like that stays with you. It just stays with a person when you go through tragedy and trauma. And it will morph into other issues when it's not dealt with in a healthy way. So, you know, sometimes people get counseling and that can help people, sometimes support groups, grief support groups, or you know, trauma support groups, sometimes meditation and exercise, being in nature, those types of things will help people. You kind of have to figure that out. What is going to be something that's good for your soul when you're struggling? And you know, sometimes it's not the same for everybody. And my own personal journey, I believe that true healing and understanding and growth can only come when you let God into it. Because that was my own personal experience, is I did not find true healing and freedom in some areas when it came to grief and tragedy and trauma until I walked some of the stuff out with the Lord. Because I think without God, it's impossible to make any sense of evil things, of death, of grief, of tragedy. And you know, one of the names of God in the Bible is wonderful counselor. He is the wonderful counselor. So with God's word as a filter for our lives, giving him our burdens, we can start to gain some sort of understanding. For instance, you know, coming to an understanding that the devil and demons are real, and that Jesus actually said the enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy, and that he wasn't saying that figuratively. Having that type of understanding that we have a real enemy who wants to take us out helps us to make a little bit of sense of horrible and tragic things that happen in our lives. But we don't know what we don't know, right? Outside of God's word, whatever sense you can make of this life outside of God usually just points you back to yourself. And that actually is just a recipe for disaster. So when I look at how my brother was handling the hard things of this life, that's what I saw. I saw how he was looking to himself for strength. He was looking to himself for wisdom. He was looking to himself to find all the answers. And that's why he was so much, he he was very much into the self-help stuff, self-help teachings. He was very into Tony Robbins. He actually worked for Tony Robbins' company for several years. He was very much into the uh personality profiles, like the in-depth kinds, the kind that goes beyond the Enneagram. Have you heard of the Enneagram? You probably have. And they also put you in a box. So it puts labels on people, it makes you feel limited. And yeah, I know that there's people that are going to say, well, no, it's it's gonna help you understand yourself, and it's gonna help other people understand who you are and why you are the way you are. Okay, well, but what's the end game with that? I have seen people use those personality tests to actually excuse their crappy behavior. So, you know, oh, I'm a type eight, so I'm bossy and controlling, but that's how God made me. So I'm gonna embrace who I am now do what I say. Or I'm a type nine. That's what I was on the Enneagram. I'm a type nine, so you know, I'm just gonna agree, just to agree, even though I don't agree. And it just puts you in this box, it makes you feel limited, it makes you feel like, oh, well, this is just the way I am, so I have to just learn to live with it. But no, you know, in my opinion, it could possibly be a tool of the enemy because it breeds self-reliance, it feeds our egos, and it removes the idea that we are to be molded and changed by God every single day. But when you put a label on yourself or you put a label on somebody else, you're basically saying that's just the way you are, you can't change, you just need to find a way to manage it. But God says that He should become greater and we should become less. It says the Bible says that we are being changed from glory to glory. And then in Romans it says, don't conform to the pattern of the world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. So we don't need personality tests to tell us our strengths and weaknesses. As Christians, we need the Holy Spirit, we need the Word of God, we need self-examination. And yes, God makes each of us unique, and he does that because he wants to bring glory to himself. But these personality tests put you at the center, it puts you on display, it makes you focus on you, not the Lord. So but back to my brother. So Rich was very smart, he was a very motivational type person. And if you're listening and you and you knew Rich, you're gonna agree with that. He knew how to be very motivational, and he actually built a business as a life coach, and he was very successful at it. He helped so many people. But on top of his own personal struggles, he was very aware of things that were happening around the world. Things that honestly I was completely clueless about at the time. But I think that he had a a lot of burdens that he was carrying personally, and then on top of that, you know, all this other stuff that he was very aware of that kind of probably created some fear inside of himself, the things that were happening in the world. But he just had no place to unload those burdens. He thought it all rested on himself, and that can crush us. In Matthew 11, 28 through 30, it says, Jesus said this, Come to me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls, for my yoke is easy and my burden is light. And if only rich could have embraced that, that there was a place that he could lay his burdens down, there was a place that even through hardship, through tragedy, through grief, there was a place that he could go that would make it lighter. It would make it a lighter load, and that place was Jesus. So I remember about two weeks before Rich died, so that would have been the end of November 2016. We were sitting at my kitchen table and just chatting, and he started to