EP02-From Shift to Sh*tstorm: Rewriting the First 10 Minutes Home

Let’s talk about a slow-burning crisis in responder households—connection debt.

You’d never ghost your crew in a crisis. So why ghost the person who’s holding your life together at home?

This episode breaks down the emotional drift that happens between shifts, resentment, and “I’m fine” responses. Whether you’re the one on duty or the one carrying the mental load at home, this is where emotional resilience meets real-life tools.

In this episode, Erin introduces a proven technique to help responder couples rebuild connection without long talks, drama, or forced vulnerability. It's a field-tested ritual to help you manage relationship stress, reduce re-entry blowups, and prevent burnout from boiling over into your home life.

You’ll walk away with:

• The truth about why “I’m just tired” is often code for emotional shutdown
• How first responder mental health is impacted by daily disconnection—not just trauma
• What first responder spouses wish they could say without starting a fight
• The 3-minute Re-Entry Check-In ritual that can stop the emotional drift
• How to build a healthy work-life balance and emotional predictability after shift

🔥 MENTAL FIREPOWER

The Re-Entry Check-In:
After shift, both partners answer:

1. What’s one thing you want me to know about your day?
2. What do you need from me tonight?

No therapy-speak. No overprocessing. Just clarity and calm.

💥 CALL OUT

Try the Re-Entry Check-In after your next shift. Then do it again.
This micro-habit could be the best burnout prevention strategy your marriage has ever seen.

Bonus Resource:
Hold Me Tight by Dr. Sue Johnson. Erin-approved for building emotional safety under stress.

WHO THIS IS FOR:

• First responders who come home emotionally exhausted
• Spouses who feel like they’re constantly walking on eggshells
• Couples in that quiet “roommate phase” wondering how to fix it
• Anyone searching for relationship tools for high-stress lifestyles

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Transcript

Erin Maccabee: [00:00:00] This one is for the couples out there, and really it could probably be used for any kind of relationship. But today we're gonna be focusing on the first responder relationship with their spouse or their partner. 

Erin Maccabee: And here's the thing, you never ghost your crew in the middle of a call. 

Erin Maccabee: So why are you ghosting the person that's waiting for you at home?

That's what I wanna talk to you about. Let's talk about connection debt. Yeah, because just like sleep connection isn't this bonus thing, it's a buffer. It's something that we get to be intentional about. If we're focusing on our connections with our partners, our spouses, even our kids and our family members, it can create that buffer against burnout, against bitterness, against potential resentments that can occur.

Against becoming strangers that share bills against that idea of [00:01:00] feeling like, when do we become roommates? I didn't sign up to be roommates with this person. 

I, this episode isn't about the love languages or date nights. It's about the actual operational awareness inside your relationship. So if you're a first responder or the one who loves one.

Listen up because I'm just tired. Can quickly turn into, honestly, I don't even know who you are anymore.

So here's the hard truth. Most couples in this world face something that looks a little bit like this. You're not mad, you're just disconnected. Does that sound familiar? And the thing is, neither one of you were trained to reconnect. Under stress, under pressure, under the conversations and thoughts that we have about ourselves or about our partner.

You know, sometimes it looks like, what did I do [00:02:00] wrong this time? Maybe that's something that the spouse says. Maybe that's something that the responder says, or I can't ever get it right, or it's never good enough. All of those things don't set us up to win when it comes to trying to reconnect with our person.

So let's break it down just a little bit. You know, one for the responder and then one for the spouse. First responders learn how to shut down. They stay Mission ready. We'll call it to be like on point at all times. they've been taught how to filter out emotion. So that they're just focusing on the task at hand and they or you also learn how to operate solo if necessary to get a job done and that works lovely at work.

I. Uh, but when you're walking in that front door and you forget how to switch roles or you don't know how to switch roles and you're coming with that attitude of operating solo or that [00:03:00] concept of shutting down, that's gonna get you into a lot of trouble.

meanwhile, we're gonna talk about the spouse. They've been at home. For maybe 24 hours, if not more, just holding down the fort handling business. They have been that single parent in that moment. They've picked up all the pieces, handled all the dirty diapers, handled all the food, packing lunches, running the kids around, so on and so forth, and they're trying to connect with someone, but that person when they walk in the door 



Erin Maccabee: can sometimes be MIA, at least emotionally.

And this doesn't make you a bad partner, neither one of you. You each have your own experiences, your own stressors, your own things you have to deal with in this unique family dynamic.

But it does make you undertrained in this relationship arena. And so here's what I'm gonna propose today for the mental firepower between you two. And maybe you wanna pass this on to somebody that you know might be, [00:04:00] underqualified in this area as well. So what we're gonna do is deploy this one tool that's gonna shift connection instantly.

And I call it the reentry check-in. And it's really simple. It's two questions. It can take three minutes, and if you do this intentionally every day, it can begin to shift the dynamic so that there aren't surprises. And the question is just this, what's one thing you want me to know about your day? What do you need from me tonight?

