Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice
Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice — the podcast for women who are done waiting for “the one” and ready to become a parent on their own damn terms. We’re talking fertility, pregnancy, the emotional chaos, and the village it takes to raise a kid.
Sometimes you cry in the bathtub. Sometimes you're crying because your toddler bit you. And sometimes, you cry because you chose all of this.
Unfiltered conversations about solo motherhood—because doing it alone doesn't mean doing it quietly.
Choosing Chaos: Solo Motherhood by Choice
Lara’s Story: Pregnancy, Loss, and Finding Light in Lockdown - Part 1
In Part One of this two-part series, we follow Lara through her deeply personal journey to motherhood—a path shaped by the challenges of PCOS, multiple fertility treatments, and the emotional toll of failed IUIs and back-to-back IVF rounds. As she navigates her own uncertainty, the world around her begins to shift. COVID-19 shuts everything down just as she learns she’s pregnant, layering isolation and fear onto an already fragile time.
Meanwhile, Lara faces another heartbreak—the declining health of her mother—forcing her to hold joy and grief in the same breath. Part One takes us through the weight of those months, the resilience she discovered, and the profound moment she finally welcomed her son, Max, into the world.
This is a story about persistence, timing, and what it means to keep moving forward when everything around you feels like it’s falling apart.
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