talk about some things that I was trying to pretend were normal, but in my mind I was thinking, oh my gosh, he's crazy. So he was talking about how he thought the government was using our phones to listen to us and to spy on us. And, you know, again, at the time I thought that was nuts. What do you mean our government is spying on us? Our government would never do such a thing, right? And then another thing that he talked about was CERN, C-E-R-N, CERN. Have you heard of CERN? I had never heard about it until Rich started talking about it that day. So let me give you a little a little explanation of who CERN is. So CERN is the world's largest particle physics laboratory. Supposedly, its mission is to understand how the universe works. So they have nine particle accelerators. One of them is the large hadron collider. I don't know if I said that right, but that's the one that's in the news a lot. You may have heard of it. So how it works is beams of subatomic particles are accelerated to near the speed of light and smashed together, recreating the conditions of the universe fractions of a second after the Big Bang. Really? That's what you're doing. You're recreating the conditions of the universe fractions of a second after the Big Bang. That's what they're doing? Sounds pretty scientific, but I think it's a bunch of hogwash because, you know, they got me at Big Bang. That's where they got me. So when Rich was telling me about this that day, he actually mentioned to me that he thought that CERN was trying to create and open portals. And, you know, I was just sitting there nodding. And I remember that after he left that day, I called my sister and I was like, oh man, he's losing it. He's talking about all sorts of crazy stuff. He thinks the government spies on us. He thinks there's a place that's opening portals. Poor Rich. He's he's gone crazy. Well, here I am, almost 10 years later, and guess what? My brother was right. Rich, you were right. Not only about the government, but also about the portals. So when you do some deep dives into CERN, you will realize that it's actually very dark. There's something very uncomfortable about this place. So outside of the CERN building is a statue of the Hindu god Shiva. And Shiva is the supreme god in Hinduism. So it's above all other gods. He's also known as the destroyer and has many other attributes. You could look up that if you wanted to. There was also a video from 2016, which I watched, that showed a group of dark-robed figures at nighttime, right outside of CERN, in front of the Shiva statue, performing what looked like a satanic human sacrifice ritual. And I've seen this video. And you could probably find it on YouTube. I don't know if they've taken it down, but you could probably find it somewhere. And if you're interested to see it, you can email me at dissatisfiedpodcast at gmail.com and I will find it and I will send you the link. But of course, CERN came out and said, oh, it was just a hoax. There were some visiting scientists and they just were playing a joke on everybody. Well, okay, sure. I mean, I know so many normal people who joke about satanic rituals and sacrificing humans in front of satanic idols. Happens all the time. See it all the time. So personally, I don't think it was a joke. I don't think it was a hoax. I think it was a real. And did you know that there's this kind of silent rule in the occult that says that you have to show people and tell people what you're doing? And you can lie, you can lie afterwards and say that's not what it was, but you have to put it out there for people to see. It's some sort of weird occult rule. And that's what I think that they were doing to show who they really are. So there are professors and scientists who also believe that CERN could be opening demonic portals to other dimensions. There was one scientist who worked there who claimed to have seen a ghost-like figure inside one of the particle accelerators. I mean, this stuff is wild. But the information is out there for us to find and to understand what's going on around us. Another interesting piece of information about this is its location. So it's located in a suburb of Geneva, Switzerland. And Geneva, Switzerland is also home to the headquarters for the WHO, WHO World Health Organization, and the WEF, the World Economic Forum. And you have to understand that these organizations are not our friends. They are one world order goons who I believe are demonic, possibly some of them are full-on demons. And if you have not heard of the WHO or the WEF, it is time that you learn about them. So the WEF, they're the ones who want people to live in 15 minute cities. They want you to eat bugs, and they're also the ones who say you will own nothing and be happy. They say this out loud. Go look up some videos of Klaus Schwab. So he's the one who founded the WEF. And just listen to him speak. Pay attention to the things that he says. It's demonic stuff. But these people sit in these crowds and they nod like robots. Yes, sir. We will eat the bugs. Yes, sir. We will bow to you. It's insane. And then the WHO, the WHO, it's disguised as an organization that promotes health around the world. But again, it's just a one world order cesspool of tyrants. They want every nation to sign over its sovereignty to them with regard to health-related issues. They want to call the shots when it comes to, you know, pandemics. Look at what happened with COVID. Do you know how much control the WHO had over the world with regulations that they were trying to implement? Thank God at the time we still, I believe we were still outside of the WHO when the COVID pandemic first came on the scene. But they want to call the shots. They want to control you. They want all the control because the ultimate goal of these global organizations is to have complete control worldwide. So, you know, I