You need space. Do you need support? You need a shoulder. Do you need something even more simple than that? And that's it.

We're not therapizing, we're not coaching, we're not judging. This isn't a long talk. This is just for clarity. Simple as that. And spouses, this one's for you too. You also get to answer those questions. Because while of course the job of a responder is unique and you never know what you're gonna get each day, the [00:05:00] job of the parent that's at home, handling the business or the job of the spouse that's handling the home and everything else, if kids aren't there, that can be equally as stressful in different ways.

So what this tool does is it actually creates predictability in your relationship, and the predictability lowers the stress. So if you know what to expect, then you're gonna set yourself up to win. 'cause a lot of our stress comes in having these unmet expectations that we don't speak about, and then everybody's angry and resentful, except no one ever knew because no one got the blueprint to how to do it or what One partner or the other was requiring in that moment. So we can be very, very clear in the way that we ask, what do you need from me tonight? Like, what's one thing you want me to know about your day? And what do you need from me tonight? Who do you need me to be? Do you need space?

Do you need support? Or even something a little more simple than that.

Lower stress equals less reactivity and a lot more connection [00:06:00] because we're not spinning all of our wheels being angry or upset or irritated, or trying to be one step ahead of the game in our relationships to make sure that we can kind of keep the waters calm.

Right,

and I think the debrief here is that connection doesn't die overnight. It's this slow drip. It dies in those little moments that we skip because we're too tired or too busy, or maybe we're isolating or we feel like we just need that moment to ourself and. We become used to the distance between each other, and again, no one's broken.

You're running this relationship. Nobody's given you a manual. No one's given you the how to. No one's even given you the correct tools to figure out how to navigate this stuff. You know, our best example of relationships is usually. The relationships we see in our parents, and I don't know about many of [00:07:00] you, but I know for me that was not helpful.

And in fact, I spend a lot of my days doing the very best I can to do things opposite from what my parents did. And of course they did the best they could with the tools that they had. But even still, I think for me there was a lot of opportunity to, to grow and evolve.

And then you have this unique addition to your relationships where not only do you not have a manual, but you're operating under more pressure than most people will ever understand or typically deal with on a day-to-day basis. And of course, we understand that people handle stress differently, handle trauma differently.

But this is even more of an absolute impact in the first responder relationship because you are 100% going to experience stress and trauma and those kinds of things on a daily basis.

So do yourself a favor and create some systems in your life. Be very [00:08:00] intentional about it. Create these little rituals. Create these micro moments of clarity where you don't have to second guess, you don't have to question, you're just clear on what the other one needs. You're clear that this is something that you're gonna do every day to support each other and actually hear each other and stop taking things personally,

and you can still love each other and completely miss each other. so let's fix that.

So this week's call out, this is gonna be your challenge for the week. Use that opportunity. Use the reentry check-in after your next shift, invite your wife, fill her in, invite your spouse, fill them in on this tool. In fact, ask them to listen to this short little episode so you are both on the same page.

So both of you answer. Be sure to be intentional. I'll call it laser, be laser in your answers, keeping it under three minutes because we don't wanna get into the story, [00:09:00] none of the story matters. All you're doing is saying, here's what I need right now, or Here's who I need you to be right now. Don't get into the, you know, stories unless you think it's important that you say.

To your partner. Here's one thing that happened today that you might wanna know about. And of course You can share the experience without sharing the trauma. You can say there was a terrible car accident and a family was involved without getting into the details of what that looks like, And I hear a lot with spouses, it's like, I just wish they would share a little bit about their day with me. And then I hear from the responders, well, I don't wanna share the trauma with them. Well, you don't have to. You can still share with them without sharing the nitty gritty, gross details. So after you do that, then do it again tomorrow.

Do it again, the next shift. And just like anything, if we can create these small habits, it won't take long to develop big results

In addition. I am gonna give you another thing that was a tool that my husband and I used in our own relationship, and it was very [00:10:00] supportive. So I would strongly suggest picking a minimum of 30 minutes a week to sit down together and begin to read the book. Hold me tight and hold me Tight is by Dr.

Sue Johnson. It's a couple's guide for a lifetime of love. I know it sounds cheesy, but it's awesome. And if you really wanna get crazy, there's even a companion workbook. 

Erin Maccabee: I wouldn't, say like, Hey, read this book, check this book out. Spend some time together to do this together. If it didn't actually help me personally, because I'm not just gonna throw resources out there all willy-nilly if I haven't kind of vetted them to make sure that they land and they stick.

But if this episode hits home to you, do me a favor and give me a rate, a review. Subscribe to the show. Share it with your friends. Share it with your crew. Let them know that this resource is out there. You've been listening to the Flashpoint Podcast and we're here to optimize the mindset and lifestyle of all first responders and their families.

New episodes drop every [00:11:00] Thursday. You don't need fixing. You need mental firepower. I'm Erin. Make it a strong day. Catch you next round.