Dissatisfied
We live in a physical world with spiritual realities, but it's easy to forget that God's word says, "Our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against rulers, principalities, and dark forces in the spiritual realm." We all have a story, and I believe God wants us to see His hand in it. Each of our lives is part of a bigger story, where God is the author. We need to understand that we have a real enemy who comes to "kill, steal, and destroy," and there's no denying the world around us reflects that. How do we stand against the enemy? How do we make sense of the darkness that swirls around us, and how do we stand on the truth of God's word when lies surround us? There's a lot to talk about, and this podcast aims to shine a light in the dark and raise awareness of what the enemy wants to keep hidden. Throughout these conversations, I want us to remember that we can laugh and find joy, even in the midst of this life's absolute craziness. Sometimes laughing is the best medicine, so hopefully we can laugh along the way. I hope you enjoy listening!
Episodes
25 episodes
Monitoring Spirits: A Rebuke, A Warning, and Watchers in the Comment Section
"I always feel like somebody's watching me." Maybe you remember that song from the 80s! In this episode, I talk about monitoring spirits and how they operate through people. I also give a rebuke and a warning to those operating in that spirit w...
Mind Battles, and a Church That Won't Leave the Building
Our thoughts are powerful, and the enemy knows it! In this episode, I talk about the battle for the mind and what God's word says about it. I also discuss how inward-focused the church has become and why I believe most "church" happens, or shou...
The New Age, Counterfeits, and Finding Truth
Why are people drawn to the New Age? What does it have to offer? In this episode, I talk a bit about why the New Age movement is attractive to so many people, and how that same counterfeit spirit has infiltrated much of the church by presenting...
Discerning the Spirit of the Age
The world changes, but the enemy's tactics don't.In this episode, I talk about discerning the spirit of the age and how many of today's cultural norms are really just ancient lies dressed up in new packaging. I discuss the church's desir...
When Darkness Reveals Itself: Demonic Manifestations
In this episode, I start with a brief recap of a time when a stranger recorded me and screamed at me in a cemetery while I was visiting my dad's grave. From there, I move into conversations about demonic manifestations and what they might look ...
A Time To Speak: Manufactured Presence and Deceptive Light
In this episode, I share some of my experiences in churches where spiritual language and worship were used to stir emotions and influence people's responses. I discuss how manipulation can sometimes be disguised as spirituality, and how some ch...
Encountering Jezebel: When Satan Hijacks Spiritual Language and Blind Loyalty
In this episode, I share my first encounter with the spirit of Jezebel. I also share what might be an unpopular opinion: that certain spiritual language can actually be harmful. And then I discuss how blind loyalty can fuel toxic church environ...
Darkness Behind the Curtain: Hollywood, Disney, and The Music Industry
The enemy isn't hiding anymore in the entertainment industry. In this episode, I talk about the wicked and satanic things happening in Hollywood. I discuss specific details about certain people in the spotlight who I believe have hidden motives...
My Brother was Right About Portals - Plus Satanic Globalists & The Enemy in High Places
In this episode, I talk about one of the last conversations I had with my brother before he killed himself in 2016. What I thought was crazy talk at the time, turned out to be true. I discuss Global Organizations that have evil intentions and d...
Causing Trouble, the UFO Files, and Being Watchful
In this episode, I talk about how, as Christians, we should be troublemakers to the enemy! We are called to be bold, courageous, and unafraid to speak the truth, but fear stops many of us from using our voices. I also talk about the recent rele...
Witchcraft, Propaganda, and Counterfeit Preachers
Join me as I discuss some important and eye-opening topics. Is witchcraft more common than you think? What is propaganda, and how is it used to cast spells on people? And what would classify someone as a fake preacher? It's a wild world we live...
The Church is Being Shaken - Do You Feel It?
In this episode, I talk a little bit more about Jezebel and Leviathan in the church. It's a subject that is controversial and complex, but nevertheless extremely important for the church to understand. God is shaking things to expose what's at ...
Control Has a Name : Jezebel and Leviathan in the Church
In this episode, I talk specifically about the spirits of Jezebel and Leviathan. Jezebel was ruthless in her pursuit of power and control. Sometimes we think the story of Jezebel is just a tale in the Bible, but the Jezebel spirit still exists ...
Aliens, UFOs, and the Bible
In this episode, I dive into the subject of aliens and UFOs. What does the Bible have to say about it? Are these intergalactic encounters, or interdimensional? I examine what Scripture has to say about the unseen realm, deception, and how the t...
I Had a Dream...Was It From God?
Are dreams from God? In this episode, I share some of my own personal dreams and the symbolic details in them. I give examples of how I interpret their meanings, drawing on Biblical resources, prayer, and discernment. I believe God still ...
Strange Happenings Next Door | with Monica Brennan
In this episode, I talk with my sister, Monica, about some unexpected, crazy, and sad occurrences that happened next door to her. This conversation is a great example of how we really don't know what someone else is going through behind closed ...
The Ugly Side - Control, Manipulation, and Gossip
We all have an ugly side and the ability to hurt other people. In this episode, I talk about seeing the ugly side of things, including myself. I also discuss how toxic traits of control, manipulation, and gossip have no place in a healthy churc...
A Scary Diagnosis, and When Leaving a Church Unmasks a Cult-Like Mindset
In this episode, I share my experience of when my 6-year-old son was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes, and how I thought I might have a nervous breakdown! I also talk about my experience of leaving a church, and how it revealed some very toxic an...
Out of Body Experience, a Taco Bell Dollar, and the Supernatural
Do you believe in the supernatural? Have you ever had anything happen that you can't explain? In this episode, I share a few stories that I believe are supernatural. Many times, we are so distracted that we don't pay attention to what God is sh...
Stories from my Firefighter Husband, and Wolves Behind the Pulpit
In this Episode, my husband, Jared, joins me for a chat. He has spent almost 25 years as a firefighter and has seen some crazy things. He shares about the spiritual side of things he's encountered on the job. One of the emergency calls was a st...
Horror Movies, Demonic Nightmares, and Overcoming a Spirit of Fear
If you've ever battled fear, whether through nightmares, anxiety, or spiritual heaviness, this episode is for you. After years of demonic nightmares that stole her rest and peace, Richell shares how she was able to overcome fear and ultimately ...
Head-On Collision, Distractions, and Going After the Enemy
In this episode, Richell shares a story about being hit head-on by a drunk driver and how a last-minute intervention probably saved her life. Looking back on this incident, she realizes it was likely an attempt by the enemy to take her out. The...
Regrets, Cemetery Stalker, and Going Home
Do you have regrets? I think we all do, and in this episode, Richell shares one of her biggest regrets and the pain it caused. You'll also scratch your head when you hear the story about an intrusive interruption while she visited her dad's gra...
Suicide and the Transfer of Pain - Part 2
In this episode, Monica shares her story of the suicides of both her dad and brother and how it changed the path she was on. As the conversations moves along, Richell and Monica share some funny memories about their brother, Rich. We hope...
Suicide and the Transfer of Pain - Part 1
In this episode, Richell tells her story about losing both her dad and brother to suicide. As the conversation unfolds, you'll find God's word being an anchor amid the chaos of tragedy. We hope you enjoy listening and that you'll feel encourage...