don't think it's a coincidence that the headquarters of these places are in the same location where demonic portals are trying to be opened. And I know that there's probably a lot of you listening that have never even heard of these organizations because I really knew nothing about them until 2020. And guess what? That's the way that they want it. That's the way the enemy wants it because it's a whole lot easier to take control when nobody knows that's what's happening. So my advice to you and to myself would be to take 20 minutes a week, a little bit of time each week to look some of this stuff up, to stay updated on these types of things that are going on in the world. And don't go to mainstream news, don't do that. Don't read about that kind of stuff on CNN or Fox News or even mainstream type stuff you can find on Instagram or Facebook, because mainstream news is part of the problem. They're part of the deception. Go find some voices that have actually done the research and tell the truth. So there's one podcast that I sometimes listen to. It's she's called, um, her podcast is called the Mel K Show. So she does a pretty good job of breaking down some of this stuff going on in the world if you wanted to look her podcast up. But just remember that most world organizations are designed to ultimately remove your sovereignty. That's how they're designed, that's the goal. And don't forget, the book of Revelation talks about a one-world government. It's called the beast system. It's demonic. And if you're someone who's wondering if it's actually that important for you to know these things, yes, it is. Because we're either going to be a part of standing up against these demonic agendas, or we're going to play a part in helping to usher them in because of our silence and because of not educating ourselves. And I don't want to be that way. I don't want to be a part of allowing this type of stuff to come in and take control. So when opportunities arise, I try to fill people in on what I know about these things. And by no means am I an expert because I'm not. I don't know everything about it, but I know enough. I know enough to understand that it's not good and that it's evil. So, you know, as I've learned about this stuff, I can't help but think about Rich and how he might have been feeling 10 years ago. He probably felt pretty isolated in some of his beliefs and in some of the things he was becoming aware of. Because I know none of my family at the time knew anything about this stuff. So he he didn't know how to filter those things through the Bible. And I know for me, having an understanding of the demonic world and the spiritual realm and the spiritual battle we're in, that helps me process the crazy stuff that happens in this life. You know, having a basis that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against rulers, principalities, and unseen forces of the spiritual realm, that can help us put this wild stuff into perspective. Another thing Rich talked about that day was a drug. And it's a drug called DMT. That's the abbreviation for it, DMT. And it's a hallucinogen. And he was telling me that people from all over the world who take that drug, no matter where they're at, all across the world, they report seeing the same entities. So they see the same entities and they have the same experience. And apparently these entities look like elves that are fun and colorful, and they they can shape shift into other things. So there's also reports that they describe them as humanoid like creatures, mantis like beings, shadow figures, or reptilian entities. And Rich was basically saying that he. He believed that it was alien encounters that people were were having when they were taking this drug. So that opened a conversation about demons because I told him I believe it was demonic. Whatever this drug did was opening up some sort of avenue portal to see into the demonic realm. So we just had this whole conversation about demons and all that kind of stuff. It was a good conversation. And speaking of demons, I have no doubt that my brother was in a very intense battle with demons. And those demons made him believe that he was battling himself. And if you're battling against yourself, who's gonna win? Who wins that? So two weeks after those conversations happened at my kitchen table, he took his own life. And I just think about the crazy conversations we'd be having today if he were still around. I'd be able to tell him right now how right he was about those things. Maybe he would be able to tell me how right I am about, you know, the demons, demonic possession, demonic entities ruling in these high places in the earth. But at the time, I just thought all that stuff was so crazy. And it is crazy, actually, but it's true. And I want to give you just another piece of important information about the Who, the WHO World Health Organization. It sounds so nice. But guess who the largest donor to the WHO is? Can you guess? None other than Bill Gates, the Bill Gates Foundation, good old Billy. He loves vaccines, he loves GMOs, he loves to fund organizations that do research on how to make ticks a bioweapon and how to make mosquitoes a bioweapon. And if you do a deep dive into Bill Gates, this man has his fingerprints on everything. He is not a philanthropist, as he'd like us all to believe. He is another one-world order psychopath who wants to control humanity. And he openly talks about how there are too many people on earth. He talks about depopulation and how how can we control the population of the earth? He actively works to find ways to address that problem. Why would we trust any man who wants to depopulate the earth? It's insane. So we need to ask ourselves why are there so many high-profile, wealthy people who seem to have so much control over us? Why are there so many people in power who want to take away your freedom, including people in our own government? And it's because things are not as they seem. It's because we are in a war that is spiritual. And I know some of this stuff is hard to believe, but honestly, it shouldn't be that hard to believe at this point, not after the Epstein crap, not after all the stuff that has come out about child trafficking, human trafficking. It just shouldn't be that hard to believe at this point that there are satanic, demonic, evil, wicked people that are in power in many places across the world. And I would argue, honestly, maybe some of them aren't even people. But that's a discussion for another another day. But you might be thinking this well, that might be true, Rochelle, that there's lots of demonic, wicked people in power, but what are we supposed to do about it? And I've asked myself the same thing because I'm a nobody. I don't have influence. So what am I supposed to do? What are you supposed to do? Well, number one, we need to know who these people are and what they are doing. What's the enemy's plan with some of this stuff? And we need to know that because number two, we need to pray. 2 Chronicles 7.14 says, If my people who are called by my name would humble themselves and pray, I will hear from heaven and I will forgive their sin and heal their land. And I believe the Lord still does that when we cry out to Him as a nation. In Hosea chapter 4, God says, My people are destroyed because they lack knowledge. They lacked knowledge, and it destroys people when they don't know what's going on. Number one, when you don't know the Lord, that can destroy you. But when you don't know what's going on around you, so that you can enter into the spiritual battle by prayer, that can destroy you as well. And I'm not saying that you need to know every single detail because that's impossible. But we need to be aware of the agendas that are coming from certain people and places. Because there are forces that want to destroy America. And I believe America is the only thing standing in the way of a one-world government being implemented. Why? Because of our constitution, especially the Second Amendment, that says a well-regulated militia being necessary for the security of a free state, the right of the people to keep and bear arms shall not be infringed. That's why we're we're able to stand in the way. Because around 32% of Americans are armed, and listen to this crazy number. Almost 400 million total firearms are in the hands of the American people. That's what keeps America America. And do you understand that there are politicians that do try to infringe on that right? Because there's a lot of politicians who would love to disarm America in our own government because they're either tyrants, idiots, or part of the plan to collapse our country. And I would say it's the it's the latter. So I was really thankful to see that President Trump did the whole rededication of America back to God. I don't care what you think of him, that was a step in the right direction. And if you watched any of it, we watched some of it, it was truly Christ-centered. The name of Jesus Christ was lifted. There was powerful praise and worship, amazing speeches by strong Christians that pointed people to God, the God of the Bible. So again, I feel like that was a huge step in the right direction of steering America back to its roots of Christianity. But I'm telling you, Christians need to get their heads out of the sand and realize that we are called to be bold, to stand, to speak, to expose darkness and to push back the enemy. We are called to do that. And we need to educate ourselves on where the enemy is operating. We need to be aware of what's happening with these global organizations. We need to know who in our own government are globalists and want to sell our freedom because there's always a payoff. And I know that it can be overwhelming. It can feel like a full-time job if you were to actually do the research and figure out who you can trust and who you can't and what's going on in the world. I know that can be overwhelming, believe me. So do your part. Just do what you can to stay updated. Do your own research on some things when you can, when you have a few minutes here and there. That's important to do, to take some responsibility for yourself to learn what's going on in the world. But I don't have all the time in the world to do this stuff. It's not a full-time job for me to do research and all that type of thing. But you know what? There's people that do make it a full-time job. So on top of doing your part, you need to find trusted voices that you can listen to, that do the research, that uncover some of the stuff that's going on. And again, you can email me and I can give you some people that I follow. But yeah, I don't like what's happening in the world. I don't like the wickedness that I feel is encroaching around us. It makes me want to fight. Because I think about my kids and I think about their futures and I think about their kids as futures. So they're the reason why I'm not gonna be afraid anymore to speak about things that most people are scared to talk about. And people are scared to talk about certain things because we've been brainwashed to believe that we need to stay silent in order to be good Christians. And honestly, if that's the case, I just won't be a good Christian then. Because I'm gonna stand up against wickedness, I'm not gonna bow to it, I'm gonna stand on the truth of God's word, and I'm not gonna be afraid. So my encouragement to you is to do the same. Start standing on the truth of God's word, don't be afraid to speak the truth, don't be afraid to stand up against evil and wickedness, and be a voice and a presence that will help to save our country and the future for our kids. So thanks for listening. I appreciate it, and I hope you join me next week.